#Im less overwhelmed

[emgoesmed]

4/29/2023

Time has been flying lately — I can’t believe I’ve completed a month of my surgery rotation. Just a couple more weeks of third year left and then it’s on to dedicated studying for step 2 😳🤯

Now it’s time to celebrate since I’ll be on the ophthalmology service for the next couple weeks aka no more 4am alarms 🤩🎉 I’m also looking forward to seeing more pediatric patients after working on general surgery with adult patients the past two weeks.

[secretdazedragon]

quick doodle bc i have to make scenarios until next session

[wikiangela]

tease tidbit tuesday

it's Tuesday somewhere so starting it off early lol

after 7x09 I had like 4 new ideas (plus maaaany more non-episode related ideas, istg lately there's so many, I don't know what to focus on lol my brain feels loud, and I feel like I'm writing a hundred things at once, I've been a chaotic mess this month istg) but for now im trying to focus on this one fic, and trying to finish whatever this is before the next episode

for now, here's a bit of bucktommy at the medal ceremony after the encounter with gerrard

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He could punch Gerrard in the face. He really wants to, and if it was a couple years ago, he probably would – but he’s at a work event, the guy is a Captain, unfortunately, and Buck just got a medal, he’s not risking his job right now. He’s not the same impulsive kid he was seven years ago. He’s heard enough stories from Chimney and Hen, and recently some vague ones from Tommy, to know that he hates their old Cap. Tommy seems to want to open up to Buck, to let Buck truly know him, but talking about that past, about himself back then, about the whole environment is not easy, and Buck gets that. They have time to get to know each other, neither of them is going anywhere. Buck’s certainly not planning to, and when Tommy says he isn’t, either, Buck finds himself trusting him, which is very new but so exciting.

“It’s- well, it was to be expected.” Tommy shrugs, his face a careful, neutral mask that Buck’s just starting to learn to see past, then sits down when they approach the table, putting his plate down – they’re sharing it with Eddie, Marisol and Christopher, but the three of them are still at the buffet getting food. Buck takes a seat next to him, then scoots his chair closer – close enough that their knees touch, but far enough that they still appear professional. “It just threw me off. Actually, threw me twenty years back for a moment.” he huffs an unamused, bitter laugh.

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[iknowicanbutwhy]

Oh, so she's kind of trendy? Cool cool

[purrvaire]

black sails + shitpost I have on my phone (pt. 4/?)

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[puppyeared]

vincent!! augusta and anton's son <3

(anton belongs to @poicyss)

[woah-uhuh-uhuh-uhuh]

common jeremy postures

[kawaii-kushami]

having one of those mid-20s moments where you're like well damn. im really not a teenager anymore i dont hate myself anymore actually. like its insane

sorry i gotta ramble but this feels too silly to post anywhere else

[yuri-for-businesswomen]

im not autistic but i believe in their beliefs (because i share like 80 % of symptoms typical for autistic women with yall)

[laurzvahll]

soft abt them tonight sry

[immortalsins]

EYEBROW PIERCED

[idontmindifuforgetme]

It just clicked for me that I’m going to be all-consumingly devoted to intensive studying for the next month. I’ve been more ambivalent since the year started, bc I honestly miss my friends and want to pursue a lot of hobbies I’ve been dying to pick up, but I want nothing more than to ace an upcoming test that will genuinely determine so much of the trajectory of my life. I’ve already been studying pretty consistently for it, but now I’m actually letting go of my expectations for other things while this is going on. Putting all this pressure on myself has done nothing but slow me down. Like my brain is actually shifting into study camp mode. It’ll be back to waking up at 4 am, studying for 8 hours a day minimum, crunching flash cards w my morning drink/on the treadmill, getting so much done before noon, and not feeling guilty if other areas of my life suffer a little bit. Nothing outside of this matters.

[bluesidedown]

taking a mental health day was a Good Call

[mellotronmkll]

Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared

[trebuchet151]

🗑️ - "It's complicated"

💍 - Partners (current or future)

💢 - Person they can't stand

🏆 - Best friends (past, current or future)

For Corey? :]

I just realized I forgot to post this answer 💀

Sorry about that lmao

Thanks for the ask! I promise its appreciated even if my response was belated

🗑- It's complicated

Ortega! Surprise to nobody that Corey is allergic to commitment. They love (theyd hate the use of that word but its accurate) Ortega but between their trauma and wanting to keep distance to protect them Corey just refuses to label what is obviously a years-long exclusive relationship.

💍- Partners

Also Ortega. Eventually Corey's gonna defrost enough to settle down and be domestic. Ortega breaking them out did wonders to accelerate the process.

💢- Person they can't stand

Chen. They didnt get along very well pre-heartbreak. Started to play nice during rebirth and retri, and then Chen revealed that he knew about them and saw their autopsy photos and did nothing about it. Now Corey wants a dartboard with his face on it.

Bonus extra background character. Corey still doesnt like Owl. They really hold a grudge.

🏆- Best friends

Current: Dr. Mortum and Rosie. Pay no attention to the fact you spend 99% of your bonding time with them through the puppet. Totally not a disaster waiting to happen.

Past: Anathema. They left an unfillable void in Corey's social life. Once they stop dissociating enough to realize how much they miss Themmy its gonna be disasterous

[foreverxdaydreaming]

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