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lucraven · 1 month ago

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Overwhelmed with guilt and realizing the disease

#mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #Vent art #It’s safe to say that mouthwashing is the new addition to the fandoms I make art for #sa tw #Implied but just wanna be careful #Vampire empire - big thief #Listen I love the studio version but I prefer the early one so much yall…#Mouthwashing has taken over my brain so badly it’s almost if not worse than my Funger brainrot…#Still gonna be posting fear and hunger + dungeon meshi art tho ofc

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somegrumpynerd · 5 days ago

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More dude and bruh texts

#UTDR #UTMV #My Art #Cross Sans #Epic Sans #Kross ship #Kinda? Implied maybe?#These two share a bed regardless of relationship. I've just decided #Maybe implied krepic? Because Wick is in my head lol #Epic's collection of pictures of Killer sleeping on Cross grows #He has a whole album on his phone and if Cross knew he would probably combust #Anyway I woke up at 4am and couldn't get back to sleep and my brain would NOT let go of this idea #Drawing this like I'm exorcising the thought out of my head lol #Epic doesn't wanna sleep because nightmares but he does wanna use his bro like a bodypillow real quick #Killer's doing it like every night he must be missing something #Speaking of. Nightmare did see and he does not care #He thinks nothing of sharing a bed because they all do it constantly so this must be normal #His reaction was ''oh good you can wake Killer and tell him too''#And assumes the immense embarrassment coming off Cross is cause he got caught sleeping #TW suicide #Cross is just being dramatic but y'know just to be safe #This is the 3rd thing I've started drawing that involves Killer and Cross and cuddling #I need to finish and post the other two still but this is becoming a pattern lol #Anyway I have to do a shot of cold medicine and go be at work 🎉

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dykedvonte · 2 months ago

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I think it’s so ironic that the Pony Express escapes a lot if not all blame in discussion. I can’t even say I am excused from it but it’s just how hard people circle back to the characters alone without considering the environment they were made to be in.

Why would they design a ship where only two of the rooms lock? Not the bathroom? Not the sleeping quarters? We assume that all the companies in the universe are this shallow and careless to their workers but we explicitly know the Pony Express in extra vile. They are fed processed slop pack they can’t even really cook and the ration of those pack is meager at best. They hired and made people with a plethora of conflicting demeanors and beliefs work together on a mission where cohesion is important if not an outright necessity and punish them for not being happy about it. There’s no social protocols, not chain of command other than Captain’s word/choice and the only way to enforce that is with a literal firearm. They don’t allow them to celebrate freely and even took away leisure activities that would make them less stir crazy. They are only allowed a few hours of sleep despite their being no other real responsibilities or work on the ship, no matter the position or its importance. With any crew, with any level of synergy, this was a powder keg waiting for a spark.

I’m not saying characters that made mistakes didn’t make huge ones, but I think part of the horror is that at least for some (this is targeting Jimathan) those mistakes are partly made by a force of the hand. There’s a running theme of lack of choice and being forced into something and the very nature of how The Pony Express expected them to function plays a big part.

#like even I forget that all actions taken in the game were people trying to remain in protocol outside of Jimmy #Anya couldn’t have jus stolen the scanner and got the gun cause she’s a sensible person and knows she’d be in legal trouble #or get everyone’s credits docked or just hoping that there’s some chain of command for this sort of thing #Daisuke only really acted in accordance to his direct superiors because he’s an intern he wouldn’t know the first thing about protocol or #what to do in any situation. like this is essentially implied to be his first real job #Curly may be the captain but he still has to follow rules and procedures and we see with the letter the Pony Express likely has very shady #and shitty ones. he gives the best not depressing or totalitarian options he can otherwise everything is just his word which aren’t even his #or like him just asserting his position with the gun which he wouldn’t do #Swansea follows the book begrudgingly because he’s trying to stay right and not fall back into who he once was #I feel like it’s not incorporated nearly enough that the environment they were dropped into heavily affected their actions #say there was a single person higher than Curly or a plan of action when a crew member is considered a danger to himself or others #I think it’s fascinating how people will stick to protocol and break when they get scared or to their limit #cause the game shows how normalcy deteriorates and I think discounting what the characters where put through by the company takes a way a #real and scary aspect of what happened to Anya because as a friend Curly didn’t do enough for her at all his comfort was there and he #appreciated but it was a distracted sort of care but as a Captain he didn’t protect her but he’s was a Captain of the Pony Express like what #if they told him to wait to? he still should’ve done something because Anya was actively suffering and Jimmy should’ve been reprimanded but #he’s a captain with orders like the Tulpar isn’t his ship in the same way like #god I wanna explain this in a way that makes sense but the Tulpar is like designed to breed animosity and work on the bare requirements one #needs to get things done that’s not how people work and if anyone deviates or interrupts that it literally has nothing to handle it #it becomes clear that if any social unrest happens why they just say fuck it and give the Captain the gun because if something happens the #blame can easily be placed on the person they put in charge despite what they put them #in charge of like this is just like work place harassment irl because often the perpetrators are not punished but the supervisors for not #stopping them with meetings or cuts or whatever but the environment the company fostered is rarely fixed or blamed #like why was this allowed to occur? and honestly that is because Jimmy did what he did #ask me about this if this is confusing cause I worded it crazy #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #the pony express

