#I’ve been so good for so many months
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ah, the consequences (tummy ache) of my own actions (eating things I know I can’t have)
#woke up today like you know what’s actually good#wheat products!! and boy do I have regrets#I’ve been so good for so many months#I’m gonna stick to only water for the next two days I think 🥲#allergies and intolerance suck ass#Joey rambles
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Some Thads(and one Bart) from @cryptocism’s Too many Thad’s au and amazing fic Frequency! 1000/10,, it has less than 6k hits right now and that is a crime in my eyes.
#Bart Allen#dc#my art#thaddeus thawne#thad thawne#cryptocism#impulse 1995#impulse Bart Allen#inertia#dc impulse#dc inertia#I am absolutely in love with these characters and their designs#I’ve been obsessed with this au for like 7 months now finally got around to drawing for it 🎉#three#eight#nine#six#three got drawn twice bc I started with him#everyone go look at his blog he does the coolest comics they’re so good#too many Thad’s au#too many Thad’s
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1) the sunrise!!!😇🙏 it’s back to being beautiful now thst it isn’t raining/cloudy every day🫶
2) the only time he was a good boy today🙄👹
3) salpa….weird jelly creatures that fill the beaches now but they’re harmless!!
4) I’m not the best photographer but THERE ARE TWO HUGE JELLYFISH…see if you can spot them🕵️♀️ they’re bigger than my head😭😭😭 my bf swam this morning and he said ONE WENT RIGHT PAST HIM 😥😥 (he’s crazy)
5) finally feeling better & starting to teach my art classes again🥹 a student made that necklace for me over the summer so ofc I had to wear it😤💓
#sorry I haven’t been super active it is a combo of getting back to working a lot after a lazy summer plus#I’m almost done with the next chapter of my fic after many months but it’s been really hard to start writing again 🥲#plus this next chapter is kind of…😃👍 idk it’s just really heavy & difficult and I want to get it right#bc it’s a moment I’ve been working towards and imagined when I first thought of the idea for it#so I put a lot of pressure on myself to make sure it’s good#but once I finish it I’ll be back to posting these little sketches/paintings etc 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#anyways my diary post of the day bahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha#my life is pretty boring but I like to find ways to make it seem exciting (to me lol)
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Arranged marriage AU with Barbarian Bakugou who is so daunting to be around at first. He’s all gruff curses and broad shoulders and scarred cheeks and neck and jaw. He scowls constantly, stares at you while your parents auction you off like some show pig, but doesn’t say much to you besides a grunt of his name. You’re terrified, thinking that he’ll be cruel to you, that you’re being set up for a life full of unhappiness and terror and regret.
But he’s the exact opposite. Bakugou is gentle in ways a man of his size typically wouldn’t be, but he shrinks himself for you. Not in a way that diminishes his status as the newly appointed king, but to respect you, show you that you’re beside him instead of behind him.
He picks you berries on his hunts because he knows the smell of a fresh kill brings nausea to your stomach. You find him along with the other maidens and helpers around his village, sitting beside them, big fingers holding tiny little flowers that he weaves into a crown for you. When he sets it on your head, he purses his lips, mutters something under his breath in his language that you’re still not too familiar with, but sure it means something along the lines of pretty and soft.
And when he finds you bathing in the river only few have access to, he’s sweet the whole time. Doesn’t make a spectacle of you being naked, and is relieved when you don’t instantly cower when he wades his way over to you. You try not to stare at the clawed scars that decorate his pec and jaw when he stands above you, and it helps when he suddenly dumps water all over your head. He shushes you when you splutter, continues on with cupping his hands and letting the water run off of your hair and down your shoulders, scrubbing at your skin until your flesh squeaks. He doesn’t expect you to do the same for him, but he hums in satisfaction when you push him down a little lower so you can wash the crown of his head.
