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maraeffect · 3 days ago
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my new year 2025 tarot card:
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the swan, or the high priestess! it talks about a protector, and a time for safe changes, for example, something you've been waiting to do, now is the time!! I feel so good about this pull. it also talks about mental clarity!! which is funny bc last year I pulled the hermit!! last year was a whole year of thinking, introspection, and figuring out how I feel on many things. so I'm excited that maybe this year I'll get to jump right in to something cool!
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maraeffect · 6 days ago
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maraeffect · 8 days ago
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maraeffect · 8 days ago
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if you're in your 20s just remember that you're in your 20s and being in your 20s is like being anywhere between 20-29
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maraeffect · 8 days ago
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...........I'm dying
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maraeffect · 18 days ago
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another update!! firstly, my MRI was CLEAN 💖💖💖💖 such great news!!!!
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maraeffect · 18 days ago
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why am i all the sudden getting replies from transphobes, on a POST FROM 2018???? like girl, it's over, move on. go be intentionally dense somewhere else. one person literally said "well, does a person's gender identity matter when they put people in danger? and I'm like "OH MY GOD YOU ARE SO CLOSE TO GETTING IT 😭"
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maraeffect · 27 days ago
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hi everyone, this is my monthly check-in <3
#not feeling so great lately...there's a lesion on my other knee now#and it most likely is cancer.#they want me to wait another 10 days for an mri???? like ur crazy#if u think i can wait that long.#sighhhhhhhhh.#anyway.#some cool things have happened#like spending all day in nyc with my partner on friday <3333#and um. i did wnt to vent about smth so uh.#ED tw#lately#my energy has been too low for me to wanna cook. which in turn made my stomach shrink a LOT#since i've been surviving by grazing on snacks.#and i didnt even realize i lost weight until i went to the doctor.#i didnt realize though that it would be even MORE lost when i weighed myself without my winter clothes#and uhhhh. i currently weigh what i weighed in my senior year of high school#which is the FIRST time i've been under a certain number in over SIX YEARS.#and i havent struggled at all w body negativity or ED thoughts in over a couple years. but.#now that my ideal gender expression has shifted more to the feminine side. and now that ive lost weight.#my brain INSTANTLY latched onto that#and was like omg YES do more of that#and it feels nice. this time im FINALLY not struggling to suppress my appetite!!! my body is doing that for me!#and obviously im still eating enough to live on#but still a huge caloric deficit. and rn my wheelchair shit keeps breaking on me. my mobility company is INCOMPETENT.#and my insurance might tell me i have to wait FIVE MORE YEARS for another type of chair......I WILL DIE BY THEN.#ugh everything is so complicated now. and im ALWAYS exhausted bc the sun sets at 4:30. i've just stopped binging and i replaced it with+#a LOT. of retail therapy. i've easily spent probably 1500 of my credit limit in the last 2 months. but you know.#that and not eating are 2 of the ONLY things i can control rn. out of all the fucking bullshit these useless people and my body put me thru#anyway. i'm sure you can tell how i feel rn. i'm just going to try doing anything else today.#vent
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maraeffect · 1 month ago
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UnitedHealthcare CEO shooting (4 December 2024)
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maraeffect · 1 month ago
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heya pals, this is Mara! she runs a really cool blog and they have such a sweet punk vibe! They're so strong, courageous, brave, and kind, and it makes me so happy to see her back on tumblr! :D (I also say hi to their cute lil cat named Felix!) I hope they have a lovely day today and that tomorrow brings her all the joy ^ ^
thank u for this!! also, ur so sweet 🥺💖💖 thank u for saying such nice things about me !! 💖💖💖
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maraeffect · 1 month ago
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man I can't believe the year is nearly over, when my brain is still stuck in AUGUST..
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maraeffect · 1 month ago
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maraeffect · 1 month ago
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ALSO IM SEEING DAN AND PHIL TODAY IM SO FUCKING GODDAMN EXCITED AAHHAJSKDOXD
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maraeffect · 1 month ago
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oh oops I never checked up on this, but I got no responses either. I'm still looking for some people calling me by different pronouns! I'm really unsure how I feel with she or they, so I'd love some examples (:
hi guys!! I'm wanting to try out some new pronouns!! so if any of you can give any examples of calling me she and they, that would be rlly helpful!! thank u everyone 🥺🥺🥺
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maraeffect · 1 month ago
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maraeffect · 2 months ago
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why did ethel cain delete those posts she was so real for that!!!!!!!!!!!
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maraeffect · 2 months ago
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