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senditothemoonn · 1 year ago

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Brainrot has me thinking about Scotland and France, but an AU where they’re living on a riverboat. IDK I live somewhere where I see those boats all the time and it just looks so cute 🥺 They have their houseplants and stuff on it and probably set up a small table with a nice meal at wherever they moor and it just seems like such a sweet image

What WONDERFUL brainrot

I am also going to be thinking about this now so thank you <3

#this took SO long #and it’s still kinda bad #oh well #I’ve been kinda busy again #and tired #like falling asleep when I get home from work tired #so I’ve been working on this intermittently #it was so fun to draw though and I love this au if anyone is inspired or has more ideas for this send them over because how cute #my art #scotfra #francis bonnefoy #alasdair kirkland #hws france #hws scotland #aph france #aph scotland #ask

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selfindulgentfandomstuff · 19 days ago

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Well I got back from the mall! I got my fav cheesecake at the Cheesecake Factory in there (my favorite comfort food is at this restaurant, don’t clown me for this like everyone has irl 😭)

I accidentally took the bus in the wrong direction so I took a little longer but I got home in the end safe and sound :)

I didn’t end up buying anything bc I got scared of like. Idk. I got scared.

But it was fun to look around and see what’s changed!

#idk why I got scared to be very honest with you #like I found some rlly cute clothes at the Macys that’s going out of business in our mall so everything is on sale #so it was all rlly affordable but they were all rlly conventionally ‘girly’ clothes and I haven’t rlly worn that kinda thing in a long time #and I feel weird abt it rn even tho i rllyyyy want to again :(#I’m afraid everyone will think im ugly if I try to dress feminine bc I pass so well as a dude :(#like obviously I’m not SUPER cis looking but literally everyone i interacted with today that used gendered terms addressed me with #masculine language ‘young man’ ‘sir’ etc #so I know I pass well as a guy #which is great genuinely I love it!!#but I’ve been feeling so much more fem lately and I just don’t get to express it irl atm :(

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igotsnothing · 3 months ago

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Hawt damn, here I am again with an un-updated game since the new pack. I haven’t opened my game in over a week. I think I’m developing a phobia.

#ts4 #gif warning #I’ve been busy #which kinda sucks #but i don’t have the energy to deal with updating #in the little free time i have #i had just updated the damn thing #when the new expansion dropped #and broke everything again #this game isn’t for the frail and faint of heart #bring me my smelling salts #but for realz #I’m not here as much #because im busy seducing Emmrich

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 6 months ago

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should i sleep for a hundred million years or purposefully stop sleeping just to see what happens

#i have slept 2 hours and haven’t been able to fall asleep again for like 3 hours and i was really tired and mad abt it but now i am not #tired and not mad abt it so maybe the path i should be taking is to stop sleeping. sleeping a lot gives me little energy and i’ve been #having trouble sleeping anyway so maybe i should use this to my advantage and run my little sleep deprivation experiment that i was #originally planning to do a couple years back but then got sooo eepy sleepy that i didn’t really get far. but maybe that’s bc i wanted to #go 72 hours straight w/o sleep so i could record my response to it. i should be more subtle i think. maybe only a few hours a night #and more 30 hour waking periods. do not listen to a single thing i say ever i’m an unreliable narrator btw. i think i could trigger smth #fun to happen i:m a good age for sleep deprivation to do something fun and interesting to me and i want to play god #but i’d get kinda sad being awake all the time bc sleeping is like my number one coping mechanism. then again the pain of losing #that on top of the physical and mental consequences of sleep deprivation would be like so cool. it would pain me so much #but i find that compelling. do not listen to a single word i say i will realize this is dumb later but rn i do kinda want to think abt #running my little experiments and trying to ruin myself further. i’m such a good thing to think abt experimenting on bc i’m so affected #by things i just wish i had more force of will Does anyone want to kidnap me and keep me awake for 72 hours (i’m thinking electrocution #will be involved) and keep notes i fear i’d give up and i wouldn’t keep good enough track of things which would be so sad #obvi it would be unethical but i’m cool w that. i would also want it all on camera for review purposes. hmm i’m digging this idea. 72 hours #is not very long and i doubt there would be lasting consequences so it seems like a good idea. however i’d want to do this when i have #things to keep me busy and restricted access to places to sleep. okay i must think on this further pay no mind to what i say unless u have #suggestions like how to keep yourself from giving in bc i always have difficulty w that one

