#MY STOMACH HURTS HELP ME
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make up sex makes life so much better!!
imagine this: you must’ve been angry at geto something unserious or whatever and geto hated seeing you angry at him so what should he do. do the dishes? no, instead he prefers to make your legs shake for him.
he plays with your clit, pulling on it as you tug on his hair. “one or two?”
he looks up at you with a smirk, “two” he inserts to fingers in after mumbling a needy
he starts off slow, pushing his fingers in and out your pussy, “faster” you moan. he increasing the pace whilst his free hand searches for your breast.
“i wanna taste you” he takes his fingers out causing you to whimper. his tongue licked your wet folds and he pulls on your clit causing you to ride his face, pulling on his hair “fuck”
he shoves his fingers back in, pumping in and out as he circles his tongue along your wet folds.
#𝜗𝜚 les écrits de bella#MY STOMACH HURTS HELP ME#not proofread.#geto x reader#jujutsu geto#satoru#geto smut#jjk geto#geto suguru#gojo satoru#jjk anime#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk art#jjk gojo#jjk x reader#jjk#jjk toji#satosugu#satoru gojo#jujustu choso#jujustu sukuna#jujustu nanami#jujustu gojo#jujustu kaisen#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jujustu kaisen x reader#jujustsu kaisen au
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anon because im on the wrong blog rn but i wanted to say i really enjoyed your witness analysis post. i havent really seen many comparisons about the colonisation aspect of what the witness does (though to be fair, im not really in touch with fandom). so it was nice to these themes touched on especially so eloquently !
Greetings anon!!!
Thank you so much for the kind message!! I deeply appreciate your words as the Witness is a character that is extremely close to me, quite literally being one of my favorite characters in media ever and someone who revolves in my head like a rotisserie chicken 24/7!!!
I truly believe that if you don’t see the content you desire in the world, you should go out and make it, so when I didn’t see mountains of the most bitter vitriol towards the Witness, I knew I had a job to do!
I’ve been left to pick up the pieces of the Witness’ long legacy of reducing my people and culture to what is “palatable and profitable”, my family has a prophecy (a destiny if you will) that I will form my own Witness in this life to enact an ideology and force that idea on me, I was once a precursor who raged against a silent god by abandoning my self, I’ve met many disciples of the Witness in my life and many more victims of it. This character has been so firmly tied to my life that I just had to share my perspective with the world in an attempt to make people understand just how important the lessons we can learn from it are!! I could talk about the Witness for eons!!!
There has been a lot of Witness works ( fanfiction, memes, art work, etc.) produced and a lot of it has been absolutely phenomenal work!! They are all clearly created by people who have a deep affection for the character that clearly shows in their fantastic pieces and I truly love that, but a lot of what I saw left me feeling restless because none of it (from what I’ve seen) truly tapped into the absolute nightmarish nature of what this entity has brought down on civilizations. I really wanted to bring in another voice on this character because I couldn’t be moved so deeply by its defeat and sit still on it!!
Again, if no one is making the content you would like to see, make it! That’s actually the biggest reason why I started making posts for this blog, I wanted to help others see that there is much more to talk about when it comes to the Witness than its philosophical views on reality and it’s big eyes (as well as not keeping my trillions of thoughts in my head).
To me, characters as awful as it should always have their victims struggles voiced first and foremost and the Witness is much bigger than itself for it has forced its necrotizing fingers into the lives of everyone in the Destiny universe.
The story and focus will never be on the Witness for me, it will always be on its victims and their recovery.
I think about how I struggle to find traditional names for my heritage because everyone has a name from the beliefs of our imperialists instead of the victims they forced to be remembered as necessary casualties on a path to “civilization and salvation” and I am putting the Witness through a million glass tables.
I think about how all I know of my relatives who were born not that long ago was that they were only allowed to be “field workers and strong believers “ and here comes a massive anvil over its head.
Speaking on this matter, I am still working on a small thought dump on how Rhulk is a prime example of someone who sheds their cultural and personal ties to go from victim to perpetrator and it’s been hard!!
In all honesty, it has really taken an emotional and mental toll on me for how deep it cuts and how much of it reminds me of all that could of have been in the lives of so many if they weren’t groomed into believing that the only way to get justice for their lives (lives affected by the conditions the ideological groomers use to be opportunistic) is to take on a position where they are a subjugator, not the subjugated.
