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could animatic ideas STOP HAUNTING MY DREAMS FOR ONE FUCKING NIGHT PLEASE
#no context#random#im dying#this makes FOUR#no sorry#FIVE#(SIX???)#THAT IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO EVER DO#AND GUESS WHAT#ALMOST ALL OF THEM ARE FROM THE TRUMAN SHOW AU#*kicks down the door to sun’s lil digital hideyhole and shoves a fist into the virus’s face*#STOP HAUNTING ME FOR FIVE MINUTES YOU OVERGROWN JACKRABBIT#i did not sleep#anyways#animatic ideas#to me who will scroll throught he tags in the future:#nothing by bruno major#also ‘what color us this?’#get it done after shadow moon you lil shit#sorry to bother#don't mind me#(the worst part abt this is that i barely know how to FUCKIN ANIMATE SO)
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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tged webtoon ep 176 spoilers except its mostly me having a great time bc the panels this week were incredibly fun YAY and thoughts below the cut
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oh my god these motherfuckers are up to their scheme again. LMFAOOOOOOOOO LOOK AT THEM HAHAHAHAHAHA
IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY THAT THEY'VE MASTERED THIS ROUTINE. THEY DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO TAKE TIME TO PREP ANYTHING JAVIER JUST KNEW. THAT'S SO GOOFY LMFAOOOO I LOVE THESE TWO SO DAMN MUCH HAHAHAHAA
also obsessed w javier's expression. whenever he has these moments his expressions are always the BEST because theyre SO MINIMAL. the slightest curl of his lip,,, the menace in his eyes,,, compared to lloyd's expressions, javier's are always technically lowkey, but the artist always gives that lowkeyness an extra edge in the art that completes the entire panel. i love javier's expressions so much WAHAHAHA THEY'RE SO GOOD
LOOK AT THEM BEING MENACES ADLFKJSLDJKF absolute thugs. god it's like when they're together they sync a braincell that tells them to go Scheme mode. they're so ridiculous i love them sm,,, alicia ur gonna have to get used to this LMFAO
ALSO I AM SO SO HAPPY LLOYD IMMEDIATELY WENT TO COMPROMISE W THE SPIRIT KING. I KNEW U WOULD THATS MY BOY ILY BUDDY!! i really like how nice his expressions are here,,, i want to think that there's a part of him in there that's actually genuine abt this. esp w the panels that are upcoming,,,
like he looks so soft here! it's sweet,,, i'm really glad he's doing this,,,
AND THEN THIS. THIS PANEL OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. THIS IS GORGEOUS I HAVE TO SHOW IT
REALLY enjoying all these soft lineart from lighting moments that the artist is putting in. god i love this so much,,, there's a metaphor in here somewhere,,, idk,,, i like this a lot!!! alicia seeing pieces of suho's heart poking thru,,, like sunrays,,,, hehehe sweet,,,, so sweet,,,
i love this panel to pieces but i do think its funny af that in this panel lloyd is crouching like that LOL what a creature ily bud
ALSO. ALSOO lets talk about what alicia's thoughts are here as she's looking at him,,, she says smth along the lines of "ur interesting to me bc i cant figure u out,,," and i love that a lot,,, maybe im looking too far into this but i read this as her saying "im seeing pieces of who u really are, i want to figure u out / explore ur true and honest self". she's learning more abt the side of lloyd thats empathetic, thats selfless, that brings out a good outcome for everyone,,,, she wants to see more of that side of him methinks,,,,, regardless of what she actually meant by this, it's a very cute moment and i really like it,,,
it again makes me think that alilloyd as a ship has soooo much potential. it could be so so good,,, this moment especially helps give it a little ground to stand on,,, i just wish there was a stronger foundation,,, it could be even greater,,, ohhh,,,, maybe in future eps who knows? we'll have to wait and see,,,
also hi artanis!! this line from her caught my eye i wanted to bring it up
im willing to bet that this belief is also one that was sourced from credos/jang-cheol, just like the rock paper scissors game and just the farming/pacifism schtick as a whole. it probably played a part in how he had to convince the demons to follow him in the first place,,,
this could also indicate that living honestly and working to earn is a principle that jang-cheol followed in korea, and he decided that he would stick with it when he became credos. alternatively, he had the complete opposite principle (he was a gamer after all, with a max level character,,, could imply that he spent all his time on the game) but when he got transmigrated, he realized that he had another shot at making a living honestly and decided to commit to that. there isn't really enough to make a solid conclusion on how jang-cheol lived, but this is an interesting indicator and i think it's worth a bookmark! i hope the prequel gets a manhwa so i can read it,,, manifesting,,,
oh also the railroad! yay!! y'know idk if this is quite the preservation of nature i had thought they would do LOL this,,, could be considered manipulating the ecosystem too much,,, but also i am not a biologist! so i wouldn't know! it looks nature-preserved so i'll take it!
seems like the demons won't be too far from home too, since they'll probably be the ones employed to run the railroad tracks once it's complete. lloyd essentially gave them jobs! yahoo!