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mewnia · 5 months ago

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thank you! i enjoy tales of sunday but i would love to see more oc stuff esp if that's more fun for you too :3

i'd love to ask you some questions about your ocs if you're willing to answer! i've been through the tags but there's definitely more to know about all the characters. one character i didn't see a lot of info on was selah! what's her background like? how did she grow up? what is she getting up to around the time the main story takes place? what's her relationship to the rest of the cast like? her relationship with abriel? what's her general role in the story? any other cool stuff you wanna spill? you can answer as many or as few of these questions as you like! i'd love to read your ramblings :p

Ahhh I love my girl Selah! She’s one of the more straight-forward characters so I often don’t have to draw concepts for her, if that makes sense? I probably should, it would help me connect with her character more!

She’s a very silly girl, at heart. A reference that I usually follow is relating her to Jessie from Toy Story but more farmer-ish rather than cowboy. She definitely follows her gut. Selah and Abriel’s family are farmers of medicinal herbs protected by Autumnest’s royal family. These herbs come in extremely handy to both residents of Autumnest and to researchers in Springland. No one knows how they got these herbs. According to Selah, their plants just one day started having healing properties!

To other characters, Selah is a sibling all-around! Her more focused relationships (besides Abriel) are with Ella and Mel. Selah relates to Ella’s predicament with her father, who is ill, and knows one day Ella will need support to deal with what’s coming. Meanwhile, Selah is so energetic and playful, she’s a breath of fresh air for Ella. With Mel, I’m still playing around with, but the main gist is that Abriel seems to have a really close interest in them. Therefore, Selah wants in, too!

Selah is incredibly close with her twin brother Abriel. She loves having someone there by her side, someone who is both a huge, personal part of her and yet their own person. She loves doing the whole twin-matching thing, and Abriel goes along with it to see her smile. Actually, Abriel is sometimes there for her a little too much, if that makes sense. The siblings try to out-do each other in service to one another often. Apparently for their Quinceañera/Quinceañero, both of them made such tall, towering cakes for the other that they ended up feeding their whole village for days! The twins refuse to say who made the tallest… Local villagers will tell you it was a tie ;P

Mel, Ella, Abriel, and Asher, when going unchecked can get very doom and gloom very quickly as characters. So Selah is here to hopefully lift the party’s, an especially the viewer’s, spirits <3

Here are some other drawings of Selah! One of her for MerMay that I plan to finish in October for OC-tober, and the other from an entry in Asher’s journal — 10 years before the main story. This journal hasn’t been posted on my blog, mainly because I’m embarrassed of my writing skills, haha

Thank you for asking, I don’t mind at all! I meant it when I said I could talk about my OC’s for days. It’s a long post, that’s for sure :P

#Mewnia murps #ask #Selah (Voice Carries the Music)#igneouswyvern #mewnia’s OC’s #I’ve been busy at work but I was finally able to sit down and do some quick doodles to help get my ramblings across >:3 #and yes Selah is aro and there may or may not be a lot of my own self in her here and there #but then again that’s like #kinda how it is with all my characters #carrying pieces of me #I’ll read this again in the morning and fix any errors I see

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annimator · 15 days ago

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I’m thinking about that one uquiz about what emotion you create from

I got discontent as a result, and I’m not sure how to feel about the fact that I understand more & more why I got it as the days go by

#of course my sona’s lore is about escaping from a mundane life to explore an infinite multiverse #of course my OCs’ world is a fantastical love letter to everything I’ve loved and enjoyed #my actual life feels too bland #too mundane #and I don’t think my parents are any help #they never told me they were divorced #I just thought it was weird that I only lived with my mom growing up #and she still probably thinks my pansexuality’s a phase #I don’t even think she’ll accept the fact that her ‘daughter’ is nonbinary #I rarely see my Dad and I’m not sure how he’ll take it either #I used to be close to my other cousins in Canada but I feel so disconnected from them after the pandemic #god #that whole period changed the trajectory of my life #pre-pandemic anni feels like a past life #I’m not sure if I miss the person I was back then #their problems could’ve been fixed if they learned more about their identity #qsmp & disventure camp would’ve done wonders for me if they were released back then #I feel more happier now but even then it’s primarily thanks to the internet #I’ve started using Twitter which sounds shocking but it’s only for the funny posts and fanart #I rarely do much on Tumblr anymore but I am still so grateful for everyone I’ve befriended on this hellsite #even if we don’t interact as much #then again school’s been keeping me busy but whatever #…#jeez I didn’t expect this to become a vent post #this rarely happens but it kinda felt great to vent this stuff out #especially that part about my parents #tw vent #vent post

