#Ketamine Infusions For Pain
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Unlocking the Power of Stellate Ganglion Block for Anxiety and PTSD
The Stellate Ganglion Block for anxiety offers a different approach. By targeting the stellate ganglion, the procedure helps to calm the overactive sympathetic nervous system, which is often at the root of anxiety disorders. Patients who undergo SGB for anxiety at Libertas Mind have reported feeling an almost immediate sense of calm and relief from their symptoms. This rapid response can be life-changing, especially for those who have struggled with anxiety for years without finding effective relief.
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At a time when the recreational use of ketamine is coming under more scrutiny from law enforcement after the death of actor Matthew Perry, a new study highlights its potential value as a treatment for fibromyalgia pain.
Ketamine is an anesthetic drug that is only FDA-approved for depression and anesthesia. But in recent years ketamine infusions are increasingly being used “off-label” for severe chronic pain conditions such as Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS).
In a small systematic review (a study of studies), researchers in Brazil found that ketamine infusions were safe and effective in relieving fibromyalgia pain. The review was small – just 6 clinical trials involving 115 patients – because ketamine has rarely been considered as a treatment for fibromyalgia due to its potency. Ketamine infusions require constant medical supervision because they put patients into a temporary dream-like state that can lead to hallucinations and out-of-body experiences.
But the Brazilian researchers found the side effects from infusions were mild and short-term, with some fibromyalgia patients experiencing pain relief that lasted for days or weeks.
Fibromyalgia is a poorly understood condition that causes widespread body pain, fatigue, insomnia, brain fog and mood disorders. The FDA has approved only three medications for fibromyalgia, two antidepressants (Cymbalta and Savella) and a nerve drug (Lyrica), but many patients consider them ineffective.
Could ketamine be another option?
#disability#chronic pain#spoonies#chronic illness#fibromyalgia#ketamine#ketamine infusion#study#article
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Lmao they really named the guy that shoots House "Moriarty" and then crammed the episode with as many well known Sherlock references as possible, just in case the viewer missed the allegory
#i love the framing and the light work in this show but the writers could learn a thing or two about subtlety and trusting the audience#super relatable that he realizes he's dealing with unreality because his pain his under control tho#i too would like a ketamine infusion#bex talks to themself#house md
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ketamine is. different. what the fuck is going on.
#infusion in like twenty minutes I'm.#i feel like I'm. my soul or brain or whatever looking out of my eyes#but im detached from the rest of my body#its really weird. im really really hoping it'll keep me from level 10 pain like on monday.#oh i didn't explain. for pain relief for this drug they give you ketamine an hour before#and throughout and a little past the infusion#its supposed to help a lot with nerve pain which is primarily what this drug causes#chatter#round 2#drug tw?#it's legally prescribed snd used medicinally but yeah
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Exploring the Benefits and Safety of Ketamine Therapy for Anxiety
Ketamine therapy has gained recognition for its rapid onset of action in relieving symptoms of depression, anxiety, PTSD, and chronic pain. This innovative treatment approach offers hope to individuals who have not responded to traditional therapies like electroconvulsive therapy (ECT) and transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS). In this article, we will delve into the benefits of ketamine therapy and shed light on its safety profile. Additionally, we will highlight the pioneering efforts of KetaMind Clinic Israel, a leading institution in the field.
Researching Potential Adverse Effects or Risks Associated with Ketamine Therapy
Before exploring the benefits of ketamine therapy, it is essential to understand the potential side effects and risks. Numerous studies have been conducted to evaluate the safety profile of ketamine therapy. Researchers have identified common side effects that can occur during and after treatment sessions. These may include short-term effects like nausea, vomiting, elevated blood pressure, heart rate, dizziness, and disorientation. Long-term effects may involve cognitive impairments, emotional instability, and memory difficulties.
Severity and Frequency of Side Effects
It is crucial to consider the severity and frequency of side effects associated with ketamine therapy. The reported side effects are mostly mild and transient, subsiding shortly after the treatment session. However, it is essential to note that rare but serious adverse effects can occur. These may include hallucinations, delusions, worsening of existing psychiatric conditions, and physical complications like bladder and urinary tract issues or respiratory depression.
