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The Afton kids deserved better in FNAF..
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HE DIDN'T WANT TO LET GO HE DIDN'T WANT TO LET GO HE DIDN'T WANT TO LET GO!!! -screams-
#the free cam is not healthy for me HE LOOKS SO SAD WHEN WE SEPARATE WTFFFF#astarion#bg3#Astarion Ancunin#Bg3 astarion#Baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#Baldur's gate 3 astarion#astarion angst#astarion and tav#Astarion romance#astarion pov#astarion spoilers#Bg3 spoilers#astarion gif#astarion hug#astarion x reader#astarion bg3#astarion x tav#astarion analysis#baldurs gate
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In Vino Veritas
Pairing â Avenger! Bucky Barnes x Lab Assistant! Female! Reader
Total Wordcount â 3.5K
Summary â It all started when you and the Avengers enjoyed drinks during the afterparty back at the Avengers Tower. There, Tony revealed one of your deepest secrets, and even though you wish it had never come to light at first, youâre glad it did when the man you love stands on your doorstep, ready to start the rest of your life together.
Tags & Warnings â Semi-canon compliant, Avenger! Bucky Barnes, Female! Reader, Tonyâs Lab Assistant! Reader, Buckyâs past as TWS is mentioned, emotional hurt/comfort, mutual pining, some cursing, and explicit sexual content.
Tags: Smut â Grinding, begging, some dirty talk, praise, teasing Bucky, protected sex, cowgirl position.
Story Rating â Explicit
Authorâs Note â This story is beta'd by the wonderful @late-to-the-party-81, and I cannot thank you enough for that. I hope you'll all enjoy my story, which is filled with some angst, lots of fluff, and some smut to top it all off! đ
Writing Prompts @fandom-free-bingo Bug Edition â âThere is no us.â | Riding | In vino veritas | âTouch me.â @fandom-free-bingo Medical Edition â Crush at first sight @julybreakbingo Post-JBB â Being confronted about their feelings for another
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The evening starts fine, good, even. But it all takes an unexpected turn when the man you work for - Tony Stark - reveals your secret. A secret that youâd only recently revealed to him.
Earlier that day, youâd spotted Bucky as he was working out and from that moment on your mind has been with him instead of your usual work and tasks.
âHello, Y/N? Anyone home in there?â Tony asks as he lays a hand on your shoulder, making you jump. You look up at him with a worried look while he smiles back at you with a kind expression. A soft sigh escapes your lips as the thoughts in your head wander off again, specifically how his back looked underneath the tank top he wore in the gym while doing squats. Not only that, but you also canât stop thinking about the way his ass looked in the sweatpants he wore. In a word, magnificent.
âIs everything okay with you? Youâve been a bit off your game today.â As Tony sits next to you, you put down the screwdriver you were holding - the one he asked you three times to pass to him - before turning to face him, your gaze focusing somewhere on the wall behind him. For a moment, thereâs a silence between you as you gather the courage to tell him whatâs been on your mind.
âWell, uhm- Thereâs something, or someone, that I canât stop thinking about, and itâs taking over my mind every second of every day. It- Itâs Bucky,â you say almost in a whisper. For a few seconds, Tony is completely silent as he lets the thought of you having a crush on one of his fellow Avengers sit in his mind. Then, after what seemed like an eternity, he reaches out for your hand and takes it between his warm ones.
âYou know that Iâll always support you in everything, right? I supported you when you expressed your desire to halt your life as an Avenger and retrain as my lab technician, and I supported you when you moved out of Avengers Tower to have your own home with more peace. This is not going to be any different. All Iâm hoping for is that he will make you the happiest and best version of you, as you deserve nothing less.â
Tears brim at your waterline as Tony tells you this, and even though you deeply appreciate him, his words, and everything he has done for you, you canât help but still feel a bit��� odd about the fact you told him youâre having a crush on Bucky. That you have a crush on the man who was once the most feared assassin in the world under the hands of HYDRA.
âNow, can you hand me that screwdriver before your thoughts wander off to him again?â your boss asks in a teasing tone, making you smile as you grab it and hand it to him. Somehow, he always seems to know the right thing to say, and it's exactly why you enjoy spending time by his side while learning everything there is to know about his lab and what's going on in there.
Just as youâre about to get comfortable with another drink in your hand, you meet the gaze of the man youâre crushing on, and you feel heat coursing through your veins. The lines around his deep blue eyes intensify as he smiles at you, his attention making every last thought in your brain disappear. Youâre so captivated by how Bucky looks at you that you miss your seat as you sit down. However, before you fall, youâre caught by a pair of solid arms that prevent you from hitting the floor.
âCareful there, Little One,â Thor says in his deep voice, his accent always making the butterflies in your stomach go wild. Even though youâd known Thor since you were young, you couldnât help but get a little flustered by the nickname, and he smiled at you as you were finally sitting on the chair you intended to use.
âThank you, Thor,â you whisper before sipping your cocktail. Around you, the conversations are starting to become a little blurry as you focus on Bucky and everything he has to say, his lips forming around the words effortlessly. When you suddenly feel a little shove against your arm, you yelp, making everyone go silent as they look at you.
âWhat did you do that for?!â you ask Thor in a low voice, but all he does is point to Tony, who obviously has something to say as heâs waving for everyoneâs attention. There are moments when you enjoy the fact that alcohol can bring out peopleâs true feelings or thoughts, also known as in vino veritas, but not now. Oh no, now you wish you could disappear as you listen to the words coming out of Tonyâs mouth.
âGuys, you really shouldnât say this to Bucky or Y/N, but theyâre having a massive crush on one another!â Tony says in a loud whispering tone, but what he fails to notice in his inebriated state is that you two are sitting right across from one another, enjoying the afterparty just like everyone else. Or at least, you were enjoying the afterparty until your secret got out.
The glass you were holding falls out of your hand before shattering into pieces on the floor, and your feet carry you as fast as they can away from the party and away from your worst nightmare come true. The music behind you fades away as you turn one corner after another, tears burning in your eyes as the event repeatedly replays in your mind. Your lungs start to burn as you keep running, the stinging feeling in your side increasing as you run out of the Avengers Tower into the night.
Meanwhile, Buckyâs world feels like it has taken a 180-degree turn. Mere minutes ago, he could only fantasize that you could have feelings for him, but now? A wave of disbelief washes over the super soldier, his expression showing pure surprise as he takes the moment in. For him, it was a crush at first sight from the momentyou walked into the training room on your first day. Over the years, his feelings have intensified, although he has only told Steve about his crush - or rather his now deep-rooted love - for you.
And yet, now that the pair of you have been confronted about your feelings for one another, he doesnât know what to do. He has replayed the moment heâd confess his feelings to you more times than he can count in his mind, and in none of those versions, this is one of the scenarios that had appeared. Itâs only when Steve grabs his arm and pulls him away that he seemingly comes back to reality again.
âBucky, how does Tony know about your crush on Y/N? I mean, Iâm, of course, fine with you sharing it, but-â
âI donât know, Steve, I donât know, and it kills me,â Bucky says as he runs his fingers through his cropped hair.âFuck- I was planning on telling her this week but⌠but now itâs ruined, and I didnât even get the chance to talk to her, and-â Itâs all Bucky can say as he fights the urge to punch the wall with his metal fist, both hands clenched by his side as he tries to regulate his breathing. Without warning, Steve pulls him into a hug, and Buckyâs arms snake around his best friend's waist as his fingers clutch at the fabric of his shirt.
âItâs going to be okay, I promise,â Steve whispers, though heâs not entirely sure thatâs true because he knows as well as anyone that things donât always go back to how they were before. Still, Bucky decides to believe him as they stand there for a little while longer, and he soaks in every bit of comfort he can get for now. Lord knows heâs going to need it.
The past few days have been strange, to say the least. You havenât been to the Avengers Tower since Tony revealed your now not-so-secret crush on the super soldier. Youâre afraid of what will happen if you do. This also means you havenât seen Bucky in a few days, and you miss him. You miss hearing his laugh, and you miss seeing how his mouth turns slightly upward as you hand him one of your baked goods, but most of all, you miss how his arms feel when he pulls you in for a hug.
