#IM SCARED its not usually this embarrassing
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everything i write is possibly all the same but Here have this. its george getting his face fucked. i cant wait to go to bed
#when you tap on a fic and its perfect but then they completely mischarac#erise the characters#leaving and pretending not to be embarrassed#i wanna see pretty boy again#im gonna make a band and call it pretty boy#and listen to Pretty Boy in both senses#oh you fucking wish#anyway#IM SCARED its not usually this embarrassing#i feel like you know when people post those tiktoks that are like#like Im SOrry but i love my pathetic men...#especially when you look at them and they look like theyd make you call them daddy#how i love u role reversals...#ârole reversalsâ there was never a role in the first place#i fucking love lady gaga#ok bye#gatty#OJ MY GOD I HATE TAGGING#george x matty#which way do i put it#matty x george#VOOOOOMIT#my fic tag#ummmm.#if its not rough it isnt fun#blah blah!
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I think we might have trauma tied to the literal feeling of falling asleep/waking up. Like we get nightmares that are just. The feeling of changing concousness but drawn out + adrenaline + terror
#this may be from sleep paralysis? because we also get that sometimes#also sometimes when falling asleep we get like a rush of adrenaline and if we're far enough along well get shot into sleep paralysis or#start half dreaming about being woken up from a coma or dying.#which like 99% of the time is what we want? but then these things hapoen and its like. huh. maybe i DO have a will to live#it feels less like me or another alter and more like the body literally things its dying.#this happens both sober and intoxicated but doesn't seems to happen more frequently when intoxicated which is interesting#if anything its usually easier to push through#but one time we were like super fucking stoned with my ex and i started flipping my shit because im chill like thag#and so he took me out to the car vecasue i was like âi cant be in the house snymore its not safe i cant be hereâ#and he leaves to go get something and im like terrified to fall asleep#it gets worse when im scared sometimes. like a certain type of fear its like horror feeling.#anyways so im trying ot to pass out and im convince if i do ill never come back and my ex enters the car and i start screaming. like bloody#murder. and then HE screams. so then were both screaming. and eventually one of us stops screaming. and i dont remember which one. and i was#like :( im sorry that was really embarrassing but also im still so scared im sorry#and he was like 'its chill.' and then he goes to get another thing later and hes like Dont. Scream. When i get back. Dont Scream.#and i was like . okay đđŒ.#and then he got back and i screamed. but it was easier to stop that time#and then his mom drove us around the neighborhood and i convinced my self that the whole world was just a figment of her imagination#and that really helped for somereason#so.#this kinda got away from me but basically i had one of those drawn out consciousness change night mares last night#dream log
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trying to determine which parts of my relationship with sex are asexuality, which are trauma, and which are autism is like trying to have a conversation with three people talking loudly and all at once
#just to be clear: asexuality as a result of trauma or neurodivergency is still asexuality. full stop no debate.#anyway because i love oversharing on tumblr dot com: feeling very sex repulsed on this day#i was joking with some guy about fighting each other (specifically said ''you ever fight a girl over 200 lbs? id break your ribs'')#and like three different people said something like ''well that would probably turn him on''#and. listen. i get it. that was a joke response to my joke threat#but what i felt in that moment and still feel now requires nothing short of academic study to understand#first of all: how dare they make me feel embarrassed in a social setting when i was doing so well.#secondly: why the fuck would me making a threat make them instantly think of sex#thirdly: how fucked up is my body image that i hear that and immediately think they're all out of their minds#i like fat women. i am personally attracted to fat women. not (usually) sexually but i do think they are very nice to look at#so why is it so hard for me to accept that someone else could find me attractive as well !#i think about being in a situation where a relationship and/or sex is a real possibility and i flinch like its going to hurt me#but why???? where is this aversion coming from !!!!! i am a hopeless romantic i daydream about romance all the time#so whats the deal here. is it subconscious bc of my asexuality and i associate romance with sex?#is it because of my autism where i associate romance with touch and am afraid i am too unempathetic to have a chance?#or (most likely) is it just because im so fucking scared of trusting someone that even the thought makes me nauseous#did this all crop up from a throwaway sex joke? yes#but people don't make sex jokes to me. people don't even pretend to allude to me being cute#this same group of people said a few weeks ago ''at least you're pretty''#which. is not the case!!!!!!! people do not say those things to me because they don't want to even slightly entertain that idea !!!!!!!#and i am extremely tired of having my life upended because of this#i have always been treated like i was ugly and teased about it and i FINALLY have managed to be okay with not being attractive#and now that im okay with it: NOW is when the pretty jokes start. im fucking angry about it actually#i can't be both. i cannot think of myself in terms that abstract. i am one or the other#and this leads me to believe that people think i COULD be pretty. but the catalyst is that i am fat and therefore cannot be attractive#which just makes me more angry!!!!!!!!!!!#how can i be completely indifferent to sex and attraction without seeming juvenile. i don't care so so much#but every time that sort of thing happens i feel like im 13 again and the hot jock is talking to me#i need to be put down. something's wrong with this one (me)#i realize i can't stop people from making sex or appearance jokes but god i wish i fucking could
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feeling like I'm 5 inches tall in a wide open cardboard box with nothing in it and just thinking man.... *I* should be at the club rn....
#i should absolutely not be im just getting desperate i think#i. it does start getting Bad for me when the cold weather starts hitting#'it' meaning Being Chilly spurring touch starvation spurring crushing loneliness. as you do#this is my first winter Single in a good while and its not like my amount of useless yearning is any Less than usual but#i dont have anybody to direct it at this time so ill just die!#its not even a romantic thing inherently its just a closeness thats less of a hurdle to get to in a relationship than a friendship#i have a total of one friend im cuddly At All with and thats like. lean on shoulder. thats the most i can manage without getting scared boys#its a lot. i dont actually want to be at the club or at the bar or any sort of party or gathering i dont really want to meet people#i just go out hoping somebody will come up to me and love me. though thats not really what i need exactly its the easiest method#wah sorry not to get sappy out here#this happens whenever it starts getting cold!!! i start getting sad!!!!#dont rb this one please ill feel Embarrassed about it#veespeaks
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bello, not sure if your taking requests so this will be my little thirstđŒ
was thinking about the elf bf and how intimacy is so foreign to him! How good your touches feel on his heated skin but what was this odd feeling? The coil in his tummy getting tighter with each grind of his hips on your thigh. The feeling felt so weird.. it feels good? is this good? he doesnât want to disappoint you, or worse, scare you away! so he stops himself, letting his hips slow their grind for a moment. Inadvertently edging himself!
id like to imagine if he touched himself he would stop before cumming as well, he doesnât know what it is! it feels so odd, makes him feel hot all over!
After he slows his grinds, you would be a bit confusedâŠ, does he not want to cum? or does he want to wait til your inside him? it takes a bit before you even think that maybe he hasnât gotten that far before, the idea that you get to corrupt him making your face heat. Goodness he would be so pretty, teary eyes begging for you to slow down. Hips bruised from how rough you had grabbed him!
and to think, when he finally cums? its so overwhelming. heat spreading through his body, mind numbing as his legs twitch slightly? his pretty cock leaking onto his stomach? GOOD LORD I NEED ITđ„đ„đ„
ty for listening nobuđ«¶đŒ we love you pls dont die
(low key my first ask, hope you enjoyed as i dont write much)
bellooooo, me is not taking requests for now but im still open for brainrots/thirsts!!!!