Factors Influencing the Likelihood of Experiencing Side Effects
Several factors can influence the likelihood of experiencing side effects during ketamine therapy. The dosage and frequency of ketamine administration play a crucial role. Individual patient characteristics, such as medical history and overall health, can also impact the occurrence of side effects. Co-occurring medical conditions should be carefully considered before undergoing ketamine therapy to ensure patient safety.
Common Side Effects of Ketamine Treatment
Ketamine therapy may lead to physical and psychological side effects. Physical side effects can include temporary nausea and vomiting, elevated blood pressure and heart rate, and temporary dizziness or disorientation. Psychologically, patients may experience dissociation, perceptual disturbances, emotional instability, mood swings, and temporary memory and cognitive impairments. It is important to note that these effects are generally short-lived and resolve once the treatment session is completed.
Rare but Serious Adverse Effects of Ketamine Treatment
While rare, it is crucial to be aware of severe adverse effects that can occur with ketamine treatment. Psychologically, some patients may experience hallucinations and delusions. Moreover, individuals with pre-existing psychiatric conditions may see a worsening of their symptoms. Regarding physical complications, ketamine therapy has been associated with bladder and urinary tract issues and potential respiratory depression or difficulty breathing. These severe effects are rare but highlight the importance of close monitoring during treatment.
Factors to Consider Before Undergoing Ketamine Treatment
Before considering ketamine therapy, certain factors should be taken into account. Thorough patient assessment and a medical history review are vital to identify potential risks or contraindications. Clear communication with healthcare professionals, including depression doctors and therapists, must ensure an informed decision. Patients should fully understand the potential risks and benefits of ketamine therapy before providing their consent. Monitoring and follow-up care are crucial to ensure optimal outcomes and promptly address concerns.
Conclusion
Ketamine therapy offers a promising alternative for individuals struggling with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and chronic pain. Its rapid onset of action and effectiveness in treatment-resistant cases has emerged as a valuable therapeutic option. While ketamine therapy carries a low risk of side
Effects, it is essential to be aware of potential adverse effects and risks. Patients can make informed decisions about their mental health treatment journey by conducting thorough research, consulting with healthcare professionals, and considering individual factors. KetaMind Clinic Israel stands at the forefront of this groundbreaking therapy, providing hope and relief to many individuals seeking practical solutions for their mental health challenges.
Contact Us: Website: https://ketamindclinic.com Address: 5 Hayetzira St. Raanana Entrance B, 2nd floor Phone: +972.55.6636600 Email: [email protected]
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Get Ketamine Infusion Therapy For Pain
Chronic pain and depression are health conditions that often go hand in hand. Many people who suffer from long-term pain and health problems, like neuropathy and spinal pain, also suffer from depression.
Visit IVitalize Wellness & Therapeutics To Get Ketamine Infusion Therapy For Pain In Illinois.
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pain killer fueled thoughts
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summary: Finally leaving the comfort of your base pharmacy, you're thrown into a makeshift medical tent. With the change of scenery, you went to work to make yourself useful to both the medics and the soldiers. This isn't your first deployment but it is the first time that someone under the effects of morphine and ketamine confesses their love to you. A sequel to "a panacea"
pairing: Price x pharmacist!Reader
warnings: medical/pharmacy terminology, medical inaccuracies, swearing, depiction of wounds, fluff, and flirting
a/n: it's finally here! to all my price fans who carried 49% of the votes, i hope you enjoy :)
🏷️ @fan-of-encouragement
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Assignments overseas were both exciting and painful for you. While you liked the different atmosphere, you spent most of your time making sure your makeshift pharmacy was stocked and ran around providing aid when needed. Every day was spent looking at the shelves and counting every bottle, vial, and box. When you weren’t occupied with that, you were prepping IV bags and debating with doctors regarding their treatment plans. You by no means had to face the horrors of fighting but it was frustrating, monotonous work.
However, besides the paperwork and bureaucracy, you hated seeing the friendly faces of your patients twisted in agony as the doctor reset their bones or stitched their wounds. You would spend your lunches at their bedside trying to ease their mind away from the pain and entertaining them with stories and your never-ending facts.
As you entered the temporary infirmary, you recognized the resting face of Captain Price. He was the only man there as the others had either recovered or been set home. You had heard he had become injured earlier this morning. A bullet through his neck/upper chest you would later learn. Miraculously, the bullet exited in one piece and missed his vital arteries and clavicle bone. You knew he’d heal well but you couldn’t imagine the pain he was in. He would be sent on the next flight home and was only here for the remainder of the afternoon. You worried about his condition.