It’s very painful to write about and Rhulk as a character makes the very core of my being ache as every time I read Shattered Suns, I have to sit back and clench my fists at the invasive, predatory behavior the Witness displays towards Lubraens. Those same words it coerces Rhulk with are the same ones that resulted in hollow people in my life who were prideful in turning their backs on their cultural ways and community if it meant gaining the security and sense of righteousness the oppressors offered. The Witness preyed on Rhulk and turned him into something truly awful, something I see so often that I cannot stand by and not say anything on it.
I wish to see Rhulk content that does not focus on him just being a devoted disciple of the Witness or some super strong villain who’s cool, I really want to see more content touching on what happened to make him fall so far into the Witness’ clutches and views him as the victim he is! I want to make content that shows how REPUGNANT their relationship is and how Rhulk is an example of the need to provide preventative community and understanding to those vulnerable to ideological grooming, especially in our modern era where harmful beliefs are ever present and looking to find people to sustain them!
This is getting very long, but in essence, thank you! Thank you so much anon for your words!!
I truly believe in the importance of POC voices, especially black voices, in fandom spaces as we have been left out of a lot of discussions that have heavy implicit (and explicit) ties to race and culture when it comes to sci-fi and fantasy settings! We get strength from community and understanding, it is how we can better make fandom spaces comfortable for all!! By giving my views on the Witness and its ills, I wish to help the Destiny fandom understand some of the ties it has to real life issues and hope that it helps people be more conscious of the teachings in media they invest in!
It was so nice to see people contribute to my Witness post with their own connections or point out connections other people have made like with evangelicalism and Polish fascism. I’m very glad many people can unite on the fact that the Witness is abominable and that we can face irl Witnesses by defeating ignorance hand in hand!! My understanding and beliefs are always evolving with new information and I’m always happy to grow alongside others!
Just remember guys, make the content you want to see in life and if you are a POC, voicing your discomfort or offering your perspective on matters discussed in sci-fi and fantasy settings is essential to getting proper representation in media that is done with nuance and respect as well as help both audiences and writers craft better narratives!!!
And trust me, the Witness (especially the behaviors it displays towards Rhulk and it’s other victims) makes me deeply, deeply,
deeply
deeply
Uncomfortable.
I will never forgive the Witness for all it has done and I never want to see it pleased with its work EVER. The only redeeming I want to hear about the Witness is how it can redeem this coupon for my fist in its face, free of charge, guaranteed by me, filled with the force of all my relatives who did not live long enough to see that they could have always mattered in this world.
#destiny 2#destiny#destiny the game#the witness#d2#destiny witness#destiny the final shape#rhulk#rhulk destiny#the final shape#destiny community#the witness destiny#the witness is so so so SO sickening and it’s actions weigh on me like a supermassive black hole everyday#I’ve talked to other poc destiny fans in length about the witness’ crusade that was wiped out planet after planet#it doesn’t even take land it just straight up takes planets to use as tools for its goals oh I’m going to be sick#Rhulk being both perpetrator and victim is so important to me and has helped me understand those who have hurt me so deeply#guys I’m going to be honest with you all WitRhulk makes my stomach churn as a poc and I can’t ever see them as mutually romantic#WitRhulk really makes me want to wail at the top of my lungs because I’ve seen people fall for their so called savior and it’s NASTY#Rhulk views the witness so fondly and I view him through walls of tears when he does that#enough about the witness being cute who wants to talk about eugenics slavery imperialism religious fanaticism colonialism etc#not talking about the precursors when I speak of the Witness btw#yeah that Rhulk essay is taking a million years because I keep crying whoops#daily reminder to drop the witness in an active volcano
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I got very sick and it was hard for me to draw, but when I felt better I drew a portrait of my mbti–infp
#infp#infp personality#mbti types#mbti#art#artwork#digital#digital art#black and white#portrait#my stomach hurts so much help me please T~T
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So for a month or two, I took a break from looking at eBay for Powerpuff Girls merchandise (as I’m want to do) and wouldn’t you know it, I missed out on something that I desperately would’ve wanted to buy. 😩
STYLE GUIDES!!! Uggghhhhh!!! 😭
I’m incredibly bummed about missing out because I’m so intrigued by these! So, if you don't know, these aren't guides for anything to do with animation: these are guides on how to use assets for stuff such as advertising and merchandising. It seems that the one on the left is a style guide created after the movie, and it looks like the middle one must have been from the beginning of the series’ run. I’m placing the one on the right in the middle of the two… but like, when? Why did they make another one? Was that one made before the movie (actually, I think the other one might have been supplemental art for the middle one or something… but I’m not 100% sure)?
