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hi!! dropping off some of the things i drew on my break so far. ^_^
#☆ my art .#baconnwaffles0#planetlord#mapicc#princezam#wato1876#wemmbu#pangi#eggchan#spokeishere#vitalasy#itzsubz#ashswag#thats all of em i think#spacewaffles#tax duo#ohhhh how i miss them#eclipse federation#ashzam#empire duo#devotion duo#lifesteal smp#unstable universe#lsshipping#this is a mess but i dont feel like organizing it#its just an art dump i guess#i'm feeling better so i just wanted to drop these here#might still be low on activity but i'm definitely doing better#mostly thanks to people from silly time gc hi creatures#a couple of those are uh reqs i remembered i had
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Please feel very, very, very free to disregard. However, may I request a Wang Xi appreciation drawing? My man is Too Good For This World. X'D (if not, then I hope you have a lovely day! Your art is so chbi and funny and cute!)
YES YOU MAY literally where would those two be without Wang Xi? constant source of support and childcare, Wang Xi is the secret mvp, i love this man
#dtbpf#dtppf#disabled tyrant's beloved pet fish#wang xi#li yu#mu tianchi#prince jing#sibao#only one bao because i'm lazy and they're hard to draw but the others are there in spirit#wang xi's been with prince jing since he was a kid i like to think he's really delighted to have lil kids around again#i have no idea if wang xi has anything approaching a canon description#i skimmed his intro in the book and looked online and can't find ANYTHING so this is the design i've gone with but let me#know if there's something more definitive#i had to learn how to draw that stupid hat for jin guangyao so i figured i might as well get my mileage out of it#another secret fanfic want that i'm certain doesn't exist: a fic that focuses on wang xi#he's only a background character but honestly my heart feels happy every time he's on screen#he makes me happy#so this request delighted me#everyone had better cherish this man#man i feel GREAT i haven't been doing a ton of art lately but three pieces in one day? i am on a ROLL dtbpf is the gift that keeps giving#(my wrist isn't so enthusiastic but my brain and heart are pleased)#my art
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Read Right to Left (Manga Format)
I have returned to watching demon slayer after a year and it came up while I was having a serious late night talk with my big sister. I was talking about the relationship between Michikatsu/Kokushibo and Yoriichi and it turns out we both see each other in Yoriichi's shoes and ourselves in Michikatsu's place. Definitely surprising, but really relieving to know that we both worry too much and we are not so far apart in skill as we believe.
This is technically the first piece of fanart I've ever made for the characters in Demon Slayer, I have made OCs before but I never drew an actual character from the story. For context this is mostly just a fun "what if" scenario with them meeting in the afterlife. I like to think Yoriichi's love would reawaken Michikatsu's humanity.
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#yoriichi tsugikuni#michikatsu tsugikuni#demon slayer fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny fanart#fan comic#very much unserious note: I misread something on the wiki to my sister as Koku offing himself because he regenerated too ugly 💀#and now me and my sister have “Kokushibo moment” to denote a scenario in which we become so absolutely pathetic that we just cannot go on#Mine is if I'm still making submas content at 60 years old#Hers is me thinking she's currently having her Kokushibo moment#definitely lightened the mood and we were laughing for like 5 minutes straight#anyways Yoriichi and Michikatsu (mostly Michi) are my faves from this story because I can feel for them more than I do other characters#Also that thing in the beginning is meant to be a hitodama!! I wanted Michi to land next to Yoriichi but when I tried the shooting star ide#it did not work 💀 anyways that little wisp reforms into Kokushibo's monstrous form‚ which Yoriichi shreds apart in seconds#for the people looking for my usual submas content‚ I actually had an idea to draw them debating which twin to cosplay a few months back#Ingo said Emmet should be Yoriiichi cause he's the younger one‚ Emmet said Ingo should be Yoriichi cause he's cooler (read: better liked)#This took about 5 hours elapsed time‚ I stopped halfway through the last panel for a 6 hour nap#Also the purple just denotes which sections is close to the demonic parts‚ kinda like lighting but not quite
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Are you alive? Is 2025 your date of death? We miss you mate
HI!!! OKAY SINCE A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE CONCERNED AND I GENUINELY DON'T WANT ANYONE TO WORRY (especially with how the year is kicking off) I'll say it-
I AM ALIVE!!!
