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tekitothemagpie · 3 months ago

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HOW did Stain not run up to him and hug him I don't know.

The voices he made while crying killed me.

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littlefankingdom · 2 months ago

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Originally, Bruce and Dick slept in the same bed.

I like to twist this around: Bruce, being a young parent, was VERY protective and worried about his boy who wants to go fight criminals with him, and it translated into him refusing to let Dick leave his side after difficult nights. Dick is hurt? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Dick isn't hurt but it was a close call? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Bruce just got scared but Dick was fine? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Dick is scared? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Of course, this led to Dick also refusing to leave Bruce's side when Bruce gets hurt or could have been hurt, so he also sleeps in Bruce's bed on these nights. And, as he grew up in a circus, always moving around, he is used to sleeping in his parents' arms or very close by, so it's normal for him.

So, Dick is often sleeping in Bruce's bed, cuddled up to Bruce. And as he grows up, he sleeps less and less in Bruce's arms, and he supports less and less Bruce's suffocating anxiety. Finally, he stops completely.

Some events make him wants to crawl back in his dad's bed (his multiple SA, the destruction of Bludhaven, the multiple times he thought Bruce died, etc...), but he never dares to. He is an adult now, and he fears Bruce would have a problem with it. Bruce is also not that welcoming toward physical affection since Jason's death (something Cass fixes, but that's another story). So, Dick doesn’t, even when he craves to.

Until Bruce is send back in time and believed dead. When he comes back, Dick just cannot stop himself, he needs to hold his dad, and he is so afraid Bruce will dissappear if he isn't touching him. He is holding him all evening long, and when it's time for bed, Bruce wordlessly goes to sleep holding Dick with one arm, the other around Tim. (Damian isn't close enough to Bruce yet to dare come sleep with them, Cass is in Hong-Kong, but she is jumping on a plane and will join the sleep-cuddle pile, Jason isn't back in the batfam yet but the possibility of losing Bruce scared him so bad, he is going to start to make efforts to not be on bad terms with them)

#bruce wayne #batman #dick grayson #robin #nightwing #batfam #dc comics #my ramblings #Jason also needed to sleep with Bruce anytime Bruce got hurt because it reminded him of his mom #and he was scared Bruce would die if he looked away #but Bruce had calmed down after his fight with Dick and wasn't making Jason sleep with him anytime he got scared #Bruce is a good dad but that doesn't mean he is perfect he is flawed #and I believed his fight with Dick is inevitable and important for both their character development #anyway about Cass she is very touch starve in Batgirl and JUST WANT A HUG FROM HER DAD like all her life she just wanted to be hugged #but only ever got training and violence growing up #so the moment Bruce shows her he will give her affection and hugs? she is hugging that man so much #and because she reads people so easily she knows he loves it and never hesitates to just jump on him for a hug #Let's go back to Jason he has a breakdown after battle for the cowl because he realizes his dad is GONE #when he sees Bruce again he is ugly crying behind the hood and he punches him to see if he's real #then he runs away because he isn’t ready to face his feelings #okay I need to stop talking about my batman canon #Dick as a kid: *scraps his knee* Bruce: *refusing to let go of him* What if it gets infected and HE DIES?!

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l1li4n · 4 months ago

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MY BABY

I'm raising my point again, how could ANYONE, EVER. EVER HURT HIM???????????????????????

#he had drip back then man #we need sophie to step up again #look at him poking his tongue out #istfg i have never seen a cuter baby #fuck j*s verstappen #he reminds me of the quote #you would have loved my younger self i was softer #he makes me want to cry #nothing could ever make me hate you max verstappen #I'm a max defender till death #if he has no fans i am dead #my pookie #my little nerd #max verstappen #mv33 #mv1

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deweyduck · 2 years ago

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@pscentral event 15: favourite relationships

↳ ANNE BOONCHUY, SASHA WAYBRIGHT, & MARCY WU

Change can be difficult, but it's how we grow. It can be the hardest thing to realise you can't hold on to something forever. Sometimes... you have to let it go. But of the things you let go... you'd be surprised... what makes its way back to you.