I doubt whoever purchased them is going to scan them and put them online (so sad!), but maybe I’m wrong. These are so cool, and I really wish I could take a peek and see how these were all written, and what all the differences are between the different design styles and branding guidelines. And I want those CDs! I need those .eps files! 😩😩😩
Nowadays, with the newer Powerpuff Girls stuff, I’m sure people are just getting a PDF and some kind of file cloud link sent to them with all of this information. You don’t get cool physical books like this anymore. Maybe one day they’ll pop up on eBay again and I can snag one of them, but it would’ve been so awesome to get all three at once. See, these are a LOT better than rancid cereal!
EDIT: I deliberately queued this to post before I tried bidding on a style guide I found that was still up for grabs for the PPG movie (not that I don’t love you all but I really, really wanted it and I was 100% prepared to share it here anyway)… and I lost the bid today. I’m even more bummed out! Ugh! 😭
Honestly, if you’re someone who is in possession of one of these or knows someone in possession of them or if you know if anyone has posted these online, please send me information! I really want to see what’s in these!
#weird merch#uggghhh my stomach hurts I want these so bad 😫#powerpuff girls#ppg#the powerpuff girls#if anyone ever sees these online for sale please tell me#I really really really really really want these#i’ve been procrastinating on doing a post all about every single style of the girls#and this really would’ve helped!!! ugh!!!
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Gotta be real I followed you on accident and only stayed because you look and share a name with an ex of mine (completely different states) but now I think I'm finally healthy enough to let go so uhh. Bye
Come back we can make it work this time
#HELP ME ????WAHAT AM I SUPOSED TO SAY TO THIS#IM MY STOMACH HURTS FROM LAUGHING#asks#I LOOK LIKE THEM TOO? YOU ARE SERIOUS?
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Undertale yellow flowey embroidery
This took about 40 hours, give or take a few
#I can tell you one thing#Embroidering while having arthritis is really not a piece of cake. When you hand cramps just by holding it at an angle.#At least I can be grateful for my empty schedule#Makes embroidering till the sun rises back up so much easier#Insomnia also helps with this task#I was listening to the ost while working on it and… Live reaction#Occupied turf is so good actually !? Why wasn’t it shown more often !? IT’S FIRE !?#I forgot I only did a pacifist so I got so confused when neutral Flowey came out…#A mother’s love ? Should’ve called this “I’m gonna fuck you up”#The number of time I got my ass handed back to me in this fight is not even funny#The first time is great. The second I only discern my favorites and the sudden change in style. By the third loop I can’t recognize shit#my brain is melting and my eyes are on fire…#Advantages on doing it during daytime. Eyes hurt less. Good stupid tv to listen to in the background Disadvantages. People#Advantages on doing it at night. Alone. Personally work better at night#Disadvantages. No good TV. Time goes by slower…? I don’t know maybe I’m just loosing it with those freaking petals#For reference one petal took me about 3 and a half hours. So yeah… I thought it would never end… Took out almost all my yellow.#When the line tangles itself in the back and you realize only close to the end of it that half went missing#So you have to go backward to entangle it and loose 30 mins because damn it#Cats are not helpful in any of those scenarios#Why do I feel the need to make the back perfect when nobody else but me will know#This is the last time I do one so big without thinking it through#Note to self. Don’t do it standing up when the cats are awake. She just destroyed my stomach#I think i’m losing it#Back after a few weeks#God this white thread is doing my head in… I’m willing to bet my leg half the time I spent on the face was me untangling it.#I’m almost done. It’s finally over. Dark brown took exactly 4 h and 13 mins#undertale#undertale yellow#embroidery#I’m thinking of doing Boris the wolf next. Because I just found the perfect rendition to put on my wall
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ARCANE EPISODE 7!!!!
MY GOD I WASNT READY FOR ANY OF THIS!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!
