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oh my god i hate my neighbor right now
#THIS OLD MAN THAT LIVES NEXT DOOR ACTUALLY MAKES ME SO ANGRY#oh my god ok so i live on a hill and my house is the last house so he's our only next door neighbor#and he is SO UP HIS OWN ASS and he complains about how 'irritating' it is that me and my brother drive '40 mph' in front of his house#which is literally not true 😭😭#we drive maybe 15 and apparently that's still too fast for him#and like he's complained about this multiple times and i just ignore him because imagine spending your time bitching about the young people#next door driving their cars to school and work like???#but the new development is that he's threatening to put in SPEED BUMPS IN FROMT OF HIS HOUSE if we don't start going 10 mph or slower#like bro 😭😭😭#get a fucking hobby what are you doing#and like not just threatening he put up SIGNS TO LET US KNOW#LIKE ACTUALLY FUCKING INSANE BEHAVIOR#vent#rant#personal
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remember null? well after lore progression and violence he regained his true self now
say hi to narrow (or, nicknamed by hana, anguria which means watermelon in italian)
lore rambling in the tags because i'm not assed to write it here
#tenka willow#my sona#oc:narrow#my ocs#my art#i never said it here cus i have null's lore only written in my art fight but in VERY short words#null was basically a chimera made by anemone out of the cast-away guardian Narrow and willow#whose purpose was to eradicate a whole species in the realm whom both willow and anemone despise#anemone inserted a chip into null's body so that he ONLY focused on eradicating that species#because it was the destiny himawari gave to willow. even tho that was basically genocide#so hana and a few others worked together to try to beat anemone's ass (and failed)#however anemone told them the placement of the chip after his ass being kicked a bit#then after that they beat null's ass. and got the chip out. and he regained his true self. YAY!!!!!!!!!#now they're probably gonna be on a quest to find narrow's actual body.............#which is cast away for thousands of years in another planet#being dormant. for so long. so basically narrow is an old man#his actual form is supposed to be a salamander-fish thing i guess#anyways um this is explained very briefly and vague if you have more questions do ask#i literally don't post about lore shit here ever 😭😭i have so much worldbuilding i didn't tell anyone but my brother
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Weird but I think a big reason the Afton family/William Afton is so damn interesting to me is because I’m somebody who has always been intrigued by psychology and what makes people do the things that they do, right? And it is suuuuper fun to explore that with a work of fiction that’s so open-ended. I personally like to think about William loving his kids, or at least once upon a time- but at the same time, he goes on to be this horrific serial killer. Just…fuckin fascinating STUFF, dude. Thinkin about this fictional guy who, I like to think seemed very charming- a natural born performer- charismatic/calm (at least that’s totally what I get from his like. Two lines in sister location LOL), but he just becomes this fuckin monster. And keeps up that charismatic facade after he’s committed several murders. UGHH it’s fascinating! Idk, I’ve always been intrigued by this stuff. Purple pixel guy goes crazy to me for some reason lmfao
#insane bro. literally funny purple guy and I’m like ‘’did this man love his children? who was he before the murders? what caused him to#snap’’? like GIRL LMAO. this is freddy FAZBEAR😭😭😭😭😭😭⁉️#LISTEN!! it’s fun to think about. and it’s all ficitonal which is the most important thing#I could go into a rant about the exploitation of victims and families in the true crime space. but I won’t cuz I’ll get so mad#ANYWAYS#YAP SESSIONNN. BABY#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#william afton#the afton family#my ideas#that’s my yapping tag#Fnaf headcanons#I guess hahhhh
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anti muslim armand readings are deeply unimaginative, conservative and lack the most basic reading on 1500s delhi and the south asian subcontinent. and i’m not just saying this because i’m a queer muslim myself and would like to see the writers at least try to tackle this because of my own biases towards queer muslims lol.
