#IT WAS LITERALLY GODS SIGN OK
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why are my friends such haters
#as you all know i skipped school today#IT WAS LITERALLY GODS SIGN OK#there were technical problems with the railroad border/divider thingy#so my bus stood there for an HOUR#i was late to my most important (45 min) english class#otherwise i only eouldve had biology today and three hours of pe#literally not important for my upcoming exams at all (excluding my finals)#so i decided to just stay home today bc who knows when they’re gonna fix it and why bother going to school#and i just told my friends the problem i had with my laptop today#and they were like ‚this is your karma for not coming to school‘ BITCH?? i was literally so worried abt having to spend#like a lot of money again or something to fix my laptop#that thing cost me 1.5 THOUSAND EUROS you don’t just say thats my karma to it ????#and then i was like to them ‚it was literally gods sign for me to not go to school‘#AND THIS BITCH said ‚and this was your sign to go to school again‘ (my laptop problem happened right when i was home)#LIKE HELLO????? why are you guys hating on me i dont get it#this fuckass friend lowkey skips all the time and would‘ve done THE SAME if she was in my position#or if we were together in the bus which normally is the case just not today#like bro#and yeah my guy friend is such a hater anyway#sometimes it‘s funny but most of the time it’s not#those r btw the people who called me a discord mod ‚ just bc i was happy talking to my friends ‚ too#minus one but i feel like he would’ve been a hater as well#and like that guy friend said that he told my teacher that i‘m skipping school anyway????????? ehy would you do that???????#i texted my teacher abt the problem so she knew the truth but like bro I HATE YOU#sometimes i get sad that i‘m being left out a little from meet-ups because i can’t spontaneously come around bc i have to take a bus#and i know they meet with other friends instead of me then#which yeah really sucks lowkey because i dont have any other irl friends to meet other than them#but then they do this shit and i lowkey just can’t wait to move away and hopefully find new and better friends#sorry rant is over they‘ve just been getting on my nerves today#it‘s not nice to say my expensive laptop nearly breaking is my ‚karma‘ for not going to school today
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Huey and Gosalyn have some summer camp fun!!
This may have something to do with a comic idea I had
Ironically this is my last post before I go to summer camp (I kind of hope there are no glowing eyes in the woods but c’est la vie)
I will be back in a week hopefully with more ducktales art!!
Bonus:

(No, no he should not be)
#god I could talk about this comic idea for hours#which is a good sign that I might actually make it#Drake definitely made her join the jwc#this might also have been an excuse to make art of my two of my favorites#(they’re literally me)#also slightly projecting on Gosalyn#I hit her with my Girl Scout ray#guys can you tell I’m really good at backgrounds 😕😕😕#ok yap session over normal tag time#ducktales#darkwing duck#dt17#launchpad mcquack#gosalyn mallard#Huey duck#junior woodchucks#ducktales 2017#also HOLY CRAP I make her hair so much curlier than it is in canon also self projecting mb#my art
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like i see people say stuff like “rei is a deconstruction of the idea of like the perfect girl in a male gaze-y way” and and i'm ready to agree until they go “it’s because she’s creepy and weird and bad!” like no. rei's a deconstruction of misogynistic ideas of womanhood because they’re ideals forced upon her that damage her, not because she’s in any way “creepy”. like, the fact she’s a fourteen year old girl who was basically used as a substitute wife by her father bc she looked like his own dead wife is not something that is meant to make rei look bad like holy shit.
like both rei and asuka are very obviously like. showing fantasised and misogynistic ideas of an idealised woman don’t work irl yeah. shinji's misogynistic view of them is wrong. but that’s not because rei and asuka are bad people it’s because like. “fourteen year old who's flirty and seductive” and “fourteen year old who's a quiet obedient object” are major signs of abuse and trauma and anyone actually acting in those ways at that age clearly isn’t normal. asuka is desperate for attention in any way she can get it, even unhealthy and dangerous ways. rei is at the very least I has a weird pseudo-incestous enmeshment filled abusive relationship with her father, even if she's not actively being sexually abused. asuka is seeking support, rei is a grooming victim. these are not things that are flaws in their character the entire point of subverting the expectations is to show how those expectations are unhealthy to rei and asuka like. god.
