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Rise's B¡Future v.s RUINs' B¡Future
(( An Explanation on What's Different ))
Spoilers: There is a bunch of reading... also trigger warning / cw: mentions of death, gambling, and some other stuff ig... ye... Read on to enjoy the info dump.
-- Character Run Through --
Leo || In the RUIN au, Leo was founded the position of leader after Rapheal died. He wasn't given any warning or heads up, Mikey told him. For a while Leo didn't know what to do and from that they lost a lot of survivors. After a while he took the role and his personality had a huge shift. Sometimes he could be calm and collected and other times he could easily lash out.
Donnie || Donnie was more known as the calmest one out of any of his brothers. He rarely went out into the field after Cassandra's death and stayed to take care of Casey Jr and Koine for the most part. He also helped out a lot inside the med bay and the technology side. Sometimes helping others train to be on the field. Though worry would catch up to him whenever someone he cared for came back beat up.
Mikey || After the big change with Raph and Cassandra's death, Mikey was a bit more like a sour lemon. He would isolate himself a lot and stop speaking after a while as well, though he was still known as the greatest mystic warrior. After a while, Mikey had become a mystery to people, until he disappeared forever.
Rapheal || Raph was a sweet and calm person, only if you didn't get on his bad side. No one would rarely try to get Raph mad, out of some unknown fear. After both Splinter and Cassandra died he didn't really have much to strive for, this led to Raph often being reckless and difficult to communicate with. After a few missions going horribly wrong, Raph had to be tagged along with someone so the group would stay safe.
April || April was protective and observant of most of the resistance, almost always watching over anyone new. More like Leo, April didn't want to have the title of commander but in a time of need April had to take the title. Besides her unwanted title commander, April was known for having an inside look to everyone. She was also a mysterious player inside the Bad Future as well.
Cassandra || Cassandra was known for her passion to destroy anyone who was against someone she cared for. Whether that meant physically hurting someone or verbally. She was quick on her feet and sneaky as well. Though she had morals with her streak of behavior. Cassandra was closest with Donnie and Rapheal, often found hanging around the two turtles. She was also considered a good luck charm for supply missions.
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Splinter || The man was placed inside to stick with training newcomers, help some wounded people, and take care of children. Why he was placed to do that job was the basics of he was injured badly to be yeeted off the playing field. He would also help calm anyone with strong emotions and give some good wisdom.
Draxum || The head of the Medic Field. That was Draxum was known for to anyone who saw him inside the resistance. Leo had the chance to take it but chose not to due to his desire to always be on the field. If you were looking for Draxum, good luck. He would always be in the places you wouldn't think of. Draxum didn't go into the battlefield that much so he would wander around to find hidden areas inside the base (( a trait that was passed onto Koine ))
Casey Jones Jr. || More known as Cassandra Jones Jr. or Cassidy, Casey is about a year younger than Koine. He is an energetic soul and loves to make anything a game. Casey isn't stuck up but he does find more fun in stuff that has games placed in it. He developed his own mystic/ninpo which grew in time (( he can do some paranormal stuff )) Casey was raised souly by Donnie after Cassandra died and never looked towards anyone else as a parental figure.
Usagi Yuichi || A skilled katana ninja, aka rabbit yokai. Usagi was the lovely boyfriend of Leonardo, until Usagi died. Usagi was all round known as a person who could throw hands if he wanted to. He knew what he wanted and if he truly wanted to get it, he would. Usagi would hang out with the kids the most, training them in any free time he had. Though he was known to have more of an empathetic heart, which wasn't the best for the apocalypse.
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- What's Goin On --
+ Inside the apocalypse, the Kraang were practically more intelligent than needed and there weren't any technology resources around that were easy to find. Most of the tech was found by different groups or destroyed. Because of the lack of technology, the resistance group has to always be on the run and try to stay hidden the best they could. It would be about a weekly routine of running away from the Kraang.
+ Apart from living on the brink of panic, you had almost no free time. Which was understandable deeming that not only you had to run away and leave almost everything behind, but you had to gather new things if needed. There were constant chores, missions, or training needing to be done and all of it on a schedule. Training was easy to say the least, at least compared to missions they were. Missions were almost constantly going on, 24/7, all day.
+ Resources: The only thing common to find was canned foods, dried snacks, and seeds. Occasionally some REALLY GOOD food was found (( meats, veggies, etc. )) but it was mainly a canned food source. Like stated before: Tech was the hardest to stubble upon. This was the same as: note books, toys, pens, and furniture. Fabric could be found inside buildings or abandoned vehicles, and water was mostly found from a single river almost everyone knew about.