good lawdddd yâall gotta stop corrupting me more, my horny level canât keep up guys. so i havenât read the history of middle earth and all abt the biologies and cultures of the races tolkien created but i have come across multiple posts or points of people pointing out that sex and intimacy is an extremely important and raw thing. like how a constant friction creates fire over time and how that fire spreads into a wildfire that consumes everything, thatâs how it is to elves and their culture. courting is important and it could go for a very long time until they decide to officially tie the knot. yet even after getting married, the consummation wonât happen in a while, first the couple must at least intertwine their fĂ«a (soul) and so, the consummation act is more intense and powerful. its a very draining thing, when elves fuck, they fuck. long and hard, probably all night and into the next morning and even evening perhaps. theyâre immortals, they have a monster amount of stamina
so with this info in mind, u gotta realize that elves do have knowledge of sex, how it usually feels etc and how near sacred it is to their kin. love is a fragile thing that will cross their eternal life only once and when they love, boy do they love. yet something tells me that despite having knowledge of sex, masturbation and other fleshly pleasures, they donât participate in it much. its like they barely have anything that gets them pent up or sexually frustrated until they fall in love. and if it is a mortal? oh boy, they are confused and yearning. itâs like an instant neuron activation for them
the poor elf would barely know what to do with these thoughts and imaginations of you and him in such a compromising position. images of you guiding him through your first times together, holding hands, whispering sweet nothings into his sensitive, pointy ear while he shrivels with embarrassing noises on your lap. oh how those calloused, hardened hands would feel when tightly fisting at his cock, draining him dry and milking every last drop of his cum. how those long, thick fingers would feel when thrusting inside him, scissoring him open and making him squeal. good god, donât even get him started on the dirty images he thinks of you when he looks at those arms and thighs of yours, heâs imagining himself riding that muscle until he soils his pants or how your hands would push his head down to fully swallow your cock into his throat
would it taste as how it is described in the eroticas? would your precum be salty as your thick cock head pushes past his soft lips with your soothing voice instructing him to âopen wide, puppyâ? would you be so mean as to fist at his gorgeous locks and fuck into his mouth, use him to your own pleasure? he would be a good puppy for that, taking whatever you had to give him with red cheeks and hands obediently held on his lap. like a good puppy, he would open his mouth, tongue out like an eager little dog waiting for the taste of his favorite snack as you stroke your dick, a low moan falling as he finally taste your load shoot into his awaiting open jaws
and when his dirty thoughts are finally granted and turned into reality? heâs a goner. scrambling on his feet, tripping over his words, mind blanking as he feels your hands grope his ass over the linen of his pants. feeling like a young ellon rather than the full grown elf he is when your hands fiddle with the buckle of your belt, gulping down the saliva in his mouth as he sees your strap spring out of your undergarment
with a shaky hand, he would grip your strap, meagerly stroking his hands up and down with a stuttered âi-is this okayâŠ?â oh dear stars, how badly you wanted to just fuck him dumb right then and there, seeing the cute pouting lips, big eyes staring at you for an approval as he weakly asks for your preference. how fast he is to crumble when he feels your rough hand wrap around both your and his own dicks, stroking them together with a slow pace, occasionally spitting on them. his mind was already blanking, and he was sure that he had already came into your hand the moment you touched him
âw-wait aâannh!! mmh uhnngâĄïž h-hold owwnnâĄïž i ju-ust c-came! i came alreanngh already...âĄïž!!â the poor elf weakly cried out, falling back into the sea of soft pillows as his hands shook by his chest, where he held them close to himself. he was sure you could hear the rapid beating of his heart, embarrassed by the noises he kept letting out despite biting down on his lips to shut himself up. poor sweetheart, doesnât even know that the thing dripping down onto his stomach is his pre-ejaculation and not his cum! âshh shh⊠itâs alright, darling. iâll be sure to teach you all about the fleshly pleasures tonightâĄïžâ and you were going to absolutely ruin him
sweet virgin elf who crumples into a heap of mess after experiencing his first cum. moaning and even squealing as his hands flailed around, unable to choose whether to hold onto your arms or to claw at the blanket beneath himself as you continue to keep going despite his whines of having already came. you were so mean, quickening your pace and even squeezing your dicks together, he was so sure that he blacked out when you first did that or swiped a thumb over his oozing tip. arms covering his face to hide the flush of his cheeks and the drooped ears, crying out to you that he was going to die. so dramatic
âsh-stooohpp..! stop stopstopstopâstop itâĄïžâĄïž! i came!! i nyaagh ungh guhcâcame! i alreaawdyy cameeâŠâ„ïž!â the elf cried out, already slurring his words together as his hips grind back and forth on the bed until your free hand comes up to keep it down in place with a bruising grip. your sweet boyfriend could only cry out, a broken whine falling as he shook his head, looking down at your hand that held down his hip before shifting to look at where your cocks were touching. held together in a tight fist, your hand already soiled with his cute load of precum as well as his stomach. he never noticed it before but gods, your strap was dwarfing him in size and girth. he would surely die if he takes that big thing inside himself!
but when you donât seem to hear his pleas and only continue to fuck your strap and his weeping cock together in a faster pace into the tight grip of your fist â even rocking your hips forward too! â the poor elf was sure he was going to see the bright skies of valinor that night. whimpers turning into broken wails, punched out sobs of your name falling out of his now bloodied lips as he covers his face with his hands. he could feel the hot tears that fell from his eyes, wiping them away with cute pathetic sniffles as you tighten your fist just at the heads. another squeeze and one more before he was crying out your name in a shrill scream, his legs around your hips tightening, shaking even, as he finally feels himself cumming alongside you. translucent colored seeds mixing together, dirtying his stomach and even shooting up to his heaving chest
ââŠs-shoo goowdd⊠aaanh hhagcââĄïž c-cum..â„ïž cumming âgainn hhgaaaâ„ïž ughk haahg [n-naawme], [namenamenamenaâ]â„ïžâ„ïžâ the elf sobbed out weakly, a putty in your hands as he feels his cock slowly grow flaccid. if it werenât for the rough pads of your fingers tracing circles around his clenching rim and the feeling of your clean hand push away his hands from his face, your elf bf would have most definitely been sure that he had died and was re-embodied. yet despite the fuzziness in his brain and the way his blood seemed to circulate too quickly through his veins, his body unconsciously pressed itself against you, against your fingers as if seeking for more pleasure
thats enough thirsting yall, go do yalls assignments
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Would that IÂ | Spencer Reid x Fem!ReaderÂ
In which Spencer reid will lose all his iq when he sees a pretty women.Â
Warnings: None! Just silly fluff
a/n: I really liked this one. Love to think about spencer being extremely obvious when he has a crush. Also, there might be some spelling errors bc iâm writing in a really old computer, sorry!! Promise to revise it as soon as i get my normal one back.Â
It was a wednesday. Today, all you guys had to do was paperwork, so you and the team planned to go to a bar after the shift, so you figured youâd go a bit more dressed up. You decide to put on a long black dress that you had recently bought. It was not scandalous, just a bit more form fitting then what youâd usually go for a day of work.Â
You ended up arriving a little late, and everyone was at the briefing room having a reunion. You entered just as Spencer was explaining some detail about the case you guys had just closed and needed to organize the paperwork for. Everyone turned at the sound of the door opening.Â
â Hey guys, sorry for being late. The traffic was horrible todayâ You say, a little shy at everyoneâs attention being at you.Â
â Donât worry, Reid was just telling us some details for the reportsâ Hotch says, and you turn to give a little smile to spencer, to which he replies with a small wave and you think you notice him blushing a little, but you figure itâs probably the summer weather.Â
âWhere are you going all dressed up princess?â Morgan asks, in his usual flirty tone
âOh, i just wanted to change up a bit since weâre going out tonight!â You say, blushing a bit at the fact they noticed it
âYou look beautiful, honey!â Garcia says, smiling at youÂ
âThanks pen, im happy you liked itâÂ
 âOh someone definitely liked itâ Emily says, looking at spencer, which previously was staring at you like you were water in the desert and now is clearly and undeably blushing.
â Stop it, i did not- I mean I like it just not especially .. i mean, you look great!! Like always!!â Spencer says, extremely embarrassed and also scared to hurt your feelings
â Thanks spenceâ You say, laughing at the situation and how worried he wasÂ
 âHey spence, what are the 6 first Pi numbersâ Emily asks, with a grin on her face
Still flustered spencer answers âIts 3, 14189âÂ
âItâs actually 3, 14159 spenceâ Emily says, now laughingÂ
âOhh so it is true that spencer reid will lose his genius iq at the sight of a pretty womenâ Derek replies, laughing at the situation
"What?! Iâm not. Thats nonsense, Letâs just move on guysâ Spencer replies, his face more red now if that is even possible.Â
You guys laugh for a bit and then get back to the topic of the meeting, you just think of it as the team picking on Spencer as they usually do until you overhear emily whispering to garcia.Â
âTheyâre so oblivious, i wish we could tell them about how they feel about each otherâ
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hello tobi!! how are you doing?? đ„° could i request hashira men x reader where reader is a really strong hashira but sheâs scared shitless of needles. and then shinobu is like everyone has to get this shot/vaccine and when the hashira finds out the reader is scared of needles heâs like wtf youâve literally been through hell fighting demons, how does this scare you?? (yk im already gna say this, but can you focus on gyomei please hehe) thank you! âșïž
Hello again s8tnn!! (satan??đ) believe it or not I'm Gyomei's biggest stan now thanks to you. I've been putting my whole writussy into all the headcannons I write for him.
Let's get right into it!
| Having to get a shot |
-super strong (or so we thought) reader x hashira men
Featuring: Gyomei Himejima, Shinazugawa Sanemi, Tomioka Giyuu, Kyojuro Rengoku, Iguro Obanai and Uzui Tengen.
Gyomei Himejima
The only person who wasn't giving you a dirty look in the room right now was Gyomei.
With the emergence of an upper ranking demon that was able to turn humans into his subjects with a myriad of flu-like symptoms, Shinobu had mandated all the demon slayers both hashiras and regos alike, take the vaccine she had developed.
