#ILL BE DAMNED IF I STOP NOW-
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I always get so self-conscious around Julance cause I’m like, literally who is this for?
Me. It’s for me. I love Lance, that’s my son. My literal child.
Plus I’m not the only Voltron fan that exist. There are thousands of artists that still post Voltron art to this day.
I think the issue stems from once a fandom is out of the public eye we consider it dead. I think that has to do with how fast we consume entertainment now. Which is really sad because it wasn’t like that in the old days of fandom (showing my age lol) a fandom was never dead- it was rather the show ended or they were waiting for a new season.
I think that’s why I’m so prepared to embrace my “cringe is dead, I am free” roots because I miss posting fanart just for the fun of posting fanart.
I probably won’t post it on my Instagram because that’s become a mini portfolio for things that I draw consistently versus my actual portfolio.
But this is Tumblr! Where cringe is bred. Just know I am living. I’m thriving.
#artist on tumblr#voltron#myart#vanni’sart#vld#vannispeaks#Julance#Julance 2024#i am cringe but i am free#Lance they could never make me hate you baby😭#also art is about creating and fandom is about sharing#if your not doing either then what’s the fucking point#also Ikimaru has been posting Klance consistently for YEARS#ILL BE DAMNED IF I STOP NOW-#THOSE ARE MY SONS AND YIU WILL PRY THEM FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS#tumblr fandom#fandoms
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Chat have we discussed drunk chess with cherik cause i just think. That would be the darnedest silliest thing they could do
#xmen#xmen first class#xmen dofp#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#sorry still thinking about dofp and i reminded myself of the plane scene#the idea of drunk chess sounds so stupid fun i wish i could play drunk chess#‘snap how do you play drunk chess’ simple !!!! every piece you lose you take a shot#anyway i think itd be silly …….#id like to do something with that idea but i still have to decide on execution#omg xmen fandom hasnt seen my twelve million ‘i wanna draw this so bad’ tags yet#but yeah i sy tht a lot </3 so many things i wanna draw all the time#either that or write …. but i draw more#i love comic makin. and i blame these damned comics for gettin me into it what tha hell !!!#ok im done rambling i wish i had more to say but i dont#i lied i do. this doesnt have to be after erik apologizes on the plane this could be lit any damn time they play#i just live for the progression of them Trying to play semi seriously for a solid twenty minutes before they lose it#and now they wont stop giggling and being stupid asses#theyre still trying to play but ‘trying’ is doing a lot of heavy lifting#imagine it with me chat … itd be so beautiful i could cry frankly#ok my classes are done for today im gonna sit in my room and think of cherik#maybe ill TRY to draw this … if not then def somethin at least
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New idea: Shinsou is supposed to be babysitting Eri but he has to do something so he leaves Denki in charge for a little bit, he comes back expecting the house to be burnt down but instead he finds Eri begging Kaminari to let her re-dirty up her room so they can clean it together again
#kaminari is good with kids i just know it#got this idea while listening to the Mary Poppins classic Spoonful of Sugar#he turns it into a game and she forgets its a chore#at one point he turns it into a race#“if you can clean your side of the room faster than i can clean my side ill get you icecream!”#she excitedly starts cleaning the room and once shes super focused he stops cleaning his side#he was gonna give her ice cream anyway#when she finishes her side he goes “great job! now help me finish my side and we can get some icecream!” and they both work on that side#hes a tricky guy#he may not do great in school but hes still VERY clever#then when theyre done he goes “Okay! Now we can take an ice cream break and clean the closet after!” and she is having so much damn fun that#she begs to finish the closet FIRST#i love them#i wanna see her love him and him being a surprisingly good babysitterrr#denki kaminari#eri mha#eri my hero academia#hitoshi shinsou#mha#bnha#dadzawa#shinsou is amazed#and when Eri rants about it to mic and aizawa later they are also amazed#erasermic#shinkami
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What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?