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abnormalpsychology · 3 months ago

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thrilling sequel to my poll from back in January

#I wish I was kidding about the eulogy one. I really wish I was #decisions decisions. who to chose #the people I actually like…?? or the people who like me?#these are so stupid I love making them.#bbge polls #bbge.text #more info on each #bc I want to yap abt em #1 - PLEASE return my calls… this girl was so kind and gentlemanly and we had suchhhh awesome chemistry #she goes to an Ivy League so it could be she’s just hella busy w work not ghosting me #I hope it’s that I really liked her :’)#2 - I actually did ask him out. kinda indirectly . and casually. too casually bc now neither of us have brought it up again #he makes me so happy to be around 😭 it makes me kinda emotional #he’s just like… sHOCKING and endearing and never the same #I love him unfortunately no matter what. as a human #3 - SAME FOR HERRRR OMG :( my beloved.#no one has ever been kinder to me maybe.#‘British’ is a downside here bc that means v long distance and . also bc I thought it would be funny to count as a point against her lol #we met during the summer and I miss being around her every day #4 - OKAY. we TOTALLY have chemistry and NOO ONE has acknowledged it. but it’s THERE every time we talk.#and I’ve never really had that w somebody before in this way idk 🫥#I accidentally referred to her as my ‘partner’ when our party members were teamed up together to do something and it was probably FINE but #it sounded so romantic I got embarrassed asf #she can probably tell I like her I don’t think I’m slick 😭😭#and I feel like she might like me too? or we just get along real well I’m not sure #bc we get along like. REALLY well #5 - I stare at her all the time… she is stunning. she writes great poems. soft spoken in this incrediblyyyyy endearing way #I worked up the courage to talk to her n get her number for WEEKS!!!! and then. nothing lol #6 - he’s a great conversationalist… and I know he’s single….. but he also likes Quentin Tarantino like. abnormal amounts idk #shit . I’m out of tags. for the rest uhhh use ur imagination bye :)

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casualhedonists · 1 year ago

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DATING IS SO HARD WTF

#vent to follow in the tags lmao #like. what????#people!!! chill the fuck out!!#i had some dude unmatch with me bc i didn’t respond to him YESTERDAY #and like it’s not that big of a deal we’d only just matched but like?? patience is a fucking virtue?? and i have a life?#he was all like come back :((( then two minutes later he was like ok sorry for bothering you bye and then LEFT #like. fine if you do that but the message?? what??#anyway it came at a bad time bc. a bitch is already in crisis rn #cause i kinda feel like my irl friends hate me for some reason and i already feel bad that i’ve been so busy i’ve not been able to #talk to them that much #and i was supposed to go on a trip with my friend but that’s been postponed (not her fault or mine)#and my car still won’t start. we tried to jump it today and it didn’t do anything #anyway i’m like rapid cycling through major emotions and it’s like mimi chill the fuck out #and listening to way too much phoebe bridgers i know the end #also i’m in crisis bc i’ve made up with like. my oldest friend who used to have a crush on me and when i told him i preferred girls he like #stopped talking to me for a while #that was years ago and now we’re slowly becoming friends again but i feel so much guilt over it for no reason #and i get into avoidant episodes as a coping mechanism and like. i feel like im going into one atp #okay okay vent over im okay lmaoo #sorry folks hope your days going better than mine <3 #｡･:*˚:✧｡ mimi speaks!

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2uet · 1 year ago

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what do you mean my friends have a discord server without me. haha anyways i should die?

#okay #no thats okay #everytime i am asked by the people around me ‘don’t you have any close friends?’ and i hesitate for a long while #the neurodivergent struggle to establish meaningful connections with the people in your life!!!#like dang i really do not have anyone i can feel confident feels the same way about me #except maybe raiha. i love you li #even then it kinda feels like i’ve been a burden aaahhahh #therapy is so expensive and not as gratifying so i should go eat a nice meal once i’m done spiraling #holy shit i need to do busy myself so i don’t have emotions again #thank god i wont have to see anyone again after this #but that makes me a bit sad too #i'm always of the habit of cutting everyone off and leaving.. but it's not necessarily a happy outcome for me sigh #something something floater friend #god. they need to have a free trial on killing yourself

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exopelagic · 1 year ago

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honk shoo.