Just last week they were all praising you for taking down over a hundred demons yourself, calling you the greatest hashira of your breathing technique. And now here you were, a total of five of Shinobu's assistants having to hold you down to take your shot.
You hadn't meant to freak out, you didn't even know you were afraid of needles so you stayed calm at first. All your calm however flew out the window when shinobu whipped out her eight inch needle. (yes i looked it up, its fucking real)
You jumped up, shoving everyone out of the way and making a mad dash for the door. The assistants fumble to grab you, your evasive skills proving top notch. It took a coordinated effort to wrestle you onto the bed, the assistants holding you down while shinobu tries to administer the vaccine as fast as she can, hiding her amusement as you screech.
Gyomei observes in surprise the whole time. He gets up walking over to your terrified form before ordering the assistants to release you. When they do, you immediately cling to him for dear life.
âBreathe,â he murmured, his voice calm and grounding. He wraps his arms around you, sitting on the bed, holding you steady. âYou have endured worse than this.â
With his steady presence, you managed to endure the shot. It stung, but just like that Gyomei managed to turn another unbearable situation around just by being him.
âThank you Gyoâ you whispered afterward, your cheeks burning. You glanced around the room, the amused assistants quickly looking away when you glared at them. Oh you were so going to avoid them forever.
âIt is nothing to be ashamed of, even the strongest have fears.â
Shinazugawa Sanemi
The second you jumped off the bed and bolted, Sanemi was the first to grab you.
âWhat the hell are you doing?!â he barked, crossing his arms as he pushes you back unto the bed. âYouâre supposed to be a Hashira, not some scaredy catâ
You nod sadly at Sanemi's harsh words, gulping as you take in the sheer size of the needle.
"Will you please hold my hand?..."
He scoffs turning away "No."
âJust get it over with already. Youâre embarrassing yourself and us.â
With a great deal of coaxing and reassurance from Shinobu, she eventually administers the vaccine and sends you on your way.
The second you step out of the room, Sanemi immediately grasps your hand and tugs you into his chest, cradling your head. A huge contrast to his cold behaviour from earlier.
"I knew you could do it..." he mumbles gruffly, scoffing when he looks down at you and your expression of betrayal, knowing exactly what you're thinking, He's a piece of shit.
"What? I have a reputation to uphold..."
"Seriously?..."
Tomioka Giyuu
Giyuu had been standing quietly near the window, leaning back on it, his ankles crossed. He watches the chaos unfold with his usual stoicism, painted with a hint amusement. When you finally stopped struggling long enough for the assistants to pin you down, he spoke.
âDo you really need five people to hold you down for this?â
You shot him a glare, your face red with embarrassment. âIf youâre not going to help, then just shut up Tomioka!â
He tilted his head slightly, his gaze unwavering. âI donât see what the big deal is. Itâs just a needle.â he shrugs stepping closer.
âYeah, well, not everyoneâs got emotions of steel like Giyuu Tomiokaâ you snapped, gripping the bed frame for dear life.
Giyuu blinked, his expression unchanging. âYou don't need emotions of steel for this...just the regular will do...â
âOh, yeah? Then come over here and hold my hand!â
To your surprise, he actually did, his hand cool and steady in yours. The room fell silent as he watched Shinobu administer the shot, his calm presence oddly soothing.
When it was over, he pulled his hand back and pats your hand softly.
ââŠThanks,â you muttered, still feeling a little shaken.
He nodded once. âI'm always here for your meltdownsâ
"Hey!"
Kyojuro Rengoku
Kyojuroâs laughter rang out the moment you tried to flee. âHa-ha! Fear not, y/n You are strong and capable!â
âThen you take the shot for me!â you plead as the assistants pleaded with you to go back to the bed.
Kyojuro knelt beside you, his hands on his knees as he gave you an encouraging smile, the laughter gone. âThis is but a fleeting pain, one that will pass as quickly as a spark. Youâve faced demons, this is nothing compared to that!â
âEasy for you to say,â you grumbled. âYouâre not afraid...â
He lifts your chin up âYour fear is nothing compared to your braveryâ he declared. âNow, sit tall and proud! I will hold your hand if need be!â
Before you could protest, he grasped your hand in his own, his warmth and energy oddly reassuring. By the time Shinobu administered the shot, his boisterous encouragement was all you could hear.
âWell done!â Kyojuro said proudly, giving your shoulder a hearty pat. âYou have overcome this challenge with great strength!â
"Yes yes, thank you kyo"
Iguro Obanai
Obanai stood quietly in the corner, Kaburamaru coiled around his shoulders. He didnât say a word as you ran for the door, nor when the assistants leaped after you.
It wasnât until you were borderline attacking the poor assistants that he finally spoke, his voice low and unimpressed. âThis is unbecoming...â
Your head snapped toward him, your eyes filled with sorrow and despair. âHave you seen the size of that thing?!â
His eyes narrow as he steps closer to Shinobu, peering over her shoulders to see the needle "let me see..."
His eyes nearly bulge out of his head as he takes in all eight inches of it. "Do I have to take that too..."
When Shinobu confirms, he pales. He eyes slowly meet yours, a small scowl forming on his face at your now smug smile.
He silently steps closer, taking kaburamaru off his neck and placing him in your lap before basically running out the door "You're on your own y/n..." you can barely hear him call as he makes his way down the hallway.
"Hey! what?! Go after him too! If I have to do this, so does he!"
Uzui Tengen
âEmbarrassing?â Tengen cackles as he twirled one of his rings between his fingers. âNo, no, this isnât embarrassing. This is unflashy!â
You shot him a withering glare as you squirmed, casting shinobu a nervous glance. âYou're not helping Uzui...â
âOh, but I am,â he said, crouching next to you. âWhat you need is a lesson in bravery! Shinobu, hand me the needle, Iâll take the shot.â
She smacks his hand away with a deadpan look, he had already taken his.
Tengen leaned closer to you. âListen, little butterfly. Youâre ruining your image here. I know you can take it ok? just do itâ He grins, squeezing your shoulder in encouragement.
âJust do it? Gee why didn't I think of that...â you muttered in exasperation at his stupid suggestion as Shinobu finally jabbed the needle into your arm, mid-distraction.
Tengen grinned. âSee? I knew my presence alone would make it bearable. Youâre welcome!â
"Shut up..."
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Thoughts on poly with satosugu
a/n: long post LOL enjoy
howd you manage to get two of the most caring yet annoying boyfriends ever??? they feed off each others energy sm itâs insane lol good luck. but not in a bad way of course. it def started out when one man of the two was frustrated with the stagnancy and the mixed signals between the three of you that gojo decided to confess and the both of you dated for a while.
geto didnt rlly wanna intrude and felt bad even tho you three were still eye fucking basically every time u were in a room together. gojo was the first to ask you about it âno because ive thought of it tooâ and gojoâs face lights up bc teecchnically hes been texting geto always how its been a dream to date you even tho it rubs in the wound a little. but itâs ok!!!! im sorry suguru!!! all three of you are together now !!!!Â
to start off they are very physical and clingy. always need to have some part of their body on you. gojo prefers the arm slinging over your shoulders, geto prefers a more subtle arm around the waist. ppl r always starin when you three go out đ but itâs so cute lowkey! gojo is usually the upbeat one, suggesting dates and places to go and things to do, creating the gc between the three of you (if u didnt alr have one), keeping the relationship fresh with a lot of questions. geto contributes more to the practicality of the rs?? not to say he doesnt talk or is passive in the poly rs but heâs more of a getting groceries, lounging in the back watching the two of you talk excitedly bout digimon, and likes the household chores kind of guy.
it feels like if i say this itâs too cheesy but gojo feels like a sunrise: the dawn of a new day and the adventures that it may bring while geto is like sunsets: the dusk of winding down after the exciting day and youre always craving both. gojo and geto complete each other in countless other ways too and the dynamic you three have is super adorable.
ill highlight a few scenarios bc theres too much potential and power w/ poly stsg!! watching movies: geto us usually okay with anything u two pick out and gojo picks out some psychological horror for funsies but hes screaming into getoâs arms at every jumpscare đ the popcorn goes everywhere good lord. you and geto laugh (in the case youre not too afraid of horror) laugh at gojo and pepper him in kisses even when he puts the blame on you for choosing this movie. âtoo scared that youre placing the blame on our poor (y/n)?â gojo tsks and swats away getoâs hand but is soon distracted by you pulling u into your embrace lol <3 the usual movie positions are like this: either the both of you latch onto getoâs sides, or youre tucked into geto and gojo sits on the floor, your head in either manâs laps and your feet on the other, you squashed in the middle of them both, gojo tucked in your hug while you are tucked in getoâs <333
going grocery shopping: itâs stocking up time and geto cant possibly handle bringing back all the groceries by himself so he brings you along and also (reluctantly) brings gojo. main reason is bc gojo likes to put a lot of things in the cart and begs with his pretty eyes of his that geto always gives in đ youre like semi-focused on the task. you put together the grocery list but then youre getting distracted when you see the fruits section and point at it excitedly to geto. gojo is somewhere in the store. sometimes you lead the expedition, pushing the trolley as geto and gojo walk together a few steps behind hand in hand. it changes a whole lot.
