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I'm almost done my first video game YAY and Smiles
#the toucan squawks#All it takes is user input and a fuck ton of if elif else statements#The only things I have left is to implement a couple fights‚ some random events‚ and then sprucing it up#And by sprucing it up I mean making the text better/fancier‚ adding a start menu‚ adding a shite ton of time delays‚ a tutorial‚#Probably adding a few more items too (plus making sure the ones already made have prices‚ names‚ and lore text)#I'll probably share it on Tumblr once I'm done
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Decided to yeet this little post together for the Witch's Heart AU I'm working on-- Nothing too in depth as of yet, just listing who goes what as for the roles they are in.
Demons
Haters
Silas Lycoris
Purebred
Leviatha Alastor
Humans
"Targets" (Possessors of the Heart)
Elysia Mila (Formerly, Deceased in most Cases)
"Wishers" (People With Wishes)
Elster
"Non-Wishers" (People Without Wishes)
Antra
#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ]#[ au stuff ]#This isn't even all my muses#This is just the ones I have/had listed on the list#I have PLENTY of others to fit into this mess#I'll probably end up throwing them into the list too#Though probably off tumblr#Unless people want to see the whole list once I'm done#In which case I will share it
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– update
Hello! I don't think I've done these in a while but just wanted to share that I'm going through the bugs and errors slowly but surely. The bug of the infinite loading screen/Blake bug is one that I can't fix because it works for others and then doesn't for some. I'm definitely going to make a new link and probably new save files to avoid that once I release the first patch! Sorry 'bout that.
This was sent to me from the cog forum: A lovely redditor told me to play the game all the way to that point through your browser (I had Safari) save it before you hit the infinite load. Then go to the author’s Tumblr page and load the demo through there then load your save. That worked a charm for me.
Hopefully that works for now!
Having said that, I'm hoping to choose beta testers once the first patch is done. If you aren't chosen this round don't fret, I'll definitely need more and more as the game gets bigger! :) I think it'll be by a chapter-by-chapter basis, though I'm not completely sure yet. Sorry about the long wait. Infamous is still my first IF and anything that doesn't relate to just…writing is something I still struggle with, in other words idk what im doing ❤️ /lh
I've started preparing the Patreon content for this month! thanks for your patience! I just wanted to get the chapter out before focusing on anything else.
And finally I have the outlines for 4/5 done. They're a bare-bones skeleton bullet pointed deal which gives me freedom to pin down the scenes when I do scene outlines but I'm excited for chapter 4 and to write the next week on tour! Chapter 3 felt a little like an intermission hahah which at least gives us a breather before jumping back into it.
That's all! Happy everyone enjoyed chapter three. Thank you :)
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Agency Assignments: A comprehensive to-do list for saving Dead Boy Detectives!
I'm very easily overwhelmed, so I wanted to break down all the ways to help "Save Dead Boy Detectives" that I have seen floating around. This is meant to be something you can reference when you feel like there is so much you need and want to do to help, but don't know how or where to start.
Note: I will be updating this post as we go when necessary, so feel free to bookmark it in your browser for easy access, add it to your homepage, whatever! I'll always have a link to it in my Pinned Navigation post on my blog as well!
It is of the utmost importance that we fight as an organized, well-informed front. We need to be on the same page if we're going to save our show, so let's get into it! 💜💀🔎
➪ First and foremost, follow @savethedeadboys! They're going to be our best resource during this fight.
➪ Next, follow @deadboyagency for news and updates: they've been around since the show dropped and have been an invaluable source of information the entire time.
Now for some task breakdowns:
"One-Time" Tasks
➪ Like the header says, these things can only be done once. Once you do them, you don't have to give them any space in your mind.
Sign the petition*
Review & Rate Dead Boy Detectives on Google, IMDB, Rotten Tomatoes. Be sure on IMDB you don't just rate the show as a whole, but you also rate each individual episode! You can also "Like" the show on Google and click "Watched" which helps the show's engagement scores. (If there are other popular sites I haven't listed here, feel free to share them and rate Dead Boy Detectives highly on them!)
Notify Netflix customer service (through their online chat feature) that you're unhappy with the cancelation of Dead Boy Detectives. This is a short, 5-minute task that I wrote a guide on (with an example message) here!
"Repeat" Tasks:
➪ These tasks can become a part of your daily routine; do what works best for you! You don't have to do every single one of these tasks every day if that is overwhelming!
Share the petition* over and over again, on every one of your socials! Make everyone you love sign it!