Just as youâre about to make yourself a cup of tea, you get pulled from your thoughts by a soft but familiar knock on the door; only one thing can make that sound: Buckyâs metal hand knocking against the wood. For a moment, you contemplate your actions, but decide to give him at least a chance to talk, especially as it wasnât him who laid out your feelings in front of everyone.
âBucky, hi,â you say softly as you take in his appearance, your heart sinking as you do. Itâs evident he hasnât slept at all the past few days. There are dark circles under his eyes, and he doesnât look as healthy as usualâmore disheveled. The struggles heâs facing are apparent in his entire demeanor, and all you want to do is wrap him up in a warm blanket and cuddle him until the end of time.
âHi,â he says hoarsely, and you step aside, allowing him to enter your apartment. Heâs been here a few times already, and usually thereâs a warmth radiating from you and every inch of the little place you call home, but ever since the party, it hasnât been the same. It isnât just the apartment, either. You feel different.
âWould you like some tea before we talk?â you ask to break the tension. âI was about to make some.â
He nods at you before wandering further into your apartment, and you head to the kitchen, picking out another mug for Bucky to use. Once heâs caught sight of your couch, he immediately takes a seat, a soft groan audible as he does. There arenât many places more comfortable than the large couch thatâs standing right here in your living room.
When you emerge a few minutes later with two steaming mugs of tea and a plate filled with chocolate chip cookies you baked fresh this morning, Bucky canât help but smile at you. He gladly takes the tea with one of the cookies, as theyâre his favorite, and when you sit down next to him, it feels just like it always has, as if nothing has changed. But you both know it has, and thatâs why the super soldierâs now in your living room.
âSoâŚâ you start, unsure what to say now that heâs sitting on your couch. Buckyâs eyes are trained on the steaming tea in his hands, his thoughts going a mile a minute as heâs thinking about what he wants to say - other than confessing his love for you.
âSo⌠uhm, we missed seeing you around the Tower,â Bucky starts, though you both know itâs mostly him who has missed seeing you there. You have always been a staple there during his mornings as you make him a cup of coffee, and during movie nights, you were always the one he could sit next to and enjoy the movie, but now that youâre not there, itâs like a piece of soul has left the Tower with you.
âI mean, yeah. Itâs been a bit awkward for me to go back after what happened a few days ago,â you tell him, and a shudder of horror runs down your spine at the thought of having to face Tony again. A smile tugs at the corners of Buckyâs lips as he thinks back to what happened that night, a happy memory of your first meeting resurfacing in the back of his mind as he does.
âGood morning, Sergeant Barnes. Iâve made some chocolate chip cookies, if you want some. However, I should warn you, Tonyâs been on the prowl since I took them out of the oven, so Iâll advise you to be quick,â you say with a glare towards Tony, who has been eyeing them up since he walked into the kitchen and poured himself a cup of coffee. For the first time in a long time, Bucky showed something akin to a smile, and everyone looked at each other to ensure they saw it, too.
âThank you,â he says lowly, grabbing one of the smaller ones on the plate, followed by a cup of coffee, before swiftly leaving the kitchen to spend more time in his room. Before Bucky even left the kitchen, Tony was on the cookies as if he hadnât eaten in weeks, and this time you let him.
âCan I- Is it okay if I tell you something? Because if I donât say it now, I donât know if I ever will,â Bucky says softly, and you nod before repositioning yourself so that youâre facing him. His gaze is still trained on his mug as he thinks carefully about his next words, afraid he might accidentally say the wrong thing.
âTony was right. He is right, actually. When he said, weâre crushing on each other. Iâve been crushing on you since you offered me those chocolate chip cookies when Tony threatened to eat them all before anyone else had a chance to get them. It was like a switch flipped inside me back then, and I havenât been the same since,â Bucky says, his mouth now in a line as he tells you about his feelings.
âEach time I look at you, itâs like Iâm seeing an angel, and every time I hear your voice, itâs like a little piece of my soul is healing, too. I find myself drawn to you in every room and wonder what life has in store for us. But deep down inside, I know there is no âusâ yet. But I want there to be us. I want you, Y/N. I want you to be mine, in whatever capacity youâll have me. If you want to stay friends, thatâs okay with me, but if you want more, Iâll happily accept every bit of love youâre willing to offer me.â
Once Buckyâs done, youâre unsure what to say. What to think. What to do. You want to say that the feelings between you are mutual, that youâre in love with him and that you want nothing more than to be his, but something inside you is stopping you. So, instead of saying anything, you place your hand over his flesh limb, and his eyes slip shut at the feeling of your soft fingers against his rough hand.
âBucky.â His name is a whisper on your lips, but itâs enough to make him look at you, to meet your gaze.
âIâm in love with you, too.â
As soon as the words leave your lips, Bucky carefully put his tea on the coffee table before hauling you onto his lap, his hands digging into the soft flesh of your waist as your lips interlock in a passionate dance. He canât get enough of your soft mouth slotting together with his and the way his tongue fights for dominance with yours as your fingers dig into his neck. Itâs been a long time since youâve felt a strong connection with someone, and youâre happy to explore it with Bucky.
Your hips grind over his growing length of their own volition,your body looking for any bit of friction it can get. Without warning, one of Buckyâs hands slides lower until heâs cupping your ass, making you gasp into his mouth as a result. Bucky canât help but smile into the kiss as he pulls you impossibly closer, your legs spreading just a bit further as you sink against his muscular body.
âHmm, Iâve been wanting this - you - for so long,â he says between the kisses trailing your jaw towards your ear, his teeth nipping on your earlobe as your head lolls to the side. With every passing second, your thoughts are melting away more and more, and all thatâs left inside your mind is Bucky. Soon, his other hand joins the first as he helps you grind onto him, a groan falling from his lips as he sets a perfect pace for you both.
âB-Buckyâ" his name sounds more like a whine than anything else. âIâI want you.â
âBut you already have me, pretty girl, âm right here,â he says with a teasing lilt to his voice, his hands continuing to help you grind until youâre a complete mess for him. Your shorts are ruined, your arousal soaking through them and onto the bulge in his black jeans, much to Buckyâs joy. He was wondering what it would take to get you to this point, and it turns out it wonât take much.
He smiles against the skin of your neck, where heâs taking his time to mark you with hickeys and small bitemarks, all of which leave you a bit more of a moaning, begging mess on his lap, much to his pride. When one of your hands moves away from his neck and down his torso, he quickly catches on to what youâre doing. âSomeoneâs a little impatient today, huh?â
âYes, oh god, yes! I need you to touch me, Bucky. I want to feel you inside me as you make me fall apart on your cock, and I need you to fuck me like thereâs no tomorrow!â Your voice sounds more breathy than usual, but every care you thought you had has gone out the window. All you want is Bucky and his cock to ride, until youâre orgasming so hard and long you canât remember your name.
âOkay, I will. Donât you worry about anything, okay? Let me take care of you, and Iâll give you everything you need and more,â he reassures you in a shushing voice. You nod before kissing him again, which immediately deepens before he gently helps you get up, allowing you to take off your panties and shorts, and he can take off his pants and boxershorts, too. As soon as youâre both freed from your last pieces of clothing, you hand him a condom you retrieved from the side table drawer while he took the time to undress himself.
âHmmm, looks so thick,â you tell him as you look at it with wide eyes, wondering how heâs going to fit inside you as youâre positioning yourself on his lap once more, your legs bracketing his thicks thighs as you get comfortable.
âI know, but Iâm gonna go slow. Wouldnât want to hurt you and your perfect, sweet little pussy.â He smiles as he holds his cock in place, your pliant body sinking onto him slowly as your fingers dig into his shoulders to steady yourself. Your hiss of pleasure is audible and your face contorts at the slight sting of him stretching you, but just like he promised, Bucky is taking it slow to ensure youâll both have the most amazing first time.
