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The Flock of Max (from the manga📕by NaRae Lee)
🪽Max, Fang, Iggy, Nudge, Angel, and Total 🪽
Maximum Ride is written by James Patterson
Mmi enjoyed reading the manga version, when I was in middle school and high school)
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absolutely adore that sneeg gets to experience philza, hey phil, HEY HEY PHIL LOOK AT ME, HEY PHIL I NEED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING, HEY PHIL WOULD YOU JOIN ME, HEY PHIL WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT
cause it's just hilarious to me
Same!!! It’s funny as all hell because yeah bro. Mr. Felipe Minecraft is just /like/ that.
I’m also so used to Sneeg and Philza needing to stick together in an “us vs them” dynamic. Malewife duo is often a pair of sweats against the world, buuuut… welcome to The Realm,
Everyone can and will drag this old man into their random activities or lore. They meet up on his front lawn. They walk into his house.
That’s the center of the server now, welcome in Sneeg.
#pfft it’s like in high school when everyone has a favorite teacher and their class becomes the meet up spot#it’s the middle of the school day but you and the homies decide to drop by#the teacher asks where the hell you're all suppose to be#tired adult and everyone else just excited to be there and skip class while doing it#those are the best memories lmao#the realm smp#someone asked Sharp!
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a book with geralt 😃
a book with geralt without ciri 😐
a book with geralt without yennefer 😔
a book with geralt without dandelion 💀
#he is going to be going THROUGH IT#he is going to get up to some absolutely poetless behavior#and by that i’m expecting at least one suicide attempt from him#maybe it’s just me and my ‘suffered socially in middle school’ type of memories#but being alone is so soooo painful and going back to that geralt before his best friend and his wife and his child is going to be like#remember when geralt didn’t have much reason to live remember that time in his life#geralt as a near-middle age adult: oh my god this guy is so sad#geralt as a young adult: 😶💀 [speechless at the suffering]#unless dandelion does show up in this somehow but that would pose more logistical questions#imagine we see posada and they meet then and it’s revealed that edge of the world actually takes place with them like 19 and 26 or some#unexpected consideration like… reading eotw back i’m going to be like wait… how old WERE you two here how long ago WAS this#because characters unlike people are immortal because they are ideas#so when you imagine geralt and dandelion even ‘a long time ago’ i just imagine them slightly younger#whatever is done dandelion’s age will never make sense because count 38 and subtract 15. this is his age when ciri was born.#and yet he is hanging out with geralt here in his 30s because friendship is so eternal it slipped the author’s mind to change them#unlike in-universe netwitcher headcanons about jaskier being immortal i believe dandelion is immortal in a meta sense of his presence is so#necessary for geralt’s character that despite logic he must be there for him in the same form no matter the circumstances#geralt and dandelion meeting as young men: [each thinking to himself] ‘huh this guy is stupid and looks gay’#and then an epic best friendship was formed forever. i love you ❤️#the elbow-high diaries
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why is he in my fucking line of sight again it's been literal fucking years i can't stop shaking i am going to fucking throw up
#(i missed him)#(<- was obsessed with black butler all throughout middle and high school & has very deep memories with this piece of media)#mine#kuroshitsuji#black butler#sebastian michaelis
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revisiting this site every now and then to reminisce in how much it shaped me as a person and defined me as a literal child
#cuz i was looking thru old youtube playlists right#and i found this one video edited by wooly abt the time spicy went crazy over a kuroo x joe crackskip (hilarious btw)#(also i cant find spicy did they deactivate forever help)#but like something about the interactions. and seeing myself during that time. just hit really really really hard.#like that was a little girl. she was 12 or 13 or whatever and the people on this site were her entire world#and she'd wake up every morning and check her dashboard and send asks and break the post limit and that was like#a significant part of my childhood. and then one day i just stopped logging on.#and i never even realized it but i talked to some of these ppl for the last time and didnt even realize that that was the last time#the people who i swore id meet in person one day. i knew everything about them and they knew everything about me#and now theyre just memories. and i refuse to call that era of my life cringe because i wouldnt have had it any other way#sorry im really senti. i need to find people again i miss them#and now we've all grown in different ways. yk the meeting people twice thing? yeah.#when u all met me i was second yr middle school and now im second year high school#theres so much i had on this site. some days i want it back
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its best to hang with kero in a well ventilated room.
