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Month 2, day 9 (I wanted to say Day 2, Episode 9 and that was nOT correct, y'all, I'm still a wee bit sick and my brain is made of dumb XD), got one more frame of clothing animation done! I'll get more done tomorrow, it's just tonight was bath night and I was cozy in the tub >.>
#the great artscapade of 2023#art#my art#my animation#walk cycle#oc: mizu#flashing gif#ā putting that tag bc the clothes popping on and off makes my eyes Displeasedā¢ so I figure better safe than sorry#I made it to work today!#I'm definitely feeling better#if the kitty cat lets me sleep in peace instead of screaming that I'm not petting him at 3am I may feel even better tomorrow :D#or not lol idk we'll see it depends on both the quality AND quantity of the sleepysleeps#which I'm gonna go do rn#see you tomorrow my loves! š
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To Comfort The Moon
A lil doodly comfort crumb from this AU. I swear it's more lighthearted than this! ....Mostly, anyway.
Usually, comments like that slide right over Moon, it doesn't really bother him, that day was just a bad one, and the kids weren't feeling as nice as they usually do. It happens. And they know they have each other to just be there! They're not alone.
Most of the Daycare space is canon compliant, with a few extras just because; in this case, Moon's Nap Corner! While most kids prefer being outside of the little nook, some feel safer inside, which is why it exists :)
I was debating whether to add the other important guys in this comic, but decided that this moment happened prior to their intro, or there are plot related reasons they're not here! It doesn't really matter... ^^'
Under the cut is the comic without dialogue! I feel like it's still understandable without it, and I kinda prefer it anyway, so I decided to post! Anyways, see you when I actually introduce the others correctly! (Aka post their refs) :>
#fnaf au#I haven't named it yet?#tentatively calling runecare for now#runecare au#tags will change when i find a better name#fnaf sun#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sundrop#fnaf daycare au#moon fnaf#fnaf sun and moon#fnaf sun x moon#fnaf security breach#fnaf fanart#fnaf sb#fnaf moon#fnaf moondrop#sundrop fnaf#fnaf dca#they have soooo many tags sigh#rune posts?! impossible#rune draws#the nook is messy because their shift just ended#that's my excuse and im sticking to it#its definitely not because i hate drawing bgs not at all#also fyi i wont use that many individual character tags next time#feels like too much#...hopefully i'm not lying about that
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hi!! dropping off some of the things i drew on my break so far. ^_^
#ā my art .#baconnwaffles0#planetlord#mapicc#princezam#wato1876#wemmbu#pangi#eggchan#spokeishere#vitalasy#itzsubz#ashswag#thats all of em i think#spacewaffles#tax duo#ohhhh how i miss them#eclipse federation#ashzam#empire duo#devotion duo#lifesteal smp#unstable universe#lsshipping#this is a mess but i dont feel like organizing it#its just an art dump i guess#i'm feeling better so i just wanted to drop these here#might still be low on activity but i'm definitely doing better#mostly thanks to people from silly time gc hi creatures#a couple of those are uh reqs i remembered i had
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Read Right to Left (Manga Format)
I have returned to watching demon slayer after a year and it came up while I was having a serious late night talk with my big sister. I was talking about the relationship between Michikatsu/Kokushibo and Yoriichi and it turns out we both see each other in Yoriichi's shoes and ourselves in Michikatsu's place. Definitely surprising, but really relieving to know that we both worry too much and we are not so far apart in skill as we believe.
This is technically the first piece of fanart I've ever made for the characters in Demon Slayer, I have made OCs before but I never drew an actual character from the story. For context this is mostly just a fun "what if" scenario with them meeting in the afterlife. I like to think Yoriichi's love would reawaken Michikatsu's humanity.
