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Dean, with the voice of a brother fucker who always wanted to fuck his car: Okay, Sammy. Hear me out-
Sam, who was turned into the Impala by Gabriel: No.
Dean: I SAID HEAR ME OUT!
#Sometimes my mind scares me but now nearly as much as Dean's mind does#I would not touch any of his train of thoughts with a 10 foot pole💀#I am terrified of his mind#supernatural#spn#samdean#wincest
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no no don't talk to me. you're telling me that Blitz and Stolas both have pictures with the other of themselves smiling while the other doesn't? and those are the ones they each keep? you're telling me there is a tangible representation of their different perspectives of their relationship???
Stolas' pictures including a conscious Blitz looking away from the camera and Stolas. Blitz's picture including an unconscious Stolas cuddled up next to him. Because Stolas believes them on equal footing/the same page about what their dynamic is with Blitz just hating every minute of it and Stolas. Because Blitz believes they're on different levels entirely and that the only way he can be content is when the rest of the world (and Stolas specifically) live on without him.
Because Stolas and Blitz are both terrified of being/dying alone, but while Stolas would sacrifice his love for Blitz, Blitz doesn't believe his own love is worth anything to begin with.
#i'm fine#just screaming because LOOK AT BLITZ'S EYES IN HIS PICTURE#he truly treasures that moment#also the fact that we just see one while Stolas has at least three#because Blitz would only take them when he's sure Stolas won't know#Blitz only allowing himself to love Stolas in his mind. his most private and secure thoughts#Stolas being so terrified he's not enough that he overcompensates and love bombs#oh boi here we go mutuals. I'm making posts about this fandom. it's an obsession now#good luck. I am going to be feral about this#helluva boss#hellaverse#blitzo#I can't to the cross-out o on my computer :(#helluva boss blitz#stolas goetia#hold on is stella a goetia#are there non-goetia owls demons?#did they really keep it in the family arranged-marriage this?#anyway#stolitz#blitzo x stolas#stolas x blitz#helluva boss spoilers#kinda???#wait does blitz have a last name
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Prompt 80
So Dan knows that there’s heroes that have gone back in time, he’s aware of that fact. But he doesn’t exactly care and has more important things to worry about. Like the fact that Danny and Ellie are now three years old, right when he’s moving, though maybe that’s a blessing in disguise seeing as the GIW are searching for them in Amity.
But still, he has more important things to worry about than the speedster vibrating five feet away from him. Like making sure Ellie and Danny are alright to visit (ugh) Peepaw Clocky while he goes to work.
Ms. Mercy is not messing around, which he appreciates in a workspace, but he has to wait for another opening in the daycare before he can bring his, as far as everyone else is aware, siblings who he got emergency custody of.
What with how Jazz is interning in Gotham, they figured Metropolis would be safer. Now if the speedster would stop following him, he would really appreciate it. He’s literally just an intern under Ms Mercy as an assistant, not even one of the scientists, and it’s not like his timeline of the end of the world exists anymore!
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#de aged danny#dan works at lexcorp so mercy can have a break some days#Lex sees this as extra useful because dan can double as intimidation and a bodyguard#Oh he's a meta? Oh that's fine- Immune to mind control?! Well seeing as the alien in the city gets mind controlled every week heck yeah#Bart is fuckin terrified when he sees Dan & calls Tim because *holy fuck* it's the thing behind his nightmares#W-with a pair of kids? Fussing over the pair of kids???#Double checking that they have their things to spend the day with their grandpa????#Luthor: If I hire a meta I will have diversity and it's good for PR#Mercy: Yeah I just need to train someone to not take his shit y'know how it is#Dan: I just need enough money to not ask for cash from Vlad I am not dealing with his motherhenning#Dan: I moved away to not be fussed over and I am not dealing with him#Vlad on the phone: Son why am I hearing about being a grandpa why was I not informed :C#Clockwork: Ah yes more time with my grandchildren :) A perfect timeline
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Because in the light, you are untouchable.
(flickering gif/possible eyestrain below the cut)
#rb#my art#ace attorney#klavier gavin#flashing gif#flashing warning#eyestrain#art stuff#i dunno if this counts but#animated gif#when i say may art program *crunched* the gif#i mean it fucking CRUNCHED it look at that thing. tbh i kinda like the uncanny look it gives it though#i am losing my mind about this stupid fictional rockstar. 'hes a diva who freaks out and loses his shit over his keys going missing.'#'lol he even put his logo on his boot prints! haha thats so funny-'#do you understand that every. single. person involved with state v. gramareye felt watched.#the mishams were fucking *terrified* for almost a decade because of the looming threat of kristoph's retribution. and they were right.#zak was putting road behind him for years#hiding in the shadows so he couldnt be found. but he was found anyways.#klavier was kristoph's *brother*. he knows how cruel he can he up-close and personal. but hes not dumb. no#unlike everyone else he chose a strategy that actually worked: becoming so visible that it would be hard to make him disappear quietly.#of COURSE his shoes are like that. you know exactly whose boot prints they are. he plasters that logo on everything. youll know it's his.#ofcourse he made himself so popular. there would be massive public outcry if he was hurt or went missing.#and when he finally returns to the same city as kristoph after his brother's been arrested for murder thinking hes safe?#his keys disappear. why wouldn't he freak out? he's felt the looming weight of a threat to his life over his head since he fled at 17.#he needs his keys to use his bike. to get into his house. to the break locks on his stuff. stuff in his mind kristoph may now have access t#sure hes a diva#but he is also a scared little brother who is doing his goddamn BEST to avoid the painful retribution he knows kristoph had for him#because in the light? you are untouchable#there are too many eyes to see you go
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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.