Stream Dead Boy Detectives!* Keep it on a loop in the background on low volume as much as possible. Try to get others to stream it as well, especially if they haven't watched it before! Netflix cares about VIEWS: views save shows and I broke down the reasoning here. (Bonus: if you post over on Twitter about your rewatch, use the tag #ReviveDeadBoyDetectives)
Talk about Dead Boy Detectives!* You're probably doing that already, but just be sure that you're tagging your posts. Here on Tumblr use the "Dead Boy Detectives" tag at least (to boost our tag to trending) and anywhere that uses hashtags (Twitter, Facebook, Instagram for example) I would recommend #SaveDeadBoyDetectives and #DeadBoyDetectives as those seem to be the most commonly used tags! IMPORTANT: do not use more than 20 tags here on Tumblr! Any more than 20 and your posts might be marked as spam and hidden from the tags!
Create art, edits for TikTok, fics, gif sets, doodles, crafts, analysis posts, and so on for Dead Boy Detectives.* Having fun is important, too! This is an extension of the "Talk about Dead Boy Detectives" point, but it needs to be stated - don't remove the joy from the fight. If a drawing of our boys or a smutty fic with your favorite trickster cat king is what you can bring to the fight on any given day, that is a perfectly valuable contribution! It's not all emails and hashtags.
Daily request a show through Netflix. Bonus if you're signed in! (I do 3-5 times a day)
Send Emails advocating for Dead Boy Detectives (Email list & Email Template). You can do this as much as you want or just one time.
Send Snail-mail (physical letters) to Netflix advocating for Dead Boy Detectives. I also send a copy of my letters to Warner Bros. Studios. Again, you can do this one time or multiple times. There are dates set aside for "mass" mail sending as well, so check out info on that here!
Interact with articles posted about Dead Boy Detectives. Read them, share them, comment on them, thank the writer for writing them, etc. We want lots of press about the cancellation, and supporting journalists and publications will make them want to write about Dead Boy Detectives more.
NOTE: Anything marked with a * means it's extremely important; if you can only do a few things, these tasks are the ones that you should focus on first. Remember to take care of yourself. This is a marathon, not a sprint, so don't burn yourself out!
WE WILL SAVE THIS SHOW.
Say that to yourself as many times as it takes for you to believe it. We're doing this to get justice for the writers, the actors, for ourselves, and assert to these companies that diverse, queer stories are not disposable one-offs; they deserve to be told in full!
Hugs and Handshakes to you all - whatever will suffice. 💜 Always feel free to reach out if you have any questions, whether that be through private message or my ask box. I'm not going anywhere!
- V
#As promised! Sorry it took me longer than I originally anticipated. If I msised something please let me know!#dead boy detectives#dbda#save dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#payneland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#dbda netflix#the dead boy detective agency#monty finch#esther finch#the cat king#the night nurse#dead boy detectives netflix#the dead boy detectives#jenny green#dbda resources#dbda task list
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Watching Agatha All Along with Friends
If I went off Tumblr for what this show was about, I'd have thought Agatha and Rio are the main characters and everyone corollary. But no. Folks just leaped onto the shipwagon for those two.
In actuality, this is a show about queer community. It tackles a lot of themes related to that: the oppression we face (and fighting back at it), how we sometimes inflict the harm done to us on each other, and how to break that cycle (if we can).
Each character has their own episode, and each one holds fascinating nuggets to unravel. There's some amazing storytelling happening, especially for Lilia's episode which has a great nonlinear narrative.
I'll share more thoughts later once I finish it. There's two episodes left. I'll reblog this with those thoughts probably.
I'm glad that a show, which is unabashedly queer with queer community at its core, finally exists.
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i want to apologize more formally for answering the anon who gave me a false list of proshippers.
ever since making a post asking proshippers to please block me (i had some who were following me), people have been anonymously sending me some lists of proshippers/controversial people in the UTMV fandom.
i have answered a few, but only those that were calling out proshippers that have actually confirmed to be proshippers.
when i received this ask in particular, i just saw someone giving me a list with no ill-intent behind it. so, without giving much thought, i replied to the ask.
my intention with this was to let others know who to block/avoid; not to harass, witch-hunt, etc. i am aware that these kinds of lists can encourage this behavior, which i take responsibility for. i genuinely apologize for using my platform in this way—even if it was done unintentionally, it was still wrong of me to do.
this being said, i do NOT stand for harassment in any way, shape, or form. even if it is directed towards proshippers, that is no way to solve the real issue. proshippers need help, they do not need more reason to need help. purposefully going out of your way to stalk, bully, send threats, or ANYTHING of that nature is wrong.
