#miwa is so interesting. this whole manga scratches a certain itch bc its like... exactly my worst nightmare of what would happen if i dated

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dude miwa is literally taking this rejection the same way i took a breakup in hs. its... eery how similar we are. and thats... hhh self recognition through the other (derogatory) bc miwa... she's got some problems but i do love how multifaceted and flawed she is. bc same here. but man. i get why she's taking shihos rejection so hard but i think Shiho is so real for handling Miwa's feelings the way she did. Given the abusive household she grew up in, Shiho is not equipped to even attempt a relationship with Miwa despite returning her feelings. it so mature on her part. Like she really had the balls to say that she's not brave enough to be open abt her homosexuality and that she'd want to hide it. Not bc of homophobia but hc of her own personal issues and being scrutinzed her entire life and she cant enter a relationship and shrug those real issues off bc it'd impact her and Miwa negatively, thats so mature of her to admit. Like That hurts, its a lot to take in, and Miwa like idolized her so ofc she's taking it badly. but like Shiho was so right for that. she stopped a lot of future heartbreak right there even if it didnt look like it. I love that Shiho wasn't the stereotypical yuri first crush that ended up being straight and homophobic to the MC, she's probably my fav character in all of the manga.