As you entered, the field medic whispered that the Captain had just been wheeled onto the cot. They described his unit's quick actions in applying a Hemcon dressing to the entrance and exit wound. Once back at the base, they provided him with IV Lactated Ringer to provide him with some necessary electrolytes and nutrients. His case was a priority so within the next two hours he would be transferred to a proper hospital.
As you nodded at the standard procedure, the medic added, "The nurse and I hooked him up to an IV drip so hopefully it kicks it in soon." With that, the medic was off to either take a nap or get something to eat. If it were you, you’d be stealing some melatonin and passing out. You appreciated the medic’s information and started to walk towards Price’s cot.
“Y/N, what a surprise to see you here,” Price said, eyes still closed.
“I can see why you rose through the ranks. You have a scary sense of observation,” you joked and grabbed a stool to sit next to him.
“You’re just predictable. Plus how could I miss your recognizable perfume and soap? You have to tell me how they let you out of that mandated shit they call bar soap.” He replied, now turning to face you. He tried agonizingly to lay on his side as you rose from your seat trying to calm him.
“If you stop moving and rest, I’d let you have some,” you said adjusting his pillow and placing a hand on his stomach to lay him back down.
“Now doctor, is that a way to touch your patient?” he flirted. You knew the IV was beginning to kick in. You examined the label and noted the Captain was being infused with a cocktail of ketamine and morphine. You knew this was one of the strongest agents there was, learning it was first-line in extensive battlefield injuries.
His blabbering did come as a shock though as Price was always professional with you. Yes, the loving pet names left you wondering if there was more to him and you but you never received full confirmation.
Following Gaz’s visit to you, Price had become a close friend and you both were able to vent about your frustrations of the day. Although you both had confidential information you couldn’t share, he entertained you with requests to give Soap something that would shut him up and calm the Scot.
He was laughing on the verge of tears when you told him once that he should ask the veterinarian department for a muzzle and dog whistle.
“Oh, they really gave you the good stuff. There’s no way this is the strong, commanding officer I know,” you wanted to add ‘and love’ to the end of that statement but weren’t going to compromise yourself like that.
“I am much more than a commanding officer, Y/N.” he drowsily replied. “I can be anything, a lover, a boyfriend, even a husband”
God, they must have given him a hefty dose by the way he was speaking. You blushed profusely and soon felt too hot to be around him.
“Well, I’m sure some lucky person would cherish all of those. Although I’m no fisherman, I would say you are a catch, John” you responded with a giggle following.
“Not just any lucky person, I’m talking about the pharmacist Y/N,” he began and you couldn’t believe what you were hearing. Besides the fact he hadn’t remembered that you were sitting next to him, he was confessing his desire to marry you. What kind of £1 romance novel was this? “They’re beyond smart and I swear, their touch feels like silk. Oh, and I love the fact that florists have the red and blue striped pole in the front because of historic bloodletting practices.”
“Barbers,” you corrected, “barbershops have that.” You had told him that story on a late evening at the pharmacy. He had graciously shown up with a cup of his famous coffee as he knew you were preparing your medication list for tomorrow’s long meeting with the heads of the medical department. This was your 2nd assignment overseas and you knew they wanted a comprehensive list regarding what was necessary for deployment. Worse yet, this three-month timeframe meant you needed to supply for six months, in case anything happened. Somehow, as you sipped you both sipped your coffee into the early hours of the morning, you had landed on the history of medicine and barbers.
“Anyways, Y/N would make the perfect partner. I want to wake up to them in the morning and know they're safe in my arms,” he continued, “No one would pass up on the opportunity to have someone to come home to and share moments with.”
“I’m sure Captain L/N is an amazing person. Maybe you should consider taking them out of their pharmacy and have something more than just your coffee” you replied. After that night with Price, you would constantly look for his signature hat and dashing smile everywhere you went. You always happened to visit his office when you knew he was working long nights and always were coincidentally getting some fresh air as he took an afternoon smoke.
You wondered how his calloused hands would feel intertwined in yours and if you could taste the smoke on his lips from his bad habit.
“As soon as I get overseas, I’ll be sure to march into the pharmacy and sweep them off their feet, soldier. Just wait and see,” he said followed by a large yawn.
“John, I think it’s time to rest,” you said and slowly got up off the stool.