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hollys-fairy-hell · 4 months ago

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Lord imagine Irep taunting Peri in the early stages of him being captured. As much as I love this ship I also love the bitter enemies.

I got carried away with this one. Angst below my friends. Angst below.

Irep doing and saying anything to make Peri as miserable as possible in his final moments. Dev in tow.

Just to stop coming all together when he realises Peri is too far gone for it to even hurt him anymore. Dev suggesting they go back to rub it in Peris face somemore only to be met with a bored look and a “no point his mind is to far gone for it to really hurt him now.” Or something

Irep just bored of it. While Peris only time seeing anyone else was when Irep and Dev came by. He is just alone now. Nothing to distract him from the fact hes going to die alone in a cage. Maybe he was trying to keep it together cause Dev was present. But now fully alone, knowing himself that hes probably not even worth it to Irep. Knowing that must mean hes close to dying. Maybe he wished the pain was more blinding. More mind numbing so he couldn’t think like Irep probably thought. Maybe he doesn’t want to think about how hes never gonna see his family again.

Maybe Dev can sneak a peak at this state of complete misery? Maybe Peri having a little sob begging for it to be over. Just a nice quite little moment of loosing all hope? Curled up in on himself in the middle of the floor where Irep last tossed him about. Quietly begging for someone to come back. To not be all alone. Even if he gets hurt some more. Even if they taunt him. To just not be alone.

I wonder how a 10 year old would react to that. Probably trying to be bitter. Sneaking away again. Finding his dad. Telling himself that it’s the only way to get his dad to love him. Constantly repeating in his mind that it’s Peris fault for failing him. For his rules. Knowing deep down. In is heart that isnt true but theres nothing he can do.

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mushroominaforest · 4 months ago

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I keep drawing stuff for the ask blog and then realizing i can't post it lmao (by "this keeps happening" i mean its happened three times I'm just dramatic)

look. look. the siblings au was just me having fun writing a story, and then one day i drew and posted one (one) meme about it to my account with twelve (twelve) followers, and it somehow blew up??? so i kept posting more about the au cause... people liked it! exciting! and now i have 321 followers and i have NO idea how that happened lmao but uh it did.

the thing is, the story and the canon is pretty dark in a few parts (obviously lol) and I'm worried about posting any more-in-detail angst and a few things i havent even mentioned bc i dont know how much i trust you guys to listen to trigger warnings. no offence of course!!!! im sure you guys are super responsiple and stuff, i just want to be careful, human curiousity is a very powerful thing and i know ive probably looked at a few under the cut things that I knew would upset me just because i was curious lol.

is that just me??? let me know if it is bc im clueless lmao

i just wanna know like. if i were to make a post on the ask blog with the comic under the cut and a "tw suicide" or something on top, would people actually lisen to that and be careful? I'm always worried that people will ignore those

#i could always change the canon #just be like “that never happened dont even worry about it” lol #i tend to be cautious around those things #like for instance ive posted comics with warnings about Bountiful and her horrible-ness on them #but ive never shown her actually hurting Inv or Saint (at least i dont think so my memory sucks lol)#just heavily implied or referenced it #i just wanna be careful!!!#so i try to avoid stuff thats like very obviously going to trigger someone if they saw it #but just like #if i did #because ive gotten a few asks regarding darker things #would you guys listen to any tw i put on the top #do tws actually work im not sure #(weird midnight ramble lmao sorry)#hmmm actually it is later than midnight #i should go to sleep

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callie-shifts-apparently · 1 month ago

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Fields Of Mistria DR self save me...

save me fields of mistria DR self...

#i wanna make this digitally sooo bad but i dont have my drawing tablet atm 💔💔💔 i csnt colour #tbf idk what i wanna do w colours yet bc his name implies very yellow but yellow isnt rly my thang #are these outfits convenient for farming? nom are they complicit in the genre? not really. i dont care tho #oh also just to be clear these look weird bc i didnt sketch them i just went strsight in with pen #thing ain the bottom right has best friends marked with stars and then other strong relationships #i will be with march EVENTUALLY but bros gonna have to go thru a lot of development first #including unrepressing his Enjoyment Of Men lmao #reality shifting #shifting #shiftblr #callie says stuff #law of assumption #loa #FOM life #< tag #Amber Marigold #fom #fields of mistria #FOM shifting #🌻

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coridallasmultipass · 9 months ago

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Bros only. You're not invited.

