#No emotion

[the-moon-whisperer]

[garbage-tea-party]

Some people (especially empaths) need to understand, I WISH I can care, sometimes it's less stress and worry but IT FEELS SO DEHUMANISING like my own brain is degrading me until I don't consider myself as human anymore.

I would love to feel, to experience affection, joy, kindness, I would love to experience love.

But instead I get boredom that it can physically hurt, anger that just boils and explodes, and fear that I am not safe everywhere I go.

Worst of all, I tried, please believe that. I actually tried to be a person but all efforts will always go to fail because I can not escape myself.

[azhar456]

I buried sadness in a hole inside me until I reached the point where I didn't know what I felt..

[kaisermaschine]

Niki Lauda. 1977 Austrian Grand Prix by Oleg Konin

[thattheater-kid]

I’ve always felt bad for my friends.

I’m aplatonic and no empathy autistic. I don’t particularly want to be friends with any of them. That doesn’t mean I don’t care about them. I do care. I don’t hate them. I enjoy hanging out with them. I just don’t particularly care to be friends with them and I don’t feel any platonic love towards them. I don’t feel anything towards them.

They say “I love you” to me and all I can say back is “I like being around you” because I don’t love them and i refuse to lie to them. They tell me their problems, sobbing in my arms, and I have nothing to say because I don’t feel bad for them. I’m just like “that sucks”.

I feel like they don’t want me around. I’m not pleasant. I show very little emotion, if any. I don’t love them at all. I like being around them, but I don’t love them, not in the way I’m “supposed” to.

I always felt bad for them because I felt like I was made wrong.

But there’s no reason for me to feel bad. It’s not my fault I can’t love them or empathize with them. I’m just not the friend they look to for empathy anymore. They don’t look to me to respond emotionally. They come to me when they want cold, objective advice. They don’t expect me to say that I love them. They’re fine with my version. They do still enjoy being around me. I have so much fun with my friends. I still have fulfilling friendships. They know I care, I just can’t love.

I don’t need love to live a happy life, and I don’t need to love my friends to have fulfilling friendships.

[cowcowwow]

FOOT. CRAMPING UP

SAVE MEEEEEEEE

[relatable-lyrics]

Detach.

[mechaking789]

Transformers Prime Shockwave MEME ( Found this Image on Google)

[greenlight20]

My thoughts on the Casey Anthony case: I believe 100% that she killed her 3 year old daughter and tried to cover it up. She made up a story about a fake babysitter. Casey never showed emotion and always blamed other's. She even threw her father under the bus claiming he killed her daughter. I think that was so low. I can't believe with so much evidence pointing to her committing this crime that she was found not guilty. I'm disappointed in the system and the people that let a killer go free.

[torturedpoetmaybecrazywhocantell]

I'd cry.

I'd cry if i knew how to

But i dont

I don't know how to cry.

I cried all my tears as a child and now there's none left, now i can only put it inside of my heart,and wait till it comes out as hysteria or anger, as a burning pain in my throat.

Can we reschedule my lobotomy surgery, Mr. Doctor?

[xxmyriamxx]

“Traición “

Una persona a la que le tenía mucha cercanía me ha traicionado ,es una sensación horrible ,tantos años juntos y yo estando ciega ,pensando que esa persona era legítimamente mi amiga para enterarme de que solo me estaba utilizando para subirse su ego apuñalandome por la espalda .

[arsenicisaddictive]

I find myself feeling this perpetual numb indifference; sure I can laugh and I don’t know if I can cry, but it’s like there’s nothing out there that can bother me.

And it’s not the hollow cold of depression, it’s just continually flat emotions where nothing really matters, but not in an unhappy way, just an inability to care way.

I don’t know how I feel about it, but all I know is I barely feel at all, and it’s weird because it bothers me but also doesn’t because there’s nothing that matters to me anymore.

Honestly, depression might’ve been better than this flat indifference, because at least then I knew I was missing something. Now I’m just a low static hum of non-existent emotion.

[azhar456]

"are you a robot?" maybe

[sayashighlife]

It scares me when i See the emptiness in my own eyes lately

[goldengenprint]

People can only meet you at their own level of emotional maturity and growth.