i made my first apology in a panicked rush, once i saw people telling me that the anon was spreading misinformation. however, in that blog, i did not acknowledge how my actions could have harmed people listed (especially ones who were listed falsely).
if you were affected in any way by my response to this anon, i apologize personally to you. please know this was not my intent: even if you are a proshipper, my only thoughts regarding that ask was "hey! cool, a free blocklist."
everyone is human, and nobody should be treated this way. although i think proshippers are morally wrong, and need help/therapy, they are still real people behind the screen. real people affected by your actions: mine included. the best thing you can do in the situation of seeing a proshipper is blocking them instead of instigating interaction.
i will no longer be doing anything like this again now that i am taking into consideration that some people are using these lists as witch-hunt lists. i should have checked all of the names before replying, especially since the list included no proof whatsoever. in the future, i do promise to be mindful and very cautious when addressing topics like these, especially when it comes to checking facts.
i do hope i can be forgiven, but i understand if not. i understand my actions have consequences, and i understand i was in the wrong taking a hand in spreading false information and encouraging harassment.
the purpose of this apology is to acknowledge what i did wrong, learn from it, and move on. and, to clear up why i replied to the list. keep in mind that it is not an excuse for my actions, but a reason for them. i still made the choice to answer this ask and not at least clarify to block them instead of harassing them.
to the anon who sent that ask: do not spread false information, please. it only hurts those who are involved, nothing good comes out of it for either side.
one more thing i wish to add:
to the grown adults sending me asks, insulting me: what is wrong with you? i am a 16 year old. i am going to make mistakes. it's a part of life, a part of learning. if you seriously think you're doing good by being nasty to a kid on tumblr because of a stupid choice they made, you further strengthen my belief that proshippers need help.
there's also been people just blatantly insulting things about me that are unrelated to the situation as a whole? my art, for example. please stop.
i don't want my blog to be focused on drama, so i'm not going to post much at all about stuff like proshippers anymore. i'll probably just be sharing art for the most part.
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Back from the Shadow Realm ( A Long Awaited Update)
- Designs not yet finalized -
- Update below the cut -
Good evening to one and all!! Welcome to the first ever Fur & Fun Friday! So in case it weren't already apparent my account recently got banished to the shadow realm as of a result of handing out invites for a Secret Santa I've been helping @head---ache out with ever since offering to help run the project back in December and wound up deactivating as a result because I didn't feel like dealing with Tumblr staff and felt it would be easier to start from scratch again so I could kick off the new page with a long awaited update regarding the future of my work. Hopefully this doesn't happen again so I don't have worry about my content gaining zero traction nor go through the hassle of creating a new account for the up tenth time, ah anxiety ye heartless bitch, but if it does then I'll be sure to get off me ass and bug the help desk next time around.
With that being said the short of it is that ya'll probably won't be seeing any art from me for awhile starting Pride Month at the very latest depending on whether or not I can get some smaller projects such as updating my Dragon, Sonic, and never before seen Poke sona's designs done and out of the way before then. Why? Well for whatever reason, whether it be the insomnia that has plagued me since senior year of highschool or the mental health issues I've unfortunately have had to deal with over the years as a result of unwanted drama, some of which was admittedly on me and too anyone who may have been caught in the crossfire at the time it all happened truly from the bottom of my heart I'm sorry if I said or did anything to hurt you and hope that wherever you are that you're living your best life regardless of whether or not you decide to forgive me for my past actions or not and hey even if you don't than that's ok too, it's no skin off my back, or even certain events from past that have come back to haunt me with a vengeance over the years, something I've only recently come to terms with thanks some personal growth on my end that has allowed me to feel the happiest I've felt in awhile even if I don't have a lot going for me right now, for the past few years now I've had some kind of weird creative burn out that has made it difficult for me to sit down and draw as much as I used to which in turn has caused a severe decline in content on my end. As a result as soon as I complete my previously forementioned projects I shall here by be going on an indefinite hiatus so I may use the time to create a content buffer and get back in the swing of things. Once I do I'll be sure to set up a new side blog to share my work on a semi regular basis again and hopefully when I do I can start bringing in some income in the form of merch as well as potential adopts so if you'd be interested in receiving some prints and/or characters from me then be sure to be on look out for that as well as a couple of secret projects I'm hoping to start production for in the coming months hue hue 😉 Until then however you can at the very least expect to start seeing some written martial from me throughout the course of this year starting with my contribution for Kat's Secret Santa event come Valentines Day so be sure to keep an eye on my Rainburst Studios tag in the near future and be sure to follow me on my new A03 for updates! (Just a heads up that I'll be changing my user back to Spiritofrainbursts on there come Wednesday as I changed my mind last minute lol Also I lied you'll technically be seeing a fic from me before Valentines Day even if it's a reupload of an older one shot I never got a chance to finish, and never will or at least as is, for archival purposes.)
