#MY EX FUCKING SUCKS

[rumoredr3birth]

I won’t curse you to handle my love

I’ll take care of it

I’ll feed it & bathe it & kiss it goodnight

We’ll wake before dawn breaks

& when I’m ready I’ll take it for a walk

Back to your favorite park

I’ll hold it gently & tell the stories of our time together

& while we look at the sunrise

Back turned to me eyes glued to the melting sky before us

Take a deep breathe & then

Then,

I’ll kill it myself

Point blank

No room for a mistake

I don’t have it in me to condem you to this

I don’t have it in me to force you to kill it

I’ll kill it myself

I’ll tell it all the things it wants to hear & handle it gently, more gently than you ever did

It will have a drink & eat to it’s full

Full

Fool

I’ll kill it myself.

Y.

[audreyrose7]

There's always some random stranger on the internet that understands exactly how to explain something better than you ever could yourself

[writterings]

the thing they don't tell you about most mlm romance books is that they fucking suck ass

[queeraliensposts]

Illymation: Don't be a dick to fat people.

The internet: EWWWW SHE'S GLORIFYING OBESITY LET'S DOX HER!!!!!!!

[kiwiana-writes]

WIP Wednesday

Thank you so much @celaestis1 for the tag—we're kicking off early this week! (I say, at 10:30pm on a Wednesday my time.)

Something a little (a lot) different this week, but... well, it's work for a fic that's in progress! I decided I'd make my own life a lot easier by using royalty-free backing tracks for at least some of this stuff, but composing/lyric writing to pre-existing music is VERY different to starting from scratch, so this is an ADVENTURE. Hence why I'm starting rhythm-first, then lyrics, then melody. Even though it's not a snippet in the usual sense, I hope you enjoy anyway?

Forever feeling feral for whatever y'all are up to, so tagging @affectionatelyrs @anchoredarchangel @anincompletelist @blairwaldcrf @celeritas2997 @cha-melodius @clottedcreamfudge @cricketnationrise @cultofsappho @daisymae-12 @dumbpeachjuice @everwitch-magiks @firenati0n @getmehighonmagic @happiness-of-the-pursuit @heybuddy-drabbles @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @indestructibleheart @indomitable-love @inexplicablymine @leaves-of-laurelin @littlemisskittentoes @lizzie-bennetdarcy @matherines @myheartalivewrites @ninzied @notspecialbabe @orchidscript @rmd-writes @sherryvalli @ships-to-sail @smc-27 @sparklepocalypse @ssmtskw @stereopticons @tintagel-or-cockleshells @welcometololaland @whimsymanaged and, as always, anyone who wants to play! (If you take the open tag please tag me so I can see!!)

[darkd3sir3s]

Be my Valentine? 🌹

[mistyscenter]

Let me bitch and moan before posting positivity for a sec because Derek DLC doesn't make you feel like you're cheating on Cove if you're dating him because Derek is actually yours and Cove's friend so spending time with him and crashing to his place doesn't feel weird if you do a platonic route. Which is not the same for Baxter DLC because WDYM I CRASH TO BAXTER'S PLACE AFTER INTERACTING WITH HIM FOR 3 DAYS AFTER 5 YEARS HE GHOSTED ME WHAT THE FUCK-

[fyodior]

i think the reason i cling to male characters so much despite being sapphic is that im like literally obsessed with the idea of a man loving me and being nice to me. something that has never occurred

[volfoss]

i think honestly what irritates me about yoshidas work SO much is that people will tell you that banana fish is THE gay manga (ignoring the many things that came before it and were more groundbreaking, ie MW literally having on screen (or like. on panel but still.) gay sex in it and that came out like a decade before BF did) when there really isn't barely any gay rep outside of the pedophiles and the one time ash drops the f slur. like im sorry but somehow yasha, a work she wrote in 1996, has more gay rep in it but also has the same issues.

