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Hello! I saw your post in the rpgmaker tag and I'm curious, what is the game you're making about?
I love these characters' designs! And your artstyle is lovely.
First and foremost than you so much!! I drew them like this but to be honest in the game they have much more simple designs. The visuals are as simple as those old fnaf secret minigames to be honest. But I like that because it gives me more of a chance to experiment- I’m not a developer or anything. But I wanted to use rpg maker as an engine, not as a tool, so I’m using only my self made visuals.
This is an old screenshot with an old map & stuff but this is what they look like more or less I wanted to kind of hide what they looked like because I love writing and I wanted for their interpretations to be based on their personality/actions not their looks
The main character is the grey one, a 22 Lizal woman who wants to be king (or queen, was going for an androgynous monarchal system)
Her clothes are meant to entirely cover her body, she’s dressed head to toe in a sort of travel-gear, I want to say like some of the stuff link wears in botw to get around easier
The second person is a red fox girl (20), she wears a lot of armour
This is what she’s supposed to look like :3
Anyways you’re supposed to solve text puzzles, physical puzzles, and also talk your way from one area of the game to another which also represents you climbing up the social ladder
The fox girl is your bodyguard and it’s kind of turn based but I’m trying to figure out how to use that aspect because I’m not really good with combat based stuff :,D & it’s also set in medieval times I’m still thinking of the exact date
This drawing was supposed to be an au where they had better upbringings, the mc’s countenance is visible and she’s way more expressive whereas in the game she’s like really monotone
If the fox hadn’t been a knight, she’d wear very pretty things so I wanted to put her in a fancy-(poor) dress, but she’d still be very keen on protecting her country
Anyways I’m working on the maps right now (it’s so hard,,…) if anyone has any suggestions or cool tropes PLS tell me I love group projects and including others in stuff one of my favorite thing to do with my art is take requests >DD I haven’t even named them yet I’ve been too focused on the writing part
#rpg maker#game project#I am using an old version of rpg maker but it’s all the same#I’m using my own stuff mostly#:3D
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Drew my friend’s mc skin too, I think it’s so cool :)
#it’s not a totally original one I think from what I gathered but I tried to make it more unique to him#I mostly wanted to do it for the cloak/cape combo bc I still wanted him to have his cape#I’m a big fan of the head/upper body made of bedrock#my art#minecraft#I’m not gonna use his username is it going in the#sona#minesona#that I ah e for my own mc skin stuff
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Realism is fun till it isn’t and I realize I’ve already committed too far and can’t just scrap it but I know it will take me too long so here are some sacrifices you may see finished later on
#dragon#myart#creature#I still generally have inspiration for the first one so that one will probably get finished first#I really like watching the speedpaints procreate automatically records even though it’s crunchy and has a weird green tint#specifically on realism because it’s wild for anything else and is actually psychotic#Mostly because I just suddenly start experimenting with brushes and start turning layers off and on for a good chunk of it#I use 3 layers usually for realism#One for the actual drawing one for the sketch and one for a base color#It makes it better I think because it’s more similar to actual painting or something#That might not be the reason I dont really know#It’s just better I do it that way#Maybe because I can’t get distracted and lost?#Realism is also a great source of learning for me#Even if i never really finish stuff like this#I might this time though who knows#Sorry for leaving you guys stranded I’m chasing a really big train across the country#My priorities are with locomotives#“You guys” (I say to my very few followers 🤑🤑 (that probably followed me in the first place for dragon adventures stuff))#I do what I want and what I want is not dragon adventures right now#Right now I want locomotive#I’m not hijacking that train it sounds like I’m going to hijack that train#however#i would appreciate owning a big train I feel like I would enjoy that#Side note how do my DA followers feel about the genetic traits in the event eggs making motorouk w/ the error trait worth like 100mil#I feel ill when I can recite all of the full species names from memory#It does make sense though I’ve been playing since the first event in 2019#I’m committed what can I say#Almost forgot a tag oops#art
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Hopefully the Twister fandom grows for the sake of more people able to understand the fics you're writing because I love your stuff but I'm missing all the subjective love a fan of the series would have
same! both the 1996 and 2024 movies are so much fun and deserve all the love and fics and fanart and gifs
like it was only until last week I think since Twisters got an official tag on ao3 (which is just a combo between toy and a twister 1996 but still!!! huge props to all the fic writers contributing to the fandom) and i have found that the Jake “Hangman” Seresin & Tyler Owens (Twisters) tag is common enough to be included when typing for the relationship tag so 👀 we are definitely getting there!
