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oh my god i hate my neighbor right now
#THIS OLD MAN THAT LIVES NEXT DOOR ACTUALLY MAKES ME SO ANGRY#oh my god ok so i live on a hill and my house is the last house so he's our only next door neighbor#and he is SO UP HIS OWN ASS and he complains about how 'irritating' it is that me and my brother drive '40 mph' in front of his house#which is literally not true 😭😭#we drive maybe 15 and apparently that's still too fast for him#and like he's complained about this multiple times and i just ignore him because imagine spending your time bitching about the young people#next door driving their cars to school and work like???#but the new development is that he's threatening to put in SPEED BUMPS IN FROMT OF HIS HOUSE if we don't start going 10 mph or slower#like bro 😭😭😭#get a fucking hobby what are you doing#and like not just threatening he put up SIGNS TO LET US KNOW#LIKE ACTUALLY FUCKING INSANE BEHAVIOR#vent#rant#personal
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remember null? well after lore progression and violence he regained his true self now
say hi to narrow (or, nicknamed by hana, anguria which means watermelon in italian)
lore rambling in the tags because i'm not assed to write it here
#tenka willow#my sona#oc:narrow#my ocs#my art#i never said it here cus i have null's lore only written in my art fight but in VERY short words#null was basically a chimera made by anemone out of the cast-away guardian Narrow and willow#whose purpose was to eradicate a whole species in the realm whom both willow and anemone despise#anemone inserted a chip into null's body so that he ONLY focused on eradicating that species#because it was the destiny himawari gave to willow. even tho that was basically genocide#so hana and a few others worked together to try to beat anemone's ass (and failed)#however anemone told them the placement of the chip after his ass being kicked a bit#then after that they beat null's ass. and got the chip out. and he regained his true self. YAY!!!!!!!!!#now they're probably gonna be on a quest to find narrow's actual body.............#which is cast away for thousands of years in another planet#being dormant. for so long. so basically narrow is an old man#his actual form is supposed to be a salamander-fish thing i guess#anyways um this is explained very briefly and vague if you have more questions do ask#i literally don't post about lore shit here ever 😭😭i have so much worldbuilding i didn't tell anyone but my brother
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Weird but I think a big reason the Afton family/William Afton is so damn interesting to me is because I’m somebody who has always been intrigued by psychology and what makes people do the things that they do, right? And it is suuuuper fun to explore that with a work of fiction that’s so open-ended. I personally like to think about William loving his kids, or at least once upon a time- but at the same time, he goes on to be this horrific serial killer. Just…fuckin fascinating STUFF, dude. Thinkin about this fictional guy who, I like to think seemed very charming- a natural born performer- charismatic/calm (at least that’s totally what I get from his like. Two lines in sister location LOL), but he just becomes this fuckin monster. And keeps up that charismatic facade after he’s committed several murders. UGHH it’s fascinating! Idk, I’ve always been intrigued by this stuff. Purple pixel guy goes crazy to me for some reason lmfao
#insane bro. literally funny purple guy and I’m like ‘’did this man love his children? who was he before the murders? what caused him to#snap’’? like GIRL LMAO. this is freddy FAZBEAR😭😭😭😭😭😭⁉️#LISTEN!! it’s fun to think about. and it’s all ficitonal which is the most important thing#I could go into a rant about the exploitation of victims and families in the true crime space. but I won’t cuz I’ll get so mad#ANYWAYS#YAP SESSIONNN. BABY#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#william afton#the afton family#my ideas#that’s my yapping tag#Fnaf headcanons#I guess hahhhh
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anti muslim armand readings are deeply unimaginative, conservative and lack the most basic reading on 1500s delhi and the south asian subcontinent. and i’m not just saying this because i’m a queer muslim myself and would like to see the writers at least try to tackle this because of my own biases towards queer muslims lol.