sometimes geto will head off to get something and youre left to push the trolley, with gojo by your side kissing your temples walking by your side. they will both sometimes play pranks on you and go off without telling u and run around the store hoping you wont find them LMAO, or even be so so embarrassing dancing in the middle of the aisles or putting their face up to the cameras that broadcast the footage on big tvs âŠ.. also once you guys lost gojo and you had to make an announcement at the counter to call for a six foot man to meet you two at the cashiersâŠ.
itâs easy to feel insecure sometimes, or rather not getting enough love / feeling left out bc sometimes they both click so well together you cant understand their inside jokes or they act like boys again, hitting and laughing to each other about shoko fumbling utahime again or something. they apologise profusely, feeling guilty that they even made u feel like that, esp gojo since he has a tendency to initiate a lot of those jokes which you dont understand, or talk about man things lol. youre the sole focus of their eyes always and they show it even more today by pampering you, having a sleepover ish date night, you paint each otherâs nails and do some skin care, gossip a little. geto and gojo compliments you a lot, even more so during this bout of insecurity. they fight over who gives better compliments đđđđ
but either way you bring both of them in to kiss them as a thank you. itâs so difficult to choose between the both of them for cuddling too bc theyre so warm always. you curl into geto first bc on this night you guys picked your fav movie (which also happened to be gojoâs fav) but you were feeling tired asf so the former let you rest up on him while hte latter had his eyes glued. and later when geto needs to clean up he passes you to gojo gently and you adjust yourself against his lanky body <3333 âsheâs just so cute, ainât she?â geto smiles, brushes your hair out ur face, placing a peck on your forehead and another on gojoâs lips. ârest up first, both of you. iâll come in soon.â
overall best boyfriends ever; let me highlight some more scenarios which i think would happen: coddling over you when you get your period. geto holding your tummy and massaging it while gojo feeds u snacks. fighting over the blanket between the three of you. gojo runs cold at night, geto runs a little cold too so youre usually the mediator between the two of them. âjust buy a bigger blanket!!!â and gojos up and ready to head out at 3am. âgo to sleep satoru the stores not open rn.â âtheft exists.â âno!â sometimes youd go on individual dates when the other cant make it, esp when you three have busy schedules. either two will ALWAYS promise to shower the third in affection once they return home from the date! sometimes when you three need to visit weddings, youâd be squashed in the middle dancing with them, two towers and the shorter one in between that it looks a little comical.
fighting about whose music is the best in the car and fighting over the au, fighting abt who gets to drive. gojo tries to squeeze into the stick shift bc sometimes he misses you two in the back seat :(((( they let you sit down on public transport if the car isnt possible. scary dog privileges, two of them. gojo sneers at anyone who wants ur number and tells them off, geto glares quietly, gojo thinks its bc of him but actually itâs all getoâs doing LMAOAOAO. loving the kisses they both give you: gojo a little more excitable and getoâs sensual and slower, will also fight over who you should straddle when your making out but u give them both equal attention. one will take over the other whos preoccupied with your lips. geto littering kisses down your neck while youre busy with gojoâs lips and vice versa đđđ
sigh id love to be in a poly rs with them and id love to write n*sfw but my hands hurt toodles (i do have a stsg ask that is smutty tho ... will write that soon muahahha)
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the drive-in â hamzahthefantastic
summary: after being just friends for a while, one night at a drive-in theater changes everything.
contains: smoking, making out
a/n: i havenât written anything in literally two years but the hamzah edits have brought me back to writing fan fictionâŠ. also i did not proofread sorryâŠim lazy!
after bringing down all the seats in hamzahâs car and spreading several throw blankets around, the two of you laid comfortably in the back. you had convinced him to take you to the drive-in to see the newest addition to the âxâ trilogy- âmaxxxineâ, promising that youâd help him edit his next youtube video.
as the movie begins, you two settle underneath a large blanket, laying just a foot apart. hamzah pulls out the small weed pen that always seemed to be in his pocket. without saying a word, he instinctually hands you the pen and turns to look at you. heâd always enjoyed watching as youâd bring the small device to your lips and gently blow out the smoke. in the past, heâd told you that he liked to watch you smoke because the way you coughed after each hit was funny.
the reality was that he just found you so fucking pretty. he couldnât help but stare at the way your soft lips pursed together and your cheeks hollowed out when you sucked from the pen. and he absolutely loved the big smile youâd give him while trying to contain your cough.
âgod this thing is so burntâ, you chuckle, handing it back to him.
âi know, iâm gonna get a new one tomorrow so we can finish this one tonight.â hamzah explained before taking a hit. you admired him as he closed his eyes and tilted his head back before releasing the smoke from his mouth. god he was so hot. youâd always found him attractive and smoking made those thoughts in your head grow louder.
after passing the pen back and forth for a while, you two could no longer focus on the thriller movie playing in front of you- the weed making you both so giggly and talkative.
âbro remember when you fell at the fair,â hamzah says, out of breath from laughing at the memory.
âstop, that was so bad! i literally still have a scar from that, look!â you lift your forearm to his eye level, revealing a small, red scar near your elbow.
his fingers trace the small scar. âyou only had half a white claw and it had you falling overâ, he laughs.
âshut up- i tripped on your big ass foot and you know it.â
âyeah, yeah, whatever- hey whatâs even going on right now?â he gestures to the movie.
âi have no clue.â your reply, sending you both into a laughing fit. as your laughter begins to fade, you turn to look back at hamzah. the moment you two make eye contact, his smile fades. he stares and stares and stares. leaving you in a confusing, unnerving silence.
âuh- well even though weâre not even watching the movie, thank you for doing this with me.â you break the silence, giving him a small smile. âiâve had a pretty shitty week, so i needed this.â
âyeah me too.â his voice is soft, quieter than before. âi always feel better when iâm around you.â
you smile. you werenât used to hamzah saying sweet things like that- you two were always so unserious when talking.
âi- uh iâve always liked being around you and talking with you,â he looked around nervously. âand i always thought weâd be just friends but y/n, i like you. i like you- not just in a friend way.â he admitted- the weed making him feel a little bolder than usual.
you giggle, âthank god because iâve had the most embarrassing crush on you for so long.â
hamzahâs eyes light up, âand you never said anything?â he laughs.
âno, i was scared you didnât like me like that!â
he smiles widely, âi like you like that.â he reassures.
you start retelling the story about when you guys first met, revealing that you had liked him ever since then. his eyes are locked on yours- occasionally glancing down at your lips. as youâre talking, his hand finds its way to yours- gently laying on top of it. it lingers there for a few seconds before tracing up your arm. his cold fingertips drag along your forearm, all the way up to your shoulder, and to the side of your neck. eventually, he places his hand on your cheek. he rubs his thumb back and forth as you continue talking, but you soon go quiet. his touch causing you to lose your train of thought.
you stare into his big brown eyes- smiling at what a sweet moment this was.
ây/n, can i kiss you?â hamzah said softly. a light nervous chuckle echoed at the end. you nodded quickly, looking up at him through glossy eyes.
he wasted no time connecting his lips with yours. his hands cradled your face as he kissed you softly.
the kiss was innocent. slow and sweet. but as you grew comfortable, it became apparent that there was a certain hunger within both of you.
his hands move from your face down to your waist. he pulls you in closer, pressing your bodies together.
you part your lips slightly, allowing his tongue to slip into your mouth effortlessly. his hands grab ahold of your hips before shifting your bodies so he could hover on top of you.
the kisses get messier and messier. he pulls away, planting a kiss on your jaw.
âbeen..waiting..for this..for sâ long.â he says between the kisses heâs leaving along the side of your neck.
you hum as he continues kissing down to your collarbone. you grip onto his biceps as his fingers slide under the thin straps of your tank top.
just before he can continue, a loud scream erupts from the screen. being brought back to reality, the two of you stop. the thought of you two hooking up at a drive-in move like teenagers makes the both of you laugh.
he lays down aside you once again, draping his arm over your shoulder. âweâll continue this later- without the sounds of people getting murdered in the background yâknow.â
âyeah iâd like thatâ, you smile. âbut take me out to dinner first.â you tease.
