#why WOULDNT you hate her?
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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
#sae niijima#persona brainrot real#idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her#beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character#the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it#she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything#yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her#how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine#and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief#struggling to put a life without her father into perspective#to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing#why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought#every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you#and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#makoto niijima
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the thing that sets apart hua cheng from most other devotee/worshipper-type relationships in other media is that hua cheng would actually throw himself on his knees and crawl across the floor if xie lian wanted to, he would demean himself without shame because shame comes from the perception that you have done something wrong or foolish in another's eyes, and hua cheng would never see his god's will as either, nor care for anyone's else's opinion
#i was so happy when i read tgcf because this is what i mean when i want hopelessly devoted love interests#too many of these (dark) fantasy male love interests dont even treat her with basic respect#like what do you MEAN they drag her around and demean her#theyre often assholes at best and abusers at worst#there is no devotion or worshipping to be found#''he would kill for her'' but would he make peace with his enemies for her?? would he SAVE his enemies for her??#hua cheng would#hua cheng also wouldnt dream of ordering xie lian around#he told xie lian once not to get involved with the wind and water master but when xie lian did that anyone#all he said was ''thats okay baby i told you before: just do what you want to do ill be here for you either way<3''#he only intervenes more forcefully for xie lian's protection and he clearly HATES doing that#sorry for the vent but im tired of seeing the worshipper trope done so badly!!#where are the statues!! the murals!! the devouring need to be with them!! why arent these men on their knees!!!#hua cheng#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#xie lian#hualian
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Ouuggghhhhh......
#p3#ryoji and aigis. man.#sorry for not also having 'Aigis... You'll find the answer one day as well. You too are a precious living thing...'#some people make it out that for lack of a better way to phrase it ryoji likes aigis and aigis hates ryoji#and their relationship never changes especially after ryoji remembers#its not true!!!!#aigis embarrassed ryoji(as he says on 11/30) hes got no reason to like her#he wouldnt be mean to anyone though its more so that he doesnt go out of his way to try to talk to her#then he realises why she hates him and what shes overcome#aigis doesnt necessarily dislike ryoji she more so distrusts him#she acknowloges that hes a good person she just senses that hes a shadow#then she realises the same thing he does why she distrusts him and how hes a good person doespite that
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I really do find it incredibly irritating how TOH plays all sides of the shipping board just because they don't want to upset shippers.
It's why you get Evelyn looking more like Luz than Willow - it's also why her face is never shown. Even if Dana didn't want to get into the Caleb/Evelyn and Philip murder drama, there isn't any reason for her face to be obscured UNLESS the goal wasnt to upset shippers
It's why you get Luz's type of of boy being angsty warrior princes like Hunter - it's also why all of Hunter's important moments involve Luz and not Willow.
This is why you get Hunter dying and coming back to life looking like Caleb pleading with Luz to help him fight Belos in TTT, but then his entire arc culminates with him holding pinkies with Willow FTF. This is why all the interesting themes Hunter brought to the table were completely kneecapped by his relationship with Willow.
It's fucking bizarre LMAO.
#lunter#see like. I have seen shows where you can see the writers playing with different ships because theyre not going into this#with a solid idea of what they want in mind - so it's experimental. which i think is still annoying#But TOH already knew what it wanted from the get go and it still chooses to play all sides of the board in the most irritating way possible#anyways... people who think Dana hates Lunter even though she made Luzs type of boy angsty warrior princes are so funny#ah yes... truthfully she hates it.... thats why she didnt give Evelyn a concrete appearance#I wouldnt call Evelyns appearance ambiguous bc she looks more like Luz than Willow.#But thats why you never get a clear view of her face LOL#anyways dont get it twisted this show is still very much dead to me
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I know it's a fact of life and all, but it does give me the heebie jeebies, knowing there's someone out there whose job is to masturbate male pigs so they can ship off semen to artificially inseminate sows.
Like I get it... it's just...like...business, circle of life, this is how the meat industry is efficient in how it breeds livestock, but...
I'm trying to imagine someone whose job it is to masturbate a caged pig, and it's like...
Hm.
I hope they pay them...something good.
Also I wonder if like...female pigs ever feel super weird about being artificially inseminated.
Like they know it's not natural.
I assume.