Welp that's all from me folks so if you have any questions feel free to send them my way via the inbox otherwise 🎶 SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT 🎶 cause this girl needs some 🎶 SLEEEPP 🎶 (Yes that was an MCR joke. Deal with it cause I've gotten deep into their music as of late and intend to start making a crap ton of jokes based off their songs alongside some other rockbands and/or rock music I enjoy such as Crush 40 or Carry on my Wayward Son by Kansas.)
#Rainburst Studios#Take a Rayne Check#Fur & Fun Friday#Way Past Cool#Sonic the Hedgehog#Silver the Hedgehog#Silver#Hedgehogs#Rayne the Husky#Rayne#Huskies#STH#Sonic Fanart#Sonic Sona#Fursona#But also not really#Sonic OC#Sonic FC#Fanart#Sonas#OC's#FC's#Doodles#Blog Update
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Commission Advice? (pls help)
Hey heyy
I wanna start doing commissions, but I've never done it before, and have no idea where to start. So I thought I'd make this post and ask any artist, that would like to share how they go about commissions, for advice.
I've summed up some of the questions that came to mind below the cut. I would want to take requests outside of Tumblr as well, just fyi. I'm well aware that most of what I ask depends on the individual artist and their works, and that there won't be a single formula to follow - I'd just like to gain a bit of perspective and see how different people go about these things, so that I can get an idea for myself.
Any helpful links to other posts or websites on this topic are much appreciated 💚
Replies to this in DMs are fine too ☺️
Questions below ⬇️
Communication?
Do you text with the client entirely through Tumblr (etc.) DMs, or do you use a different platform (like Discord, WhatsApp)?
Pricing?
My biggest issue is how much to charge for an art piece. I know it depends on multiple factors, like what type of drawing it is, is it lineart only, is it in colour, etc. Then there's also taxes. I've looked at a couple artists, but the prices vary so widely, and I have no idea where to put myself on that spectrum. I also have a huge problem knowing my worth, which definitely doesn't help.
Payment?
Which payment method do you use? My first thought was PayPal, I also read that many people use Stripe (that I never heard of before my research). And when do you ask for the transaction to be made? I've seen 50% upfront, the other 50% once it's done a lot. Some say to not give the customer the finished piece until you've received 100% of the money.
Slots?
How do you decide on how many you have available? Do have a fixed number or just take requests until you think you can't take any more?
Time?
How long does it take you to finish a request? Again, I know it depends on many many things. A couple examples would already help a lot.
Updates? Previews?
Do you give the client in-between updates on your progress? Do you send a preview before sending the finished piece? I've read that, before sending the final file, you should always have the images in low quality and with a watermark over it.
Changes?
If the client is dissatisfied with the final piece, do you allow changes? If yes, how many, where do you draw the line? Do you charge extra? Also, what do you do if the client doesn't like the entire thing?
Licensing
I absolutely suck at this, my brain just doesn't want to comprehend legal language. So most I've read on this, I still don't fully understand, but probably because I've never put it to practice. Is there a specific type of licensing you use? What do you tell your client on what they can do, but more importantly, can't do, with the art you create for them?
Final files?
In which file format do you send the finished art piece to the client? I was thinking pdf, maybe jpg and png? Also, how do you send it? In DMs? Per email?
Scams?
Also one of the more important questions for me, since I get paranoid about these things easily (and turn out to be right most of the time). Any advice on scams? I've read Instagram is filled with them, and to best avoid requests over Insta alltogether. Any experiences you've had, anything I should definitely look out for?
Any other advice?
Anything at all. I'm probably definitely overthinking this and it's most likely really not that complicated, but I'm a very anxious, insecure and paranoid person. 🙈 So I'll take any and all advice I can get.
Thank you 🤗💚
#art advice#art#commission#art commisions#please help#advice#ask#commission advice#advice request#art requests#request#help pls#what i do#any help is appreciated
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About my NanamixReader Fanfic...
Hello, lovely people of Tumblr!