AND THEEEN THE SECOND REALLY NICE PANEL FOR THIS WEEK YAYAYAYY WAAAAHHHH LLOYYYD LLOYD
i will be honest the glare is pretty uh. harsh but i dont mind at all bc YAYYY YAYYY NICE MOMENT WITH LLOYD YAHOO YAHOO. he seems and looks super tired here too,,, one of the panels before this was his heart freezing up again and alicia asked if they should stop bc of his heart, but he refuses,,, ghhh,,, stupid fucking martyr i love you stop doing that though please take a break
this panel is again another alicia pov panel and i really really like it,,, he's so Sun character to me idk how to explain that (javier is Moon to me). maybe ill break that down in a different post another time but yeah,,, yeah,,, sun and moon,,, yeah,,,,,,, also alicia is Comet. one day ill elaborate
and then there it is, goofy lloyd panel HAHA there's the greedy front he always puts on, welcome back! alicia's reaction too LMFAOOO she's sick of his antics /lh
like bud u dont have to say anything else,,, we know u care lloyd u dont have to put up the money part at the end anymore,,,,,,, goofy ass
their lil moment here was also rlly cute,,, alicia laughing at lloyd's antics and just. his big ass smile HAHAHAHAH so so cute i love this a lot,,,
and then the railroad got completed YAYY YAYYYY YAYYY ONE STEP CLOSER TO A HAPPY ENDING!!!
lloyd got like a jump ability and according to my mutuals thats not in the novel? so im curious as to what thats for,,, lloyd says it already but yeah he's a swordmaster now and has tons of other skills and summons too. what would a super jump be useful for,,,? so far, most if not all of his skills have had some use in the story,,, skills that are deliberately brought up like this are always used eventually. what in the world will a jump skill do??? what kind of situation will lloyd find himself in?? is this not almost over??? i'm so curious,,,
also this panel lloyd looks really tired, exhausted even,,, his irises look dulled and theres slight bags,,,, the construction plus the effects on his heart is probably doing him in,,,
and then we see him keel over LAKDFJLSDKJF
I GASPED SO LOUD WHEN I SAW THIS AND IM NOT SURE IF ITS OUT OF WORRY OR IF ITS OUT OF GIDDY. bc listen, on the one hand, oh my god im so worried for lloyd please be okay dont DIE. on the other hand,,, on the other, fic-brained character interaction-pilled hand,,, WHUMP WHUMP WHUMP CHARACTER WHUMP WHUMP MOMENT HURT COMFORT. YAHOO FIREWORKS EVERYONE CHEER!!! WHUMP!!! WHUMP IN MY TGED!!! WAOWIE WAOWIE WAOWIE!!!
sorry. my demons. anyway
alicia catching him is so good,,, sweet,,,, so sweet,,,,, ANOTHER POINT FOR ALILLOYD. again i wish the foundation for alilloyd was stronger, bc if they had established it in a better or more solid/connected way this moment would hit even harder,,, BUT NO,,, its missing impact for me simply bc alicia and lloyd do not talk/share/save each other enough. but it's so cute,,, sweet,,, this moment is nice,,, ghhh,,,, i feel heartbroken over this its bittersweet
and off they go,,, yes,,, a queen, her boyf, and her boyf's boyf. beautiful. alicia is carrying him again hehe,,,
off they go to get the eye of summer!! YAYYY!!! lloyd will stay alive!!! YAHOO!!! we are one step closer to beating fate and getting that happy ending,,, hold on lloyd, hold on everyone,,, it'll be over soon! if they don't get a happy ending i am going to cry and sob for forever and ever!!!! i'm serious!!!!!!!!
i genuinely had a lot of fun reading this ep the moments were all so fun and i'm very glad that things are looking up for them,,,!!! this does also worry me that there's going to be one more final obstacle before we actually get their good ending. bc now that i think abt it, getting the eye of summer does save lloyd but it doesn't stop fate,,, so,,, there might be more trouble ahead. but i'm not gonna worry about that right now!!! i'm coping!!! i'm coping.
that's all from me tho,,, i have to get back to the school grind,,, i'll see y'all next time!!!
