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Me on the crochet side of youtube : idk how i got here, why i got here, or when i got here but im not complaining!!
#Makes me want to learn to crochet#But also like???#How the fucketh am i gonna do that????#Ive always wanted to learn to sew#And ive been on the historical fashion side of yt for quite sometime now#Maybe thats why im here??#But just like learning spanish french baking and how to sew#Ill probably never learn it lol#ghost rambles#crochet#crocheting#sewing#historical fashion#fashion history
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Y'know what- That's fair. Glitch City wouldn't be a very comfortable place to be in, would it?
But now I'm kinda curious... If you're in Gen 1 Viridian City like you said, then how is the Pokemon Center not all broken and corrupted? Is Glitch City like- I don't really know how to phrase this- Contained??
I've always had this idea in my head that Glitch City wasn't just one corrupted city but like a Kanto-wide thing. But, if you're safe in Viridian, then maybe it's not as widespread as I think it is... Sorry Green, I know I'm making a lot of assumptions, but could you tell me how the Gen 1 world works? If you want to, of course.
"Hoo boy, well, I'll try to explain all I can, Also, Don't worry 'bout it, make as many assumptions as you want, hell you can even be assumptive about me if ya want, I'm just here to entertain you after all, Aren't I?"
"Anyways, Lets take these in chunks!"
"No, no, you're right, The Gen-One Kanto was broken into rotting pixels and bits.
Buuuuut, as ya know, there's more than one cartridge- more than one game for the first gen too. Did'ja think every version of Kanto was like that buggy mess?"
"Nah.."
"Just two!"
"Though, technically I would say yes to this, it is at least somewhat contained. Hell every god's gotta have a couple handfuls of eternity prisons where it keeps its least favored. Some get mountain, some get graves, some get depressed, Some get Bitrot."
"If ya want more info on the world though, you're gonna have t' ask fer more specifics, can't just dump a mile-long history lecture."
"Yes, I'm referring to Reddo, though you're right, there are many rejects 'round here."
"I disagree though I think he is little. Sure he may be tall but he's practically a skeleton. I can break him like a twig. And have broken him like a twig."
"Nah, as I said, not gonna spend my time in a bitrot hell prison if I don't gotta.
My Kanto's just empty and abandoned for a different reason. Last time I saw a person here was.."
"It was...er..."
"hm. Maybe it was when I..."
"Yeah.. Yeah, it was...."
He shrugs.
"Oh nah they're just some part of me or somethin or other. I don't think I got the like. carving-painting-other skill bull to do that anyways. I just take the textures and my sprite does its work for me."
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#mn asks#missing numbers#green midori#cam 0 - hijacked#((dear god i am never doing this many images again))#((ffs i might as well make him some little talking sprites dear god.))#((sorry for all the other asks taking so long i got too ambitious with my art ill probably lean more into the narrative side more))#((aka more writing and descriptions lol))#((also hi third off the styles im doing for this may be very inconsistent for now. im working on learning the original pkmn artstyle))#((same with colors but generally i think his bright green works idk.))
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Fernando and Fisi pictures that I like and enjoy a normal amount (pt. 1: 2005)
#please please please lmk in the tags which are your favs and why#ill go first: the one where theyre holding up the engine in a very babygirl way and the one where theyre being picked up#but also all the post aus gp ones(the ones where they're holding hands above their heads)#ALSO THE ONES OF THEM IN STRIPED SUITS IT IS SERVING CORRUPT MAFIA MEN#actually i need to stop before i list every pic...like the point of the post is that i love all these pics....#anyways i think theyre v endearing to me as a duo bcs theyre relatively the same height and those cute renault suits make them look shorter#so theyre like twins or smth to me LOL#(btw i was so surprised to learn that fisi is almost a decade older than nando! they rly dont look that much different in age)#also this is not an insult btw but fisi is endearing to me bcs his smile always looks like hes looking directly into the sun LOLOL#i think at some point i should rly make a fisi comp post bcs i ended up saving a lot of pics of him bcs he is my unexpected blorbo#these are all def 2005 but if not feel free to come admonish me for mixing up djkskd#ill make a 2006 pt 2(bcs ive yet to delve into those archives just yet)#i could probably make a 2005 pt2 honestly bcs i have like uhhhhh...2-3x the amnt of pics here of them!#so yeah lmk if you would like those too :) the grind never stops in terms of deep diving pics#this post kinda makes me wish i made photo highlight posts along w my post-race gifs#also if you want to enquire as to what race/event a specific pic is feel free to drop an ask or dm#fernando alonso#giancarlo fisichella#renault#2005 formula 1#formula 1#f1#formula one#renault nando#fa14#fisico#fisi#we do a little bit of f1
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My phooonneee gotta charge I've been using it all day but that's chill cuz I'm eating anyways. And then after I've eaten I'm gonna grind out this fic and then like. Figure out what I'm doing with my fics in general. Not a great sign that I'm starting to take this seriously.