#like. negative fucking media literacy.#like. rei and asuka show signs of abuse in ways very normal for teenagers#every one of the Children in Evangelion is a victim and they react in messy ways#the point of that isn’t to show that they themselves are bad. it’s to show how trauma fucks you up#like none of them are bad people! they do fucked up shit bc it’s normalised to them!#people will just centre rei and asuka’s trauma around shinji and then call the show misogynistic for that like.#woah pal. there’s issues in the show yeah but i think that’s more an issue on your end buckaroo.#like their trauma interacts with him. and his trauma interacts with them. bc the show is literally about human's influences on each other#like the human instrumentality project isn’t there to just be funny it’s a thematic conclusion???#and also like. it’s comparing and contrasting all threes trauma to understand exactly how they got shaped the way they are.#just. think about the show you’re watching. please.#rei isn’t creepy she’s a schizophrenic abuse victim who's probably done the least screwed up shit out of the main cast#shinji isn’t a loser he's a heavily mentally ill young boy cracking under the pressure of toxic masculinity and having his boundaries erode#until he's unable to even respect the boundaries of others and recreates his trauma for a desperate attempt at control#asuka isn’t like. okay i mean she IS a bitch but literally so is every thirteen year old ok.#and it’s bc she fucking despises the vulnerability being kind shows. she despises herself and is overcompensating bc she’s scared and 13#like. god.
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a meme for the new england girlies (me) who just heard someone call it "market 32" out loud for the very first time
literally ten years since they first started changing out their branding to try and attract the whole foods crowd and they finally got one (1) person in this county to take the bait
#i have chosen a dated meme for this post on purpose#it's symbolic ok#the price chopper closest to me just changed the sign but thank god you can still find things#the one they fully renovated you literally can't find a thing like it's all split up on endcaps and islands all over the goddamn store#i texted a friend that i was there and she said THE FUCKING YOGURT because it's split up in 9 places#i tried to find hand soap and started to cry
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God the unbecoming, the unraveling of a lifetime of shit that’s not yours, the process of coming back to yourself is so fucking painful. Keep going. You’re doing great.
You are not trying to find yourself. You were never lost. It’s a slow rememberance, a coming home of who you really are before the world told you who you should be. I’m proud of myself. I’m proud of you too. Yes this is a snz blog. Yes this isn’t sneeze. Just a place of thoughts. I love you. I want nothing more from me, from you, other than to be authentic.
#NOT SNZ#yes I’m having a hard fucking time clearly#literally#a baptism of fire into life#sometimes I feel suffocated under all that’s happened to me#and the deep#patterns and limiting beliefs#it’s caused#but it’s just a pattern nothing is permanent#surrendering to the feelings#god the grief it’s so strong#buts it’s ok!! feelings r good !! pain is a sign of growth#of expansion#letting winter be winter#a season of deep rest and processing#yes will#probably delete later so u can go back to the horn
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The conclusion scene for Eureka! is so funny knowing the entire Enclave Remnants squad gets away scott free bc the level of intentionality is both unignorable, and so so funny I mean the endgame scene was literally this:

#fallout new vegas#fonv#the NCR on Hoover Dam Battle 2 day like *Miss Piggy Voice* ‘<.< ….whatever’ @ everything insane#the radio broadcast man fighting for his life on NCR channels to keep up going ‘uhhhhm??? heads up there is an armed militia that’s not us#that has arrived on scene and seems to be assisting us’ losing it all finale at him poor man doing his best#fallout#Eureka!#new california republic#NCR#Minka Pripo#also not to drag him but if the remnants always escape but Arcade literally never does like baby boy are you ok??? my guy you have the wors#fucking stealth on the planet but I can’t be surprised bc he walked around all game going ‘no one knows in Enclave’ like a neon sign#god love the man
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TW: MENTIONS OF EATING DISORDERS, Self Harm.