#this discourse around muslim armand is so evil 😭#aside from throwing muslim queers under the bus for the favorable narrative that no self respecting gay would choose to be muslim#it’s also just… blatantly false from a historical and factual point of view.#it’s not true that a muslim boy from 500+ years ago would not be named arun#when so many south asian muslims have names with sanskrit origins…#“he couldn’t have been muslim his name was arun” idk man i think it depends!#what’s the issue with making him muslim when 1500 delhi was literally a sultanate.#later on clashing with the mughal empire WHICH WAS ALSO. GUESS WHAT. MUSLIM. LOL.#he could have easily been trafficked because of religious strife#and this information is literally on wikipedia it’s not that hard to find or understand you guys just hate muslim queers. tbfh.#.txt
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I'M IN TEARS I AM INCONSOLABLE TEARS AND MUCUS FLOWING DOWN MY FACE WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS IS THE END FOR THEM I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THIS😭😭😭😭
#lovebrush chronicles#lovebrush cael#lovebrush mc#yes i know it's not REALLY an end and all but it could well potentially be a canon end for the main story#lovebrush chronicles spoilers#yeah cael did. a lot of shit. but can't i just wish a peace of mind and happiness for him😔😔 i mean he does deserve to suffer a lil bit <3#and he did <3 i still think it's not enough and i still think he deserves a lil bit of peace in the end🙏#it's complicated😔✊️✊️ my guardian that i want to bite and kill and pat his hair and let him experience true happiness <3#snively ramblings#god this game holds me captive with its stories i NEED TO STUDY😭😭😭#i'm sooomewhat dissapointed with clarence's rushed story and ending but i guess it was nice <3#the other characters are good too!! but cael specifically makes me want to eat glass😭😭😭😭 my problematic malewife <3#i also like how easy this game is for f2p players!! it's really really friendly and i managed to clear the main story in like two months#WHICH IS RARE NOWADAYS IN THESE KINDS OF GAMES#and the story has unique quality!!! the mc is vey charming smart and funny and the li's are pretty unique <33#i like this game <33 waiting for more cael info and content with bated breath *I'm literally shaking foaming at my mouth*
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Guys genuine question um would it be weird if I designed a fankid but only for theoretical purposes. As in not actually canon to our ship but still there Sometimes. Like an au I guess.
#I mentioned this on cohost where nobody would see it but I'm getting braver now#still I'm posting it at 11pm on purpose. shy still#I think thinking of it as an au is making me feel a little better about it though#I literally don't want fankids in any of my ships bc I don't wanna raise a kid irl and that holds true even in fiction#it's just NOT my thing#unless the f/o has a very explicitly mentioned kid in canon (like carlos with esteban or bill with thea)#in which case that's part of our ship by default and I love them and they are so so special to me ♡#but like. with anton specifically (who this is about)... a kid doesn't fit into what our ship is to me#but if it's an au then it doesn't actually have to be tied to my selfship. that's something else. it's separate#I just keep imagining anton being a dad (semi-canon but only outside the games word-of-god style) and it makes me fucking sick (gayly)#it's so sweet it's so cute he would be a good dad and he would love it so much#ouwwwaaaaahhh 🥺😭🥺😭#he deserves his little amy....#roz posts
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hella I'm out for a friend's bday and I typically don't visit restaurants like it's a whole thing w my friends how UNAWARE I am of shit. Anyways so I ordered a burger that I didn't know would have so fucking much added on it, this thing was HUGGEEEEE I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DIDNT WARN ME ABT THIS. I was chided by my friends for not requesting a burger with less on it, I DIDNT KNOW. so this burgers huge I don't know how to eat it I'm cutting it into pieces and it's falling apart and there's stuff I'm trying to pick off of it, it is a nightmare on my plate my friends are absolutely making fun of me with how I've just decimated this thing. and um. I wore my nice clothes today I can't lie it was my fit with my patched up jean jacket and pinwheel hat also I've got a mullet and my hair curls so ive been told i could he on stranger things. very silly of me. WELL I GUESS IT GOT ALL THE WAITRESSES ATTENTION. THEY WOULD COME OVER JUST TO SAY THEY REALLY LIKED MY OUTFIT AND IM HERE HUNCHED OVER MY PLATE I WAS SO EMBARRASSED. the waitress who took my plate was so nice abt it but I've suffered greatly today