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#yoriichi tsugikuni#michikatsu tsugikuni#demon slayer fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny fanart#fan comic#very much unserious note: I misread something on the wiki to my sister as Koku offing himself because he regenerated too ugly š#and now me and my sister have āKokushibo momentā to denote a scenario in which we become so absolutely pathetic that we just cannot go on#Mine is if I'm still making submas content at 60 years old#Hers is me thinking she's currently having her Kokushibo moment#definitely lightened the mood and we were laughing for like 5 minutes straight#anyways Yoriichi and Michikatsu (mostly Michi) are my faves from this story because I can feel for them more than I do other characters#Also that thing in the beginning is meant to be a hitodama!! I wanted Michi to land next to Yoriichi but when I tried the shooting star ide#it did not work š anyways that little wisp reforms into Kokushibo's monstrous formā which Yoriichi shreds apart in seconds#for the people looking for my usual submas contentā I actually had an idea to draw them debating which twin to cosplay a few months back#Ingo said Emmet should be Yoriiichi cause he's the younger oneā Emmet said Ingo should be Yoriichi cause he's cooler (read: better liked)#This took about 5 hours elapsed timeā I stopped halfway through the last panel for a 6 hour nap#Also the purple just denotes which sections is close to the demonic partsā kinda like lighting but not quite
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Finished the Jekyll Bust!
The face is inspired by John Barrymore Jekyll, while the hair is inspired by a mix of The Glass Scientists Jekyll and young Scrooge from that one animated Netflix movie.
#never modeled a human before so this went better than i expected#i mean the hair could definitely use some improvement but i've already spent so much time on it...#i feel bad for being so inactive on tumblr lately but i am so behind on my college stuff rn and i'm high key stressed about it#but new tgs page soon so yippee!!!!!#jekyll and hyde#henry jekyll#dr jekyll#the glass scientists#3d model#art#quartzposting
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#no because fr#I KNOW that I shouldn't say that and that I could definitely be making better decisions right now#but that seriously does NOT stop me now I'm just sitting in front row seats watching my own collapse#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd fp#bpd safe#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd shit#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#black and white#bpd blog#bpd favorite person#bpd feels#bpd life#bpd mood#bpd meme#bpd tag#bpd things#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#borderline pd#npd vent
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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how āability usersā (opposite to ānormal peopleā) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ć
Ā“ Ė )ā”#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs#It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga isā#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes ofā#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and herā#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated#I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I meanā he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joyā#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the āproving my strength againstā#myselfā narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity thatā#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg#but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw andā#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka#and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb#Next. Da really is shipping paradise (ā„ļ¹ā„) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin#and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Alsoāāāāā Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily onā#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the beliefā#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we reallyā#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up#random rambles
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the thing about eliot spencer as a character, right. the thing about him.
(and as always your mileage may vary on my analyses so if we disagree that's cool actually)
is that he is in fact a somewhat emotionally constipated idiot who is occasionally sensitive about his perceived masculinity and gets defensive about emotional intimacy around other men (largely hardison, who's much more comfortable expressing affection and embracing a softer kind of masculinity), but eliot displays enough emotional awareness and sensitivity and respect for women etc etc that anyone who's been subjected to that era of television will put on rose-tinted glasses without even looking twice.
(and he is, don't get me wrong, incredibly emotionally aware for a professionally punchy guy with enough trauma to sink the titanic. it still startles me to see.)
on top of which we have the layers and the accessories and the excellent hair with the secret braids and the way he barely has an ego and he's good with kids and protective of his team without taking it too far, and some of us never stood a fucking chance.
#eliot#eliot spencer#orig#further discussion in further tags#I'm being perhaps a little critical and there are other ways to read eg the fragile masculinity moments#but I Do think they were intended this way and largely come across this way#I'm quite happy playing with a fanon eliot who's better at this shit is the thing? it feels faithful enough to the original.#but this is something I'm chewing over in a rewatch and it's interesting so far#the fact that he pretty consistently respects women doesn't stop him from treating men and women differently y'know?#the fact that his bantering with hardison expresses affection and gets quite soft over time#doesn't stop him from pushing hardison away on a semi-regular basis. often physically.#the fact that the fandom unanimously decided he's an utter gentleman in matters of dating#doesn't quite negate the time he physically stopped aimee from getting away when he wanted to talk to her#though that's one I might disregard because it's so early and I think they hadn't quite figured out the characters then#and it was admittedly a brief moment followed by very consensual happenings#perhaps. honestly. eliot may be reflecting the attitudes of the show here.#which were very progressive for the time and are still startling on several fronts now but also showing definite signs of age#arguably fanon eliot (as I understand him) is eliot adjusted for inflation. as it were.#there's a lot going on here I'm having a normal amount of thoughts about it I'm. stopping now
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Buddhism might not have seven deadly sins, but they do have āfive poisonsā.
