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#I LIVED BITCHES#THE THESIS IS GONE#IT HAS BEEN SENT TO MORDOR#MAY I NEVER BE INSPIRED TO WRITE ANOTHER ONE EVER AGAIN#seriously though#when i signed up to do a masters#i didn't expect to be dealing with#mums second cancer diagnosis and bonus broken leg#multiple fuck wit bossess#a crippling work place injury#A FUCKING GLOBAL PANDEMIC#A longer term disability caused by medical neglect due to the fucking pandemic#A THREE YEAR MEDICAL LEGAL BATTLE WITH THE GOVERNMENT TO RECIEVE THE TREATMENT THAT IS COVERED BY MY WAGES#(fucking ACC)#Multiple university restructures#also straight up not having a consistent place to live for a while#and just so so much bullshit#(mostly caused by ACC)
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that's the thing. he's the one you forget to count on. he's perfect but it's a front. he's happy but it's a lie. he cut the damn line and he's still alive down here. he's 9, he's 19, 21, 27, with the weight of the world on his seemingly bulletproof shoulders. he's braver than anyone should have to be. he takes responsibility to a fault. he's cursed but the universe doesn't scream. he's a wonderful partner as long as he doesn't look it in the eye. he's falling backwards into a pool of his own blood and he's dancing in his underwear in his living room. he's gonna be better. for christopher? no, for himself. he's golden and glowing at sunset on the court, he's singing karaoke and djing with drag queens, he's falling to fucking pieces and then he's putting himself back together. who the hell is that? eddie diaz, new recruit. we don't bet against him.
#WHEHEJFKFJG EEEDDDIIIIEEEEEEEEEE#seriously we don't bet against him is character thesis defining shit for me. he picks himself up and digs himself out EVERY TIME.#and do u know how many times he has gone through things that would make complete sense to lie down and never get up again about.#LIKE FOUR TIMES A YEAR.#EDDIEEE OH MY BABY I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT#sorry if u forgot my man is an unkillable black cat with nine lives#sorry if u ever believed he would lay down and die. sorry if u discounted or underestimated or forgot him#COULDN'T BE MEEEE#eddie diaz#favourite eds ever#911 abc#911 spoilers#911 8×06
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daniel ricciardo and max verstappen, 2024 vs. 2016
#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#maxiel#dr#mv#head in hands#sobbing#thinking about them always#thinking about how so much has changed yet nothing has changed#thinking about the separate paths they've gone down yet an invisible string ties them together#keeps them delightedly laughing at each other#they're so fond. i say it everytime#but to me it is the max daniel thesis#i wanna cuddle this tumblr post
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we are such a fucking tragedy, you and i
#fall out boy#fob#ybc#youngblood chronicles#*mine#*art#id in the alt text#eye strain#potentially anyway...figure i might as well just to be safe#this pose was a nightmare and im still not happy w it...#i messed up the lighting in this but who cares#anyway consider this a spiritual successor to that patrick and andy piece#ybc and the nature of physical touch is so rich a theme i could write a whole thesis on it#and for these two. the only times patrick and joe lay hands on each other in the physical world it is in death#it is while patrick is corrupted into a murderous version of himself laying hands on his friend to kill him#as joe frantically fights him off. refusing to do so lethally and dying because of it.#the next time they touch it is joe hugging patrick in forgiveness in heaven#their physical presences exist in collision with one another; with an explosive and a far-reaching impact#and then gone and disseminated into nothingness. with little but the cratered remnants left behind#they are the consequences. they are the fallout.#the narrative resonates from the magnitude of what transpires between them. in guilt and in desolation and in silence#they are a TRAGEDY
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If being weak is a "sin" in Crocodile's mind, then isn't a painful defeat and maybe even death rightful punishment for it? A punishment you deserve for your crime of "being weak"? That's an intriguing mindset from him because it makes me wonder how Crocodile might view his own past and the things he has gone through? I might not go as far as to say Crocodile "blames himself" for the things he's gone through, as he doesn't seem like the kind of guy who dwells on the past like that. But I do feel like Crocodile has accepted in his mind that things like losing his hand happened because he was weak, and it was his own fault. That he can not blame anyone else for what has happened to him. He fucked around and he found out.
It's just interesting because to some degree, One Piece thematically does agree with this sentiment, this is a world where the strong eat the weak. (One example at the top of my head; Luffy refusing Katakuri's apology when his sister intervened with their battle, saying he should've dodged the attack properly if he didn't want to get hit.) Chaka falling in this scene and being unable to stop Crocodile may lead to the deaths of so many more, including his loved ones, and if that comes to pass, it's is Chaka's own fault. For being too weak. But also Crocodile has twisted that idea; Crocodile is using his worldview here to justify himself and essentially saying he can do this (take over Alabasta and kill a million innocents doing so) and get away with it because he's powerful. When in reality "weakness is a sin" isn't about the survival of the fittest, but how this is a world where the strong are meant to protect the weak. (See: Luffy) (Also how Pell told Baby Vivi in that flashback about how he trains so he can protect the Royal Family; again, he he craves power not to oppress the weak but to protect them)
But, just to get back to Crocodile again, I feel like this worldview might also give us more insight as to how he acts in certain situations post-Alabasta. Like when we see Crocodile towards the end of Miss Goldenweek's cover story, both when he declines to escape from jail and in his Impel Down mugshot, Crocodile has a smile on his face. That really is the face of a man who has accepted his fate, is it not?
