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i feel like dear john by taylor swift gives kevin vibes
its because riko is an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry never impressed by kevin acing his tests all the boys that youve run dry have tired lifeless eyes cause youve burnt them OOUUTTTTTT!!!!!
but yeah i agree :-) [i took your matches before fire could catch me / so don’t look now] is very kevriko
#dear john hits way too close to home i will never in my life discuss kevin days weird age trauma in public#OR SOBER FOR THAT MATTER#asks#kevin&riko#kevin#speak now in general is just a very kevin album i think#she was at the peak of her eighteen year old insanity chasing older men around with guns#it just fits really#i wish i couldve met 18 year old kevin…. what a baby
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Get you a pair of besties who can do both (and win)
#dragulaedit#Dragula Spoilers#LGBT#lgbtedit#Dragula#The Boulet Brothers Dragula#Dragula Season 6#Dragula Season 666#Season 666#Season 6#Auntie Heroine#Grey Matter#My Gif#drag#drag creature#nonbinary#gay#queer#dragsource#dndedit#Dungeons and Dragons#I'm Goblin them up#love them so much#My winners#their frienship rocks#sober pride
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Guys, hang on.
What if........ Emma-may... Southern Black Woman.......... Guys.... Think about it, that's all I ask 🙏🙏
#I'm drawing FiddEmmaStan fan art and I'm.... I can only think#I'm just a dash inebriated but my thoughts are mostly lucid ‼️#i drew the sketch a little tipsy and now I'm trusting fully drunk me to do the lineart#but I'm having fun and that's all that matters me thinks 🙏#might be a bad idea#I won't post it until sober me looks back over it that guy rules#any way#i was just thinking#i don't think I've ever drawn a black woman that's embarrassing#at least I've never posted a drawing of a black woman which y'know also embarrassing#guys...... I can't keep drawing white men 😭 it's not good for my morale#cole's talking#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddlestan#FiddEmmaStan#fiddemma#THINK ABOUT IT GUYS PLEASE
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drank too much
[ID: Digital Art of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash’s body is turned slightly away from the viewer as he holds a staggering Wolfwood by his shoulder. He has one foot ahead of the other, the foot in the back used to stabilize himself from tipping over. Wolfwood is tethering into Vash, his weight pressed into him with his arms wrapped around Vash’s waist and his face is hidden away as he leans against Vash’s shoulder. Vash’s expression can be seen, his eyes wide and mouth tight-lipped, and his face is flushed red. A speech bubble comes out from Wolfwood, saying a drawled “Spikeyyy...”. The background are desaturated pastels of blue and green, showing night time, as they stand in the middle of an empty street that is also lit by the moon not depicted. Yellow light is seen coming from the inside of a saloon. End ID]
#vashwood#Vash the Stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#when i think of who handles their alcohol best -- it's going to be vash naturally. considering his age but also his plant biology?#idk how his plant biology comes into things but it feels like it makes sense... and helps build his tolerance... also he's canonically#a bit of an alcoholic i think... one of his vices. and im sure ww drinks but his go-to comfort is through smoking not drinking#slight detour but the barkeeper was also like i'm the angel that provides drinks for these troubled souls. all i could think of is#a parallel from ww to vash... vash going thru this hell on his own during that point in the chapter and ww is the angel who will give him#his space and then also save him later. But anyway. that's a completely different topic. as a result of ww Not being much of a drinker#i feel like he'd be clingy... a LOT less verbal but more physically affectionate#i feel like he'd be able to speak as he normally does but when he wants to ask for something he'd just reduce it down to names#spikey needle noggin while tugging on vash's arm. vash explodes immediately#this is also very self indulgent if u cant tell.#i was just thinking that ww while sober is a hard cage to crack through no matter how close vw gets to one another.#while ww can end up being emotionally vulnerable -- has to at some point within their relationship -- he still just has tons of trouble#navigating his own personal wants.#ruporas art
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can’t remember the last time i had something to look forward to. can’t remember the last time i actively enjoyed anything
#at least not sober#don’t think it matters that much i think most people aren’t happy#im just tired of feeling like this
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r u chill w non transitioning ppl?