#also thank you <33333#i’m so glad you like my stuff 🥰#like the crossover i have for twisters rn is niche and is mostly bc both have Glen Powel lol#but i do wanna write some ot3 stuff for twisters#like the rivalry between Tyler and Javi before Kate joins their little drama#i read one fic that was all just comments on social media and this is a medium i crave to write in for fiction#like imagine the twitter discourse between storm par and the wrangler fandom#you’ll have accounts of people meeting Javi and his team where some ppl say they are nice or too snobby#and then the ppl meeting the Wranglers pre and post a tornado hits#maybe even a journey with Ben’s articles and how we see his attention shift to weather -> to the increase of storms-> to Tornado Alley#like my brain is firing over ideas and anyone else if free to use these#I’ll write my own version but it would be fun to read other ppl’s interpretations#asks#twisters#twisters 2024
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I have thoughts abt the doctor participating in practices that were previously exclusive to members of a sisterhood more than once.
#like yes the whole thing with the sibylline sisterhood in the pompeii episode of nuwho was a joke and he was plenty disrespectful towards#the practices of the sisterhood of karn but like#looking past the weird stuff that comes from sci-fi writers looking down on mysticism and being generally misogynistic (bc I would like to#take it differently for my own interpretation of canon) while also keeping in mind that . yes the doctor is non-binary. no the writers did#not actually think of the doctor as non-binary in the modern sense for the majority of the shows lifespan. I still enjoy the fact that they#couldn’t help but touch on the nature of his genderqueerness/gender-nonconformity. like they couldn’t help it!! it’s always there!! even#when they’d vehemently deny it if asked directly. it’s still there in practice!#idk if I’m getting my feelings across but. idk. even when the sisterhood as a whole rejects him there is usually a member or two that do#extend their welcome to him in a way that feels veryyy.. I see you#and he himself ridicules the idea that their exclusion of him is reasonable. like yes the writers probably mostly intended that to be bc he#thinks their rules are stupid but I’m trans and I say it’s bc he’s gnc !!!!! ‘just us girls’ !!!!!#the brain of morbius#classic who rewatch#doctor who#classic who#fourth doctor#mios
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there’s something so inherently wrong with me when i tick to include major character death in the warning for ao3
#my coping mechanism is literally reading the angsty fics#but I still could never ever actively look for fics where Neil dies first because I can’t bear to read andrew suffering so I just read fics#where andrew dies first LMAO#I know people mostly prefer to read fluff to make themselves feel better and that has never been me LMAO#maybe my life is too good yk that’s why I need some angst#or maybe my life is so boring I need angst#or it’s a secret third thing#where my life is so bad nothing can be worse than major character death :)#just kidding I’m just bored and I need angst in my life because that’s what I’m used to and I don’t have it irl so I search for it in fics#just kidding my life is just boring and I’m a masochist#ao3#archive of our own#ao3 stuff#fanfiction#fanfic#fics
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Anxiety meds are truly a miracle drug. I’m reading fan fiction alone in a restaurant, I have two assignments due at midnight and a meeting in an hour, I’m hydrated, moisturized, in my lane, etc. whatever the kids say
#this is a lie actually. mostly#I am not hydrated or moisturized. I should’ve ordered a water#and I AM quite stressed about the stuff I have to do tonight but not like actively freaking out like I would’ve in the past#also I’m getting my food to go so I’m just kind of. waiting for it#not eating alone#at least not in public lol I WILL be eating alone in my cozy bedroom ☝️#but surprisingly chill about being in a restaurant alone just. minding my own business#this would NOT have been achievable like half a year ago#maybe it’s also bc I’m more used to living alone and doing stuff on my own now#but idkkkkkk#ANYWAY I’M RAMBLING to procrastinate on driving home and doing my hw lol#ellyposting
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It’s strange, I’m used to hyperfixating hard on things like HARD (beats my 2yr long beetlejuice musical obsession back with a stick) but Starbreaker- not even fantasy high itself took me over to the point of feeling like a teen about. Like I haven’t had this much fun in fandom in years. I haven’t like- interacted with people this much in fandom in years (which is still not enough but if I beat myself up about social interaction again I’ll jump off a cliff)
But there’s never been a concern of like “this obsession won’t fade for a while but it’ll lose popularity” and that’s fine and surprisingly it hasn’t. But it is different. It’s like adapting to it constantly as the thing itself changes even when there are aspects that you’d like to stay the same. Like that ‘I don’t go to this school of thought, but I’ll still take the class bc it’s interesting’ sorta thing.