#this discourse around muslim armand is so evil 😭#aside from throwing muslim queers under the bus for the favorable narrative that no self respecting gay would choose to be muslim#it’s also just… blatantly false from a historical and factual point of view.#it’s not true that a muslim boy from 500+ years ago would not be named arun#when so many south asian muslims have names with sanskrit origins…#“he couldn’t have been muslim his name was arun” idk man i think it depends!#what’s the issue with making him muslim when 1500 delhi was literally a sultanate.#later on clashing with the mughal empire WHICH WAS ALSO. GUESS WHAT. MUSLIM. LOL.#he could have easily been trafficked because of religious strife#and this information is literally on wikipedia it’s not that hard to find or understand you guys just hate muslim queers. tbfh.#mine.txt
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I'M IN TEARS I AM INCONSOLABLE TEARS AND MUCUS FLOWING DOWN MY FACE WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS IS THE END FOR THEM I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THIS😭😭😭😭
#lovebrush chronicles#lovebrush cael#lovebrush mc#yes i know it's not REALLY an end and all but it could well potentially be a canon end for the main story#lovebrush chronicles spoilers#yeah cael did. a lot of shit. but can't i just wish a peace of mind and happiness for him😔😔 i mean he does deserve to suffer a lil bit <3#and he did <3 i still think it's not enough and i still think he deserves a lil bit of peace in the end🙏#it's complicated😔✊️✊️ my guardian that i want to bite and kill and pat his hair and let him experience true happiness <3#snively ramblings#god this game holds me captive with its stories i NEED TO STUDY😭😭😭#i'm sooomewhat dissapointed with clarence's rushed story and ending but i guess it was nice <3#the other characters are good too!! but cael specifically makes me want to eat glass😭😭😭😭 my problematic malewife <3#i also like how easy this game is for f2p players!! it's really really friendly and i managed to clear the main story in like two months#WHICH IS RARE NOWADAYS IN THESE KINDS OF GAMES#and the story has unique quality!!! the mc is vey charming smart and funny and the li's are pretty unique <33#i like this game <33 waiting for more cael info and content with bated breath *I'm literally shaking foaming at my mouth*
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Guys genuine question um would it be weird if I designed a fankid but only for theoretical purposes. As in not actually canon to our ship but still there Sometimes. Like an au I guess.
#I mentioned this on cohost where nobody would see it but I'm getting braver now#still I'm posting it at 11pm on purpose. shy still#I think thinking of it as an au is making me feel a little better about it though#I literally don't want fankids in any of my ships bc I don't wanna raise a kid irl and that holds true even in fiction#it's just NOT my thing#unless the f/o has a very explicitly mentioned kid in canon (like carlos with esteban or bill with thea)#in which case that's part of our ship by default and I love them and they are so so special to me ♡#but like. with anton specifically (who this is about)... a kid doesn't fit into what our ship is to me#but if it's an au then it doesn't actually have to be tied to my selfship. that's something else. it's separate#I just keep imagining anton being a dad (semi-canon but only outside the games word-of-god style) and it makes me fucking sick (gayly)#it's so sweet it's so cute he would be a good dad and he would love it so much#ouwwwaaaaahhh 🥺😭🥺😭#he deserves his little amy....#roz posts
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hella I'm out for a friend's bday and I typically don't visit restaurants like it's a whole thing w my friends how UNAWARE I am of shit. Anyways so I ordered a burger that I didn't know would have so fucking much added on it, this thing was HUGGEEEEE I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DIDNT WARN ME ABT THIS. I was chided by my friends for not requesting a burger with less on it, I DIDNT KNOW. so this burgers huge I don't know how to eat it I'm cutting it into pieces and it's falling apart and there's stuff I'm trying to pick off of it, it is a nightmare on my plate my friends are absolutely making fun of me with how I've just decimated this thing. and um. I wore my nice clothes today I can't lie it was my fit with my patched up jean jacket and pinwheel hat also I've got a mullet and my hair curls so ive been told i could he on stranger things. very silly of me. WELL I GUESS IT GOT ALL THE WAITRESSES ATTENTION. THEY WOULD COME OVER JUST TO SAY THEY REALLY LIKED MY OUTFIT AND IM HERE HUNCHED OVER MY PLATE I WAS SO EMBARRASSED. the waitress who took my plate was so nice abt it but I've suffered greatly today