#tged#the greatest estate developer#the greatest estate designer#lloyd frontera#tged lloyd#alicia magentano#tged spoilers#lynn misc#tged javier#javier asrahan#tged alicia#not a lot of bonus thoughts from me here actually#just that my courses r gonna get a lot worse from here on out so... hopefully ill still be able to post each week#its my favorite part of the week! gathering my thoughts and putting something cohesive together (or well as cohesive as my brain can get LO#im having a lot of fun reading and writing abt tged and i wanna keep doing it#ill prolly keep doing it long after it ends theres so much i wanna analyze and say!#especially since theres other works in the same universe to yap abt hehe#i used to always be a lurker in fandom but ever since my rottmnt attachments ive gotten more and more involved and that makes me happy#im very happy to be here and to just tged-out like this its very fun! im so happy#ok guess i did have a bonus thought after all LOL ill post now gnite yall
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*lies on the ground*
'does it ever get better?' (<- just spent 6 hours of free time trying to draw the blorbos, failing)

i often feel like i shouldnt even show throw away sketches like these as if it would damage my image somehow (like there is one to damage in the first place lol) but then again i think ... i am trying so hard you guys, it just only works out like 10% of the time, i so wish i had more to show
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#demise#hylia#wip#(like im ever gonna do any more with this)#i hesitate to even tag this as art bc im lowkey(?) ashamed of it being all i was able to do in all that time#idk if i want to call it doodles either bc doodle are usually fun and quick/easy#i want to draw them so badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#i also dont want to sound so negative and like im beating myself up for it#i mean ... i kinda am#but not bc i think i suck at art- but bc i cant get my ass to actually DRAW#i KNOW i CAN do this so why CANT i#*grabbing my brain and shaking it* TELL ME WHAT YOU NEED TO WORK PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU LET ME HAVE MY BLORBOS AT LEAST-
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Started doing smthn, got bored like 2/10ths of the way in, decided to maybe not do it. Take what I did manage to do before getting bored as an apology
#kakashi looks like hes blushing @ Obito and thats actually not what this was at all#but its cute anyways so thats just neat#these were supposed to be like. portraits#yk those cool arts of like a character portrait then the opposing character walking by smearing blood across their face?#yeah that#thats what this was gonna be#eh maybe later idk#i havent had the patience for finishing art in a while#i feel like I only ever do sketches now#which isnt like. uncommon for me. but usually Im a solid 50/50 on fully finished and colored art vs just sketchy stuff#hopefully Ill get that energy back soon bc I wanna be able to make cool colored things for here :(#birds fanart#naruto#obkk#kkob#obikaka#kakaobi#kakashi hatake#hatake kakashi#obito uchiha#uchiha obito
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Convince the Fighter abstinence is bad for his health. There may be consequences(?) <<
Part 2 of this post, feat. @thedolmainblog's Blythe
(smut continues below the cut + link for the full nsfw aster pic)
(full & uncropped picture here)
(1) Arrive at Blythe's flat.
It's only when the engine cuts out from beneath you that you realize you're shaking, clinging to Blythe as tightly as you can. It would be easy to assume it was from some manner of fright or nerves from the reckless ride—
But it was certainly not fear that had your face burning beneath your helmet, caught somewhere between dazed by the experience and mortified at the very real worry you'd left a stain on the leather seat of Blythe's bike.
Blythe who disentangles himself from you with little difficulty despite your death grip, dismounting in a smooth, practised motion before turning sharply back in your direction. A few seconds later finds you free of your helmet — and realizing all at once that he hadn't worn one.
"You shouldn't ride one of these things without a h—" The concerned admonishment slips free of you before you even really think about it, but your scolding is interrupted when the Fighter hoists you onto his shoulder like a particularly prized sack of potatoes, your voice pitching high as you cling to the back of his shirt, "—elMET!"
(1) And once again you're along for the ride as Blythe makes for his apartment with the same single-minded focus as before.
You expect this ride to be much shorter than the last, and it is, but you can't help but be a little confused when you aren't set down as Blythe steps into his apartment like you'd been expecting.
It's a confusion that only grows when you remain slung over his shoulder as he locks his door. As he crosses the length of his apartment. As he steps into what you assume to be his bedroom.
He only lets you down when it's to drop you the short distance to his bed, leaving you to blink up at him as he whips his shirt off and tosses it somewhere out of your line of sight.
(1) Get a little distracted ogling Blythe's chest and biceps.
Look.
The man is shredded.
You may be a little restrained compared to some other residents of this hell hole, but you do have eyes. Eyes that are all too happy dip as Blythe shoves his trousers down his hips, and you aren't sure if he had simply skipped on boxers or if they went down with the pants, but it's a question that'll have to wait, because—
(1) Turns out Blythe was very proportional.
In the span of time it takes for you to force yourself to stop gawking at him, Blythe closes the distance between the two of you once more, stripping you from the top down with the same ruthless efficiency he'd rid himself of his own clothes. The last to go are your own pant and panties, tugged off in one go that leaves you splayed on your back on his bed, more exposed in front of someone than you've been in a long time.
"It's-" Your tongue sticks to a suddenly dry mouth as you push yourself into a seated position just in time for the Fighter to lift one knee to the bed — your voice pulls his attention up from your body so fast it almost startles you, the intensity in his gaze more than enough to have you squirming a little beneath his attention, "It's been a bit for me, that is, since the last time I, y'know— I mean, not as long as it's been for you of course—"
After transitioning to working for Landry full time, you had seen no need to continue doing sex work on the side; working for the Criminal had proven more than profitable enough, and you didn't even have to see Bailey's stupid face anymore thanks to automatic deposits. And without that pressure to constantly have to make more money, you simply had found your interest in sex greatly reduced.
You weren't unhinged about it like someone — and besides, you weren't part demon, so it's not like being abstinent would've even hurt you the same way — but it wasn't uncommon for you to go months and months between your little dalliances. You'd never experienced sexual attraction quite like most of your peers, and you found that now that it wasn't a transaction, you generally needed to get to know the person before you'd even really think about sex.
(1) Which was really all to say: you weren't fitting him anywhere without some prep first.
The moment you opened your mouth to offer to handle it yourself (look, you'd never really gotten the hang of the whole 'rely on others' thing), a yelp stole free of you instead. Why?
It probably had something to do with how Blythe grabs your thighs and yanks you towards the end of the bed, looking for the world like he'd heard the words you'd been about to say and found them truly, deeply insulting.