#idk lol i was in my dirk shirt all day and like #it takes 2 seconds to put on the shades and gloves #why not do a casual lol #i just restuffed my pillows after washing the cases so i was like... man lets get some brodirk up in this home #(dont forget cal in the equation tho brocal is 4lyfe)#(i just havent gotten around to remaking cal yet so pillow will have 2 do)#fuck what if i threw on bro and took another brobro pic #homestuck #homestuck cosplay #dirk #dirk strider #casual cosplay #me #selfie #striders #413 #its awk lighting bc my lightbulb right here is orange (i have pink and red also in other parts of my room lol)#i dont feel like burning my eyes w the ceiling light #ramble ramble lol idk what to tag this bro #brodirk #stridercest #(implied ig just tagging bc ppl are weird about it now)#brocal #mmmm what tag uhhhh #cosplay #even tho this hardly qualifies lol #bro #lil cal #i still wanna do a full dirk cosplay again its just.. the hair.. i dont wanna gel it.. it takes a blowdryer to get the zero grav lift #...and thats too much effort when im the only one who cares lol

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skitskatdacat63 · 4 months ago

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#lol i love seeing just straight up bullying on tiktok(/s)#someone(im guessing) went into a discord server for proshipping #and then posted their face reveals on tiktok!?!??!?!#basically saying: look how ugly and weird they look #like what the fuck #just bcs you dont agree with someones opinion ON SHIPPING #doesnt mean you should blast them on socmed?#they posted those pics in a trusted space :(#why are people so cruel and vindictive nowadays #people who make it their whole personalities to shit on pros OR antis are so embarrassing #just keep to yourself and keep your personal moral highground you know?#like they go low we go higher etc #cause on tiktok people will post very bait proshipper tiktoks #to the point where i honestly think they're 100% antis who just wanna sow discourse and disgust #like when i see those people im like just ignore them???#just dont engage man. you end up encouraging people to do worse and worse just to cause drama #but yeah antis in return will make all their posts 'correcting' these obv bait posts #like both of you get a life and just do things that make you happy. not things that obv upset you #idk it kinda sickens me how much time people devote to activities that clearly doesn't make them happy #even if youre pleased about dunking on people you morally disagree w +#wouldnt you feel happier engaging with content that yknow. fills you with genuine enjoyment?#not enjoyment fueled by disgust or morally superiority #idk some people feel like children so i shouldnt care too deeply. but the amnt of toxic behavior is so disturbing to me #the posting of faces got on my nerves badly. no matter if you disagree with someone #you shouldnt just straight up expose their face on your big acct BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCES IN SHIPPING OPINION #and the fact that the point is to imply they're all ugly. so fucking childish and disgusting #i reported but idk if that'd do anything. i wish i could have an honest dialog w people like that tbh #catie.rambling.txt

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an-theduckin · 8 months ago

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Wait shit people might actually care about me

#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw #hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha #but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit #texted me saying. and i quote “Hi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.” (the full stops symbolize each text #cuz she sent three seperate texts)#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that #i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone #i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that #i thought theyd just be indifferent to it #also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears #and i just. wow.#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me #ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way #i saw myself #really and truly i love you guys so much #even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock #anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better #life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now #at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity #thank you all for everything :')#man i need a hug rn lmao #tw vent #tw sui implied #tw sui ideation #tw self loathing #tw self destructive behavior #<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore #if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd #love youu <33

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softshuji · 8 months ago

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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.

#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting #married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i #said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with #a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive #ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could #talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed #i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man #and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in #front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love #or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than #they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw #im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the #kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off #somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it #and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already #and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone #else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit #and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these #decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.

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lecliss · 10 months ago

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I know I obsessed over it on my last playthrough, but I'm once again fucking EMOTIONAL over the kid asking Vincent to avenge his parents deaths. Like just. The silence. The fact that Vincent crouches down to the kid's level to let the kid know he's listening. Getting up and walking away without a single word to the kid. The refusal to be a part of more vengeance. And denying the kid any opportunity to be aided in an attempt at it. Like Vincent is genuinely so bad at talking to people and doesn't want to talk either, but he doesn't have to say anything in that scene for the intention to be clear. The world doesn't need to keep perpetuating that cycle and Vincent's not about to be an accomplice in that for a literal child.