+ The Gambling Table: In the case of certain resources being hard to find, the resistance group would often gamble objects and sweetened foods with each other. The trades were fair enough to have the gambling streak become a whole tradition at one point.
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-- Rules and Issues --
+ The resistance was small, it was around the population of a small village. In the RUINs' apocalypse there were many small groups; any large populated groups were quickly killed at the start. Sometimes there would be spies from other groups trying to join another group, to either throw the group off into danger or get information about good-resourced spots that their group didn't know about. After a while, this caused many people to have trust issues in anyone who wasn't originally a part of the group.
+ In any situation where the Kraang had found where the resistance was camping, everyone was on their own. If you didn't stick with the group, you were a goner in two seconds flat. Unless you were injured or a small kid, you were on your own until the situation was leveled down. No one was salty about it either, it was logical in their minds, mainly because they were trying to make it out alive and not dead, so....
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-- The Ranking System--
+ The resistance had three main groups with a bunch of different rankings for each group. The three groups were: Medics, Fielders, and Spies. The medic group has three letter rankings: S, K, and I; along with a head leader. Fielder (( people who do constant missions and such )) have named rankings: Second + First Wings, Cover Feathers, Secondary Feathers, and Starter Feather along with two leaders. For the spy group, they have number rankings: 1-4 levels. Leveling up to another level is harder than it's thought out to be and it can take a long time.
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-- The Skull and Stripes Duo --
+ Casey Jr. and Koine, like stated in another post, were best friends but had more of a sibling relationship than anything. In technical terms: Casey and Koi were biological Uncle and Nephew (( but no one in the resistance thought of Koine like that )) On that note Casey and Koine were set to be in a sibling relationship. Being one year apart from each other, they quickly became chaotic and both equally as strong. Do NOT fight both of them in a battle... they know how to work together when they need to.
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-- The Death Logs --
< In order of first to die - last to die >
+ Cassandra: Died on a mission due to injuries
+ Splinter: Old Age
+ Draxum: Health Complications
+ Raph: Died from mistake in battle
+ Usagi: Died trying to recuse a person who fell behind during a Kraang Attack
+ Mikey: Possibly kidnapped? No one knows...
+ April: Bleed to Death
+ Leo: ???
+Donnie: ???
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I love how it's kind of impossible to truly nerf Tubbo without like removing his whitelist lmao
The man has such in-depth knowledge of the inner workings of Minecraft as a game and such outside the box thinking that he'll just pull something out of his ass while monologuing the statistical probabilities of his success
#i hear tubbo say things and i can hear the frustrated sighs from the qsmp admins groupchat#just remembering the maze event where he managed to break in before it started and they literally had to tell him to respectfully fuck off#the time toby ruined the server for a bit by making the admins totally nerf create cos of the worldeater and other transgressions#tubchunk and the factories actively causing asthma and very warm pc set ups across the world#ALSO a clip where tubbo was explaining how he was determining where a purg 2 base was using ice spawn rates and seapeekay's brain melting#qsmp#qsmp tubbo#qsmp admins#tubbo
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allow me to set the scene
you’re in ashran, you just want your daily win on an alt for some god forsaken reason you decided to gear for funsies instead of do ur panda raids in ffxiv. then you see the message appear on your screen in a text bubble.
“its time to fuck”
average words spoken in ashran. Nothing To Pay Heed. However. The Name That Has Spoken The Wise Words.
#world of warcraft#this man has ruined me everytime im in bgs with salem in call im like oh my god flexo is here#and theyre like oh my god. flexo baby daddy god 42069 yahoo?#and im like yeah that flexo baby daddy god 42069.#the ashran i saw them in had me almost cry laughing without explaining anything to them in call.#i was in shambles upon that its time to fuck
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burgeon employing 'natural insect hunters' which essentially means animals like bluebirds, as well as owls + frogs to control the amount of pests in his garden (which is honestly a HUGE place and has a spiral staircase + this is where you will find it most of the time) because he refuses to use pesticides is honestly... kind of iconic of him when you don't think about all of the atrocities it has committed JSJSJ i mean, because there have been studies done to show that they negatively affect other thing's besides insects themselves, such as the soil of the plants you are putting it on itself and non-target plants along with other creatures.
so you better bet that blamore has some thing's inside his garden that attracts these animals and he treats them kindly. and now that i've mentioned it, i suppose his appreciation for nature is one of the better qualities that blamore possesses — though i think it's bitterness towards humanity in general has still very much left him feeling lonely, and just having the occasional animal as company is not sustainable for it. which i think is part of why blamore has forged a bond with nico morselli because he is one of the few people who he can trust will not cringe at the sight of it / think less of it because he is vastly different from the person he used to be.