And then his gaze dips between down to your legs as he hoists each of your thighs over one of his shoulders, you, well—
(1) You're not sure what's going to kill you faster: the sudden shocks of intense arousal or the overwhelming embarrassment.
And you just wanted it on the record that you're hardly some blushing virgin, and while you have far more experience giving oral than receiving it, you had been eaten out before. It was just. . . a long time ago. By a client you really hadn't liked much.
And yeah, fine, you are blushing, but it's because this is Blythe, who you'd formed something resembling a friendship just by proxy of co-existing in the same spaces long enough for you to get a little attached — even if you hadn't really thought he felt the same. It had never bothered you, if the people you cared about reciprocated the feeling; you'd managed to shake the guilt over the years, but the caretaking habits had held fast. And it had been nice, knowing someone else who had clear, simple loyalties — him to Aiden, you to Landry. You didn't have to really worry about navigating weird backstabbing bullshit, and if down the line your respective employers' relationship turned sour, well. . .
. . .There wouldn't have been hard feelings, at least.
(But wow, that's an anxiety that's gonna haunt you later, isn't it?)
Which was ALL to say, you think you have a pretty solid grasp on what's about to happen as Blythe yanks you a bit closer, close enough that the feel of his breath has your thighs jolting a little overtop his shoulders.
(1) It only takes one lap of his tongue for those confident expectations of yours to Go Out. The Fucking. Window.
Because you were so wrong, holy shit, you were so wrong it's not even funny, you hadn't even come close up realizing what you were in for—
But how could you have possibly known he'd be this good? That it would only take a couple minutes for you to be squirming something fierce in his hold, mewling as his tongue laves through slick, sensitive folds to flick against your clit. That it would take barely a few minutes more to find yourself cumming embarrassingly fast, hips jerking fruitlessly in his hold as he keeps your climax going for as long as physically possible, pausing only when you slump in his hold, breathing hard.
". . .Why on earth are you so good at that?" The words spill out of you as soon as you have enough air for them, an arm tossed up and over your eyes because you aren't sure you could survive whatever sight he must make between your legs right now, "You've been abstinent for like— Ack!"
The startled squeak that leaves you is far from dignified, but that's a hard thing to maintain when Blythe slides your thighs off his shoulders — only to push them up towards your chest instead, making use of your flexibility to all but remove your ability to squirm and wiggle as he holds you in that position with just his hands.
. . . It's both a little insulting and incredibly enticing how little effort it takes him to keep you pinned down like this.
(1) That's the last coherent thought you have for awhile, because—
Blythe isn't satisfied with only making you cum on his tongue once. The man eats you out like a man posssessed, and each new noise he pulls from you only seemed to encourage him. And when he closes his lips around your clit with a moan that you feel all the way to your core and you're all but thrown into your next orgasm, he works you through it and keeps going until the next one, until your thighs are trembling in his grasp and you keen loudly enough for the sound to echo throughout his room. It's only then that he at last pulls away, and even the groan that escapes him is enough to have you whimpering from sensitivity.
Your legs feel like jello when he finally releases them, pleasure long having robbed your limbs of any semblance of strength. For all that you haven't really done anything, you feel like you've run a marathon, flushed and panting. Blythe's palms are rough against your skin as he smoothes his hands down the backs of your still faintly-trembling thighs, a soothing gesture—
And one that is very at odds with the salacious way he licks his lips and the ravenous glint in his eyes.
(1) Which is obviously a great time for you to realize that you had yet to even really touch him, let alone help him release all that pent up stress form his abstinence.
"Do you want—" A true seductress you are, truly a vixen to be feared, your words winded and blurted as your hand meets his thigh and sweeps upwards, "I could suck you off—?"
Your fingers don't quite get to brush against him before you find your hand caught in his grasp, a full-body shudder rolling down your spine when Blythe growls and guides both of your hands above your head, pressing both wrists hard into his sheets with one hand in clear command — stay — before letting go.
You- you stay.
"Next time," His voice is even rougher than usual, guttural in a way that would've made your thighs clench, had he not already reduced them to jello — he splays a hand over your belly that feels hot enough to brand, something in you coiling hot and tight beneath your skin, "Only place 'm gonna cum tonight is inside you."
(1) This man was going to fucking kill you.
A fact you become more and more sure of when Blythe hits you with that fucking bombshell and does not immediately fuck you into next week, because first he has to loosen you up a little first.
Any attempts on your end to convince him you probably don't need any more prep are utterly ignored as he works one, and then two fingers inside of you — and, to his credit and despite your assurances, even with you all but dripping off his wrist thanks to his earlier affections, there's just enough of a stretch to it to make you shift in discomfort.
And for all that you might have expected him to call you on being wrong about how ready you might have been, Blythe seems to instead throw all of that energy into actually accomplishing that goal. There's a level of meticulous care to the careful way he works you open that you wouldn't have thought possible for someone in his state, and it does things to you, things that have you clenching around his fingers with a shivery little moan.
(1) The sound seems to chip away at the remnants of restraint you're not even sure how he's been hanging onto.
