#Lucid Memories

[coastxlwaters]

Ayeeee! It’s ReyRey, or Reyn if ur BORING, I mean-

DISCOURSE FREE BLOG

Uhhhh, hiiiiiiii- idk how to do this sooo-

IF U ARE A MUTUAL, HIGH CHANCE I WILL SEND U SHARK MEMES

If u see any sea life stuff or sea related things, reblog and tag meh pls-

(Any cute animals actually-)

A mostly sfw blog

Minor (I am not comfortable sharing age), Audhd, severe anxiety, Low empathy, OCD, Agender (They/them), bisexual, aroace (aromantic, partially repulsed asexual)

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-Follower count: 204

-Triggers: Sexual Harassment, sexual things in general

-Phobias: (irl) vengeful spirits, thunderstorms, the unknown, that I am always watched, lullabies, uncanny valley stuff, skinwalkers, abandoned places of worship (unless its ancient), distorted faces or images, being abandoned

-Requests: Open <3

-Art trades: Why not? I would love to!

-Commissions: Not open

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-art tag = Coastal’s art

-reblog tag = Lucid memories

-Ref sheet tag = Coastal’s random shit

-Ask Tag = Lucid does shit

-Just random posts = Coastal’s mumbles

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Main Fandom(s): TSAMS (the sun and moon show), The DCA (The Daycare Attendants)

Others:

Percy Jackson, WoF, Warrior Cats, HermitCraft, Empires smp, Life Series, HTTYD, SCP

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Other blogs:

@luciddoesshit (oc rp blog)

@reynadesilly (oc/sona ask/rp blog)

@coastxl-reblogs (the name explains)

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My AUS:

Cafe and Motorcycles AU (a dca au with fanon eclipse, annular (canon eclipse), moon, and sun! Tag = Cafe and Motorcycle au)

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Random Shit I’m interested in:

Any and all known sea life (mainly whales, orcas, and sharks!), Psychology, Horse riding, animal training, herping (snake hunting), and astronomy and astrology!

DNI:

Pedophiles, aphobes, queerphobes, racists, just dont bitch on my blog or be jackasses pls ty <3

[bodyhate]

Folding laundry

Learning my lines for an audition that I just realized I'm up against (or paired with, not sure) another actor I met at a Buffalo wild wings commercial. A really nice guy.

I'm auditioning for this one because of a project I filmed in Athens a few months back, actually, during Halloween.

I also got another part from the camera guy that filmed that project. The networking and the referrals are starting to work, finally.

[bogpetri]

A Memory

[hiemaldesirae]

you knwo what. you know what. i can never fucking escape the game system trope no matter what fandom it is im just gonna play into it now

so actually the original concept for this was isekai where vox ends up getting booted into hell via a universal mishap but i think its funnier like this: where vox dies and since he did technically die for his friends, he ends up ascending to heaven but is greeted by a different angel instead of the seraphims who asks if he'd like a second chance instead

vox says yes thinking he'll just get sent down again and be back w the vees- this does not happen. instead he ends up back at the very first day he fell into hell with a "system" - one that tells him its a "gift" from heaven, no less, thats supposed to guide him through his time in hell to like . minmax his gains + his losses (emotional and material) if that makes sense . so the system walks him through his time in hell but suddenly there seems to be a problem . turns out an unanticipated side effect of the system is that vox has a similar presence to an archangel (the one who Gave him the damn thing) so a lot of people end up assuming hes some kinda fallen angel which makes it like 100% harder for him to go thru life^3

alastor in PARCTICULAR takes a very odd interest in him, wondering and asking if he has wings or if they were "burnt in your fall" meanwhile vox isnt quite sure whether he wants to take the chance to get close to al this time or just leave since deep down he knows itll end badly for him either way. the system makes the choice for him and starts to steer him away from al who in turn becomes even more intrigued by the fallen angel, who for whatever reason he swears feels familiar

[coastxlwaters]

Would @ Sunny but I think they are sick of me @ing them lol

In the event that you need an emergency moth to improve your week and see you into the weekend... Please enjoy this incredibly fluffy and delightful beast, captured by the late great Andreas Kay in Ecuador

[the-goose-caboose]

Ahaha! I didn’t keep up with TADC since the pilot didn’t really grab me but it looks like they’re doing a more horror focused episode so I might as well check it out!

Me 30 minutes later

[camellcat]

just finished crush on my s5 rewatch and oh my god I NEED to know what the general opinion was when that episode first came out. how did y'all og buffy fans react to that??

[intertexts]

oh you wanna think about muse and trickster? yeah? it's been a while since I put a heartbreaking nhw post in your inbox <3 I know u love the prime dehumanization loss of bodily autonomy defenders. << im not even remotely trying to keep the acronym the same anymore. I've lost the plot. ANYWAY

briefly mentioned this before but because I loooove the aesthetic so much I think at least one important muse confrontation should happen in the tricksters city, specifically in the amusement park. make it like a fuckign scooby door episode everything is all abandoned and run down but as the wards are walking down a boardwalk or something all the lights flicker on and some distorted fuckign. carnival music starts playing and they find muse sitting in like. the rebar scaffolding or whatever in the ferris wheel. just like grinning chin in hands kicking his feet watching them. this image is so clear in my mind. some creep shit !!!! also its like when they first go to the spirit world to get tide back from.mal and end up in the amusement park. except ashe isn't with them this time

uhhhhhh also thinking about. downtime. when muse isn't out being destructive and causing chaos for funsies. like... does he have a bedroom????? does he eat does he sleep??? idfk !!!! I would assume he has to or else he'd fucking die but !!!! man the trickster is so far gone I don't think he even realizes his puppets are real people anymore. that's a fun little doll for him to play dressup with. literally never going 2 get the image of him braiding muses hair and like. putting makeup on him and dressing him in fancy little outfits out of my mind. making myself ILL. smile! good evening I'm gently placing the knife box in your in. << as I was going to type inbox I accidentally typed out inventory. yknow what I'm keeping it. knife box directly into your inventory. watch out they're RUSTY