I know it's been a long while, and I apologize for that!! I didn't want to start off the year this way, and actually wanted to start it off with a one shot (and the one that was supposed to come out on Christmas, along with the remaining chapters of the red dawn and so on) but I'll be honest and say that I got distracted, caught up in one too many things, and fell out of DC for a hot minute before crawling back like a man starved.
I've missed you all so much, and for the past few days have been trying to get those things I mentioned together so that I can finally have something up again! Even if I've royally failed the challenge back in October, those last chapters will and are still uneditied and basically made on a time crunch. The oneshots are getting done as we speak, and Chapter 4 is in the works :]
If it sounds like a lot and absolutely insane, that's because it is!! I'll be honest and say that I'm more excited for other projects then what I'm currently working on, but am focusing more on getting things done because you all deserve that and especially for all of your patience and kindness! I know I've said it before, but the Not Series really isn't my best work, and I don't think it will be, but even then I still want to produce a Chapter that you'll enjoy - but if anyone sees a decline in quality (despite the first and 2nd chapter essentially being written in one sitting and posted on the same day), that's probably why!
I do have some updates regarding some of the fics I said I was planning on writing, with the biggest update being in regards to "Ghost" as I've essentially almost rewritten the entire plot at this point, but I'll get there when I get there.
Nevertheless, yes, I am still alive! Even if you probably won't hear too much from me until those couple of things get done, I'll try to multitask and such as much as I can! The way of how I post things may be a little odd, but it'll mostly be with when I get them done, and with all the time I have at the moment - well, I might actually be able to meet my own deadline this time around... even if that new years oneshot is already 13 days late, and I'm not going to talk about the rest of the stuff I have to work on.
Regardless, rest assured! I'm not dead yet, and progress is being made! ... And what better way to show that then being late once again! LOL
#talking daydreams#yandere batfam#not series#the red dawn#batfam oneshots#trust me i cannot believe how late i am either#but at this point i'm tired of it and just trying to get things done#i don't want to produce something half baked either but i am trying my best to keep things fresh and interesting as well#i will say that the oneshots do get a little dark tho!#and so does the red dawn but that's a given considering how that little series is going#again i know i failed that challenge without a doubt#and honestly writing 5 whole chapters in 5 days was crazy enough#especially with how my writing style is#not to mention the ideas i come up with#but again i want to try and keep things the way they were supposed to be initially#the not series is going to be rushed#that i will admit#but its also so that i can focus on stories i feel are more interesting#and have actual substance and effort put into it#that isn't to say that i don't like it#it was just a rushed idea i put out haphazardly and am following with an equally rushed out story#and i feel like you guys definitely deserve better then that#besides#i have plenty of other ideas for neglected readers that are - in my opinion - much more interesting anyway!
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Asexuality can be about more than just sexual attraction and lack thereof. There have historically been multiple avenues to asexuality.
First of all: of course, you don't have to identify as ace if you're sex-repulsed/sex-averse, but feel like your attraction has something else going on that's important to you. And of course, you can identify as ace if you're sex-favorable, but feel like your lack or near-lack of attraction is important to you too. Nothing I am about to say negates those things.
However, for some people, sex aversion/repulsion is the most important factor in falling under the mantle of asexuality. The most important factor in resonating with the language of asexuality, finding a home in the asexual community, and considering asexuality both an identity they can take pride in, and use to communicate their experiences.