#I don’t think I’ve ever actually written a full blown barbarian bkg fic which should be a crime#bc there are so many good ideas for it#but I’ve been struggling with writing creatively so I will put this idea as a full fic on the back burner for now lol#in the drafts for another 8 months! ☝🏻#sorry I’m lying I’m about to write it rn aidsjdhdjf#anyway interaction has been so low and that doesn’t help with the low energy level when it comes to writing#I do it for myself but it’s a little sad when it feels like I’m talking to myself since I do that enough already lmfao#it’s the beginning of the semester tho so I GET IT bc I’m struggling to read too#this semester isn’t even all that hard but I’m so mentally checked out from school that everything is so much more complicated than need be#I just need a really long break to find myself#feels like I’ve been on go for a few months straight now#okay bye my stomach started cramping really bad which is a single to take my ass to bed lmfao#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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are you doing good? Are you making sure that you're not burning out because people are pressuring you to write? I always worry about big fanfiction writers- I love your work to death but please take care of yourself first
hi. blushes. hello. looking at u with big wet eyes like this 🥺🥺🥺 im okay thank you love xx
#people who get pushy about fic updates are so dull to me BECAUSE I’ve had so many and been doing this so long#bc quite literally there’s nothing they can say that will pressure me. idgaf anymore#the chapter WILL come out bc i love my stories but when they come out is an entirely organic process#i will not rush or delay it based on what a stranger wants#so all those asks do is make me go ‘🙄🙄 ANYWAYYYYY’#like it’s SO unproductive they are fr wasting their own time and irking me in the process lmao#but it’s nice to see the other side too bc the more respectful readers are generally quieter about it#so while I know yous are a majority it’s still always so nice when i do get anons like this actually appreciating me as a person#so yea!!! im doing rlly good actually bestie i go back to england tomorrow for the first time in a month#bc I’ve been backpacking around europe!!!!! i saw the colosseum today!!!!#thank you for checking in <3#ask
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Yuma Month: Day 31: Post Game
…for the sake of the world’s happiness.
#Yuma Month 2024#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#pixeldoodles#my art#the last day…at last#you can tell I’m drained because this art is not high effort XD#but its still something and I didn’t have too many ideas#I sincerely hope to see Yuma again in the sequel if one is made#he is too complex of a character to just abandon y'know?#and I’ve grown TOO ATTACHED to him#never in my life have I been so connected and obsessed with a male fictional character before#he’s truly something else… I love him so much <3#anyway this was fun but I am pretty exhausted#I may take a short break art wise for a while ;w;#I'm still sad I missed 2 days but 29 out of 31 isn't bad for my first daily art challenge#I loved yuma too much to not try it.#anyway yay! we all did it! ...kind of lol.#I really do wish I had a better idea for this but I was too tired...#so have the post game scene horribly drawn in my style#first time drawing the pattern on yuma’s cape PROPERLY#tbh him leaving is a good way to show a finale anyway#I hope we see Yuma again... I truly do.#thank you yuma kokohead for existing 💜#and ty to my bestie Kazin for hosting this fun challenge#what a fun way to spend the month of May :3
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OPENING FAST PASSES FOR DRABBLES ♡ MINORS DNI
for these two summer months I’m working too much to allow me to open writing commissions, but I’ve lately been getting really back into drabbles and thirsts, and I was mulling this idea for a long time!! and I just think now is a great time for me to open these up because I’m having so many scattered fandom thoughts
*ੈ WHAT IS IT?
A Fast Pass for requests is in the name! With this I'll make your ask/request/thirst the first in my writing queue.
Fast Passes are for drabbles/thirsts 600-1050 words long only, and always smutty unless specifically asked not to be.
*ੈ WHY?
I want to give people who would like to support a little to my work a cheaper alternative, and I can’t commit to long fic commissions right now.
*ੈ HOW DOES IT WORK?
For a Fast Pass ask, please send your ask (on anon or not) with a [»»] included in your message. If you are on anon, you must sign your message with an emoji or pseud.
Please include this same pseud in your ko-fi message, so l can easily find your donation!
You can send these as just your normal thirsts to me, like you’ve been doing. With fast passes you’re now on a priority schedule though!
example: [»»] I’d love to see more of your satoru-nii!! If he finds his little sister being intimidated by her overly clingy ex-boyfriend, and decides to help her out a little maybe? He can’t help it if he’s a protective big brother willing to do anything for her! Fucking up her ex is easy work. Convincing her to sleep in his bed just in case is a little harder, but he’s never shied away from a challenge —🫡 anon
*ੈ PRICE! & SPOTS
To try this out, I will be taking only 3 Fast Pass slots for now! Because it’s a new thing I’m trying, please send your ask first, then once I have confirmed to have gotten it, your payment on ko-fi. 0/3 slots taken
The set price is == 9€ (10usd) == for 600-1050 words. Payment through ko-if like any of my comms! I won’t offer any rewrites or refund on fast passes.