#for as socially inept as he is and for as much as he hates talking and doing things and just everything really. hes still good with kids #hes quiet and patient with them and crouches down like with this kid and as annoyed by her as he is hes still there for yuffie #and he looks out for shelke AND MARLENE GOES TO HIM WHEN SHES MAD AT CLOUD AND HE OFFERS A HIDING SPOT IN HIS CAPE FOR HER #and since its vincent i doubt its even intentional. hes just got soke kind of paternal instinct #i have to wonder if grimoire was the same way when vincent was a kid and vincent got it from him without realizing #i mean. his one scene does imply he had a good caring relationship with vincent anyway so i would assume he was an awesome dad #it just fuckin makes me emotional man. vincent doesnt wanna take orders but when he does stuff himself hes so caring and selfless #even if he himself doesnt think or realize it #personal

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larsbarsart · 1 year ago

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Day 9. Friendship

Friendships through the ages.

I! Included! My! OCs!!! Their names are Sammy Oswald-Wright and Ruben Fridman, one was adopted by Tim at age 12 after being homeless for two years and the other met the former for the first time as a child and held onto those interactions for the rest of her life. Together, they're going to kill The Operator with bombs :]

Also, they're in love. They are in gay love and kiss each other all the time

Here's the unfiltered version of the bros

#time to make tomorrow's prompt about Sammy as well!#another relevant point is that those are burn scars #this chicken nugget got burnt when she was 10 #is that and the homeless arc related? yes. will I elaborate? no #currently that is between me. god. and google docs #also for a time frame Sammy was. like 8 when MH ended #just thought that was also worth mentioning #i just realized I forgot tim's scars #but I've already spent too long on this and I wanna move on #also yes I realize the implications of putting two bros and a lesbian couple in the same Friendship prompt is implying #take what you want from this #i do not care. just have fun #marbletober #marble hornets #tim wright #mh tim wright #mh tim #brian thomas #mh brian thomas #mh brian #marble hornets oc #mh oc #mh ocs #oh yeah and Sammy sees dead people in her sleep #goodbyyyyyyyeeee

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jaxy-boy · 4 months ago

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Why does everytime I see a fandom has a lot of fics on A03 there's barely any self harm hurt/comfort??? Aren't y'all supposed to be mentally ill and project it on fictional characters or do I have to do that myself??

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jackkal · 3 months ago

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getting gender envy in ways only medieval alchemy could solve

#jackkal #i need to be 5 completely different ppl at the same time #on a real note i think im actually going to set up an appntmnt to try to get on hrt #like tomorriw #i wanna tell my family bc ik they dont care but i also dont want to like. imply that theres something specific happening #like ive told them b4 i just wanna be me and not have to label that and ofc they dont care but like #i also dont wanna do something like that w/o their support #idk

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monards · 4 months ago

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everytime a man hits on me a puppy dies

#head in hands. as I scream #I’m gonna move to rural Wyoming and become a FARMER.#imsick of this #crepe rambles #-> this post also implies to when I see a man flirt with literally anyone clearly uninterested!!!!!!!!#why do people not understand not to harass people. leave people! alone! if they want to be left alone!#-> -> this is also to say that i. don’t care how they feel abt me. I just don’t wanna know about it like that #I don’t speak to you!!! outside of like an hour where I’m in the same room as you everyday!!!!

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cyberfunsupporter · 4 months ago

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i don’t really like yurifying m/f ships for a number of reasons but when i say harijun is yuri i’m so damn serious about that… whenever i remember that’s not canon i physically recoil like seojun is NOT a guy 😭 that’s a he/him butch AND HIM AND HARIN ARE LES4LES please don’t make me sick……….. he literally came out ok😭 Stop etop they’re so butchfemme please god

#i don’t like making m/f ships yuri mostly because i find people who do that Annoying #mostly cause they’d never ship two canon women #usually they’re just trying to get some cool person points or not have FOMO when clearly they’re just a heterojoshi or a fujo #and don’t actually care for women #just like your damn ship… i’m so sick of people doing like tfem t.sukasa to ship w m.inori or smth #(<- implied to be lesbian is she not?? like why are we bringing this canon man into that???)#(just like. you guys would rather die than ship women wouldn’t you)#(cause idk. hc what you want be free i’m willing to listen! at a certain point it feels more like you wanna ship that without backlash tho.#maybe i’m just crazy and reaching but i’ve observed it throughout the years and it really irritates me as himejo number one)#so anyway harijun is really yuri and i will never joke.. I HAVE GENUINE REASON TO SAY THIS TOO #what do u even do when u become a girls replacement child because you happen to look like her 😭 what #that’s why hyemin’s parents adopted him like goodnight #anyway so #🧸#i could always elaborate on both of these too btw i know this doesn’t really make sense maybe #but yeah

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