Blythe fingers you through two more orgasms — once with his thumb pressing sinful circles around your swollen clit and another by fucking his fingers and curling them into a spot that makes your legs shake with every stroke — before you start to crack.
Like you'd been the one who'd had a decade-long stint of abstinence.
"—Please," There's just enough desperation in your voice to bring Blythe to a pause as he teased a third finger against your entrance, one trembling leg hooked over his forearm to keep you spread wide for his touch, "I'm ready, I-I promise I am, please Blythe, I want- I need you to—"
Blythe seems to freeze above you, but you keep pushing, because you're not sure how much more of this you'll possibly be able to survive but you know you have to at least accomplish the singular thing you'd set out to when you'd kissed him.
(1) "I need you to fuck me, Blythe, please—!"
Even if you hadn't already been spread too thin to have room for embarrassment, you simply wouldn't have had time to even feel things like that with how fast Blythe sets upon you. The words have barely slipped past your lips when you find them claimed, the kiss as ravenous as the man himself as he hitches your thighs up around his hips, the heavy weight of his cock a brand against your dripping sex that has you both moaning in tandem.
Blythe doesn't leave you in suspense, driven by a lust you barely imagine as he lines himself up and pushes forward with a groan so deep in his chest you can feel it through him and it's—
It's a lot.
Your arms twine tight around his neck as your legs squeeze tight against his hips, needing something to ground you against the almost dizzying sense of fullness as Blythe sinks deeper inside of you inch by agonizing, amazing inch. You realize at once why he thought to prep you to three fingers, but it is not pain that has your nails scrabbling against his back as you cling tighter to him.
It's the way every inch he sinks deeper has you pulsing around his cock; the way his weight above you presses you down into his sheets like he never wants to part from you; the way his lips suck bruising marks into your pulse; the way he sounds, the shuddering gasps and broken groans breathed right into your ear—
(1) And above it all it's the words spilling from him like the sweat across your brows, rough and breathless and adoring.
"Fuck, you feel—"
"You're so—"
"Perfect, fuck, Aster, you're perfect—"
And it's his fault, it really is, it's his fault because you're already so sensitive, so hyper-aware of his everything, and what right did he have to say your name like that? To talk to you like that? Of course you find yourself pushed to the very edge just as you feel him press flush against the back of your thighs, and realizing you'd taken every last inch of him does things to the both of you.
"Blythe—" Your voice quivers alongside the rest of you, his name nearly a keen as tension winds tighter in your middle, eyes squeezing shut as you tried to hold yourself together just a little bit longer—
(1) Only for them to fly open with a yelp at a stinging smack to your hip.
"Eyes on me," Blythe chooses then to begin to pull back, establishing a rhythm that's slow but deep as you shiver and squeeze around his cock, his words half-groan, half-command, "Want to watch you— cum."
His hips snap forward with a force that steals the breath from your lungs, feeling what scant control you'd mustered beginning to slip as you turn your burning cheek to the side despite his demand—
Only for the sound to taper off into a whimper when strong fingers catch you just under your jaw and turn you back to face him with a strength that brooks no room for argument and the barest little squeeze that sets your already racing heart beating even faster.
Your lashes flutter unsteadily, vision blurring as you desperately try to hold your pleasure at bay when every slam of Blythe's hips threatens to send you careening over the edge.
"Aster," One of his hands slips down from your hip, and your whole body jolts beneath with a stuttering cry as his thumb presses into your clit with tight, devastating little circles, "Cum for me."
(1) And damn him, you do.
A pleasure crashes through you that blinds you to all else; light splintering through a prism as waves of heat burn through your veins. Some distant part of you is sure you're going to be mortified by the noises you're making right now, sure to wake his neighbors, but you cannot stop them anymore that you could the climax currently shattering you to pieces.
And throughout it all, Blythe's rhythm only grows more desperate, the sordid sound nearly as loud as you as he fucks you deeper into his bed — and beneath it all, you can hear his voice, a strained mantra of curses as his fingers squeeze and shake around your hips.
(1) And all at once, even beneath the all-consuming tide of your climax, you're filled with a fierce, singular desire: make Blythe cum — isn't that why you'd come?
(a few times, at this point.)
"Blythe, p-please—" It's all you can do to mewl the words, your voice raw from all your cries and still shuddering through your own release; it takes everything you have to focus up on him with blurry eyes, to keep them on him like he'd wanted because you want to be good for him, "You p-promised— wanna feel you cum i-inside, please—!"
"Fuck—" He tenses above you, every muscle taut as his his hips slam into once, twice more—
Before a scalding heat bursts inside of you as Blythe makes a noise so relieved he sounds almost pained by it, fucking you through his orgasm while the feel of him has you whimpering a new, aftershocks of your own pleasure skittering up your spine.
(1) You all but melt into his sheets, feeling well-fucked and accomplished.
Blythe's lips meet yours in a kiss sweet enough to make your chest warm, hands rubbing up and down your sides as he breathes praise against your lips; how well you'd taken him, how perfect you feel, how perfect you are for him — and you ride an altogether different kind of high, a euphoria that has you shuddering as you coast along cloud-nine.