#ramblings#ive never been more glad to eat frozen burritos in my life (dont wanna go thru the effort of making literally anything else)#anyways. i say not a great sign bc stuff like this im always worried when i try to commit myself to something serious ill never actually#get it done. but ig ive got extra confidence from finishing the first draft of that comic idk#<- would not have been able to get to even that stage for any previous hyperfixation ive had im being dead serious#the way im going abt this fnf fixation is such an outlier im going to be real. yall are seeing me act in ways i have never done before#mostly in like. an engaging with others sense. my su movie fixation was probably the last time i engaged with others like#this and that was nearly 5 years ago. i need to learn to engage more but also i am so scared of people always LOL
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today i tried to code more
#ik it looks very simple but im gonna make it look nice i swear!!#at least thats the plan lol#but im focusing on databases next to hold the different bfs that can be collected#run now if u dont wanna read a bunch of technical stuff....#main focus is on scary stuff until im confident i can have this site up and fuctional (tho ill draw here and there lol)#ive messed with and learned sql before but havent used it in any practical way#so setting this up is probably not going to be the fastest process#especially since ive never mixed images and databases before#im assuming u save the images to a folder and can just call them from there#every single bf on the site will have a unique id so that makes things much easier#tho i wanna make it so ppl can like decorate their bfs and stuff#dress them up and put backgrounds and items on them#so im wondering how you save those items on the bfs....#and it cant just be a screenshot cause the user should be able to access it again later and move stuff around#web development#anyways yea thats my update for today!#im kind of out of my realm but i dont care this is happening#i dont even care if 5 ppl r interested in this i just wanna succeed at making this whew#but yea i just want that kind of earlier website vibe#specifically like old neopets#or how cs looks right now#so im not gonna like get too overwhelmed!#im doing everything using html and css and js and php i think
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a quick artfight attack dump. yippee!
left to right: Baja Blazt, Wisteriafeather, Qhisphi, Skippy, Pollen, Toffee, The Sweater Siblings
#[cherry on top]#still trying to pace myself as to prevent burnout but im on a steady roll!!!#i think im probably going to try to do more attacks in a painted style like i did with the toffee one.#i really want to learn how to paint digitally </3 i never learned how to </3 it always looks so cool </3#also ill probably throw in more traditionally drawn attacks#because i wanna try drawing more proper artpieces traditionally.. in general lol#i already have two traditional pieces done but i need to wait until it is not 11 pm at night to take pictures#indoor lighting makes dogshit images as ive learned in the past.
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Goodnight wonderful people who live in my phone!!!
