#Im so tired. shitty id

[some-mari-thoughts]

In his defence, it's literal superhell,

Assortment of doodles that are drawn along with the asks, and one featuring my guy helping his more tangible version from @ask-bad-end-sunny with the stabbings

[knifeslidez]

𝔇𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔰

[naamahdarling]

Raleigh's big baby eyes were not just big because of the dimly lit bathroom (I had a low light setting turned on), he appears to have some reduced pupillary response. He's otherwise totally normal and he CAN see, so I'm not overly worried he needs attention for it right now, but it is concerning, so I will be calling the vet to see if they can work him in sometime in the next few days. I took a look at some recent pictures and it seems to have been going on for maybe a week and I just didn't really notice because there's so little light in this house.

I'm tired. Everything is vet visits and doctor's appointments and managing my symptoms and bothering clinics and the pharmacy and new things going wrong everywhere, and I still need to call my GP to make a telehealth appointment so he can refer me for ANOTHER appointment, after which I can have a THIRD appointment with the GP to discuss test results and see what fresh new hell THAT unleashes.

I really wanted to go to the local orchard's summer festival but there's so much going on that week so close together that I'm not going to feel up to it. And it'll be too hot anyway. I can't tolerate heat or sun anymore, thanks COVID.

Ugh.

[geolato]

Day 4 of reposting my old Dan and Phil art because the old posts are gone phorever apparently.

These are my phavorites so I left them for last <3.

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Please do not repost.

[dreamsy990]

my laptops like super fucking dead and its gonna be a couple days before i can get a new one so uh. have a ghost roxas au doodle from procreate instead. returning to my roots i suppose. do not ask me to explain the story context for this or whats going on because i will not explain ok. you can figure it out yourself <-( theres absolutely not enough information for you to figure it out for yourself )

[orcelito]

Actually is there any cure to feeling like I'm a failure of a person if I don't keep posting fic regularly. Like I know this is not a job or anything. It's just for fun. But with how most people comment only within a day or two of when something is posted, I end up with weeks and weeks of no comments, even when the hits on my works still go up, so it makes me feel rather forgotten.

Like idk. This is probably just feeling worse bc im apparently phenomenally neurotic today. But I wish people commented on older fics more.

[aroacesigma]

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parents are so fucking stupid why is the reaction to your child hitting himself over schoolwork 'STOP THAT RIGHT NOW (angry edition)' and not 'oh boy maybe we should finally see a psychiatrist about all those issues thatve been piling up!'

[dogbunni]

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[confusedalpacart]

dont think im going to do artfight this year tbh. got Stuff happening that month and i do not have the energy to make oc refs im actually happy with in time

[snobgoblin]

i don't think my mom realizes how badly i could roast her like i could demolish her i could destroy her spirit with a single sentence but I don't bc I have restraint. it's a shame she doesn't have the same for me

[hermoglobiini]

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[wabblebees]

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[steampoweredskeleton]

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Ignore

[remapped-soul]

.i guess whatching daily dose of sunshine is really fun

[audiovisualrecall]

Love how I can ruin something so easily

[bunnyb34r]

I lived bitch 😎🤙

While not as fun as last inventory, this one went smoother imo bc it was just 2-3 people putting in the info and everyone else counting for us

Had a nice little reunion and saw BratBoy and Cute But Antimasker, both still live up to their nicknames lmao and we saw the lady who used to work 4am crew with us which was nice. I met the lady who recovers for me and while I had the one chance to tell her heyyy stop pushing the clothes back away from the table/how to properly zone, I didnt bc I'm a chickenshit coward and she was really nice so I'd have felt really really bad like "heyyy we're vibing, all's well, hey while I have you here... you're doing your job wrong."

But she did say that I'm working miracles in my area sgdgdgdgd which felt nice. Someone else had to recover my area while we counted a diff table and they nearly had a meltdown and walked off which was funny bc I've only seen one other person work my area and not have that reaction and it was RC, yknow who worked that area before I came along sgdggdgdg

Me: the kids table is where the weak go to die and if you survive it, it becomes your domain... unfortunately. I'm in purgatory"

Had shitty (cold) raising caines chicken for our corporate provided meal and it was a major letdown 😒 last year we had subs and while I usually hate sandwiches, it was pretty good

Oh and thank god I went in with RC at 3 instead of what I was scheduled at (6) bc whooo boy did she need me (and there was no one else with a sign on for the system so she needed me to be able to enter shit and not have to share a sign on which can muck things up

Anyway I'm glad that's only a once a year thing bc my body really cant handle 8hr shifts unfortunately :(