As I've worked on the fanfic I've been planning to share with you this week I realized the story I want to tell is more extensive than I had originally planned. So far I'm at 1k words and have covered around a quarter of the story. I wanted to post something small (around 1k words) as I didn't want to overwhelm myself with a big project since this is my first time writing fanfiction, but now that that's not the case anymore I thought of two options:
1) Finish writing the fanfic as planned, post the monstrosity over the weekend, and work on my next fanfic once I'm done with finals. I'll probably do some shitposting and post a X-Mas fanfic on the 24th.
2) Divide the fanfic into parts, finish working on part one, and post it on Thanksgiving or Friday. Work on finishing the rest little by little, posting a new part weekly, and then work on a X-Mas fanfic for the 24th after finals.
So yeah, let me know which one you prefer! Sekhmet out.
#fanfic#writing#fanfiction#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#nanami kento#jjk nanami#It would be highly beneficial for my mental health if Nanami could grab me by my ponytail too
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writeblr intro!
this has been a long time coming and i've finally gotten around to it after, what? 4 months of being a part of this delightfully and beautifully chaotic community known as writeblr,
so, about me - well, let's see, i'm A Girl and Her Quill - a moniker i'm adopting because who doesn't enjoy a little sense of mystery? now, what else is there to say about me? i love words, i adore stories, and i love books - my favourites are impossible to narrow down to a simple list so i'll just name a few off the top of my head: great expectations - shockingly fell in love and decided to study it for literature coursework (it paid off, 24/25 marks, best damn essay i have ever written), ready player one - this needs no explanation, the brilliance is clear in the title and i also love its sequel, and for the last of the few books i can think of i'm going to say outlander - i'm reading it at the minute and its beautiful (i've seen up to s2 of the show, so i will be rewatching once I finish the book, and start the second book probably, i just can't resist)
why am i here? - as aforementioned i love stories and i've been writing my whole life, (insert a respectful nod to the graveyard of childhood manuscripts long since abandoned) and i've been working on writing a novel for, well, about four years now? that novel being `Ruin's Reprisal, which has undergone one draft, a total rewrite, and now i'm on to edits - and that story has been with me through some of the most crucial years of my life and thankfully, it's almost done (small white lie, i'm editing chapter 20/roughly 40 at the moment, but i'm getting there); and as for why i'm on writeblr well, as the description of my blog states, it really was a dark night with rain battering the windows, and the mood of it so to speak gave me the courage to sign up to the wonderful world of chaos that is tumblr and to start sharing my writing with the world!
and speaking of sharing my writing, i signed up to ao3 as of this morning and i've been collecting all of the posts relating to my novel from tumblr on there, so if reading on ao3 is more your thing than Tumblr, you can find me as: agirlandherquill
so that's about it from me for now, if i think of anything else to add i'll update this post, and i just want to say a truly heartfelt thank you to everyone who has made me feel so welcome and enjoyed the little snippets i bestow from time to time (i do my best to post daily, reckon i've only slipped about 3 days in total so i'm rather impressed with myself)
signing off on the long overdue intro,
~ A Girl and Her Quill
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hecklers welcome vinyl review and thoughts on how the heck james did this
excessive and spoilery comedy-nerd thoughts on the hecklers welcome vinyl/kettering recording below the cut!
James was not lying when he said this recording was of a very chaotic gig. The amount of heckling got so out of hand, he had to give up on his planned material in the end. Which I was expecting going into it, because I'd seen someone on tumblr who was at the Kettering show saying the same thing. If I hadn't had that warning, though, and if I didn't have my own bootleg recording of the NYC show I went to, I might've been disappointed at just how little of the actual material made it onto this vinyl.
All that said, I'm glad I have this recording, because one of the things I love most about comedy is dissecting how it works! And thanks to my relatively-heckle-free show, I didn't really get to see how James was managing his concept for the tour without totally losing control of the audience. The vinyl definitely gave me a lot of fascinating insight there.
I've only listened all the way through once, so these are just initial thoughts. I'll probably find other things when I listen again and again in the future. Also, most of this is me guessing things. I know from a friend who was at the RHLSTP live recording James did a few weeks ago that he talked more about his process for the tour there, and I'm looking forward to hearing if any of my speculation is confirmed when the podcast drops.
The main thing that stood out is that James seems to have jokes/bits that are reserved specifically for getting the audience back on course. If you were at a more well-behaved show, you might not have heard them!
To wit: In the planned material, very close to the beginning, he explains that he doesn’t like doing standup comedy and that he’s had a pattern of getting angry at his audience. He tells a story of a particular gig early in his career where he didn’t handle a heckler well. Then it’s supposed to be sort of a record-scratch-‘you’re-probably-wondering-how-I-got-here’ thing for the rest of the show, with lots of stories from his childhood and such.