Also ekko wallpaper I got with my fries lmao
#OH MY GOOOD!!!!!! POWDER AND EKKO!!! AND BENZOOOOOO#ITS LITERALLY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OMGG!!!!! POWDER LOOKS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭 IM CRYING ALREADYYYY#VANDER WITH A BUN!! AND EVERYTHING IS SO FULL OF LIGHT!!! HER EYES!!! MYLO LOOKS SO RIDICULOUS AKDJSK THIS GIRLAAA#“where would you be without her” WELL BUDDY IF YOU KNEW HOW HE IS WITH HER!!! VI IS DEAD????? OR SHE WAS TAKEN FOR THE INCIDENT!!!#LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID JAYCE!!! MY GOD!!! THE GEMS KILLED VI SO THEY JUST COMPLETELY PROHIBITED THEM!!! JAYCE IS IN JAIL PROBABLY!!#the fact we are seeing exactly why jayce should be sorry about what he has done.... and we are seeing him suffer because of it... cinema 🚬#also mel fading into viktor.... also has he realised how she manipulated him in the beggining??? there is so much stuff...#jayce eating contaminated animals and his wound being infected with the arcane too..... is that what will push him....#omg.... ekko likes powder so much... he apologised by painting actual adult vi portraits where the fallen are in his universe 😭😭😭#“she looks so badass” if you knew... is he gonna ask her to help him make hextech.... that is so sick and twisted....#also jayce hurting his leg loke viktor and having to use a cane and brace.... damn and you know whats worse..... that ekko could be like#this with the jinx of his universe IF ISHA HADNT DIED!!! AND IT IS BEACUSE OF JAYCE!! AGAIN!!!!! THIS MAN!!!!!#the drawing with the anomaly and the two men and the inifite symbol... we get it... jayce and viktor forever intertwined by fate....#powder is sensing something is off.... omg time travel..... THE LIMIT IS FOUR SECONDS AFTER HEIMERDINGER EPXLODED ALDHAKSHSKSJSOJSOSLS#i dont want a time travel ending.... if its done for plot to an extent is okay but idk about solving it all.... it makes it feel worhtless#claggor looks so fine its not even funny..... i cant wait to see what everyone thinks. WHERE IS THE LITTLE LADY bc hes called little man 😭#and vander with arm tattoos.... why did they hipster fied him.... he looks younger somehow ajdhakj he went from taking care of 4 kids to 3!#SILCO!!!! AND HE DID TRY TO KILL HIM!! ALSJAKSKAK Ekko just laighing at it.... girl i would be pissed STROMAE??? OMG POWDER!!!!#I JUST REALIZED THE PINK IN HER HAIR IS FOR VI!! AND HER JACKET!! AND A DRESS LIKE HER MOTHER'S!! CRYING!!! FULL BODY CHILLS!!!#CAN WE JUST PRETEND LIKE ITS THE FIRST TIME!!! I GAVE UP ON YOU!!! WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN I NEED TO KNOW!!! IM SOBBING!!! EKKO!!!!#NOOOOOOO THE ANOMALY NOOOOO!!!! HEIMERDINGER NOOOOO!!!! AND THATS JAYCE!!! IS THAT MAGE VIKTOR???? the monkeys......#the vi toy with the out love song machine.... my god i wasnt expecting any of this i need to breathe i am stil tearing up my god#what a fucking punch in the stomach christ i cant breathe right akdhsksso#the credits saying the deries has benefited from a spanish tax rebate in the canary islands??? you're welcome i guess lmao#animation production carried out there and has ben collaboration with the Spanish gov... alright another win for perro sanxe#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2#watching this i dont think im ready for caitvi sex.... after reconciliation even like what will be of me.... now im scared#i am still scared bc idk what happened to jinx and vi and cait still... thats what worried me and boom!! ekko powder with the steel chair..
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ok this recovery process is truly more miserable than i thought it would be
#major tmi but it's gonna be days before i'm able to take a shit and i ate a lot of food the day before yesterday#so that cramping in the area where the surgery took place is VERY painful#i can't really eat because 1. throat hurts from having a breathing tube shoved down it#2. can't smoke weed to help my appetite bc the coughing hurts too bad (and all I have is wax & dabs make you cough a lot more)#and 3. the whole aforementioned being unable to shit thing makes me too nervous to put any more food in my stomach#i'm so fucking hungry my stomach hurts so bad#all i've eaten since yesterday is a few chips and half of a taco#pain meds aren't working at all so i quit taking em so my stomach wouldn't be even more fucked#especially since i was taking them on an empty stomach#i can hardly walk i need a cane BAD#peeing hurts bc they had to mess around w my bladder during surgery too#i'm just miserable as fuck#.bdo
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bringing this banger back
#my stomach hurts and so does my spine and i feel like im gonna throw up#moreso from the spinehurting than the stomachhurting#either way im not having a great time#feel like a coathanger being bent outta shape#help#also my head hurts?? kill me atp what the fuck just do it already
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Hey hey y'all I have not forgotten the shrimp plushie that won the poll for what I should make next, but I have had two allergy flare ups in the last week, one of them pretty bad, and I am not up for drafing a new sewing pattern yet. I have not forgotten it though! In the mean time, do y'all have any suggestions of little halloween creatures, ghosts, monsters, etcs I could make to add to the halloween stash?