GOD. THANKS FOR THE KNIFE BOX MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! knife box directly in my inventory!!! u know what this means is that now i can use them :3 <- has been drawing wards stuff abt this for the past two hours ^_^

this is so fucking good though yeahhh.... i love creepy carnival shit so much. he trickster probably Knows it's very over the top and horror movie creepy and just a little absurd. he's so fucking fun 2 think abt since he's literally always doing shit simply because it is funny to him. we can swing a trickster justification for anything probably. i bet he fucking saw traps people!! anyway. ashe isn't with them this time. except..... well. he kind of is. :(

I HAVE ALSO BEEN THINKING ABT DOWNTIME. FREQUENTLY. i guess. the answer to this is he lives however the trickster&co does. the image of him coming back in his fancy intricate little outfits to some disgusting nasty bloody industrial warehouse where they're posted up & always being this very jarring contrast to the gore and violence is really good. the image of him having a perfect doll bedroom and going through a fancy little routine half the nights when the trickster is in a good mood or feeling it & just. getting thrown on the bed & the door locked to pass out for a couple hours whenever he forgets or is busy is also really good. literally anything we do to muse makes me feel some kind of way man. i also have had the extremely vivid image of the trickster braiding his hair & chatting about all kinds of horrific things excited sleepover style to muse who is just. Visibly Not There in my head for so long. not even like he has to touch him, he could be making him do all these things for himself! he's literally controlling him! he just does it for fun!!!

anyway i think post-muse ashe should get to freak out very badly in a multitude of ways whenever anybody touches his hair. like i think he's touch-adverse in general (& miserable about it because he's also so touchstarved & his brain simply whites out in distress anytime anyone touches him because. literally the only person doing that was the trickster!!!!) but i think specifically his hair being messed with is a bad trigger for him. makes him freeze up n go nonverbal for hours. dakota knows that he's jumpy about touch but he still wants to do something for him & before the everything he loved them playing with his hair (its so long!! wibby & dakota think its so pretty!! virion's the only one who knows how to braid it because of his mom!! ashe melts into a puddle over it every time because nobody's ever done that for him before!) so he goes to just run fingers through it & ashe just. fullbody locks up and goes weird and still and silent & doesn't protest or fight back when dakota shakes his shoulder or smth and his eyes are distant and sort of dark and empty like virion's were most of the time when they first met him... maybe he wants to cut it a little bit just because he hates that it's been covered in The Ooze and he can't do anything with it without thinking about how the trickster would do the same thing but also he hates the idea of getting rid of the one thing abt himself that he really likes & is a little connection with both of his parents because of the trickster also, when he's already taken so much from him. (it does have to get gross and tangled and matted because he refuses to put it back or do anything to it for a while though. maybe virion helps him sort it out & it's slow and painstaking and miserable for both of them and they both feel better at the end of it.)

[coastxlwaters]

I ACCIDENTALLY LIKED-

Trying to prove a point

REBLOG IS YOU THINK AROACE / aro/ ace PEOPLE ARE A VALID PART OF THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY , LIKE IF YOU DON’T

[yunoftheclouds]

Y2K inspired thingy

[lesbiangiratina]

Thinking abt testament being such a special little gear able to retain their memories. But they didnt like it. I think its important to keep in mind that they did not like it. So fun

[starlightseraph]

i just woke up with an overwhelming, all-consuming need to get the answer to this question.

idk what i dreamt about to prompt this, but into the rabbit hole i go, i guess.

[coastxlwaters]

Was writing stuff abt my pirate au-

Oh god.

You get isekai'ed into the last fanfiction you WROTE

Reblog for sample size or perish

[basket-of-cats-and-witches]

Bittersweet Reunion

It's been a while! I'm back playing Baldurs Gate 3 again to satisfy my rpg itch while we wait for Veilguard to come out. I'm hungry for it.

Anyway, this isn't about that. This is about durgetash, because I'm trash. Angst ahead >:3c

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Their feet found the old worn steps long before they realized it.

It was as if their body remembered what their mind could not, that there was something worth safeguarding behind the cracked blue paint of that door.

Something terrifying and beautiful.

Aelune hesitated, their fingers grazing the surface. They closed their eyes and breathed in, then out.

You've faced far greater threats than an old cottage, they reminded themselves. Nothing will compare to the agony of fighting Enver.

Even now, the signet ring nestled in the hollow of their collarbone, a gentle reminder of their fractured past.

A warning.

They curled their hand into a fist, raising it to knock, and-

The door swung open.

An older woman stood in the doorway, basket in hand, her expression creased with surprise.

“Ah,” she said. “It's you, then. Is it time?”

Aelune found themselves responding, even though they didn't understand the question. “Yes.”

The old woman stepped back, nodding inside. “Come on, then. He's been waiting for you.”

Aelune drew in another shaky breath, and moved past. Their legs carried them forward in large strides, one of the heroes of Baldurs Gate reduced to a trembling mouse before the might of the unknown.

Past the rickety stairs, the faded floral kitchen, and into a worn, tired living room.

The one place Orin wouldn't know to look.

Where Ketheric would forget.

Where Gortash would never know.

Beneath a puff of unruly black hair, red eyes looked up, mouth spreading into a toothy grin.

The toddler lurched forward, chubby arms outstretched.

“Mama!”

Aelune fell to their knees, embracing the child, and wept.

[what-did-u-throw-this-time]

a dream I had

[vacant2007]