âoouu,â he chuckles at your comment. âweâll go wherever you want.â he states before planting a kiss to your temple and turning his attention to the movie.
a/n- i feel like this is so bad and cringe and kinda short.âŠi just may never write againâŠ.jkâŠbut seriously donât judge i havenât written in forever jus wanted to write something for funsies
let me know if u guys want more k bye muah
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it's been awhile
aubrey x reader
warnings: smut, aubreys strap game on 10, swearing
"i'ma ned you deeper than six, it's not a coffin"
sex with me (rihanna, 2006)
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"aubrey, you've lost your rabbit ass mind if you think that is going inside of me."
laying in our bed, fully ready to have hot, sweaty, sex with my hot, sweaty, sexy girlfriend, i was thrown off when she pulled away from our kiss to ask me a question.Â
"you still want the strap baby?"
do i want the straaaaap????
the fuck kinda question is that??
"yes, please." i nodded my head.Â
the smile that grew on her perfect fucking face was doing things to me as usual, but when i saw her walk into that closet in nothing but her briefs?
BAM! pussy flooded.
but as i waited for her to get what she needed, my mind started running.Â
i haven't had anything but fingers since junior year of highschool.... im a senior in college.
how much do i need to prepare myself?
is she just gonna go for it or is she gonna make this easier for me?
but when i saw her walk out of that closet with the harness around her waist and the length of the strap the only thought i could form is...Â
HO IS U COO????
which brings us to my first statement.Â
"aubrey, you've lost your rabbit ass mind if you think that is going inside of me."
and this girl had the AUDACITY to giggle as my frustration. "you talk allat shit but can't take dick?"Â
"its been awhile bro, that shit's gonna hurt." i said sitting up on my elbows and fully looking at the length of her..... enhancement.Â
its big. not ridiculously big, but big enough to make me question why the fuck was i the one that suggested we do this.
suddenly, aubreys long-legged ass is stalking towards me and laying besides me, strapless.Â
when the fuck did she take it off?
her hands move a curl from my face, and her dark brown eyes lock with my even darker brown eyes.Â
"you really think i'd hurt you?" she spoke so softly, i remembered who i'm dating.Â
" i know you wouldn't."
"so why you scared?"
"i'm not scared... more nervous."
her soft lips meet mine for a second before she says "i got you."Â
and all i could do was nod because i knew she was telling the truth.Â
but she didn't get up.Â
she kissed me. deeply. slipping her tongue into my mouth and slipping her hand down the front of my body, leaving a trail of pure heat on her wake.
and i was wet, practically dripping as i unconsciously spread my legs for her. i was a mess, and it was honestly embarrassing.Â
everyone else knew me as aubrey's loud, smart mouth girlfriend, but when it was just us two? when aubrey and i were all over each other, the only thing i could think about was her mouth on mine, my mouth on hers, my everything on hers.
i must have been moaning too much because aubrey slid two of her fingers past my lips, silencing me as her teeth scraped my nipple.Â
but even with my mouth full of her slender digits, i sucked in a gasp when i felt her bare knee slid between my legs, relieve a fraction of the frustration that was building in my core. i dug my nails into her shoulder and tried my hardest not to bite her fingers off. i didn't hesitate to grind into her knee like a bitch in heat, trying to give aid to my aching clit. but it wasn't enough. i needed more. and i had no problem asking for it.
"more.." i whined but my demand was muffled by her fingers so after she removed them, i repeated myself. "more, aubrey-
i was cut off by my own moan when her perfect lips attached to my clit and sucked. my eyes rolled shut as i arched up into her, feeling my legs practically tremble when her tongue started circling my click with the speed that always drove me insane.Â
"fuck- yes, right there-" a plethora of loud moans left me when she sucked even harder. "oh my god, right there, please..."
aubrey hummed into me, vibratinf my core and managing to send me further to my peak.
and right when my legs tangled around her shoulders and my nails gripped the sheets for dear fucking life, she pulled away.Â
i squeezed the sheets even harder as panted. "aubrey," i eyed her as she licked her lips.Â
"yes, love?" she question as if everything as peaches and fucking cream.Â
"i wasn't do-Â where the fuck are you going?" i asked as she got up from the bed and walked away. but my question was answered as i watched her put the strap back on and climb on top of me.Â
i didn't have time to question anything because her lips crashed onto mine and my brain became foggy.Â
"if you need to pause, or stop just tell me. okay?" aubrey reassured me.Â
this is why i loved this hoe.Â
i nodded and she captured my lips in hers again.Â
i gasped and squeezed my eyes shut as i felt the tip push into my entrance, and at that moment i instantly understood why she didn't let cum earlier. i was soaked. so wet that i barely felt the friction as she slid into me. and i was so sensitive and desperate for a release that i couldn't even focus on the stinging feeling of being stretched out as she slowly pushed all the way in.Â
she was so deep. i felt so full. i don't remember it being like this. i wanted more. no, i needed more. i opened my eyes and met aubreys as she searched my face for and sign that i didn't want to continue.Â
i wish the fuck she would stop right now.Â
i wrapped my hand around the back of her neck and brought her down for a deep kiss to let her know that i was okay, and i wanted her to keeping going.Â
she started slow, letting me get used to the feeling. and trust that when i did, i couldn't get enough.Â
i grinded my hips to meet her strokes, even though we were in missionary. and aubrey quickly picked up on the fact that i was ready for the real thing because she untangled one of my legs from her waist and pushed my knee to my chest, hitting a spot that drove me fucking insane.Â
my eyes rolled shut as she picked up her pace and began drilling into me, her free hand meeting my clit. touching pieces of me that i forgot existed, digging her nails in my calf, sucking that spot on my neck.Â
 as moans and whimpers poured from my lips, i felt like a mad woman. like i had to be going crazy. there was no way it was possible to feel this fucking good.Â
it all was becoming too much, too fast. i felt that knot in my stomach grow tighter and all i could to was scream, but when my mouth opened, nothing came out. my legs were trembling and my hand grasped at whatever they could as my back arched off the bed.Â
i heard aubrey talking me through it but she sounded like she was underwater. i was on another planet right now, riding my orgasm out.Â
i didn't come down until i felt aubrey pulling out of me, saw her tossing the strap to the side, and heard her whispering in my ear.Â
"you did so good for me."
i just laughed as i tried to find my breath.Â
"we are for sure doing that again."
niyah speaks ahem... heyy yalllll
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HI oh my goodness i just flashed through ur entire page (its LOVELY writing) and i desperately need more!! I noticed the lack of Remus request so here i am B)
OKAY could I request plot for before remus and the reader are together? Like how they came to be ^^ mm maybe like "coincidentally" him running into her at her favorite bookstore or coffee shop (ITS CLICHE IM SORRY BUT I LOVE THESE LOCATIONS) until he finally asks her on a date !! (and maybe his friends spying on him just becuase hehe)
thank uu
HELLO I appreciate the support and there definitely is a lack of Remus. Itâs cliche BUT CUTE! thank you for the request babe!!
âBut I canât just.. talk to her.â
âWhy not?â James deflates. âGirls love that!â
They sit at a tiny table, in a tiny bookshop, in an even tinier cafe built in. The air crackles with cedar wood and vanilla, swirling around his hazy mind. Itâs cozy and intimate but he has no place to put his legs, he sits awkwardly, leg bouncing anxiously. It accidentally hits the table. Sirius flinches from his mug.
âIâll scare her.â
âWell then,â Sirius stirs his coffee. âdonât be weird.â
They came to study- or rather Remus came to study and his shadows came along. Itâd been fine at first, computer out, a quiet Sirius. But Sirius has never had the patience to play quiet for long, especially when James is near.
âMaybe Iâll just leave it..â Remus murmurs.
Two voices shout at him. âNo!â
Remus flinches mouthing sorry to the people around him. Sorry students heâd burdened with his rowdy friends. Hands to a sticky table, he pushes up. âMâKay, Iâm going.â
His feet feel heavy. He wants to do this, he wants your number, but god he doesnât want to do this. Rejection is enough, but rejection in front of his two best friends? Looking back at his table, James encourages him. Two thumbs up and a hopeful face.
âOh, shit!â
Heâs crashed into you.
âOh,â you startle, stumbling.
James and Sirius sink into their seats behind you. âWow.â
Remus stabilizes you. âMâso sorry.â
âItâs okay,â he cuts you off.
âNo seriously, shit, Iâm sorry.â
You laugh, high and sweet. âIâm fine. At least there wasnât coffee.â
âHas that happened?â
âYes,â you breathe a laugh, dusting off your pants nervously. âbefore an interview.â
âThatâs awful.â Heâs genuine.
âIt was kinda,â you ease. âthey werenât nearly as nice or attractive as you.â
He swallows. He thinks your pretty, very pretty. His eyes catch on your lips, your eyelashes. Thatâs a weird thing to notice, right? Eyelashes? Heâs usually smoother than this, he wishes he was smoother than this. Heâs embarrassed.