As soon as youâre fully seated on his lap, your body goes limp against him, your face tucked in the crook of his neck as you adjust to his girth, and Bucky places soft kisses on your head while praising you through it all. âYouâre doing so well for me, baby. Such a good girl for me, letting me take the lead and giving you exactly what you need.â
A small smile appears on your face as you look up at him with big, doe-like eyes, and he canât help but smile back as the back of his fingers gently caress your cheek. He may have thought you were beautiful before, but nothing compares to this moment.Â
âI love you, Y/N, and I promise to take care of you with every fiber of my being,â he whispers, his lips sealing his promise against your cheek. Your eyes fall shut at his words, and his hand moves down your side until itâs on your hip again, ready for you to let him know when youâre good to go. Your bodies work in complete sync with one another with every rise and fall of your chest, and his hands guide you beautifully as you slowly sink and rise on his length.
âFuck, you feel so good,â he groans, and it doesnât take long for both of you to find your highs for the first time, and theyâre serving as a promise of everything else thatâs still to come in this lifetime. A few days ago, you and Bucky didnât even know you felt the same about one another, but now youâre sharing the start of the rest of your lives, and itâs all thanks to Tony. Because without him, you wouldnât have been able to tell the man of your dreams how much you love him.
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Based on what the subtle dialog in his backstory implies about what the slave masters used him for...I can't bring myself to imagine Aventurine as being totally normal about intimacy...đŠ
#another one where you can feel free to insert whatever character you ship him with#this is more musing about his personality#I like angst#hsr#hsr fanart#hsr aventurine#hsr stelle#honkai star rail#star rail#star rail art#don't surprise him...#spoilers#just in case#avenstelle
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There was something decidedly⌠insistent about Lenaâs footsteps. Kara knew it was her, of course, when she picked up Lena heading towards her apartment. Not just her heart rate but her breathing and mumbling to herself and the way she walked, her footfalls painting a picture of how she was walking, and she was mad.
Kara expected a complaint when she opened the door. Lena would sometimes launch without preamble into a rant about this investor or that senator or some such executive at this or that company and just rant adorably, balling her little fists. Kara would never tell her, because sheâd feel patronized, but Lena genuinely was cute when she was angry.
Well, annoyed. When she was really angry, throwing a fit angry, fed up with the world angry, she was something else entirely. Kara would move heaven and earth, quite literally, to address whatever bothered her. When she was sad it was even worse and Kara just wanted to bundle her up in her invulnerable arms and shelter her from everything forever.
Lena walked into the apartment, not looking at Kara, and clearly fuming. She dropped the order sheâd picked up on the way into the kitchen island and stared at it, then finally glared at Kara. There was no mistaking the subject of her anger.
Kara fidgeted nervously. She shifted on her feet, feeling a pressure of Lenaâs gaze that forced her own away.
âLena? Is something wrong?â She swallowed, hard. âBad day?â
âSomething is wrong,â Lena said, very softly, in the icy tone she reserved for the fools she did not suffer gladly. âTake off your glasses.â
âWhat?â
âTake off your glasses, Kara.â
âBut I canât seeâŚâ
Lena stepped forward and put her hand on the takeout order in its plastic bag. Kara had ordered it and Lena had agreed to pick it up, far from be first time theyâd done that. Lena often ordered for them and Kara brought it when Lena was hosting.
Right now Lena was trembling, head tilted forward like she meant to charge, eyes locked on Kara.
âGlasses. Off.â
Kara hesitated briefly.
âOkay,â she muttered, screaming at herself not to do this, pleading for some kind of distraction.
All she wanted to do tonight was curl up with Lena on the couch and watch a movie and focus very very hard on not giving away how badly she wanted to make out with her.
Kara slowly took the earpieces in her hands and slipped them off, setting the too-heavy frames on the table with a soft clunk. The word rushed in, sounds more vibrant and distracting, colors almost unpleasantly sharp.
Lena was staring at her. Her nostrils flared and her fists clenched. She took her hand from the food bag and took another step forward, then another, finally picking up the glasses in her own hand, feeling them. She raised them as if to put them on and stared through them.
âFor someone who says sheâs blind without them, these glasses donât have a very strong prescription, do they.â
Possibilities raced through Karaâs mind. Things she could say, things she might do. Sheâd squeaked out of this before, somehow evaded Lenaâs staggering intellect. She had seen curiosity darken her brows, maybe even brief moments of suspicion.
This was different. Heavier. More serious.
âWhat gave me away?â
âEverything, really. All the pieces were there this whole time, but I just refused to put them together on my own. It took a flat out slap in the face to make me choose to see it.â
Karaâs chest felt like it was caving in. Everything was going wrong. Her chin quivered and the tears began welling hot behind her eyes.
Lena looked at her flatly. âThe guy at the take out place asked me why I was picking up Supergirlâs order. I asked him what the hell he was talking about and he told me Supergirl comes on all the time. Then he showed me a selfie.â
Kara licked her lips.
âIt has to be a mistake.â
âThey have your number on their speed dial as Supergirl, Kara. You let their delivery kid take a selfie in your suit. They wouldnât let me pay for it. The old lady that owns the place said âSupergirls girlfriend, no charge!â and started laughing.â
Kara stared at her.
âLenaâŚâ
âYou better have a good fucking explanation for why your favorite restaurant knows who you really are and not your supposed best friend.â
The tension in their air was palpable, electric. Kara could feel it like the gathering energy in the air before a storm, ready to burst forth with energy and life or mindless destruction. She folded her arms around herself and looked down.
âYou do know me,â Kara finally said. âYou do know who I really am. Youâre the only person who does.â
Lenaâs extension was fixed, intense, edging between a scowl and a pout, and Kara realized with a start that she was holding back tears of her own.
âYouâre the only person that knows me as me. You know me without Supergirl, but without all the fake stuff I do so people wonât realize Iâm Supergirl. I donât have to pretend to be clumsy with you. Youâre not always looking at me like Iâm super strong or super fast. I can just be me when Iâm with you.â
âYouâve lied to me so many times,â Lena said, after drawing in a deep breath. âRunning away from our lunches, telling me wild stories about where you disappear to at work, and I just bought every bit of it. You must think Iâm an easy mark.â
âNo, never.â
âIâve always had it in the back of my head. I always thought there was something there, something between us that kept you from really, truly being yourself with me. The way your touches are always so whisper-light and youâre always stealing glances at me. Like you were afraid with every word or movement that youâd give something away.â
âLena,â Kara began.
âI knew you were hiding something. I had hoped it was something else.â
Kara licked her lips. She quickened her perception, a little trick of will that took her out of sync with the humans around her, processing the world at her natural speed, which made her peers seem almost frozen in place by comparison.
She took this drawn out instant to really look at Lena, truly take her in, savor what she was seeing because it might be the end. She was suddenly heavily, painfully aware that this might be the last time she ever looked on Lena in person.
Great father Rao, she was so beautiful. Not hot or pretty or even gorgeous or sexy, beautiful. She was dressed for the autumn chill in a pea coat and turtleneck and black leggings and her hair was down, letting itself soften into her natural waves. She was without makeup, and Kara suddenly realized that she only ever saw Lena without makeup when she meant to be alone with Kara. When she was her most pure, most true self.
Kara slowed herself again and as she did the world sped up, and she drank in the soft sadness in Lenaâs blue-green eyes and all of those things sheâd pushed deep down came bubbling to the surface: imagined sighs and the feeling of that lustrous inky hair slipping through her fingers, her name whispered on pillowy lips.
Human thoughts. Alien thoughts. Desires no Kryptonian should even apprehend, much less indulge. The very idea of the non-procreative act was shameful, and to develop these emotional entanglementâŚ
Kara had once mourned her failure, for she had been charged with preserving the ways of her people. Her first command had been to keep Kal Kryptonian.
A task she had failed even within herself.
âYou hoped it was something else?â
Lena looked at her so sadly and so sweetly and swallowed.
âYeah,â she said in a thick voice, âI kinda did.â
Kara smiled in spite of herself. When she sighed, it was as if the weight of a world slid off her shoulders.
âCanât a girl have two secrets?â
Lenaâs eyes widened.
âOne day a long time ago, very very far away, a young Kara looked over her shoulder and watched the shockwave shatter the crust of her planet as its core exploded. She lost everything. Her world, her family, her culture, so many things. Tastes. Colors. Places. All gone.â
Lena wrapped her arms around herself, averting her gaze.
âI knew Iâd lose you eventually. I just wanted to keep you as long as I could.â
Lena reached up and rubbed at her eyelids with her fingers.