Before you can sink too deeply into the afterglow, all soft-limbed and sleepy-eyed even as the slow drag of Blythe's cock from inside of you, the spill of his cum making your face flush anew—
(1) You're startled back into full-alert as Blythe rises to his knees and rolls you onto your belly, pulling your hips back towards himself and pushing back inside of you with a groan.
"Blythe?" You shake and squeak below him, twisting to look over your shoulder in time to watch and feel him tug your hips higher, trembling thighs unable to support your own weight but so easily supported by his strength, "D-didn't you just—"
He does not start slow this time, setting a rough pace that quickly finds you keening into his pillows; you're just so sensitive now, pleasure bringing tears to your eyes as you squirm, only to yelp when Blythe answers your wiggling with a spank that makes you squeeze around him for reasons you aren't going to think about.
And then you hear a word you've heard once before tonight already, a pattern he's spent all night establishing as his fingers slip over your hip to find your clit, still flushed and swollen from his loving abuse—
"Again, love."
(1) And for the first time this evening you begin to realize the predicament you'd gotten yourself into. Good luck!
#I DIDNT EXPECT THIS TO BE SO GODDAMN LONG#this might the filthiest thing ive ever publicly posted but i am POWERING THRU THE EMBARRASSMENT#because Blythe Deserves It!!!#the world conspired to stop me by starting my period and rendering me bedbound for like 2 hrs immediately after work cuz#anemias a bitch all the time but gives me wicked headaches that make me hella light sensitive until i take some iron#but tylenol + iron + coffee FINALLY got me able to look at a screen again#and my determination to get blythe laid and aster absolutely wrecked handled the rest#this was very fun!!#i think im gonna do more of these aster pov 2nd person things#for when i wanna be creative but drawing is a little too much Brain#aster the gutsy#blythe the scrapper#aster the agent#blythe the fighter#degrees of lewdity#dol fanfic#flicker writes
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Spikeangelo, Reference sheet... again, I think
Yes, this is a hint...maybe
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#crossover#tmnt crossover#tmnt 2012#spikeangelo au#spikangelo au#tmnt 2012 spike#tmnt 2012 slash#tmnt last ronin#the last ronin#tmnt the last ronin#last ronin#titan rivals rise leon in the amount of times he uses humor to cope#proving his hidden mikey status#character reference#character sheet#updates are stagnate cause im waiting to be able to read the comics myself 😩#i can only do so much with little info and it i hate getting things wrong#so im gonna try to get my research in but for now we might be stuck with the asks for awhile#(im very particular about things sorry sorry fscbnjrdbht)#its like highschool all over again ;□;)#edit: you ever just realize you have autism again despite being diagnosed...
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Everything will lead back to you
When one of you is a herald with no queen to announce, and the other is a queen with no subjects to be announced to
#u guys don't understand when i say i haven't shared the majority of my thought abt the wonderlandians here I MEAN IT#this isn't a ship post but if u do ship them tbh i see it and lowkey agree#but the friendship between these two is insane to me like lizzie is so intense abt her destiny#and bunny is so relaxed abt hers but both r still commited to it and r left without the other#like the white rabbit and queen of hearts r an essential relationship in alice in wonderland!!! they need each other and they're not there!#and they're not the same when they see each other again!#they've seen things the other never will they've been thru things the other will never experience#bunny had her dad and alistair but no destiny and no idea if she would survive the next week with the curse#and lizzie didn't know if she would ever see home or her family again i'm gonna chew my pillow#lizzie hearts#bunny blanc#eah#ever after high#web weaving#eah web weaving#THE RABBIT HOLE IS WHAT BUNNY USES TO GET BETWEEN WORLDS AND ITS GONE AND LIZZIE WAS ONE OF THE LAST#TO GO THROUGH IT IS ANYONE ELSE PICKING UP WHAT IM PUTTING DOWN HERE!!!!!!#BUNNY FITS IN EASILY AT EAH AND LIZZIE HAS NEVER BEEN ABLE TO ADJUST#BUT SHE ARRIVED SO LATE SHE'LL BE PLAYING CATCHUP FOREVER AND LIZZIE HAD TIME TO MOVE IN AND MOVE ON#SOMEONE SEDATE MEEEE
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they cast a 28 year old for Tyson 💀
[relevant rants: here and here]
yeah, i saw - i wasn't holding onto hope of them casting a disabled actor for Tyson (still disappointed, just not surprised) but casting a 28 year old for a middle schooler is really out of left field. It's just an odd choice? Particularly given how much they've been emphasizing age-accurate casting so far.
It makes me really wonder what major rewrites they have planned for Tyson's character. Because as things stand currently there's no way to make Tyson's existing character work with this casting. Tyson is supposed to be in Percy's grade, but Daniel Diemer sticks out like a sore thumb against the child actors. Tyson being in Percy's grade is pretty important for the entire arc of Sea of Monsters with the main character arc being Percy combating internalized ableism and establishing him as a character who stands up for other marginalized kids. If they remove that, what's Percy's arc going to be for that entire season? At what point are they going to establish that about his character? Or are they just going to exposition it at us like usual with nothing backing it up and no actual character progression? And in later seasons the age gap is only going to be more prominent - like how is Tyson going to work in BoTL or TLO? Are they planning on removing his character entirely for those scenes? Are they going to remove him as a recurring character in general? It'd be really weird if they killed him off or something.