And then I think, well, what about the male pigs?
They probably know it's not natural either, being jerked off in a cage by some human.
What is going through their heads during all this...
#hm#anyway#you shouldnt reblog this not bc i care if you do or do not#but because whatever followers you have might want to strangle you for reblogging this#not sure why i was thinking about this#oh right#because i read an omegaverse fanfic about being milked for semen and then i was like doesnt that happen in real life#and now ive fallen into the rabbithole of animal husbandry#when you think about it its a really weird concept like morally#my mom forced her dog kelly to get bred by one of those stud dogs right and she said she felt so bad#cuz the poor dog looked right at her when he entered#and she looked horrified that her mother was standing there not doing anything i guess#and its like oh wow#that feels#wrongf#like i know they dont have the complex emotions of humans but#i dont know that kind of feels wrong for some reason#poor dog didnt know what was happening or what was coming#also they had to really pull the dog off because he didnt want to stop#also the command was like#take#which feels#uber creepy#but you know#fact of life i guess#you dont think about this shit if youre desperately trying to get a corgi i guess?#i wouldnt relate though#i only rescue dogs#i hate purebred bullshit#ill take mutts and accidental pregnancies all day every day
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missing the maribelle/tharja family unit today. i think maribelle would be elated to have a daughter. she meets noire for the first time and she goes “do you play chess? violin? ride? drink tea?” and noire goes “no but im really good at throwing up in a bucket” and maribelles like “oh!!!! okay!!!!” i think she finds noire’s talisman persona charming. chrom is like “um maribelle can you please go get your daughter… she’s terrorizing the camp” and she goes “shes harmless! why do you hate women?” and he never speaks on it again. i think tharja needs a kid that will beef with her and i think brady is 100% the guy to do it. i think she looks at him and goes “what is your problem” and he flips her off. she tries to curse him but he spins his staff ninja style deflecting them back at her. he serves tea to his moms but he spits in tharjas and she knows it. and then she drinks it because it pisses him off. brady could come to love her at some point but it will not be easy and it will not come without a lot of work and a lot of arguing and i think i need some more parent/child conflict in this game. awakening gets one f bomb and its hidden in the random tharja brady PC support where he just goes “FUCK YOU” Tharja and Brady attained support level B.
#ann plays awakening#ann writing paragraphs#they are my favorites…#and like. besides the big four of the awakening kids#brady and noire have always been my favorites…#i like to think about this family a lot even if i dont talk about them quite as frequently#i wish i had something to write about for them like contained into a fic but i dont have any ideas that could get me that#far#just little thoughts about what i want to see#brady and tharja especially like i understand why noire loves tharja i do#curses aside thats still your mom who raised you and protected you#and everyone processes trauma and grief differently#but i think brady would be a fun counterbalance bc i think he would be pissed!!#rightfully so!!!#i like to think that while his talent for healing magic comes from maribelle#he only really took it up after maribelle died because there was no one else to protect his sister#and i think noire wouldnt mind taking the brunt of tharja’s cruelty if it meant her brother wouldnt#like god… they could be the cutest siblings ever#and the saddest.#also i j think that the parent child conflicts in this game are lacking#you have gerome and cherche but thats entirely one sided and its bc gerome is scared not bc of any malice#severa is a little bit harsher just because shes severa but the same thing goes down with her and cordy where shes just scared.#and a little bitter bc of the chrom thing but mostly scared#and its like. cherche and cordelia didnt even do anything wrong anyways. tharja did and someone should call her ass out!!!!!#i love tharja btw. not a tharja hate post but i think it would be fun if she was forced to confront her potential fate#by looking at the direct consequence of her future actions (angry son who hates her) if she doesnt change#JUST SAYING#whatever anyways. tharjabelle family unit hit post
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My younger sibling literally blocked my phone number because we got into an argument over capitalism ???