Moha (ą¤®ą„ą¤¹), WĆŗzhÄ« (ę ē„): Ignorance, Confusion, Bewilderment, Delusion
RÄga (ą¤°ą¤¾ą¤), YÄ«liĆ n (ä¾ę): Attachment, Desire, Passion, Greed, Lust
Dvesha (ą¤¦ą„ą¤µą„ą¤·), FĒngĒn (åę): Aversion, Anger, Hatred
MÄna (ą¤®ą¤¾ą¤Ø), XÅ«rĆ³ng (čꦮ): Pride, Arrogance, Conceit
Irshya (ą¤ą¤°ą„ą¤·ą„ą¤Æą¤¾), JĆdĆ¹ (å«å¦): Envy, Jealousy
The first three are also known as the three poisons.
If traditional heavenly demons are hatred, and the crows are pride, that leaves delusion, greed/lust and envy.
Though with how crows steal stuff, I could also see just sticking to the OG three and making them RÄga instead, so there might only be one more heavenly demon type around.
Either way, a Moha based heavenly demon would be freaky. Whatever they look like, theyād probably bend reality, confuse peopleās minds, or create illusions.
Actually sounds a bit like dream demons kindaā¦ Meng Mo, secret heavenly demon who lost his body?
Wooooaaaah, that would be so cool - and I love the idea of Meng Mo being a heavenly demon, but one that's trapped and without his body, forced to leech off the energy of OTHER demons, those that were once below him. He has become what he hates the most - weak and forced to rely on others. I do feel like Airplane would focus the most on the dvesha (wrath) demons because...well, that's Binghe, but there are probably loads of notes on potential types of heavenly demons that were abandoned through time. Maybe Meng Mo was supposed to be a plot point about Moha demons and their lineage, but it was swiftly abandoned when the fans lashed out.
#four being a dumbass#crowyuan au#I wish I could keep yapping more#I am so so tired#gawd#guh#ect etc#but I'm doing better than I could be#siiiiigh#this is such an interesting concept#definitely one I'll be revisiting when I'm fully cognisant#and feeling like a human#so putting a pin in that#scum villain self saving system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#scum villain#mxtx svsss#svsss au#svsss
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is it just me or was shoupe a little hesitant when he was talking to the pogues and they brought up genrette's daughter larissa aka jj's mom
okay bear with me here... shoupe pauses before saying "i'm aware, i knew her" and then seems to be playing it off by saying "we all did, you know, small island"
later on shoupe is looking through newspaper clippings with a somber expression (which granted could be explained as him just being confused lol). one article says "the recent drowning of Larissa Groff and her infant son has raised suspicions of a possible murder-suicide stemming from postpartum depression... was found submerged in the waters of Goat Island alongside her precious baby boy, Jackson" but obviously jj is alive so either some other baby was placed with her to hide jj or it was a lie and there was no baby found... either way there's a cover up going on
we also know that luke was on the boat when larissa drowned. clearly he isn't jj's dad but he knew larissa and must have seen her die and been part of the cover up to have gotten jj
the other article shoupe looks at says "chandler groff exonerated" which implies that he may have been a suspect in larissa's death
possible explanations:
1) larissa really did commit suicide but before she did, she gave jj to luke (for some reason she trusted him??) to protect him from groff
2) luke saw groff kill larissa and try to kill jj, but luke saved jj from drowning and took him
there has to be some greater plot here though because somehow genrette knew that jj was really his grandson so why would he A) leave him alone when he is the only part of his daughter left and B) keep groff around if he really did something to larissa/jj. or did he only figure it out when the pogues got famous and he saw jj, realized he looked like larissa and did the mathā¦ but that would mean luke orchestrated the cover up by himself and heās dumb af