Why wouldn't I be? At one point, every trans person who is transitioning was once someone who wasn't (whether or not that was a choice or their need is a separate discussion).
Hatred of any kind of trans person is not a Righteous or Good Thing - every single trans person has their place, their entitlement to safety, community, and respect of who they are
#ask#anon#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#when i was a kid i cared way more about Earning a spot - about every trans person Proving ourselves#and then i grew up in many ways and experienced many unfortunate things - as a kid who couldn't transition nonetheless#that quickly sobered me to the reality that it doesn't matter what you do or don't do as a trans person#divided we fall. you canNOT give into the divide and conquer strategy - you will NEVER survive#the second you decide that some trans people are worth discarding entirely is the second you set a precedent#and that precedent will eventually choke you. that precedent WILL exclude you eventually#i think a lot of people end up in the place of You Have To Earn Your Spot because they think it will save them...#...those ridged requirements tell you what you need to do to Earn Being Alive...#...if there is no goal where you have earned unconditional respect and security what is there to do?#what would the point be? why should trans people even bother if we aren't guaranteed safety over all?#that misses the true foundation for so many of those requirements is control - not safety or respect#as i have transitioned medically i've learned so much about what the point is#in so many ways i have had really negative experiences because of transitioning - but the joy always outweighs the pain#that joy is what made it worth it
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I know that people are rarely their best selves at a funeral, but do you ever just watch your family move through the process of mourning the Patriarch and have a sudden and violent and vivid understanding of Why Everyone Is The Way They Are
#it doesn't really matter if the answer is yes or no#because the thing is i am watching my family disintegrate in the wake and wreckage of disability/chronic illness#and i am feeling a grief and a rage that i cannot quite cope with#i am feeling many things and I am extremely drunk on vodka and tequila and red wine and i spent all day emotionally regulating#the worlds most fucking fucked up audhd genetic pool i've ever seen in my life#i don't quite know how to cope with the things that have happened today and as busy as my brain is given all that i prolly shouldn't have#had quite so many substances#the crossfade is far superior to being sober around my family and apparently despite it all i wasn't too incoherent#i was a blubbering baby the whole funeral tho#and i did spend the whole reception trying to manage a pots episode and the whole after party trying to stabilize my cousins#i don't know where in all this I will really be able to grieve my uncle himself#but honestly part of the issue on that is that i am feeling rather upset with and disappointed in the few people in my family who I had come#to trust over the years#chrissy and jenn are still everything i knew them to he#*be#and everyone else.....well#the people i knew before at least#fucking intergenerational trauma - the musical
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Trauma is a wound
Let's talk about trauma. talk about it in a way that honors the person who has been wounded. talk about it without being condescending or dismissive. talk about without making disgusted or shocked facial expressions, further shaming the wounded person. talk about it with empathy and compassion. talk about it without guilt-tripping the survivor.
Trauma is something that happens inside of you as a result of what happened to you.
There is no set standard for healing. There is no timeline to be followed. There is no expectation of linear progression toward healing.
Treatment is not the same as healing. Healing doesn't happen without remediation. Remediation doesn't happen without change. Change doesn't happen without affirmative action. Action doesn't happen without making decisions. Decisions don't happen without discussion. Discussion doesn't happen unless you can talk about it. So, let's talk about it.
#trauma#trauma recovery#personal development#mental health matters#mental health support#therapy#stress#psychology#reflect#actually mentally ill#mental illness#mental health#relationships#real talk#talk to me#talk#living with cptsd#actually cptsd#cptsd recovery#just cptsd things#complex ptsd#ptsd recovery#ptsd#actually ptsd#recovery#sober#soberlife#sober living#clean and sober#sobriety
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Wow, drunk ford! Never thought I’d see that after your “karaoke” night. People say “drunk words sober thoughts”, so what are your thoughts on Calypso, and did you and Bill ever actually date? (Am I asking this cause I wanna hear ford drunkenly gush and rant? Yes.)
(due to everything going on during the Christmas Party, I didn’t get the chance to get to my inbox!
