#Live at the Hungry Brain
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Love Sea Episode 2 | Rakmut Steamy Kisses
#love sea#love sea the series#tongrak x mahasamut#rakmut#fortpeat#fort thitipong#peat wasuthorn#im on life support#I MAY HAVE PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE#IM A EFFIN' MESS#what do you EVEN say???#HELP i suppose?#RAVENOUS#HUNGRY#STARVING#kissed like their lives depended on it
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Mr. Doodle in the Margins
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I love when I become a fan of something and there seems to be endless content
#Star Wars Legends and the Star Wars EU stay feeding the dopamine seeking gremlin that lives in my brain#Boy is that gremlin hungry and my hyperfixations just won’t let him starve!!#Tfw finishing a show or movie or book leaves you numb because you have no idea what to do now that it’s over?#I don’t actually think that’s possible for me right now with all this content#Im bathing in content and it’s glorious#star wars#star wars legends#star wars eu#star wars original trilogy#star wars prequels#star wars sequals#star wars animation#star wars comics#star wars series#disney star wars#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#darth vader#leia organa#darth maul#thrawn#the mandalorian#star wars rebels#the clone wars#the bad batch#kate's post
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the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger
#uhh#disordered eating cw#just in case#mumbling#like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame#but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS#and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!!#and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight#and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things#like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD#you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive#the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc)#it’s been WARM#burn hotter move freer feel happier#and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger#it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same#that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged#and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight#i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate#but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me#i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal
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Guys, genuine question: how do you like your Luffy in the zolu fics? Clingy/lowkey submissive ? Stubborn and leading? Or something else?
I’m really trying to do it in the proper way and give my best while writing him and doing his character but i’m kinda stuck.. I want to write about switch luffy/ zoro and i need more ideas :”D
#leading zoro and needy / but switch luffy is doing me things#i live for affection starved zoro / he’s just waits for his captain’s commands and is hungry for everything luffy has to give to him#but I NEED SWTICH LUFFY ughhhh#i’d be so happy if you guys could write your own opinions or favourites about writing luffy’s character REALLY#one piece#zolu#roronoa zoro#monkey d. luffy#opla#luffy#monkey d luffy#zoro#op#luzo#ao3#i want zoro to lead and be lowkey rough while loving but also want him to be needy and down for luffy DOES THAT EVEB EXIST#my brain is rotting
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why am i seeing advertisements for a bbc thinkpiece article encouraging people not to eat 3 meals a day and to try intermittent fasting and to skip breakfast so you eat less calories because don't worry, hunger is psychological and the ancient romans only ate one meal a day! i am so sick of disordered eating rhetoric being touted as science. there is plenty of research that says that it is healthy to eat breakfast. there is research that says that eating breakfast is better for your heart, better for your mental functioning, better for your metabolism, better for your blood sugar, better for your cholesterol, and better for your overall nutrition. i am NOT listening to an advertised article basing their model for a healthy diet on out-of-context factoids about ancient rome
#my diet is actually about fueling my brain + body and getting enough nutrients + calories to sustain me all day#NOT about how few meals or how few calories i can eat#'hunger is psychological' as if it's not a normal cue from your body to your brain that it needs food to function#my theory is that there is an effort to get people to eat less bc people are so disillusioned with the cost of living rn#so if they eat less maybe their groceries will be cheaper and they won't think so much about it#+ also people who are hungry are people who are not thinking clearly and don't have energy to do anything#which is why i think the 'thin is in' trend is coming back (+ the ozempic thing or w/e)#but i really think that diet culture incentivizes skinniness which makes people eat less which makes them complacent#and i think people want to manipulate women in this way especially but even the general population now#there's no bread so they have to make up some circuses#anyway this made me so upset the conspiracy theorist that lives in my brain took over#i just think there's something evil happening here#ed tw#perhaps
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thinking about how much i love Karna and how much i love Ylfa and how much these two have in common.
servants of death itself, who knew hurt and rot and hunger before they were even finished growing. my girls who never truly had a chance to live, whose destinies were to die and keep dying and cope by becoming something (or someone) else.