now here is where i get a little crazy... what if WHAT IF groff isn't jj's biological dad like the ending implied... but SHOUPE IS
#jj maybank#outer banks#text#i've been drinking too much wine#i'm just trying to make sense of this š#shoupe and jj have had like a lot of scenes together#and for as much shit as they talk about shoupe#i feel like he's actually a relatively good cop and has helped them out#so like what if they're planting the seeds#i sound insane š#i know iām putting way too much thought into this cause they definitely pulled this storyline outta their ass#i just sense another twist with the dad reveal#like it canāt be as obvious as āclearly you dad was her husbandā ā ļø#and honestly shoupe would be a better dad than groff and jj deserves better š#also i was a 'jjs name is john' truther but honestly i LOVE the name jackson so this is a win for me
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#fuecoco#i gotta say i didn't really care for this thing at first. it was one of my least favorite starters right next to grookey when it was first#revealed. and normally i'm a big fan of fire starters. but this guy didn't do it for me#and this design still doesn'tā but i do appreciate skeledirge. it's very coolā i love the fire hat and the dĆa de los muertos design#it really feels like tpc have been going all out on making pokĆ©mon that Fit The Region since gen 8#which is pretty cool. i like it. and i definitely think paldea has some very fun vibes. but i dunno if i'd say it's one of my favorite#regions pokĆ©mon-wise or layout-wise. it was their first shot at open worldā and i think it shows#the older regions with more limitations definitely shone more because they worked better in those limitations#paldea just feels like a big open empty sandbox at times. which is fun to exploreā but doesn't feel too civilized compared to something#likeā¦ unova. where there's a city on every fuckin route corner and they're all so full of life and personality#like i could not remember any of the paldea town themes for the life of me. i can remember their names for the most part#but that's basically just because the facilities that get used a lot are spread out between them. for example: i remember medali#specifically because it's where i go to change a pokĆ©mon's tera type. i remember mesagoza because it's the main hub city#i remember levincia because of the posters. i remember montenevera because i think the hyper training guy is there#but not because like. i remember driftveil because YAAAAAAAAAAAAA#y'know. even galar had a better region design than paldea#that's not to say i think paldea is BAD. like i'm not a scarlet/violet hater like every other pokĆ©mon āfanā on the internet#i've put like 200+ hours into that fuckin game. i still LIKE it. but my heart still holds a soft spot for kalos and the like
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You guys won't guess whose birthday it is today
Mine AND it's also @geoxstxrs birthday!!!! Make sure to say happy birthday to him as well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEO!!! ^^
#Hell nah im feeling sick i better feel good when I wake up I want a good day. I dont eat fruits for nothing bro#Anyways barely turning 15 is wild...#Happy birthday to me and geo!!!! ^^#lego ninjago#art#my artwork#lego ninjago fanart#Ish??#Birthday#Geoxstxrs#acronix#Ninjago acronix#Acronix Ninjago#:]#Hmmm i wonder what my mutuals will say#ninjago#Im gonna be locked in a room all day for school I'm NOT happy#Y'all should definitely come by and idk pick me up and take me to the Lego store at the mall#Aoohhhgh
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goofy hermit doodles!! because uhh why not!!
