#Saved black woman

[chanzene]

Remember Who You Are

Are you concern about these last days?

Do you ever think back to the pure side of you? The side of you that was innocent and gullible.

I always wondered what the childlike version of me would think of the woman I have become.

The enemy gets reign because people believe they have time. The focus on the future and on the world. When you are not seeking the kingdom.

I PRAY WE ALL SURRENDER

When you lose who you are it is due to you not seeking God and being in relationship with Him. Philippians 3: 4, 7-8,9-11

This month God took everything that gave me false security and asked me to truly rely on Him and Him alone. He told me to be isolated from this world and to keep His word to myself. I have not been able to fully keep the secret place a secret but as days go by it gets easier. The Self Revelation and the Word has put me up on so much game.

As an independent woman I am about my ENDS. Enemy knows this so he brought trouble and some friends.

SIN

1 Corinthians 6:18 

My goal is to be found in Him, to know Him, and to recognize myself /wealth.

Through the power of His Resurrection and the fellowship of His Sufferings.

But I was not content with Jesus Christ alone. I was thirsting for a significant other, for a REAL Love = Family, a tribe to call my own. I thought I could assign myself a Kingdom spouse and like magic he will wake up and make me his priority. I was moving in my own will and off my own timing. Believing the things I desire will appear. That is how the enemy found an open door in my life. The fear of rejection and pain from the constant abandonment. Has been a throne in my side since I was young. Not getting my way was a reminder of such past hurts.

I keep asking for the desires of my flesh. Genuinely not concerned with the things of the gospel. Even when the spirit whispered to me MINISTRY.

I still press forward on the goals I have for this world. When finally I feel joy, peace , and freedom being in the presence of God. I am now focusing harder on being spiritually mature.

OBEDIENCE

2 Corinthians 5:17 

Galatians 2:20 

Picking up my cross every single day. Dying to my flesh. Removing idolatry from my heart.

Rejection, Pain, and Sufferings came from wanting people of this world to love & cherish me. But I walked around not sure of myself so others never respected me. I looked down on myself and always questioned my own worth. I have these talents and gifts blessed upon me from God and I was squandering them. I refuse to waste my life seek validation from the world.

The weight of worry on my shoulders about my future. Being selfish to my own needs. Not really concerned about the next person.

This world wants you be selfish. When the true King of the World God wants you to be like Christ who is LOVE.

If I have received God's promise as His child to be free from bondage then I am obligated to empower others . I must let them know they are free too in Jesus Christ.

FRONTLINE SOLIDER FOR GOD

1 Peter 5:8 

Where are you going to RUN?

Are you ready if Jesus returns this second, minute, hour or day?

Jesus is calling , what will you say?

I will say:

My life is in you hands Lord. Use me. I let go of all my desires.

I will use my power and authority in your name Jesus Christ to rebuke the Devil who thinks he has a hold on this world. I am preparing a way for you Lord Jesus Christ. Your servant is ready for her marching orders. In you Name Amen.

Hallelujah

The doors are opening the wait was not a punishment but it was preparation.

LION KING | Black Panther

"Remember who you are. "

Simba you have forgotten me. You have forgotten who you are so you have forgotten me. Look inside yourself Simba. You are more than what you have become. You must take your place in the circle of life. Remember who you are. You are my son and the ONE true king. Remember who you are.

"Show them who you are."

I am not ready to be without you. A man who has not prepared his children for his own death. Has failed as a Father. Have I ever failed you? Never.

Going Forward

“Forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn’t know before you learned it.”

-Maya Angelou

 "Remember who you are," was the perfect thing to say on this day of new beginnings, opportunities and choices.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 5784

Thank you God for entrusting me with this path and this calling. I will humbly serve you till my time comes to an end.

9/18/23

[madeleineengland]

Ling MiaoMiao's hair are my new religion 💐

[genderqueerdykes]

"Prison cells are disproportionately stacked with poor, disabled, Black, and Brown people; Black trans women, who are often at the intersection of all of these identities, are the most overrepresented group inside prison walls. A study by the National Center for Transgender Rights and the National LGBTQ Task Force found that almost half of Black trans women in the United States have been incarcerated. Once inside, their abuse rates are extreme. The abolitionist group Black & Pink surveyed 1,100 queer and trans people in lockup, and one out of three described being assaulted by prison staff. Groups like Black & Pink and the Transgender, Gender Variant, and Intersex Justice Project (TGIJP) have made themselves known to the system, so the system must employ ever more devious ways to cloak the abuses."

Toshio Meronek, January 2023. Excerpt from the introduction of the book Miss Major Speaks: Conversations with a Black Trans Revolutionary, authored by Toshio Meronek and Miss Major.

[gunstellations]

In the world I love

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In a different world

[chrysopoeias]

Drawing prompt..... Maybe Riza being silly with Hayate? (Aside: one of my favorite drawings Arakawa did of her is when she's holding him and making him do a little puppy wave while she is completely straight-faced, she's so funny and cute)

I love that hayate is a shibe

[allenwalkersworld]

I don’t know how many times I’m going to see “oh The Acolyte should continue because we want to see Qimir.” First things first, no it cannot continue. I don’t understand why people are not getting that the Acolyte is about Osha. We all saw what happened in the last episode. This is HERStory!!!

