#No emotion

[the-moon-whisperer]

[kaisermaschine]

Niki Lauda. 1977 Austrian Grand Prix by Oleg Konin

[thattheater-kid]

I’ve always felt bad for my friends.

I’m aplatonic and no empathy autistic. I don’t particularly want to be friends with any of them. That doesn’t mean I don’t care about them. I do care. I don’t hate them. I enjoy hanging out with them. I just don’t particularly care to be friends with them and I don’t feel any platonic love towards them. I don’t feel anything towards them.

They say “I love you” to me and all I can say back is “I like being around you” because I don’t love them and i refuse to lie to them. They tell me their problems, sobbing in my arms, and I have nothing to say because I don’t feel bad for them. I’m just like “that sucks”.

I feel like they don’t want me around. I’m not pleasant. I show very little emotion, if any. I don’t love them at all. I like being around them, but I don’t love them, not in the way I’m “supposed” to.

I always felt bad for them because I felt like I was made wrong.

But there’s no reason for me to feel bad. It’s not my fault I can’t love them or empathize with them. I’m just not the friend they look to for empathy anymore. They don’t look to me to respond emotionally. They come to me when they want cold, objective advice. They don’t expect me to say that I love them. They’re fine with my version. They do still enjoy being around me. I have so much fun with my friends. I still have fulfilling friendships. They know I care, I just can’t love.

I don’t need love to live a happy life, and I don’t need to love my friends to have fulfilling friendships.

[mammomlette]

Pretty sure this is confirmed to not be canon (though that could just be my brain playing tricks on me and making me think I heard it) but I like to imagine that there isn’t a happy birthday song in the devildom, so when MCs birthday roles around and they had heard briefly that they sing happy birthday in the human world, nobody knows what to sing.

The angels are trying to harmonise on something which Asmo ends up trying to join in with, lucifer is either just speaking or showing off, diavolo and mammon are just yelling in random tunes “HAAAAAAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY”, Levi is singing something from one of his shows…

Until they settle on something simple. Something very demure:

“MC we loooovee you.”

“..?”

“MC we loooooove you.”

“…”

“MC we looooove you”

“..!”

“Mc we loooooooove y-“

LIKE YKNOW “MAMA WE LOOOOVE YOU?” JUST IMAGINE LIKE, 11-14 GROWN AS MEN(or woman, thirteen) AND A LITTLE KID CIRCLING YOU AND SINGING THAT. COMPLETELY MONOTONOUS, SOME STRAIGHT FACES AND SOME WAYYYY TO BRIGHT SMILES FOR THE LACK OF CHEER IN THE SONG. BEING TANTED BY THE CAKE BEING HELD BY THE DIY CHOIR IN FRONT OF YOU. Nightmare fuel.

[relatable-lyrics]

Detach.

[mechaking789]

Transformers Prime Shockwave MEME ( Found this Image on Google)

[xxmyriamxx]

“Traición “

Una persona a la que le tenía mucha cercanía me ha traicionado ,es una sensación horrible ,tantos años juntos y yo estando ciega ,pensando que esa persona era legítimamente mi amiga para enterarme de que solo me estaba utilizando para subirse su ego apuñalandome por la espalda .

[azhar456]

"are you a robot?" maybe

[arsenicisaddictive]

I find myself feeling this perpetual numb indifference; sure I can laugh and I don’t know if I can cry, but it’s like there’s nothing out there that can bother me.

And it’s not the hollow cold of depression, it’s just continually flat emotions where nothing really matters, but not in an unhappy way, just an inability to care way.

I don’t know how I feel about it, but all I know is I barely feel at all, and it’s weird because it bothers me but also doesn’t because there’s nothing that matters to me anymore.

Honestly, depression might’ve been better than this flat indifference, because at least then I knew I was missing something. Now I’m just a low static hum of non-existent emotion.

[sayashighlife]

It scares me when i See the emptiness in my own eyes lately

[goldengenprint]

People can only meet you at their own level of emotional maturity and growth.

[slowlydyingalone]

I feel so fucking numb

It hits my head and I feel none

My body's looking wrong

My body's feeling wrong

[journey-of-the-morningstars-blog]

If we can magic ask. . . I magic Alastor's emotions away for 40 asks. It'll cause some angst.

Alastor: What? Why? *His emotions leave, but he is confused by this turn of events*

[imfullofworms]

Did anyone else wake up one day 11 years ago and ever since then feel like a thin slice of un-buttered toast or was it just me?