Wow I reached the tag limit on this post
Beware a long vent in the tags lmao
#shitpost#vent#(in the tags)#her indifference to the world and willingness to participate in the corrupt parts of society pisses me off#if she found out the developers of a mobile app she likes were actually xenophobic or smth she wouldn't even care bc it doesnt affect her#she would rather stay ignorant and harm others than accept that some things she likes have bad impacts on the world#even ai. which arguably DOES affect her bc shes creative. but she just doesnt see how it harms her bc its not an active type of harm#its just in the background closing in on you#even if her own stuff was stolen by ai she just WOULDNT FUCKING CARE#and it makes me mad!!!#shes so ignorant. to the world and also to others#if she doesnt understand something she doesnt care#if she doesnt understand why i use it/its or he/him then she just. doesnt use them for me#and then if i confront her says “well you didn't tell me”#LIKE. I WEAR A LANYARD WITH MY PRONOUNS ON IT. HOW FUCKING HARD CAN IT BE TO JUST. LOLK AT MY LANYARD#agh this got off topic#anyways. my point is she makes me mad#goddd the way she sees capitalism#she called me dumb for “not understanding business”#and i said anyone who DOES understand business knows it's crap and capitalism is awful#and she just got mad and blocked my number#her problem is that shes STUBBORN. and she hates being corrected.#and shes so insistent on being an ally. shes literally part of the lgbtq community.#but her problem is that she doesnt care enough.#she rants to me about Trump being stupid. but not in a “im worried abt the trans ppl in our country” way#in a “lmao hes dumb i can't believe hes so stuuuupid” way#she doesnt get it#to her it's like. the aesthetic and moral highground of being an ally. but without actually caring#its one thing to joke a bit but its another to joke while also ignoring the issues#UGH SHE PISSES ME OFF SO BAD
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js woke up and im still thinking abt how ro just Left after realizing she wasn't trusted or wanted so it was pointless for her to continue trying to do her own plans, or even stay during her final s4 stream
like i feel so unwell abt how she was so content to just. leave. to have her talk w the two people she cherished most and leave them to ruin the world she'd spent all season desperate to preserve bc she realized even if there was nothing left, the builds meant nothing in comparison to the memories she held dear of her time w mapicc and zam
she didnt even yell at them or start fighting them abt it even when she expressed her discontent w how the world was being ruined, she made sure to leave things off by Thanking them for the memories they made w her and wishing them well before going on her way— leaving them to watch as she left them, stood surrounded by chaos of their own creation
#veni.txt#tbh not confident enough to maintag this LOL#ill just leave this here#bc i truly just cannot stop thinking abt team awesome#they make me so incredibly miserable bro#ro's final s4 stream has changed so much for me#oh my god like esp her being invited to end the server during s5 By devotions#that is suddenly so much more 🥹 knowing the Context of how ro left off her relationship w them in s4#im just so.........#“you guys dont trust me and thats okay.”#idek bro they make me want to eat drywall#like the girl who spent all season set on her Own goals and ideals to the point of pushing away everyone she loves#being the one to give up on her final goal and leave behind the people she was w all season bc she was happy w the memories#that theyd already given to her#i hate her#i hate her so bad pleaseeeeeee#id honestly say her deciding to leave was her final way of preserving the memories she cherished#bc if she is the one who leaves and turns her eyes away from the destruction of the world— and the people who are ruining it#then she can hold onto the memories that She wants w zam and mapicc rather than ones that may ruin or change things#which is honestly pretty funny tbh#like she went from not wanting to ruin the world to keep the memories alive#to leaving the world behind not to ruin the memories#she grew to recognize that change is inevitable and that is Why she left before more COULD change#so she could hold onto her happy memories spent w zam and mapicc in a way she wouldnt be able to#if she stayed and beared witness to who they were becoming. who they were.
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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.