CANT BELIEVE IM SEEING THIS SO LATE BUT THIS IS SOOOO FUNNY. you got beaten by a burger. do better
#im glad the waitresses were nice!!!!!! imo compliments from waitresses are the most authentic kind#it's like if a child says you're cool like you KNOW they're being dead fucking honest for better or worse#and waitressing you have soooo many interactions like it's such a socially draining job that anxiety tends to go out the window#even with introverted waitresses so odds are they were literally just saying it for no other reason than bc it's true#i had the reverse the other day i was in the toilets middle of my long as fuck shift trying to fix myself bc i just looked and felt grim#and this random customer came out and was like 'i love your eyeliner btw!' and i almost CRIEDDDDDD#bc id had an utter meltdown with my eyeliner that morning as well like it was NOT a good eyeliner day i fully rubbed it all off#and started again at one point which NEVER happens to me. so she said that and i was like girl do not do this to me rn 😭#anyway im getting off topic! glad ur outfit was bomb and that ur friends laughed at you for being unable to defeat a burger <3#ask
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talking to new people again is making me realize that (this is gonna sound dramatic) i haven't lived in five years but what i have done is watch a lot of movies and read a bunch of books and believe it or not that actually makes me an interesting conversationalist in some ways (?)
#and like i say: brf slt#they don't know i'm crazy and as long as you're normal about it having seen a lot of movies just makes you come off as someone who's like#interested in culture i guess. which i am. but it's fun#and the books thing too and also knowing a lot about sociology#i have things to say jokes to make so in two months they haven't even realized i haven't lived a life yet🙏#i didn't even do it on purpose the way it happened is in 2019 i was very depressed suicidal etc then i got better but i was focused on#like...idk. basically getting used to being okay with being alive again? then it was 2020 and we didn't have classes in person full time#until september 2021. that's how it was for university students here. i did hang out with people but no one i LOVED or actually became#close with and it's true that i could have tried harder but i didn't because guys i love being by myself😭😭😭#then three years went by and now we're here. it's fine it's just that i don't have a lot of anecdotes that aren't old because LITERALLY#nothing has happened to me. nothing#that's not true i did talk about something semi-recent to my bff on friday it was about my 'friends' who hated on everyone the same way i#did when i was literally 12 and about how anxiety inducing it was because after a while i was like is this how they talk about me when i'm#not around🤨 i actually talked about that then. january or february 2023#this has been in my drafts for a week and i talked about the post i talk about in that last tag last week when i talked about my mutual who#blocked me that's the post she replied to to give me advice😔#also it's funny i said they don't know i'm crazy and a guy asked me what my favorite tv shows were and i don't know why i actually gave him#my full list like it's funny because like i said they think i like like good movies and good television and interesting books and stuff#and i know the shows i told him made him reassess that (which is fine but it's just funny) and also i told him i'm watching gilmore girls#for the 18th time and he was like you're joking i was like hm...and then he was like no you're being serious because it's way too#precise...and THAT i could have not told him. i was like whyyy did i tell him that...but it's fine#HE HADN'T EVEN HEARD OF SUCCESSION? 34-year-olds...#i mentioned the sopranos a couple weeks ago and my future bff was like what is that and i was like ? then i asked two more people and they#didn't know the show either so i was like i'll ask him (34-year-old) i know he'll know the sopranos and he was like OBVIOUSLY i know#the sopranos it's supposed to be one of the best shows of all time and later i asked if he had seen succession and he'd never even heard of#it? crazy. i mean if it had been anyone else i wouldn't have thought it was crazy but i expected HIM to know succession
