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[mandysimlandy]

Kaci & (good ol' SV townie) Darwin getting hitched! Cheers **

[chanzene]

Remember Who You Are

Are you concern about these last days?

Do you ever think back to the pure side of you? The side of you that was innocent and gullible.

I always wondered what the childlike version of me would think of the woman I have become.

The enemy gets reign because people believe they have time. The focus on the future and on the world. When you are not seeking the kingdom.

I PRAY WE ALL SURRENDER

When you lose who you are it is due to you not seeking God and being in relationship with Him. Philippians 3: 4, 7-8,9-11

This month God took everything that gave me false security and asked me to truly rely on Him and Him alone. He told me to be isolated from this world and to keep His word to myself. I have not been able to fully keep the secret place a secret but as days go by it gets easier. The Self Revelation and the Word has put me up on so much game.

As an independent woman I am about my ENDS. Enemy knows this so he brought trouble and some friends.

SIN

1 Corinthians 6:18 

My goal is to be found in Him, to know Him, and to recognize myself /wealth.

Through the power of His Resurrection and the fellowship of His Sufferings.

But I was not content with Jesus Christ alone. I was thirsting for a significant other, for a REAL Love = Family, a tribe to call my own. I thought I could assign myself a Kingdom spouse and like magic he will wake up and make me his priority. I was moving in my own will and off my own timing. Believing the things I desire will appear. That is how the enemy found an open door in my life. The fear of rejection and pain from the constant abandonment. Has been a throne in my side since I was young. Not getting my way was a reminder of such past hurts.

I keep asking for the desires of my flesh. Genuinely not concerned with the things of the gospel. Even when the spirit whispered to me MINISTRY.

I still press forward on the goals I have for this world. When finally I feel joy, peace , and freedom being in the presence of God. I am now focusing harder on being spiritually mature.

OBEDIENCE

2 Corinthians 5:17 

Galatians 2:20 

Picking up my cross every single day. Dying to my flesh. Removing idolatry from my heart.

Rejection, Pain, and Sufferings came from wanting people of this world to love & cherish me. But I walked around not sure of myself so others never respected me. I looked down on myself and always questioned my own worth. I have these talents and gifts blessed upon me from God and I was squandering them. I refuse to waste my life seek validation from the world.

The weight of worry on my shoulders about my future. Being selfish to my own needs. Not really concerned about the next person.

This world wants you be selfish. When the true King of the World God wants you to be like Christ who is LOVE.

If I have received God's promise as His child to be free from bondage then I am obligated to empower others . I must let them know they are free too in Jesus Christ.

FRONTLINE SOLIDER FOR GOD

1 Peter 5:8 

Where are you going to RUN?

Are you ready if Jesus returns this second, minute, hour or day?

Jesus is calling , what will you say?

I will say:

My life is in you hands Lord. Use me. I let go of all my desires.

I will use my power and authority in your name Jesus Christ to rebuke the Devil who thinks he has a hold on this world. I am preparing a way for you Lord Jesus Christ. Your servant is ready for her marching orders. In you Name Amen.

Hallelujah

The doors are opening the wait was not a punishment but it was preparation.

LION KING | Black Panther

"Remember who you are. "

Simba you have forgotten me. You have forgotten who you are so you have forgotten me. Look inside yourself Simba. You are more than what you have become. You must take your place in the circle of life. Remember who you are. You are my son and the ONE true king. Remember who you are.

"Show them who you are."

I am not ready to be without you. A man who has not prepared his children for his own death. Has failed as a Father. Have I ever failed you? Never.

Going Forward

“Forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn’t know before you learned it.”

-Maya Angelou

 "Remember who you are," was the perfect thing to say on this day of new beginnings, opportunities and choices.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 5784

Thank you God for entrusting me with this path and this calling. I will humbly serve you till my time comes to an end.

9/18/23

[reaperkaneki]

the worst part abt janelle getting me into ugmf is that ok i watched it. was good. like, good good. oh no now no more but still rent free.

(on a side note i really did not like tsugaru the first like two episodes but then he wormed his way into my heart like a parasite because he is so. like that. inappropriate rakugo is apparently the way to go. which is also why aya is the best because the two of them are constantly trading awful horrible puns. especially since neither of them fear danger in any way shape or form and are always committed to the bit. the dynamic is phenomenal.)

[dulcewrites]

Modern Aemond with traumatized girl? I think that could work. I live when two people who have their issues go through them together and help one another instead of one person "fixing" the other. Everyone in traumatized and suffers in some way, even when we think they always smile and are happy.

It’s funny you say that bc I did have an idea for an idea about modern divorce au. Aemond and oc finding their way back to each other through everything they’ve been through. But it would sort of be a social network esque thing where it’s told through their divorce settlement meetings or even therapy and it flashbacks to their relationship. The company plays a large part in the dissolvement of their marriage, amongst other things.