#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#ALL DARK ALL BLOODY MY HEART: character study.#so yeah... needless to say if he catches anyone who he has not explicity invited over to his greenhouse than it will be more than a LITTLE-#peeved. man's will be liable to at least kick them out on their face in fact because this is HIS sanctuary and it's not meant for anyone-#else + burgeon is so resentful towards humanity that he fears if it were to invite another person into it's life that it would ruin-#everything he's 'built' so-to-speak because it took him quite some time to at least become somewhat comfy with who he is now and the only-#people he loved (aka his father and erich) were killed and didn't approve of his plan to sort of 'wipe the slate clean' in erich's case so-#he's got a LOT of complex hatred towards humanity that was made through perceived betrayals and as well as very real ones.#not to say that i'm condoning him wanting to torch gotham to the ground ofc bc that is HORRIBLE but i'm just trying to explain why he is-#the way he is now.#and honestly... i didn't include thérèse or his mother in the list of people he has ever loved because although he DESIRED for her-#to love him the unfortunate fact of the matter is that she basically did not want him and treated him like trash all throughout the time-#he spent with her even though every kid deserves good parents. however not every parent deserves kids
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i think it’s funny the show is still pushing the “son for a son” narrative so they? can pretend rhaenyra just wants aegon ??? like she’s not blood thirsty and will have to kill all her brothers ?? like i can’t see any other reason they are doing it other than uwu no she just wants the rapist brother <3 she’s so just <3 it’s soooo borin and obnoxious considering all last season we were told all of alicent’s sons/grandson will need to die to secure rhaenyras rule.
#it feels like the laziest writing in the world#and it’s ruining rhaenyra for me 😭#idk how to explain it other than the writers know how aemond and daeron die so no need to make rhaenyra look bad and call for their heads#similar feeling abt maelor being removed 😐#hotd.#hotd spoilers
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do you think kokichi tsumugi and shuichi all know the entire five nights at freddy’s lore
shuichi isn’t too open about it but he’s got multiple boards for theories. kokichi talks to tsumugi about the lore and purposefully gets things wrong just to annoy her and watches in amusement as she cites his own theories back at him
#tsumugi losing her mind trying to explain to him that No balloon boy did not commit the bite of 87#stop trying to say fnaf world is canon asshat animatronica isn’t real. how many times do i have to say this gregory is not the crying child#she tries to walk away but he says it so genuinely like he actually believes in it she just can’t bring herself to#anyway guess who finished the ruin dlc today👍👍👍#kokichi ouma#tsumugi shirogane#shuichi saihara#the real question is who in the v3 cast watches game theory
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i could be your girl, girl, girl, girl, girl, girl
but would you love me if i was a worm, worm, worm
#is this anything?#not to over explain and ruin the joke but#this is from 'heavy metal lover' by lady gaga#the lyrics actually go 'but would you love me if i ruled the world'#but i keep wanting to sing worm#i hope this post hasn't been done before if it has just ignore me lol
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Post-RoK S4 is hosting a community christmas event. Munakata plans to play Santa Claus as a fun experience but Fushimi thinks it's stupid cause Santa isn't real (Niki made sure to tell him that). While they're setting up the community center, they come across some excited kids who are talking about the upcoming event as they watched and they're excited about Santa. They asked Fushimi if Santa would really show up and Fushimi thinks he didn't want to be like Niki and told them that he would.
Munakata can’t believe such slander against Santa Claus, he himself stays up every year on Christmas Eve indulging in increasingly elaborate plans to capture Santa Claus and learn his secrets. Of course, even though Munakata believes in the true Santa he also assumes there’s nothing wrong with dressing up in his stead, and the local children will enjoy this important community outreach. Munakata acts like this is just something he’s doing as part of S4’s duty but watching him prepare Fushimi just clicks his tongue all ‘you say it that way, but you’re really enjoying this aren’t you?’. Munakata feels that this is the time of year to indulge in good cheer and bring happiness to children, as Santa does. Fushimi snorts and says Santa isn’t real and shouldn’t they tell brats that sooner rather than later. Munakata’s face falls and Fushimi is just like ‘…don’t look at me with that expression,’ like he suddenly feels weirdly uncomfortable. Munakata smiles then and says regardless, the existence of Santa is a thing that brings joy, so even if Santa were to be fake (which he is not), isn’t it fine to let children indulge now and then.