âDo you remember when your momâs goons threw you off the balcony?â
âYes,â said Lena.
âDo you remember how I held you when I caught you?â
âI do.â
âI wish I hadnât lied. I wish Iâd never put you down.â
Lena said nothing and did not look up. Kara could hear her heart racing, practically feel the tension in her limbs across the room.
âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry I lied. Iâve always known I could never keep you, I just didnât want to make it end.â
Lena looked up with tear-wet eyes.
Then she lunged across the room, crossing the gap between them in long strides. Kara Danvers -Kara Zoe-El, Supergirl- was caught almost completely off guard. It wasnât until Lena was practically charging into her arms, leaping into her, that she remembered to cushion the impact, catch her gently and make sure she didnât slam herself into an unyielding wall of Kara.
She was so surprised, so shocked into helpless acceptance, that she didnât offer the slightest residence when Lena reached, grabbed her neck in a firm hold, and pulled her into a kiss. Karaâs stomach did a backflip and she was helpless, undone despite all her strength. For a moment both their eyes opened and they looked at each other in a wordless exchange and Kara began kissing her back in earnest. Lenaâs sharp breaths and soft moans instantly kindled a hot need inside her, thrumming like a plucked guitar string, and she effortlessly lifted Lena onto the kitchen counter.
âHoly shit, youâre strong,â Lena breathed.
âOf course I am,â she whispered into Lenaâs kiss. âIâm Supergirl.â
And at long last, Kara found something she wanted to taste more than potstickers.
#supercorp#supergirl fanfiction#supergirl#supercorp fanfic#lena luthor#kara danvers#kara x lena#karlena#supergirl fanfic#ficlet#love confession#yet another love confession#Kara is sloppy about her secret identity#Lena is in denial#useless bisexuals#yet another identity reveal#angstycorp#angst and fluff#one of Karaâs lesser known powers is super kissing#soft casual Lena#disaster bisexuals#The potsticker place gives Kara free food#I mean she said she flew on a bus guys#smoochcorp#makeoutcorp#fade to black#but yeah you know where this was going#kara needs a hug#Kara needs to kiss girls#hashtag let them kiss
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Its just a bike man đ
(The promised biker angel update uvu I redrew this thing like 3 times and am STILL not totally happy with it, so plz forgive its chaotic look TwT)
#for context feel free to roam my tag >>#biker angel#I PROMISE IT'LL GET SOFT AGAIN SOON!!!!!!#I physically cant draw any more angst oh my god-#I need my boys happy and kissing again TT#angel dust#angel dust fanart#valentino#valentino hazbin hotel#husk#huskerdust#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel comic#hazbin hotel fanart#tribbleart#<3
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This took me ten hours, the last 6.5 hours of being yesterday. Please enjoy, My treat
#dp#danny phantom#danny fenton#ghosts#:)#the poster says Ghost Free Zone#fyi#angst#obviously#itâs Danny#heâs the king of angst#why do you think Iâm here
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You know what? I donât WANT an awkward double date. I donât WANT buck coming out and people having the âI knowâ reaction or the âis it Eddieâ reaction.
You know what I do want?
I want Buck panicking over what to wear for the date. I want Buck flopping on his bed like very teenager after their first kiss all giggly and happy and touching his lips because he kissed a boy
I want Buck smiling every time he says Tommyâs name because maybe it isnât forever and maybe heâs not even looking for forever anymore but heâs so happy and heâs so light and being with Tommy feels good
I want Tommy to keep calling him Evan, because before Buck was Buck he was Evan and Evan deserves to be happy to be treated so softly and lovingly and Evan deserves to be free.
I want Buck to be happy. To be happy and free and queer in the way we all deserve.
#the other things are nice I guess#buddie would be nice#but honestly I donât care anymore#I just want to see a happy queer character in media#because we donât even fully have that with hen and Karen#their journey wasnât an easy one#and why canât we get queer characters who have a soft loving kind story#whatoh back at it again#evan buckley#tommy kinard#eddie diaz#911 abc#give me a giddy buck whoâs nervous and unsure but so excited#give me a Buck whoâs awkward but so determined to make this work and to discover more about himself#give me a Tommy who is so soft with him so gentle so kind#because donât we all deserve that love? doesnât Evan Buckley deserve that love?#for once I donât want the angst for him I just want him to be Happy and Free
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Part 2
Part 1
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Eddie stands and follows Steve to the door as heâs pulling on his shoes. He wants to stop him, pull the shoe out of his hand and drag Steve back to the couch, but he doesnât have any right. Heâs not entirely sure Steve wonât push him away if he tries to touch him right now, anyways.
âYou think Iâm straight and I was convinced you were into me,â Steve leans against the door frame to pull his other shoe on. He mutters under his breath, âI shouldâve never listened to Robin an-â
âRobin was in on this?â He interrupts that thought. It throws Eddie. Theyâre such a tight knit group, he doesnât know how they were so far off track with him.
âWe spent hours going through every stupid interaction we had. Thought we had it all figured out.â He huffs and walks back over to the coffee table to pick up his wallet and keys. âI guess weâre both idiots.â
âNo, Steve,â he tries to reach out and grab Steveâs arm, but he moves too quickly and Eddieâs left grasping air, âyouâre not.â
âItâs fine, Iâm used to it, anyways.â Steve scrambles to pull his sweater back on, the cold just starting to seep into the night air outside.
âCan you just slow down for a second?â Eddie stops trying to catch Steve and plants himself in front of the door. âWhat do you mean, youâre used to it?â
âAre you going to trap me here?â
âAnswer the question.â
âThis part, Eddie,â he sighs and gestures between them like that means anything to Eddie. âEveryone Iâve ever confessed to or made a move on has had the same reaction.â He looks off to the side, unable to look Eddie in the eye. âIâm pretty sure Iâm the problem. Good ole Steve Harrington, too stupid to notice no one is interested in him.â
âSteve, youâre not stupid.â
âFeels like it most of the time.â He pinches his nose again, still not looking at Eddie, more like through him, gaze pinned to somewhere in the middle of Eddieâs chest. âCan you please move? We can pretend like this never happened and I promise I wonât make any weird moves on you ever again. Iâm still friends with Nancy and Robin after everything, I can do it with you, too.â
Eddie skips over the whole Robin part of that in his head because he doesnât have the brain power to analyze anything beyond Steveâs feelings for him. He never saw this coming. No one, boy or girl or anything in between, has ever made a move on Eddie before. Heâs the local freak. Thereâs no way he could have predicted the townâs golden boy hero would make the moves on him.
He takes in how disheveled Steveâs become in the last few minutes. How hastily heâs thrown on his sweater. The mess of Steveâs hair from the hand thatâs run through it several times since he got up from the couch. Barely laced up shoes so he could get out the door faster. Heâs normally so put together and this, the sight of him so frazzled, frightens Eddie.
They were fast friends after everything happened with Vecna, leaning on each other for support. Becoming inseparable with King Steve wasnât something Eddie ever imagined, but it was so easy. Neither of them were what each other had built up in their heads from the rumor mill around Hawkins. Eddieâs never had a guy friend as close as Steve. Sure, he had Hellfire and Corroded Coffin, but Eddieâs always been a bit of a loner.
It was impossible to feel alone with Steve as a friend. He had a way of knowing when you needed support, always just there when Eddie felt alone or needed a physical presence when the weight of the upside down was dragging him down. There wasnât a day in the past six months that Eddie didnât see Steve, even if it was only in passing or a quick little jaunt down to Family Video, heâs a constant presence in Eddieâs life.
To lose that? Would be like losing a part of himself. Like losing a limb. Losing his home.
And heâs scared. He doesnât want to let Steve walk out that door, the weight of losing him forever lingering in the air. But he canât trap him here. That wouldnât be fair to Steve.
He moves out of the way, taking a step towards Steve, but he sidesteps Eddie and reaches for the door.
âSteve-â
âDonât worry about me, Eddie,â he doesnât turn around, but hesitates halfway out the door. âIâll be fine.â
With the soft click of the door closing, heâs gone.
And that should be the end of it. Closed book. Eddie doesnât like Steve and Steve needs to move on. Thereâs not much Eddie can do about that.
