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Holy shit I love your Dirk interpretations, it's so true and I could talk about this shit forever. I feel like another part of his character that people seem to forget (along with Roxy for some reason) is that he's from the future in solitude in an apocalyptic wasteland. I just see that part of his character always removed which is disappointing because I feel like that's a pretty big part, especially regarding his themes around technology, his brother's theme of Time, his own isolation, and how he plays in the vastness of the universe and spacetime.
Art I drew related to the subject because I like to respond to asks with art.
But absolutely. I certainly understand where the lack of discussion over his isolation + upbringing comes from, considering a majority of the fanbase that I have seen builds their ideas based on their own version of postcanon. I’m not entirely sure how that would be fixed, but certainly even in the somewhat recent past I would see a lot more content regarding his upbringing both literally and symbolically. I don’t have much to add regarding the things you’ve mentioned, because they just are what they are. Dirk being confined to a singular room left to him by a father figure he never met, in a future where the only other person left on the planet is someone he cannot pursue a relationship of because of himself, with purely 3 robots to keep him companion, one being an exact replica of his own brain who is *also* trapped inside a pair of glasses, is about as literal as it gets to me.
The contrast to me involving the flooded, organic world in comparison to the little speckle of Dirk’s apartment packed with the dude and his technics is not only a representation of his isolation and entrapment within himself, but also of his lack of control. I think his obsession with & themes of control are a direct product in the case of Dirk specifically *of* this kind of upbringing. His themes of technology are also related to his themes around control. So much of his character is actually revolved around this to me like so much. Dirk is so deeply disconnected from humanity in every way and so much of his character + symbolism is based around that.
It doesn’t even have to be about the symbolism or anything though. It’s just pretty *interesting* in the literal sense that he lives in the middle of the ocean in the future. There’s not only a lot to theorise on to do with his young life there, but on how it might affect him in the way he acts for the rest of his life. The latter part is probably what I see mentioned the most by people talking about Dirk regarding this, I’m surprised I don’t see more discussion on the former too though. I really ought to actually talk more about Homestuck stuff on here. I will do it myself.
Roxy & Dirk’s relationship is largely ignored though because there is a narrative a certain demographic spreads that Dirk resented and blamed Roxy for her interest in him, and thus too many people believe that their relationship was or would continue to be an abusive one. Realistically, I believe it’s important to acknowledge that the way Roxy treated Dirk regarding his homosexuality wasn’t right while still acknowledging the obvious amount of respect and admiration Dirk had for Roxy. I mean we have a huge piece of dialogue from their post trickster mode conversations on the quest beds from Dirk purely stating how he feels about Roxy that people completely ignore somehow. I think this usually happens to characters that are women though. I know everyone says it, but it is true. Jane gets the exact same treatment of boiling her down to solely her negative aspects. The things I see completely mischaracterising both of them are horrific.
I mean how much more explicit can it get that their relationship is obviously very important to Dirk? But I digress. I think the best or I should say “most interesting” interpretations of their relationship usually come from DirkRoxy shippers actually.
I would be interested to hear about Dirk’s relation to his brother’s theme of time though. I don’t have any thoughts on this and I don’t recall ever hearing anyone talk about it before. If you or anyone else would be willing to enlighten me I’d be thrilled.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#ask#Sorry for taking so long to reply to you on this. I’ve been in more of a drawing than a speaking mood lately#which is very unusual for me. This is definitely not as much of a post as it could be but I’m still not back on my thought and speech game#I know the Roxy mention was in brackets but good lord the treatment Roxy gets from fanbase is insane. Couldn’t help myself#Sorry if anything is worded badly. I’m tired per usual#I think (with no malice in my heart) people just tend to leave out what they don’t like about characters though.#I was very briefly talking with Pomme johnegbertirl#and it got me thinking about how far a lot of people’s interpretations of characters stray from what would be realistic to canon#based on their own biases. Which I guess I probably do too to a certain degree.#I’m not one to judge people for their characterisations at all#I tend to be very forgiving when it comes to reads#but… I admit that is indeed a little disappointing to see how completely ignored some parts of his characters are.#Sorry for tangent that is tenuously related. It is relevant enough to shove haphazardly into tags#I’m glad you like my Dirk ramblings though. Thanks brother#We live on
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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care
#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month#i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it#oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion#‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to#be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really#even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his#father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus#imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re#going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on#account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated#the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and#fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions#you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking#he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time#he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again#house md#robert chase#caseyposting
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ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….