#im sappy and you guys are so cool ;-;#im a bit of a hermit and really bad at meeting with (or moved far from) irl friends so my connections on here have been really meaningful#dont know how to say that without sounding like a loser but i promise its a good thing lol#but anyway i queued a post earlier today about friends thinking of you all the time#and i kinda just repeated it in my tags and ill probably just repeat it again now but its true#there are so many mundane things that make me think of the kind people ive met#i love bonding about interests and characters but theres also little peeks of each others lives#jokes and facts and songs and favorite animals that make me go 🫵 my friend likes that!!!#and dates! ill be like 'oh my friend is doing X today across the globe :)' 'ah i hope my friends X went well across the country :)'#'i remember they love this food/hate this food/has never tried this food :)'#'i remember them talking about how much they like this song :)'#'oh i learned a new saying like this in their language :)'#i hope they feel better from being sick#i hope their pets vet visit went well#i hope they got a good grade on that project#i hope they can rest after work#i hope theyre happy with their haircut#i hope they can dress like they want soon#i hope theyre happy#i hope theyre happy.#i hope theyre happy i hope theyre happy i hope theyre happy!!!#oh shit. cryin in the club. (<- my bed.) not even drunk or hormonal just SAPPY WTH#i have to keep up my intimidating and stoic reputation!!!#so goodnight!!!!!!#i love you!!!!!!!!#rose rambles
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So like certified bad day. My grandma died this morning and now I'm sick???? Bro come on
#bonus points for. the only photos of me w my Grandma are from me under 8 years old#so like. i wasnt close to her at all but death is v triggering for me w how badly my parents fumbled the bag w grief when i was growing up#brief context. mum got mad at me that my v close friend died like a week after her dad died bc she couldn't do two things at once#so everyone rallied around her in her grief and i went to two funerals and like ??? rotted i guess.#dad was in his painkiller era lol#anyway so im probably not gonna go to the funeral bc im just gonna be triggered the whole time#im less grieving her as a person and more grieving the fact that i never really. had grandparents.#like i barely ever saw her#even though i lived in the same city as her#i googled her name earlier and found out she wrote a chapter in a book about domestic abuse#and thats really the most ill ever know about her#i wanna read the chapter but idk#if it turns out that my grandpa was abusive and then my grandma left my mum and aunt with him by themselves to move to bali#im probably not gonna be thrilled#anyway even thats basically just closer to learning stories about people i dont know#wouldnt it have been nice to have. a family
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aarrgghh i want to be someone who can relax and enjoy playin a video game so bad but every time i play one, after ive stopped playing i get the worst hangover
i think i just cant convince certain parts of me that it's not a waste of time lol.. i stop playing and suddenly im hit with 'oh god i just wasted so many hours not doing anything productive im gonna die'
not good bc ive been enjoying darkest dungeon again the past few days so the mood swings and anxiety have been very intense.. i like it but i think i need to not let myself game for now lol
#it's weird cause this part doesnt consider reading a waste of time at all!#but i think they see reading as like#psychologically enriching and learning#they're obsessed with learning as much as they can#i let them watch a whole documentary before i started playing to try to avoid this lol#it was about the japanese prison system. learned a lot. horrifying.#gave me a lot less anxiety than playing a game for some reason#ed mumbles#maybe it's cause i wasnt allowed any video games growing up#i still dont understand that bc my brother was allowed them#to the point where when i started playing on his nintendo 64 and i got rly into it my mum threw it away lol#ill never understand her logic there#but probably this is left over from that#anyway. thinking of uninstalling steam for a while and coming back to this later
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I don't know how to say "my gender is something nonhuman and not able to be comprehended while adhering to our current society's standards of what men and women are supposed to be, never mind the fact that my preferred form is not a human body at all" without the other person being concerned...
#It goes beyond furry really i just don't feel like I'm human at all. I never really have#And i don't mean not a person although when I'm very depressed or the PTSD is hitting i get that too#I mean a non human person. But people either think I'm severely ill or joking when I say that and i unfortunately(?) am not#It's not even like I'm kin of a media species or person or whatever. I just don't see myself as human but i could draw it#I don't know how to put it into words. It sort of shapeshifts. But its core is the same#But either way when i look at myself in pictures or the mirror i don't recognize it as being me. I know it is logically but#It feels like I'm inhabiting a body that isn't mine. Like I'm in a costume or playing a game#Its kind of distressing sometimes but I've basically learned to live with the feeling. I probably will never own my body and idk#It's fine i guess. I don't know what it's like to be comfortable in your body or love it or whatever. I don't know if i ever will#And I've kind of given up hope on that changing. All i can do is pretend it doesn't bother me and keep going#Although i guess that's my outlook on.. everything lol#Whats the opposite of learned helplessness.. saying it's self reliance sounds too good.. it's more like learned lack of trust