"Welp, this is what I get for losing to a child in flipflops"
Or when we see him come collect his debt from Buggy; Crocodile seemed quite relaxed and fully admitted he had assumed Buggy would've ran away before he even got there to collect his money. Of course, considdering his trust issues Crocodile would've been mentally prepared for Buggy skedaddling anyways, but the fact that he loaned the clown money to begin with while assuming he'd probably never get that money back-- like Crocodile knew that was going to happen and he just accepted it. And just rolled with it.
Of course, when things take an Unpleasant, Unexpected Turn, he will blow a fuse. Multiple, even.
Him angy
IDK man this is all just interesting to me
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Sir Crocodile#No I did not really have a proper thesis for this post#More just that like. IDK although I talk about Crocodile probably having a whole lot of Unresolved Trauma#I don't mean that in a ''he cries himself to sleep every night'' kinda way (doesn't seem like something he'd do anyways)#More in a ''shit changed the way he views the world forever in a negative way'' kinda way#Does that make sense? IDK#But yeah he does seem like he accepts what he has gone through and has moved on from it (taking 'important lessons' with him)#Sidenote I did check what he says in Japanese in this scene and the ''unforgivable'' was added by Viz here. Good localization#Also that does tie in nicely to how Crocodile always seems to have backup plans for his backup plans#How he seems to considder every potential thing that could go wrong and tries to account for them.
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caw 🦅
#neopets#neotag#neoart#eyrie#mutant#vin doods#I can't beat the allegations that i doodle dnd creatures on a daily with this one huh#god i love mutants eyries so much i'm sorry i gavehim more draconic features but uGH;#what great colours lmao#I also gave inverted knees to the hooves cause i aint doing whatever neos doing#can you tell i have a thing for dnd and dragons in general im so sorry JAKLSDF#also in topic i've been so wanting to make a neo player's manual for so stupidly long its insane#might actually do it at one point#i had species and proficiencies and everything at one point i think its all gone lol#also for a fact that i'd be a me-thing for the most part#like i'd be the only one wanting it or playing according to it#my other friends none like neopets so yeah#god do i want to dm a neopian adventure i have tons planned lmao#but oh well#i'm super greatful for all positive commenta ad every like and reblog you guys ave given meeeee#i sound like a broken record but i swear i try to not leave this blog for long but i always read your tags and crack up to them sajhas#i know i've left a couple of you on read that actually wanted to know about my characters BUT IM SO SORRYYYY#my master's taking so long and everytime there's something new and have to rewrite and replan everthing everyday i hate it here#but i will do it#i know i will#both the lore writting and my thesis HASJKHASJS#anyways if you're still reading dont be afraid to shoot up a couple of messages! It might make this blog less dead
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got a new laptop, feeling like a kid on christmas eve & I’m learning to use notion bc idk it fits the agenda of today (which is to transfer my life onto this one now)
#(new laptop bc everything broke on me lol and like it was time)#also I’m finally living the dream & started it from fresh so won’r be carrying around all those highschool essays#bunch of downloading etc now tho bc there’s nothing (been at this for 5h already lmao but it’s fun honestly)#i’m so glad tho that most of the things I do are somewhere on the internet/cloud bc didn’t lose too much work now that the old laptop won’t#open anymore (just like one commit that I hadn’t yet pushed to github and a thesis ’’brain dumb’’ thing but I dont think I had anything too#important there (I hope bc like if I did oh well it’s gone & I dont remember))#february 2024#2024
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impressive how much night court s06e07 The Law Club reads as Dan Fielding, gay, trying to flirt his way into a men's club
being disappointed when the guy is more interested in christine
thrilled that he got into a club full of eligible men anyway
feeling bad when he learns he set his nice friend up with a scumbag
doing a bunch of gay friend shenanigans to save her
managing it
and finally comforting her with solidarity
and kindness
and a gag
#p sure that last line is Swede Woman but i want gonna correct the subtitles#gayboy dan fielding you are everything to me#this episode is high on the gayboy dan fielding thesis list#night court#dan fielding i love you#dainty boy physical comedy hero#also he's soooooo handsome#literally after this why did he ever hit on her again. they should've given it up and gone with sibling energy from here on out
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“as we all know marc has and does connect his injury and his breakup with vale into one fucked up little play in his head” need your thesis on this kinda
i don’t need to write a thesis marc marquez: all in episode three wrote it FOR MEEE
#his doc is about his two largest traumas very explicitly… he did nawt have to do an episode long vale tangent in the middle#of his cut and dry sports narrative injury comeback documentary#when he’s never gone on record about sepang like that before EVER !#it’s kinda the same to him! the two most painful and effecting things !!!#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#also it’s all over my blog.. the thesis has been written
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Two weeks ago, while I was still reading Promise of the Witch-King, I had a dream that Jarlaxle tried to park my car in the garage and failed spectacularly. Meanwhile Artemis was laughing at him the entire time
#between this and dreaming of perforated surfaces and different kinds of metal#i'd say I'm totally fine and my thesis is not messing with my head at all#goodnight i should've gone to sleep hours ago
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I neeeeeeeed to talk about gone forever more it's like the Most thing ever, it's got time loops and fairies and creatures and prophecies and magic and never being able to go home again and not able to recognize what youve become and how devotion can corrupt you and how those in power will lie to you to get what they want and how through everything you can be kind and no one ever knows what I'm talking about because it only exists to me and like one other person it's so sad. I should figure out how to make comics and do that.