Just noticed this but...
Anyone else notice how after the show mentioned Moxxie losing weight after he was bullied into having body dysmorphia... that the character is now full on skinny? A lot more than before? The saddest part is that HB used to be my comfort show, and Moxxie comforted me seeing how autistic he was, so for the show to resort him to a carbon copy of Blitz like in "Western Energy" and a fetishization of femmes and ED is just... wow, holy shit.
-and I know that Moxxie's legs were NOT that skinny just a few episodes ago. -and the show has now confirmed that he is "losing weight" after being "harassed into thinking that he's fat while he's not at all." and now seeing how he looks dangerously skinny in this shot holy fucking shit the show's actually going with having him having an eating disorder... isn't it? Especially with how everyone else who is sexualized far more than Moxxie is, is bone-thin, or has no internal organs, and now im starting to get concerned for the creators as you'd have to have something seriously wrong with your body image to do something like this within your art. Vivienne... are you ok?
"It's just an art style" No, having negative body image is not an "art style", you can be cartoony without psychologically harming yourself and how you see your body. -and seeing how Vivziepop has now fetishized the ED's of real life people (KESHA!) and has eating disorders as a "running gag" (god, hearing this just made me want to gag! dear god!) in her show(s).. Yeah... this, and the representation that's scaringly close to stereotypes that are being used by conservatives, right now, to kill the lgbt+ community by calling them "dangerous around children", is just... yikes, now you know why that im going to be avoiding this episode like I did for most of the Kesha one. Helluva Boss is now beyond redemption at this point.

It's now gone from badly written... to rancid.

#helluva boss#helluva boss critical#helluva boss criticism#Moxxie now has an eating disorder 😟😬💀#Viv- WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO OUR BOY!? Why you starving him what did he do to deserve this?! All he did was exist!#-and in a real life context:#Having negative body image is not dark humor. It's a sign of something that's actually wrong with you. Viv. Please get help.#genuinely fucking concerned not just for the people Vivziepop fetishized for having ED.#But Vivienne herself. The fact that she draws the characters as bone-levels of skinny or women with no organs-#-and at the same time. Has one of her characters be publically humiliated for having regular amounts of body fat to the point where-#-he is now literally becoming anorexic.... Vivienne- Are you ok?!#-and the fact that her stans let her do things like this while overworking herself. It's actually cruel. and so I do feel genuinely bad for#her in that situation. God bless her. ... This is horrifying.
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people who stop liking things just because it gets popular are the most shallow people ever no one cares if you like something popular like what you want to like art is made to be celebrated
#luc posts#like im not talking about people who dont like popular things bc thats cool like whatever you like i really don't care#im talking about the people who like something (a singer or band or something) but as soon as it gets popular/mainstream they completely+#+stop listening to it bc they dont want to be seen as basic?#like i mean for no other reason than it getting popular like ok??? you hate seeing art getting celebrated??? you hate seeing artists get+#+the recognition they deserve??? thats just weird#no one gives a shit if you listen to the music thats on the radio every day (if they do then they're weird bc music taste is personal)#listen to whatever you want#whether that's some underground folk singer who has a pet goat that shows up in every music video or the chart topping music good for you#art is meant to be celebrated stop acting like something being highly celebrated is a sign of being boring?#basic is a social construct there is literally no such thing as long as you're happy it doesnt matter and if other people care then they're#weird bc policing people's tastes is just strange#celebrate the art you want to celebrate support the artists you like genuinely no one cares if you like something mainstream oh my god#thank you for coming to my ted talk#music
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Fuck fuck fuck low self-esteem has ruined my life.