The important part to understand is he establishes the ‘I hate my job’ concept early enough that hopefully there are no heckles to derail it, so he can count on being able to do callbacks to that material at any point. This was demonstrated about 15 minutes into the Kettering show, when he went from managing a heckler, to doing a bit about a list of reminders/affirmations he keeps on his phone and reads through before each gig. I didn't get to hear this bit at all in NYC! And it was a delightful additional insight into James’ psyche and very funny, so I’m so glad it made it onto the vinyl.
I’ll share what he revealed of the list in a separate post instead of burying it in a bunch of meta. For my purposes here, the only thing to know is the last item: ‘you don’t have to keep on doing this if you don’t want to.’ To which he added, ‘I could run out here and play the drums’, and immediately started playing the child-size drum set he has on stage. And once he was done playing, he went straight into more of the material I'd heard at my show.
So that's the other half of the ‘get the gig back on track’ strategy I didn't see until now. In NYC, he went over to the drums or the tetherball set occasionally, but it wasn’t even acknowledged in his material. He'd go over, play, then continue with the next bit. But in this ‘list’ routine, he uses the drums very specifically to sort of reset the show. He goes from dealing with a heckler, to doing a joke he can stick in anywhere as needed, to playing the drums, to picking up roughly where he should be in the actual sequence of the material.
I imagine the drum solo also gives him a pause where he doesn’t need to talk and can think through how he might have to cut or rearrange things to manage his timing. Not that it mattered in the end for the Kettering gig, but I can see how it would work quite well when half the audience isn’t unruly teenage boys, haha.
So interesting!
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You should make a pinned post with links or examples to all your art, spiritual and health related post, as a sort of overview tbh. Just a suggestion but it's a pity we can't see all your nice things at once displayed. Perhaps also consider making tags for your different posts.
Hey! This is my first ask, I think? :D To cut straight to the point: I've been working on a post just like that since about 5 months-ish. But while I've started to make and use tags and work on that post in drafts since late August/early September, I've been unable to structure my page in the way I wanted to, because too many things kept coming up. Ultimately I need to prioritize my recovery from a lot of bs and health problems. What is important for me rn is to maintain any space at all where I can engage with my interests and be at least a little bit in touch with unproblematic people who share them and otherwise doing a lot of repairing and catching up on absolute life essentials.
I'm ngl, thinking of all this makes me somewhat emotional, because I've been on a good path and put a lot of work in there. And I'll probably do this eventually, if I still have enough time. But before I can bring structure into my online presence again, I really need to find back to structuring my mental and physical health, as well as my daily life, after severe and prolonged disruptions in all these areas. If my page seems chaotic, it's because I'm in survival mode and using Tumblr mostly to take in, share or create tiny bits of happiness or to express about overwhelming experiences I go through. Which is okay, it's what's necessary to survive for a while and it's incapable of causing harm to anyone. I'm somewhat sad, because this used to be so different for me in my pre-Tumblr times. Until 2023 I had my Instagram, DeviantArt and Ao3 very well structured with all my art and writing, I had high and almost exclusively positive engagement with my content and I miss this. But chaos ensued since and it's a whole-ass journey to tackle and undo all that disrupted the peaceful order of life I worked so hard on creating and settle down to find calmness and structure again. Right now my life simply is a construction zone, with lots of damage done in the past year, plenty of which needs to be fixed all at once because whatever happened had severe impact on my ability to maintain my absolute life essentials and I have no safety net or fail-safe when I fall. But that's just to give a sense of how serious and important it is for me right now, to be able to prioritize these things. I know the advice is well meant though and I'm grateful for it and will safe it until it's possible for me to do so. <3
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ok im probably done with these for now! had to break it in two cuz tumblr ate the quality
subject effectively dodged once more, gg Fern
Fern: no one likes me soz
Finn: we're closer than brothers ilu pls don't leave
Fern: wow that sound sure is annoying wtf is that haha??
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You know I do, I just don't know how to fix it. I thought you were "finding Fern" but... I was fine sharing "Finn" -- you're the one that left.
Fern begins to hiss.
Finn: Fern, c'mon. Stop it.
Grass demon/inner monologue: why are we here? Why did you break our silence? To punish us? We will be forced back into the vat if you break now.
Finn: Thank you.
Fern: I'm leaving. If I see Jake I'll let you know.
Finn: Wait!
Fern begins to grind his teeth, hiss and chitter/make demon noises.