And then there’s that feeling of WANTING to contribute but the thing has become such a beast that it’s like oooh I’m so out of my depths here.
Also like constantly having to look myself in the eye and be like ‘bitch you don’t have to talk or contribute to EVERYTHING’ and the sooner I accept that and accept that it is what it is, ill miss things, I won’t get enjoyment out of every aspect and every aspect isn’t for me and that that isn’t a bad thing, I’ll stop having moments of feeling weird and out of place. I have my lil corner and that’s okay
#ngl I think the biggest ‘culture shock’ ig about being in fandom is that tagging systems have changed so much or something bc I’m used to#walking in a tag and that’s where you find everything#but now it’s different#things are tagged wayyy differently and it means missing things or setting aside time to go down a list to check every blog#I dunno#I always feel a little weird about main tagging sb stuff now bc I’ll check the tag and it’s like oh? things are slowing down#but it’s like nooo bc of tagging and different lanes entirely I’m just missing stuff#idk what this is I’m just talking but it’s strange#I think I’m bad at fandom and that defeats the purpose of it bc it’s recreational#it’s supposed to be fun.#it’s /supposed/ to be fun#I saw a post the other day of someone that’s in this purely for Jace and having similar feelings of being out of the loop and it got me#thinking bc on some part I’ve contributed to it and I’ve probably clogged tags#but the lizard part of my brain that gets the dopamine boost from getting a note is like if I don’t main tag it won’t be seen#but truly either way I am mostly talking to myself lmao#so yah know? idk it should be fun#idk what this is and idk if I’ll fully ever commit to a different/quieter tagging system#bc tumblr is the place I got to scream and be annoying without being told it’s too much and some how I’ve convinced myself that on my own#blog and fandom spaces I enjoy that I’m just annoying#and I don’t wanna think that#I think I’m tired. like hyperfixation hasn’t died but the part of me that’s hungry for being completely consumed by it is tired#my one fear is that I’ll be so annoying that my fic will finish and no one will care#which isn’t true bc I’ll care until the bitter end lmao#idk I’ve talked so much that I’m like oh I’ve done the thing again I should shut up#also this is too like- self focused way too self focused#which just makes it worse bc then I’m like that’s what got me in this mess#but goddamn there’s just so much shit I’m missing out on and interactions I’d like to have but about things that I’m out of my depths on#so it made fandom a little lonely and a little secular#feeling like a kid on the outs#I want that feeling to die especially about the things I love
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bigstupid ramble/rant incoming feel free to ignore//cursing cw
it’s actually very disturbing to me how many people in the monster high fandom think it’s ok to say that abbey & twylas g1 sculpts are “ugly” or “offputting” because they have strong/square jaws & the new molds are sooo much better bc they no longer have them. like i really really really try to be nice here & pardon my language but are you fucking stupid? did you miss literally everything monster high was trying to teach you? did you miss the whole “everyone is unique & beautiful in their own way” thing? or did you just forget that the features you’re calling ugly are features that real people have? genuinely asking because it’s baffling to me how many people who praise g3 for it’s body diversity are foaming at the mouth excited over characters’ unique features being replaced with conventionally attractive ones. u don’t like strong jawlines? awesome, people who have them still deserve to feel beautiful & have gorgeous dolls that look like them & the fact that mh had that & got rid of it is objectively bad. like first of all, a franchise that preaches accepting ppls differences SHOULD have characters with both body types & facial features that aren’t considered “conventionally attractive”. that was one of the issues w g1, their message was about everyone being different but everyone had the exact some skinny body type. & now g3 has greatly improved on body diversity (pls give us an actual plus sized doll tho) yet they’ve been removing diversity in facial features. it fucks me up bc WHY can’t we have rep for diverse body types AND rep for diverse facial features?? and second, bro they are literally monsters. they absolutely should have features that challenge traditional beauty standards because hello she’s a yeti, she needs jaw space to house those bigass tusks. and if those unconventional features look strange to you? GOOD. bask in their strange weird abnormal beauty!! i literally don’t care if u think abbeys new face is cuter & her old jaw was ugly, if you see a person with a prominent jawline & think “hm not aesthetically pleasing enough” unpack that with your therapist, don’t post it on the internet where impressionable kids with those exact features get to see it & gather more fuel for their insecurities. this goes for literally any facial feature or body part btw. basically, bottom line, if it’s a feature that real people have that they can’t control, don’t fucking say a WORD about how aesthetically unpleasant you find it. criticize the fashion, criticize the quality control & messed up face screenings, criticize the weird continuity errors & questionable representation, but if your issue with a doll is their body type/facial features look ugly to u, shut the fuck up!!!!!!