Reacting to your movement, he lazily grabbed your arm and asked, “Do you think they’d drop that stop-smoking crap if we were married?”
This man was full of jokes and painkillers. You wished you’d be able to take a video of him in this state. “Might just have to ask them yourselves when you’re better. You should get some sleep Captain, you have a long flight ahead of you,” you whispered as his eyes fluttered closed.
When Price woke up the next day in a proper hospital, he noticed his prized hat on the table next to him along with some other belongings. Leaning over, he reached for it and saw a small note written on a doctor’s prescription pad in its inner lining.
In precise handwriting, he read “To my coffee hero, I was touched by what you said even in your drug-fueled state. If you mean what you said, then I have a proposition for you. Once we’re both on leave and you’re recovered, fancy a date with me? Maybe we can roam the streets of London and I’ll be sure to keep you entertained with my facts.
With love, Y/N”
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It wasn’t years later that you provided Price with the exact words he had said to you. He would have loved it, only if you hadn’t revealed it to him in front of friends and family during your vows. ┊ ⋆ ┊ . ┊ ┊┊ ⋆ ┊ . ┊ ┊┊ ⋆ ┊ . ┊ ┊┊ ⋆ ┊ . ┊ ┊┊ ⋆ ┊ . ┊ ┊┊
a/n I’m breaking the stereotype that pharmacists and doctors have bad handwriting
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Call of duty
König (my beloved)
Smoke break - x reader | light angst, fluff, comfort, protective König | you are a bartender and your stalker creeps you out. König catches on and fixes the problem.
A glimpse - x reader | light angst, fluff, comfort, injured reader, a bit of pining on both sides | you get injured in a mission, and König feels he could've done better.
The sound of your voice - x reader | light angst, fluff, comfort | Konig feels self-conscious when telling you about his current obsession, but his voice is like a balm to your tired mind.
Jealous König drabble - x reader
König comforts you - x reader
Cheater - x reader (platonic)
Alejandro Vargas
Choices have consequences - x reader | light angst, culinary crimes, mention of food insecurity | Alejandro made a passing comment about your food that you didn't like one bit, so you humble him.
"V" - x reader | pure tooth rotting fluff, pillow talk, marriage talk, you're both so smitten ugh | Alejandro and you discuss the idea of getting a matching tattoo instead of rings.
Are you looking for a wife? - fem!reader | fluff, injured reader, medical drug use, stoner talk | Whenever you get ketamine as pain relief, you lose all thought-to-speech filter.
Heart-Stopping - fem!reader | tiny angst, fluff, medical innacuracies. mention of violence/injuries, pregnancy announcement, crack-ish | Only Alejandro can kill Alejandro. You may easily give him a heart attack, though.
Infused Masterlist - fem!reader | graphic depictions of violence, drug use, minor character death(s), angst, fluff, hurt/comfort | A love story told through mate.
Simon "Ghost" Riley
No better than a Victorian man - x reader | suggestive, Simon being a tease | You like to look at your lieutenant, especially when there's barely anything to look at
A bedtime story - GN!reader | platonic | you have no choice but to keep LT's secret for a relaxed, soothing sleep to you grave.
Ghost x chubby!reader headcanons - x m!reader
Tea - GN!reader | angst, hurt no comfort, character deaths | Last minute confessions.
Ghost x reader x Soap
Bird Hunting - x fem!reader | angst, hurt, kidnapping, drugging, sexual harassment, violence (warnings will update as series progresses)
Rotten Apple - x fem!reader | hurt/comfort, referenced past child neglect, abusive/narcissistic parents | Set after the events in BH | Sweetened apples turn sour when rotten apples are around.
Emotional Support Bird - x fem!reader | fluff, domestic, Soap and Ghost share a braincell | Canary rambles about a ln emotional support dog she saw at the market. Ghost and Soap have an idea.
Emotional Support Bird Pt.2 - x fem!reader | fluff, hurt/comfort, Ghost x Canary centric - Soap is only mentioned here | Ghost has a nightmare, and Canary an idea.
Emotionally Supported Bird (Pt. 3)- x fem!reader | fluff, hurt/comfort | Canary knows exactly where to seek solace in the middle of the night.
Ghost x Soap x K9handler!reader
The Mission - x K9 handler!reader | fluff, K9 Dolly's POV mostly | K9 Dolly is sent on her first solo mission.