i truly do not get how people can enjoy banana fish with the rampant racism every 2 pages or the rampant sexual assault plotlines (on women and ash bc he is just... written like how yoshida writes women lmao) that are handled IMPOSSIBLY bad and sincerely i hoped yasha would be better because it had been like a decade or so between works. and then it proceeds to continue with the heres our blonde genius protagonist who everyone is weird as fuck to and will sexually harrass and everyone finds it a VERY funny joke to point out how feminine he is when theres barely any women in the work (if you exclude the ones that are being raped/killed/creepy to minors. which to be fair yasha has toned down the sa a LOT) and that its funny that hes kind of gay except not really!! and its just absurd to me how it just persists in all of her stuff because she is not an author that handles gay stuff well. like the scene in banana fish where ash is completely ok getting gang raped and did it solely to get into the hospital when its been SHOWN that he has a lot of trauma with that. and then right after his friend makes a joke at ash's expense about that. like sincerely and genuinely is this what we are hyping up as the old retro gay manga. go read some tezuka and stop reading shit that the most the main characters do is share a kiss in a nonromantic sense and is obsessed w making every gay person be evil!!

[koko2unite]

[hsslilly-blog]

shirt with a heart and child of divorce written on top but then there’s a picture of huntclaire. you wouldnt get it. i do

[c-o-z-m-o]

Google.com how do I beat the absolute living shit out of my friend's fuckass dad

[punkkeeblerelf]

I left a comment on Mutah's video, expressing that I am

1)not a fan of keffals

2) disappointed in his video for the blatant fear mongering of transgender issues such as DIY HRT, the smarmy ways he went about producing said video, and the overall bad and unprofessional job I thought he did

3) that I was a huge fan of his for a while, but not anymore

I got called a troon, a groomer, a pedo, ECT.

[the-meme-monarch]

well that's the worst nightmare I've had in a while

[aria-ashryver]

🤕 for the hc ask!

🤕 -- Pain

Ooh I answered for physical pain here already, so lemme go for emotional pain! (Also more Avalon era bc I have that on the brain rn lol). Asks from this list.

Under the cut for some toxic relationship stuff, cw for mentions of dubious consent and homophobia/transphobia

Luca's first serious relationship sucked.

His first boyfriend was another ballet danseur, Alex. Alex was pretty insecure in his masculinity, and kinda homophobic, and he overcompensated a lot by just being a huge jerk to everyone all the time. But … he was gorgeous, and Luca liked the attention, and Alex made him feel special a lot of the time.

Unfortunately, he also made them feel like garbage a lot of the time too. Alex also insisted on keeping their relationship secret, bc he had a lot of internalised homophobia going on. He also really didn't get what it meant for Luca to be non-binary and he really fetishised him because of it -- Luca was more of an idea to him, a plaything to be toyed with.

Alex was the first person they ever had sex with, and while they did have a lot of good experiences together, they had just as many that fell under the realm of dubious consent. Things got really physical (sexually) really fast, and there were a lot of instances that, in retrospect, Luca felt rushed into. Certain things he did were purely to keep Alex happy, and not because he actually wanted to, or felt ready for them himself.

Viktor? Viktor haaaated this guy. He didn't know why at first, it was purely based on vibes, and later bc Alex was treating Luca like a dirty little secret. He spiraled on a tangent of "oh god am I uncomfy about this because I'm in love with my best friend???? Is this jealousy? Am I being So Weird about everything??" Vik was thrilled when Luca finally saw the abuse for what it was and dumped Alex's ass, but he was also super upset that he didn't intervene sooner.

Happily, Luca's later relationships were much healthier, and the experience taught them a lot about boundaries, consent, and mutual respect 💛

[i-am-a-hog]

Me then: cute, colourful hair, swagful outfits, skinny, selfies get 200+ notes pretty regularly

Me now: cute, colourful hair, swagful outfits, thicc and wide, twice as many followers, selfies get under 20 notes pretty regularly