#fe warriors three hopes#mercedes von martritz#miklan anschutz gautier#we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it#i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way#so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault)#did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him#no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF#no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how#he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes#who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ?#like that npc stuck with me a while ok#just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now#i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo
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maría for the ad astra zine! lc u will be missed T_T
#lalin's curse#maria lalins curse#maria navarro becerra#OUUAHHHHGHGGGGG#Stop i miss lalins curse so bad. ough.#sorry i hsve many thoughts do not look at these tags theyrre long#i always had a feeling it wouldn't come back but i'm still so sad like thats my daughter........ my kids.... for reals...... i was#around their age when i started reading and now i'm like 19 they shouldve grown up with us FUCKKKKK i miss rhem so bad. timeskip davias.#i think i spent like an entire year with the lc/delete worms it's one of the smaller fandoms#that ive been in so i'm surprised but also there was SO much going on in thzt damn comic. hwhere is church boy WHY VALOR THE BUS DRIVER#i remember getting ownership of the fandom wiki and spending an insane amount of time on the home page and fixing it all jusr for fandom t#COMPLETELY CHANGE THEOR LAYOUT i think that killed the vibe for me tbh. fanodmwiki alwyas at the scene of the crime#Whahteverrrrrrrrrrr#what ever man.#seeing it go is so sad like ik it'll be revived eventually but OUGH the comic was so well done. i still recommend it so bad even though its#a terrible cliffhanger (itd ok we know what happens)(Lie)#i still need to own delete one day. Ill learn spanishtrust me. idk isaky art changed my life so much i'm so glad she won snowmiku and got s#many insane opportunities I hope she always wins forever. rhe four other laliners that follow me i hope you are still here. hiiiiiii#putting this zine together with all my lc oomfs was so nice and it's such a nice farewell to the comic AUHH go check outthe others plz#okau over. Lc changedmy life sorru#art tag
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hellooo, I hope you're feeling well! I was wondering however if ouroboros was still being worked on or if it's on hiatus. Hope I wasn't rude in asking
I don't feel it's rude, after all, I have been keeping the development close to my chest. It is still being worked on, edited and transferred into renpy with graphics and soundbytes galore! However, right now, since about three weeks back, I left my partner of 8 years in the middle of the night with just a change of clothes, my dog, and a laptop. I'm struggling hard but putting on a brave face-- right now I'm coming up with a concept of something else to work on until I get a proper apartment and can get my stationary PC back so I can get back to work on ouro. I'll make a proper post about it tomorrow, so keep an eye on this space!
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#in all honesty i forgor the password to the louroth tumblr so ill just stick to my personal for now 💀#everything is up in the air. i cry all the time. and when im not crying im writing. LMAO#it'll all work out though it will just take some time to get back on my feet#the ouro book 1 is like 65% done and a demo is even closer. i just haven't found a reasonable stopping point+ some of the most intense edits#and rewrites are in the first chapters and I've been wanting to finish the latter parts first so i don't have to run myself in circles tryin#to line everything up properly. yk?#im so grateful for my patreons for being willing to support me because money is such an issue rn. if I can't make it monetarily on writing i#will have to put it all on complete hiatus and go back to work full time#which I dread bc doggy daycare is so damn expensive. alas! only time will tell what happens next. tomorrow is a big day when i find out#what exactly i will have to do.#thanks for the ask nony<3 i have several other asks i will try to get to during the week!!#please block the 'ouroboros-if' tag if you don't wish to see them dear mutuals<3
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i mightve found the only other undertale fan in my entire school and he's playing one of those roblox ut fighting fan games. and then i saw his avatar and i'm like 80% sure it was dust but i cant tell because theres an undyne head over the avatar. man what the hell
#i dont even know if it was actually dust because fucking the mtt all look like goddamn sans#AND DUST (and horror)S ONLY DEFINING TRAIT IS ON HIS FACE!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!#im not speaking to him because then ill get cooties but i sit behind and watch him.play. what an enigma#theres always 1-2 undertale or utmv fans in every school across the world its a very high probability#this is so funny to me#bro is probably one of those powerscalers#bro probably learned about the mtt through roblox#BRO NEEDS TO SHOW ME HIS AVATAR IS THAT DUST OR NOY#i probably look so damn creepy rn but maaaan i gotta know#im 80% sure its dust the hood is up. no classic sans cosplay would have the hood up possibly#im far away but the face looks slightly deranged iHAVE to believe its dust#im over here writing about my shitty multiverse au and hes over there playing a roblox game#the duality of the utmv fandom.#HIS FAT HEAD IS IN YHE WAY I DONT KNOW IF HES COSPLAYING DUSG#this is my new entertainment now. watching this guy play this silly game like hes an experiment#its giving killer sans#WAIT IT IS DUST!!!!! ITS DUSY CONFIMRED!!!!!!!!#AND THE WEIRD LITTLE RED GHING BEHIND THE HEAD WASNT UNDYNES HAIR IT WAS FUCKING PHANTOM PAPS#THIS IS A MOMENT IN HISTORY#goddamnit now i cant stop imagining dust playing those silly little roblox fighting games. he'd pop off on them i swear#alright my soul is freed from this torment of wondering of its dust. time to stop watching this guy#tricule rant
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Noooo my baby!! Come back!! I love you even if you're big now and you almost killed me!