I'm also afraid for if they do try to keep Tyson's disability coding in some form - cause there's kind of no good way it can go at this point. Either they completely erase Tyson's coding because they cast an abled actor for him and that messes up the entire arc of the book and his character particularly in relation to Percy, or they have an abled actor attempt to portray a character heavily coded as having down syndrome (and i believe they're already doing similar with iirc Chiron's actor is abled but they're doubling-down in the show on Chiron being disabled) and given how they've written the neurodivergence themes (or absence there of) in the show so far there's just no way that'd end well. Like, Tyson's characterization is a little questionable to begin with in the books, but given the show's writing so far it just feels like we're very rapidly ramping up for an extremely ableist characterization of Tyson. Like i'm sure Daniel Diemer is a great actor, but... i'm just getting real tired of the show erasing the entire premise of the series :T
anyways as per my initial post about pjo tv tyson casting theories i guess it's time for me to start tearing stuff apart with my teeth ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv#pjo tv crit#tyson pjo#Anonymous#ask#sorry to play debbie downer i just would really like the Disability Series to. yknow. keep the Disability part in it.#the show has kind of already had subtle problems in the casting with stuff like a lack of plus-sized actors for plus-sized characters#and again with like Chiron casting abled actors for disabled characters. im glad they did it for Hephaestus#and im VERY happy about Hephaestus' casting. but he seems to be the only time they've actually done that in the casting so far#im not even sure if any of the demigod actors are adhd/dyslexic? i havent heard anything about it#like its not uncommon so i wouldnt be surprised if they are but i would think we would have heard about that by now if so#deepest sigh. i think the most annoying part is the series has so much potential to be really good!#like most of the casting would be the best thing ever if only the script was actually decent#i mean im not surprised if disney is afraid to cast more than one disabled actor or any plus-sized actors for major roles#cause it's disney. of course they'd be like that. which just kind of continues my point of - if youre gonna adapt a franchise#you should really be aware of like. the major details about it and the characters. before you dive head first into it and go#''oh whoops! no we cant do any of that because we dont want to. guess we'll just Change Everything or blatantly ignore it.''
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Dadmight Day One: Quirk Training
DADMIGHT WEEK IS HERE AND IM ON TIME OKAY DONT LOOK AT ME! Also uhh time to out myself, I love them and would die for them, that is all I need to say 👋
Thanks for hosting @dadmightweek 🥺💕
#dadmight#dad might#dadmightweek#dadmightweek2024#izuku midoriya#deku#toshinori yagi#yagi toshinori#all might#my hero academia#mha#mha fanart#boku no hero academia#bnha#I definitely won’t be able to do full pieces so sketches that are cleaned up is all you get#BUT GOD#IM GONNA BRING SOMETHING#FOR THEM#BECAUSE THATS THE DUO EVER FR
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charles and erik possibly being healer/tank makes me giggle like ofc they would be healer and tank…. charles is the most support character to ever exist it makes a lot of sense for him to be a strategist
there's literally only one logical conclusion when it comes to charles its him being a strategist..... tank/support duo you will always be big sexy to me....
#snap chats#cant wait to be able to pick charles and inexplicably tail every mags on my team like a lost dog#and it'll be perfectly viable for me to do so <3 probably. shrug depends on the kit he comes with#IM SO EXCITED TO DO A KIT BREAKDOWN ON CHARLES ONCE HE GETS HERE#alternatively cant wait to play mags and reserve all my bubbles for charles 😩#i mean its always viable to bubble your supports.... see guys netease makin this cherik gameplay so easy..#oh my god if they dont have any team-up abilities ill throw up. do we wanna bet they will....#im gonna tentatively bet a kidney they will#if i ever stream rivals it'll at least be for when xmen charas come out to play.. i wanna show off the toys with everyone...