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Highkey gonna cry I looked up this uni I have to go to on Insta and literally it looks like the worst fit for me
#might actually just take another gap year even if it makes me feel like a failure#do a metal working course in the village become a blacksmith#weld shit together for a living#i got rejected from my first choice and i never bothered looking at my backup option#bc i was so so so sure id get into my first choice#...#anyway#im probably gonna drop out in a week and then just take another gap year lol#its fine everythings fine#hey coach wymack ytf dont you come barrelling into my gym threatening me and giving me a safe space to study#lets be real even if he was fucking real i dont have the talent for it#its feeling a bit like i never tried hard enough so now my life is falling down around me and i have nothing to show for it hours#like#if i had only tried harder for gcses then alevels would have been easier and if id studied at all during alevels maybe id have got into a#good university and maybe if id got into a good university i wouldnt have to go to this one where ill feel like a sore thumb#god is that even the way that phrase is used#and maybe id be happier if only id worked harder to make my life better for myself like#learned something this year and uts that apathy will literally ruin your life#doesnt matter how much i write down my ten year plan if i dont care enough to keep it up in the present its all balls anyway
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ive obtained a guitar
#my mom had one that she said i could take. and for the longest time i was like no i should wait until ive been doing bass longer before#adding smth else. but then i was like. right now im rlly enjoying doing music and i have the time and the desire to do it. so like.#it seems silly to not. so i have it im gonna try and learn over the summer and see if i can keep up with both. and then when school starts#again if it comes down to splitting time between them ill have a few months in each of them almost like 7 on bass. and they're similar#enough to eachother that i think a lot of stuff will probably cross over right? idk i was looking into it and it seems like a lot of more#experienced players will play at least a little bit on the other as well. and i also saw an article that said learning the other will help#improve more on the first one as well#i mean the thing is. it is just for fun. but also i think it would be so cool if i could get to the point where i can make my own songs jus#to post on here or smth. i think that would be rlly fun but like if i never do. i still just like it and its fun so its fine if i suck#but ya im gonna do it if it ends up ruining everything i can just quit like whatever#the sad thing though is. its an acoustic waahhhh#if i keep going obviously i eventually am gonna get an electric bc i was trying to think of songs i could learn on acoustic and i literally#could not think of a single one i like. LMAO my parents had a copy of sheet music for stairway to heaven (i think my sister must've tried t#learn it at some point?) so i took that too. bc it was literally the only one they had besides a big book of mormon ones lol. so im gonna b#that guy that only plays stairway to heaven lolllllll
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totally random but ive been getting really into the Get Up Kids recently and Out of Reach has become, like, my favorite song of all time.
#the get up kids#out of reach#im trying to learn it on guitar but ive been super busy lately and that sucks#if i ever find the time#ill learn it and maybe eventually post a video of me doing a cover#its probably never gonna happen#but i can dream lol#goofy jelly thoughts
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Oliver freaking tf out when im crying as we talk is an favorite thing
#miranda talking shit#'what the fuck miranda what did i say? Why are you crying? What happened?' one would think he'd have learned by now#But nope... Still have to stop everything and ask. Buddy my dude... This is how i am... Idk what to tell you#My tears start coming before i even have time to think sometimes. They just ... Come i cant identify why half the time#We talked about ambitions and shit again and thats always an hard one for me bc... My only dream/ambition#Is to... Be comfortable with myself and accept myself plus share life with someone#I don't have a dream job or something... I just ... Wish to do something i wont dread and hate#Meanwhile hes like bro...i wanna be rich lol. And hes trying to challenge me and im like... Dude...#And i know i still have it so ingrained in me to do everything everyone else wants of me... Im trying to be my own self#But like... How do you undo 20 years of always filling others wants and needs? I have come up with this dream just a few years ago#Genuinely before that i had nothing. I know im weak and pathetic and not my own person but im trying to be but its not easy#Its why i dont ever feel ill be good enough to date anyone. Bc i dont have grand ambitions and I'd never be able to give someone#An good life in that way. I just want to live and share boring normal things with someone who loves me and if they have an ambition id help#Support them. But it's ... Pathetic and probably very unhealthy but thats what i genuinely think i want. A gentle life and love#I am always told im so passive and not strong willed enough and its like yoo i know! Bc i started to develop my personality to be#As passive and adjustable since i was 4 so i would be less in danger and then i just kept it up until i became an adult...#'youre such a deep (feeling) person. Its sad you dont WANT more' yeah i know... Tryst me i wish i was more solid in my opinions and thought#But thats probably gonna take me many years...#Negative#????