The “I was your only friend” line is so ☹️☹️.

[keepontalking]

Ew, you dumbass. Your girlfriend wants to add to your relationship. That doesn’t mean she doesn’t already enjoy what you are doing. It just means she wants to have a deeper conection with you. 

[roboticchibitan]

[Image ID: a very fine cobweb lace veil pinned out against some children's play mats. End ID]

Well, I finished about 2/3 of the pattern for my friend's veil before I had to bind off and block it. The wedding is on Saturday. I've been doing very poorly health wise and this was Shetland lace so I couldn't work on it while brain foggy AND if I worked on it for more than like an hour and a half I would get post exertion malaise so it just wasn't happening. I would like to give the pattern another go some other time though. It's well written and pretty without being a years long commiment on my part.

[kebriones]

Made a second khajiit in ESO just because I unlocked these pants outfit and I love them but they didn't fit my first khajiit boy.

She accidentally turned out to be my best character in terms of functionality jgdh I finally managed to wrap my head around using the frontbar and the backbar. She's very low level atm because grinding XP in eso is a lifelong commiment I guess but I have high hopes because she's started off so strong and well-rounded.

[tsumuus]

hi!! i wanted to request a character matchup for your 555 follower event if that’s still open :3

- for the character, id like it from mha and a male, preferably not adult character (also if it helps im a girl)

- romantic matchup !

- personality wise, i’m an ambivert so i do ok in social situations but i get burned out quickly if im not with anyone i know. im also a bit of a yapper and when i get hooked on a subject/show/game its over for the ppl around me 🙈 i also am pretty empathetic and i feel things very deeply (if you cry, i cry type of person)

- top love languages in order: physical touch, quality time, words of affirmation

- i love studying and learning especially when it comes to something im passionate about; things like space, nuclear chemistry, quantum physics (REEAALLL nerd shit) cause it’s cool to me :p i also love graphic design and its my little side hobby. when im not doing something “productive” i play roblox and watch youtube

- nothing else to note really :) thank you so much!!

your perfect match is...

₊✩‧₊˚ tenya iida ! ˚₊✩‧₊

✧₊⁺ TENYAAAAAAAAA i love this man sm

✧₊⁺ first off, tysmmmm this is my first match up request, ive been waiting for one of these :))))

✧₊⁺ ok lets get into it

✧₊⁺ tenya is the embodiment of dedication and discipline, which i think would go well with your passion for studying and learning

✧₊⁺ you seem like someone who thrives on knowledge and is deeply invested in your interests, and tenya is similar in that way with his commiment to his studies and hero responsibilities as well as class pres

✧₊⁺ i feel as if your ambiverted personality would blend real well with his personality

✧₊⁺ hes respectful and appreciative which i think would suit you well

✧₊⁺ hed be super understanding whenever you feel burnt out and is always there for you to talk to whenever you need

✧₊⁺ hes attentive as well as supportive, and your love languages of physical touch, quality time, and words of affirmation would all be easily met by him

✧₊⁺ he may not be overly expressive with physical touch but his thoughtful gestures and the importance he places on your feelings would be obvious

✧₊⁺ he would cherish quality time with you, and that includes discussing whatever topic has gained your interest recently to watching random youtube videos together lol

✧₊⁺ again tysm for this request ily🙃

₊✩‧₊˚ 555 follower event ! ˚₊✩‧₊

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[f1-disaster-bi]

Send me a ship/character(s) and a one word prompt and I will write a 5 sentence fic about it.

Norstappen and Suit 👔💕

"You clean up nice", Max whispered to him, teasing grin on his face as he held Lando's hand gently in his own, thumb brushing across knuckles. "So do you", Lando laughed a little despite the multitude of emotions attempting to overwhelm him as he lost himself in Max's blue, blue eyes. "Still sure you want to do this?", Max lowered his voice enough so it was just for them, a little reassurance before they made the biggest commiment of their lives. Lando just looked at Max in his suit, the way it hugged him tight and thought about how even if he was wearing a plain white t-shirt and those old jeans he kept trying to hide in their closet, he'd still end up right here with Max. "Yes", Lando smiled because there was nothing he wanted more in this world than to be married to this man, the one that loved him unconditionally and who he loved just as much, "I can't wait to marry you"

[doriandreamz]

!!!WEDDING CAKE DESIGNS!!!