#Metroid#Super Metroid#I went from ''wHAT THE FUCK THEY CAN BE BIG NOW???''#to ''Oh god what have they done to you!!!''#God the way the story is told with no text at all just#Like damn that chozo statue maybe was not a statue but a living one???? ate by baby metroid??#Oh god baby got an appetite#BUT HE STOPPED#WHEN HE HEARD THE BEEP OF THE ARMOR#HE REALIZED THIS WAS SAMUS AND STOPPED#OH GOD I FEEL SO EMO 🥺🥺🥺#I LOVE THIS BABY PLEASE ITS OKAY IF HES BIG NOW LET ME TAKE IT BACK#WE CAN MAKE IT WORK SOMEHOW ILL TAKE SUCH GOOD CARE OF IT#Mabu plays Metroid
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It always comes back to the same problems. Tale, Fell, Swap, the majority of all my other AUs, Sans feels tremendous amounts of pressure to take care of his brother and tries hard not to let Papyrus know just how difficult it truly is for him, Papyrus can obviously tell anyway, and feels tons of pressure to take more responsibility for himself.
Papyrus is so easily influenced at such a young age, and learns to keep the struggles a secret from Sans, and later on unintentionally doing the same thing Sans did by trying to hide the burden so it wouldn't weigh on his brother.
Maybe the exact why or other circumstances vary but it always ends up that way. Sans thinks he has to do everything on his own and Papyrus just wants to help him, but the only way he knows how is to do the exact thing that only worries Sans more but neither will just talk about it. For one reason or another. They are locked in knowing the other cares, wanting to take care of them, but failing to ever actually do things to better their relationship, only creating more, and more, and more distance.
Because distance is safer than dragging each other down. It takes a very long time to realize they were doing that anyway (if they ever get so lucky).
#okay I have to stop thinking about it or I'm gunna start thinking about VF and then I'll be ill so yeah#it's esp grueling in uf bc edge KNOWS. he KNOWS how much the distance hurts them but no matter how many times he’s tried to close it Sans#keeps him at arms length. pushes him away. bc he’s convinced he’s not gunna make it and Papyrus has to learn how to deal w/o him. bc he#'knows' how useless he is. how much he burdens Papyrus. and he just wants him to stop...CARING so damn much. he sees how much it hurts#Papyrus and it kills him but he knows it would be so much worse if he let him in. he would be the death of both of them and he won't do#that to him. he won't.#FUCK they all make me so emotional bc they care abt each other so much but can't ever figure out how to make it not hurt#okay.#okay. done being a drama queen for now. good evening#sun spots#undertale#underfell#underswap#ut rus#ut sans#us stretch#us blue#uf edge#uf red
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Ivankov blackmailing crocodile... is this when the crocodile mama thing spun out
#but isnt it worrying that he wants to go against whitebeard when he is on ace's side#crocodile got his outfit on already damn#jewels already#the mid episode thingies make me miss the crew.... i miss you franky.... i miss you robin.... i miss you nami....#ace is looking so beautiful strapped in that chair.....#so urethral#looking at the clouded sun...#luffy looks so much like a boy now#idk what they did to him but considering the situation it just makes it worse...... my liddol boy suffering.....#the prison guards are being subjected to such horrors... and i know theyre not paid well#oh mr 1...... of course......... crocodile dont you fucking dare fuck this up#WHY are people commenting that they think crocodile was a woman before and thats his secret. i though you guys were joking#like hello crocomom is plausible???? what the fuck#like me thinking luffys mom must be beautiful bc he doesnt look like his father AT ALL. but he doesnt look like his other father either lmao#well we havent seen him before so idk but.....#that is such a wild plot to keep luffys mother a secret lmao#anyways if ace knew the alliances luffy is making to get him out. like if he knew anything at this point.... like look how much he loves you#i am making myself suffer atp. ill stop lmao#talking tag#watching one piece#episide 443#fuck chapter 22 out of 35 (i think) i cant do this
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Heavy are are hands that wield the blade