John Price
Salt and pepper - x gn!reader | fluff | The realization of age hung heavily on his shoulders. Luckily for him, you're more than ready to share it with him.
141 x reader
Lucy - x fem!reader (platonic) | crack | an interesting story behind the origin of Y/n's callsign.
Affectionate reader - x GN!reader (platonic) | fluff | headcanons and a little drabble on the Task Force receiving and enjoying your affection.
Affectionate reader Pt. 2 - x GN!reader (platonic) | angst | The team loses it's spark (you)
Affectionate reader Pt. 3 - x GN!reader (platonic) | hurt/comfort | it's the team's turn to show you affection
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Father Figure
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Dilf
Farmers' market
(Un)forgettable
Relatable
Brothers
Mystery
Couples' advice
Valentine's Day blurbs
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Vent about crps
Crps is so weird. By the way i talk about my pain and how i walk slow, or always use my wheelchair, people assume its a sharp acute pain that hurts when you touch it, like tendinitis for example.
But its not. Its a burn. No, not like a work out burn like some people think, which i wouldn't even call a burn, strained muscles don't BURN, yall abled people are using the wrong word. Anyways, no, it's like a STOVE BURN mixed with pins and needles. Feels like you're slowly being roasted on a fire. Just below my skin is a raging flame that cannot be snuffed out. And the skin itself doesn't hurt when yo accidentally bump into it, press it, or massage it, but it hurts like HELL if you softly stroke it, or a fabric fold or seam touches it. Feels like being stabbed with needles, its not a sensory thing, its physically fucking painful.
So yeah you can hug me tight, or accidentally bump into my knee, that doesn't hurt. But don't fucking stroke those areas.
And the WIND god i hate wind. The cold fucking HURTS, somehow cold makes it burn more, like im being burned alive. And when cold wind hits my sensitive areas it burns AND feels like needles.
My only escape is sleep. Its a neurological disease, my brain THINKS i have nerve damage but i actually don't have nerve damage. Sure I've lost mobility i little, can't squat anymore, but there is NO PHYSICAL DAMAGE, NOTHING STRUCTURALLY WRONG WITH MY BODY. My brain is simply confused, its trapped in a constant loop of "oh shit there is nerve damage!" 24/7, but, when i fall asleep it shuts the brain down and there is absolutely no pain. My brain is quirky like that.
And then you have the treatment: ketamine. Ketamine is like chemo. Ketamine is crps's chemotherapy. Its the number 1 treatment, you pretty much cant get remission without it, and its an iv infusion that makes you really sick first few times, causes nightmares, and the entire time of the infusion you are DMT level high. The high itself is actually what the treatment is. The intense, life altering high literally short circuits my brain. It interrupts that loop that my brain is stuck in, and literally rewires it the way its supposed to be, and then i feel a lot less pain. During the infusions there is no pain at all. If i do this long enough it has a chance to fix it semi permanently, which would be remission. Thats how it all works.
It sucks, and it kinda feels like a cruel joke. My only chance of walking is getting high as fuck. Lucky me i guess...
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You know what I was looking for but couldn't find? Ghost having fibro headcanons or fics. Gotta do it myself, then.
Disclaimer: I don't know if that would work out at all, something tells me he wouldn't be able to keep up with active duty if he had it, but anyway. Let's assume Ghost is a BAMF, and he finds a way.
• Price knows. Ghost told him when he got diagnosed, because he didn't want to be a liability in the field. He was scared that he'd get discharged. Price found him a treatment that actually worked instead. "Just check in with me if you're not feeling well, alright?"
Ghost rarely does. Only if he thinks it could impact the mission or he can't function at all, which doesn't happen too often.
• He's not new to pain, and he's got a high tolerance. Most of the time he can just push it down and ignore it, no one even suspects a thing. Or rather he thinks they don't. While most of the base really doesn't, Gaz and Soap have figured it out a while ago, and if he gets an unprompted cup of tea on the bad days, a nap break, or they go on a jog instead of sparring or lifting, it's pure coincidences. They care about him in their own little ways.
• With the infusions scheduled properly he's mostly doing really good. He trains, he fights, he's sharp and focused, and there's no repercussions from it. Sometimes he even thinks he made it all up. It's on very bad days when he clearly realises he still has it. It's there, just waiting for him to let his guard slide, and then it'll fucking melt his bones from the inside for days on end.