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oooh i just learned arknights is on pc now, i might stream my chong yue pulls then!
#he's 6-7 months away so it gives me time to learn how to stream ive never done it before lol#ill probably need a new mic#milky's musings
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Astro observations🌺
FYI I’m not a real astrologer, just my observations :) TW🔞
The cancer moon men I know are pretty chill and laid back + funny, but the women are so bitchy and moody😭 with a big sweet tooth
Every twin I know either has Gemini or Pisces placements
You ever meet someone and their neck just stands out for some reason added points if they smell good, most likely they’re a Taurus rising/ mars. Good example is Megan thee stallion her neck is so cute to me hehe
Aries in the chart can show you the things you were introduced to at a very young age, the early memories that you think of and say ‘That was wild lol’
3rd: could’ve started learning way before you started school(like flash cards and things) siblings and cousins, music, having access to electronics early
4th: erratic home life, the woman around you could be go getters
6th: could’ve got a lot of injuries when younger, probably couldn’t have a peaceful day even if you tried, bad experiences with animals
7th: domestic abuse, might have seen people having affairs, lots of disagreements between couples
12th:paranormal events, you could’ve had a lot of deja vu moments without even knowing, tend to have strong spiritual gifts,people having ill intentions towards you
Aquarius moon or degree/ moon in the 11th tend to have a “second mom” a person that treats them like their one of their own children, sometimes even better than their own mother does. 🌚
The people with mars in the first house I know have so many battle scars on their body
Moon/cancer in 3rd love changing their voices, and they have a bad habit of not telling the whole truth / white lies
Water sign on the descendent- people are always wondering what you’re up to, no matter how much you show them they’ll still wanna know what you’re hiding
Your first house correlates to how you came into this world, I have Chiron (ruled by Virgo) in my 12 conjunct my ascendant, uhm she said she almost d*ed having me😀 and I was a C-section baby. And the hospital did her so dirty(you know much they hate black women) they didn’t even stitch her back up correctly or drain her fluids and to this day she still has problems. The also gave her extra dosages of drugs just cause she’s a plus size woman- honestly I could go on and on but it really correlates with my cap rising and Neptune/Uranus in 1st
Mercury ☌ Sun, these people voices are just💋💋 they sound so sensual and unique ugh hard to explain it but 🥴 ex. Jungkook , Tupac
Gemini/ Libra in 2nd love collecting things like figurines makeup clothes candles plushies, could easily be a borderline hoarder tho
Ives noticed that sun in 10th have a strained relationship with their father, but their later years in life their relationship gets better, or not could really go either way, also could have money issues in their early years but ends up climbing the corporate ladder. It may take you a while to tho but just know it’ll be worth it in the end :) also they always stand out at their work place in some way, the coworker that you’re glad to see clock in at rush hour cause you know they gonna handle shit
Venus- mercury positive aspects love giving out nicknames to their favorite people 🥺if they’re always calling you cute names just know they really care about you lol
Sag moons and degrees have no chill😀 like calm down bae sag anything tbh🚬
9th house ruler in the 11th could go to the same college with their old friends or could become very popular in the area they’re in, I think they’d make good bloggers
Air signs or degrees in 5th are trend setters.
Aquarius you inspire people, they could take things and make it into their own like art
With gemini here people will “copy & paste” ur looks. But no matter what it just looks like a knockoff version of what you did lmao it just never look as good as yours
Libra here people are very opinionated on how you express yourself either in a good way or bad, neither less you guys get a lot of compliments on your style
Every time I see a Capricorn rising with Neptune in the 1st it’s like their skin is see through and fragile😯makes sense tho since caps rule the skin and Neptune fogs things up. A good example is Ariana Grande her skin looks so delicate
Pluto/Scorpio in the 11th/11th house ruler in 8th, your friends could hate each other🤺 also they could have a rough life/childhood, trauma bonding or just experiencing traumatic events together is common here
Chiron in Aries (honestly any Aries placements it just depends on where it is), most people didn’t pay attention to them in their childhood in some way so they learned to be independent because of their lack of support cardinal things fr
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