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thebirdandhersong · 3 months ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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phagodyke · 2 months ago

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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man #thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking #mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they #dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done #listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life #i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this #once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i #dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this #ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be #i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about #how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being #given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out #entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please #its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have #to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once #and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general #feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this #but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is #i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired #i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if #i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore #i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr #and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning #my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better #it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood #my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it #cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen #.vent #ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.

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mitsuki91 · 8 months ago

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Listen... Listen to me... I can take all the bad takes you want, I can see Snowbaird as a toxic mess, BUT you can not say Coryo would beat Lucy Gray or poison her.

Do you know how a mental breakdown work, right? The fact that the things you do are not who you are in that particular moment?

And I mean. Okay. Maybe he could lose it again and Lucy Gray ends up dead. I can see this.

But poison need premeditation, and beating someone more then once (or, as op said, when he discovered she was pregnant WTF) need something else, and Coryo WOULD NEVER.

HE WOULD NEVER, NOT WITH LUCY GRAY.

... Okay thanks, I needed to scream it out.

#that post hurts my soul #no hate to op but like... no #breeding kink aside Coryo would see Lucy Gray's pregnancy as a further proof she belongs to him #she is tied to him so bad with a child #and the poison?! wtf?!#is this again the “president snow glasses” problem?#but with lucy gray?! never. never in a milion of years #that old man could torture children himself but he would NOT do this to Lucy Gray ever #coriolanus snow #lucy gray baird #snowbaird #ALSO WHY THIS WAS IN THE MAIN TAG #ARGH #you want to make me crying this morning I see

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binch-i-might-be · 9 days ago

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considering committing an act of violence for christmas and getting my best friend a dvd of grave of the fireflies

#i'm not sure if he's ever watched it but i love to make that man suffer. also forced him to watch brokeback mountain and i don't think #he's forgiven me yet lol #i watched grave of the fireflies once (1) and then proceeded to ugly cry on my couch for thirty minutes so i never watched it again ♥️#rayrambles

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tricoufamily · 1 year ago

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once again thinking about how easy it would be for me to be in a relationship if i was cis

#cis woman cis man either way #dude in the neighborhood has a crush on me telling me i'm beautiful like 'thanks! i will go home and cry now'#i fucking hate being trans i wish i wasn't lol #and sometimes i feel like i can't talk about this anywhere bc in a lot of trans spaces it's like. taboo? to express anything but positivity #as if me being honest about how i feel about myself is somehow how i feel about every single trans person jesus christ but whatever whateve #like listen peace and love but i need you to do me a favor and promise me you will not come at me with any 'transness should be about joy'#i know you mean well i know you're right. but transness for me /is/ pain and sorrow. that's all it's ever caused me my entire life #you have to remember that i'm from rural appalachian tennessee with a transphobic family #some of the most deeply rooted self hating repression for years just for. more honest self hatred #i've never admitted this before but i've considered detransitioning and repressing because of transphobia many times #i'm not brave i'm not strong i'm not trying to make some grand statement or be the voice of a generation. i just want to Be. you know #i just got really really unlucky #but i can't repress. i know that would be even more miserable so i'm just. trapped. forever #who i want to be forever out of reach like tantalus or something i don't know #i want to be loved #or maybe i should just watch the batman again

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dirt-str1der · 9 months ago

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I think t is actually improving my ability to cry like crazy nonstop at the drop of a hat , i was promised different. Whats happening to me ?

#Listen to my problems #yeah this is about the guitar riff again i started crying when i thought about how awesome it was #who knows not me i never lost control. youre face to face with the man who sold the world 🔥🎸🔥🎸💥💥🎸🎸🔥🎸😧🤯🎸🎸🎸💫💥💥🔥#sorry for listening to music i promise never to do it again #i was thinking about how david bowie makes music and everyone is falling over themselves to cover it #ive been listening to nirvanas version ever since i heard it on the radio ... this is crazy ..!#its so simple but it sounds sooo good

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twpsyn-who · 9 months ago

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Today on "Another JeanMarco Soulmate AU absolutely no one asked for" I present to you -