Fushimi leaves to continue his work, thinking that not telling kids about Santa is how you end up with a ridiculous boss who wants you to stay up and assist in the Santa Capture Mission. Fushimi never believed in Santa even from the start — well, maybe once, when he was very little and his teacher had everyone make cookies for Santa. Fushimi woke up the next morning to find Niki snacking on them (after this Fushimi anticipates the future and adds extra salt and also sometimes rat poison), laughing that his little monkey still believes in Santa. It’s not like Fushimi was disappointed though — of course Santa doesn’t exist, only a stupid kid would believe that. It’s better that he learned the truth from the start, rather than believing like an idiot for way too long.
As it gets closer to Christmas Munakata has Awashima and Fushimi accompany him to the community center to get things set up for the party. Fushimi is complaining about all the work that’s piling up as he tries to hang some streamers, probably pinning them to the wall with knives (at least he was until Awashima walked by and informed him that’s too dangerous to do with children around). There are some local kids already running around talking about what they want for Christmas and Fushimi just rolls his eyes all how stupid. One of the older kids says his big brother told him Santa doesn’t exist and the younger ones argue, he does so exist. They look over at Fushimi all ‘mister, Santa Claus does exist, doesn’t he?’. Fushimi clicks his tongue all ‘why are you asking me’ under his breath, but the kids are still waiting for an answer. Fushimi opens his mouth, ready to tell them that no, Santa doesn’t exist…but the kids are looking at him with hopeful eyes and Fushimi finds himself saying instead ‘yeah. He exists.’
The younger kids cheer and Fushimi goes back to his work, rolling his eyes. Suddenly Munakata is behind him, noting with a smile that he thought Fushimi didn’t believe in Santa. Fushimi says he doesn’t, but it isn’t his job to tell brats that, their parents can do that. Munakata is still smiling all oh is that the reason and Fushimi snaps that yes, that’s why, don’t you have work to do. Munakata thinks that Fushimi certainly is good with kids and Fushimi clicks his tongue in response. He finds himself looking at where the kids ran off to though, thinking that it’s just maybe he didn’t want to be like ‘that guy,’ and to let the kids believe a little longer.
#Fushimi Saruhiko#Talking K#you will pry the 'Munakata believes in Santa Claus' headcanon from my cold dead hands#Munakata believes wholeheartedly and tries to catch him every year#so he can ask how Santa gets around the world in one night and sneaks into houses without chimneys#poor Fushimi never even got the chance to believe#but explaining to Munakata that Santa is your parents does no good#he can ruin Munakata's dreams that's fine he draws the line at kids
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if it was a slice of life kinda story with the fcked up elements and brief action scenes included, ichikuu would probably be like ‘the misadventures with a punk monk ~i think my best friend is in love with me??~’ lol
#this is vee speaking#you’ve got your zany characters and supernatural elements mixed in with ichiro’s kinda darker world setting turning in the bg#like he extorts some money off a kid and he feels slimy as all fck about it but then kuukou shows up and drags him on a date#and the whole time it’s ichiro wondering ‘what are we’ while kuukou goofs off with —10 inches of space between them lmao#and their date (ichiro’s been calling it a date in his head kuukou just said they were going out lmao) gets ruined because crime happens#in the form of that kid from earlier is getting double extorted by bullies and ichiro and kuukou beat them up lol#that’s episode one lol and ends with the sense ichiro’s going to try redeem himself throughout the series lol#that weirdly happens because the set up is kuukou flirting with ichiro in some capacity lol#(but the supernatural twist is that kuukou has been crossing world lines in a similar sense to homura pmmm in order to help ichiro be happy)#(and has jumped enough times to be able to predict how different worlds interact to be able station himself accordingly)#(and the only way this is hinted is his power to talk to ghosts on different realms and him occasionally needing something basic explained)#(yes ichiro your best friend loves you very much lmao)
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I'm in a group chat right now with hundreds of women and I LOVE it the vibes are immaculate and it's soo funny but one woman said that she thinks she's pansexual bc she cares more about personality and then followed up by saying she was only physically attracted to men but more emotional with women which means that she's an "enigma"......girl that's called being heterosexual. Being only sexually attracted to the opposite sex but preferring friendships with people of your own sex is maybe the most common experience of earth. bffr
#it got brought up bc my friend asked if there were any lesbian/bi/pan women in the chat#and literally 2 women said yes#and that heterosexual 😭 but i couldn't ruin the vibe by arguing w her lol#she was a tumblr girl back in the day so that explains it all. tumblr and it's real world consequences lmao#anyway i had to post this cause it was just so ridiculous lol.
