#IM WOUNDED EMOTIONALLY

[cedarbranch]

the good omens finale has broken me. im a changed person

[winchesterhymns]

Wincest makes me physically sick, like I just think about how they're both brothers and how Sam grew up looking up to Dean, and how Dean grew up always worrying about protecting Sam, and ugh all of the shame that both of them must've felt when they realized "I want him"

And omg, the gut wrenching and nauseating feelings they probably pushed down over the years, and how they might feel like God is punishing them, especially when they were teens and all of those insane puberty hormones hit, and omg Dean especially, all of that horrible guilt that must've made him want to cry himself to sleep because he's supposed to be the big brother, how could he want his baby bro like that?

And the fucking co-dependacy and how they can't do without each other and how they'd tell themselves "it's not real, whatever I'm feeling, it's not real, please I can't feel this for him" so they'd try to stay away from each other, BUT THAT'S NOT FUCKING POSSIBLE, all of the silent sobbing and quiet hatred they'd have for themselves, the SHAME UGHHHH

WINCEST SAVE ME, WINCEST, SAVE ME WINCEST

[shaunthesheesh]

The audacity of them to start the movie while Creep by Radiohead plays in the background and Rocket is singing along!

[salemontrial]

My beloved<3

[the-holy-ghosted]

absolutely sucks when youve gone out of your way to watch as many movies as possible and find interviews and read books from your favorite actor and yet all anybody knows about you is the guy who spam reblogs and barks in the tags of pictures of him. its a shame. none of you know i am even less normal than you already think i am

[hella1975]

we may have lost another one to the bisexual hotgirl and straight loserboy agenda but trust i am fighting it comrades 🫡

[waitineedaname]

I finished the first svsss book! my thoughts:

this book immediately latched its hooks into my brain the same way the untamed did. what the fuck. how did it hook me so quickly. I liked the mdzs novels and the tgcf donghua, but svsss and the untamed fucking did something to my brain chemistry

I am such an enormous sucker for Narrative Is Alive stories, especially when both the character and narrative are aware of each other and can interact. Every interaction between SQQ and the System was a delight

Spoiler-y thoughts under the cut

having absorbed most of my knowledge of this series from the fanart put on my dash, I was surprised by SQQ's kindness. I expected him to be a hater (which he is) and kind of detached (which he is, but for dissociating reasons) but his kindness is surprisingly earnest. Sure he tries to couch it in self saving (haha) reasons since he wants to avoid original!SQQ's fate, but he does genuinely seem to care for his disciples quite a bit

speaking of him genuinely caring and the dissociating, HOO BOY. THE GRIEF HUH? "why do my disciples keep claiming I'm out of my mind with grief, I'm feeling and acting perfectly normal" <- says the guy whose days have passed in a haze since he was forced to throw someone very dear to him into an abyss, who has periodically forgotten he's gone and called out to him, who has sat at his grave and mourned. Jesus christ dude. I know the heartbreak points are for Binghe but they are also for me

I was somewhat prepared for Binghe's puppyboy devotion by the fanart, but oh my god this dude has some self worth issues. The guy who has been abusing him suddenly changes his tune and is nice to him, and he's immediately in malewife mode like omg shizun can I cook for you 🥺 shizun can I attend to your every need 🥺 shizun I feel so safe around you 🥺 Binghe babygirl you have serious problems

I was so delighted to meet Shang Qinghua, he's honestly the character I wanted to meet the most and he did not disappoint. what the hell do you mean he transmigrated into an infant

[transmogrified-in-the-void]

Very happy I'm going back to therapy next week

[dipyronegirl]

thinking (and rewatching..) inside job again and i dont think rand is that bad of a father? i mean, he made a lot of mistakes and he doesn’t even feel bad ab it, even tho he traumatized reagan and a lot, but he was never absent. he acts like he cared ab reagan’s career just bc it could help his career, but that’s not true. he pushes her to be the best all the time and it’s bad, but he genuinely cares ab her so much. and the whole ‘creating crises to force her to hang out w him’ thing is fucked up, but it’s cute that he just wants to hang out w her that bad. most fathers literally don’t care enough ab their kids to do any of that. most fathers don’t even know their kids as much as he knows her. maybe my standards are just insanely low, probably, but he’s a better parent than 90% of the parents i know

[note-boom]

At this point, I'm not sure what's going on in the anime AND the manga. But good luck to those of you who are still managing to keep up with it. I wish you....boxes of tissues and/or pitchforks of rage.