Not gonna outright trigger warning, but please take care when reading this, it delves softly into disturbing and upsetting topics

1.) Flowered Veil

2.) Golden Gal

3.) Purple Haze

4.) I Saw the TV Glow (I haven't actually seen the movie yet, so plz no spolierzzz)

5.) Secret Garden

I never had the phaze as a biokid where I like designed wedding cakes planned my marrigage etc bc i was a black kid in a 98% white area where no one wanted to date let alone marry me lol

so im doin it now! bc im actually gonna get married, eventually lol. i call my Nonnie my hubby already, but like we arent married x3 and dont really super consider ourselves so x3

now i'll TRY and explain the cakes a bit and where my head was at when creating them

1.) This cake is inspired by mine and my nonnie's favorite colours, pink and green. i wanted something cutesy and simple and straightfoward, while still indicating commiment and deterimation to love each other as long as the other deserves such love. The veil, which is decorated with flowers symbolises our growth and how we've both blossomed since being with the other. The way that we both nurture and water the other. The veil is also flowly and river like, a calm river that one might rest beside to regain strength. A river that one might safely wade and swim in, there's no nasty surprises, byt by virtue of it being a river, it demands a sense of respect and awe. It's a river you find after a hard, tiring hike. Which makes sense for our relationship, bc we kissed a lot of toads and dealt with a lot of abuse before finding each other and falling into the love with have with each other. To the other we are a peacefully flowing river at which we can rest and mediate and find ourselves.

2.) this cake is definetly much more elegant that the other cakes, with is sleek black coloration and extravagant gold detailings. For me its a celebration of a culture that I never got to know, its a love for Africa and my African roots. The gold repersents not just the resource, but the RICH history of my people. It's ab how we have value as a people, we are precious. we are not a commodity, but a priceless people, without us the world as we know it would not exist. Not only does is represent that, but also mine and my Hub's native heritage, a heritage that neither of us know very well. But we still celebrate and try and learn ab. The gold also represents one of the Four sisters, Corn. An invaluable part of mine and many indigenous people's history. Not only is this cake the most elegant, it means the most to me as a person. (it can't be seen but there are three blue jewels on the cake as well, I intend for them to be FAKE sapphires. A somewhat bitter reminder of the lives lost to the cruel practices that afford us many of the Luxuries that those STILL in bondage will never get to indulge in) The inside of this cake will likely be red velvet. iykyk

3.) This is just a shameless reference and appreication for not on Jimi Hendrix, but Sister Rosetta Tharpe, Nina Simone, Bessie Smith, Ma Rainey, Billie Holiday, those early WOMEN pioneers of rock music. I have such a huge love for them. And yes, i don actually listen to them with some regularity. I'm not going to go very deep into this cake, bc i'm alrady tearing up, these women, they deserve their flowers. Which is why the purple detailing is flowers.

4.) I haven't actually seen "I Saw the TV Glow" I really want to, but I've heard it has some reality bending moments, and I have SZA and struggle with things of that nature, so I'm trying to make sure I'm stable compeletly before watching. This is a very ambitious cake. I plan to have it be both a projection cake, as well as have the details in green frosting infused with Glow in the Dark Luster dust!

5.) This cake is undeniably gaudy and busy. And I hate and love it in near equal amounts. "The Secret Garden" is a a book that is DEEPLY personal to me in ways that i will not get into fully here, maybe I'll go into detail on another blog. But long story short I know how it feels to have "dead" parents (My father was incarcerated and my mother abandoned/never loved me) and being left to be raised by seemingly cold and uncaring relatives. (I know really do love and appriacte the woman who raised me, she wasn't perfect, but she did what she knew and raised a damn good person) i also know ab having a special and secret place shared with only a cousin. I know this cake looks somewhat ugly, somewhat clumsily made. I wanted it to look that way. To have a sort of clumsy whimsy, a... childishness wonder and impracticability. The vaguly steeple shaped cake tacked on, almost as an afterthought, was very intentional. It's a representation of my tainted innocent. The whole cake has an eerie sense of dream-like innocence, something that never existed for me. I didn't feel safe my entire childhood... i know, that weddings are for joy, and this cake doesn't sound very joyful. But I think weddings can also be a time to mourn, to let go, to open a new chapter. I have been in the process of mourning the girl who never existed, the girl I pretended to be. The girl who was bubbly an bright and happy happy happy. I am letting go of the girl who was so bitterly and violently angry, the girl who lashed out and hurt people, bc she had been so deeply hurt. The sad scared child who would bite and scratch, kick and claw. The girl who screamed her throat hoarse and bloody. I am no longer her, so it's time... its time to let her go. I'm ready... but I'm scared...

WOAH that got WAAAAYYYYYY deeper than i expected lol, but yea, these are the wedding ckaes I designed, which is ur fave??

(I'm also going to be trying to draw up the inside of the cakes + describe the flavors laters ::33)

[istherewifiinhell]

Idk what it is abt the pluto schedule. How is it that it keeps synching 87s redsky seasons with 03 ninjatribunal with tfenergon. Its like a commiment to bad cartoons its fascinating.