#i literally forget people dontknow abt it and am like ah just like in gone forever! my ocs ...aggh#b.text#gone forever#gone forever: realm of nowhere#aaaahhhhgggg casey ponder you will always be famouS to ME#anyways thesis of gone forever: twins casey and hector ponder get stuck separated in a fantasy land and have to find their way to each other#and back home. they meet various fae who help them or dont and have to try an work their way thru the various fae lands to each other again.#while the antagonist enmity is trying to stop them from finding each other for reasons we dont yet know.#anyways. 😑 cloes my eyes and thinks abt gone forever plots that are like major spoilers but are soooo gooood.#it mostly is abt casey curtis and wisteria tho. casey the human hero curtis the bone wizard and wisteria the rogue fae... aaaagghhggaaa..#hector is a newish addition so i dont have as much thought about him as casey. its hector the not hero dani the time bandit and#enmity the queen of stars. and theres like 50 more characters from all these places...#i just need to do SOMETHING with it ok..... id wht thi. comic seems like a start i guess
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it's so amazing being able to meet with your group members physically it's insane
#senior thesis class was probably the most stressful class I've ever gone through#not hardest#just most stressful
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it’s gonna be a loooooong week again y’all – i’ll be preparing for my finals, and hopefully i’ll get this all finished ( and hopefully, i’ll be able to survive this semester ) so i can finally gush abt diluc without a heavy heart ( because it’s loaded with so much academic guilt and bitterness!! i still have requirements to finish 🥲 AAAA )
have a great week everyone! if y’alls are busy like me, i’m holding your hands rn. we will get through this!!! THIS STORM WILL PASS ANYWAYYY AAAAA ✨✨✨✨✨
#so stressed fr i need the drink that diluc requested in the alchemy event#i am this close in writing a comfort fic where diluc just comforts the reader HJDHDJS#maybe next time when i’m in the right headspace for it 🙏🏻#i actually attempted writing one but gosh it’s so freaking angsty & personal GJDHDK#anw long week#siiiigh#at least i can celebrate this time that my adviser for my thesis#didn’t give a lot of comments on my chapter 2 MY GOSH#the heavy feeling i felt was gone immediately#manifesting it’s always like this in my other chapters#HEAR ME PLS SAVE ME#butterbun
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At the lab straight up "dyeing it" and by 'it' haha lets justr say. My Samples.
#selfpost#sorry I was gone for over a month everything in my life went wrong somehow#I returned for jiang chengs birthday 🤞 the way god intended#anyway my study abroad went WRONG so now Im back at my regular uni#dyeing my samples...#for the masters thesis#ough
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Eragon should’ve had more classic 15 year old boy moments
Not the horny creeper-vibe scenes with Arya
But more pure, silly, “boys-will-be-boys” moments where he disappears for a bit and they find him, like trying to stretch a pair of pants around a tree or some shit idk
#I graduate tomorrow and my brain is GONE#my masters thesis done stole my thinly thoughts#inheritance cycle#eragon#eragon shadeslayer#the inheritance cycle#arya drottningu#inheritance cycle books#crack post
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shakespeare snobs still aren't ready for this conversation but revenge of the sith is the closest western media has to a modern equivalent of a shakespearean tragedy
- entertainment created for mass appeal
- effectively utilizes comic relief despite overall serious tone and/or subject matter
- the audience knows it's a tragedy going in
- utilizes, as shakespeare did, the elements of the greek tragedies which came before him, ie:
- the tragic hero is virtuous but for a fatal flaw
- the audience fears for and roots for the hero despite said flaw and their knowledge that the story is a tragedy
- in his attempts to escape his destiny, the hero unknowingly runs toward it, even brings it about himself
- it's entertainment for the masses even though the masses know it's a tragedy before it even starts
#matthew stover nothing can be done to change it quote etc etc etc#star wars#im just saying i think both the ancient greeks and elizabethans would have gone apeshit for star wars#people are the same as theyve always been#if anyone 'well actuallys' me and diverts this post to a marvel movie just know i will haunt you#m*rvel movies could never do this because they want you to be surprised#thats why they change scripts when the internet essayists guess things correctly#star wars shakespearean tragedies and greek tragedies dont give a shit if you know whats going to happen#i have to go back to school i need to write a thesis on this#shakespeare
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