Finn: wait. You- you didn't leave because of what I said, right? I know we're ignoring it, but if that's why I'm sorry. I shouldn't have put you in the hot seat like that. But-
Fern: man I got no idea what you're gabbin' on about... I left for myself.
Finn, hushed: bye, Fern.
the closer thing/"what I said" is just a reference to 3 buckets btw i realize that might be vague.
the others of this "Finn probably yapped Fern's ear off after Seventeen, Fern can't stalk him effectively because their soul resonates within ten feet of each other" idea:
1 Finn realizes he's being stalked: https://blenselche.tumblr.com/post/742101650982010880/a-little-quick-comic-their-soul-buzzes-like-an-old
2 Blenanas: https://blenselche.tumblr.com/post/742186397022257152/pt-2-post-blenanas-comic-thing-im-having-fun
3 Jake the Starchild: https://blenselche.tumblr.com/post/742271861649506304/post-jake-the-starchild-im-doing-these-totally
4 pt 2 of Jake the Starchild https://blenselche.tumblr.com/post/742459981321863168/pt-2-of-the-last-one-a-little-truce-for
5 pt 3 of Jake the Starchild https://www.tumblr.com/blenselche/742761115485913088/pt-3-of-the-thing-one-more-then-im-done-w-these
#keep yourself au#finnfern#fern the human#finn mertens#ive got mad MS hands today v shaky so my lines are not great but im happy with it#soul resonance comic
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Ok, so I'll share two unpopular opinions that I have in regards to the Moomin fandom in general, and more specifically, the 2019 animated series, Moominvalley.
One is that I really don't care about Snufmin. Yeah, you heard me right. No matter the place or adaptation, Snufkin and Moomintroll are always paired up with each other, and I don't care about their relationship. Heck, they're not even my favorite characters of the series, which will be my second point, but they're quite popular as a couple here or anywhere else. Although, it may be just me, but I'm a niche parasite. I'm very fond of side characters that are seen once and never again, the characters who do not even get referenced after they appear for a single frame. The Moomins have plenty of characters like this.
As for Snufmin, they're the opposite of their niche, which means I'm not concerned about the nature of their relationship. You can read the most recent posts on Tumblr to see what other people think of the lack of queer representation in Season 4, and here are my two cents: You guys, ladies, non-binaries and all the LGBT+ people deserve better than breadcrumbs, but a supper is rare when it comes to canonical queer relationships, so I understand how you feel when you're given nothing in return.
But this rant isn't about Snufmin, oh no. Because, you see, this is about one of my favorite Moomin characters... and it's not Sniff, but today, I'll talk about Mrs. Fillyjonk and one aspect of her character that was denied in Moominvalley: Her motherhood. Mrs. Fillyjonk doesn't have children in this adaptation. They are their nieces, they even wear different clothing as if to say "hey look at us! We are related to Mrs. Fillyjonk but we are not her kids! You thought we would be, but no!", which... I don't like this change. It feels like it was done to justify why Mrs. Fillyjonk was on her own, but by doing so, they took away one part of her character that made her such an interesting figure.
In the comics, Mrs. Fillyjonk is established as a juxtaposition of the Moomin's. She is a no-nonsense ferret lady whose children all wear the same clothing and spend most of their time on study. Meanwhile, Moomin and his friends have their own identities and are playing around the valley, and Mrs. Fillyjonk is so devoted to showing others how a life led by duty is discipline is better to the point it gets ridiculous, as in, if your way of life is so much better than the Moomin's, then why do you feel the need to impress them all the time? Are you, or your children, happier than they are by living this way?
Someone probably wrote an in-depth rant about Mrs. Fillyjonk's character and how she is a joke trying to be taken seriously, but hey, I like her. As for her children, they don't have their own characters, they're just mini-Fillyjonks who sometimes get to talk and they exist to show that Mrs. Fillyjonk, despite her strict behavior, cares for someone that isn’t just herself. One of my favorite moments of the 1990 anime is Mrs. Fillyjonk worried about where her children might be and they're just fine.
That motherhood is gone from the 2019 adaptation, and now they're their nieces. And they barely interact with each other. I guess the nieces appear for, like, two episodes, and that's it? Sure, you still have the dutiful, organized, anxious, methodical Mrs. Fillyjonk, but to take away her children took away a piece of her character that I could relate to.
Heck, she isn’t even concerned about her nieces and their well-being during the Comet finale. They are simply gone, like Emma, like Ninny, like… Oh yeah, isn’t it odd that Ninny only appeared for one episode and then never again? She doesn’t even get to be casually mentioned like Snufkin borrowing a sun oil from a certain Fire Spirit… I could write about that moment as well, but I’ll leave it for later, there's been too much disappointment already.