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someone PLSSSSS explain to me how spotify says my 6th most listened to artist this month is taylor swift when 1. i cannot remember the last time i listened to a taylor swift song and 2. going thru my top tracks of the month not a single taylor swift song is listed. every day my taylor swift spotify conspiracy grows not yet sure what it all means……
#michelle speaks#also if i go on any of those stat things it tells me taylor swift is my most listened to artist of all time which is HILARIOUS#like i know those sites r only picking up data from the last yr or so now they used to pick it up from many yrs ago forward#but it’s funny bc i spent 2020-2022 exclusively listening to mcr and nothing else. LITERALLY nothing else. so it is just funny to look at#when i know it’s not remotely true 😭 idk why they put all time when that’s not what it’s looking at#but anyway. it’s just not possible. i listen to hits different one time and spotify is like ur in the top 100 listens of her ur actually#her biggest fan did u know that? i’m like i don’t get it. TRULY i don’t get it 😭
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most fucked up thing at my new job is there's only zero calorie sweeteners at the coffee station in the break room. three different kinds of zero calorie sweetener but no regular sugar because the assumption is that literally everyone is on a diet?
#is this because its a job dominated by women in particular??? idk#that's so weird#like sorry i can taste the difference and i prefer naturally occurring sugar from nature how is that not even an option#drinking nasty bitter af coffee bc i am So Sleepy but i refuse to use artificial sweeteners#they Do taste different and they're not even good for you im not doing that lol#also they got mad at me for telling one of the parents that we took one of the kids temperature and it was 99 and he threw up a little#when his dad came to get him yesterday and all of the other teachers were nowhere to be found#they were like tou shouldnhave had colleen do that#ma'am colleen went home before that and so did you#i should have left already too but waited bc the ratio on the playground was bad#anyway i did NOT say he had a fever i said it was 99 and to talk to the teacher inside#but the dad didnt yalk to her clearly then went home and scared the mom that he had a fever and threw up so she texted my boss freaking out#i literally just said he threw up a little and we took his temperature and it was 99 and to talk to the other teacher#which was all true and there was no one else there to tell him#anyway#apparently the person who had my job before me was a wacko who scared the parents with fake medical information or something#but that is not my fault and nobody told me that or not to tell the parents anything medical until this morning#ugh#also my supervisor is kind of a weirdo#she wanted to show everyone ~cute~ pictures of animals she has killed while hunting???#and i said i didnt want to see#and she was like ~oh it's not dead yet in the picture~#like okay but its dead now???#she traps them first so its a cute little fox in a trap about to be killed 😭#like wtfff#i know trappong predators is a reality but why take pictures like ohhh so cute then kill it#THEN show everyone the cute pictures like yeah isnt he adorable i killed him btw <3#huh??????#she has a bobcat tail on her keychain too she was giving it to the teachers and kids to pet like ohhh its so soft <3
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this is perhaps thee coldest take I've ever seen,
#GIRL WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#he was literally homeless as a child of course he has class consciousness what are you SAYING 😭#op made another post like the wens weren't lower class they were just impoverishment because they were prisoners of war#which is literally. not true its canon that they were a poor lower standing subsect of the wens we literally learn this in like episode 6 😭#I agree that the main thesis of cql/mdzs is not specifically about class wirt to wealth#but to say that wwx has not class consciousness and whatever the hell that last line of the post is saying#is like kind of insane#there's so much wrong w this stupid post and ops other posts I can't even get into it I need to go to eepy#you guys are so fucking STUPID#ghost posts#text#and don't even Try to come for me for making fun of this bad post its my right as a blog on tumblr dot com to mock stupid posts#I was even so courteous as to crop out their url
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anyways sry its not srs eventually ill get it together . and be a person again. one day