#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#i should've known the signs when i got evaluated for adhd and my self perception was like#hold up gotta pull it up#and also disclaimer that this was a separate assessment for overall emotional wellbeing (or something like that) and this was just part of#the many tests that i had to take#ok. we're reaching even newer levels of oversharing here since i'm literally sharing evaluation results. but anywho#i was in the 96th percentile for sense of inadequacy; 17th percentile in (good) self esteem; 3rd percentile in self-reliance#and 3rd percentile in ego strength (i.e. satisfaction with self and one's abilities)#i saw this and got shocked and then forgot about it (in my defense there was a lot of stuff in the evaluation)#looks like it's more therapy for me. yay.#like there have been more times than not where i have felt less than to people around me. and fearing that people will see how pathetic#i actually am. god no wonder my desire to socialize decreased as my self esteem decreased#i might be repeating the same point over and over#ok so imma bring up the si/oc fic that i just dropped. like i think i *tried* to make a like a more confident version of myself; but i gues#i'll have to put it on pause because my teens were defined by feeling shit about myself. like idk what to do with a character like that#who's supposed to be making moves. like nothing would happen besides survivor's guilt#anyways back to the subject. as my gpa got pathetically low (i can't even share it here or else i'll probably deactivate this blog) and i#started losing jobs. i lost patience with myself. it seemed like other people were able to chug along with the demands of life while i was#fumbling around with no end in sight (tbh i wasn't the only one my close friend from college also has adhd and was really struggling and#another one might have dropped out. my childhood friend who also has adhd is in the same. exact. situation as i am with being unable to#go out in public since we feel like we can't be our “best selves”). then the old question came back: if i can't handle#high school/a part-time job/college on a low courseload then what the fuck was i going to do? some days i'd keep going with new strategies#or new ways to be more productive. but other days i didn't want to keep going#who knew it's not healthy to always assume that people are better than you? even though i have been reframing the more obvious thoughts#it's an automatic and unconscious impulse that just runs in the background of my head. idk if this is just a human thing or...#but because of this at times i'd hold myself back from fear of failure#anyways that's all i've lost my train of thought and have to do errands i've been putting off#txt
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"Rodimus is a better Prime because it didn't hurt for him to bond with the Matrix while for Optimus it did" headcanon/theory my beloathed.
One day I'm literally gonna snap and make a whole post addressing why what's wrong bc I'm tired of the inaccuracy and tired of ppl not understanding the Point TM of IDW and its version of the Matrix/Primacy and even more tired of people putting down Optimus in favor of Rodimus by essentially arguing that being unworthy means you deserve to be punished/put in pain bc you just weren't good enough to hold the Symbol of Ultimate Authority
#it's wrong on so many levels both in terms of lore and as well as like what the general themes of idw1 are#it's just a validation contest using the matrix as some magical symbol to decide who's the most special#which is ironically something that was a plot point in exrid/OP. specifically how stupid of an idea that is ldskjflksd#ppl revealing that they havent read anything besides mtmte/ll as usual#like half the reason ppl think optimus is a bad prime and rodimus is a good prime is literally bc like#optimus was written by an author who was specifically trying to deconstruct him (sometimes to the point of absurdity)#and rodimus was written by an author who takes a more optimistic/idealistic approach. and is also better at writing#but also like am i seriously the only person who thinks that that argument is fucked up?????#like 'OP felt pain which means he's unworthy/not a real prime/not a true leader'#ok so you think that there's a hierarchy of moral goodness in which anyone who falls short of that Moral Ideal should suffer#as a sign of their unworthiness?? like does that not sound dystopian as hell to any of you?? why would you WANT the matrix to work like tha#even if the theory were true (which it isn't) why would you view the matrix as a good authoritative moral judge of character#if its idea of 'moral judgement' is to inflict pain on anyone who's supposedly not truly good/worthy#wasn't the entire point of the ending of LL (including rodimus being a good leader) that everyone is worth it?