#Istg I’m going to lose it
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GUESS WHO I DREW IN THERAPY TODAYYYY (technically yesterday, but I forgot to post it until this morning)
#my art#my skrunkly#i know he kills people but he’s still my skrunkly#art#micheal tma#the magnus archives#the magnus archive fanart#mentally exhausted#emotional support character#i am not a who archivist#i am a what#Istg I’m going to lose it#pen sketch#pen scribbles#tma#He’s the only thing I’ve drawn for over a week#I’m not religious but god help me
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Me looking at how the polls are going
#istg if trumps president yall are not hearing from me for who knows how long#/j#but still#I’m gonna lose it#this shit is exhausting#us politics#what’s going down in Palestine is scaring me#what’s going on with the world in GENERAL is scaring me#I’m just scared
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Hey out of pure curiosity does anyone know how to get your boyfriend out of a situation where he’s hypothetically kidnapped. Thankssss
#Istg#I’m going to lose it one of these days#ima say it#letsophiecurse2024#fuck#i said it#that was me losing it#kotlc#sophie foster#keeper of the lost cities#sokeefe#keefe sencen#kotlc rp#kotlc sophie
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moodboard: you try so hard to block the names of ships with your f/os but the ship keeps showing up on your dash bc people either don’t actually tag the ship or tag it with some more obscure name for the ship
#istg i’ve blocked like four different variations of kav//atham but they. keep. showing. up. on. my. dash#i’m going to lose it#self ship#self ship community#self shipping#selfship#f/o community#f/o#self insert#selfshipping#romantic f/o#fictional other#self insert community#self insert x canon#romantic fictional other#selfshipping community#f/o imagines#selfshipping memes#selfshipping problems#selfship problems
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Why does he like to be like this
Motherfucker. I’m obsessed with him.
#fucking trimax knives istg I’m going to lose it#he’s so fine#so fucking fine#and for what#trigun stampede#trigun#trimax#millions knives
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So I know I don’t post very often, but it’s actually fucking astonishing how many people voted for a man who WILL take their rights away and make this actual shithole of a country into a living hell for anyone who isn’t white, straight, or wealthy.
#like genuinely why the fuck would you do that??#Ukraine and Palestine are going to be fucking wiped off the map#women will have no access to abortion and related HEALTHCARE because nooo it’s a baby it deserves to live as much as this conscious toddler#little fuckin clump of cells#i’m actually losing it#im going insane#im going to kms#this cannot be real#I’m going to actually throw up#or cry or scream or explode or something or all of them#goodbye having rights!!#no more rights for me ig!#and I feel like I’m acting hysterical or something#but this is going to affect my entire future?? I’m still in school#this country is a fucking joke#istg#choosing a fucking felon and rapist over a woman.#every time trump has won#he’s running against a woman.#at this point I’m going to fucking drink bleach#ok these tags are really long bc I’m ranting sorry y’all#election 2024#us elections#fuck trump#trump is a threat to democracy#Kamala should’ve won smfh#kamala harris#donald trump#political#political rant
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TW: mentions of r@pe, death threats, and other sensitive topics. I’m gonna be blunt so please skip if you’re sensitive to such subjects.
I will not be sugarcoating Jack shit because this is disgusting and downright horrific so for the love of fucking god, leave if your sensitive.
Hey so really quick, there’s new drama (isn’t there always) about a specific user and a fic she wrote about her own trauma and yadda yadda iykyk if you don’t you shouldn’t get yourself tangled up in this shit.
I just wanted to come on here and say
1. If your first thought when reading a fic about rape and recovery and sensitive topics like that is, “wow I think this can very easily be interpreted as hot and sexy and borderline pornographic (please be mindful of the literal word PORN meaning television programs, magazines, books, etc. that are regarded as emphasizing the sensuous or sensational aspects of a nonsexual subject and stimulating a compulsive interest in their audience)” that’s actually a you problem and harassing the author is fucking nuts!
Having those thoughts in and of themselves when reading this kind of stuff is already disgusting. But who can blame him? He’s a man. This is nothing against him but men are taught to literally view women as objects and anything they do as sexual so of course that’s going to be his first thought when readying about fucking sexual abuse.
2. If you’re mad at the author for telling someone to die, you can be rightfully upset, but being tormented for their work like this author has, then being prompted to respond to the outlandish claims people are making may or may not make someone say stuff like that because they are literally being told that their suffering and pain is seen as pleasurable to others. That’s fucking crazy.
And I just wanna circle back to the whole porn thing because the person attacking the author is really honing in on calling their work porn. At first glance, the usage of the term may feel weird to readers and if you felt that weird feeling, you have every reason to. The term porn implies sexual undertones that are meant to be viewed as pleasurable.
