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Hello

Welcome to my dairy

Where all my deepest fears goes

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✞ 666 ✞

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I feel like people are mad at me

Please dont be mad at me

Im trying

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i love taking my anxiety medication just to wash it down with a red bull that’s gonna give me more anxiety🤣🤣🤣

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regulus kinnies be having the worst most foul fucking depressive episodes randomly and no one will ever know. i kin regulus.

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sorry i was passionate & intense & insane. it will happen again

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And here we see the sad queer in their natural habitat, crawling pathetically back to tumblr the minute ao3 goes down to check the tag

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That feeling when you hold stuff in for too long and then you break down crying for one stupid grade because you tried to pretend that you're happy for way too long

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Elaborate.

I think I'm starting to have beef with a one (1) year old

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I have the eldest daughter urge to run way and start the new life

Im the youngest child but nothing was ever expected from my brother

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This room is filled with my mistakes and its haunting me

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I'd cry.

I'd cry if i knew how to

But i dont

I don't know how to cry.

I cried all my tears as a child and now there's none left, now i can only put it inside of my heart,and wait till it comes out as hysteria or anger, as a burning pain in my throat.

Can we reschedule my lobotomy surgery, Mr. Doctor?

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God please help me for I'm losing my mind

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And tonight ill ache with undefined sadness and longing for a reason i dont know

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When i was a little girl i was deeply religious

And i remeber i wanted to be a priest

But then i learned that a woman cannot be a priest only a nun

And i think that was the moment my rage began

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Fuck indeed my future plans were just shattered

Me at age 13, exhausted at school after staying up all night to read fanfic: I can’t wait until I’m an adult and I can stay up reading without any consequences!

Me, an adult, exhausted at work after staying up all night reading fanfic: Fuck.