#its just like atm everything that i need is like . not possible. which is oartially my brain being like We have to do this before we this#which sometimes isnt true but sometimes is#like i cant get medicated again or back seeing a psych or back on t until i get a job again#but i cant get a job again utnil i get my ged <- partially untrue but ged would make it a lot easier#but i cant get my ged until i have a job bc it costs money <- if i asked my parents they would probably help me If they had money 2 spare#since like. yk. they want ne to be able to work again so i have money again and ill be another source of income and they care abt me also .#affirmations . ppl donot just see me as a piggy bank they do see me as a person im not judt someone to squeeze money out of thats not how#ppl view me and its fine its fine its fine its fine . it feels so stupid being scared abt that i feel like a rich person whos like She only#likes me for my money 😭 like stfuuu annoying ass. i just ummmm. have a massive fear of debt and like. ppl demanding money from me#unexpectedly or expecting i am going to give them money. not in like a Ohhh fucking ppl want me to donate not it at all im happy to donate#but in like. god this is dumb. eveeytime i got birthday or christmas money as a kid i had to give it to my parents so they could buy food or#gas or whatever. and it never got paid bsck and it felt like shit. but i couldnt ever say no bc then itd be My fault we didnt have food that#week . yk. my first paycheck i had to give it all to my mom for groceries and we got in a fight in the store bc she was like Ok im gonna go#buy pop and my dumbass got upset abt it bc like. my mom told me itd be Necessities nd like. yk. wtvr. it was fucking stupid my entire family#r caffeine addicts so pop is a necessity i was just. rly upset and it felt like my parents saw my money as just. theirs but they had to ask#abt it so i wouldnt get pissy. yk. and they ask me for money a lot usually for food and i dont mind but it like. idk im rly paranoid abt#being a provider and ive got a Lot of guilt abt like. anytime we dont have enough food it feels like my fault bc it was my fault when i wasa#kid if i didnt give up my christmas money for pizza. or whatever. idk its so dramatic like i didnt need the money i was 8 it was selfish of#me to wanna buy fucking. toys or whatever that wasnt more important than My parents being able to get to work or my siblings being able to#fucking. literally eat. or paying bills. like its selfish that im like wahhh wahhh but i wanted to buy vibeo game wif my bday money i#shouldve judt been fucking grateful i was able to help my family. wtvr. I hate connor. wtvr#n then the shit with ugh last year like. yk. and stuff. and then the them stealing 1000 from me not getting into it b4 i get mad. idk.#and im just lazy now i need to get a job again but all the shit like. as i was saying earlier b4 i started whining. idk. i should be happy#that i get to help w bills and stuff that was my dream as a kid#like ever since i was 5 when i was fantasizing abt my future i was like Im gonna marry a prince and then ill be able to afford to pay all of#my families bills and my parents and siblings will be able to go to college and be happy and maybe never have to work bc ill be able to#handle it and ive always like. yk. when i was a dumbass kid i was like Ill go to college so i can get a good job and be useful. of course i#cant ever go to college bc im fucking. useless. and itd just be another burden on my family if i was in debt bc i couldnt help them as much#if i had debt and itd be selfish. and it doesnt matter bc im too stupid to go to college anyway. idk. i wish i could just fix everything#it just feels awful rn im literally just a drain and my family doesnt say it to me yk like. ik theyre happy imback i think they are
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never fucking trust me to be on time
#i missed the fucking train by 1 min 😭#idfk what my heart rate is rn but my watch says 180 😭 which ik probably isn’t true#maybe it is because i can feel my head being dizzy as fuck#since i underestimated the time it would take me from wake up to leave the house i forgot to consume smth#this is not good i’m gonna hope i have some random food in my backpack#I should’ve fucking packed yesterday 😭#i literally set my get out of the house alarm 15 mins early as well#and was 10 mins late to leave the house#somehow managed to be only one minute late#but still fuck fuck fuck fuck#i hate this dizziness :((#maybe i’ll set my get out of the house alarm 30 mins earlier next time
