#how am i supposed to work with that
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i fucking hate the pre-period episode of straight up misery because i have 0 clue if it actually is because of hormones or if my brain is having a fucky wucky time wirh me because i went 4 minutes too long without a meal
#“you need to eat more”#i just need everyone to understand that im not choosing not to eat#i get hungry and then my brain immediately tells me i will suffer if i eat#how am i supposed to work with that#“eat something” hey id sooner jump into traffic#i knoe why my brain does it but there is literally nothing to save me#needing to eat to survive is a curse#i can eat good meals for 3 days in a row and feel fine but then boom 1 food has a weird!@#now im starving myself unwillingly for a week and a half#living off cereal and plain pasta bc theyre the only things that dont Trigger a Response#hate it all i hate it#misery sucks why cant i just feel better already
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don't you hate it when you have drawing ideas that are way out of your current skill set
i don't mind a challenge but aaaaaaaah
#dont even know how to START#usually i can see a very clear picture of what i want in my mind but this is just vague shapes#how am i supposed to work with that
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I truly, TRULY do not know how to say this, because the fact that I have to say it makes me feel like I am losing my grip on reality. But no, in the post-capitalistic anarchist utopia, I will not be relying on “autistic minecraft girlies” to be building inspectors because - and this may shock you - one of those occupations takes years of education in how to read and interpret hundreds of thousands of lines of regulations based on complicated math and physics that were the result of decades of tragedy and death, and the other one involves playing a children’s video game.
#i am begging this website. BEGGING it. to stop acting like building codes are state oppression#and please stop reducing blue collar jobs to 'so easy any handyman could do it with a youtube video'#that's how people fucking die#i didn't spend five years learning how to do my job safely to watch people online tell me it could've just been a course in high school#i know that this is like. a minority minority opinion and not really worth getting worked up over#but it's so annoying to see supposed leftists denigrating blue collar jobs like this#same poster also opined that we won't need garbagemen#because 'if the trash is bothering people they'll figure out a way to clean it without having to pick it up'#like what??? does that even fucking mean????#construction
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There's this weird take I've seen floating around on TikTok that Bill doesn't actually care about his family/dimension or Stanford at all; that we're supposed to take everything in TBOB as non-canon basically because he's lying to garner sympathy from reader to make a deal with them. I'm all for having your own interpretations of media, but I just don't think this idea that Bill is a completely heartless unfeeling creature is supported by canon at all. In fact, it kind of feels like the opposite of the point of the book.
Like, yeah, most things Bill says should be taken with a grain of salt because he lies a lot, but he's not actually a very good liar? It's usually pretty easy to clock when he's full of it. But okay, even if we assume every word Bill says while trying to recruit the reader is a lie, there are three major things that this doesn't account for.
Bill is not the only source in the book. The lost Journal 3 pages were written by Stanford, we only know about the interdimensional Taco Bell incident because of an included police transcript, etc.
Even once he's lost any chance of making a deal with the reader to escape, Bill is having a complete breakdown and mentions all the people he so totally doesn't miss for real you guys. Why bother with reverse psychology double-lying for sympathy once his shot at getting the reader on his side is already gone?
Trying to garner the reader's sympathy makes sense to a certain extent, but why go out of his way to make himself look pathetic? Does revealing that he got drunk and cried over his ex in a fast-food drive-through really help his cause if that cause is to convince the reader he's still a powerful being capable of starting the apocalypse again so they can rule with him?
And that's all without even mentioning that, as previously stated, I think the entire point of the book is missed if we're interpreting Bill as having no genuine feelings or attachments. The book ends with Stanford healing from his past by being open about what he went through with his family and accepting their help, while Bill insists he doesn't need anyone and refuses to heal, actively making himself worse in the process. The clear theme imo is that accepting your past and accepting help from people who love you is essential to healing, while denying those things just makes everything worse. If Bill doesn't actually care about his family, his dimension, Stanford, or anything/anyone else, he has no trauma to heal from or regrets to learn from that he's refusing to accept and deal with, and the entire meaning of the book is made moot.
#tbob spoilers#tbob#the book of bill#bill cipher#billford#also it's just dumb bc like. the book did not invent these concepts.#there are clear implications in other sources that he regrets what he did to his dimension and that he genuinely cares about Ford.#anyone remember “saw his own dimension burn/misses home and can't return/says he's happy he's a liar blame the arson for the fire”?#and the “obsessive ex who still has feelings” dynamic he has w Ford is not new to this book it's just expanded on in it#also WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT OF WRITING A BOOK. IF WE'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO TAKE ANY OF IT AS CANON. THAT'S NOT HOW UNRELIABLE NARRATORS WORK.#this is rly long whoops can u tell how annoyed i am by this take#gravity falls
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kya and lee my beloveds
from @nerdylizj delicious amazing wonderful fic “forgetting is a kind of mercy”
#no these are not zuko and katara how dare you think so#I am as delusional as they are#thanks for the awesome work liz my beloved#forgetting is a kind of mercy#I suppose#cyanorhis#zutara
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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
#sae niijima#persona brainrot real#idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her#beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character#the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it#she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything#yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her#how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine#and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief#struggling to put a life without her father into perspective#to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing#why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought#every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you#and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#makoto niijima
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Arthur: I'm tired
Merlin, who hasn't slept in 72 hours and has his fifteenth coffee intus: maybe you should go to bed
#bbc merlin#merlin#merthur#merlin bbc#arthur#concept#i'm actually tired#with a little headache#so this is all i can do for today#you know how my teachers all want us to calculate in 8 hours per week for one course?#I have 10 courses#and a job that's 17 hours per week because legally I'd loose my Student status if I worked more than 20 hours#when am i supposed to write fanfiction????