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i think my constant seething rage is honestly very reasonable. i literally live in florida.
#got in argument with a guy the other day abt idk. trans athletes#was basically him trying to explain what the issue is to me (i know. that's kinda step one to having an opinion on it.)#and then going yeah huh i guess you're actually right (i was)#and i was like okay great cool we're done here let me go to class and he starts talking about like#how he still loves trump for this and that reason kinda unprompted (sorry you lost an argument dude go introspect somewhere else im LATE)#and i was like yeah idk abt that. on account of all the corruption. and the foreign policy youre saying is like manly macho man strong is#mostly just wildly stupid posturing that's going to achieve nothing at best and world war at worst#and he goes no don't worry i think DESANTIS would be better for 2024 actually#and i. UNDERSTANDBLY. was like oh okay i cannot speak to you (because i am visibly shaking with rage)#and he goes well i think you are misattributing my intentions (cunt.)#and i said no no i don't think you're malicious i just think you're stupid and wildly misinformed#and then left bc i was about to either hit him or start crying (bc that guy has been like very tangibly ruining my life for months#and i genuinely cannot fathom what fucking tax issue or whatever one would value over like. my right to idk. Exist atp.#and also this coming from someone who just tried to be like no i know so many trans people i love trans ppl im not like those conservatives#like try to dig deep down into whatever rotted husk of a brain is left in your skull and fathom why i might have a strong reaction to your#support for DESANTIS and the SPACE LASERS WOMAN#you fucking idiot.)#and was that civil. No. and now i have to apologize to him bc i feel bad about it even though i fully meant it#idk its what i get for trying to change peoples minds with stupid things like#' statistics ' and ' a utilitarian perspective ' and ' existing legal basis for my argument '#guys so wrapped up in their right wing bubble they just dont wanna hear it#n they always assume i mustve not heard their talking points and its like look at where we fucking live#and look at the state of the world. NOBODY in any form of mainstream news shares my politics lmao#you think i havent heard every conceivable argument abt trans people??? also you think im dumb enough to form an opinion without looking at#the other side? yeah man i know about the three trans women who have ever won a sports competition ever. do you?#do you even know their fucking names or sports or trial outcomes.#GOD just fucking. pseudo intellectual facist horseshit like pragru and infowars masquerading as legítimate sources#are making so many dumbass illiterate (i truly don't think they have the reading comprehension to decifer a study or even long article)#guys think they're gods gift to politics bc they listened to someone else tell them what a source says through ten layers of propaganda#just. uh. everyone should die forever and also learn to read.
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The tvd writers were like 'Steroline can only happen if we make Stefan an absolute dick to Caroline first' like woah I'm sorry what? They were best friends!! I woulda been more onboard with their relationship if they'd continued the vibes from their friendship over instead of dissolving everything first like who's fucking idea was that
#TVD#tvdu lb#series 6#The World Has Turned and Left Me Here#Stefan Salvatore#Caroline Forbes#anti series 6 stefan#we coulda had friends to lovers instead we get them destroying any friendship between them and then them being like 'theyre in love! 😊'#like what the fck they were such cute besties & you ruined it made them super ooc in the process Caroline would not let herself be treated#like that after everything and Stefan would not do that to her!! they were friends why would you take that away from them and then try#and force a relationship? that makes no sense. relationships are not divorced from friendship its not one or the other you can have both#i dont like how they handled steroline not because it didnt have potential but because they ruined who the characters were at their core#and their friendship and then just dismissed that theyd done that?? i dont know how to explain why i hate it but
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thinking about utahimes forehead...