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the parents got into an argument today and the dad started shitting on us for literally no reason. he said we don't help out around the house enough or do enough chores LMAO 1) we've been in fucking college??? we don't fucking live here the majority of the year of fucking course we don't do chores regularly??? and 2) WE HAD SURGERY TWO WEEKS AGO forgive us for not helping you renovate the fucking attic
#we are so sick of him 😭😭#when we lived here full time we did more chores than our sister. by far. and we were sick of it!#and now that shes actually doing shit hes like. well (confluence) your sister does everything WE DONT FUCKING LIVE HERE#and its literally not even true that we dint do shit because WE DO#even when visiting on weekends we would feed the dogs give them water do dishes etc etc#which he NEVER does#he also called himself the “household executive” which gives him the right to “delegate chores” which lol. lmao even#btw the whole argument was over him refusing to clean eggs (basically wipe yhem with a paper towel) whoch our mom asked him to do#BECAUSE it was his fault they were dirty (he left them outside for several days)#like. hes such a child its ridiculous and pathetic#our mom makes his bed for him. and packs for him. like.#confluence.txt
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omg also I have so much tea (?) to spill online cuz I can’t do it irl 😭😭😭
#okay SO#i have this long time friend from sec school#Like we’ve known each other 6+ years now and she’s rlly nice and fun#We were much closer abt 4-5 years back when we were in the same class#But other than that we were still kind of close cuz we stay like a block from each other + we shared a class all 4 years of sec school#So now that we’ve graduated from jc we went out etc and and it’s been so fun BUT#she met this guy on discord thru a server and they had/are still having some weird situationship thing#And at first I didn’t mind her telling me abt it etc but I mighttt be a lil tired of hearing abt it#I FEEL SO BAD she’s literally done nothing wrong but idk how to express how im feeling w/out seeming like im NOT 100% supportive of her yk#Like she also had a pick me phase (we were 14 when ELSE were we going to have that phase) and has always struggled a lil w emptions/affecti#Part of which has to do w her parents so also understandable#But I find myself feeling soooo annoyed now#Like recently she texted me that she texted him that she was taking a sm break which was true but now she misses him#And she was like omg I want to turn off my feelings 😭😭😭#It makes me feel JSNXKLDLS girllll what r u doing#grow a backbone??#Maybe it’s also cuz I totally don’t understand what she sees in that guy#Omg I could make a whole other post abt how MEDIOCRE he is jkskdn#but atp im starting to miss her pick me era 😭😭😭 and I feel SO BAD it’s smth I’ve had all my life#I will dislike ppl who I find annoying even when they literally did nothing and are living their best life#KILL ME#it’s okay I’m so normal abt this hehe
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Why do people pound on the door so aggressively 😭 like you owe them money
And then you open it and it's like a girl scout aggsgsgdgdgd
#marquilla#i think it was someone doing political canvasing since voting is tomorrow bc i know they did that in 2018 or 2020 idr which but they were#clearly prepared to have to convince me and theyre like asking voting shit and im like yup :) yup :) to everything both so theyd leave but#bc it was true and the guy was like okay! great! :D#or it was someone trying to get us to switch electric or gas companies and theyre such pricks ab it here too like they will not leave#and if you just straight up say youre not interested they get so aggressive ab it#one lady said she told them to go away and the guy literally sat on her porch saying he would'nt be leaving until she signed and she had to#call the cops or threaten to for him to leave. like it wasnt just someone being like okay fine well im gonna sit and rest a minute he was#being really creepy ab it 😬 our neighborhood has horror stories ab them bc they're so unhinged#ANYWAY they didnt knock again but it was so loud it scared the piss out of me#our neighbor when she gets our mail by mistake will pound on the fucking windows and she always goes for mine 😭😭😭#like bitch i cant open that one and also you KNOW which one mom opens to grab the mail anyways so stooop
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