• Pain contributes to the scary aloof vibes he got. It does get him even more shut off and grumpy that he already is, though. That's how Soap tracks it.
• If it's really bad, he hides away in his room and sits it out. Also, he is bad at accepting help, especially when he's in pain, it makes him vulnerable. He hates it.
• Infusions fuck him up a little. It's a shit ton of lidocaine and ketamine that they drip into him slowly, monitoring it so they don't give him a heart attack. But it's just half a day, every 4 months, and then he's golden for a good while. Well worth it
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Sometimes it gets unpredictable. This one starts out as mild exhaustion and achy joints, and at first he writes it off as just being tired from a mission. They wrapped everything up and are heading back to base, so he'll just catch some shuteye and be fine. But by the time they land, everything is amplified, too bright, too loud, uniform coarse and prickly against his skin. It hurts like he was run over by a truck. His head feels stuffed, thoughts thick and blurry; it's exhausting to follow them, words and images fading in that sick black and white fog, sentences falling apart. It doesn't make much sense. He doesn't remember how he gets to his room. The bad-bad days are when Ghost fucking breaks, and this is shaping up to be one of those at record speed. He whimpers in relief when boiling hot shower takes some of the pain away, but for mere seconds, the short break only making the return of it sharper. It soon blends into a neverending stretch of pain-pain-pain, consumes him whole. He slides on the floor, water still flowing, and just sits there for a long while, not really being ready to move, head empty.
"Ghost? You alright in there?"
"What, Johnny?" he rasps. Sounds send waves of pins and needles through his body. It makes it worse.
"You're late for the debrief, Price asked me to get ye."
"Fuck," Ghost groans. How did he forget? "Give me a minute."
He's slow, his brain refusing to cooperate with him, but he manages to dress up. Pain and brain fog make him unsteady on his feet, like if he had a bad flu. When he opens the door, he's met with a concerned look.
"Are ye OK? Ye look like shite."
Ghost hates that concern wuth a subtle undertone of care in Soap's voice. It makes him feel weak.
"I'm fine. Leave it, Soap," he snaps. It's very apparent that he's not, but walking takes all of his focus, and thank god Soap follows him in silence.
Price sees right through him, but says nothing, just gives him a long look before they start. Ghost is not really helpful with the debrief. It's become even harder to focus, and his vision blurs slightly now. He manages to add some details to the intel they've got, but it really takes it out of him. When it's finally over, his gaze is glassy and unfocused, and he sees black spots from pain. He realises he might actually pass out. He really needs to get back to his room.
He leaves last, and stumbles into Soap who's apparently been waiting him around the corner, and has to grab him not to fall over. Soap steadies him on his feet.
"Lt? What's up? Fucking talk to me." He looks almost angry.
"Help me get to my room. Please," Ghost concedes. He feels fucking pathetic, but he's not in shape to make it back on his own. His ears are ringing, vision getting dark, pain searing throughout his whole body.
Soap walks him back along the wall, hand on his back.
"You sure you weren't injured today?"
"Affirmative."
He sees things in flashes. He probably closed his eyes at some point. Soap lands him on the bed, and at this point Ghost's given up. A particularly bad wave of pain makes him groan.
Soap takes matters into his hands from there.
"Let me check ya real quick." His hands run quickly, feeling Ghost's body.
"Where does it hurt?"
"Everywhere," Ghost moans, almost delirious from pain at this point, it doesn't feel real anymore. Johnny's there in his fever dream, undressing him, tucking him into bed. He wants to protest, but it hurts-hurts-hurts, so he's just trying not to make sounds. And he fails even at that.
"Got any pain meds? Want me to get medical?"
Ghost just shakes his head. "It will get better," he slurrs, "in a few days."
"Are ye outta yeir heid?!" Oh, now Johnny is properly pissed off with him. "Ye stubborn bastard," he finishes before he storms out of his room.
Ghost pulls the mask off. He's falling through the bed, exhaustion pulling him under. He knows he won't fall asleep, it hurts too much for that, but this limbo of not thinking and falling-falling-falling is the closest to comfort he can get now. He hears the door open again.
"Oh," goes Soap stopping dead in his tracks.
Ghost pulls the blanket up to his eyes.
"I got ye something," Johnny says quickly. "Here. It's weed-based, got some real deal in there, but they said it doesn't make you high. So no fun for ye, but it should help with the pain."