But it haunts him.
If you didnât know Steve, you wouldnât realize that anything was wrong. Heâs acting normal, smile on his face when he jokes with Robin, complaining about the kids being terrors, going to his job.
But thereâs something in the set of his shoulders, in the way his smile droops when he thinks no oneâs paying attention to him, in the way Robin protectively hovers around him when Eddie is nearby. Itâs clearly a facade heâs putting on to get by.
And Eddie aches. Thereâs a pit in his stomach that opened up that day and it hasnât closed. Steve avoids his touch and the chasm grows larger, dragging Eddie further into the darkness. Casual hangouts halted. No more divulging of nightmares or fears late at night. A piece of Eddie is with Steve and heâs bereft of comfort. Unsettled.
He lies awake replaying that kiss over and over in his head. Thinking about what Steve said after. Thereâs no comfort in the way he handled the situation. It feels like he miscalculated, like pushing Steve away was the wrong move and now his life will never be the same again.
Maybe it wonât. Maybe thereâs no way for them to move forward and for him to not break Steveâs heart every day. Steve said he was an idiot, but Eddieâs positive heâs got it all backwards. Eddieâs the idiot.
And he canât stop thinking about kissing Steve.
#stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#katie writes#again I promise this will have a happy ending#feel free to yell at me#angst#the comfort is COMING I swear
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Not Tonight
[Platonic! Yandere! Neglectful Batfam Ă Gender Neutral! Sibling Reader]
[Warnings: Mentions of Neglect, Reader generally not having a good time.]
(Not proofread. Not too much Yandere shown. Mostly angst with Reader. Set up(?))
2nd chapter here. Chapter 3 Pt. 1, Pt. 2. [Series Masterlist]
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How many times have you heard them say that? How many times have you tried to do something with them, to share your passion â or even just have some coffee with them, only to hear them say that phrase time and time again.
"Not tonight."
Well, what if you didn't ask them during the night? What if you asked them in the afternoon, or just when they were already up and about?
"Sorry! I can't right now, patrol reeeally kicked my ass last night. Besides, I have some other things that I have to get done, but maybe next time! For sure!"
Okay, right. That makes sense. Sometimes their line of work can be tough and draining, especially when someone is trying to run Gotham to the ground that night. So what if you just try to ask them when they aren't so busy? It may really limit the times you can ask... but you'd still try. Maybe it could also help if you asked for smaller things, like if they'd just like to spend a little time with you before going out again, or if you could just hang around them for a while? Nothing big, and anything was fine. Even if it was just sitting next to them, and having some small talk. Or maybe just the sitting part if talking was too much.
You'd take anything at all.
"I'm actually heading out right now, so I can't stick around. Go ask someone else."
"Can't you see that I already have enough compang with Titus here? Go bother Drake or something, I don't care."
All you could hear was snores past the door when you went to ask. So you moved onto someone else, hoping for a yes as your heart began to squeeze.
Someone had to agree eventually, right?
You begged the Gods as you traveled down the long halls. The chills of reality creeping up on you.
"Sorry, I'm going out to hang with some friends, but maybe next time!"
"..." She just looked at you before shaking her head, and taking her leave.
"I've got something to do at the moment, sorry, but hey, maybe you could ask your old man? Oh! Or maybe Alfred. That's a good idea."
Dick was out in Bludhaven, and you didn't want to bother Barbara considering how bisy she must've been the other night. So, you had no other choice. You asked, heart bleeding from how hard it squeezed.
"Not now."
Simple, to the point, and sharp.
Bruce's words were as cold as ever, and yet the echo in the cave only seemed to make the gap between you and him feel so much bigger. Even as you just nodded, eyes pointed to the floor. Taking your leave with a soft sigh that barely escaped you.
The elevator ride was longer than you remembered. The cold chill in the air grew freezing even as you stepped out, and now stood in one of the many halls in the Wayne Manor. Portraits and pictures decorated the walls, their painted and photographed eyes staring at you. Their gaze far from soft, but at least it was present. At least they, in that way, felt present.
You swore the only times they ever smiled at you that wasn't faked, or just for the sake of appearances was in those paintings and photos. Honestly, it was also probably the most times they've even looked at you too, and as sad as it is â you did say you'd take anything, right?
A 'no' or 'maybe' was part of that anything, technically. It's just not what you were hoping for.
Sighing again, you stared up at one of the portraits, eyes shinging under the lights as everything you refused to say made itself so clear for a moment. You didn't want much, and never asked for more than what you were given. You didn't think so anyway.
You always followed the rules, you did more than just excel in all your classes no matter how hard it was for you to understand certain things, and you even tried to get into things your family seemed to enjoy without pushing too hard.
You studied up on all the pets Damian had so that you could not only care for them properly, but maybe even take care of them with him some day. You played games and read reviews on games you saw Tim play just for a chance that maybe you'd get the opportunity to play with him. You picked up boxing and have even been practicing your aim with an airsoft gun, and have also been going to certain place when you could to practice using real guns and learn about them just so you'd maybe be able to have a conversation with Jason, and even connect with him in some way. You even read nearly all the books in the library just to have a sliver of hope for something, anything.
You learned sign language in three different languages and tried to find out what Cassandra was interested in, just to have some kind of interaction with her. Even writing on small note cards in serval other languages in hopes she'd give some kind of response, even if you forgot to put your initials and such more than several times. You participated in gymnastics in hopes of getting closer to Dick. You tried to find out what Barbra was into so you could also hold up a conversation with her if given the chance. You've tried to match Stephen's energy and do things she likes and have even taken up material arts as a means to maybe be a little closer with everyone!
Yet it never seems like enough.
Your schedule was so packed and filled with activities and extra lessons of all kinds, just so that you could feel like you had something in common with someone in this family. So that, when given the chance, you'd be able to form a connection with one of them and your efforts and sacrifices wouldn't be in vain. Though that still had yet to happen.
You weren't even a vigilante as you tried to persue your own passion and dreams, and yet that one single thing seemed to be keeping you away from everyone else. The one thing you were unwilling to do for them just seemed to make the gap between you and the rest of the family grow bigger. They're constant and continuous dismissals only seemed to further that point.
Just... what were you doing wrong? Was you not being a vigilante and constantly putting yourself at risk every night really putting that much of a dent in your relationships? Did your dreams really get in the way of that? Just because you didn't want to put yourself in danger? Just because you wanted to pursue music instead?
You took up art despite not being super interested in it before. You've been reading all of your life. Your stretched, ran, exercised, cooked, cleaned, organized, sang, wrote, danced, and even sculpted. You picked up almost any hobby someone could have under the sun, even if it began to feel like a chore and a job to you, just so that you could have something, anything in common with this family.
Though now you've gone through countless 'hobbies', and dropped many more since nothing seemed to be working, it... it still didn't feel like enough. Like you had to be doing something more despite having lost countless hours of sleep, just to go through the list of hobbies you had written down that you had left to try. You even took up some sports you were somewhat interested in, and yet nothing clicked.
Though is that really surprising when no one noticed how many times you snuck out for lessons and practice, or how long you were out? When you'd even forget to return to the Manor sometimes, and anyone still had yet to notice you were even gone in the first place?
... You couldn't help the small chuckle that escaped you. It was broken in every way, and yet empty all the same. Maybe you were finally taking after Bruce, but you wouldn't get your hopes up.
You looked up at the painting as if it'd give you all the answers, and yet dismiss you at the same time. The disappointment you felt was normal to you at this point, but the aching pain that came after was always the hardest part. Yet you still stared at the painted faces as if they were your real family, and the people close to them. Looked at the calculated and skilled brush strokes as if they'd give you what your family couldn't. What they refused to give you at every twist and turn, no matter how much you tried to accommodate to them. To do things for them. To just feel worthy enough to stand by their side. To be closer to them.
Though in the end, it is only that. A painting. A well crafted piece that, no matter how skilled the artist, could never truly capture how distant and vague they felt when you were the one standing to the side. No matter how much experience the painter had, they'd never be able to express and show how this poor excuse of a family felt to you, because they were only like that around you.
Maybe you'd feel special if it didn't make you feel like you were wasting your life living like this...