But, now that I have the opportunity, I will begin to answer questions that were directed to Ford while he was intoxicated.. “translated” text will be in the tags)
Wwise words! (mumble mumble)..Ssober tthoughtss…..I nneed t’ write—tthat down…
Callie?..Haha…II rreally enjjoy hher company….hher ppresence is…Wwith jjust a word, oor a llook..II’m weak! Haha!
Ssshe iss..llike an angel—Jjust the...Tth—the Sweetest. Jjust the best ddate..I’mm gglad she llet me bring hher…
—But. Bbill? Ggod, ddon’t get—mme sstarted.
Wwe..nnever rreally put..a llabel on itt…Sspent a llot of ttime together..kkaraoke..mmaybe shhared a mmoment or ttwo..Bbut he betrayedd—hhe used me—Thhrew oour rellationshhip—whatever—awayy. Nnone of it mmatters anymmore.
Hhis loss.
II’m ddone—ttalkin’ aabout it.
#*Wise* words!..Sober thoughts..I need to write that down.#*Callie?* Haha. I *really* enjoy her company. Her presence is—With *just* a word or a look—*I’m weak!* Haha!#She is like an *angel*. Just the *sweetest*..Just the best date—I’m glad she let me bring her.#But *Bill?* *God* *don’t* get me *started.*#(We never really put a label on it—Spent a lot of time together..and karaoke..*maybe* shared a moment or two..But—)#He *betrayed*—He *used* me—Threw our relationship—*Whatever*—away—None of it matters anymore.#His loss. I’m done talking about it.#— divider i guess —#he was grinning and giggly and then bill was brought up and he was like Ugh This Guy.#posted this at 3am so it’s not as ‘good’ as i want it to be but haha i loved this question#i had to keep hyping myself up and reminding myself that he’s drunk so it doesn’t have to be incredibly formal#ford pines#calypso the siren#bill cipher#billford#i guess?#gravity falls roleplay#🎄🎉#drunk ford
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you know what I think would be really funny?
Truth or dare or something similar with pre-relationship codywan.
#i imagine it as a crack fic scenario but treated seriously#maybe after they won the war everyone goes into a club or something and gets drunk#some people more than others but the thing is it doesn't even really matter that Obi-Wan only has 2 glasses and Cody only sips on his#while Anakin has 4 and Rex refuses to say how many he's had#coz at the end of the day all of them are equally fucked#they didn't pay attention to the kind of bar they ventured into in their victory bliss and so#they didn't pay attention to the kinds of drinks being served (very unjedi like i know...or is it? im eyeing the Hondo episode)#long story short their drinks were spiked with some fancy syrup that makes them unexpectedly truthful and they don't realise this#not until they're sober enough again to realise what kind of questions they've been answering#codywan
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Literally, I think I'll be genuinely angry if we go some huge amount of time without ever seeing Yaz again. LIKE I CANT GET OVER: There is a Woman out there, who loves you so much. Sometimes to her own detriment, but God is she truly in love with you. You, The Doctor, are in love with this woman. You wished for forever with this woman. You regreted not giving voice to how much you love her so much, that it almost fucking fixes you're next incarnation. You! The Doctor!! have a whole lifetime of therapy, or whatever you quantify as that idk, in part to work on that whole "so emotionally repressive, its killing the vibes in the next galaxy over" and are back and traveling and whatnot. AND THAT WOMAN IS STILL OUT THERE!! If I were you, The Doctor, I would go tell that wonderful woman who loved me and stood by me when I was actively breaking her heart and pushing her away that I love her. That even if those emotions have changed in the lifetime I've been away, That there was a time that I loved her like she loved me. That I carry that love we shared still and what has become of it with me.