[ellie-the-oracle]

Star Wars The Clone Wars: A Series Like No Other

I don't think I will ever be able to truly put into words just how important The Clone Wars is to me, but I will try. This is, arguably, one of the greatest (if not the greatest) series of all time. The impact that I has had on so many peoples lives is like nothing I’ve ever seen. For myself, its impact on my life is one of strongest. 

I, like many others, grew up with this show and loved it right from the very beginning (yes, even the movie and season 1 & 2). I remember coming home from school every Friday to see each new episode. I remember the devastation I felt when the series was cancelled. I remember the excitement I felt when the series finale was announced. The journey that it has taken me on is like nothing I’ve ever or will ever experience again. I grew up alongside these characters, I felt their joy, their hope, their pain and their suffering. When a character died, it was as if I had lost a loved one. No series has ever been able to evoke such strong emotions from me like that and honestly, I’m low key scarred because of it. I’m haunted by the mere thought of character’s deaths (any and every clone, tbh) or whenever I think about the last two episodes of the series. It’s unbearably tragic and heart-wrenching. Whenever I rewatch certain scenes, it ends with me uncontrollably sobbing (I wish I was joking, but no, this happens every time I do my annual rewatch). I seriously will never recover from some of the stuff that happened in this show, that’s how strongly its affected me.

Star Wars The Clone Wars has shaped who I am today and has taught me so many valuable lessons. At least for me, one of the reasons why I love it so much is because it tackles a lot critical issues that are relevant to our real world; the politics are some of my favourite episodes. Brotherhood, friendship, love, morality, loyalty, ethics, courage, honour, redemption, etc. These are but a few themes throughout this series that are impactful to me. Most importantly, this  is what I think of as the core of Star Wars. I know many folks feel the exact same way I do, and that's one of the reasons why I love this community. 

The world couldn't have asked for a better series, nor I, a better story. 

[winterdusktales]

jungshin and her losers signing off

[redstone-sun]

its my first artfight and the website is dead LMAO

i can only do pixel art and traditional art so i know im not gonna do GREAT but im mainly doing it so i can make things for my friends :)

[zhuhongs]

dude miwa is literally taking this rejection the same way i took a breakup in hs. its... eery how similar we are. and thats... hhh self recognition through the other (derogatory) bc miwa... she's got some problems but i do love how multifaceted and flawed she is. bc same here. but man. i get why she's taking shihos rejection so hard but i think Shiho is so real for handling Miwa's feelings the way she did. Given the abusive household she grew up in, Shiho is not equipped to even attempt a relationship with Miwa despite returning her feelings. it so mature on her part. Like she really had the balls to say that she's not brave enough to be open abt her homosexuality and that she'd want to hide it. Not bc of homophobia but hc of her own personal issues and being scrutinzed her entire life and she cant enter a relationship and shrug those real issues off bc it'd impact her and Miwa negatively, thats so mature of her to admit. Like That hurts, its a lot to take in, and Miwa like idolized her so ofc she's taking it badly. but like Shiho was so right for that. she stopped a lot of future heartbreak right there even if it didnt look like it. I love that Shiho wasn't the stereotypical yuri first crush that ended up being straight and homophobic to the MC, she's probably my fav character in all of the manga.

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

I was trying to define how I'm feeling rn and I came up with 'horrible, but in a good way'

[x-letsbreaksomerules-x]

having tranquil hawke thoughts. it’s that kind of night