Eventually, you were able to tear you eyes away from the painting. The moon beginning to rise as you were sure the Manor was becoming more empty than it usually was, as more of its visitors and residents left.
The painting itself was nice even if it was one of many that didn't include you, with the number of photographs without you in them being much higher. Honestly, it used to be one of your favorites despite how bittersweet you feel about it now.
You still remember that day, but that would be implying that you forgot the others.
Regardless, you managed to pull yourself away from the spot you had been stuck in for the few moments you were trapped inside your own head. You tried to make yourself feel a little better, and give yourself some reassurance that maybe tomorrow would be different some how, and if not? Perhaps the day after, and the day after that.
Yet it all failed as you passed by more and more memories. Some were events you had participated in, sure, but the pictures made it look like you were never there in the first place. Heartwarming moments littered the halls, but you only recall seeing them from a distance â or being aware that the moment had even happened only when you saw the picture be put up.
It was like the very universe was trying to send you a sign with your constant failures and your family's persistence, intentional or not, to keep you at a distance. You didn't even know if it was appropriate to refer to them as your 'family', and maybe it wasn't considering things, but you still weren't sure.
You had been fighting for a chance to talk with any of them about anything at all for the longest time, because you wanted to be a part of this family. You wanted to spend time with them and really give this 'new life' of yours a chance, but now that 'new' part of this life had worn off. It was hard and honestly more draining than it was rewarding at this point, but you still wanted to give it a try.
Sure, it had been years at this point and now you were just about to go into college, and when you had first arrived here you weren't even middle school, yet little to no progress had been made â you never gave up. You haven't given up. So maybe you could try for a little longer? Just... a little bit, not too much this time, and figure something out?
You almost felt a little sense of hope return to you, no matter how redundant and helpless this situation felt and seemed. Yet it all came crumbling down again when you passed by one of the rooms, and saw something taped to the door.
It was a flier for your performance. One that would be happening soon.
Since your siblings began to pay less and less attention to you as time went on, with your conversations with them growing even shorter, you opted to just tape fliers of your upcoming performances on their doors. Though only the performances you'd thought they'd enjoy, and just hoped that they would show up, if they wanted to, when you stepped onto that stage and approached the instrument you'd be playing for the evening.
You tried texting and other forms of communication at first, but those quickly stopped working and so you just opted for this, and of course it was just as effective as the others.
Alfred was really the only one who listened to your music when you performed, and you only knew that because you caught him playing one of the live performances you had done on the television one day. He not only going out of his way to record the performance, but also trying to find the channel it was broadcasted on.
Ever since you've tried to give him the correct channel number when you do live performances, but that still didn't feel like enough. You loved and appreciated Alfred from the depths of your heart and soul, but what would it take for one of your siblings or close family friends to notice you like that? What would it take for your supposed father to even care to listen to your music? To watch a performance? To not turn you away?
It was only in that moment did a new emotion fuel you. Crawling it's way up your spine as you carefully took the flier in your hands, looking it over before ripping it off the door.
This. This one small thing was all you wanted from them. Over everything else, you just wanted to see one of their faces, one time when you looked out to the crowd when you performed â but every single time, all you saw were strangers.
Every charity event, every gala, every party- that's all you were surrounded by, strangers. Even when you caught small glimpses of them, they were always doing something else, and completely off in a totally different world than your own. That distance along creating a large void-like gap between you and them, and yet it only ever continued to grow. Even when they stood next to you, it was like you couldn't be further apart.
The reality of everything was crushing. Near deadly as you could feel your chest and lungs tighten, with your fingers digging into the paper enough to tear it apart, and reaching your palms as they formed crescent moons, soon drawing blood. Yet nothing could compare to the weight of your heart, and how heavy it felt to carry in your chest.
As you finally moved on from the door, your mind raced. Memories and flashbacks filling your head as every word and notion flashed before your eyes. Barely even paying attention to where you were going, but not caring enough to pay attention.
Every dismissal and excuse thrown your way. Every head shake and blank look. Every confused look, and realization that you were standing there the entire time. Every birthday that passed with the same wish never being granted. Every celebration spent on your own. Every message left on read. Every note ignored. Every time you were forgotten. Every time you were left behind. Every time you brought yourself home, and every time they never noticed. Every night wasted, trying to come up with different things to do only for all of them to turn out fruitless. Everyday that 'maybe' never cones true. Every time you looked out to that sea of strangers, hoping to see someone you recognized, only to find none. Every hour you wasted trying to do something for them while they never once thought of you.
Maybe you'd cry if you could. Then again, maybe not.
You already had spent too many tears over failures you recovered and grew from, and hardships you faced and fought. You've already cried just a little too much during those night you just couldn't handle being so alone, in such a big place anymore. Besides, you've cried enough over people who've never once thought of you. Who never once tried to make time to even see one of your performances, or even allow you to spend a few minutes in their space.
You've given them enough, you think. Especially since after you spent years trying to just make it two thirds of the way â they couldn't even reach that one third of the gap you couldn't. They didn't even try, at least not anymore, and after you had tried to make it easy. Yet, you only hurt yourself in the end.
They never cared about you, and maybe they did once upon a time, but good does that do now when you're trying to go out of your way to make things convenient and easier for them, only for them to skip out on you anyway. No text, no call, no message, no indication, nothing. Just pure silence.
Maybe you were asking for too much, but was it really so bad to want to be loved? And by the people who are supposed to be your family no less?
Hah, who are you kidding at this point. You've just been living in a house full of strangers, and you're the only one who hasn't seen it yet. They've already long since cast you out, and it's only now have you come to truly realize it.
Especially now, as you stand in front of the foot of the door to the music room. Staring at the knob as if it'll turn itself.
You weren't surprised, honestly. Playing music had quickly become an amazing outlet for you, and you had always come here to seek out what little your family couldn't give you; comfort. So it was no wonder that as you collapsed mentally, you had subconsciously brought yourself here.
And yet, only one thought entered your head in that moment.
'They don't deserve to hear my music.'
Perhaps it was now that you decided they had lost the privilege to do so. After all, ever since you had started having performances, even ones in front of wealthy crowds, your 'family' had seemingly been avoiding them like the plague. Never daring to even attend one, for whatever reason, and sure you could understand why they didn't attend the ones you performed at night â but they couldn't use that excuse anymore. You have strictly been playing during the after noon, and at sunset at a push, for over three years now. You've been playing in front of crowds and releasing music for four.
So, you turned away, walking off to your room as your thoughts still stormed. Anger fueling you as you barely remembered storming into your room, collecting any valuables and belongings you had and stuffing them into a bag or two. Not caring about clothes, and only what you deemed important and meaningful to yourself as you just grabbed and shoved everything into a bag if you could.
You could clearly tell now that you obviously weren't wanted, and that no one here even wanted to do the smallest things with you. That even asking to just spend a few minutes with them was too much. So you were doing the only sensible thing, and getting the hell out of here. Moving so quickly that your breathing became uneven, but you didn't stop until you had packed everything you needed, or was important to you in some way.
You only really had a second thought about all this when you were at your window, just about ready to jump out until you paused for a second.
Looking back at the door to your room, you couldn't help but hesitate. There was only ever one person in this entire Manor who treated you like family, and actually put in effort to not only be with you, but to indulge themself in your passion. That met you at the half way mark, and even went a little over sometimes. Since even if everyone else had ignored you â Alfed was there, even if despite all of his efforts you still couldnât handle this, and maybe that was also your own fault in some way.
You still didn't want to stay, you couldn't anymore, but shouldn't you at least say goodbye? Maybe? After everything... at least he tried.
...
You settled for second best.
Quickly, you grabbed a flashcard and wrote down something before pocketing it and moving back to the window. You may not have any equipment for this kind of thing, but you still managed to scale and work your way around the wall, and managed to reach the window to Alfred's room.
You took a little peak inside, and when you saw that he wasn't there, you opened up the window just a bit, place the small note on the windowsill, and closed it. Then, you skillfully and carefully made your way down, and snuck off to Gotham City. Making your way to a friend's place as you crashed there for the night.
Never once did you look back.
Nor did you ever feel inclined to.