#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped#ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable#i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later’’ i will#never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt#which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm#i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas#usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about#javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3#i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial#response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely#all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re#minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from#the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry#idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters#rdr2#image#hero's talking to himself again#hero’s kieran#hero’s javier#hero’s javieran#just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag#javieran#as normal though
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I’ve been reading the Neverending Story to my sisters as a bedtime story, and I still love this book so so much!! Trying to figure out what I want their designs to look like, because I do want to draw more stuff from this book
#The neverending story#Die unendliche Geschichte#Atréju#Atreyu#fuchur#Falkor#Reading this as an adult explains so much. THIS is what I was reading at nine years old?? no wonder I’m like this now#I love this book SO MUCH! I’m a movie hater though sorry#I was just SO disappointed when I watched the movie as a kid because it was SO BAD in comparison to the best book I’d ever read#And none of the characters looked the way they were supposed to#And then the movie ended just as before my favourite part of the book could start#Anyway reading this has been so much fun#We just reached the part where Atreyu is all on his own having just lost the amulet and is trapped in the city with the wolf#And it’s been so fun so far because my sisters are actually engaged with the story?? and they’re having all the right reactions and#they’re actually understanding most things that are going on! wow#I mean I have had to explain at least ten times what the nothing is supposed to be#Because they’re like what do you mean there’s nothing there! there has to be something! No!! that’s literally the point! there’s nothing!#But other than that j’s been so much fun
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WELCOME BACK ARI I MISSED YOU ON THE DASH AHHHH 💜💜💜 i hope you’ve been well!!:) side question, but do you think you’ll ever write a dilf!stsg x college student fic?? i was looking thru old asks while you were away, and the idea is just so uggghhhghggh … i’d drop out for them unfortunately 💔
ANONNNNNN YOU’RE SO SWEET 😭😭😭 pulling you so close and holding you against my chest . i missed all of you too!!!!!!!! and i hope you’re doing alright as well, i’m doing decently >:3💪
ahhhhhhhh honestly. probably not ….. :’3 never say never but tbh i am a lot more interested in dilf!sugu than i am dilf!toru . so it’s a lot more likely that i’ll just keep writing for him. the dilf duo doesn’t rlly activate my brain enough ….. no urge to dissect them on a table……. for you i’d gladly write a little drabble but it probably wouldn’t have much depth, yknow ? :’)
#that being said i would drop out for them too .#pshdkdjdj#sorry to disappoint :’33 i’m just not super interested in writing for them as a duo#you can prob expect more dilfguru at some point though!!!!!#thank you again for the sweet ask <3#ask tag ✩
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fulcrum….sabine finally wearing her armor…!!! ahsoka flexing and using only one lightsaber against the inquisitor because she only needs one to absolutely destroy them…very snips of her…. “funny, he never mentioned you”!!! carson teva my boy…the way sabine caved because she loves Ezra and couldn’t bring herself to risk losing the opportunity to get him back…fucking ANAKIN AND AHSOKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT FUCKING HAPPENED FUCK I’M NOT OKAY. HER FACE WHEN SHE HEARD HIS VOICE NOBODy TALK TO ME
#I am losing my shit#this episode was so good omg the character reveals were just very good I feel#we got some hint of history/backstory about what happened between ahsoka and sabine#I don’t love the world between worlds though I never have so wasn’t SUPER enthused to see it even tho I knew it was gonna be in the show#once I saw the waves change into that glowy blue water I said fuck#but then also like 2 seconds after started screaming and kicking my feet because I knew beyond a doubt anakin would be there#my brother and I had a debate of how he would show up#my brother said force ghost and I said world between worlds#so looks like I win#would’ve preferred force ghost I think but YOU KNOW WHAT I DONT EVEN CARE I’M DECEASED#seeing hayden in his rots fit again :’)#those two finally in live action murdering me ok#even more rambling taking place in the tags i’m sorry everyone#this episode did not disappoint for me#I am just so excited about everything with this show even if some of it isn’t perfect I just love it#positive ahsoka vibes only from me on this blog#ahsoka#ahsoka show#ahsoka spoilers#leah watches ahsoka#leah rants#star wars#star wars spoilers
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This is an ateez x reader scenario I wanted to share with you if that’s ok. The idea came from The Real MV, and a dream I had a few nights ago.