#I didn’t think such a thing was possible#I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art#like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain#and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace#(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead#and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing#because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all#so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance#but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t#push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and#to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it#I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good#like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking#and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now#(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise#and it’s WORKING#because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage#but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second#this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening#but it is what happening#a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible
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I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy
#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen#hi guys#got another load of trauma from school#and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now#had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way#I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much#I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM#I have no adults I can go to about this#whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind#whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears#she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly#when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt#the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you#I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her#the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities#I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since#vent tw#trauma tw#listen to my gibberish boy#ggod I hate this school
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Went and watched the 2005 Children in Need special bc of the last post:
DOCTOR YOU DICK Rose "Let's go get Jack, he'd know what to do..." Doctor "Oh, he's busy, rebuilding the earth!" Literally any other way to deal with him being dead and also not dead. Would have been better. Oh my god. I think just ignoring him like they did in the show proper was better.
Rose looks so scared of Ten... Of course she thinks he's a different person! Of course she thinks he's been replaced! Why wouldn't she, when everything up to that point would lead her to that conclusion? Things love stealing bodies in Doctor Who, and this is a NEW body.
Rose "Can you change back?" Ten "Do you want me too?" Rose "Yes." Ten "No. I can't. Do you want to leave?" Rose "Do you want me to?" Ten "No! But... your choice, if you want to go home..."
Rose "STOP IT!" Ten "Oh, don't be so dull, lets have a bit of FUN! LET'S RIP THROUGH THAT VORTEX! ...regeneration's going wrong... FASTER! LETS OPEN THOSE ENGINES [unintelligible]" Rose "What's that?" Ten "[unintelligible while smiling]" Rose "Then do something!" Ten "Too late :D!" Rose, scared "YOU'RE GOING TO KILL US!" Ten "Hold on tight :D Here we go! Christmas Eve!" Oh my god?? Ten you are a maniac. This is a good look on you actually. I kind of wish he had kept more of this "regeneration is going wrong and removing his impulse control" personality. It reminds me a bit of Simm Master.
#rose rambles#Ten with his eyes untethered to life or love “I am going to ram this car into a tree :)”#Rose terrified out of her mind having just watched the Doctor 'die' “WHAT THE FUCK.”
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okay well now that's got me thinking about my own complicated and dysfunctional family. what a stab in the heart.
#random thoughts#i think my mother despises my transness because she is afraid i will turn into my father. a “white male”.#she has been oppressed by him so why would i want to be him? am i out of my mind?#i am so conflicted. my father is such a kind man. but he raises his voice. likes things to be a certain way. has a temper.#i was terrified of him. becoming him. so i never once did express anger outwardly.#will not continue on this because it feels rather inappropriate as of now.#ANYWAY. VINCENT MALGRAVE IS COOL AS FUCK. SORRY FOR MAKING HIM REFLECT UPON HIS ACTIONS.
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the constant focus on billy’s ass in addition to them accidentally making him super gay is very funny to me actually
#thinking he’s a bottom isn’t even on me at this point like#what else am i meant to do with that#‘he’s scary he’s mean he’s terrifying’#[insert shot of his ass and another of him having the limpest wrist in indiana]#i’d say just call him a slur at that point but yk#neil had that one locked and loaded#if anyone takes this as top bottom discourse i will be exploding you with my mind btw#anyway#if i was gonna actually talk about it#something something male gaze#something something him being sexualised in a way that’s so reminiscent of how women are that it just adds to his accidental queerness#yeah that
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hello my little buddies in my phone I have reached a state of temporary dormancy because I. Do not know what to come on here to say
#i want to talk trust me but i am m incapable#my mind is a flesh prison#id say hi to all of y'all n such but i am terrified of jumping into dms#wishing everyone in the phone a very nice day tho
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when MF DOOM said theres only 1 beer left
#vent/ a little tiny bit#im good and im strong but also#0__________________________________0#its too real#glad i work mornings every day basically now so i cant be tempted that early lol its a problem#also sorry if this uncomfortable im enjoying my blog as a space to even. express myself maybe#have not had a drinking problem since 2017 until the last 6 months basically#and im having trouble continuing to be (above) strong and good lol#literally i am one not making a caustuit post away from succumbing to the darkness. i love them for reminding me#love is everywhere. love is in all places. strength and patience will find you when you dont expect them#reminds me of 2015 crying myself to sleep from the darkness and the abuse just saying#“at least chef is happy at least chef is happy” over n over#autism special interest isnt just thing i like its thing that makes me feel whole and that i am real#i see myself and myself is real#myself cant handle this but you know who can?#a terrified damaged scientist and the people who love them. who help them beat the odds of the world and their own mind#the reserved and angry scientist who finds his purpose not in the death hes pursued but the only life he would give anything#to preserve and protect and LOVE#these thoughts i can love too..