L. Status: [OPEN]
*ੈ DIFFERENCE WITH COMMISSIONS?
Commissions are fully customisable fics to your liking. Fast Passes are just skip-the-line asks or thirsts! | will interpret these asks like any other thirsts, in my own way, but will take them before others I do.
thank you so much to people who think of supporting, even with an encouraging ask or a nice reblog! Ily all very dearly
ੈ CHARACTER LIST
if you’re not sure if I write a character there is a list of ones I write under characters
.` §𝖍𝖊'𝖘 𝖆 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗, 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖆 𝖋1𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖗 ♱’¡!
#writing commissions#ive been sitting on this for so long hence the lack of opening commissions over the last few months#but I hope this is of interest to people#bc I’ve been getting so many good asks and I can’t#get to them all in time#I literally don’t have the hours to#smut commissions#don’t mind the housekeeping ♡
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Tomorrow Is Election Day And I Am So Fucking Stressed
#marzi speaks#marzivents#hi folks. i haven’t been making much art lately. apologies! i want to be#unfortunately shit is Stressful in both my little world (i’m starting to get overwhelmed with my meds and refills and driving)#and on a broader more societal scale (if trump gets re-elected shit is going to go so fucking bad oh my god)#PLUS we’re in the It Gets Dark At 6PM Zone now#i think i’ve lowkey been catastrophizing a bit with all that’s been going on#i should probs look into those psych referrals my doctor gave me#she offered them bc the almost-dying earlier this year was Traumatic and i was showing signs of anxiety/depression#but i think they’ll just be helpful in general#god though i hate being on prescriptions. it feels like there’s a constant timer hanging over my head#refill these pills before this time so you don’t have to miss a day. woops! the pharmacy’s out of stock on this one#so you’ll have to come back at another less convenient time. fail to do so and the medication goes on hold#which requires a phone call where you speak to a Robot that may not understand the nuances of ur situation#grrrgh it sucks so bad. thankfully i refilled my prednisone the other day and have like 3 months’ worth now#and that’s the one i really can’t afford to miss bc steroid withdrawals could really fuck me up#but uggghhh i hate it. so much. bc it looms over me always#i hate keeping track of when i’ve taken my pills too. i keep a checklist for every day#so i remember what i have to take and if i’ve taken it#but god it sucks. i’m at the point where it’s basically routine now so i do it automatically#but i know if i stop monitoring i’m gonna forget if i’ve taken my steroid one day#and either double dose or skip the day. and that’ll fuck me up pretty good#anyways. hoping hoping hoping this election goes well bc idk if i can take it if our country tis of thee elects the fucking fascist#this one’s fine to rb. i think many of us share this sentiment lmao
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damn. this is genuinely the only space on the internet where I feel completely at peace.
#this sounds like such a FIRST WORLD PROBLEM but i've genuinely been having so many issues being online post-green day#my world kind of exploded and idk how to handle it#like my face is EVERYWHERE it's actually extremely overwhelming but i know this 5 minutes of fame is stupid and vain and won't last forever#plus i feel like i took too long of a break on my fandom blog and now idk what to do with myself there#i was never really good at fandom and it lowkey feels like tumblr fandom has migrated to discord#which is :/ because i don't have the spoons for that it's so fast paced and triggers my anxiety way too much#and i don’t have the brain power or motivation for any of my wips so it’s just. UGHHHHHHH#i’m barely free anymore since work has a chokehold on my life and when i am free i get too anxious to be online so i’ve just been a wreck :(#so IDK i guess this is all to say: thank you to the folks who stuck around on this account for my louis <3#i don't expect to be around much this month what with all the Spooky Season festivities but this acct is the best place to find me for now#*【 ❛I'm not the spirit of any age. ❜ 】 ➤ OOC
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i have so much shit to do and unpack and launder and my skin is awful and I don’t feel comfortable in my body too many things are coming up this is my first year of not being a student after like 15+ years of it and I’m so out of my depth I need to apply to jobs AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#sorry im just feeling a lot rn#pressure to make this month good i just want to enjoy it but im also constantly stressed about the future#im just a girl my job is ao3 and phannieism#and I will continue to take those roles very seriously in the mean time#it’s a lifestyle tbh#no one gets me like y’all do like i’ve been reading a lot of fic and im just consistently impressed by the quality of work#and how people write and understand their dynamic#it’s so special being a phannie requires a form of intellectualism and media comprehension many just do not possess#dnp#blossoms.txt#pls don’t make me get a job!!!but I also have no money#i said I need a break from school it’s been 2 months why do I miss it already#or do I miss campus in the fall.#probably the latter but those masters programs are calling my name