As useful as it can be to describe and discuss sexual attraction, said sexual attraction is ultimately a social construct that may be impossible to parse, uncomfortable to parse, inapplicable, and/or irrelevant to many on the asexual spectrum. Many of us active in the asexual community are familiar, either firsthand or secondhand, with how slippery the concept of sexual attraction can be — the turtles in ponds metaphor, the search for something you're not sure you even know the shape of. What's the boundary between attraction and non-attraction, between sexual and sensual and aesthetic?
Really, should something so slippery and confusing be the only metric we're allowed to define ourselves by? I argue it can be useful for many, but should never be a requirement — and personally, it's not how I define myself. I identify as asexual in part because the question of "Do you experience sexual attraction?" is fundamentally impossible for me to answer. An intractable problem, which I reject the need to answer or solve in order to know myself as a person.
Moreover, asexuality has a long history, serving as a useful term and community to ace-specs with a wide variety of experiences with attraction, desire, and action. While the "Non-Libidoists" of the early 2000's were by no means correct that a lack of interest in sex/masturbation should the only avenue to an asexual identity, they highlight that aversion and indifference to sex have been many people's reason to find a home in asexuality, throughout much of that term's usage.
Multiple avenues to asexuality are possible, and that goes both ways. Asexuals who have or want to have sex need to be welcomed and cherished, but positing that "little to no sexual attraction" is the only valid definition of asexuality is an overcorrection — and an alienating, exclusory overcorrection at that.
#i had another vision of this post in my mind for a while#incorporating how the “attraction only” definition was actually very harmful to me when i was younger and less secure#but i think this post stands on its own so i'm not going to tell that story if i don't need to#asexual#acespec#aspec#beyond attraction#btw a lot of this applies to the aro definition too#i just feel like other people have said it better than me there because i'm a very straightforward no attraction aro
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you're gonna be popular ♡
#i don't really like it but i have more on the way that i'm feeling better about#there is definitely going to be a full sketch page for this#i want to do defying gravity#and the “why miss elphaba look at you you're beautiful”#sometimes i wonder what the actors for these characters would think about the things i do#james mcavoy finding out someone's put him in glinda's pink nightgown 😭#michael fassbender finding out he's been painted green 😭😭#thank goodness they're famous#i would die#well this has been a rant#tags now#cherik#charles xavier#x men#erik lehnsherr#magneto#xmen#professor x#x men movies#cherik fanart#x men fanart#wicked#wicked movie#wicked au#gelphie#sorry to any gelphie people who get this on their dash#i swear i'm normal#(kinda sorta)
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the thing about eliot spencer as a character, right. the thing about him.
(and as always your mileage may vary on my analyses so if we disagree that's cool actually)
is that he is in fact a somewhat emotionally constipated idiot who is occasionally sensitive about his perceived masculinity and gets defensive about emotional intimacy around other men (largely hardison, who's much more comfortable expressing affection and embracing a softer kind of masculinity), but eliot displays enough emotional awareness and sensitivity and respect for women etc etc that anyone who's been subjected to that era of television will put on rose-tinted glasses without even looking twice.
(and he is, don't get me wrong, incredibly emotionally aware for a professionally punchy guy with enough trauma to sink the titanic. it still startles me to see.)
on top of which we have the layers and the accessories and the excellent hair with the secret braids and the way he barely has an ego and he's good with kids and protective of his team without taking it too far, and some of us never stood a fucking chance.