#the person behind the yarn#I am okay I am just a little burnt out at the moment#and my quilt in progress is at the 'iron the whole damn thing' stage#and my shoulder hurts so I am not doing that today#I don't want to get into too much detail for grossness and oversharing reasons but uh#suffice it to say I did not catch an allergic reaction in time to stop the stomach issues effects#and that interacts very very badly with the salt wasting syndrome. my new(ish) meds are helping with that!#I am recovering MUCH faster than I would have before#but today it sort of feels like I pulled just about every muscle in my body#so. hydration and electrolytes for me. and no ironing lol
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Any tips to making a cold go away sooner?
#no bc why do I feel like I’m always sick#at least once a month#I need to get my immune system up but it’s like nothing is workingggg#also I think I might be lactose intolerant#sorry Frank Zhang for ever making fun of you this is the karma I got😔#no but I deadass need this cold to go away#I missed an entire week of school two weeks ago bc I got really sick#and now I’m sick again#I went to sleep with a bit of a sore throat and woke up to a fever#a headache#a runny nose#and no appetite#(that last one is incredibly rare for me)#and my mom made me tea#but it was green tea and I drank that on an empty stomach which made me nearly throw up#help a girl out#pls#being sick#colds#sneezing hurts#usually I sneeze once every two-three days#but this is my fourth today#and my throat is on fire from it#this is so random#I’m making this post instead of doing actual work I should be doing#random post#a bit of a rant
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I'm dying of anxiety about my tickets oh my god I screwed them up oh my god oh my god oh my god I'm so anxious I lost my sleep
#kraven the hunter#even my stomach hurts from anxiety#someone send some help to me please#I don't want to lose the premiere omg
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hey if im having the spiders in my guts delusion it helps significantly less than youd think to tell me theres not spiders in my guts
#/not aimed#dogz bark#☀️: autopsy#☀️: socks#god my head hurts#and my stomach#prementioned spiders#idk its kinda one of those where its like#fuck idk you can just treat it like a stomachache or something or get me to eat something or anything without like#“indulging it” or whatever you freaks are scared of#not that i care. unless youre like adding shit on and making it worse. but you can. suggest things. like food and medicine.#and help. without telling me im lying or whatever#that feels a lot worse than. just. not doing that.#fuck idk i just feel like shit and wish someone would believe us and like. help. i dont know.
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when the going gets tough (tummy aches) the tough get going (ao3 in bed)
#ao3 is single-handedly solving all my problems#nothing like a fanfiction website to help cheer me up and avoid all my problems#my stomach hurts so bad and i can’t tell if it’s stress#if i ate something bad#if i’m about to start my period#or if i’m just being dramatic#mxpotatoposts#shitposting#ao3
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So im pretty sure this is no regular flu im pretty sure I have pertussis 🤯 (I don't have a diagnosis or a doctor but boy am i showing symptoms)
#foxett rambles#WHERE DID I CATCH THIS. I RARELY GO OUTSIDE FOR MORE THAN 20 MINUTES.#no im serious where did i get this.#il get out of this eventually. the medicine is only making me feel worse so far so im just improvising with whatever.#im coughing less so thats good!! probably because coughing hurts my stomach (i coughed so much that my stomach muscles are hurting)#i might go to the doctor tomorrow!!! keyword might#i promise ill draw art soon again i just think the sickness isn't helping my artblock or whatever i obtained#sickness#??? tagging idk#i have tried and failed to draw for 3 days i feel like sunny from the hit rpg game omori because all i do is lay in bed all day#im sunny fr (I've been distracting myself from real life since school ended and ive gone outside once which was to buy mineral water)
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wakes up i think i’ll open instagra
flushes my phone down the toilet
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