#SO GUT WRENCHING
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I like to believe that after Castor's death, Percy made an offering to Dionysus. Apologizing for involving Castor and Pollux with him, knowing he was Poseidon's son.🙁
#pjo#son of sea foam#descendants of olympus#castercy#percy jackson#sosf#everyone in love with percy!#SO GUT WRENCHING#MY POOR BABY PERCY
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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So start by saving me, Itadori.
(Find my reference here)
#velvetdraws#no new chapter today so I present you my version of jjk 252#bc last chapter broke me#gege let them hug#let them kiss#let the power of friendship and love win only once in this gut wrenching tragedy you call shounen#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jjk 251 spoilers#jjk 251#I hope those are enough spoiler tags#itadori yuuji#Itadori yuji#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#fushiita#also I'm just taking a wild guess on Yuuji's arms#no idea what's going on there#jjk fanart#jjk fix it
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im crying these gifs fr emulate my merthur fic I Love Them
#bbc merlin#merlin fandom#merlin bbc#merlin gifs#merlin fanfic#merlin fic#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#arthur x merlin#merlin and arthur#i only see merthur in the most deeply existential gut wrenching romantic way possible#idiots in love#theyre so silly#bradley james#colin morgan
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THIS IS MY LAST FUCKING STRAW
#I FEEL SO SICK#MY GUTS ARE WRENCHING INSIDE ME#red white and royal blue#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#firstprince#rwrb film
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ELUNE CONVO FIX IT part 1
i did it i finished!! finished enough anyway
How about instead of Tyrande getting possessed by Elune, we actually got to see them have a conversation about why tf she won't let her kill sylvanas!!! And get some real payoff for all the "hmm something's off about Elune"!! And more!!
Warning this one is long and boring. part 2 is way better lol
sry she should more serious here but w/e we're just going with 'angy' lol
i think i drew these same poses in the sylvanas one lol oop sry my brain library is not vast
ok one thing i added at the last second was elune is like pulling from tyrande's personal elune power to get her real form back to properly tell winter queen to fuck off. and that's why tyrande looks like she has spider webs on her it's just glowy elune magic
and then winter queen does go fuck off bc i didn't want to draw her anymore
End of part 1!! Also when tyrande is watching elune and WQ yell at each other I imagine it like a kid watching their mom get in a fight at the grocery store or smt lol
#if you haven't seen my elune design#its literally just tyto the swift / journey#and the god power logic she uses is just discworld god logic#and a little bit summer fairy vs. winter fairy vibes from dresden files#part 2 coming sometime!! also really got not-that-far from done like 2 years ago just have a couple panels to fill#anyway dude this in game moment was so crazy#it was literally just like watching those rage bait videos where people dump fresh good food ingredients on their disgusting dusty#ass kitchen island and make like cheeto dust spaghetti nachos instead of making something edible#elisa gabrielli spitting absolutely gut wrenching#warcraft#elune#tyrande
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I imagine Dale waking up in the middle of the night in a FRIGID SWEAT to check his bank account(s) and make sure its all still there. IM NOT HEALTTHHYY. DIMMADIDIOT
#my art#I'm so close to finishing the show PLEASE#seeing small glimpses of his trauma is so GUT WRENCHING#oghh YOU WANNA LOVE YOUR SON SO BAD#absentee but tweaks if his son hunts treasure for tickets#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#dale dimmadome#dev dimmadome#fop dev#fop dale
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happy 1st anniversary to one of the most stressful days of my entire life btw. wake up. watch Ruby Rose in RWBY get literally tortured in what has to be one of the most chilling scenes in all animated shows ever and eventually choose to die. attempt to recover for a few hours. 9pm hits. watch Luz Noceda in ToH Also Literally Die via crumbling away into dust. like????