#eliot#eliot spencer#orig#further discussion in further tags#I'm being perhaps a little critical and there are other ways to read eg the fragile masculinity moments#but I Do think they were intended this way and largely come across this way#I'm quite happy playing with a fanon eliot who's better at this shit is the thing? it feels faithful enough to the original.#but this is something I'm chewing over in a rewatch and it's interesting so far#the fact that he pretty consistently respects women doesn't stop him from treating men and women differently y'know?#the fact that his bantering with hardison expresses affection and gets quite soft over time#doesn't stop him from pushing hardison away on a semi-regular basis. often physically.#the fact that the fandom unanimously decided he's an utter gentleman in matters of dating#doesn't quite negate the time he physically stopped aimee from getting away when he wanted to talk to her#though that's one I might disregard because it's so early and I think they hadn't quite figured out the characters then#and it was admittedly a brief moment followed by very consensual happenings#perhaps. honestly. eliot may be reflecting the attitudes of the show here.#which were very progressive for the time and are still startling on several fronts now but also showing definite signs of age#arguably fanon eliot (as I understand him) is eliot adjusted for inflation. as it were.#there's a lot going on here I'm having a normal amount of thoughts about it I'm. stopping now
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Tartarus is still a little broken and that's Fun !
#so far playing through all of this i have to say. the no level cap increase makes me feel cheated#with how much questing we're doing and all#iirc they said they wanted to take companion promos seriously but did this whole. Hawkules thing#where you have to get a drop and they eventually needed to increase its rate in this recent update#and if you wanted it without farming you have to pay 10 bucks worth of crowns for it now#you know! to promote a companion! but see you can just BUY a companion in the crownshop using that real money#if you cant tell ive not been a fan of this new promotion method and this is taking it 'seriously'?#granted ive just started tartarus so i kind of want to hold my tongue and see the rest for myself rn#so far these quests are Good and Bad. they definitely went in the right direction but. no level cap kind of hurts.#still feels like we're stuck in one place even though we're moving forward#there's a lot of great concepts and even better dialogue to even out the bad#but at what point do we feel it's worth doing all this effort for. a couple new mid comps and a chance at a main comp promo?#keep in mind all this posting is just my own opinion. i know there's ppl out there that either love or loathe these additions#and i find myself in the middle tbh#i find this story fine and good so far i guess but i don't know if i'm still going to feel this way by the end of it#and yes yes 'be grateful p101 even got updates' while wiz continues to get new worlds and level cap increases. wonderful to be where we are#rambling#vent
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Finally. Actual in game Overdrive instructions
I already know how this stuff works, but stuff like this is a big improvement for new players. X is fucking rough on your first playthrough if you don't know what you're doing, which you probably wouldn't because the game didn't teach you anything.
Them rectifying that even just for Overdrive already makes this miles better than the original and probably will be a much better experience for new players.
Oh yeah all the new story stuff is neat too.
Ok in all seriousness though, they are pulling out a lot of unused stuff and hanging plot threads from the original, with seemingly entirely new stuff as well????
We have the Ghosts, The Ares, Elma's partner, the Neilnails and seemingly their pilot? It feels like they're pulling out everything for this
Who are you people??
I need it to be March, now
#xenoblade#xenoblade x definitive edition#xenoblade x de#xenoblade Chronicles X#This might be way more than what I was expecting#It honestly feels like they might be at least coming close to the story they originally intended#Which is insane given how much it was trimmed down for the final release#The Black Knight has white hair which is interesting#I'm ngl#I look at him and think Albedo from Xenosaga#It's probably not#but they still aren't showing his face even though he's probably someone we don't know#questions for later i guess#Also the new UI looks good#I never had trouble reading things in the original#but I know that was an issue for some people#This definitely looks more readable but I suppose that's better judged by people who had issues with the original on that front
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Tbh I feel like going to the US while the Nazis are in power is suicidal. So of course I don't understand your choice of going instead of your SO coming to Europe. But while I don't understand, I wish and pray for you to be safe. Whatever you choose, I hope you guys will be okay
You might be right. I have no idea what the future has in store or if I'll come to regret it. But I've already stated my reasons. As it stands, with the year-long process we've already started and that we can't just flip on a dime overnight, my partner can't come and stay in Europe legally just like that. Legal immigration is not that easy in one way or the other. Also... Yeah, I've stated that before, but one shouldn't underestimate how shitty things have been getting in Europe for the past few years as well, and how the influence of the US (which is huge) is likely to make things worse. So again I'm not 100% sure whether that'd have been better anyway.