#cubfan135#zedaph#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#sorry for making zed purple-coded do you still love me /j (it's kind of a magenta. so.)#this was my first time drawing cub (unless you count scraps of doodles from like 2019 that i probably lost a while ago) !!#and as such it was a definite learning process! i could definitely draw him better now i think but this one turned out okay for now#i still feel like i didn't do him justice though.. i'll try again tomorrow#zed on the other hand came out fantastic and then i proceeded to not be able to draw him well ever again (he's from a few days ago)#fun fact i was trying to write a desert duo-centric little story a couple days ago and i randomly put cub in as a placeholder character for#-scar to talk to in a scene and my entire story accidentally became about convex instead. whoopsies#also zed lives in scar's basement. cub does too but he actually pays rent. they don't know about zed so it's funny#scar's house is a theme park. his basement is a hole#it's a whole thing. why am i talking about this? i don't know i'm really tired ok#reblogs super appreciated as always :D#aurie's art
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Top 50 OTPs of All Time ā #44. Naomi Campbell & Emily Fitch
"Iāve loved you since the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared about the way I felt, you know, loving a girl, so I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch to kind of feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away, but it didnāt work. When we got together it scared the shit out of me. Because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault. But really I was just terrified of pain. I screwed that girl, Sophia, to kind of spite you for having that hold on me, and Iām a total fucking coward because I got theseā¦ these tickets to Goa for us three months ago, but I, I couldnāt standā¦ I didnāt want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and itās horrible. Itās so horrible, because really, Iād die for you. I love you. I love you so much itās killing me."
#skinsedit#forbescaroline#naomi x emily#naomily#naomi campbell#emily fitch#50otps#gifs: skins#*#the first f/f ship i was ever super invested in (not counting minky bc it ended up being ultimate queerbait)#the lone skins fire gif bc i despise that season but i still love that quote#they were so good for each other#it's such a shame there was so much bs in 4 but it gave us that GOATed scene#so i can't rly complain#w all of the canon f/f ships on here they are here bc of how influential they were to me figuring myself out#āwhen i'm with you i feel like i'm a better personā is my own personal definition of true love#otp: i'd die for you
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Me: Everything i make is garbage i shouldn't even bother
The eiden in my head:
Me: Sorry eiden you're right my efforts have value
#any time i feel down about the act of creation#actually. any time i feel this way about... saying words in public too#when i'm typing up a comment anywhere on this site and the internal narration is constantly trying to stop me#with LOUD whispers of No one cares!! or even worse... people actively do not want to know ur thoughts!!! zip them fingerlips!!!!!!#during moments of struggle like this#i summon eiden like the powerful support assist he is#into my battle against myself#hey if he can fix kuya he can definitely fix me š#he is a stellar therapist for the clan. so strong. how does he do it#a new coping mechanism!! next time you feel down about your work#imagine you're one of eiden's clan members#exhibiting Mental Illness#and he just gives u that empathetic loving look. with some weird combo of words that makes u feel infinitely better#love u eiden u damaged sweetheart ty for the cbt#nu carnival eiden
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Helena: *threateningly bares fangs* I promise, I'm usually really nice! *almost sucks you dry* Apologies! *dumps your nearly lifeless body in the ditch* Have a great day!
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Shout out to @birdietrait, @gunthermunch, and @dreamlandiasims for doing some really cool flashlight scenes recently that inspired me! And extra special thanks to @xldkx for helping me give Helena dainty little fangs since she's not quite ready for a fully sharpened mouth.
Helena, thinking: You have to do this. It's the only way you'll feel better. Just get it over with. Thirty seconds, a minute. That's it. Then it'll be done and you can go back home.
Park Ranger: Hey! Who's out here? The park is closed. No loitering after hours. [under breath] Stupid pot-smoking kids. Don't they know I can sniff them out from a mile away?
Show yourself! You're trespassing on federal property!
Helena, thinking: Shitshitshitshitshit! If you're going to do it, you have to do it now!
[BEAST MODE ACTIVATED]
Park Ranger: Who the- What the- [screams]
Helena: [whispering] I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm not going to kill you. It'll be over soon.
Park Ranger: [gasping] What... are... you?
#ts4#sims 4#sims 4 story#ts4 story#simblr#story: hzid#gif warning#flashing gif#flashing tw#blood tw#violence tw#helena zhao#helena i'm sure there are a few weirdos around who would GIVE you their blood!!!#please find them#i feel like there's too much blood to imply she's leaving people alive lol i get carried away#and yes that weird little balcony has definitely always been attached to their house š¤«#anyway super happy with how these came out :)#btw the gif quality is much better if you click on it
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