Soulmate AU in which you stop seeing colors when your soulmate dies, the only exception being your soulmate. Now cue to Jean who just found Marco's, his best friend's, body. And you know, there's the shock of finding out Marco's dead. The pain and confusion and guilt. But there's also the revelation, because despite everything he can still see Marco like nothing took place at all- yes, half of his face is missing and his body is straight up lifeless, but Jean can still make out the color of his eye ; see that light shade of brown perfectly, remember all the times he has found himself looking at them while listening to Marco talk. He can still make out the colors of his uniform, see the same shade of black his hair has always had, practically see. Despite being dead, Marco was the only piece of color left in his life.

And there's denial for a moment because there's no way Marco was his soulmate. But that goes away fast, getting replaced by guilt. By the fact that he hasn't been there to save him, that Marco has to die all alone without anyone being there for him.

And that was worse than the simple fact that he could no longer see colors ; because Marco was there when Jean needed him, but he failed to do the same. And not only he lost his best friend that day, but his other half too.

#Anyway this fucker doesn't tell anyone about the whole soulmate thing. Not of shame of anything but because he's mourning man and also is no #One's business. Anyway the first one to find out is Armin because he notices and ever since he makes sure to mention colors as often as he #can. Like 'These flowers are a nice shade of red' or 'Green suits you well Jean! You should wear this shirt' stuff like that #Jean does appreciates it once he gets over his ego and pain and lets other people get closer to him #Funny enough Jean is the only one in that situation loool. Well I don't know about Reiner and Historia is getting there soon enough but #everyone else??? Colors everywhere man #Is both funny and sad #'Since when..?' Jean expected that question yet he wasn't truly ready to answer it. Deep down he knew he was never going to be ready for it #'Trost' his voice stains sightly while naming the city. His own city. The place he grew up in all his life. The others say nothing else #after that confession. They were all aware many has died during Trost. It wasn't that far fetched for Jean's soulmate to be some civilian #lost during the evacuations or something. But then Connie's eyes widen ever so sightly the realization sitting in. He doesn't even register #when he says 'It was Marco right?' and regrets it immediately. Jean's painful face is all the answer they needed #Also Historia ready the letter and the world losing colors while she's doing that??? Her tearing up a little but not letting herself cry #until she gets alone???? Her going to Jean once that happens and them comforting each other?????#They starts seeing colors again once Eren dies. Poor Jean is trying his best to not have a breakdown because Connie needed him more in that #moment #Reading* wtf my tags make no sens sorry guys I'm lowkey tired #aot #jean kirstein #jeanmarco #aot jean #marco bodt #marco bott #aot marco #jean kirschstein #snk #JeanMarco Soulmate AU #soulmates au #I'm not sad you are

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silent-sentinels · 2 months ago

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lays on the fucking. ground. maybe we should open commissions. so we can buy a new laptop

theres so many other funds that need money and we can still deal with this

our fucking enter and backspace key stopped working bro idk what to tell you. this is including: volume up and down buttons, brightness up and down buttons, screenshare button, 1, 3, 9, q, e, o, d, h, and now enter and backspace. even after relocating half our keys to our keypad buttons this shit is nigh unusable.

nOT TO MENTION OUR CHARGER THAT ONLY WORKS 50% OF THE TIME. god this is SO ANNOYING BUT APPARENTLY WE DONT DESERVE ANYTHING RIGHT NOW ARUGGGGGH

maybe once spring semester starts we can ask. fucking. who knows. who cares. like truly who cares. also we can't do commissions are you fucking kidding? us? with art on a deadline communicating with peoples requests through dms are you hearing yourself???

aaAAUGGGHHHH FUCKING. WEEPS.