#my ocs#kero#the smell of kerosene is very nostalgic for me haha#when i was in middle/high school we used a kerosene heater to heat the house in winter#huddling around it with coffee and a blanket. core memory for me
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i probably have some sort of dissociative disorder but i have a job so idrc about that rn
#icarus speaks#like#i’m thinking back to all of middle/high school#where i just kept telling my doctors ‘yeah the depression medication is working like i’m chill now’#‘but i do not fucking feel connected to myself still’#babes i don’t think those were depressive symptoms 😭#i do not think it is normal to feel dissociated 24/7 king#but also this is not on me considering i explained what i now realize is dissociation to a T to my therapist at the time#and she literally went ‘wow that’s weird. never heard anyone feel like that before’#so i don’t think me not realizing this is probably a bigger issue and not me being hashtag quirky#for like 10 years#still insane to me to think back on that#my exact description to her was something like ‘there’s a glass wall between myself and the world including my own body and memories.’#‘i can see them but something is keeping me from being able to connect with them like everyone else seems to be able to’#AND SHE REACTS LIKE THAT???#WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR LICENSE FROM HELLOOOO 😭#she genuinely set me back at least 8 years considering i did not accept that whay i feel is dissociation until like last year 😭
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Does anyone else automatically size themselves up with people their age and look for ways that you’re inferior to them? Just me? Ok….
#the reasons why I think like this are…complicated#honestly a lot to do with the#adhd struggle bus#surprise surprise the neurodevelopmental condition has overarching and very specific effects on my life and how I interact with the world#of course disclaimer that this weird thing I have is not inherent to adhd#but maybe is a way of thinking I developed in part due to it#this is a me thing if anyone else relates to this fine but you don’t have to#I think thi oversharing series is a way for me to microdose journaling#I try to get into journaling but I have way too many thoughts#it’s all or nothing either I write nothing or I spend 3 hours documenting everything thought I had that week#I think a lot of this has to do with my persistent issues with time management#and I’ve tried to hide this struggle in a lot of ways because ngl it’s embarrassing#to the point where I held myself back from doing certain things I wanted to do because ‘hmm could you handle it though you’re already#struggling to manage in school with the bare minimum. maybe you just suck’#and this is probably because I went to a college prep school so yeah#there were 14 year olds taking multivariable calculus and people with various talents#to say that I was intimidated would be an understatement. it’s strange because while in middle school my self esteem was decent it dropped#in high school like how stock prices dropped in the beginning of Covid#even though I was like an ok kid I somehow convinced myself that I was dumb and inept#all because I struggled with one area in my life#honestly I’m not sure if I can paint a clear picture of this time. for one#memories are complex. but I do remember feeling that way and needing a lot of support to be hyped up#fuck#I’m now remembering how my aunt used to be that person. she was my cheerleader growing up and practically raised me in childhood#she passed away from cancer right when I turned 15#shit I’m crying now#during this time in my life I needed a lot of reassurance since I took any small failure as a sign from the universe that I was indeed inept#it was her and my middle school friend who used to rant to me about dragon ball and pewdiepie that hyped me up#my parents were a mixed bag. unfortunately they too sorta overreacted to things like getting a B in math. they used to make me feel like#uchiha-gaeshi overshares
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Fandom War Flashbacks
#simon says#my art#art#lmao I was just having a silly#im high rn and I unlocked a bunch of memories from middle school#I hope yall notice a detail on the image#it's small but ;3#tumblr#fandom#superwholock#tjlc#tjlc is real#bbc sherlock#johnlock#brony#fez#sock the cat#fursona#sfw furry#i hope yall enjoy#because im having a giggle remembering early fandom me#i was such a dweeb and a poser#i was in super who lock and I had only watched doctor who and sherlock#i only watched like 10 episodes of supernatural and i wrote castiel fanfiction#I had just absorbed the knowledge of supernatural through the gifsets#I was pretty late on joining tumblr but i had witnessed peak 2012 tumblr through pintrest and watching over my sibling's shoulders#and through stuff they showed me#I honestly repressed a huge period of my life bc of trauma that I had forgotten all of my dumb teen fandom stuff and how fun it was#so im having a dandy of a time right now#hee hoo
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I swear to God it almost feels like I have amnesia sometimes with how shit my memory is.