I get it. Qimir is a very popular character. I’m proud that Manny really embodied that role. However, what we are not going to do is erase Amandla’s efforts of playing Osha and Mae. I’m so sick of people trying to ignore her efforts. Y’all are basically enabling black women erasure. I do not find this okay at all.

Manny said he could not have done this without Amandla. I wish people would understand that. If they ever try to bring back Qimir in any way, then I’m not watching if Amandla is not present (or any of the cast and crew which includes Manny and Leslye). Because what we are not going to do is erase Amandla from her own show. Thank you for listening to my Ted Talk.

[nyikondlovu]

After Act 3, if you claim to be a Jayce and Mel fan, you gotta admit that the pregnancy fan theory would’ve worked better than:

Jayce:

-being manipulated his whole life by Vikkktor;

-losing autonomy;

-leaving his mother;

-randomly cussing out a woman who only ever supported him;

-becoming a vikkktor dickrider to the point of mischaracterization.

While Mel:

-loses her mom;

-loses her oldest confidant;

-now is the head of a war mongering clan;

-is slapped by her mother;

-is villainized by her partner.

Like damn, it seems I thought through that half baked pregnancy theory and what it would mean for their arcs more than people paid to do so.

But jayvikkk shippers won’t pay attention to the desecration of Jayce’s character because their meow meow isn’t held accountable and somehow Mel being a good investor negates Vikkktor setting Jayce up to never live his own life (or the fact that the writers still say it’s familial affection)

[unraveling-plot]

Been thinking a lot about how I love Seven x Thirteen yet they're basically a two-for-one combo of two tropes I hate ("incompetent man x competent woman" and "competent woman x even more competent man who upstages her")

And I think part of it is that it is both of those at the same time so it PEMDASes, but I think it's also that it's like

Thirteen: this man's very existence is challenging my worldview. He was a brutal killer but still he has friends who love him and he chooses simple joy. I must kill him or I'll fail my master and I have no one other than my master. But this guy keeps trying to help and protect me and keeps forgiving me. Not having the resolve to kill him is breaking apart my sense of self. I've only ever killed to survive but he makes me want to fight to protect. Could I be valued beyond my usefulness?

Seven: whoa pretty lady :D sick sword moves. Wanna go to the beach?

[ironyscleverer]

Netflix cancelled Lockwood and Co because Holly would’ve been in the next season and god forbid there be a femme Black lesbian on TV

[worstloki]

I don't think Loki could get away with working as a vigilante in new York who occasionally bumps into the avengers and goes unrecognised despite having the same face or by wearing a mask to cover that much. But I do think Loki could get away with being a magical girl who keeps doing emergency outfit transformations to take attention away from the fact he's hanging out on earth as a woman and the sparkle aesthetic and expressive makeup is keeping him safe from criminal charges

[abyssal-ilk]

adding onto this post here where i talked about a cadash inquisitor being uncomfortable with bastien's relationship with vivienne due to the exploitation of castless women by noblemen in orzammar, i also cannot help but think about how fiona must feel about vivienne and bastien. she is older than vivienne, and from an extremely young age she has known the absolute worst of orlesian society through the hands of a nobleman who physically and sexually abused her– something that took her time to fully rationalize as wrong. i wonder if she saw herself in vivienne when she and bastien first started courting, or if she thought vivienne is in the "unknowing" phase of what fiona went through herself.

it is not the exact same situation. obviously. fiona was a young elven girl who was a slave in everything but official name and vivienne was an adult, if only recently so, and is willing in her relationship with bastien. but i wonder what she thinks when she sees vivienne, maybe twenty, maybe not even that yet, catching the eye of bastien during the wintersend ball– a man old enough to be her father from one of if not THE most powerful family in orlais. the man sitting at the head of the council of heralds, the highest position in the orlesian court. is she angry? worried? both? does it matter, if she cannot do anything to interfere in any way without risking massive repercussions? idk. many thoughts.

[meaningtotellyou]

im so ANGRY right now. so many people are about to get exactly what they fucking voted for. or didn’t get the fuck up and go vote at all for. don’t send me any gofundmes don’t ask me to go to any protests im not calling my representatives im DONE. these people wanted this

[sentientsky]

once again in my "thinking about twelve and clara" hours (aka all the hours)

[hislittleraincloud]

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Gee, I didn't realize that "freshly spilled blood" is black.

[sanyu-thewitch05]

Sigh…

@thisismisogynoir @canthebest1

They know Tara looked very much like a white woman. She could maybe pass a Spanish woman but she ain’t passing a Lightskin black woman I’ll tell you that.

Again, this is the danger of constantly showing Black girls and black women as biracial or racially ambiguous mixed woman. It’s messing up the image of what a Black girl and woman is.