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who else cannot bear it any longer 🤔
#i think my stepdad is gonna kill me or threaten me somehow but it’s one of those background paranoias#does anyone know what i mean when i say that. like you are so scared of this one thing happening that it plagues yohr mind at times but#it’s in the background so you don’t always show that terrified look/symptoms#like. final destination type of paranoia. sure it MAY happen but that’s not likely#but it’s just been getting worse with the constant nightmares and his weird behavior with JUST me and the amount of times he disappears#i’m not helping myself with these tags am i. man.#but yeah just. gonna draw and write and read … 🩵😊#wish i had a fucking car and wasn’t terrified to drive#not spiderstuff
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that moment when you get hit with an idea for lina x lilia x rollo art right in the middle of a test AND THAT IDEA IS SO GOOD AND YOU NEED TO RUN AND DRAW BUT. CLASSES
#i mean i could draw a sketch here but. what if somebody sees#and i don't have the refs i need with me#so yeah 😔#(it's supposed to be linalilia in their playful land outfits and rollo losing his mind)#i am not a fan of this event but my vision for it is this#lilia takes lina with him even though lina is TERRIFIED and doesn't trust fellow#and then rollo hears about it and goes there because this is NOT a good idea#and lilia is like “come onnn it's gonna be fun <3”meanwhile rollo is going “YOU ARE LITERALLY GETTING KIDNAPPED”#and lina stands there in a “mom i threw up” pose and goes “g-guys do i look pretty”
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I might not have done anything for Niv's birthday, but at least I'm doing some worldbuilding for the tribe he's part of during his childhood
Ain't that something
Anyway here's the do it for him board again cuz i think im morally obliged to post that on his birthday now
happy birthday baby boi
#the myriad tribe gets more and more insane the more i write down about them#theyre real meanies but theyre also so damaged on a bonerotting level#oh i like that word gotta use that in writing somewhere#like every single person in the myriad tribe is#deep down#not okay with what's going on in their tribe#but theyre just so forced to believe that this is the only way they can exist#they do assassination jobs from the good of their hearts#right?#they gotta let only the strongest survive#it's just the only way this will work for all of them#the people in the tribe are just so conditioned to believe this is the only way for them to exist that they force their children into deadl#schooling programs#forcing them to be in line in fear of them being killed in some horrific way#which is why there's such a push on obedience from an early age#“be disobedient and be killed”#which is terrifying but it's so deeply rooted into the people#that when dreamers like Klaus come along#they're immediately ostracized#which is also why kids aren't allowed voices in the tribe and are seen as less than until they've gone through training#to make their rebellion unnoticeable and teach them their voices don't matter#thus making them more obedient#so it's actually not “only the strong can belong” but “only the obedient can belong”#which#how am i ever going to portray this right through writing LMAO#ANYWAY probs to everyone who has read this far#i love the myriad tribe (as in. their deep worldbuilding based lore)#and i love developing them#and i love developing Niv and Klaus' arcs through it#cuz both of them aren't obedient at all and mainly Klaus dodges everything thrown at him in favour of his own mind
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Brandon Sanderson is sick in the brain but the hyper productivity version
#misc#this dude has some problems im telling you#anyway if he could just give 0.5% of his brain capacity...#and here i am#extremely late in all of this book#because since my past horrible years long reading slump#hit on a tsa book#and i have been feeling low for MONTHS not being able to read one his books among of all#so since i started reading again#mind you more than a year ago now#i have been terrified of not being able to read tsa again#and i haven't tried it or any of his other books#because I'm too scared of feeling this guilt again#idk if it makes sense to you#but it does to me#anyway#he just add piles of books i need to catch on#which is not helping me at all
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Alright wait.
The scene in s5 where Scott+Liam learn Mason’s the Beast and then Corey drags him away?
The reason Scott freaked out so hard was because Corey was still in Theo’s Pack and none of then knew him how Mason knew him.
They both fully believed Corey was dragging Mason to Theo.
#aghhh#the two of them only know each other#and then mason ended up with the doctors so they mustve assumed corey gave him to them. but he didnt!#no wonder nobody ever just talks to corey or why liam never fully trusted him#i wish wish wish theyd had some scenes with liam being terrified over where his bff was (in his mind with the enemy)#teen wolf#morey#‘i am unknowable mason hewitt’#corey bryant#mason hewitt#scott mccall#theo raeken#liam dunbar#mason x corey#mason x corey (+hoizer)
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