CANT BELIEVE IM SEEING THIS SO LATE BUT THIS IS SOOOO FUNNY. you got beaten by a burger. do better
#im glad the waitresses were nice!!!!!! imo compliments from waitresses are the most authentic kind#it's like if a child says you're cool like you KNOW they're being dead fucking honest for better or worse#and waitressing you have soooo many interactions like it's such a socially draining job that anxiety tends to go out the window#even with introverted waitresses so odds are they were literally just saying it for no other reason than bc it's true#i had the reverse the other day i was in the toilets middle of my long as fuck shift trying to fix myself bc i just looked and felt grim#and this random customer came out and was like 'i love your eyeliner btw!' and i almost CRIEDDDDDD#bc id had an utter meltdown with my eyeliner that morning as well like it was NOT a good eyeliner day i fully rubbed it all off#and started again at one point which NEVER happens to me. so she said that and i was like girl do not do this to me rn 😭#anyway im getting off topic! glad ur outfit was bomb and that ur friends laughed at you for being unable to defeat a burger <3#ask
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most fucked up thing at my new job is there's only zero calorie sweeteners at the coffee station in the break room. three different kinds of zero calorie sweetener but no regular sugar because the assumption is that literally everyone is on a diet?
#is this because its a job dominated by women in particular??? idk#that's so weird#like sorry i can taste the difference and i prefer naturally occurring sugar from nature how is that not even an option#drinking nasty bitter af coffee bc i am So Sleepy but i refuse to use artificial sweeteners#they Do taste different and they're not even good for you im not doing that lol#also they got mad at me for telling one of the parents that we took one of the kids temperature and it was 99 and he threw up a little#when his dad came to get him yesterday and all of the other teachers were nowhere to be found#they were like tou shouldnhave had colleen do that#ma'am colleen went home before that and so did you#i should have left already too but waited bc the ratio on the playground was bad#anyway i did NOT say he had a fever i said it was 99 and to talk to the teacher inside#but the dad didnt yalk to her clearly then went home and scared the mom that he had a fever and threw up so she texted my boss freaking out#i literally just said he threw up a little and we took his temperature and it was 99 and to talk to the other teacher#which was all true and there was no one else there to tell him#anyway#apparently the person who had my job before me was a wacko who scared the parents with fake medical information or something#but that is not my fault and nobody told me that or not to tell the parents anything medical until this morning#ugh#also my supervisor is kind of a weirdo#she wanted to show everyone ~cute~ pictures of animals she has killed while hunting???#and i said i didnt want to see#and she was like ~oh it's not dead yet in the picture~#like okay but its dead now???#she traps them first so its a cute little fox in a trap about to be killed 😭#like wtfff#i know trappong predators is a reality but why take pictures like ohhh so cute then kill it#THEN show everyone the cute pictures like yeah isnt he adorable i killed him btw <3#huh??????#she has a bobcat tail on her keychain too she was giving it to the teachers and kids to pet like ohhh its so soft <3
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this is perhaps thee coldest take I've ever seen,
#GIRL WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#he was literally homeless as a child of course he has class consciousness what are you SAYING 😭#op made another post like the wens weren't lower class they were just impoverishment because they were prisoners of war#which is literally. not true its canon that they were a poor lower standing subsect of the wens we literally learn this in like episode 6 😭#I agree that the main thesis of cql/mdzs is not specifically about class wirt to wealth#but to say that wwx has not class consciousness and whatever the hell that last line of the post is saying#is like kind of insane#there's so much wrong w this stupid post and ops other posts I can't even get into it I need to go to eepy#you guys are so fucking STUPID#ghost posts#text#and don't even Try to come for me for making fun of this bad post its my right as a blog on tumblr dot com to mock stupid posts#I was even so courteous as to crop out their url