Also also... Ima be real, I've shared that before, but the time where I was separated from my partner due to the travel ban was the only time in my life where I had actual suicidal ideation. I don't want this to happen again. That's why I'm making moves so it doesn't, first and foremost.
#tw sui ideation#tw sui talk#again i can't just pick and choose it's actually a really tough process and not just something i can go willy nilly about#it's a bit of a headache having people telling me otherwise#i'll do what i can and we'll keep doing our best to stay safe but it's not like i can just switch roads overnight#i wish i could but it's never as simple#or maybe it is for people who are already us citizens i have no idea#but i'm not quite sure#either way tbh i'm not sure moving to europe as so many people are throwing in online rn is that great a solution either#europe is the us's playground and geopolitically its bitch#some things definitely are better than in the us but in a world where money rules everything i don't feel it's quite as fool proof#as everyone makes it sound#as someone who was born and raised there respectfully#who's felt that influence for life#and btw as someone who also grew up not speaking english and who had to painstakingly learn#don't think you can just move to a random country you can't speak the language of and that everyone will be as nice about it#as if you were a tourist#language is important#my partner doesn't speak my country's language#so yep there's that#i've already said that several times anyway it's getting tiresome#we COULD have tried for the UK in a timeline where those dumbasses didn't choose to leave the EU#but that ship sailed almost 10 years ago#i wonder if anyone realizes that#sorry for saying that after such a wall of text but thank you for the concern though sincerely
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Finished the Jekyll Bust!
The face is inspired by John Barrymore Jekyll, while the hair is inspired by a mix of The Glass Scientists Jekyll and young Scrooge from that one animated Netflix movie.
#never modeled a human before so this went better than i expected#i mean the hair could definitely use some improvement but i've already spent so much time on it...#i feel bad for being so inactive on tumblr lately but i am so behind on my college stuff rn and i'm high key stressed about it#but new tgs page soon so yippee!!!!!#jekyll and hyde#henry jekyll#dr jekyll#the glass scientists#3d model#art#quartzposting
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Buddhism might not have seven deadly sins, but they do have ‘five poisons’.
Moha (मोह), Wúzhī (无知): Ignorance, Confusion, Bewilderment, Delusion
Rāga (राग), Yīliàn (依恋): Attachment, Desire, Passion, Greed, Lust
Dvesha (द्वेष), Fǎngǎn (反感): Aversion, Anger, Hatred
Māna (मान), Xūróng (虛榮): Pride, Arrogance, Conceit
Irshya (ईर्ष्या), Jídù (嫉妒): Envy, Jealousy
The first three are also known as the three poisons.
If traditional heavenly demons are hatred, and the crows are pride, that leaves delusion, greed/lust and envy.
Though with how crows steal stuff, I could also see just sticking to the OG three and making them Rāga instead, so there might only be one more heavenly demon type around.
Either way, a Moha based heavenly demon would be freaky. Whatever they look like, they’d probably bend reality, confuse people’s minds, or create illusions.
Actually sounds a bit like dream demons kinda… Meng Mo, secret heavenly demon who lost his body?
Wooooaaaah, that would be so cool - and I love the idea of Meng Mo being a heavenly demon, but one that's trapped and without his body, forced to leech off the energy of OTHER demons, those that were once below him. He has become what he hates the most - weak and forced to rely on others. I do feel like Airplane would focus the most on the dvesha (wrath) demons because...well, that's Binghe, but there are probably loads of notes on potential types of heavenly demons that were abandoned through time. Maybe Meng Mo was supposed to be a plot point about Moha demons and their lineage, but it was swiftly abandoned when the fans lashed out.