Ghost is up for anything at this point, so he takes it. The whole dose is in a syringe without a needle, and he lets the oil sit under his tongue for a bit, hoping that it will make it work faster.
"Water, snacks," Soap continues. "I'll stay until it works, alright? They said to return to them if it doesn't."
"Thank you, Johnny," Ghost says quietly. His breaths are still laboured, exhales sounding more like little whimpers. He is too tired to care.
Soap sits on the side of the bed.
"Can I try a thing?" He asks suddenly. "Mum used to do it when I had migraines. Maybe it will work for ye, too."
Ghost wants to be left alone, but he also wants it to pass, and Johnny's staying for about an hour anyway. Because meds. And that thing might help, too. So he nods.
Soap puts his hands on his head and gently massages it, strokes messy blonde hair lightly, puts a little pressure in just the right places. Touch is usually unbearable in this state for Ghost, but this is somehow perfectly balanced. He relaxes into it, and exhales. Relief comes in little tiny waves, taking the edge off the pain.
After a bit, he shifts closer to Jonny's lap, burying his face in the side of Soap's thigh. That way Soap doesn't have to extend his arms, it's better. It weirdly comfortable, and deep inside he just wants to stay like that forever.
"Don't stop," comes out soft and a little muffled.
Soap doesn't.
"I knew ye had something up, but I didn't know it was this bad," he says in a little while.
"It's just a bad day."
"And how often that happens?"
"Sometimes. It's usually more... manageable."
Ghost slides one of his hands from under the blanket. Soap picks up on the unsaid, and starts to do the same magic on it. The pain fades, slowly but surely, exhaustion and emptiness crawling in its place. Johnny's presence grounds him. He's torn between the urge to shut off again and the desire to just keep Soap there forever, he wants more, he needs more. It's suprisingly easy to give in.
"Stay," he asks, half-asleep.
Soap crawls in the bed, scooting himself over. He shifts a little, getting comfortable. Ghosts moves his other hand towards him, and Johnny continues with the massage.
The blanket slips off Ghost's face. "Didn't lie about the opposite," Soap thinks absentmindedly. His heart skips a bit, when Ghost buries his forehead in his shoulder and snuggles up to him.
"Next time it happens, tell me, OK?"
He feels the nod.
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My pain management Ketamine infusions are working holy SHIT OVE NEVER NOT BEEN IN PAIN
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Hi. Friendly reminder. I have this:
Complex Regional Pain Syndrome And here are some resources if you're having trouble understanding what I'm going through.
RSDSA Mayo Clinic National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke Stanford Medicine
We don't know if I have type 1 or type 2. We're pretty sure I have type 2 (causalgia). It's still CRPS. I take ketamine infusions. You may have heard how that helps people The pain is worse than getting a limb sawed off without medication. That's what I'm going through right now. I need you to understand this. I am struggling to do my daily chores and I am also unable to do things like take care of myself. I am trying my best all while my mental health is in the garbage. Please be kind. I'm aware I'm 3+ years behind on things but the person behind this and my associated accounts is fighting with a condition that won't ever go away and will ultimately be part of what ends me. If I move too slow for you and you're not cool with me doing short hand, I'm not mad if you unfollow. You just have to understand I am really, really struggling in my life and I have to put myself first before I get online. And sadly that sometimes means I don't log in for a while because I am really sick and in bed after doing things as simple as brushing my teeth. You're fine. Just please reevaluate if I am the rper for you.
#heigh ho mun#heigh ho mun hurty#i am having a really bad pain day and i can do short term and one liners but even then all bets are off#gonna reblog to everything i have the strength to log into
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I'm at the part in House where they pretend psychiatric incarceration works and that denying pain control of any kind to chronic pain patients is helpful and I'm losing my fucking mind because they know ketamine infusions give house 3-4 months pain free and fully functioning, and then they just never bring it up again. 4 ket infusions a year could give this guy his life back but no he has to just suffer if the vicodin has too many side effects
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first and foremost, the ketamine infusion was transformative. i have energy and space and spontaneity! and i am not in constant fucking pain 24/7!!!!!!
during our stay in the mountains this weekend, i had an insanely postive tarot reading. im feeling good abt the future
i am slowly attempting to get back onto my bullshit when it comes to my body + overall everything. i think i am getting there
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