You flatten over his doubts like you can read his mind. âIâm clumsy, we can say this was my fault.â
âNoble.â
You shrug. âItâs not far from the truth.â
âNot very chivalrous of me.â He laughs a little.
âItâs okay,â youâre comforting, he likes that. âDid you need something over here?â
He scratches his neck, speaking before he can himself.
âDo you wanna,â he doesnât know what to say. He started the sentence and backed out too late, but you stand there with patient eyes. He swallows a whine. âIâm usually a lot smoother than this, yanno?â
You laugh unabashed. âItâs okay.â
âFalling on you like a building threw me off, Iâm sorry.â
âLetâs start over?â You ask. âWhatâs your name?â
âRemus.â He sounds a little more confident. âI was over there,â he points to James and Sirius who wave. âand I thought you were pretty, would you wanna get drinks sometime?â
You hold back a laugh at the formality of it all. âYes, do you have a cell?â
âYes.â He breathes, pulling out his small phone decidedly. He doesnât rarely use it, âcept for plans. Skipping past texts from James, Sirius, Lily.. etc, he opens the little contacts icon. He doesnât ignore them purposely, he just prefers to call.
âHere,â you smile, taking the phone from him gently. âthis is where you can reach me if you want to buy me another cookie.â
He looks down, he hadnât noticed the fallen treat.
âDonâtâ you start firmly with an easy smile. âsay sorry.â
He laughs, holding back another sorry. âIâm free tomorrow.â
âPerfect.â you reach down to point at the pen in his pocket. âCan I see that?â
He nods, pulling out the pen for you. Itâd been abandoned at the same time heâd realized studying was no hope. His fingers brush against yours as he gives it to you, but you donât let his hand far. Gently grabbing it, you look up at his confused eyebrows for a confirmation. A gentle can I?
âOh,â he breathes, nodding. âgo ahead.â
You take the pen to his skin and work the ballpoint over the rough surface. The ink bleeds into him as you write the address. You notice his scars, jagged deep tissue, and ignore them. His ears heat up. âReally good drinks here,â you explain âand next to a bakery.â
A laugh stumbles out of his lips before he can stop it and you look up to grin. âNoted.â
Letting his hand go, you watch him bring the scribble up to his eyes to read it. Itâs messy but he thinks that has something to do with his scars rather than you.
âTime?â Remus asks, and you grab his hand again, writing a messy 8PM under your other ink marks. âIâll uh see you there.â
âPerfect.â
He turns to walk, almost immediately turning back and grabbing your arm quickly. âWait, whatâs your name.â
âY/N.â
âRemus.â
âI know.â You laugh.
He knows youâre not laughing at him, but he cringes anyway as he walks back, heavy with embarrassment, triumphant with the thrill of a date. the boys pat his back when he sits down.
âPoor thing.â Sirius consoles.
James scoffs. âHe got the date!â
âBut still,â Sirius sulks. âthat was embarrassing.â
Remus glares. âThanks.â
âWell go on,â James starts. âshow us the writing.â
Remus sticks out his hand for the boys to see. They hum mildly, looking at him with approval. âNice bar.â Sirius nods.
âNext to a bakery.â James affirms.
âI, uh,â Remus scratches the back of his neck. âmade her drop her cookie.â
âYou dickhead.â Sirius laughs.
âI didnât mean to!â
He slumps in his chair as James hits Sirius. They argue, petulantly and boyish, and Remus looks away. You stand at the register buying a book he doesnât remember you holding when heâd knocked into you. Smiling at the cashier you grab your change and the bag of goods you bought. He feels weird watching. This has got to be weird, right? But as you walk out, you glance to him, lifting your hand up to your ear during the doorbell chime.
Call me.
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bang chan with a reader who has daddy issues
bang chan x fem reader
cw- daddy issues and everything that comes with it (duh), mentions of sex and cockwarming, fluff, comfort.
a/n- whenever I see things with chan and daddy issues, its never actually daddy issues, its always just a daddy kink or whatever, yk? so this ones for all my stays with daddy issues out there đ
â„ at first he'd think it was a bit strange, and he was a little confused. however, he wasn't surprised.
Chan had always had a good father, and he'd like to think he'd also be a good one, so he never understood how a dad could just be so rejectful towards their own child, but he knew that sadly, some of them are.
â„ you didn't even have to tell him about you daddy issues for him to eventually realize it. to be completely honest, he didn't ever know if you knew you had them.
â„ it was the way that you would grasp onto his arm, or get weirdly overly excited about small things, and some of your worries or things you would say that made him realize.
â„ but he knows that its the small things that you'd go over the moon for. he'd make sure you guys had movie nights, weather it would be with just the two of you, or the rest of his group, game nights, ect. he knows sometimes going out could be a bit overwhelming for you, so he'd try his best to cook for you. chan would also brush your hair every once and a while.... not only does he know you sometimes have trouble doing it yourself, but he also knows that it brings you some sense of comfort.
â„ one night you told him that you prefer to go to sleep when everyone was awake cause it gave you some sense of security, but you hated how alone you felt when you stayed up all by yourself. so now, he makes sure that you're asleep before he is. he'd lay there with you in his arms awake, for however long it takes for you to fall asleep before he does himself.
â„ Chan is so good at reassurance and reading you omg. he can tell when you're having your doubts.... weather you're feeling particularly insecure in the moment, or you're scared that he's gonna leave you, he can always tell. he's so good with his words, and his tone changes slightly whenever he's reassuring you in these moments. his 'i love you' somehow sounding so much softer then it usually does, along with his eyes looking much softer too.
â„ he doesn't want you to push yourself away cause you think he's gonna leave, hell always encourage you to talk to him. if you cant come out and say what you need, hell hint to the convo or start it himself.
using words face to face could be hard, he gets that. when you're too embarrassed to verbally talk to him about it, hell give you a piece of paper, and you could write what you need to on it, and give it to him whenever you're done. he'd never tell you when you needed to write on it though, that was all in your own time. even if you never gave it back to him, he just wants you to know that its always there for you to use and give to him.
â„ speaking of Chan being good at reading you, he can tell when you actually want sex or not. half the time, it's the look in your eyes. they're different, and glassy. not in a needy way or anything, but in a way where you look worried, scared, like you're about to cry.
sometimes you also use sex as a form of reassurance, but he needs you to know that you don't ever need to have sex with him just cause you think it'll make him stay. sometimes the two of you would just resort to cock warming if you really need to feel close to him, but hell try his best to turn you away.
"princess not right now." he'd say with his hands on both sides of your face, pulling you away.
"but daddy-"
"no, baby, im sorry. I'm always gonna be here tomorrow, and the next day, and every other day after, ok? I promise. I love you so much."
"always gonna be here." you'd nod to yourself with a small sniff.
â„ he understands that it might take you a bit to trust him, but he's so patient with gaining your trust. hell do everything he can to get it, and continue to do everything to keep it.
â„ Chan himself is a little possessive and get jealous easily, so he has no problem with that. what he does have a problem with, is the fact that half the time you're acting that way cause you think he's gonna leave or cheat on you. he'd never in a million years do either of those, and it breaks him whenever he thinks that you feel that. he never wants his baby to feel that way ever, but he knows there's not much he can do other then give you everything he has, and time.
you like that your boyfriend can be jealous and possessive tho. whenever he gets that way, you know for sure that he won't leave you. you are his, and he is yours. only and always.
â„ sometimes though, Chan does just need some space. there's nothing wrong with that, you know that. but you cant help but feel bad. 'was I too clingy? was I being annoying? oh god, he's gonna break up with me isn't he.' chan knows that's what you're gonna be thinking, so he always tells you a few days beforehand.
"babe, me and Felix are going somewhere on Thursday morning. I'll be back around 2:00 tho. ok?"
"why are you coming back so late?" you furrow your eyebrows.
"its a long drive is all"
he always comes back with flowers, or a stuffed animal, or something of the sort when he gets back. he'll text you and keep you updated whenever you can on days like that.
â„ since you're constantly around chan, you've gotten mad close to the guys. sometimes you find it funny, the group of you talking about how chan is always gushing about you, sometimes teasing him.
once you trust them enough, Hyunjin and Felix have field days with you telling them little things and details about your relationship.