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anyways sry its not srs eventually ill get it together . and be a person again. one day
#its just like atm everything that i need is like . not possible. which is oartially my brain being like We have to do this before we this#which sometimes isnt true but sometimes is#like i cant get medicated again or back seeing a psych or back on t until i get a job again#but i cant get a job again utnil i get my ged <- partially untrue but ged would make it a lot easier#but i cant get my ged until i have a job bc it costs money <- if i asked my parents they would probably help me If they had money 2 spare#since like. yk. they want ne to be able to work again so i have money again and ill be another source of income and they care abt me also .#affirmations . ppl donot just see me as a piggy bank they do see me as a person im not judt someone to squeeze money out of thats not how#ppl view me and its fine its fine its fine its fine . it feels so stupid being scared abt that i feel like a rich person whos like She only#likes me for my money 😭 like stfuuu annoying ass. i just ummmm. have a massive fear of debt and like. ppl demanding money from me#unexpectedly or expecting i am going to give them money. not in like a Ohhh fucking ppl want me to donate not it at all im happy to donate#but in like. god this is dumb. eveeytime i got birthday or christmas money as a kid i had to give it to my parents so they could buy food or#gas or whatever. and it never got paid bsck and it felt like shit. but i couldnt ever say no bc then itd be My fault we didnt have food that#week . yk. my first paycheck i had to give it all to my mom for groceries and we got in a fight in the store bc she was like Ok im gonna go#buy pop and my dumbass got upset abt it bc like. my mom told me itd be Necessities nd like. yk. wtvr. it was fucking stupid my entire family#r caffeine addicts so pop is a necessity i was just. rly upset and it felt like my parents saw my money as just. theirs but they had to ask#abt it so i wouldnt get pissy. yk. and they ask me for money a lot usually for food and i dont mind but it like. idk im rly paranoid abt#being a provider and ive got a Lot of guilt abt like. anytime we dont have enough food it feels like my fault bc it was my fault when i wasa#kid if i didnt give up my christmas money for pizza. or whatever. idk its so dramatic like i didnt need the money i was 8 it was selfish of#me to wanna buy fucking. toys or whatever that wasnt more important than My parents being able to get to work or my siblings being able to#fucking. literally eat. or paying bills. like its selfish that im like wahhh wahhh but i wanted to buy vibeo game wif my bday money i#shouldve judt been fucking grateful i was able to help my family. wtvr. I hate connor. wtvr#n then the shit with ugh last year like. yk. and stuff. and then the them stealing 1000 from me not getting into it b4 i get mad. idk.#and im just lazy now i need to get a job again but all the shit like. as i was saying earlier b4 i started whining. idk. i should be happy#that i get to help w bills and stuff that was my dream as a kid#like ever since i was 5 when i was fantasizing abt my future i was like Im gonna marry a prince and then ill be able to afford to pay all of#my families bills and my parents and siblings will be able to go to college and be happy and maybe never have to work bc ill be able to#handle it and ive always like. yk. when i was a dumbass kid i was like Ill go to college so i can get a good job and be useful. of course i#cant ever go to college bc im fucking. useless. and itd just be another burden on my family if i was in debt bc i couldnt help them as much#if i had debt and itd be selfish. and it doesnt matter bc im too stupid to go to college anyway. idk. i wish i could just fix everything#it just feels awful rn im literally just a drain and my family doesnt say it to me yk like. ik theyre happy imback i think they are
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never fucking trust me to be on time
#i missed the fucking train by 1 min 😭#idfk what my heart rate is rn but my watch says 180 😭 which ik probably isn’t true#maybe it is because i can feel my head being dizzy as fuck#since i underestimated the time it would take me from wake up to leave the house i forgot to consume smth#this is not good i’m gonna hope i have some random food in my backpack#I should’ve fucking packed yesterday 😭#i literally set my get out of the house alarm 15 mins early as well#and was 10 mins late to leave the house#somehow managed to be only one minute late#but still fuck fuck fuck fuck#i hate this dizziness :((#maybe i’ll set my get out of the house alarm 30 mins earlier next time