[facefullabugz]

Yo bugs i made my first short story about one of my oc's on pastebin and was wondering if i could post it on other art in the discord, its one my first commiments to writing fiction stuff

of course! writing is a-ok

[kebabafabsts]

cracks in the foundation

at 18 ,we both got matching rings to wear on our ring fingers as a symbol of our love & commiment

when the young love glow started to fade causing arguments , leaving nothing but two red in the face people; neither of them wanting to lose , until it would fizzle out and you’d leave the room.

when you would enter , i’d see your empty ring finger. neither of us would mention of it until we loved each other again. i’d ask why you’d take it off, causing you to just shrug and put it back on.

pulling at the seams, repeating this several times until you just stopped putting it back on. I stopped asking, quietly removing mine; some gratification in knowing when he noticed my barren finger, although it shattered me , lt would hurt him more.

Our mute acceptance that our young love was over.

feeling consumed by my blues, i was caught in a hurricane of emotions trying to reach you in the eye of the storm. we began to resent each other.

We continued, holding onto what remained. a dry spell. saying it was a bad season if only we can hold off until our love would blossom again, colors of a pink sunrise. a new beginning.

in the end, I was the only one watering an almost dead plant while he stared at me, a frail bird, Frantic about finding solutions. “Why won’t you help me” I screamed. “You used to care so much” Calling out to the void.. Trying to raise Lazarus from the dead, myself. Returning messy, apologizing for the mess i caused. trapped dirt under my fingernails.

four eyes, his once holding love, carried bitterness. mine turned into desperation. wondering if i was the reason, smothered it, love too strongly. my intensity burns like the bright yellow sun. was it too much?

two sides to every coin. us on opposite sides. Running past each other, never meeting in the middle. Telling me constantly, to just leave. Why did I stay taking care of something that close to death? When I pull the plant up, examine its roots, they tell you a story. In a pot , the roots can get so long, matted, and intertwined that there’s no more room to grow. It starts to die. When this happens you can simply untangle, clean it up then take the plant with the roots and move it to a bigger pot. It outgrows.

half effort attempts, again we had different solutions. hot wind coming in full of desperation, chasing your coldness; causing tornadoes. Our relationship was a natural disaster in a million ways.

looking for every reason to stay. You were busy finding an exit..i had tunnel vision keeping us alive. seeing nothing but your empty eyes.

born to be on my knees for you, worshipping what’s dead . it was us. i had you. you were all i had wanted. dead or alive.

do you think dead petals hold memories ? if i press it into my journal i carry around with me, i’ll be able to move on easier. carrying a part of you with me but no longer dwelling on it.

except when randomly flashes our rings come into my mind. along with memories of our peak and passionate moments. i’ve gone through this before. i’ll keep going until i find one who’s ring i won’t ever take off.

[lcstinfantasy]

@frxgmcnts asked: 😉 + eric 

send me a 😉 + the name of my character and get 3 usfw headcanons

he's all about marking his partner up. bruises, hickies, love bites, scratches. you name it he loves leaving it behind. he'll stare at the marks with pride, probably crack a few jokes. but it's like a little claiming thing. like hey, look i touched this. even though his commiment issues make it impossible for him to have anything long term (besides evan lmfao)

public sex...or at least as public you can get without being arrested. sitting on his lap in a dress with him inside you in the middle of a party or something? yeah that's a good way to do it. fucking in the bathroom of a busy resturant. parked car in the middle of a lot.

boy is definitely a switch in bed. he likes topping a lot but he will bottom.

[celestial-desiree]

working through avoidant personality traits

uderstand your triggers

identify situations that trigger avoidance, like social gatherings or new challenges

analyze patterns by journaling about when you feel avoidant and what fears come up, like fear of criticism or rejection

practice self-compassion

remind yourself that avoiding doesn’t make you "bad"; it’s an attempt to cope with discomfort - reminders list

challenge self-judgments by replacing negative self-talk with supportive statements - affirmations list

set small, achievable goals

start with small actions, like saying “hello” to someone or trying a new activity

challenge your negative core beliefs, practice questioning these beliefs

use cognitive restructuring to reframe negative thoughts

practice gradual exposure by stepping outside, walking among people and interacting with them

develop assertiveness and social skills - express your needs and set boundaries without fear

cognitive behavioral therapy

schema therapy

acceptance and commiment therapy

celebrate your small progress

look back at how far you’ve come to stay motivated

[aristotlecoyote]

Also. I see you popular watcher fandom blogs. I see how you are turning into the thing you hated faster then i pulled my support.

Dont think i dont see that.

Not gonna do active fandom stuff for watcher anymore anyway. I was only in as deep as i was because of a long standing commiment from the beginning anyway.

Dont shame people for give a drop of forgiveness instead of just believing when other situations like this one have ended leagues worse for less.

Just because i dont go back to giving them a hug doesnt mean i wont give them a handshake for handling this in a rarely good and understanding way.