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Later that night, when Alfred read the note, all it said was:
I'm sorry, Alfed. - Y/n
Just with that alone, it was like he understood everything despite the little that was said. All he could wish you was luck, and that you'd be safe wherever you went.
Suddenly, just like that. The nights where melodies would lull the residence of the Manor to sleep, and bring a temporary, mellow peace to all who heard such a tune, were long gone...
Guess they'll just have to find it, and bring it back.
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Kind of rushed at the end there, hope it isn't too bad for a first post. There's probably a lot of mistakes, so apologies for that.
#this was all written in one go#so that's fun#more angst than anything honestly#not really any yan but it is supposed to be for yan stuff#platonic yandere batfam#yandere batfam#yandere dc#yandere x gn reader#gn reader#platonic yandere#neglected reader#sibling reader#reader tries too hard and does their best but finds out it isn't enough#some things just aren't meant to be#but that doesn't mean they get to run around scott free either#not series
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regrets
#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#decided to practice cinematic lighting by drawing over an in-game screenshot with my rook!sona and lucanis#but ended up dialing up the angst by lowering the opacity instead đ#this was fun though! i want to do some more definitely#lucanis dellamorte#rook de riva#rooksona#sona: rook#dragon age#ibon draws#rookanis#lucanis x rook#im cringe but im free! send tweet#id in alt text#sorry for the lucanis spam. work has been eating me up but im itching to draw the other veilguardian blorbos too
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Guilt will follow Michael in every FNAF universe..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#michael afton#evan afton#mike schmidt#garrett schmidt#fredbear#crying child fnaf#fnaf 4#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#time for yalls weekly angst đđž#Michael as a character is almost defined by his regret and guilt#all his actions in both the games and movies are due to guilt#they feeling they failed their brothers from such a young age#I can only imagine what Michael feels after what he did to CC#no doubt he would want to be better#and he is better he dedicates the rest of his life to freeing his siblings and getting rid of William#yet in another universe again he âfailsâ his younger brother#Michael is doomed to feel guilt in every universe#I TRULY adore Mike as a character đđ
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Man, svsss is actually terrifying if you take away the humor and actually acknowledge what's actually happening
Like tbh I understand why sy was scared that lbh would still get revenge even after he was nice. All the other major plot lines had been happening. There were things he couldn't change, who was to say that lbh's revenge wasn't one of them
Also I don't think I'd be able to think straight if a god if some sorts played with my life, making me run around like a mouse in a maze to live. That actually terrifying. Then what happened when he failed a mission. Like, what. I'd be terrified. Sure, death was always a threat but actually experiencey arm getting ripped off??? I'd be scared out of my mind to fail missions.
Don't even get me started on the occ point reductions. Imagine being ever so slightly pushed to death because you smiled at a kid.
Sqq was either not fully registering what was going on or was not all mental alright to be as calm as he was. I'd have broken so quickly under that. Sqq deserves to be a bit insane
Edit: reread the system punishment bit and Shen Qingqiu also got his leg ripped off right before the system took him out
#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#svsss#sqq#luo binghe#Sorta#He's mentioned#Why am I tagging like this is ao3 .o_o.#transmigration#system stuff#transmigration shenanigans#But it's actually angst#Sqq and Sqh should be entitled free therapy so that they can get over their system trauma#Religious trauma but it's the god itself that f'ed them up#Not the church#Not that the system really has a church#Well...#Probably#Hopefully#Shang Qinghua too#They both can be insane
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Home For ChristmasâLuigi Mangione x Fem!Reader
summaryâ your boyfriend, Luigi, recently extradited to New York, faces a court hearing just days before Christmas, leaving you heartbroken and unsure if he'll make it home. against all odds, he is granted bail and surprises you by coming home for Christmas.
warningsânone! lots of fluff, luigi is a sweetheart, perfect christmas ending <3
a/nâ My dms and asks have been blowing up with you guys clamoring for more Luigi content, so I decided to whip something up, enjoy <3. I truly donât believe Luigi is guilty and wouldâve hoped he would be home for Christmas :( I hope he gets out soon and wonât be sentenced.
The courtroom doors creaked open, and your breath hitched as Luigi walked in, surrounded by officers. He wore a burgundy sweater layered over a crisp white shirt, its collar peeking at the edges. His dark curls framed his face perfectly, and even though he looked composed, you could see the faint shadows under his eyes, the toll of the weeks apart was evident.
His gaze scanned the room until it landed on you. His steps faltered briefly, and a small, almost imperceptible smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. You felt your chest tighten as he looked at you like you were the one ray of light in an otherwise dim world.
âAmore,â he mouthed, his voice soft even though you couldnât hear it.
You couldnât hold back your emotions. You smiled, brushing away the tears that threatened to spill over, and blew him a kiss. Luigi grinned in return, his confidence slipping back into place as though the sight of you gave him strength.
It had been weeks since youâd seen him, weeks of navigating the unbearable distance after his extradition to New York. Every call had been short, every letter cherished, but it wasnât the same as seeing him.
When he was seated at the defendantâs table, Luigi tilted his head slightly, his dark eyes never leaving yours. âYou came,â he whispered, his voice carrying an unmistakable mix of gratitude and vulnerability.
âAlways,â you mouthed back.
The hearing began, the air in the room heavy as his lawyer argued for his release on bail. You knew the evidence was thin, there wasnât enough to convict him of the CEOâs murder, but the stakes were still high. The very thought of him being sentenced, of losing him, made your heart clench.
During a brief recess, Luigiâs lawyer gestured for you to come forward. You hesitated for only a moment before making your way to the front, the officers giving you a wary glance but letting you pass.
As you approached, Luigiâs eyes softened, and he reached out slightly, his cuffed hands resting on the table. âAmore,â he said softly, his voice thick with emotion. âYou have no idea how much Iâve missed you.â
Your lips trembled as you tried to hold back tears. âI missed you too, Lulu. More than anything.â
He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a near whisper. âIâm so sorry for all of this. For putting you through this. But youâve kept me going.â
âStop,â you said, shaking your head. âYouâre coming home, Luigi. Iâve talked to your lawyer, and weâve worked everything out. The judge is going to grant bail. Youâll be home for Christmas.â
Luigiâs eyes widened in disbelief. âAre you serious?â
You nodded, a tear slipping down your cheek. âTwo days, just two more days.â
He exhaled shakily, his hands clenching into fists as he struggled to compose himself. âYouâre my everything,â he murmured. âI donât deserve you, but I swear, Iâm going to make this right. Iâll make it all right.â
Before you could respond, the bailiff called for everyone to return to their seats. You reluctantly pulled away, but not before squeezing his hand one last time.
The judgeâs decision came swiftly, Luigi would be released on bail, just in time for Christmas. As the words registered, you felt the weight youâd been carrying for weeks lift. Luigi turned to you, his eyes shining with relief and love.
âLooks like Iâll get to spend Christmas with my amore,â he said, his voice soft yet triumphant.
âI canât wait,â you smiled through your tears, nodding.
When you finally got home that evening, the reality of it all hit you. Luigi was coming home in just two days. The thought alone brought tears to your eyes as you stepped into your apartment, flicking on the lights.
The soft glow of the Christmas tree filled the living room, and you froze in your tracks. Underneath the tree, there was a mountain of neatly wrapped gifts that hadnât been there before. You blinked in confusion until you noticed a note placed delicately on the coffee table.
It was from Luigiâs lawyer.
Amore, the note read in Luigiâs familiar handwriting. I didnât know if Iâd make it home for Christmas, so I asked someone to help me make sure you were taken care of. I wanted you to have a perfect Christmas, even if I wasnât there to share it with you. I love you.
You smiled, your heart aching with love as you knelt by the tree. The gifts were wrapped neatly, clearly not by Luigi himself and labeled with little tags in his messy handwriting. Your favorite perfume. A set of Victoriaâs Secret lingerie and a cute silk pajama set. A cashmere sweater in your favorite color. A pair of designer heels youâd been eyeing for months but would never have splurged on.
Tears welled up as you unwrapped each thoughtful gift, your fingers trembling slightly. Heâd thought of everything, even when he wasnât sure heâd be here to see you open them.
Two days later, you stood at your front door, waiting as the sound of a car pulling up outside made your heart race. When the door opened, and Luigi stepped inside, you couldnât hold yourself back.