#I mean One of these episodes had a happy ending so that was great but go d. this was so gut wrenching to go through TWICE#IN ONE DAY!!!!!#this was so unbelievably unfair to everyone ever#especially me#actually I still havent recovered#rwby#toh#the owl house#ruby rose#luz noceda#smokey speaks#500
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I'm mad at the time I missed. Not seeing our kids growing up. I know we can't, but I just...I think about that time and...I just want to go back.
#twddaily#the walking dead#the ones who live#tvedit#twdedit#towledit#scifiedit#scifigifs#tvarchive#richonneedit#richonnegifs#richonne#rick grimes#michonne grimes#userparallels#userbbelcher#chewieblog#denim rose graphics#he wanted that baby so bad#only to be torn from his family for over a decade and miss EVERYTHING#it’s just gut wrenching#bc he can’t get that time back
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#i'm here to ruining EVERYONES DAY#tw: torture#i felt like more people needed to know the lore about the arkhamverse because it's absolutely gut-wrenching so hehe ur welcome for the pain#the fact that bruce did try and find him for so long makes me wanna scream#cause ya know they make it sound like he gave up really fast and just abandoned him#but he did try for SIX months? up until he thought jason was dead? (and yes we can debate that he should have known but pls it's a game)#(they needed that to happen for the story so blame the writers)#just as jason had hope for several months that bruce would come for him!#and that makes me so fucking feral#“finally gave up the search” stop stop im crying im not okay#oh my god bruce and jason melts my brain#jason todd#jaybin#red hood#batman: the arkham knight#batman#arkham knight#the arkham knight#ak jason todd#arkham knight jason todd#joker#dcu#jasontoddedit#my gifs#info from wiki and so#this is truly THE saddest version of brujay honestlyyyyyyyyyy#i also like the “mentor and ward” aspect :3#he was likeee 18-20 here i believe?#:(
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Lilia my beloved <3
#this was made so quickly but I loooooved this shot so much#gut wrenching episode lovely job everyone#agatha all along#lilia calderu
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Fellow Timebomb shippers I am forcing an idea into your brain
We’re all wondering how Ekko’s Z-Drive could be made useful without it cheaping out anything important, right?? So imagine:
During the conversation between them that we glimpsed in the trailers, Jinx is trying to off herself and Ekko is trying to talk her down. He fails the first couple of times and has to rewind over and over in order to figure out what to say, progressively losing his composure more and more at watching her die again and again
#once he succeeds they both just break down crying#i’m so sorry#(no i’m not)#jinx arcane#ekko arcane#timebomb#ekkojinx#jinx x ekko#ekko x jinx#if done right this would make for a gut-wrenching fic
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thinking about how the last time dazai wore all black was because of his position in the mafia.........now he will have to wear all black once more, but this time at kunikida's funeral
#is this anything or has the lack of sleep and the grief actually gotten to me#there's just smt so gut wrenching of him being dressed in mourning black and how it imitates the demon prodigy’s appearence#can you imagine the unadulterated pain that will well in his chest#me when my soft fluffy domestic ship suddenly becomes tragic and heartbreaking#how could asagiri do this to us#bsd#bsd 117#knkdz#kunikidazai
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Curry pt. i // Curry pt. ii
yeah alright okay. fine. cool. alright. yeah
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#dm spoilers#dmposting#thistle#delgal#melinis#touden siblings#laios#falin#fam#roomba media#spiritual successors who are also literal successors. gets me where it hurts#also yes i did cherry pick which TLs left the most impact on me personally#thistle's dialogue in the original japanese is apparently written in hiragana in the above panel which gives it a childish feel in spite of#the burden he's carrying. and there is something about 'we'll be together forever' that conveys that so well#and i LOVE laios apologizing for being late considering how much shade is thrown at him in universe and out for#supposedly caring about his monster interest more than falin. but he DOES love her she IS the most important thing to him#he thinks her monster form is so cool but he promises to change her back THAT'S most important to him#imagining the guilt he carries over that disparity between his greatest desire and what's most important to him is gut-wrenching though#neurodivergent feelings manga of all time#one set of siblings regressing to a point of no return and caging themselves in#and the other set growing into fully-realized people breaking free of their cages inheriting the kingdom of the first#phew
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the way arthur is staring at merlin… he’s so fond of him :(
#bbc merlin#merlin fandom#merlin bbc#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#arthur x merlin#merlin and arthur#bradley james#colin morgan#they make me feel things#arthurs eyes?????#his smile????#arthur loves merlin#they’re so cute#theyre so in love#i only see merthur in the most deeply existential gut wrenching romantic way possible#merthur season 5#bbc merthur#look of love#it’s in the eyes
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The Helena diaz of it all has me fascinated. I’ve said for a long while that Eddie’s real issues are his mommy issues and this episode just cemented for me that we’re gonna explore that and deal with it.