My mom is a teacher in real life, hence the idea to make the reader’s mom a teacher.
The whole class was talking about it. They were getting a new teacher from America to teach them the English language. But what they didn’t know was that their teacher would be bringing a guest with them.
The class goes quiet when the sound of someone walking through the door reaches their ears. An American woman in her early 50’s walks into the classroom. She introduces herself as the new ESL teacher (ESL: English as Second Language).
Jackie: I’m looking forward to teaching you. Now, before we start, I have an announcement to make.
The students listen quietly, curious as to what their teacher has to say.
Jackie: We will have a guest joining us for this year’s class. She will not be taking the class, but she will be accompanying me and assisting me throughout the period.
A young girl walks into the classroom. She is dressed nicely, wearing jeans and a dress shirt. She had h/l hair that was done in (favorite hairstyle).
On her face was a pair of wire frame eyeglasses that gave her a sophisticated look. She wore a white digital wrist watch for timekeeping.
She looked shy, maybe even nervous to be in the students’ presence, but she wore a friendly and polite smile to mask it. Whispers go around the room as the students wonder who the girl is.
Eight particular boys were stunned by the girl who walked through the door. She looked so pretty with her pristine outfit. Even the class president himself was amazed. He couldn’t help but internally gush at her cute round cheeks.
Hongjoong:(whispers) Who’s that?
Jongho: I don’t know. I think that’s the guest Ms. l/n was talking about just a few minutes ago.
Mingi: She’s pretty.
Yeosang: I wonder how old she is. She looks young.
The girl shyly introduces herself in fluent English.
Yunho: (smiles) Aw, she’s shy. How cute.
San: Her English is really good. She sounds so fluent.
In turn, the class introduces themselves to the girl, now known as y/n, in English, with effort. Seonghwa raises his hand.
Jackie: Yes, Seonghwa?
Seonghwa: I have a question for y/n. Is it ok if I ask her?
y/n: Yes. What would you like to ask me?
Seonghwa: When you said your name, I noticed you and Ms. l/n have the same last name. Are you related?
y/n: Yes. I am her daughter.
The boys had to do a double take. Did they hear that right? Her daughter?? They weren’t the only ones taken aback. The rest of the class shared shocked looks with each other.
Wooyoung: (whispers) She’s her daughter?! They look nothing alike!
Mingi: That’s crazy. I thought she was her niece or something.
Shortly after, class starts.
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You wait outside as your Mom introduces herself to the class she will be teaching. Your Mom got a job as an ESL teacher at a Korean high school. You had to fly all the way out to Korea for her to take this job. It was a big change, but you know it’s for the best.
You hear your Mom make “the announcement”, which is also your cue to make yourself known. Despite your nerves, you work up the courage to walk into the classroom and introduce yourself to the students. You can feel everyone’s eyes on you as you walk to the front of the room. Whispers sound through the room.
You catch sight of some girls looking at you with what looked like disdain while whispering to each other. Of course. Every highschool has a bully. That one group of popular mean girls. Having been through highschool yourself, you should know that by now.
However, what caught your eye even more, was the group of boys at the side of the room. Unlike the girls, they were looking at you with some kind of starstruck look. you don’t think much of it.
You: (shyly; in fluent English) Uh, hello everyone. My name is y/n l/n. It is a pleasure to meet you all.