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Howdy, school assignment anon,
Is it alright if I use the surface level stuff from the Cursed Tulsa AU? Like, their powers and stuff because I'm only re-writing Chapter 1, if not that's fine, I'm just curious is all and I'd feel bad if I just wrote it and didn't ask
And um, how should I credit yall? Because I don't wanna not credit you guys 😿 but I also don't wanna link someone's tumblr/the a03 on my school iPad 🧍♂️
Welcome back School Assignment Anon, the council has discussed this matter, and here are the answers: All of us are perfectly okay with you borrowing the surface-level stuff about the powers as well, and when it comes to crediting it's probably best to just use our names (ie: Foster, Timewing, Nova.) If you find a way to add "Cursed Tulsa" that could also work? We just think names are the easier option. And once more I'll state again, myself and the writers would love to see what you cook up, begging that you share with us after it's done, graded, etc.
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2024 Fic Wrapped
Tagged by @teamdilf - thank you!
Words Posted: So, on New Year's Eve, I made the depressing realization that I hadn't posted a single thing on AO3 in 2024. I don't post very often as it is - my writing inspiration comes in spurts and then disappears for months at a time - but I didn't know it had been that long.
Additional Words Written: I didn't keep track of this, but I just looked at the WIPs that I'm pretty sure I started in 2024 and got a rough estimate of 16,000 words. Whoo...
Fandoms: Dragon Age, Baldur's Gate 3, and Mass Effect - in order of how much focus each received in my writing and brainstorming over the course of the year.
New Things I Tried: I finished BG3 for the first time in January 2024, and shortly after that I started working on fic for it.
Fic I Spent the Most Time On: I spent a good chunk of time putting together my Dragon Age canon across all four games. Those are a series of stories instead of one fic, though.
Fic I Spent the Least Amount of Time On: I'm not sure this is applicable, since I haven't finished any of the stories I started in 2024, so technically I'm still spending time on all of them.
Favorite Thing I Wrote: I've probably enjoyed working on my Inquisitor and Solas Post-Breakup story (see below) the most. There are some scenes and interactions between characters that I think are really good and I'm excited to share them.
Favorite Things I Read:
A Melody in a Forest by Missjlh (@teamdilf on Tumblr) - Contains ending spoilers for Dragon Age: The Veilguard! - A lovely glimpse into Iris Lavellan's and Solas' future together in the Fade.
On Such a Starless Night by @diaphanouso - A Rolan/Tav story with such a fascinating and likeable Tav. It made me a fan of this pairing and DiaphanousO has several Rolan/Tav fics!
Writing Goals for 2025: GET. SOME. WRITING. DONE. More specifically, I'd like to finish the incomplete works I have on AO3. There are two currently: Heart of Flame, Soul of Steel (Avatar: The Last Airbender) and No Small Sacrifice (Dragon Age: Origins).
I want to post new stories, too, of course (see the section about New Works below). I'd also love to participate in a fic exchange this year! I haven't done that yet and it seems fun.
If I have the inspiration and motivation to work on any longfic this year, I've gotta spend that time on my original novel.
New Works: With these, I'm trying to focus on stories that I think I have a good chance of completing, rather than more complicated ideas that have been fun to think about but haven't materialized much in terms of actual prose.
Tentative Title: All the Hopes She Carries AKA Inquisitor and Solas Post-Breakup (Dragon Age: Inquisition) - I've posted a snippet of this already. I also have another story set after the Trespasser DLC from this Inquisitor's POV I want to finish and post.
Tentative Title: A Song in the Stillness (Dragon Age: The Veilguard) - Covers the endgame of Veilguard and beyond, mostly from the Inquisitor's POV. I've posted a snippet of this fic as well.
Tentative Title: What the Dawn Would Bring (Dragon Age: Inquisition) - The Inquisitor decided to leave Alistair behind in the Fade. The Hero of Ferelden - along with some friends - attempt a rescue mission.
I have one Baldur's Gate 3 fic that is almost done and I think might be worth posting once it is. However, that game hasn't inspired me to write as much as the Dragon Age or Mass Effect series do, so I'm not sure that I'll have a lot of works for that fandom.
Lastly, I still have some Mass Effect stories I want to write for my Priority: Shakarian series, not the least of which is Through Hardships to the Stars, which is the conclusion to my Shepard's story.
Tagging @kalliesa if you want to participate! Never any pressure with these.
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