You know, maybe saying something sounded like porn would hold up if, idk, the author talked about how the victims boobs gracefully bounced as she was being tortured. THAT would be fucked up. See how there’s a difference between writing a tragic story and writing borderline porn? If you don’t, you need to take a break from the internet and never return because I can smell your living in your parents basement stench from my phone and it’s gross.
The fact that I, a high schooler, can see the problem in the behavior of this user and they can’t is wild beyond my imagination.
#the discourse#fuck this shit#avatar the last airbender#zutara#istg if this was just another “Aang defender🥺” looking for people to hate because they ship ZK I’m going to lose my shit#fanfiction#atla fandom discourse#atla fandom salt#atla fandom critical#atla fandom problems
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didn’t watch stream, last night.
i’m seeing spoilers.
wtf happened to Caleb
and why are people bringing up Vax
#IT’S ALWAYS LIAM#istg#i’m going to lose it#why are people tagging shadowgast#oh no#cr lb#critical role#leigh speaks#caleb widogast#cr spoilers#cr c3e51#vax'ildan#liam o’brien#bell’s hells#the mighty nein#vox machina
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S17 MAC DOING SLUT ERA BC AT LEAST HE KNOWS FOR A FACT THAT THE OTHER GUY ISN’T DENNIS FUCKING WITH HIM THIS TIME
#iasip#macdennis#i gotta go back to playing bg3 and get out of the macdennis pit i’m in#i’m losing my marbles istg#ds.txt
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#cops tw#bro I cannot handle one more thing happening istg#got pulled over on my way home after a 13 hour day#was already scared to drive at night and that just confirmed that I’m right to be scared#it was for running a red light n it was one of those situations of just not having time to stop on yellow#I was fully aware as it was happening that I was either going to slam on my brakes in the intersection or run a red and I could see the cop#so I knew I was getting pulled over either way I just hoped the yellow would be longer than .5 seconds. not so lucky#except I also Am so lucky bc he let me off with a warning#ig bc I don’t have any sort of serious history + with it being 420 once he saw I was sober he prob went easier#it’s the second time I’ve been pulled over in my life tho and it’s scary bc this is the first time since the accident#which maybe that was also ok bc it wasn’t my fault#I just know every warning or unlucky moment costs u more in the future if u happen to get unlucky again#like I know I got out of that bc I’m white. it was still a scary moment bc there were multiple cop cars#so it’s like is this guy abt to ruin my life am I gonna lose my license for being at the wrong place wrong time#when I’m already salty to be driving this late involuntarily#so it’s like I got unlucky And very very lucky#I just hate the confirmation that u can get pulled over at any given moment#I constantly rehearse every possible convo w cops in my head bc if u come off disabled u can die#or get arrested or whatever#and then they like don’t follow the script and u didn’t expect this to happen to u today anyway and I get flustered#anyway my point is. I’m fucking exhausted and too many things keep happening#it’s long day after long day w no end in sight rn and I’m like half asleep every day#I just want to sleep. without feeling like I’m already tired tomorrow#it’s too much. just all of it#and on top of it all. it’s 420 so the whole dorm building is basically a cloud of weed#happy u guys are having fun but u are physically harming me in my home#mine#txt#vent post#personal
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Which takes longer? The time in between the way of kings prelude and prologue OR the time between wheel of time season one and season two
#istg I’m going to lose it waiting#they keep bait and switching us#wheel of time#wot on prime#the way of kjngs#4500 years
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i need an audiobook that i don’t have to place on hold i’m losing my mind right now i don’t know what to read i’m so so so unbelievably bored
#i need something stimulating aaagggghhhh#i just want an interesting fiction book to read#angel.txt#i’m going to lose my mind#istg
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I was going to rb my last Sprinkles art I made to make a joke abt the contrast between my Sprinkles art but apparently I just. Didn't fucking post it. So here it is fly free my darling
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#istg I posted it but I cannot find it anywhere for the life of me so like idk guess I just. didn’t for some reason#idk if any of y’all remember seeing this pls tell me I’m going to lose my mind fjdhfjdh#maybe I just assumed I did because it’s her toyhouse icon so I see it pretty often
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💜💜💜💜
TPOL!JK
your head is lying on his shoulder as you listen to his breathing calm with yours. the passionate moment shared between you both was…indescribable. jungkook’s fingers are slowly tracing your spine up and down, savoring the sweet peaceful moment until his shoulder cramps up which causes you to jump. “oh my gosh! i forgot all about your shoulder. are you okay?” you ask; feeling horrible about hurting his wounded shoulder that is wrapped up in fresh bandages.
“you’re right. we should get back” you say as you rise from jungkook’s lap to find your panties, dress, and heels that is all over the place in the vehicle. jungkook even struggles to find his clothing that’s tossed around. you open the glove compartment that has a mirror so you can take a look at yourself and you’re horrified by how many hickies there are on your neck and chest.
bite marks, hickies, all red from jungkook’s display of affection and since you didn’t bring any makeup with you, you have no idea how you’ll cover it up. jungkook can sense you horror but he assures you that everything will be fine or rather he wants you to wear your marks proudly for everyone to see.