#like rodimus literally said 'you ARE damn well good enough' or something like that#so what? everyone else in the universe tries their best and that's enough but somehow when OP suffers it's like#a sign that he's not actually a good prime/leader?? we're really going with the punitive perspective purely for One Guy??#swear to god ppl are projecting their authority issues onto Optimus the way they shit on him for things they would excuse#if any other character did it#Optimus is uniquely deserving of pain/being marked as unworthy bc idk he was a cop once and that offends my delicate sensibilities#what's even funnier is how much harm was inflicted by rodimus as a captain sheerly due to his stupidity or ego but everyone forgives him#i guess bc as long as the matrix likes him that means he's valid no matter what he actually does as a person#WHICH IS SOMETHING IDW ITSELF ARGUED AGAINST BC A LOT OF THE PRIMES THAT WERE CHOSEN BY THE MATRIX#WERE DICKS AND THE FACT THEY COULD WIELD THE MATRIX DIDN'T MAKE THEM GOOD PEOPLE#like oh my god stop using the matrix as an arbiter of moral authority in idw1 it literally goes against the themes of the story#including the themes that are embodied in rodimus himself#idw op love
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s4 sam and s6 cas about to snap the world in half like a kitkat: if i needed to stop being batshit insane, god would've surely given me a sign by now
dean mf winchester, the certified Righteous Man™, supposedly getting preferential treatment from god himself and like 2/3 of the mystical menagerie at all times: CEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
sam and cas: ...imma pretend i didn't hear that
#supernatural#shitpost#i've just watched the man who would be king and it's pure poetry#ok but like#god literally told them all in no uncertain terms that he did not give a shit#but also#i've been toying with the idea of the winchesters being the agents of god for a while now#like when in earlier sieason dean asks how god can allow good people to die like that#and my immediate reaction was#he doesn't#you and sam are here aren't you#saving people#hunting things#the whole shebang#it's a terrifying thought for sure#but stranger things have happened#anywho#all this is to say#there is actual contextual evidence#that dean winchester could potentially be your neon flashing rgb sign from god to fuckEN STAHP#if god cared that is#but eh#dean's bleeding heart is so powerful that if he hadn't killed god#he would have BEEN god#so yeah#listen to grandma dean if you don't want to end the world in a fiery disaster 2k24
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i couldnt get to sleep last night so i saw this one in my email as it came in and its just. kisses it. frames it. it has broken down all my defenses
serious note: this is exactly the kind of feedback that genuinely is really encouraging, because not only am i having fun writing it — people are having fun reading it! i’m really proud of pointy objects, but it being enough to convince multiple people (!) to want to read the source material because they like my interpretation so much. sobbies into my hands this is def the kind of comment i save and reread because it makes me happy. thank u 🫶
#pointy objects#un ange#this is where i admit i Also havent read pjo….haha…..i have seen the musical and love the soundtrack so i CAN full throatedly recommend it#read pjo tho its a classic. the box set (signed by tlt musical cast Not to flex aha) sitting on my bookshelf. ill get there eventually#also while hiding in the tags: hearing positive feedback on my characterization is literally a critical hit to my heart every time. getting#a charas personality and voice and Vibe down is probably what i focus most on while writing. getting into their head enough that the words#i choose reflect on an audience as That Character is so important. there are some ppl i Am confident writing and getting right (shuuichi)#(kaito)(kaede)(komahina but thats less relevent here) but kokichi has never been one of them! im very happy with what ive put out so far#(gods above have i spent so much time on his wiki reacquainting myself with his voice) but hes a very unique and distinct character.#hearing that im doing him justice and that he comes across as and feels like kokichi. very important to me and it makes me very very happy#to get the validation there. i love writing him and its nice hearing that thats earned. Ok im shutting up now but#warriorlyy i love you im sending you good vibes beams with my brain
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oh my god i hate my neighbor right now
#THIS OLD MAN THAT LIVES NEXT DOOR ACTUALLY MAKES ME SO ANGRY#oh my god ok so i live on a hill and my house is the last house so he's our only next door neighbor#and he is SO UP HIS OWN ASS and he complains about how 'irritating' it is that me and my brother drive '40 mph' in front of his house#which is literally not true 😭😭#we drive maybe 15 and apparently that's still too fast for him#and like he's complained about this multiple times and i just ignore him because imagine spending your time bitching about the young people#next door driving their cars to school and work like???#but the new development is that he's threatening to put in SPEED BUMPS IN FROMT OF HIS HOUSE if we don't start going 10 mph or slower#like bro 😭😭😭#get a fucking hobby what are you doing#and like not just threatening he put up SIGNS TO LET US KNOW#LIKE ACTUALLY FUCKING INSANE BEHAVIOR#vent#rant#personal