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*American idiot plays in the background*
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day after tomorrow
(whee finally posting the finished version of this piece! i originally designed it for a cd charm where you can rotate wolfwood like the gif but then i figured there should be a still version too where you can pretend everything is happy and nothing hurts :))
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun maximum spoilers#trimax#trimax spoilers#uuuhhh i forgot the little tab thing isn't supposed to rotate but i am not remaking the gif so pls pretend you do not see it#god i am SO excited for this cd charm you have no idea#figuring out how to format and line everything up to make the rotation work squeezed all the juice out of my poor little braincells#but it was worth it (i hope lmao)#my art#mine#merch stuff#also if you're wondering where the church went in the gif dw it's still there!! that is both a promise and a threat :)#(it'll be on the back side of the charm)
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👑 Sworn Partners ⚔️
(ID: Kirby series fanart of King Dedede and Meta Knight being cute and in love. Top panel - bust shot of DDD scooping MK up into his arms, smooshing the flustered knight against him in a great big hug as a little flurry of hearts bursts from them. Middle panel - bust shot of DDD holding MK in his arms, gazing down at him with an easy grin as the knight pushes his mask to the top of his head, a fond smile on his face as he gazes back. Bottom panel - bust shot of DDD and MK leaning in together to meet in a kiss, eyes closed and faces flushed, the king holding his knight tighter, the knight gently cupping his king’s cheek. More little hearts hover around them, the biggest just above their heads. In all panels, DDD's crown and MK's armor are - as usual - touched with white highlights and dusted with sparkles. END ID.)
Sketch started some time early 2024, render started 03/18/24, finished 04/15/24, updated for color correction 11/02/24.
#veins art#veins ships#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#king dedede#meta knight#king dedede x meta knight#metadede#kissing#I care them very much#beeg bird king and his tiny sword husband#ugh. disgusting. how dare they be this cute together#also I keep seeing people tag my posts with things like “I wish gay people were real” and it is *sending me*#why yes - the bi colors in the bg *are* intentional#more sparkles? yes. more blushies? yes#am I supposed to be working on other stuff right now? yes.#am I procrastinating again with more ship stuff? maybe.#veinsfullofstars
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I remember reading hilarious posts on @sleepyconfusedpotato blog about ghosts round 🍑 and the fact that he is built like a fridge, but omg when you dig into his model you can also see his slutty waist
….and his jacket is tucked inside jeans?! Hello?!!
#How am I supposed to work in such conditions#simon ghost riley#ghost#cod#call of duty#modern warfare 2
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TSC 2 IS CALLED THE GOLDEN RAVEN AND JEAN'S BIRTHDAY IS 11/9 TO MIRROR NEIL'S 1/19 BECAUSE THEY'RE CONNECTED EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP I CAN'T HANDLE THIS AT 3 AM
#i have so many things to do tomorrow how am i supposed to function like this#NORA WHAT????#AAAAAAA#i really bitch about that woman 24/7 but the moment she starts posting again i act like i've just received a prophecy from GOD#I MISSED JEAN'S BIRTHDAY THO FUCK I'LL DRAW HIM TOMORROW GUYS I SWEAR#and i'm working on a kevjean fic i'll post... at some point? idk i'm barely halfway done#i've been adding to it sporadically when work is slow#anyway#aftg#all for the game#jean moreau#aftg trilogy#the sunshine court#the golden raven#tsc#jean yves moreau#neil josten
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do you ever just .. look at what you've drawn.. like.. uhhh
#how am I even supposed to finish the piece#it had absolutely different tone and initial idea!#fucking brute force it i guess#lies of p#lies of p romeo#romeo king of puppets#and i cant do anything with this one too#because my smart ass took a screenshot of zoomed in and rotated art i was working on#and went#oh! let me just have fun with these 5 x 5 pixels#if i finish the piece i bet you'll be surprised what it actually is#art#my art#kyuriekiri#art wip
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That's Turks teamwork. Pretty good, right?
#final fantasy vii#ffedit#ffgraphics#ffgifs#ff7#*ff7#my gifs#i am so normal about the turks#society if it was easier to get clips of them fighting together#hey square how about a before crisis remake#though i suppose i like the variety of ways they can work together#but also please look at elena and rude playing catch and think about how they're good at it because the turks play with darkstar thanks#it also feels weird using a quote from cc when there are no cc gifs but what can you do#rude#reno#elena#tseng#the turks#advent children
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“The hands that cradled your face and tilted it upward to kiss your forehead are soaked in unfathomable quantities of blood.”
“But they cradled me, yes?”
I got really into the theory of the apple (from that one image from the beast yeast chapter 7/8 leaks) being the fruit of knowledge. And I thought, what if Pure Vanilla takes a bite out of it? (*^▽^)/★*☆♪
So here’s an artwork where Pure Vanilla is slowly going insane after taking a bite, and all Shadow Milk can do is hold him as he succumbs to the same insanity that claimed him so long ago. Fun stuff, am I right? ((o(^∇^)o))
#pure vanilla crk#shadow milk crk#shadowvanilla#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#pureshadow#shadow milk cookie#vanilla milkshake#laughs evilly as I scurry back to my cave to disappear for another month#my fellow Shadowvanilla shippers I have returned#my discord still doesn’t work and I’m still upset about it#how am I supposed to live laugh love if I can’t share my artworks on the vanilla milkshake server?#sad times indeed#anyways I hope nobody mistakes the yellow eyes on my drawing for bill cipher just because they’re yellow#I needed some toe curling angst after being gone for so long#I live off of doomed yaoi#also look at how my art has somewhat improved me is very happy#I should get my pookie to write a fanfic on this don’t you think?#okay this is probably too many hashtags sorgy
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