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the parents got into an argument today and the dad started shitting on us for literally no reason. he said we don't help out around the house enough or do enough chores LMAO 1) we've been in fucking college??? we don't fucking live here the majority of the year of fucking course we don't do chores regularly??? and 2) WE HAD SURGERY TWO WEEKS AGO forgive us for not helping you renovate the fucking attic
#we are so sick of him 😭😭#when we lived here full time we did more chores than our sister. by far. and we were sick of it!#and now that shes actually doing shit hes like. well (confluence) your sister does everything WE DONT FUCKING LIVE HERE#and its literally not even true that we dint do shit because WE DO#even when visiting on weekends we would feed the dogs give them water do dishes etc etc#which he NEVER does#he also called himself the “household executive” which gives him the right to “delegate chores” which lol. lmao even#btw the whole argument was over him refusing to clean eggs (basically wipe yhem with a paper towel) whoch our mom asked him to do#BECAUSE it was his fault they were dirty (he left them outside for several days)#like. hes such a child its ridiculous and pathetic#our mom makes his bed for him. and packs for him. like.#confluence.txt
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omg also I have so much tea (?) to spill online cuz I can’t do it irl 😭😭😭
#okay SO#i have this long time friend from sec school#Like we’ve known each other 6+ years now and she’s rlly nice and fun#We were much closer abt 4-5 years back when we were in the same class#But other than that we were still kind of close cuz we stay like a block from each other + we shared a class all 4 years of sec school#So now that we’ve graduated from jc we went out etc and and it’s been so fun BUT#she met this guy on discord thru a server and they had/are still having some weird situationship thing#And at first I didn’t mind her telling me abt it etc but I mighttt be a lil tired of hearing abt it#I FEEL SO BAD she’s literally done nothing wrong but idk how to express how im feeling w/out seeming like im NOT 100% supportive of her yk#Like she also had a pick me phase (we were 14 when ELSE were we going to have that phase) and has always struggled a lil w emptions/affecti#Part of which has to do w her parents so also understandable#But I find myself feeling soooo annoyed now#Like recently she texted me that she texted him that she was taking a sm break which was true but now she misses him#And she was like omg I want to turn off my feelings 😭😭😭#It makes me feel JSNXKLDLS girllll what r u doing#grow a backbone??#Maybe it’s also cuz I totally don’t understand what she sees in that guy#Omg I could make a whole other post abt how MEDIOCRE he is jkskdn#but atp im starting to miss her pick me era 😭😭😭 and I feel SO BAD it’s smth I’ve had all my life#I will dislike ppl who I find annoying even when they literally did nothing and are living their best life#KILL ME#it’s okay I’m so normal abt this hehe
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actually nvm im not emo anymore 🤧
#will i ever be truly content with the ending ? no 💀 but ! everyone looks so cute nd im happy that my fav freaks are able to be silly :p#i have mixed feelings on chifuyu narrating this chapter tho lmao 😭😭#i mean its great that he somehow remembers everything that michi went through nd their friendship wasnt lost#BUT I CANT GET OVER THAT LIKE. ONE TAKEHINA KISS PANEL AND ITS JUST HIS UGLY CRYING FACE AT THE BOTTOM 😭😭#i kinda love that for him tho like shit make their day all about yourself king#i wouldn't have taken the whole takehina ending seriously either way#tokrev aint even about them at this point its about the collection of freaks takemichi collected along the way 😭#what other thoughts can i put out there...#omg sanzu being an influencer is such a slay. i love how he looks exactly the same as he did in the bonten timeline#he just slays online now instead of yknow with a katana in real life !#kazus adorable. izanas adorable#I LOVE THAT SOUTH IS JUST THERE. IDK HOW THEY MET IN THIS TIMELINE BUT FUCK IT YEAH HES INVITED WHY NOT#seeing timeskip mikey again just confirms my initial feelings towards manila mikey which is that he was ugly 😭#IDK THE SHORT HAIR DOESNT SUIT HIM IMO 😭 I WAS HOPING THAT WAKUI WOULD GIVE HIM A NEW HAIRCUT THAT WE HAVENT SEEN BEFORE#its ok tho im happy that hes actually happy ! and that the future he wanted with emma and draken and their baby came true 🥲#WAHH THAT TOO 😭 THE FACT THAT THEYRE MARRIED AND EMMA IS PREGNANT WITH THEIR FIRST CHILD LITERALLY SOBBING 😭#its what theyve deserved this whole time !!!!#what wakui did to naoto was a crime tho 😭 why does he look like thatttt#bring back detective naoto 😭 current naoto looks more homeless than takemichi that doesnt sit right with me 😭#im rocking with long hair hanma. shuji just some guy hanma 💀#wakui making mikey looking at takemichi like that the opening panel like we know what they are 🙄 just had to remind us#thats all i think... its finally over 😭 i may have my grudges but i truly loved reading this weekly for over a year it was so much fun 💗
