#sad reality

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It breaks my heart knowing there are so many beautiful souls out there questioning their worth because someone they loved made them feel unloveable.

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𝑰𝒇 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒆𝒓,

𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇.

[lanaknowsitried0]

[pengipie]

Every elder in Palestine have their old homes keys because they believe that one day they'll be back again ..

[classycookiexo]

[azhar456]

I buried sadness in a hole inside me until I reached the point where I didn't know what I felt..

[god-in-the-middle]

You know, a girls dream for Prince charming never dies. They develop into millions of other cravings, but then never die. The thought of your man coming on a horse never dies. The idea of true loves kiss doesn't dies. The idea of living in a castle never dies, neither the thought of fighting for that love.

Instead it changes. Now as grown ups, we expect a saviour. We expect someone who worships us. We expect someone to understand even before expressing it.

And you know what's the worst part? Be it as a kid, be it as a grown up, our dreams will always be dreams. A figment of our imagination. Fiction. And that's the fucking truth.

Because, come on, late be real, how many of the girls have actually lived their dream life? Zero to none. And what hurts the most is that, even when we know that it will never come true, we still dream. Just for that momentary satisfaction of being in a life we love. But. We all know that too. Shame.

[fieldofdahlias]

I've come to terms with it.

You're never coming back.

And I've come to a conclusion because of it.

I will continue on with my life. I will meet a stranger, learn everything about them, maybe I'll even love them.

But I will be settling.

For the rest of my life, I will live with the knowledge that whoever I share the rest of my life with will be someone I will never be in love with.

We'll get married, buy a house together, maybe even have kids. And I will love that person, but I'll never be in love with them.

Because they aren't you.

All the while I know you'll fall in love with someone else. You'll let them into the deepest, darkest parts of your mind and soul. Places I once knew better than I knew myself. They will be loving and attentive, and you'll love them more deeply than you ever did me.

I will be but a ghost of your past, a memory.

But at least I know what it was like to be loved by you. All consuming, heart aching, soul shattering.

I wish you the happiness I know I'll never find in another human being again.

- dahlia

[what-the-hell-am-i-doing-here]

the saddest part of having cats is that they can't answer me when I ask if they slept alright

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Took it personal because I would have never done it to you.

[mentations]

Offense is taken , not given.

[ninichii-xcix]

There are no words in the English dictionary that can ever begin to describe the pain of missing someone that you still see everyday. How it breaks your heart to see the same person but know that they are no longer the one you once loved the most. To see eyes once filled with love now look back at you with indifference. To hear very little words from the voice that once spoke to you endlessly until you fall asleep. To feel so unloved, unseen, unheard, unimportant to a person who once held you like you’re their most prized possession, like you were the greatest miracle in their life.

[lanaknowsitried0]

I’m trying so hard

[pengipie]

If my depression could text me, this is what it would say:

9 am: Don’t get out of bed today. Close the curtains tightly.

10 am: Don’t answer your mom’s call. It's a burden.

11 am: People have it harder. You’re just lazy.

12 pm: If you were stronger, this wouldn’t be happening to you. You’re weak.

1 pm: Nothing good will ever happen to you again.

2 pm: If you tell your friends about me, they’ll think you’re crazy.

3 pm: Don’t go to class today. What’s the point?

4 pm: You should end your relationship with your boyfriend. It’s not fair that he has to deal with both of us. He can be happy and normal without you.

5 pm: Everyone would be happier without you.

6 pm: Go watch TV. You know I won’t let you do anything else.

7 pm: you’ve wasted your entire day. What's wrong with you?

8 pm: I will never leave you.

9 pm: Tomorrow won't be any better.

- Fortessa Latifi -

[azhar456]

my life is a lie, i'm living a lie

[rr-sheep]

What is left... Is gone

Happiness ...Cannot be re-lived