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OMFG DUDE I was thinking abt coves dick again (as one does đ€) and just realized w the dick size math that cove prolly bought normal condoms before yall went âall the wayâ bc he didnât kno he was huge (like u said in that one ramble like âmove ur armâ âthatâs not my armâ)
so when yall actually get into it and he tries to put it on u just have an awkward moment where heâs like
âitâs too smallđ§ââïžâ
and now heâs apologizing for âruiningâ ur ârealâ first time together and ur torn between comforting him that he didnât ruin shit and laughing bc usually when guys say that itâs a fucking lie but heâs actually so deadass and u can see it the way the rubber doesnât even accommodate his tip đđ
then u gotta tell him itâs okay to hold off until yall get bigger condoms or ur okay going raw if he is đ€đ€đ€
-đïž
ARGHH YOU ARE NOT HELPING MY ACCIDENTAL CREAMPIE BRAINROT. "the way the rubber doesnt even accommodate his tip" ohhh god biting my lips off my face rn. i can't fucking....
he would be too scared to go raw, especially first time. he knows that's a demon he's not ready to face (if you ask, he'll say he worried about any accidental children. but deep, deep in his mind. he knows something will, and does, click when you do it raw and he cums in you the first time...)
mmm, there's a few different ways to go with this...
because I can see cove waiting, im sure he does. he does wait, he wants things to be perfect (as perfect as 2 virgins fucking for the first time can be) and for you guys to avoid any unwanted scares or accidents.
but I also love the thought of him being impatient..
he buys the "right" condoms the second time around, and it doesn't look exactly right... but it's definitely not as small as last time...
decides to go with it after a bit of inner turmoil... "..maybe it's meant to fit that way? I thought it was supposed to go all the way to the base, though. its a bit tight, too... fuck, it'd be way too embarrassing to get the size wrong again. not that y/n would bully me about it or something, but... argh, I really want this to be perfect too. and I wanna go all the way with her..."
or even if he buys the right size, perhaps doesn't realize, or chooses the thin condoms since that's what was left. doesn't realize how different the thin ones are, especially of they're the ultra thin.
eitherway, all~~ circles back to right now. he's sinked into you, and he is gentle, he wants your first time to be romantic after all. but as he gets closer n closer to the edge, he gets a bit excited, his hips thrusting deeply into you.. all he can think about is how much he loves you, your pretty sounds, your body pressed against his, and the tight heat of your cunt.
doesn't realize when it breaks, not really anyway. gasps and moans because fuck you feel so hot inside, so wet and perfect... too far gone to think about the sudden change in sensation. and when he finishes, he definitely doesn't think about it. too lost in the feeling of his cum filling up the "condom" and your walls tightening around him as you finish too.
also love the thought that regardless of if he buys the right size or the thin, or if he remembers to pinch the tip of the rubber, all that sweet stuff.. he still ends up cumming inside you. not noticing if he teared the rubber in his hurry to be inside you already (blame teenage hormones, it's not his fault yeah đ)
of course not blowing his full load inside you, but i like to think that he cums so much, its really a miracle he doesn't break the rubbers from that amount alone... either way it's gonna leak out, n even just that little bit..
but regardless of how it happens, once he gets past the initial stress of it all n you get past the scare. his mind is totally filled with thoughts of actually coming inside you..
n even his dreams are filled with the image of your cunt all twitchy and wet with fluids n a bit puffy from all the fucking, n having earlier ate you out in the dream, n his fat load of cum leaking out of your cunt...
can't look you in the eye. he's totally ruined... probably can't look his parents in the eye either since he promised to be responsible, but now he's dreaming and fantasizing of doing otherwise..
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alright first fic on this page, pls be nice. im really happy with it ! i think it turned out cute :)) i hope yall like it !
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âRyomennn.âÂ
You pulled on one of his draping kimono sleeves. Much like a small child would when wanting their fathers attention, but instead the only thing you crave is a simple glance from your lover. You dragged out the syllables of his name in hopes of annoying him enough to pull his piercing eyes to meet yours.
But the only reward you got for your efforts was a short huff from the large man, as he pulls the piece of white fabric from your fingers. You pouted, trying to come up with ways to get his attention. Heâs been in such a sour mood since this morning.Â
He left the bed before kissing your forehead, didnât bother pulling the covers back over you as you slept while he haphazardly rummaged through the room without a care in the world. You werenât sure what had happened, or if you had done something but what you did know what that your patience was running thin and if you didnât get some loving very soon you were going to go insane.Â
âCan you please just look at me?â You pouted, staring up at his intimidating side profile as he lounged on the large throne. The maids and servants did their very best to pretend as if they were none the wiser to the clear spat going on between the Lord and his Lady. But even you could see their curious eyes slinking between the two of you. Your pretty sure you heard a couple of them whispering on bets of how long this silent treatment of his was going to last.Â
âYou are acting like a child.â His voice booms, making you flinch. You hadnât heard his voice all day so the suddenness of his speech startled you. Quickly recovering from the scare, you huff. âWell I wouldnât have too if you werenât pretending I donât exist.âÂ
He simply rolled his eyes, crossing one set of arms as the other two laid loosing at his sides. The frustration was eating at you now, having gone hours without the affectionate gazes and gentle touches.Â
You were all too familiar with who Sukuna was, what he had done and what he continues to do. This air of indifference wasnât new to you, but it had never been directed at you like this before. Like you were simply one of his concubines again and not his married wife.Â
The lump began growing in your throat and you felt the hot tears sting behind your eyes. Sighing, you stood. Usually you would need to ask for permission to be excused, but this time you simply couldnât be bothered. Half convinced he wouldnât even notice you leaving. Dusting off your kimono, you turned to leave the large throne room but before you could even take two steps you felt the familiar weight of an arm curling around your waist.Â
Effortlessly, he lifts you with one arm. Situating you soundly between his crossed legs. A confused noise left your lips as you looked up at him. His arm wound tightly around you still, not tight enough to hurt but enough for you to realize that you certainly werenât going anywhere anytime soon.Â
âWhere do you think your going, woman?â He asked, a twinge of venom sculpting his words as he looked down at you. The eyes you had been wanting to meet yours since the wee hours of the morning. But instead of them being filled with a soft love reserved for you and you alone. You were met with a cold gaze, nothing soft swirling within those piercing red eyes.Â
It only served to make the lump that had lodged its way into your throat larger, and the tears to threaten to spill onto your cheeks. But you wouldnât take the embarrassment, a fear of his reaction settling deep in your gut. If you were to start crying now who knows what he would do? Throw you out? Mock you?Â
You closed your eyes, hoping to take a minute to swallow the lump in your throat to keep your voice from shaking. But before you could even take a breath, his voice rang out again.Â
âLook at me.âÂ
His voice, albeit, was softer than before. With the way he had been acting all day, it only made your heart clench. Slowly, you opened your eyes. Met with his once again, the familiarity settled into your bones as you saw the love swirling within the deep red.Â
âIt didnât seem as though my presence was wanted, so I was going to remove myself, Sukuna.â You turned your head stubbornly, crossing your hands over your chest. A pout grew on your lips and he sighed. Clearly miscalculating how his poor mood would affect you. If the use of the old honorific was anything to go by. You only used that name for him when you were attempting to get under his skin. After you both had married, he had been very clear to call him by his name or nothing at all.
His large hand cradled your chin and turned your gaze back onto him. Your eyes now glazed over with unshed tears, as he lowered his head to yours. A luxury only you got to experience, the King of Curses. No one would ever dream of him lowering his head to anyone yet here you are.Â
As he rests his large forehead onto yours, lips brushing over eachother. You felt the tension melting from your shoulders and the frustration loosening in your throat. But with this relaxation opened the floodgates behind your eyes and the tears began pouring down your cheeks.Â
âThere we go,â He spoke, barely above a whisper, âLet it all out, little one.âÂ
One hand stayed firm on your chin, not letting you move your head an inch. Wanting to watch your tears cascade down your face. Two of his hands laid on your waist, rubbing soothing circles into the flesh there. His final hand cupping your cheek, rubbing his thumb gently over the tears that fell.Â
âYou are so mean, Ryo.â You pouted wetly, attempting to shake yourself from his intense grasp. Still trying to hold on to the anger that was slowly slipping from your being.