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Why do people pound on the door so aggressively 😭 like you owe them money
And then you open it and it's like a girl scout aggsgsgdgdgd
#marquilla#i think it was someone doing political canvasing since voting is tomorrow bc i know they did that in 2018 or 2020 idr which but they were#clearly prepared to have to convince me and theyre like asking voting shit and im like yup :) yup :) to everything both so theyd leave but#bc it was true and the guy was like okay! great! :D#or it was someone trying to get us to switch electric or gas companies and theyre such pricks ab it here too like they will not leave#and if you just straight up say youre not interested they get so aggressive ab it#one lady said she told them to go away and the guy literally sat on her porch saying he would'nt be leaving until she signed and she had to#call the cops or threaten to for him to leave. like it wasnt just someone being like okay fine well im gonna sit and rest a minute he was#being really creepy ab it 😬 our neighborhood has horror stories ab them bc they're so unhinged#ANYWAY they didnt knock again but it was so loud it scared the piss out of me#our neighbor when she gets our mail by mistake will pound on the fucking windows and she always goes for mine 😭😭😭#like bitch i cant open that one and also you KNOW which one mom opens to grab the mail anyways so stooop
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i do not know if i ever sent this to you. i have posted it. i hope you like it Princess.
#uhhhhhm no you HAVE NOT SENT THIS TO ME BEFORE?!?!#I literally am speechless#I’m not super talky right now#but even if I was I feel like I’d still be fucking speechless#like I already said I love your writing 🩷#and it fucking BLOWS ME AWAY when people write about me or use me as an inspiration#like????????? what??????? me???????????!#I’m going to keep this close to my heart and look at it whenever I’m feeling down#I don’t remember if I said that already but it’s true#I need to get a journal or a cute box to put things like this in so I can just grab it and look through them when I’m feeling shitty#one thing I needed to say is the fact that you shared this with me now of all times??? is kinda crazy to me#idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe/God/whoever/whatever is trying to tell me to go back into music and singing#not going to go into it too much but I’ve been looking at my life a lot lately#and I’m realizing I’m not getting any younger…. I know I’m still young but if I don’t do something soon -#my life is going to completely pass before my eyes and I really really don’t want that#I’m *finally* going to get mental help soon (long story but I have to wait a few weeks)#and once I’m actually mentally stable I can focus on what I want to do with my life#so I’ve been thinking a lot about my performing arts background and then randomly a get an email from a choir director I know#asking if I could please join the choir for their Easter performance cause they could really use my high notes#and she just kept complimenting me and it felt really nice ☺️#then when I went to the first rehearsal I sat next to this girl and we were singing a part and the first sopranos go up to a high A#and I can hit it easily but most of them couldn’t so it felt like I was going this mini solo lol#but she asks me what my range is and I told her that back when I trained I could sing queen of the night which I think goes up to an F6#and she was talking about how impressive that is#and it made me think about if I actually trained and got back into it how good I actually could get#I don’t mean this to be like ‘look at me look at me I’m so good’#it just feels nice to have a little bit of a direction again#who knows if I’ll actually go down the music path again but it does sound damn exciting#I miss it with all my heart - I miss singing and performing and acting… I even miss music theory#anyway rant over and i ran out of space but thank you so much I seriously can’t thank you enough 😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
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