It feels like I wasn't truly aware of anything until high school. Like before then I was just a robotic husk going through the motions.
Middle school and elementary school almost feel like fever dreams because the the only thing I really remember from those times is that I hated myself and was lonely and depressed as fuck.
And whenever I do remember something specific from like middle school I think "wow that was only a couple years ago?" because it's so goddamn hazy that it feels like its been decades.
#memories#memory#life#middle school#high school#elementary school#school#adhd#adhd things#actually adhd#adhd brain#neurodivergent#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#adhd problems#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#attention deficit disorder (add)
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Long time no Bud. Wow the last time I made her a ref was 2018. I experimented some with her pallet. Unsure if I like the profile head but oh well, open mouthed anime inspired profile faces are notoriously hard for a reason.
Sigh. What am I going to do with her.. my writing conundrum workshopping in tags. My tag rant mentions plot related suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope).
#my art#my ocs#ft the irises#tw suicide#tw ableism#sh e the yello one. can you tell she's thematically yellow?#as i don't care about 'spoilers' anymore because i'm doubtful i'll ever get to finish my writing stuff i'll just dump my writing hangup her#i think she's probably about 18 here (physically)#beware the in the tags plot includes suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope)#Bud's voice specifically is tricky.. as Vera (the ghost) left her body (bud) when she was 10.#And vera took all knowledge (memories and words and thoughts) with her when she left.#and bud had to start mentally from scratch after rising from the dead. thus being interpreted as a 'zombie' sort of monster#Vera hatess Bud as hate of the self/ hate of the physical/ hate of the unintelligent (vera is in the wrong here. but she's complicated)#((lol can you tell why vera named herself that haha))#i want her to prompt characters/people to reininvestigate how they think of 'brainless zombie' tropes in relation to ableism but--#but i am doubtful of my writing ability and should probably change what i have going on to something less risky#originally when i was 12 and i first made them all bud was purely a chaotic antagonist. and i have def moved past that#12 yr old me expressing my suicidal idealization by having Vera absolutely hate her old body#and bud (formerly xqi for askew iris in middle/high school) being the body that was rightfully thrown away#but now that i'm past that all.. i need to make bud a character that can actually take up just as much importance as the other 3 irises#do i have the writing skills to do that? who knows.. Bud isn't even a 'main character' the way vera is. should i still try?#even if i never wind up trying and this conundrum stops me forever.. at least these blorbos can live in my head u_u#might delete the tag rant later if i feel self conscious enough about it :/#shrugs profusely#any suggestions are welcome. join me in untangling this gordion knot if u want ashdfhasdfjldf
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no im not saying this is a unique experience no im not saying im uniquely worse off or whatever for this but its an interesting thing abt my life that i quite literally can never return to certain places from my past. like thats usually mostly a metaphor, or half true, but like for example the high school i went to was being remodeled as i went there. there are buildings i spent hours in ever day for years that just dont exist anymore, and it happened within like a year of leaving. the auditorium was even worse bc i first performed on that stage when i was like 4? its gone too. right before i moved out of my childhood home i had to move all the furniture around for a slapdash and disruptive remodel. everything is gutted and rearranged and looks different. id say barely it functions as a house but it was a hoarder house growing up, so the functionality is probably equal, except now i guess its empty instead of over-full. even the house i lived in w my friends was drastically remodeled into some kind of workshop when they finally moved. even the big tree in the front is gone. my grandmother's house had to be remodeled after it got flooded in hurricane harvey. the dance teacher & studio head i had for a decade died. like god damn the liminal spaces sure do be liminal (im sorry)
#my elementary school is still there tho#again not trying to claim this makes me some tortured soul im just commenting on something interesting that keeps happening#like if i went to visit my middle or elementary or even preschools for some reason#it would all be different and of course no longer feel like the same place#i visited the elementary school a lot in high school bc i helped teach music#again tho thats like normal#even my childhood home being different is probably a good thing considering it needed to be changed but its still weird#the high school tho? all that shit is rubble nlw#*now#im not rly someone who goes hard for nostalgia in terms of feeling like life was better in the last#*past#just always fascinated by trying to look back at what memory has skewed and the way things can never fully be known#yknow????????#and stuff like this makes it feel even further unknown#life does seem to be a lot of making up new normals as you go along#and periods of adjustment in between#u can never go back to the old house....