#my lil red pepper and my lil red riding hood#the lack of family so they turn to the closest things they have available#being forced to learn loneliness so yound that it becomes all theyve ever known#also the funny similarities! both terrible flirts and so weird about boardgames#(and of course two PCs who both fell for lou’s character lmao. they really are so alike in the funniest ways)#so hungry and never able to fill themselves completely#getting to live on borrowed time </3#anyway aabria and emily always end up playing the most beautiful and Real characters who come RIGHT for my heart and brain#i will always love you twisted weird rotten teen girls#i *was* one of you once i will never forget that feeling that still sits deep in me#anyway!!!!!!!!#karna solara#karna#the ravening war#ravening war#d20 trw#ylfa snorgelsson#ylfa#neverafter#d20 nva#d20
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I would watch hours of these two talking about food while speaking Spanish
I’m only posting this because Taz is speaking Spanish and it’s the MOST BEAUTIFUL THING.
What is it? I am kind of enthralled by him.
#inaki godoy#taz skylar#one piece live action#this is like audio food for my ears#my brain is happy but also hungry
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friendly reminder as new years comes up and companies double down on exploiting marketing to people's weight loss resolutions: please please please please PLEASE be kind to yourself. love if you can, be neutral if you can't. there's about a million posts about this that i want to restate but then we'll be here all day so ill just stick to my two cents.
a lot of fitness culture (nice and well-intentioned people, not just shitty companies) will tell you you can do it right. you can be educated and smart, know the macros and minerals and do the best HIIT and have your rest days. And i don't have the authority to say that idea doesn't exist in reality, but i can say i was doing it as smart possible. reduce dont cut, stay above your calorie minimum, balance cardio and strength, eat healthy fats and get good protein.
you don't get an eating disorder by being dumb or uninformed or well-intentionedly doing it wrong. you dont get sucked in deeper by being flippant, by choosing with a sound mind to take those risks. and you dont get out of that shit by being smarter or learning more or figuring out how to do it right. you get out of it by being kinder to yourself, and most fitness companies dont want that for you so you have to want that for yourself
i like thinking of going to the gym as a hobby, and three years after my lowest point i still like weightlifting and yoga a lot. the difference now is that im recovering, making protein shakes that are closer to glorified milkshakes (ice cream and all, plenty of ice cream), putting effort into eating enough and not forcing myself to do stuff ill hate in the name of discipline or whatever. you don't force yourself to attend a painting class because you hate how your hands are shaped and youre told that if you just put all your willpower and discipline into painting regularly you'll be able to fix them. being creative on your own time and as you enjoy it *is* good for you and can definitely make you feel better, but staring at a canvas for weeks agonizing over the work you're only doing because you 'have' to is not.
so please please PLEASE be kind to yourselves💕💗💖
#tw eating issues#tw fatphobia#tw diet culture#tw fitness culture#tw eating disorders#made this under the assumption that we know eating disorders suck absolute ass#it ruins everything. your body but also your mood your brain function your will to live#it took me a year to actually feel physically hungry again#and the worst part is people will celebrate your slow death. tell you you look good or applaud your spiral downwards and you agree with them#you cant see how fucked up its gotten until youre recovering. the idea of not feeling hunger sounds great and feels great until you start#trying to heal#it sounds ideal its romanticized it sounds so convenient because then you wouldnt have to keep squeezing yourself dry to reach your goal#symptoms and side effects sound miniscule or even secretly desireable because at least it mean youre beautiful. its pretty to be dying#its a bottomless pit that looks shallow untill youre miles down and you finally look up and can no longer see the sun
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Getting into dbh in the year of our lord 2024 two weeks out from my thesis submission date because my brain is hungry and the non-human buddy cop snuggled in its awkwardly hamfisted social commentary bun is tasting something real delicious rn
#anyway connor now means the world to me unfortunately#by hungry i mean my brain is on the fritz but we're living with it#and some of the fanworks build on the missed potential of the game remarkably well
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#reason number one billion why i think i might be autistic#i've been incredibly overwhelmed this past week for no aparent reason#i couldn't work i couldn't speak properly my brain was mush#i couldn't concentrate on anything and i couldn't pinpoint the reason#i thought it was simply because i've been sick so that mist be it#but i realized last night the reason was that because i've been sick#my ears have been clogged and swollen and i can HEAR MY HEARBEAT#i've been hearing my hearbeat on my left ear every second of every day for a week! and that wasn't letting me focus or live#And slightly related to that#just now i was having a horrible time not knowing why i was feeling so uncomfortable#i was standing up from my chari shifting position thinking maybe that's it#eating something drinking water... maybe i was hungry or dehydrated...#i'm hot#that's it. i'm too warm and i have a hoodie on...#i can just take it off and my problems will be solved...#HOW DO I NOT NOTICE THESE THINGS?!?!?!!?#i wanna die lol#kjdfhgdgf#angel talks#personal
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Made donuts today.