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thank you for the tag @fxreflyes this is so cute, except the format is trying to hinder my propensity to ramble, so i’ve rectified this in the tags lmao
i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child
no pressure tags for @static-radio-ao3 @inevitablestars @itsjaywalkers @carniferous @orbitfalls @transsexualpriest @futurequibblerjournalist <333
#i'm like 5'7 i think. fun fact i used to wear glasses when i was like 11 bc all my friends were getting glasses and i wanted some too so i#lied to my optician. lol good times. don't actually need glasses tho soooo.#this is me coming out as a natural blonde guys….. like my hair hasn’t been blonde in a good year or so and it hasn’t been my natural blonde#in like three/four years but still in my heart of hearts i identify as a blonde. like i get confused when people don't count me as one#i have my ears and nose pierced and i would love a tattoo but unfortunately i have both a fear of needles and commitment issues so.#not sure if that’ll ever happen… would be very hot and sexy tho. also i'm one of those freaks with green eyes lol it's appaza quite rare#my hair is currently like dark dark brown… have been getting the itch to dye it again tho like a kinda reddish colour idk yet we’ll see#i had braces for AAGES. i have freckles in the summer and i paint my nails whenever i remember to. rn they’re a very chipped lilac colour#i think i have a resting bitch face but i can never tell tbf like it might be more of a resting 'dead to the world' face lmao#okay technically i don’t play an instrument anymore! but in the past i’ve dabbled with the cello the oboe and the xylophone. singing too#spanish and italian baybee although ig if this means like fluently then that’s not me but this is literally my degree it’s my whole brand#yes i like to read but also the only things ive read in like the last few months have been either books in spanish/italian for my degree#literary criticism for said span/ital books and… fanfic. so. also i like writing but it's my worst enemy rn the thoughts aren't working :(#i have many best friends that i’ve known for years!!!! in fact i've known some of my friends for like my entire life it's very cute#okay sorry for rambling i can never help myself and i also literally could go on icl like there was Some restraint applied here#kara lore#bc there's quite a lot of it in this one lol#tag games
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🏳️🌈Pride, 2023🏳️🌈
#6#The Institute for Symbol Children#Fyn & Forte#Shiloh#Shiloh Webtoon#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#The Sandman#The Sandman: Waking Hours#Nimona#AAA I’m so excited this is done! They all look so cute#I started these at like the beginning of the month and now we’re nearly at the end hahaha#But I’ve been wanting to draw like all of these characters#And what better way honestly#I tried like photobashing and it was fun#I had many other pairs I wanted to draw but these are the ones that stayed#I rewatched Minecraft Story Mode S2 while drawing a lot of these so I wanted to add Jesskas or Jesstra but didn’t have time#Maybe in July bc it’ll be 6 years since S2 *cries*#Um but yeah I tried to make them all wear/interact with the colors of their flag and I think I did pretty good!#I love Dusty’s dress I was so proud of that one#Trinny and Aakil too#And I finally drew Ambrosius and Ballister (who looks kinda weird don’t judge plz mustaches are weirdly so hard for me)!#GOD I’M GOING FERAL WAITING FOR NIMONA TO COME OUT#IT’S NOWHERE NEAR ME SO I’M JUST SEETHING UNTIL FRIDAY#AND REWATCHING TRAILERS AND CLIPS OVER AND OVER#They’re so cute my gosh#Ready to see them#Uhhh yeah uhh tldr GAY PEOPLE WOOOOOO
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Google how to make peace with the fact that you will always be vaguely to extremely uncomfortable (depending on the day) with your body and how others perceive it until the day you die and nothing you do will ever change that
#I almost wish I was much more masc leaning than I am#so the answer would just simply be ‘go on t’#I keep seeing so many posts that are like hrt is good! this is your sign to go on hrt if you’ve ever wanted to!#GOD I wish I were that simple#(those aren’t bad posts that’s not the point they’re just not applicable to me and seeing the sentiment makes me sad and a bit frustrated)#(cuz for me it’s not that easy)#like are there some things T would do to my body that I would like?#yes absolutely. I would LOVE a deeper voice and fat redistribution#but like. that’s it#I would not want it to do anything else#in fact that idea of anything else and potentially ‘passing’ as a man makes me VISCERALLY uncomfortable#I do not want to be a man and I do not want ppl to perceive me as a man#but the same is true for being a woman#I do not like a lot of feminine traits but I do not want to strictly trade them for masculine ones#UNFORTINATELY you cannot pick and choose the affects of hrt#there is no way to ‘look androgynous’ (which is what I want)#(yes ik you can use shapewear and makeup and contour and that can do SOME)#(but it’s A LOT of work and effort I don’t have time or energy to do every day)#(and there’s still some things about my body I wouldn’t be able to alter doing stuff like that)#and it’s like sure I could go on T. but I’d still have this problem just the opposite direction#and it. sucks#it sucks so hard knowing there’s literally no conceivable way I will ever just have a body#that correlates to how I feel gender wise and will get people to ‘gender me correctly’#just based on how I look#and it’s something I’ve been thinking about recently a lot and it’s making me FHDJDKKSSKKSKS in a bad way#I know it’s cuz it’s pride month and I follow A LOT of trans ppl#who are posting trans pride and hrt and surgery info and stuff#(and obviously these are all very good things as I said)#it’s just. because of my particular situation they make me feel… bad#because I won’t ever have an option to be comfortable and happy with how I look lol