#NOT trying to be mean i’m just a very confrontational person#ac if u think that conventionally attractive ‘cute’ faces are better than diverse features then maybe i am trying to b mean to you#this might all be poorly worded & sound stupid but that’s just me babey!!#gibe us fuckigng uhhhh more diverse features give us big noses give us downturned eyes give us sharp cheekbones gib is chubby faces pls#if i was in charge of monster high it would have zero issues & i genuinely believe that#i am allowed a little hubris. as a treat.#yofhsgsjd cleo w classic egyptian features deuce w a classic greek nose#buff girls???? ik the bodies are better but they still follow the hourglass shape w narrow shoulders giv me BIG ARMS girl#honestly at this point i’m just making my own monster high bc neither g1 or g3 have everything i want from the franchise#maybe it’s mostly ppl on ig that are being weird abt the face sculpts idk maybe i’m too worked up#i just get so into monster high stuff i get so passionate#maybe i’ll delete idk#happy disability month the undiagnosed autism is going bananas this evening#cw cursing#cw swearing#monster high#mh#monster high dolls#monster high gen 1#monster high gen 3#mh g1#mh g3#abbey bominable#twyla boogeyman#rant
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It’s hard to make music when you have no instruments or software or skills or talent and also you don’t actually know how to play anything or make music and you’re dumb as hell
#hey it’s about that time of year where I get the urge again to try and make music before getting frustrated and quitting#don’t let your inability to do anything right get in the way of messing everything up forever and ever amen#every time I sit down to try and set up software and whatnot I end up wasting half a dozen hours before giving up#repeat once or twice every year or so for the last decade#how did I used to do this junk??? whaaaaa? I don’t understand computers.#I have an ooooold laptop buried in a box someone with sooo many unfinished songs. albums and albums worth. mostly just missing vocals#I used to sit and work on music for hours and hours#pretty much the only productive thing I did my first year of college was make an album#and now I’m just like… I don’t understand how anything works. I’m so old.#but I guess it’s… ya know… it’s been awhile and you can’t just expect to jump back in with the same skill and comfort#you’ve got get all the tedious beginning stuff out of the way. that’s just how it goes. it builds and builds.#it’s the opposite of eating an elephant. it’s frankensteining and elephant. gotta do it piece by piece.#basically I got another hand me down laptop. clean slate freshly wiped.#then I spent about 5 hours just setting it up and thennnnnn getting a bad virus bc I’m stupid as hell and don’t want to pay for software#I lost my software installer I already had so I rushed to 🏴☠️ the first decent one I could find#and then when I got warnings I said ‘meh the antivirus is probably exaggerating’#ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? ARE YOU STUPID!? you trust the illegal file over your own antivirus!? whatttt!?#i am very stupid#at least the laptop is pretty much empty. just gonna do another clean wipe and start again. hopefully smarter.#I really want this. I hate HATE talking about things I want to do because I invariable always fuck it up#it’s so stupid and sad but if pressed I would easily say my old shitty music are the things I’m most proud of in my life. even if they suck#I stopped making music when I moved to NY to be with my ex and I haven’t been able to get back into it since#I don’t even like music. it’s stupid and I’m half deaf. fuck you I hate you.#okay I love you bye#you can ignore this#text
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can’t sleep but hey at least i’m writing in my journal
#have got these new stickers and washi tapes today#i’m gonna use them for zines and collage (and have stuck a bunch on my laptop) but i realised#they r so good for journalling too#i have twenty rolls of these little washi tapes i like how good they are at dividing stuff up#so handy…#my writing#well#barely any of it’s mine this page is mostly quotes#my own writing gets a lot less adornment it’s just a block of text
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Y’all look what I did today, I’m so inordinately proud of myself 😂
#personal#had a tutorial today on how to use a digital camera to take pictures of these pieces I just submitted to an exhibition in town#it was fun!#mostly because I like looking at nice pretty pictures of my own stuff so I can be like whoaaaaa that looks like professional ceramics!#it’s helping my impostor syndrome lol#considering I’m trying to sell 4 pieces for €140 and I’m like NO ONE’S GONNA WANNA PAY THAT MUCH FOR AMATEUR CERAMICS#then I look at my photos and I’m like ….should I have charged more???