#gold & silver#thebirdarts#celia#something simple<3#alternate version with block red&gold under the cut but i prefer the simplicity of the lines on black#alt title: no girl dont look so sad! your so sexy with how you carry the burden of your world in your hands!!!#aha its so hot how you have placed yourself into a cycle of violence and perpetrator and victim!!#now when was the last time you were a victim of anyone other than yourself 🤔#celia 'i didnt start the cycle but ill be damned if i wont perpetrate it'#her most girlboss trait. refusing to knowledge that she stopped being the underdog a long time ago#except in the most self serving way possible#live long enough become the villan ect
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Been seeing too much negativity lately so new tag "game" time: Object show fans and artists, reblog this and talk about your favorite object show artists in the tags (and maybe what you like about their art)
#I HAVE a lot but#jellyaibo of course . hi nate#for 1 morbillion reasons but esp teh gijinkas ofc (and the yaoi#jeakkers for their great composition skills + bgs and creative ideas#not currently drawing much object stuff but dinoburger#very fun way of stylizing characters#and dynamic poses+beautiful backgrounds#my partner nat ichiiart/applefan28#for stylization & insane gijinkas/character design#not a fanartist but object show creator - heloise has my fave artstyle of any object show#AND THE BGS DAMN#also goonsbrain my friend goon#some of my fave object ocs ever#THERES DEF MORE i could do all day on this#literally i love all my mutuals art so bad#oh also schoolunchtray and awseriously/shaperealm have some Very Unique n creative object art#inanimate-sludgesanity has a very awesome style of drawing objects too (and also folder <3 i like him#petra decompose1 also has INSANE ocs n stories#ok ill stop now#unless i think of more
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To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope
#this post is lighthearted btw JELAJWODJTU i aint actually mad#but like...... malistaire as a villain is kinda mid though im sorry. IM SORRY ill take the L opinion if i have to#its one thing if he lost his wife to unfair systematic negligence or thru someone else's doings or smth but. no she just got sick bro 😐#HWMSNFLEKSDIDOA EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WILL GIVW A BAD OPINION AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. i cant be right ALL the time /j#like if i dont focus on malistaire's motives and just his ACTIONS he seems super metal#but then he does ALLLLL of that heinous shit because his wife died. like thats absolutely very sad but damn get a grip#(fandom starts breaking in my windows and drags me out into the street) IM SORRY IM SORRY LOOK ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA#ive never been invested in those Mr. Freeze types of villains where a person they love dies due to normal circumstances-#and they go fucking BERSERK. they LOSE IT. they go like “well okay fuck the entire world i guess nothing matters” and then kill people#LIKE IF IT'S DONE IN A CERTAIN WAY I CAN BE INVESTED but more often than not to me? its just kind of funny#like “okay damn there was only ONE person keeping you from being a national criminal? okay”#and you know what? thats a mood actually. thats a mood#without my cat i probanly would have become the president by now#for some reason its a little diff for me if its like a child you lost and idk why#like if malistaire lost a kid instead of his wife id probably be more inclined to feel bad and thats terribly fucked up JSLSJSJSJ#you know what its also bias because in some shape or form i relate to all the other villains. morganthe and duncan especially#whereas in malitsaire's case i have never been married. which i mean doesnt stop me from tryna be more synpathetic i guess but im just not#ONCE AGAIN FEEL VERY BAD FOR HIM AND SULVIA. like losing someone to sickness or any reason really is a serious thing#but in terms of a fictional setting with fictional characters where one of them decides to commit genocide over it? 🧍 like okay boo u do u#i will gladly give up my mantle for the “most reasonable opinions” guy in the fandom foe this one. i deserve it#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts#malistaire drake
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wowgh.... my first free day in weeks tomorrow.....