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If there is something wrong with my writing someone please tell me
#prue speaks ੈ✩‧₊˚#xoxochb#I can’t help but feel like there’s something I’m not doing#it doesn’t really matter how many people say they love my work because I still feel like it’s really not good#new writers are getting so much more likes and I don’t understand why I don’t get that much when I’ve been writing for months#I’m very grateful for my likes of course#I just don’t understand what’s so wrong with my writing that makes me not get as many interactions
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It’s been said before and the fact that I’m an Izzy simp aside like having a character who survives the most certain death shit ever (shooting himself in the head at point blank) and literally being nicknamed by another character “indestructible” and then become a symbol of protection for a whole group of people die from a fucking bullet to the side that was established in universe to have no vital organs in order to “atone for his sins” or however you wanna spin it and have him say he wants to go after (see point one) literally trying to kill himself in the show that is literally about growth and betterment of the self in a cruel world that wants you dead and where the main (and mostly queer) characters survive the most batshit insane injuries is like COSMICALLY stupid writing like I don’t even understand how you get there and the fact that it’s supposed to be a kind/ happy/meaningful ending is beyond me
#and Izzy’s whole speech to Ricky before that could be interpreted as what like#being about even if you kill and try to eradicate queer people we’ll always be here#and then have RICKY deal the killing blow ????#wahhhh it’s symbolic#ok it would’ve been more symbolic to have the fucking queer character live like idc you’re all stupid god bless#ofmd critical#tbd#maybe#oh and then I mean not even talking about how it’s supposedly all good#because the main gays who had borderline no redeeming qualities this season had their picket fence ending#literally what’s the point of having Ed come back from the dead#so he can learn that death is not the answer and that there’s love and betterment for him#and have that whole scene with Jim and Archie where they refuse to kill one another because there’s more to life than the cards#they’ve been dealt and they can be the difference#JUST TO HAVE THAT ENDING#my god I just#sorry if you guys are sick of me ranting about ofmd like 5 months after the shit show supreme#but these are like all thoughts that I’ve just had in my head for months but tried to forget#and now they’re just spilling out like idc anymore#ppl have made so many good posts that all say what I think but ig I still need to rant myself jvhsjnv#how long can your neck be for it to allow you to bury your head so deep in the sand#where you truly believe this is good writing idk#side note but gifs of cats randomly blowing up are my favourites#‘Izzy bettered himself before dying so it’s aaaallll good’ hits you hits you#stupid ass shit argument but also that was across maybe a week and dude was piss drunk dissociative half the time
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there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn
#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon#although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great#whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time#kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’#or at least triggers that i can plan around#the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one#the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni#and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis?#but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal#i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months#so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically)#so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point#obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again#i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time#BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT#‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately#personal#but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12#so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’#and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes#wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health#and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder#so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test#i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing#might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained
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