“jesus christ, jungkook” you complain because you look like you’ve been mauled, well, technically you have. your legs are sore and you can feel jungkook’s “gift” leaking between your legs. you decided to just remove your makeup with jaemin’s wipes in the car and pray that no one notices the marks on your neck and chest. maybe everyone will think they’ve been there and so you and jungkook return back to the reception hand-in-hand and for a little while, no one notices anything.
no one except eunwoo who whispers in jungkook’s ear “don’t think i didn’t notice” and jungkook tells him not to say anything about yours and his whereabouts. just like eunwoo figured it out, jorja put two and two together as well. she also helps you covers up the marks with her makeup so yerin doesn’t find out.
“ooohhh, you guys are nastyyy” she teases while you just blush.
the rest of the party is a blast and you go home with jungkook to go for another round, ROUNDS of passionate sex since ji-ae had jaemin at her house. for the next week, you, jungkook and ji-ae are planning the wedding aka the best wedding of your life. in between planning, you’re busy taking care of jaemin and going to work but when you aren’t doing either, you’re struggling with your health.
lately, you’ve been having pounding headaches, fatigue, fevers, and hair loss problems and did you tell jungkook? nope. you chalked it up to stress and began working from home every now and then but it wouldn’t stop. two days later, you found a rash on your back and did you tell jungkook? nope. still chalking it up to stress and you wouldn’t need to tell jungkook because it was him who noticed your weight loss.
your extreme weight loss.
It is a peaceful night, but his brain is just focused on you, and he was pretty stressed about you, especially these days as you lay beside him in your bed together, he’s constantly stealing glances at your face.
And you don’t look good. This is the first time in your life with him that you don’t look good- you have severe eyebags and you’ve lost a lot of weight. That’s pretty obvious it’s hard not to notice that.
And you know it’s supposed to be a really good time in your life because you both are just about to get married, but Jungkook is anything but excited.
So, it’s even concerning when you don’t notice his gaze on you, you’ve got your eyes closed while you’re trying to sue your temple with your hands.
He knows you have a terrible headache, “Princess?” he softly speaks, and he takes the opportunity to grab your other hand That’s on the bed, and he squeezes it. ��� what is wrong with you these days? Are you on a diet or something?” he bites his lip.
“and don’t tell me it’s because you’ve been working or you’ve been stressed about the wedding- I know that’s not what it’s about.” don’t you dare lie to him about this.
He knows this is something serious, but…
Because he doesn’t know how to approach you with this topic that he’s about to bring up. Of course, your health is the most important thing to him. “Yn… come on tell me what’s wrong you’ve been having these terrible headaches and- your appetite is practically gone! What’s wrong with you, baby?” He sits up, he has started to heal but your health has started deteriorating.
It’s not like he hasn’t noticed the changes in you because they’re so sudden and so obvious. You don’t even look at him, he hears you sigh.
“Yn no arguments but we’re going to see a doctor tomorrow.”he stated in a no more arguments tone, and before you say anything he’s booking an appointment.
He’s got his phone in his hands, but he is so distracted.
What is going on with you?
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Is it pmdd? adhd burnout? Regular burnout? Stress and anxiety? Inflation? Inflammation? Overstimulation? Maybe she’s born with it. 🎶maybe it’s maybelline🎶
#im about to lose it istg#adhd#pmdd#burnout#honestly it’s all of the above#although truly I have no idea what’s going on with my ear#it’s been diagnosed and undiagnosed twice now and I’m still waiting on a third diagnosis and honestly?#just take the whole eustachian apparatus out already#who needs two ears anyway
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🖤 and to Dazai's right is none other than who?! The resident clown, Gooo~~~gol!
send 🖤 and my character will answer about yours.
❝ uwaaaa — ! ❞
attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
note: wrow ~
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate /aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
note: i believe no one will ever fully grasp gogol
how likely they would have sex with them:
not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending / fuck no! / never / no way / not likely / not sure / indifferent / I’m asexual / maybe / probably / it depends / fairly likely / likely / yeah sure / yes / would tap that / hell yes / fuck yes! / wishing that could happen right now / as many times as possible / we are already having sex.
note: now that fyodor isn’t around to kill him anymore 👀
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.
note: i think they have a lot of potential but asagiri is too scared of their combined power
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
#* ✦ 𝐈𝐈. ❮ asks ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐕𝐈. ❮ muses ❯ ⸻ ❝ 「 osamu dazai 」#asagiri is a coward !!#i truly think like there’s so much potential between these two#they both chase freedom in their own ways and i think they could relate immensely#the only downside is exacerbating their own pursuits and it going awry#i just PRAY nikolai’s farewell was genuine#istg if it was another act like the chainsaw i’ll lose it#i am also far too sick to make a new icon i’m sorry but stomach is killing me
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