#ITS SO STUPID ITS SO STUPID ITS ALL SO DUMB THAT WESDJHDFKJHGKJHG #[three of swords]#we're on phone now so typing isnt annoying as hell anymore. the thing about our setup is that having a separate keyboard would be WORSE.#sick of complaining. sick of every issue compounding forever and ever i mean we're not even TALKING about the other situations fuCK WE'RE #/not/ going to die.#OKAY FUCK WHATEVER. BUT THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID. THERES INFINITE PROBLEMS FOREVER AND WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT ANY OF THEM #like listen we're trying to live day to day at least and every time we get used to the level of shit life has in store for us it gets WORSE #like hey buddy looks like you're barely managing to crawl even with fifty burdens on your back thats great how about five more??#we just want to make sure we add enough weight to you that youre NOT MOVING AT ALL ANYMORE. that you can NEVER MOVE AGAIN.#GOD. FUCKING KILLING. NOT SPECIFYING A TARGET.#everything is breaking and getting worse and its not getting better #but it will get better again. it will. we just have to wait it out.#not everyone can have your fucking PATIENCE old man this is BULLSHIT and you KNOW IT #i know. i understand. but we have to continue. you can cry. you can feel frustrated and upset and tired. it's alright. but we must continue #hhhhhhh. dad i fucking hate this. i fucking hate this.#it's okay. tomorrow's a new day and we'll try again. i love you.

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mythicalmyles · 1 year ago

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Yea ur life may suck or we but do you have a torn asshole? Check mate liberal

#in crying so mucj i will nevereat spicy again never u coikd hold a gun to my head n u can just pull idc idc im tge whitest man to ever live #i amd ALLERGIC TO SWEET PEPPERS. SWEET PEPPERS MAKE MY THROATBURN AND PROJECTILE VIMITE IAM WEAJ

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wolftheidioticfan · 6 months ago

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OH holy shit that is deeply tragic I need to pull the brakes before I become irreversibly sad for the rest of the night

#BUT UM INCASE YOU WERE WONDERING #in abandonware. let's say everyone died and got pulled in.#and everything shut off. Everyone is gone.#...Unless somehow someone found a way to make Saltie not immortal (recorrupting her files in there or something else)#Saltie would just be ejected due to being immortal. alone.#Everyone she worked so hard to meet. (shrimp. black heart. star. the few REAL beings she felt connections to)#Everyone she worked so hard to protect (Kinito jade and sam)#The first beings she met like her. That she doesn't know if she'll ever know anyone like her again #Gone. All gone. No way to bring them back.#Just the immortal. lonely hare. who's always lost everything. and lost everything again. Back in the world she never felt she belonged in #Jesus christ. oh man im legit crying. we cannot let something that bad happen that's like actually too cruel

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raeathnos · 3 months ago

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#having one of those nights where I’m so desperate to be out of here that I’m searching prices for plots or land and yurts #why do rent and house prices have to be so high 🥲#like get me the fuck out of here holy shit #I cannot believe that like just a few years ago me and my dad were fine and not I can’t fucking stand being around him #I found out recently he’s been bemoaning never getting to be a grandfather again and I’m like #gee I’m sorry that I have a major medical condition that makes me horrifically ill and all you can focus on is that it makes me infertile #news flash! even if I didn’t have this I never wanted kids anyways!!!#and I can’t get that fact through his head #despite me always very loudly voicing that I didn’t want kids from a young age he’s co Vince’s this is a recent thing #fucking wild man way to show that you never paid attention to what I’ve ever said #also shoutout to never paying attention to how fucking sick I’ve ever been either #but you know you’re the real victim in this situation #I swear to fuck I am getting closer and closer to going no contact when we finally leave #I am for sure going limited contact but like #literally doesn’t care about the suffering I’ve been through in the past 22 years #I am once again reduced to only being a fucking uterus #it’s so fun dealing with the physical pain from said problem the emotional pain of him being an asshat and the dysphoria #I think he thinks the nonbinary thing is just a phase 🫠#I am very much in fml territory tonight #wish it wasn’t a work night I need a fucking drink #I wanna fucking scream and cry and leave and just never come back

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random-bean-allie · 2 years ago

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Do you have an ao3 author that you really hate? A fic you wish would just disappear?

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We only need a title! Allie will take a look at the unfinished fic, think "oh wow, sounds amazing!", bookmark it.. and the fic will never be updated again.

Not. Even. Once.

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