Moronically—and in true scatterbrained fashion, mid frying a donut—I leave the stove to water my lilacs.
(My lilacs are legit becoming ashes from dehydration because I keep forgetting to water them.)
I come back to my donuts now JUST AS BURNT AS MY LILACS. People I’m down a plant, a donut and a millennium worth of motivation and pride.
#donuts#baking#neurodivergent#living with adhd#adhd problems#adhd brain#scatterbrain#i’m dyin over here#burnt out#hungry#food#feed me#chat am i cooked#we’re cooked#adhd
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i did the Adult Thing and spent my money on getting some travel size sharps containers so i can travel w my T instead of getting myself a chicken sandwich and thats cool and great but. i really want a chicken sandwich
#no money and no chicken sandwich and everyone else i live with has gone out to dinner with other people#so i have to try and pull together the energy and figure out what i can make w the stuff i have. or just not eat.#ngl ill probably go w “not eat”#like ik its bad for me but id rather deal w hunger than deal w the stress of not having the energy/brain power to make myself something#ive gotten pretty used to being hungry these last few weeks anyway.
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i fucking hate the pre-period episode of straight up misery because i have 0 clue if it actually is because of hormones or if my brain is having a fucky wucky time wirh me because i went 4 minutes too long without a meal
#“you need to eat more”#i just need everyone to understand that im not choosing not to eat#i get hungry and then my brain immediately tells me i will suffer if i eat#how am i supposed to work with that#“eat something” hey id sooner jump into traffic#i knoe why my brain does it but there is literally nothing to save me#needing to eat to survive is a curse#i can eat good meals for 3 days in a row and feel fine but then boom 1 food has a weird!@#now im starving myself unwillingly for a week and a half#living off cereal and plain pasta bc theyre the only things that dont Trigger a Response#hate it all i hate it#misery sucks why cant i just feel better already
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everything going exceptionally weird lately. got lsuch low bloog sugar i lost my vision for like 20 minutes n when it came back i was unable to orocess anything i could see n was struggling to think for another hr n i still feel really wrird. lost sensation in my arms for a bit too (they were numb n then tight i felt it in my hands n then all the way up my shoulders) n took a nap n it helped but still scary to experience n that that can just happen just bc i wasnt paying attention to what i was eating. fell asleep watching needle park while my vision was still on the buffer n woke up. fell asleep again to scarecrow n dda. i think im a person again
#its v hard to describe the disorientation?#i was having like blobs of visual snow n then couldnt see half my vision#n then when it came back it was like#i could see but i was blind#my brain could not process new information#i was looking at my phone screen able to go ok i know its bobby i have a bobby axel lockscreen but i couldnt actually see it in front of me#i was struggling to talk too all i could do was pace the living room bc sitting still scared me more#i have this mild migraine still but i can see again so#n i can think again?#the insbility to think was scary but i also wasnt fully able to get scared like it was STRONG dissociation kickin in#i hope this makes sense ive never experienced low blood sugar THAT bad b4#as it was happening i was feeling this unbearable loneliness n grief bc ive been feeling both a lot lately#like obviously im fine im not dying but panic brain was like well if u do die u die alone n forgotten rn#n it is making me feel so distant from everything still idk#gonna finish tidying my room up n write this weekend#work on my commissions. idk. keep applying for jobs n hooe i get a callback b4 i have to work retail or a factory job again#av.txt#i should say its like i never went acrually blind i always had half my vision n ive had half of it go b4 when tired n hungry#but never THAT bad n never also w the confusion
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Get yourself some soup and blankets girl!
a) any soap thats got a thick consistency actually hates me personally and b) i have another fever lmfaooooo
#sophie speaks#sophie answers#moots#cyb3rd0g#my beloved cyb3rd0g#for you are the only one who cares for poor me#but geniunely i love seeing you in my askbox thank you for being so consistent!!! you are very appreciated!!!#anyways me being sick doesnt usually affect my appetite#actually thinking about it never does im never NOT hungry. even when I'm really really sick (like hospital sick) i still get hungry#just any food options make me feel gross#also fun fact when i get super duper ultra mode sick i get really really stupid beyond my normal level#and always end up asking for the sorts of food i should NOT be eating#'greetings mother i know i just had a shivering fit so violent i almost bit my tongue off but id like dominos hawaiin pizza pls'#and they just go along with it because whenever they offer me something healthier i just don't eat it#can not tell you why im built like this yes it makes me feel much much worse#i think like at a certain point something gets disconnected in my brain towards pain and i start acting real odd#living in chronic pain has made me even weirder than i was before
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