âLulu!â you cried, throwing yourself into his arms.
He dropped his bag instantly, wrapping his arms around you and lifting you off the ground as he buried his face in your neck. âAmore,â he murmured, âIâm home.â
You pulled back just enough to cup his face in your hands, your thumbs brushing over his sharp jawline. âI missed you so so much,â you whispered before pressing your lips to his in a deep kiss.
Luigi groaned softly, pulling you even closer until your feet barely touched the ground. His hands slipped to your waist, then lower, gripping your hips and giving your ass a squeeze. âI missed everything about you,â he murmured against your lips.
âYouâre not allowed to leave me like that again,â you teased, your fingers threading through his curls.
He smirked, his eyes darkening slightly. âTrust me, amore. I have no intention of being away from you ever again.â
The night continued with kisses and lingering touches all over. You showed Luigi the gifts youâd gotten him, a rare set of books heâd been searching for, a sleek leather jacket that fit him perfectly, and an intimate surprise, a pair of silk boxers with pictures of your face all over it.
Luigi laughed when he opened them, pulling you onto his lap as he held the boxers up. âReally, amore?â he teased, his hands sliding up your thighs.
âWhat? I thought youâd like them,â you said innocently, though the grin tugging at your lips betrayed you.
âI love them,â he murmured, his voice dropping as he kissed your neck.
The two of you spent the night cuddled on the couch, watching Christmas movies and sharing a blanket as the tree lights twinkled softly in the background.
You turned to face him, your heart swelling at the sincerity in his eyes. âIâll always wait for you, Luigi. Youâre my home.â
Christmas morning was a quiet and cozy. The smell of hot chocolate and marshmallows filled the living room as you stretched out on the couch in your matching pajamas, wrapped in one of Luigiâs arms. His other hand rested on your knee, his thumb drawing lazy circles over the fabric.
âGood morning, amore,â he said, lips brushing against your forehead.
âGood morning,â you whispered back, pressing a kiss to his jawline. âMerry Christmas.â
âMerry Christmas,â he replied softly, his gaze warm.
Under the tree, there were more gifts to unwrap. Luigi insisted you go first, sitting back with a grin as you tore into one of his carefully wrapped presents. It was another beautifully thoughtful giftâan engraved gold bracelet with the words Sempre il mio cuore (Always my heart).
You stared at it for a moment, your chest tightening.
âDo you like it?â he asked, his tone suddenly vulnerable.
You nodded quickly, slipping it onto your wrist before throwing your arms around his neck. âI love it, Lulu. I love you.â
He chuckled, pulling you closer and pressing a lingering kiss to your lips. âGood. Because I saw it, and I thought of you. Always my heart, amore. Always.â
You gave him a box that held an expensive perfume set he had been eyeing but never expected to have. Another had a small, vintage journal with an inscription from yourself inside the front cover, For the stories youâll write one day.
The next gift made him grin even wider, a vintage Italian cookbook, filled with recipes you knew he loved.
âYou spoil me,â he teased, leaning over to kiss you softly.
âNow I can teach you how to make the perfect lasagna,â he teased, flipping through the pages before looking up at you. âThank you, amore. This is perfect.â
The day passed in a happy blur of laughter and kisses. You spent the afternoon in the kitchen, making Luigiâs favorite Italian dish, spaghetti alla carbonara, while he stayed close by, sneaking bites of the ingredients and kissing your cheek whenever he passed.
âYou're going to burn the pasta if you keep distracting me,â you warned, laughing as he wrapped his arms around your waist from behind.
âLet it burn,â he murmured, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. âIâd rather taste you than the pasta anyway.â
âLuigi!â you protested, though you couldnât stop the smile spreading across your face.
Dinner was perfect, and afterward, the two of you curled up on the couch with a plate of cookies youâd baked together. The promise ring on your finger glinted in the light of the tree as Luigi traced the outline of it with his thumb.
âDo you know why I got you that?â he asked suddenly, his voice quiet.
You glanced at him, your head resting on his chest. âWhy?â
âBecause I want you to know that no matter what happens, Iâm yours. Forever,â he said, his eyes locked on yours. âEven when things got bad, when I was in a prison cell, all I thought about was you. Youâre the reason I fought so hard to come home.â
Your throat tightened with emotion, and you pressed a soft kiss to his lips. âYouâre my home too, Luigi.â
The night ended with the two of you wrapped up in each other, the glow of the Christmas tree casting soft shadows over the room. Luigi held you close, his hand tangled in your curls as he murmured sweet nothings in Italian.
As you drifted off to sleep in his arms, you couldnât remember the last time youâd felt so safe, so loved.
For the first time in a long time, Christmas felt like it should, celebration of love, laughter, and the promise of a future youâd both fight for.
#luigi#luigi mangione x reader#luigi mangione fanfic#luigi mangione fanfiction#free my nigga#free luigi#luigi mangione#luigi x reader#uhc killer#uhc shooter#uhc assassin#uhc ceo#united healthcare ceo assassin#united healthcare shooting#united healthcare ceo#free my man#christmas fanfic#christmas fic#christmas fluff#united healthcare assassination#brian thompson assassination#x female reader#x fem!reader#open that cell let that boy outta jail#fluff#united healthcare#fuck uhc#black writers#fluffmas#angst and fluff
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Poolverine texting would be so hilarious because Wade would use emojis and slang and all lowercase, while Logan (who is old and set in his ways) would type in complete sentences with capitalization. Double space after the full stop and all.
It'd literally be like a Gen Z kid texting their grandma with how Wade and Logan's conversations go. Logan would 100% be a slow texter who types it all in one message (think about waiting 5 minutes just to get an "Okay. I love you. Talk to you later." text), while Wade would be an extreme yapper over text and send his scrambled thoughts out over multiple messages. Logan is astounded by how much he can type in 20 seconds even if the grammar is atrocious (he also finds it endearing as hell because it reflects how Wade talks to him in real life and it always leaves him warm inside to imagine Wade lighting up as he rants about his latest passion).
They'd also suffer from the intergenerational communication gap. The first time Logan used quotation marks for emphasis, Wade freaked the fuck out because why is he mad?? What is he insinuating by wishing him a "Good" day? How did he fuck up?? All while Logan feels proud of himself for really showing that he cares and wants Wade to have fun while he's out.
(When Wade came home with a bottle of his favorite whiskey and sweets from his favorite bakery he was touched but confused as hell. Until Wade finally revealed he thought he was mad and Logan and Wade nearly lost it when they realized the miscommunication.)
Logan isn't used to texting so he prefers to call most of the time (and so does Wade, he loves hearing Logan's voice and not having to decipher ancient texting rituals), but he makes an effort to text Wade throughout the day to let him know he's thinking about him and that he cares and misses him. Wade doesn't always get the exact meaning but his heart is in the right place and he sends long-winded rants about random shit he saw or people who annoyed him throughout the day so he and Logan never really feel apart.
#poolverine#deadclaws#kitkat#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool movie#logan howlett#wade wilson#wade x logan#wade/logan#no angst#just poolverine generational texting habits#rip logan u tried#wade is so chdonically online he texts like a 15 year old#logan is so chronically offline he texts like hes 100 years old#(but he is so)#(free pass??)
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Okay I need a billford fic where Bill's therapy includes having to make amends to Ford, thus Ford is brought to the Theraprism. It's going extremely badly in the beginning, neither Bill nor Ford wants to cooperate, Bill doesn't think that he did anything wrong, Ford just wants to go home, et cetera. Eventually, after several sessions spanning several months they start to bond, open up to each other, and Bill allows himself to be vulnerable for the first time in like forever, he even ends up apologizing to Ford in tears, only for Ford to dissipate at the end of one of Bill's sessions. Then a bunch of therapists walk in with wide smiles, clapping and congratulating Bill for making such progress thanks to the Theraprism's new hologram project.
Bill just stays on the ground staring at the white tiled floor of his room where he saw "Ford" disappear.
#meaning Ford wasn't there from the beginning Bill was making amends to a hologram#idk if it was understandable english is not englishing today#billford#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#stanford pines#if you want to write this feel free to! (i want to read this so badly i love angst)
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