#samdean thoughts

[winchesterhymns]

Because my being has been enlightened by the divine (wincest), I no longer believe I am able to stomach the mundane (destiel)

[jayjay-thejet-plane]

The Winchester Brothers and the Case of the Mysterious Pretty Pink Panties

…anyone else remember rhonda hurley?

[winbred]

love the wincest community because everyone is genuinely normal but if I wanna say 'hey guys, I think dean wants to cum across his little brothers midriff' ill have like 20 people in 1 hour agreeing with me.

[shadystranger]

dean looks at sam's neck where the vamps had killed him and next time we see them the blood on sam has been cleaned up and he changed into new undershirt with a collar and comfy jacket like

the subtlety of this scene with the obvious implication there was an even more private emotional moment between samdean we weren't exempt to

[future-dregs]

See the thing is that Dean IS obsessive and overbearing, his love is overwhelming and all consuming.

But Sam doesn't feel loved any other way

[bitchface24-7]

I love the dichotomy between Sam and Dean where they see each other in opposite lights. (lowkey a character analysis below)

We’ve seen how Dean views himself. He thinks he’s worthless, weak, stupid, and unloveable. He “hates what he sees in the mirror.”

Sam thinks Dean is amazing. He’s a phenomenal hunter and an even better brother. He stepped up to take care of him when dad fucked off. Dean took care of Sammy in ways most people would never understand. Dean is strong, kind, funny, witty, and undeniably gorgeous. Sam loves Dean with all his heart. No one will ever replace him. No one. Sam cannot live without Dean. If Dean leaves him, he’ll just be surviving.

Sam on the other hand thinks he’s a weirdo, a freak, an abomination. Something to put out of its misery since how could something so disgusting be alive in this world?

Dean thinks Sammy is brilliant. A keen eye and a knack for researching into unknown lore the brothers didn’t even know existed. He’s snarky, snooty, sarcastic, and sweet. Sammy knows the power of both his bitch stare and puppy-dog eyes. Sammy must know he has Dean wrapped around his pinky finger? There isn’t a goddamn thing in this world that tops Sam in Dean’s eyes. Sam is perfect. He’s both beautiful on the inside and out. Sammy is Dean’s priority, his main focus, his baby brother. Eventually it just switches to “mine. mine. mine.” in Deans head. Dean cannot live without Sammy, he’ll k*ll himself before he lives in a world without his baby brother.

Like??? HELLO?!?! I love them so much it isn’t even funny

[waywardsamdean]

Love the fact that after Sam dies and reunites with Dean in heaven he doesn’t look the age he did when he died but instead looks the age he did when Dean died

[yllotie]

Sam, at six years old, is excited to go to school. He thinks he'll meet new friends. John tells both him and Dean to watch their backs and walk to school. Monday to Friday. Dean is only ten but he walks Sam to class and picks him up too. Sam holds Dean's hand tight, and Dean just smiles at him with no words said.

Sam, at eight years old, finds out why John is really always out. He thinks school is his only escape from home, and as long as Dean is there, no matter how many schools they go to, he'll be okay. Dean is twelve now, and he's hanging out with girls more than usual, but Sam can understand it. No one likes boring, and Dean is supposed to be cool. Sam thinks Dean is cool. Dean doesn't pick him up anymore.

Sam, at fourteen, hates school. Dean tries to coax him out by telling him he'll be by his side all the time, and Sam only curls further into the balled up position he's pushed his skin and bones into, for warmth, he says. For familiarity. Dean is eighteen now, and this is the first time in a week that he's come back home. Sam can't bring himself to look at Dean.

Sam, at seventeen, realizes that nowhere is home enough, and he'll never be able to fit in. His dad rarely comes home and Dean is out for weeks now; in bars picking up girls, scamming people for their money at pool. Sometimes both Dean and Dad are home, and Sam thinks it'll be much easier if he did it when both of them are here. He confesses he's going to stanford, and John tells him he has no place in this family. He's free. He feels it in his gut.

Sam, at twenty-three, has a knife lodged in his spine, and he wishes he could curl back into his balled up position. Dean tries to coax him out one last time, and Sam doesn't answer just like he did at eight. Dean cradles him like he used to when he was six, and Sam's hand comes up to squeeze Dean's. Dean let's out a sob. Sam isn't warm anymore, just like when he was seventeen.

Dean, at twenty-seven, lays Sam down on the old worn bed, lifts his cold arm up and shovels himself underneath the space he made to be closer to his little brother. There's the silent flick of the safety going off. And Bobby finds them that way.

[winchester-co]

‘Protect your brother’ (gone wrong gone sexual)

[winchesterhymns]

Wincest makes me physically sick, like I just think about how they're both brothers and how Sam grew up looking up to Dean, and how Dean grew up always worrying about protecting Sam, and ugh all of the shame that both of them must've felt when they realized "I want him"

And omg, the gut wrenching and nauseating feelings they probably pushed down over the years, and how they might feel like God is punishing them, especially when they were teens and all of those insane puberty hormones hit, and omg Dean especially, all of that horrible guilt that must've made him want to cry himself to sleep because he's supposed to be the big brother, how could he want his baby bro like that?

And the fucking co-dependacy and how they can't do without each other and how they'd tell themselves "it's not real, whatever I'm feeling, it's not real, please I can't feel this for him" so they'd try to stay away from each other, BUT THAT'S NOT FUCKING POSSIBLE, all of the silent sobbing and quiet hatred they'd have for themselves, the SHAME UGHHHH

WINCEST SAVE ME, WINCEST, SAVE ME WINCEST

[girlboysam]

dean accidentally bruising sam while sparring and sam later pressing on the bruises while he gets off

[the-dormant-ocean]

Dean, with the voice of a brother fucker who always wanted to fuck his car: Okay, Sammy. Hear me out-

Sam, who was turned into the Impala by Gabriel: No.

Dean: I SAID HEAR ME OUT!

[boypussysam]

happy wincest wednesday for those who celebrate!!

[itsjustwincest]

She curses the hunters with a simple lust spell just before they shoot her through the heart. She dies knowing she got the last laugh, knowing that the next person these brothers would touch would be each other and that they would either die a slow, painful death or go through the humiliation of succumbing to their baser instincts and ruining their brotherhood with the stain of sex.

Little does she know, the brothers return to their motel room and make love in celebration of a hunt well-handled and never even learn that they are cursed in the first place.

[opheliasam]

god he (dean) used to be so different my chest hurts

[samwinchestersgirl83]

See how I ship Wincest and not Destiel? Very psychotically. Very irrationally. Very erotically