#but yeah sleepy.#i have so much to do these next few days I’m gonna die #meanwhile I just wanna see my friends #the good thing is that some of the busy things involve seeing my friends but goddamn why are almost all of them hard #also YES I’m going to be dumb and gay again bc a) why shouldn’t I b) nobody can stop me #I’m being dumb and gay again.#now seen The Guy twice since I’ve been back and he’s very cool #still feel like I’m being insane god idk what I’m doing #I hope he comes tomorrow bc he can’t make the meeting which means he won’t be on committee which sucks bc he did want to #OH but I did mean to tell him there was one role he could go for and have a good shot at that I think he’d be good for #only problem is if he doesn’t come tomorrow I can’t tell him in time bc I don’t have any way to message him other than email #(which feels slightly creepy bc I only know it bc secretary and he’s never explicitly said his surname so it’s just inferred from the list)#idk. the thing that gets me is we are very much friends now. like early stages of friends but we keep talking at hockey #and importantly he keeps coming To Me which keeps surprising me bc he does it more than any of my other friends #but I guess I’m also coming to him kinda a lot too. self awareness falls when around cute boy you get how it is #god it’s so unfair why is he like this #I finished getting my skates off before he did yesterday which gave me a very good opportunity to Look while he was talking #and have it not be weird and he’s just very pretty. he’s got a rlly nice nose #i always feel insane pointing out noses it’s the Draw speaking bc I use noses as a focal point and they’re fun to draw #tbh it’s unlikely I will say someone does Not have a nice nose but idk let me have this. it would be fun to draw is maybe what I mean #and I hadn’t noticed before bc the like bridge? and uhh like. base? idk nose words but they don’t match #the bridge is super long and on the thin side w a bump like mine but the like bottom is much rounder and wider and I don’t see that mix much #he also just has rlly nice hair it’s super curly and he’s in that like weird light brown purgatory where it’s all different colours #like it’s mostly light brown but some bits look rlly dark and some especially at the ends is like almost blonde and it changes w the light #god he also keeps doing this dumb fucking thing where he’s trying to skate while squatting all the way and it’s ridiculous #he looks like a spider folding in on itself and the worst part is he can fucking do it #he’s gotten so good at skating recently and I have a feeling he lives somewhere with an ice rink bc I’m sure he’s better than he was novembr #yeah I also got to just stand and watch him play yesterday and it’s so incredibly horribly unfair #anyway I’m too fucking gay and I will not let him escape me again tomorrow I Will get his instagram or smth bc I swear this man #luke.txt

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saturnsuv · 2 years ago

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i need opinions on smth rly quick

#theres this guy i’ve hung out with a couple times and both times were pretty flirty and he wasnt shy about casually touching me #the last time we hung out he spent the night and slept in my bed and we cuddled and whatever #but since then i’ve barely been able to get a single response a day from him #ik maybe he’s busy and whatnot it just feels off #my question here ig is should i try asking him out again #for more context the last time we hung out was a movie date at my apartment and i’d previously texted him asking if he’d wanted to watch #a movie sometime but he never actually answered that then a couple days later he asked if i wanted to watch a movie #so i think it’s possible if i did ask it would just get a delayed response if that makes sense #i don’t want to come off too forward or clingy or smth bc i’ve kind of been the one to message every time since i’ve kinda assumed he’s one #of those people that you just don’t talk to unless you start the conversation #and it’s not like i rly have anything to lose tbh we’re not super close friends or smth it’s just been a couple casual dates #so. should i ask him to get dinner or smth yes or no

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autistic-rakuchan · 2 years ago

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Trying out a new art style, lemme know what you think!

#art #my art #nyan neko sugar girls #raku chan #hitoshi san #koneko chan #kinda tired I’ve been busy with college #also art block :(#but this new style is getting my artistic gears running again #so yay

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ashdash2417 · 1 year ago

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I have my own commission sheet thingy saved in my drafts, and it’s been there for literal months, if not a few years…

Dunno how long it’s gonna stay there. :D

#I’ve been holding off on opening commissions for a while note #*now #for a few reasons…#one of them being that I don’t wanna make drawing feel like a chore #and I feel like that kinda happens the more I draw stuff??#like… consistently draw I mean #Cause I got work and I only have the weekends to relax #and I don’t wanna be like *guess I should draw this now*#and not look forward to it ya know…#another reason being that I don’t know if only my username would show when someone pays me #or if my PayPal name would show instead #Cause like #that’s kinda why I made a kofi account in the first place #to keep my real name anonymous from social media #(And my real name is on my PayPal account so… and I don’t wanna turn that into a business account either honestly..)#and I’m rambling again…#Ash rambles #shut up ash!#Another nother reason I’m hesitant to open commissions #Is because some (or most) of the drawings shown as examples are kinda oldish…#and I dunno if I should change that to the more recent stuff #(And I don’t even have that much recent stuff honestly)#okay I better shut tf up now pfbtb