#four being a dumbass#crowyuan au#I wish I could keep yapping more#I am so so tired#gawd#guh#ect etc#but I'm doing better than I could be#siiiiigh#this is such an interesting concept#definitely one I'll be revisiting when I'm fully cognisant#and feeling like a human#so putting a pin in that#scum villain self saving system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#scum villain#mxtx svsss#svsss au#svsss
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#no because fr#I KNOW that I shouldn't say that and that I could definitely be making better decisions right now#but that seriously does NOT stop me now I'm just sitting in front row seats watching my own collapse#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd fp#bpd safe#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd shit#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#black and white#bpd blog#bpd favorite person#bpd feels#bpd life#bpd mood#bpd meme#bpd tag#bpd things#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#borderline pd#npd vent
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I’m so excited to see the Fukurōdani vs Mujinazaka match animated not just because I’m an Akaashi kinnie who doesn't play about Bokuaka but because maybe people will finally start acknowledging how emotionally intelligent Bokuto is.
#i feel like this fandom reduces bokuto solely to his mood swings when there's so much more to him#there's SO MUCH we learn from this match not just about bokuaka but about both akaashi AND bokuto individually#including the greater emphasis we get on how well bokuto understands people#i think we definitely get some hints of his emotional intelligence in his relationship with tsukishima during the tokyo expedition arc#but there's greater emphasis placed on it during the mujinazaka match through his interactions with akaashi#and how those interactions lead us to realising that bokuto actually understands akaashi better than akaashi understands bokuto#i'm so excited#but also deeply terrified because this fandom is a prison and i know the takes from the anime-only fans will be abysmal#aisha rambles#bokuaka#bokuto koutarou#hq bokuto#akaashi keiji#hq akaashi#hq#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#fukurodani#mujinazaka
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#fuecoco#i gotta say i didn't really care for this thing at first. it was one of my least favorite starters right next to grookey when it was first#revealed. and normally i'm a big fan of fire starters. but this guy didn't do it for me#and this design still doesn't‚ but i do appreciate skeledirge. it's very cool‚ i love the fire hat and the día de los muertos design#it really feels like tpc have been going all out on making pokémon that Fit The Region since gen 8#which is pretty cool. i like it. and i definitely think paldea has some very fun vibes. but i dunno if i'd say it's one of my favorite#regions pokémon-wise or layout-wise. it was their first shot at open world‚ and i think it shows#the older regions with more limitations definitely shone more because they worked better in those limitations#paldea just feels like a big open empty sandbox at times. which is fun to explore‚ but doesn't feel too civilized compared to something#like… unova. where there's a city on every fuckin route corner and they're all so full of life and personality#like i could not remember any of the paldea town themes for the life of me. i can remember their names for the most part#but that's basically just because the facilities that get used a lot are spread out between them. for example: i remember medali#specifically because it's where i go to change a pokémon's tera type. i remember mesagoza because it's the main hub city#i remember levincia because of the posters. i remember montenevera because i think the hyper training guy is there#but not because like. i remember driftveil because YAAAAAAAAAAAAA#y'know. even galar had a better region design than paldea#that's not to say i think paldea is BAD. like i'm not a scarlet/violet hater like every other pokémon “fan” on the internet#i've put like 200+ hours into that fuckin game. i still LIKE it. but my heart still holds a soft spot for kalos and the like
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You guys won't guess whose birthday it is today
Mine AND it's also @geoxstxrs birthday!!!! Make sure to say happy birthday to him as well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEO!!! ^^
#Hell nah im feeling sick i better feel good when I wake up I want a good day. I dont eat fruits for nothing bro#Anyways barely turning 15 is wild...#Happy birthday to me and geo!!!! ^^#lego ninjago#art#my artwork#lego ninjago fanart#Ish??#Birthday#Geoxstxrs#acronix#Ninjago acronix#Acronix Ninjago#:]#Hmmm i wonder what my mutuals will say#ninjago#Im gonna be locked in a room all day for school I'm NOT happy#Y'all should definitely come by and idk pick me up and take me to the Lego store at the mall#Aoohhhgh
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