#the 'time travel' makes no sense when you think on it. What happened to Prime Chakotay? He got killed they showed that.#At the end s1 Janeway finds an 'alternate chakotay in an alternate timeline' and that's the one they go and get#we saw the original get merc'd in the message. That ACTUALLY happened. Lmao.....#They didn't prevent THAT death because they didn't go to THAT Solum with the Infinity and stop it from happening#instead it was 'ALTERNATE#' implying other.#OG Chakotay wasn't taken over by the alternative one either nothing suggests that was the direction for him in s2#they didn't do anything like 'well you see chakotay because at the end of s2 when we converged timestreams you have merged with your other'#if they did want to recover the original from s1 then keep that clear instead of being convoluted dont use an alternate timeline wtf#instead the plot was focused on gywns stupid fucking paradox plot and her being fixed#chakotay was the one in a paradox too did that not matter nah dw about it he had to die for this outcome or someshit lmao why#In the extended message given to admiral janeway it shows him clearly getting left behind and surrounded. Sadly no one intervened.#I dont understand why they couldnt have just made s2 about his rescue alone IF they took their time it wouldnt be so difficult#to follow#above that the one they rescued was ruined by the 10 year gap so he wasn't 'saved' at all. God i hate s2 when you break it apart#I dunno the more i look at s2 Janeway and Chakotay the more upsetting it is. Janeway would NOT have settled for an imposter.#everyone going goo-goo gaa gaa over s2 but it's sloppy af imo and undermines a huge portion voyagers struggles#id really like them to flatly lay out their ideas because literally nothing ive heard explains the story or choices of s2 with conviction#instead it's oh clap for wesley or the new vulcan and other references yay#describe to me your timetravel clearly and i'll happily take a seat on it (there is still other crap stuff mind you)#this is the most repressed shit i my head i swear#im angry because s1 is so clearly mapped out to a brilliant degree and for whatever reason it's not in s2#i can see through it#insultingly people are eating it up and claiming it's better than ever nah dawg embarrassing#there are nice ideas inside s2 but they arent adequately rewarded#it doesnt compare to the timetravel in other trek because they kept it clear#i mean it could have been an interesting parallel to endgame but in the end janeway didnt even rescue him lmao they dropped her#why bother building up this mission only for her to give up and go 'i'll hand it over because im told to'. Janeway had fuck all this season#let alone settle for not fixing her own timeline and her own friends deadly circumstance dw just grab another one from the shelf i guess#the emotional fallout was absolutely missed because they didnt elaborate on anything. Plenty of show but no substance from the characters
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#STOP HATING ON HER#people keep finding invalid reasons as to why they hate her#I think people are forgetting that#SHES A TEENAGER#SHE MAKES MISTAKES#YALL ARE ACTING LIKE YOU WOULDNT HOLD A GRUDGE ON THE DUDE THAT MURDERED UR BOYFRIEND#stop Cherry hate#cherry valance#i love her#I will always defend her#the outsiders#se hinton#:) <3
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yoooooo do you know what happened to callm3senpaii ?!?!?!???? i was a huge fan of their banger works and when i try to find them now their account is deactivated I am devastated 😭
chiiileee 😭 long story short they got mad they traded away gojo on mudae, blocked everyone and deleted their blog.
i wish i was lyin'.

#ೃ༝💌⁀➷ 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉мαιℓ#ೃ💌⁀➷𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉αησηѕ#lmfao usually i wouldnt spill tea on the TL like this but its been like 9 months and idgaf any more im tired of being fake about it#im not sparring you hoes when y'all spaz over dumb shit jhfskdhfkdsjf#i literally spoke to this girl for 3 days on discord telling her she didnt have to do it and it was just a game and no one cared that hard#she acted weird for a week being passive aggressive and the next thing u know we blocked and her blog deleted without a word#and apparently we (black) microagressed her (white) when we never said anything bad about her ever#like that was my bestie on this app for MONTHS and we spoke every damn day she was the person i was closest to on the server even!?#we made the server together?! and invited ppl#see this is also why i hated gojo for so long and didnt write him until this summer#cause some of y'all hoes aint right in the head over this man and i was traumatized im ngl#like i didnt even have toji atp and didn't act like this and y'all know thats my nigga daddy who i would spill blood for 😭😭😭#mudae shows u who ppl really are istg jhdfkjshfjksd#the most ironic thing is i DM'd her on the side saying i had a fun game but was nervous to add it cause i didnt want ppl to fight#and she said “omg its just pixels who would do that?” HOE U APPARENTLY!!!! KFHSDLKFJHDKJ#someone say im lyin cause i have receipts kfjhdkjfhdkhjs#mudae war stories jkdhajhda#tw discourse
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My favorite brio nuance is that rios not jealous of dean (what's there to be jealous of?) he just hates beth for not having the guts to leave him