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So remember when our biggest worries would be studying for that chemistry exam and attending double math lectures on a Monday and facing our crush after having said something embarrassing and not having enough money to go to comic con and knowing we couldn't even bring it up with our parents and not being able to hang with the cool kids because forget a curfew the concept of even stepping out to chill didn't exist in our households and feeling sleepy during tuitions and wanting to bunk PT periods so we could sit in class and talk and beg the librarian if she could let is borrow more books than allowed and who should we invite to our birthday party and if our teacher will penalize us for wearing kajal and if we will score enough in boards to get into the stream we want and if we look old enough with all this make up to pass for an 18 year old so they don't stop us at the entrance of that A rated movie and if he was going to call back and if dad was going to yell and if our siblings were going to tell on us and if teachers knew what the book Fifty Shades of Grey was about and if we would ever make something of ourselves and if we would get pregnant simply by kissing and if our physics teacher would give us those 2 grace marks so we could pass the final and if it would rain heavy enough so that school would remain closed that day and if mom and dad would allow us to go on that school trip and if we would get to be on the same bus as our crush and if we would make in time to the canteen before all the samosas got over and if our art teacher would be okay with us deviating from the theme and if we would get enough friendship day rings and if we had enough bands for everyone and if we would defeat blue house on sports day and if our school was haunted and if we would be in the same division next year despite the shuffling and if we would remain friends and if and if and if. Trust me I would go back in a heart beat. Despite the bullying and despite the embarrassment and despite the lack of control and money and despite the borderline depression. I'd go back because whatever the fuck this is, this adulting, it's unbearable.
#desiblr#writerscreed#poeticstories#poetryportal#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#growing up#high school#middle school#school memories#walk down the memory lane#nostalgia#life was simpler then#when life was simpler#it was a simpler time#desiblogger#desi stuff#being desi#ugh#creatingnikki
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Why are you awesome
All in a day's work, buddy!
#asks#Real answer: I've been into cec since I was literally an infant and unable to form memories#in elementary school I discovered the community while i was still mostly the target demographic and got obsessed with the rae#in middle school i somehow rediscovered this sort of thing and had a ptt phase on tumblr#in high school during the pandemic cec official was streaming animal crossing (which was my hyperfixation in 2020 so a nice coinkydink)#which roped me back in#and I think this is just here to say as my default special interest for forever now#pretty awesome but largely due to circumstance#id love for my elementary/middle school self to see me now#in college. having visited every general store type and going to cec regularly when i previously wasnt able to since 2011#if i could tell him ive seen THE ROCK AFIRE EXPLOSION in person... :o)#it's easy to be super invested in a community when youve been here for basically your entire lifespan
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#typography#text#words#aesthetic#mine#memories#school#high school#middle school#reminiscing#friendships#relationships#love
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It's funny to be an adult who didn't realize they were queer until they were grown. Turns out those "crushes" on the cool boys weren't crushes. It was gender envy, but I didn't have the vocabulary to convey that
#lgbtq#nonbinary#i have such a distinct memory of a boy in middle school#i remember nothing about him but his look#he was one of those cool tall lanky emo kids who wore what he wanted had painted nails and dyed hair#even had the classic emo hair cut#he was also a sweet kid#if my friends hadnt made my “crush” weird i think i could have been friends with him#we talked every now and then but then when i went on to high school i never saw him again#i think his name was chris#i remembered him a few weeks ago and i realized it was never about having feelings toward him#it was how cool his vibes were and wanting to be more like him#not in a following a trend sort of way but a#'i finally have a visual representation of how i feel on the inside'#but at the time i was an awkward little girl with crooked teeth and badly bleached hair with stupid pink streaks my parents put in it#wondering why i didnt feel at home in my body#high school came around and i found a friend who was into emo bands and metal who had tattos and long hair#he was the nicest coolest person i knew and we were friends all 4 years and i finally felt seen#i didnt have a 'crush' on him but he was the cool dude friend i could always talk to and i took so much inspiration from him#he was even a huge artistic inspiration for me
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