âIâve been very mean, havenât I?â He voice took on an almost mocking lithe, a patronizing tone that willfully went over your head. His presence filled your every sense, his strong musky scent filled your nose, his hands burned sweetly into your skin. It clouded over your mind, and as the tears slowly dried on your face. Your body slowly went limp with exhaustion of the emotional day.Â
The hand on your back pushed you forward, head first into his waiting chest. His arms closing in around you and you comfortably situated into his chest.Â
âRight where you belong.â He murmured, pulling your face forward planting a wanting kiss on your lips, returning your head back to its original place. His lips gracing the crown on your head as your eyelids fluttered shut. Your breath evening out as you found solace in his embrace, snuggled close to your love.Â
Even though he has a funny way of showing it, you know he loves you too. At least, loves you in the only way he knows how.
author note: oh lord my first writing posted on here, YAWL IM GOING ALL THE WAY LOL. but nah i really hope yall enjoy !! thank you for reading !! reblogs and comments will literally make me cry happy tears so ... <3
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stans gang and late night skinny dipping eith their s/o
skinny dipping with stans group
an,DAMNN OKAY ANON I SEE U đđ€ this is such an interesting one. SLIGHTEST nsfw so theyre all 18
kenny
you and him were having a sleepover, he's just there to accompany you since your parents are out of town and your an only child so it gets scary.
kenny has had this idea for a long time actually,everytime he comes over he suggests you two skinny dip tgt but you always refuse
not that you don't want to, he asks when the sun is blaring at you and during people are just walking by and greeting you like cmon, and also your parents can clearly see you if you two go skinny dip like um???
anyways, you two were watching a movie and it was getting boring, you looked out to your backyard to see your pool, you thought it was a good time "ken, you know how you always ask to skinny dip tgt?"
his clothes are off by the time you finish that sentence. he has been ready ever since the day he saw you had a pool.
he's already in the pool waiting for you. your just there like đ§ "come in babe" you stood there taking off your clothes while he stared from the pool "damn think i need to be handcuffed somewhere this time" smirking at you.
the pool was cols.the pool wasn't that deep, it reached your shoulder meanwhile it reached just the lowerhalf of kenny. since it was cold kenny would make jokes like "its really cold, dont you wanna warm you sweet boyfriend?" or "you love me right? im really cold rn.."
his hands are everywhere, from you waist to your ass to your hands then your shoulders, he is dora the explorer
tbh you two don't know what to do in there, i mean.. theres only one thing to do when your naked tgt...and uh you weren't up for that
when you have your back turned on him he would definitely press himself against you "tryna do something tonight?" he hugs you from behind and lays his head on your shoulder
"maybe not in the pool ken" you smiled "IN THE BED THEN???" you just kept smiling escaping his grasp around you and getting out of the pool with a towel around you "come meet me there" you winked. he is already there before you know it, skinny dipping with kenny is a one way ticket to not be able to move for two days
stan
tbh skinny dipping was your idea, you were bored and you come across a tiktok abt it and was intrigued.
"no." he has his arms cross and stern look, "PLEASEEEEE, your no fun stan please please" you did your best puppy eyes and hands clasp together looking up to him.
he wants to 100%, but he's scared someone's gonna walk by and see you two literally naked. you were so persistent and he couldn't deny you.
he looked at the time and at this time almost everyone in south park, except for you two are sleeping. he agrees and you burst a huge smile taking of your shirt and pants leaving you in your bra and underwear walking to the pool.
"w-wait y/n!" bro is stuttering blushing fluttering embarrassed flushed. i mean its not the first time he's seen you naked but usually you two make out with your eyes closed so he never really admired your whole body.
you jump in the pool, taking off your undergarments in the pool and throwing it, he sighs taking off everything except for his boxers.
the pool water reached just about above your boobs, i mean you could still see them but the water covers some. "stan take off your boxers" he's avoiding eye contact. "fine I'll do it" "WAIT NO" and like that he's naked now.
he is so embarrassed like damn with you naked he's already shy enough. your pool had stairs, it was a 3 step stair. stan was on the 2nd step slouching and man spreading, he's just watching you enjoying the water, you were cute he thought.
but its no fun when he's doing nothing, slowly approaching him the water slowly submerging from your body. your body revealing itself making even more shy, he doesn't notice it but he's smirking while eyeing you. stan had to held back the urge to vomit.
your body was wet, not too wet but wet. your hair tied up hut some strands wet from taking off his boxers earlier. sitting on his lap with one hand on his shoulder and the other on his cheek reaching in for a kiss, but just as your two lips was suppose to meet you pulled away and winking then getting up from the pool drying yourself and wrapping a towel around you.
he scoffs while smirking at the stunt you pulled. no way hes going to let you go like that, he immediately gets up and pulled your arm and pulling you into a kiss causing the towel to fall down. lets just say you two had one hell of a night
kyle
idk about you but i think Kyle's the first to bring it up, he would bring it up once but then forget about it months later
you remembered and suggested it again, he was like okay boo whatever u say. ur abt to take off your underwear and bra and he justs screams at you to stop "WAIT! do it in the pool" "what why" you don't question it any further and get in taking it off in there.
he says he doesnt want anyone seeing you but its 2 am who wants to walk by and peek through the fence?? "what if your neighbors see you, he has windows yk" "his curtains are close and the person in the room is 3 year old boy" "still."
he would stand REALLY close to tou, he covering you as if the kid isnt asleep 5 hours ago. he is full on staring at you, no shame just looking at you up and down.
he's seen you naked before but somehow you naked underwater is just so much better, he then realises hes been staring too long and is begging you to not swim underwater bc rn mans is having a boner đ€
you two get straight to the point ,theres no teasing no nothing you two are doing it in the pool no need to the go in the bedroom, he kisses you as an accident but a kiss turned into a makeout session then uh yeah....
you'd have to physically pull out yourself bc you know this shit gon last until morning and youre not trying to have a fever.
cartman
when you mentioned it he refuses straight away "no thats gay" even if you beg with your life he wouldn't agree. you'd have to ask three days in advance.
he'll eventually give in, it took alot od brining though. he def takes off his boxers underwater hes too shy, he doesn't admit to it though
and tbh he doesn't regret agreeing to this bc your body being wet like that was paradise for him, you look so hot and so carefree he is not taking his eyes off of you.
he realises it and get moody bc he loves it and doesn't wanna admit. he would splash water at you so he can fuck up your hair, you told him earlier you didn't wanna dive in bc you didnt want your hair to be wet so he makes sure your hair is wet
you'd tease him alot, touching him from behind, kissing his neck, his lips, he loves it sm but he acts as if he hates it like bro its obvious.
the night ended with bed creaks from your room, if you know what o mean
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things i do to distract myself.
i dont usually post textposts, but i decided to do something different because, its november!!! nd we all know this months is when things go wrong and i've been struggling to practice self-care so here are some of my favourite things i like to do to remind myself i am loved, and perhaps give you all some inspo if you're in a funk too!! <3
listen to music i tend to have different playlists as i believe that the music you listen to dictates your mood. as much as i enjoy my jazz and classical, when im in a funk i need to be hype 24/7!! my go to's are usually anything future, miss stallion, glorilla, king von, tate mcrae, charli or carti. i need to listen to music that'll manifest success and confidence.
read i'll read anything really, just to keep my mind off social media BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO ROT MY BRAIN WHEN IM FEELING SULKY. im currently reading letters from a stoic by seneca - im learning plenty and its keeping me stay calm
body movement i love a good run, or a pilates sesh so i'll put all my anger and sadness into pushing myself to run an extra k, or that extra set. sometimes its nice to just clear ur lungs and ur mind, and it'll build my strength physically and mentally!!! plus i'll look even better so he'll regret ever ending things with me
visit the beach im a beach girl forever, the ocean has always been my best friend. a quick swim will alwayssss level me out. there's cute boutiques and my favourite açai place along the esplanade and i love walking down there during the sunset or sunrise to keep me busy.
annoy my friends i love my friends so much they're my everything!!! they bring me peace even if we're loud. there's something about surrounding yourself with positive and loving energy that i'll never get tired of, if i could i would give all my love in my body to them.
write ive always been a writer i think. i have to get everything in my mind onto paper or a document or i lose it. its nice to write in my journal about things im grateful for, things im scared about and things i want to achieve. as well as just what went on in my day - i think that now im out of high school im living a much more dramatic and different life to what i used to, so i need to process these things. also i write w a muji pen so it makes the experience so fun.
cry no matter how nonchalant i try to be, im a crier - even at the clubs (it gets embarrassing) but i find it a great way to rid my anger, sadness or stress - better out than in.
meditate ive only just started practicing this, but its very peaceful!! well duh i like to do it during sunset in the park near one of the beaches i frequent (so i can swim too hehe) and the sound of the waves, the people and life can kind of block out anything in my head!!
clean/re-organise my room organised room = organised mind!! (my dad taught me that one) but during this process i always find something that i forgot about and i get distracted, so it takes longer but i get the job #done
call my mummy my mum and i are close, shes my best friend so i tell her everything (except my tattoos and my ehem..rendevouz..) her wisdom has helped me in a lot of situations...i tend to write down the advice she gives me so i dont forget and fuck up. again :p
retail therapy maybe not the most healthy way of self-care, but it gets the job done i cannot lie!! sometimes you need to spend a little bit of money to sustain some peace in your life. you do need that glossier lip liner babe, get it, you deserve it.
ofc some of these things may not work well for you, but self-care is what makes you feel good!!! im open to new ideas of self-care so lmk what you guys do :p + thank you so much for 3 blessed years on this account, eternally grateful for everyone <3
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