#Visually i think it comes off mostly the same#In that he doesnt like dean#But more than that he hates any time beth clearly wants smth but cant commit to it#I think he probably wouldnt have minded nearly as much about her shooting him if she'd actually killed her#It's the#Why are you lying to me and why are you lying to yourself#Which#V interesting insight into his values
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i was joking, mostly, about the zephyr alexis navine thats such a trans name thing, but i am interested in the dysphoria aspect of bodyswapping which i feel like is almost never acknowledged in anything where bodyswapping happens. bc like, not even necessarily gender-related, getting suddenly put into another body would be distressing for a lot of people. and the nevers is the first thing ive ever seen that acknowledges that. "why are my hands so tiny", "this doughy frame", and the most visceral "this body that i cant fit into"
#stripe can be trans or she can not be trans#i think exploring her as trans in fic could be fun#'do you just hate dresses?'#whats 22nd century canada like for trans people#but it's not really the point. whether she is or not#theres not the conflict right?#but the body autonomy themes Are like. the point#the turns. livinia. dr hagues whole thing#im not sure yet what he was Doing tthats too much plot for me takes me a third or a fourth watch#but these things is what the show is about so why wouldnt she be trans you know? thats sort of what i mean#the nevers
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Unfriendly reminder that you don't get to play the abled saviour and pretend to care about disabled people just to sow hatred against other minority communities
#lady on my towns local social media page was complaining that a woman of colour wouldnt move from the disabled seats#despite the fact she had started hounding her to do it when a walker user got on the bus#there are at least four disabled seats on every bus in this town#funny that you only honed in on the one occupied by a POC#no one has to justify why and when they use the priority seating if they need it#but you didnt even bother to ask her you did you you self righteous bastard#if youre only nice to us to be hateful to someone else then youre an awful person and I wish nothing but inconvenience for you#disability#disability community#mobility aids#mobility aid user#swearing in tags
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everything is chill untill the "may have trouble realizing that they have a problem. To them, their thoughts are normal." hits
#(ignore the 10 post every month of 'i hate when X happens why can't i be normal about it')#anyway thinking about things ykyk. =w=bbb#BUT. i also want to talk about my darlingsss#i did find the one she alligns with so thats awesome and im excited to work it into her character from now on#but. with 3/4 gfs. ive never felt like they had the autism swag. especially not with her but even when i think about the others...#except seiko she has autism swagger to the roooffff#but yeagh its. i do feel like [] fits them so much better. part of that is 1 being a robot and the fact theyre both women in media.#but its. its really nice to realize something and then notice that actually its been all around you already.#like literally if im in bed ive got tojo above me seiko to my right and 2b to my left. and then wife everywhere else.#tbf wife is different now but also shes close enough. she gets it.#i think she wouldnt know? omg shed be just like me frfr.....#sillyposting#anyway shoutout to thinking its. sure been happening to mee#whateber its not like anything will change its just my current brainworm since its so fresh#also btw btw im still autism yippeeee im pretty sure at least. i cant have this as my url and then not be itt... nahhh
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Being undiagnosed autistic with a diagnosed autistic brother can be really fucking annoying sometimes because if you don’t want to do something because it’s overstimulating for you you will have to suck it up simply because “your brother can handle it so can you” and its like AAAAAA I WANT TO RIP MY HAIR OUT
#aaronymous ramblings#vent#also i dont think my accommodations are unreasonable?#my mom always treats me like im the most selfish person in the world for saying ‘oh id rather just stay home you go out and have fun with#my brother’ and somehow thats like the worst thing ever#i get shes my mom and she gets worried about me but like i can legally drive i have a JOB i go to COLLEGE let me make my own decisions damn#having a family dynamic like this is like being infantilized and treated like the villain at the same time its like what#like god forbid I dont wanna sit outside in an overstimulating place for 6 hours straight and then go on a boat ride which you know I#notoriously get really anxious and panicky on like#if i dont go she acts like im selfish and if i do go she mocks me for being grumpy like no shit i dont wanna be here i wouldnt be annoying#you by me just being upset and trying my best not to express it if you let me not come#i thought i was bending a knee to her by agreeing to try new things and go out in the first place and idk#she just does not at all understand my perspective#god forbid someone’s form of relaxation is watching tv instead of sitting on a texture they hate with loud noises and people wverywhere with#nothing to do at all#AAAAAAAA#first world problems i know#this is why i hate vacations btw#i should have stayed home like my other brother he is way better with boundaries than i am
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