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so guys um. really fun update as a result of me once again being really good at understanding and responding to social situations. im pretty sure the friend im seeing is convinced we r like in a relationship or About to be and im just now realizing the extent of that and how quickly im slamming the brakes/going to attempt for smth more casual. um.. girl help
#soooo once again i hate gay people#abby talks#KIDDING. obvi. but um. some reflection has certainly been interesting.#like things got so intense so fast. why were they like telling people including a PROFESSOR about us going out on a single date#and when it initially happened i was just like well... idk shrug. and. yeah just all very fast#i think they had or have developed a serious crush which is like sweet and theyre still very sweet. its just very intense#like the amount they texted when i just didnt answer overnight....#OH MY GOD and i forgot when i split from my friends last night im like 80% sure they were on campus#and tried to like hide their face. like... why. it doesnt have to be this odd huh???#just cause i wasnt rlly answering while i was out?#idk. idk!#anyway im going to be very kind and respectful when we have this conversation but. yeah. nervy#wish i could do it over text but i dont think that's right idk... also we have so many mutual friends and just circles#i really dont need it to get weird. and it really really doesnt have to be yk. im hoping theyre chill and obv i dont want to hurt them#ok yeah doesnt help to stress so much over it. it's just creeping up on me the signs i sorta missed#thinking they also were open to smth casual. well i suppose really long dates and my general nerves abt trying to date again didnt help#oh my god when they said they missed my face after not hanging out for like. a day. and i was just like haha cool#not literally but LOL
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my youtube home page recommended videos these days are like
video i've already watched
actual video i'd like to watch from a creator i follow
extremely upsetting video that has zero (0) relevance to anything i ever watch
video with ten views of someone's high school graduation or something
shorts i don't want
video i've already watched
video from my watch-later playlist that i saved five years ago
six (6) videos related to home improvement bc i made the mistake of watching one (1) video about fixing something once
tomska????
#i'm being hyperbolic but this is genuinely what it feels like#but also#this is somehow miles better than the “for you” thing that pops up on the search page#i can't find a way to right click on a video in the “for you” section and say 'please dear god never show me this again please?'#whose idea was it to put “for you” in a search page anyway i'm searching for a reason#also#if your cursor hovers too long on a video and it does that autoplay preview thing#why does that count as a view and then go into your history and then fuck up your recommendations literally instantly#why can that be reflected so quickly in my recommendations and not anything else#i am sorry to rant on tumblr but i am genuinely v annoyed about this#tech#youtube#my post#coming back to add that this frustration has caused me to do what i should've done ages ago#and go find the list of ublock origin filters that turns off the recommendations on search pages#so my life is much better#perhaps there was a plus side to my annoyance#but i am STILL v annoyed ok#anyway this is your sign to go do that ublock origin saves my life repeatedly
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#bro💀#why do I have so much accidental rizz I like can’t do this anymore i#am literally aro.spec why does this keep happening to me 😭😭#one of my close friends said they like me I stood there like an IDIOT I feel really bad#I don’t even remember what they said but i#am not gonna see them cause it’s summer so now I gotta like text the#m#but I don’t even know what to say#I don’t think??? I like them back like that#ughhhhhauuughghgh I just wanted a chil#l summer#and I don’t want them to hate me or hurt because of me#this has happened to me THREE times god really chose to make the wrong person aro#im still close w the other two people who have liked me but also I feel like they?.liked me less#one straight up never to#ld me#i figured it out myself#and the other moved on quickly and said they were ok w a platonic date too when#asking me out so I did that#but w the other two there were signs with this one it was just like bam#allo people r making up crushes I believe#day blabs#I need more aro friends
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