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i’m sad so i made this
modding exists but it’s still the end of an era ya know
rest in peace eShop
#nintendo#nintendo eshop#nintendo eshop closure#3ds#wii u#big sad#i’ve never owned or intended to own a wii u but my 3ds has been with me for so long#i got it for christmas 2014 because i heard about pokémon alpha sapphire and i really wanted to play it#i used to be so into pokémon#and now i’m not much at all#which was sad but i’ve moved on#i lowkey abandoned my 3ds when i got a switch though bc i got splatoon 2 with it and i fell in LOVE#but i feel kind of guilty about that#but sometimes you just move on to different things and that’s ok#even though i am a designated gamer i don’t think i wanna play a bajillion games#i’ve got other shit to do and i like it that way#sorry you flopped wii u maybe i didn’t want one but it was still good#how long can star make these tags challenge >:)#so i mostly just picked up a few freebies off the eshop and skedaddled#really contemplated buying some stuff but nah i decided i shouldn’t#one day i’ll probably fiddle around with modding but most of my video game time now is funneled into the splatoon 3 you know how it is lmao#i’ve got other shit to do and i like it that way :3#urgh i’m very tired so that is why the tags are soooo long but i will not apologize tags are the best form of communication actually#if nintendo cancels me for talking about modding tell my story
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#I think she wore it since but naturally this is my biggest memory#and really what I’m thinking is that it reinforces my belief that she mostly uses her own stuff for these ads#which then follows that Bo Peep is hers#mostly I’m wondering what she would ever wear it to
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it’s time for (*checks notes*) THE SADS 👯😥👀😔💅🏻
#sneaky niki#lamb loose liveblogging#not my sads (for now at least) but SDY’s#we are digging more into his family background#tbh I’m not gonna delve /too/ deep or make up complicated scenarios about his relatives#I want to keep it mostly unsaid#I’m sure there are really uncomfortable and traumatic stuff happened to him in his youth#like. clearly#but he’s so used to violence and fighting that him being /aware/ of how fucked up some things in his past are seems a stretch#especially bc of his current mental situation in my fic#like. I personally became aware of how disturbing my own childhood has been only at like.. 25?#and bc I got help to figure that out?#imagine never being exposed to positive and welcoming role models#SDY sure can say that worked like a charm (sarcasm)#so yeah. the sads#tough writing session today. it’s 6am let’s go#if you are sad today please have something nice to eat or drink today#or clean your room#I did that yesterday and felt much better#also drink some water#and unclench your jaw#take care :)
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I retract my former biases. Loser Baby is peak music and no one can convince me otherwise.
#At least until I find another song to fawn over for another 2 hours#Also yeah I know this isn’t Sonic related. Just needed to get it out there.#I actually used to feel pretty mid about the song. But that’s mostly due to the awkward placement of it in the episode.#If you haven’t watched Hazbin Hotel episode 4 I suggest doing so but only at your own risk cuz it has some pretty hard to swallow scenes#But what I’m tryna say is that Loser Baby is a song in the episode and it is placed very awkwardly. It feels so wrong when it starts.#Musicals always do that where a hard to swallow scene happens and then the characters just start singing outta nowhere. It sucks.#Due to this I always hated musicals and I think I always will. That kinda stuff doesn’t sit right with me. Sets a bad precedent.#But the song Loser Baby on its own is fucking beautiful and lovely and I adore it so much#I’ve been listening to this shit on loop for like 3 fucking hours straight methinks. I am not exaggerating.#That is a new goddam record for me.#Anywhizzle I’m done with the rambling thanks for reading#my shitty rambles
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