#ooc.#just kidding im thinking of her scar. how unique and interesting of me.#describing it as not a “cataclysmic” event but just something she ended up carrying with her work....#it ruined me in a way it shouldnt#esp with how scars are viewed on women. whatever it was didnt have to be so permanent but it did and it cost her more than it should#even tho contrary to the scar she definitely won that fight. ik its obvious but it needs to be said!#oh to write an analysis on each of my jjk muses and their relation w/ the hierarchy of power and patriarchy#that is in the world...the traditions and how they digest them (or completely disregard them)#utahime seems contradictory. i can definitely see her be that positive influence for the girls she teaches. shes definitely not someone#to explain the shit way the world works and convinces the younger gen to just take it bc thats how its always been.#but also?? to wear the traditional miko attire??? its smthn thats dear to her. whether its thru personal means or for the sake of#upholding familial traditions. which. to carry something that has existed before u were ever imagined. before ur parents were.#that is smthn so strong and intimate so she holds specific traditions close (maybe her own family. not necessarily jjk society as a whole?#but then again i doubt her family is exempt from its prejudice..)#wtf was my main point.#she strives to better the next generation. but shes already stuck in this mold. her role was crafted for her and she is still#trying to break herself out.#those are my late night uta thoughts i might change this entire view later on but i wanted to focus on. um. not maki for two seconds..#can u believe that?? not focus on maki.....unbelievable of me.#its a battle to keep the life of tradition alive and pick apart the mold that has spread over time#oh the experience of living in such a culturally vibrant style that the lines blur. what is what and who do i believe#HER TECHNIQUE BEING A RITUAL DANCE FUCKCFUCKCUFKC
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Thinking about how everyone in pkmashe bw all die whether or not it’s literally (Hilbert (technically)) or metaphorically (the other four)
#Hilbert died and everyone died along with him for one reason or another#just not actually like him#they all die for different reasons and different ways#too#cheren dies in the public eyes of the people#bianca dies with no remaining positive memories of her life leading up to that moment#Hilda dies with the entire thing she lived for being ruined and something she can’t ever return to#n dies with no home to come back to in a world who didn’t know he existed up until that point#do these all make sense#i could probably explain better when it’s not almost 4am#essentially they all come back to what someone could consider what makes somebody human#whether it be perception. memories. passions. the concept of family#and how each have been ruined in some way with a respective character
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how to explain how much the theatre backstage pics hurt me
#its rare to have something in your life this large and abandon it#i started doing theatre when i was 9 or 10#i started dancing around then or before too i think#i dont think im a genius but i would not be anywhere near where i am now without it#my entire understanding of people comes from this#its the last remnant of a life i had where i had goals and i could tell where i was going and what i needed to do#to someone on the outside it looks like i never left cuz i do film and music now but i cant explain how different it is#that used to be my entire world. i only spent time there. i literally went to an arts school because i was accepted into a theatre program#and now ive left it all#idk i think about ********** and i start crying#it killed us too#im just completely different now i get stressed thinking about it or when people mention it unrelated to me likedrop that. leave it alone.#i had to kill her and now im dying too#its easy to sell your soul to rock and shred yourself on stage its expected its relieving but the mental damage theatre and dance does is#much much harder to explain#the critics and the directors like you need to constantly question why and discipline yrself#god this is so dumb i need to never look at those images again#i just remember being twelve sitting on the black boxes knowing i had to prove myself ill probably never feel like that agian#and just the basic thing of like. how many of us died from dance. how much it ruined out bodies. ballet is truly a disease#ballet kills children#rahh ive had too much im not thinking straight rn this is all feelings#just. the pride. and safety i felt fromthe backstage view#mitski i cry at the start of every movie because i wish i were doing things too
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are u telling me there are ppl who don't like rise from the ashes not bc of the video tapes or the blue badger vase but bc it expanded on edgeworth as a character and provides a good bridge between his aa1 self & aa2 self ??? explode
#CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT#cannot trust ppl to have good opinions on whats good in ace attorney at all i guess !!!!!!!!#like yeah the video tape and the fucking vase are AWFUL but that does mean that the rest of the case isnt . good#and specifically the edgeworth part of the case is like. literally arguably the best part of it#(to me the best part is the skye sisters but im biased so-)#but like same fandom that largely went APOLLO JUSTICE IS A BAD GAME when theyre literally so so wrong#sometimes i see ppl be like yeah aa5 & 6 are better than aa4 and IN WHAT WORLD . IS THAT TRUE#im gonna drink apple juice now im so mad#rando thoughtz#its ranty but not as serious as my other rants have been lately#oh btw they argued rfta edgeworth was bad bc it was revealed he didnt Actually forge evidence#so it apparently ruined miles whole character#but it literally doesnt so . shut the hell up?#ogh i have a better way to explain this that im not doing rn but im hungry and want apple juice so i dont have energy to type it
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