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queenangella · 1 year ago

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#putting this in the tags bc I need to get this out but also feel kinda guilty about it so I don’t wanna scream it in a post #but I feel soo irrationally pissed at my friend #bc she’s one of my best friends and I love her but I haven’t heard from her all summer except for the like four times she answered my #messages only to immediately ask me something in return #it took her two weeks to reply to a meme I send her only to immediately follow up with ‘het remember how you said your parents wanted to #hire my band’#‘ahaha summer is so busy I’ve read all my books anyway you told me I could borrow this one book?’#last was ‘heyy sorry for not replying haha anyway im bored next week wanna go on a trip’#to which I replied ‘yeah I would love to but I have my internship starting next week remember’#and its like I don’t mind that she doesn’t answer my texts like god knows I hate texting #but its really starting to feel like our relationship is fully based on her needing me for something #which I have felt before but I kinda dismissed it as me thinking it was always me who had to take initiative which was disproved when she #asked me to meet up a few times but thinking back it was always like ‘hey let’s meet up for coffee’ and then when I arrive having literally #left the library where I’d been studying for only ten minutes bc otherwise i wouldn’t see her.#she’s like ‘oh I don’t want coffee anymore but I need to go to the supermarket wanna join me?’#which I always did bc I wanna spend time together and it’s cheaper for me than getting overpriced coffee but!!!!#anyway I’m feeling this now bc while she hadn’t answered my ‘sorry can’t go on a trip’ text I did just see that she’s currently in portugal #with another friend #which is like??? so she just found someone else to relieve her of her boredom and so she didn’t need me anymore so why answer me right??#anyway it’s probably not that bad and I will talk to her about it when I see her again which will probably be in a month I guess but for now #I don’t wanna ruin her trip

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dahldahlbills · 1 year ago

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nano day 2 & 3 update

day 2

Total Word count: 1689; 1421 towards a fic, and 268 towards my main wip

Did a lot of handwriting so I wasn’t able to see exactly how much I wrote until I typed it up today (hence the late update)

day 3

Total Word count: 1603; 901 towards a fic, and 702 towards my main wip

I did two sprints towards my main wip and got ~350 words for both 20min sprints, im kinda proud of that ngl

I’m making steady progress and for the most part on track for that 50k which is kinda neat! (still not what I’m going for tho so i can’t let it get to my head lol)

but overall I’m feeling really good so far I’m excited to see what I accomplish tomorrow :D

#bet you all thought I gave up after day one huh #but no!! i was just too busy last night to give an update lol #‘you all’ being the three (3) people who know I’m doing Nano #the fic writing kinda dominated the past few days #Im hoping the oc brainrot will kick in at some point bc I really do want to prioritize that #‘i just need to get this fic out and then I’ll be good’ I say but then watch me say it again next week with another fic #it’s okay tho I’m not in a huge rush for cryptids wip #like i kinda should be if I’m aiming for 2025 but it’ll be okay #i don’t want that pressure at such an early stage #anyway I don’t expect to get a lot of writing done tomorrow bc we’re having Guests 😬#but i will try my best #my drawing will also be dropping SIGNIFICANTLY this month #i say as if it hasn’t already the past several months 💀#but Im not feeling that bad about it compared to before bc there’s no Events that are adding pressure to my creating #any time I do draw will be in my sketchbook. it’ll be a nice break from digital #i Can finally make some progress on those jojo spreads I’ve been dying to make #and by make progress I mean I’ll barely finish one lol #(i dont mean that negatively. I’ll be having fun the whole time I’m just making fun of how slow I am)#anyway #dahl does nano 23

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shima-draws · 2 years ago

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Hello lovelies hope you’re all having a wonderful Sunday 🥰

#Shima speaks #Sorry I’ve been kinda quiet lol again work has been VERY busy #I gotta work a bit today so :-/#But I’m getting paid for it. I’m getting paid for it……….I’m getting paid for it…LOL #Also holy shit February has gone SO quick. Tomorrow is the 20th. What the fuck. Yesterday was the 1st I’m PRETTY sure

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