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i have no mouth and i must scream speech but for about insomnia hate hate hate let me tell you how much i have come to hate being awake
#took half an expired tops brand unisom . wheeeee medicine that does nothing and then the next day you're groggy for twelve hours#but i have to do SOMEthing if i don't Try to make myself sleep that's Giving Up and if you Give Up . well#this is the second week in a row that ive failed to sleep on a night leading into the work week and i know most of the external reasons why#like. busy day tomorrow so anxious. haven't given myself a full weekend in a really long time so strung out.#had important stuff to do earlier that didn't happen so dwelling on that. woke up at 9am and wasn't out of bed until ten thirty so like#i got more than adequate sleep last night but this does not make me feel less worried about NOT sleeping TONIGHT#because again. every time i have a night of big insomnia im convinced that it's the beginning of an unending trend#that will make me wind up like my mother who is lucky she gets more than three hours of sleep every couple of weeks#and while she's done this her whole life qnd has adjusted to it (as much as a body can) i just know. based on how insomnia is for me#that i never could. it would be exactly as terrible every time i would never be able to be calm while it was happening#anyway everybody send me your best knockout gas#AND. it's SNOWING. fuck everything i hate it all#tomorrow im gonna be groggy as hell and have to drive to work and back and have to be With It bc we're doing activities and shit#and have to be like the model of library enthusiasm when i barely have that on a good day. and not actually physically groan#every time someone new wants a card because it means i have to interrupt what im doing dor the next fifteen minutes to say a spiel#i know i shouldn't hate that i should be glad we're getting engagement. and i am. i just wish i wasn't the one at the desk#and im not good at keeping that off of my face or being welcoming when i dont feel welcoming#i haven't gotten to do processing at my actual office desk in months. haven't gotten to be Off The Floor#which certainly hasn't helped my overall stress levels. i need to not be socially on so much it's slowly pulling me apart#and then i get home wnd im too tired to do anything and my house also falls apart around me#but if i DON'T have outings i also rot . there's no solution to this problem. not without quitting my job which ill never do#bc in today's market id never get anything half as good as this ever again. and as has been established. this relatively good job#is still not good enough for me not to be emotionally and mentally falling apart
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sometimes I wanna get on here and behave like a 10 year old online like "hey guys we all like the same things, does anyone want to be my friend? does anyone wanna talk to me? doesn't have to be about the things it can be whatever" because the ambiguity of like, interacting with people online where there's this tenuous connection that comes with talking via tags and replies and occasional dms, often not getting any response and not knowing if it's deliberate and I should stop or if someone is just busy or didn't see or just doesn't know what to say, drives me fucking insane
#to be clear this isnt about anything or anyone specific#this is more about the way social media and how we (general) interact on it stresses me out#i know people have lives and jobs and arent always going to be willing or able to engage fully#and im aware that i also dothe things that drive me crazy when other people do them so i dont actually take it any particular way in the end#like yeah on a personal and probably cringe/pathetic level it'd be nice sometimes to be able to confirm whether or not im as off-putting#or annoying as these things sometimes make me feel#but its not anyone elses responsibility to reassure me or help me regulate my emotional responses#anyway im just gonna put out there that if i interact with u regularly or have ever dmed you or anything like that#its because i want to be your friend#and i still want to be your friend
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no, I’ve been blinkering myself without realizing it, I figured it out. The book I need to reread is Enemy Brothers
#fuck. I knew I’ve been missing one#there’s been a hole with painful soft edges for a while#but I ignored that it existed#I just remembered the book again today for the first time in a while even though I just moved it on the bookshelf a few weeks ago#I need to reread dym and#I need to reread dym and max and remember what I chose several times#and I needed the story of max but now I much more need the story of dym#I made a lot of choices#and one of them is to stitch my family together healthier again if it takes the rest of my life#and I need to let myself feel enough again to remember on the deepest level why#im giving up a lot by doing what I choose to keep doing#and there’s a lot that no one even closest to me know about. maybe not ever#and that’s worth it to me but I have to be able to feel enough to cry about it again or I’m gonna fail when we get to these next hard parts#if nothing else. the kids need me to be There. emotionally there. maybe they’ll never come to me maybe he’ll turn 18 this year and never#want to talk or whatever. but I need to be emotionally there#I need to remember the last time I really needed to be dym#because the consequences were really hard then and it scared me off in a lot of ways#but I chose!!!! I chose to be like the Doctor and Dym with the kids for a reason#and it worked#and I will make it work again#i have to convince myself I’m not evil for making the mistakes I did and causing the family pain#and someday maybe I’ll believe it#but whether or not that happens I have to remember Max and Dym#personal#shh katie
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top surgery consult NEXT WEEK boys. next week. we made it
#the receptionist was like telling me my doctor was unavailable for a bit and i was like oh fuck that means years.#im gonna be waiting at least a year#and she was like he wont be able to see you til july#and i was like fuck thats not a year. thats like less than two months#and then she was like his PA can see you.... the 14th?#and i was like FUCK of this month??????? you mean next week????#and she was like yeah next wednesday the 14th#🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣#i think the actual surgery will be out further but goddamn if i can get these things off before summer hits??? perhaps??#i could be free of swamp binder summer#fuck. man#also this way if they ever take away my testosterone they cant do ANYTHING about me getting the ole bazongas off#just try and glue them back on you fucks#ive been waiting so longggg#do i have the funds for this? lmao no. but i'll find them somehow. probably#or ill just be in medical debt for years BUT. no matter what happens. if the surgery is done they cant undo it.
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had a dream last night that i had to accept an award or something with my old coworkers from the job i walked out of, and the sous chef who i got into a screaming match with was there and i got to tell her to her face that she's the reason i gave up on my dream of being a chef. even though it wasn't real it was very cathartic
#speak friend and enter#the look on her (dreamed) face was priceless. shoutout to my subconscious for making the apoplexy-shame combo so detailed#dgmw i still love to cook and i'd even be open to doing it professionally like on the weekends or something#but she's killed any dreams i ever had of being a chef. on the night i walked out she told me 'you're never gonna be a chef.#you don't have what it takes.' and i thought 'well maybe i don't wanna be a chef if this is what it takes'#and for the record i don't think 'being able to compartmentalize your rage and just say thank you chef to some really heinous insults'#is a necessary or even helpful skill to have in any position. if you come at me with bullshit im gonna call you out simple as#not to self aggrandize but i have the talent and i have the chops. i just don't care. not enough to put up with her!#i will be the will hunting of cooking. and she will have to be secure in the knowledge that that is her fault <3
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