Because it’s Helena who forced Eddie to grow up to fast - because her husband wasn’t around much - so she pushed Eddie into de facto parent and husband role ls - selfishly filling her needs and ignoring the damage it was doing to her son (it is a form of abuse in my book).
Eddie then had the audacity to fall in love with and marry Shannon and get her pregnant. It’s why Helena was always so off with Shannon - she was punishing her. She is also punishing Eddie for all of this and his refusal to return to El Paso only cemented further her bitterness and resentment.
Now she does have Ramon back she doesn’t need Eddie any longer to fill that role so she is still punishing him and part of that is tied into her glee over now getting to parent Christopher - something she has always been intent on doing the doppelgänger just gave her the opportunity- as well as allowing her to further punish her son and his love of Shannon.
Her barbed comments about building a pool were all about showing what she can provide Christopher - how she is parenting him better than Eddie - it’s part of her mind games - making Eddie feel like more of a failure as a parent to his son.
The reality of course is that the reverse is true - Helena’s parenting is all superficial, flash and showy - it isn’t the hard day to day parenting when things get tough and you have to be the bad guy. While Eddie has made mistakes, there is nothing superficial, flash, or showy about his parenting. It’s why bucks comments about Eddie being a great dad are so important.
Eddie feel like a failure right now and that he is entirely to blame for everything. But in reality, while he does bear a bit of the responsibility, the truth of the matter is that he needs to learn and deal with the fact that all of it actually stems from Helena and her abuse of her young son - Shannon never stood a chance just like Eddie never has.
#genuinely don’t see how she can get any sort of redemption arc#but this is 911 so maybe they’ll find a way 🤷🏻♀️#Helena’s treatment of Eddie is a form of child abuse - it has done so much damage to him psychologically#I do really hope we finally get to meet Sophia and adriana as part of this arc beciase I think it might be very revealing#I am also wondering if Ramon had a stache in the past - and that is what Eddie is subconsciously trying to mimic#and that is about him trying to regain his mothers affection - trying to fill that husband role she forced him into#and that shaving it off is a part of his dealing with that and choosing to free himself from her clutches#and in doing that - standing up for himself etc - it will be the trigger that v ring schristopher back#the catholic guilt and Eddie’s queerness is also all tied up in this - the church reinforces and condones Helena and her actions#the Catholic Church has a long history of abuse of children in all it’s horrendous forms#so Eddie seeking solace in that direction think it will help him find away back to Helena’s good books only for it to open a few doors he#has bolted shut#as for the queer aspect - forcing Eddie to grow up too fast and fill this role of husband to his mother and parent to his siblings means#Eddie never got the chance to learn who he actually is - to explore his sexuality and all that goes with that - at the age one normally#would - as a teenager and into your 20’s. it explains so much around his relationship with Shannon and dealing with the helana of it all#and the queerness of his identity - will also allow him to actually let Shannon go#Eddie’s arc is going to be incredible - heartbreaking and gut wrenching - but incredible#Helena diaz it’s on sight - she is evil and cannot be redeemed in my eyes!#911 spoilers#Thinky thoughts#eddie diaz#911 abc
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