#i have finished school.....#graduation ceremony is in a few days....#ill have like..................Actual free time again...#thats Wild#i legit was doing school shit from pretty much the moment i woke up till almost the moment id go to sleep for like#3 weeks?#more?#idk#wild shit#i gotta like.... think about Job shit soon...#but for now....................... i will just enjoy having some time to myself...#might try n do some ask blogging again soon :')c#rambles#was like actually sure id fail for a good while there... cus of how much my hand was limiting what i could do#which made me have to change my project super last minute to something more realistic#but i was pretty much starting from scratch.....😭😭😭😭#whihc.... may not have actually been all that realistic lmao#(hence the 3 week non stop working#ok no i checked n its been like probably 5 or 6 weeks damn ok)#but i lived so 🎉🎉🎉🎉#and got a good grade :')
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HUGE VENT
I'm sorry but i need to get this out, just please don't worry too much or take anything personally/gen
My routine these last two weeeks has been:
-Wake up at my 10 am alarm and spend the whole day in bed, mentally and physically exhausted, brain fog and no motivation for anything, only getting up to eat, having to wait for the "food time" hours to roll around that my therapist gave me because I'm not allowed to eat outside of those hours and if I'm hungry but missed the last food time then too bad, struggling to stay awake because again I'm not allowed to sleep out of the "sleep hours" she gave me and that includes naps, excitedly waiting for 21h30/22h to roll around so i can finally sleep
-Spend the evening mentally screaming in my mind because, while my body is still just as physically exhausted, my mind is suddenly sharp and full of ideas and motivation, but i'm still too tired to get up and draw
-Then spend midnight and onward rolling around in bed, hot and bored out of my mind because my physical tiredness also vanished, but i'm not allowed to get up and draw because it's "sleep hours" and i need to reschedule my body, and end up falling asleep at around 5 am
I'm totally not slowly loosing my mind 😃👍
Edit: Oh also the constant noise in my ears has gotten worse, i don't know what silence is anymore
Silence is actually worse than loud rooms
It's driving me insane
It's so loud
#literaly so mentally exhausted to the point that i forgot to ask a bunch of really important stuff and tests at my last gyneco appointement#i can't remember which med I'm supposed to take at a specific hour and which one is whenever. so i just take them both at the same time#i can't remember if i have still boxes of meds in advance and which one i need to go refill#because they're stuff i need to constantly take and not suddenly stop with#but i keep forgetting to check#and i can't remember where i put the prescriptions anyway#and which one are the right one and which one are old#I'm so tired#and I'm so tired of being tired#and I'm SO so so tired of constantly fighting to have my health and struggles acknowledge#i kinda just gave up and now i'm just mindlessly sitting there at the appointments for only 10 minutes being being told that i can leave#I've just been run in circles for way too long#and i get aggresively criticised every time i use advice and seek for help on the Internet. by the same doctors who don't give me ANY advic#or help#and my head has been pounding for two days#and my verbal ticks have gotten so bad that it genuinely gets hard to breathe sometimes#with a therapist that just made me talk in circles and lowkey criticised me for two hours#(this was our first real therapy meeting and they're supposed to only be 1 hour and are NOT reimbursed because the autism center will NOT#fucking answer to ANYONE. medical professional or not. so i had to go private 😃👍)#and the only thing she gave me at the end of those 2 hours was this schedule that I'm not allowed to bend#I've been trying to daydream about my AUs and develope them as usual to try to feel better#but now that i have time to draw. i just get more and more drawing ideas that keep pilling up and tear me apart from the inside because i#can't draw any of them thanks to this damn fatigue#i literally only did 1 af revenge and still need to do 3 more. and i genuinely don't know if I'll manage to do that#i told two friends that ill draw something for them. but nothing. because too tired and everything keeps slipping from my mind#i will daydream about Dimentio for hours straight. then forget that i did. and panic that the fixation is slipping because i “haven't#thought about him in a while“. ”a while“ was 40 seconds ago. I'm not exaggerating this keeps happening#i also keep spending the night DRENCHED in sweat because i just can't sleep without my blanket on me anymore. so more struggles#vent#negative
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#so what do you do when you keep fucking everything up. and you cant possibly imagine a life#where anything actually happens. or a life at all. none of this is real. but im not allowed to kms#where i cant be anything close to fucking normal til i chug whiskey in the kitchen and can barely see straight#but still everyone reassures me that im doing fine bc they know people thatve been wilder. so really does it matter?#where i dont think i could surprise anyone unless i drove off a bridge#so really why does it fucking matter? i cant ask for help and hell- it doesnt fucking matter what i do#all i can think is that this is a fucking mistake. i shouldnt have even have lived this long. but now!!!!! im on a fucking toddler leash#so all i can do is drink until it feels real and fucking cry!!!!! but who even cares!!!!!!#ive been playing this fucking role for so god damn long#but nobody even notices when i stop. so why does it fucking matter??#god im sorry. im so sorry. i wish i could just tell everyone im so fucking sorry#whatever. ill delete this anyway. i always do. c'est la vie
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