#doctor who#thasmin#the doctor#yasmin khan#char.txt#in my imagination the doctor/yaz reunion actually happens with 15 but that's because i love ncuti most#i wish I could say this is a product of some kind inebriation but the truth is im stone cold sober#i just get really impassioned abt shit that doesnt matter past midnight#anyway if i was a companion of the doctor and i heard about them and yaz and learned that shes not even dead and he said nothing to her#I'd bludgeon them until they regenerate into someone less stupid (i have a taste for violence that my therapist should hear abt)
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wild that "one night at Rosie's" was the first time Mulcahy had been to Rosie's bar. This means that even though everyone was Kung fu fighting, and the whole place got destroyed, Mulcahy still had a really good time and decided to go back again in "no laughing matter"
#Dudes got taste ill give him that#Mash#mash 4077#father francis mulcahy#no laughing matter#One night at Rosie's#I'm not sober but I am having fun
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Persönliche Meinung:
Thorsten sollte öfter unter Drogen gesetzt werden, damit er offener mit Sebastian spricht.
Eigentlich sollte es eine Folge geben, in der beide unter Drogen gesetzt werden.
There has to be a truth serum fic in the fandom, right????? If that's the only way they will talk to each other????
#these silly boys will never speak to each other about things that matter otherwise#yes i'm rewatching die nacht der kommissar#and it's so endearing how earnest thorsten was with sebastian when he tells him things#and the amount of times they call each other by their first names#and when thorsten praises sebastian for being a good Kommissar#and says 'i'll never lie to you' or 'i'll never leave you alone it's too dangerous'#these are the things that a sober Thorsten will NEVER say to Sebastian's face directly#tatort stuttgart#thorsten lannert#sebastian bootz
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that would make sense, i believe they knew he was going to get a lot of mail but not this much, so they tried to give him all and then try to keep up but it's impossible. and yes, i also believe they're trying to sabotage some because everytime someone asks something the rules change a little bit lol like before the limit was 5 pages, now 3 (i believe they changed it because they're tired of really long letters) but we wouldn't have known if someone didn't ask.
i understand that they're probably understaffed and it's not like they can spend their whole days reading his letters, but at least commit to giving him 10 a day and include sat & sun because at this rate he'll read his birthday wishes during halloween.
because everytime someone asks something the rules change a little bit lol like before the limit was 5 pages, now 3 (i believe they changed it because they're tired of really long letters) but we wouldn't have known if someone didn't ask.
really long letters weren't getting in anyways, the envelope can't be too thick or else they'll dump it already without letting it go through screening. but yeah their possible reluctance to read long letters from adoring fans (the COs definitely don't like it) might be hindering the whole process too.
also them being understaffed is possibly their fault too, like i'm not sure about whether prisons have enough staff regularly but because the NY COs went on strike because they got pressed with charges for killing an inmate in another prison, that might have something to do with the understaffed situation too.
and anyways i genuinely don't think MDC Brooklyn has the infrastructure or the staff there has the patience to screen through and photocopy thousands of letters and hand it all over to one inmate. (every inmate is allowed only a certain amount of personal possessions anyways, so he wouldn't be able to get or keep that many letters with himself either way even if all of them somehow miraculously pass through the process of screening)
at this rate he'll read his birthday wishes during halloween
please no :( people really gotta think and send him some letters/cards around his birthday :( he's still human and he's still young and we do appreciate his existence, least we can do is letting him know we appreciate him existing
#i would have answered this ask yesterday when i got it#but i honestly couldn't bring myself to talk about something as unimportant as mail and birthday#just after having a really sobering conversation about the death penalty in this case#because honestly it matters much more if he can walk away free (and stay alive and grow old) instead of silly stupid mail#even though it does help keep him in the public eye and keeps him endeared to the public#luigi mangione#free luigi#asks
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throwback to when i tried to stay friends with an ex but he texted me for advice trying to get with a different guy and then called me while high trying to convince me that sharks could breath oxygen and i was like "yeah this friendship isnt gonna work"
I see! I've heard people trying to convince others about sharks being smooth, but sharks breathing oxygen is a new one for me, I have to admit. I'm sorry the friendship didn't work out, but I think I can see where you're coming from here (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
#hopefully he knew better when he was sober?#thank you for the ask (⌒‿⌒)!#teruhashi ask blog#teruhashi rp blog#tdlosk rp#saiki k rp#saiki k#((Did you know sharks are smooth btw? no matter which way you pet them.))#pk academy au
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Some context and clarification.
#kendrick lamar#mr. morale & the big steppers#mother i sober#this has some Heavy subject matter proceed with caution#Spotify
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