Aw, she’s shy. How cute.
The class gives individual introductions in return. During the introductions you learned the name of the class president. Kim Hongjoong. It was a shocker to learn that he was one of the handsome boys. One of the students raises their hand.
Mom: Yes Seonghwa?
Seonghwa: I have a question for y/n. Is it ok if I ask her?
You: Yes. What would you like to ask me?
The boy, Seonghwa, looks at you.
Seonghwa: When you said your name, I noticed you and Ms. l/n have the same last name. Are you related?
You inwardly laugh at the fact that no one knows their teacher is actually your Mom. Your bet is that some of the students were guessing you are her niece. Well they are in for a shock.
You: Yes. I am her daughter.
You swear you could see Seonghwa do a double take. The rest of the class exchanged shocked looks with each other upon learning your relation with the teacher. Shortly after, class starts.
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Lunch time
Excuse me, is it ok if we sit with you?
You look from up from your laptop to see the same eight boys from ESL standing around you.
You: Oh, of course. Please. Have a seat.
The boys sit down around you, a few of them sit next to you on both sides. You close your laptop so you can talk.
Hongjoong: So, you’re our teacher’s daughter?
You: Yes.
Hongjoong: I’m Hongjoong. The class president.
You: So I heard. Must be a big job.
Hongjoong: (chuckles with a smile) You don’t know the half of it.
The other seven guys smile as they watch you interact with their friend.
Mingi: Hi y/n. I’m Mingi. Nice to meet you.
Mingi sticks out his hand for a handshake. You take his hand and gently shake it.
You: (smiles warmly) Nice to meet you too, Mingi.
You exchange greetings and introductions and spend the lunch period talking and getting to know each other. You learned a few things about these guys along the way.
You already know Hongjoong is the class president, but you also learned that he likes to reform clothes. Interesting. Seonghwa is the oldest of the group and likes legos and Star Wars, he’s also a bit of a clean freak. You find that rather funny.
Yeosang is the shy guy of the group, with a hidden savage side. San is cute and sweet, but holds a 3rd degree black belt in taekwondo. Yikes. You remind yourself not to mess with him. Mingi is the new transfer student.
He looks mean and scary, but is actually a big soft sweetheart. His friends even call him Princess Mingi, something you find adorable. Wooyoung is the resident flirt, but is also dependable when he needs to be.
Yunho is the captain of his school basketball team. His height may be intimidating, but his smile and sweet personality make up for it. Jongho is the youngest, but he is the most mature out of the whole group.
Jongho is also the strongest. He is so strong, he can break apples with his bare hands. Something you have yet to see. In turn, you teach the boys everything they need to know about you.
Before you know it, lunch is over and it is time for everyone to get to their next class. Hongjoong offered to walk you to the homeroom where your Mom is waiting for you.
You gladly accepted his offer since you didn’t know your way around the school yet. You say your goodbyes and go your separate ways for now.
I’m flattered that you thought to share this idea with me 🥺 It’s cute! But this isn’t something I’d personally be interested in writing. I also don’t take requests as mentioned in this ask
#chats with lila#my asks#asks#lovely anon#thank you for the ask!#I’m sorry if I disappointed you though :(
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sorry i’ve turned into a miserly old early-canon-loyal jerk over ninjago. it’s really fun though
#i knowwww i should watch dragons rising. i want to. im busy </3#and i’ll be disappointed they’ve already screwed up zane and pixals not even there yet#i’m fine w the newbies though i just care a lot about the OGs#sorry arin. i’m sure deven mack crushes it as you i like you pie baking gimmick
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Even more respect to Luan for when he found out that Helena is Bia’s sister and has been keeping it a secret that she’s alive for ten years, his response is “GIRL WHY? THIS IS RIDICULOUS??” and he sticks to his guns on that point
#I love this guy I love this guy I love this guy#i do have to say though I was disappointed that he found out in the most boring way possible (overhearing a conversation)#I have decided that I will only be posting updates about Luan and Pietro/Daisy because this show is too complicated#also it was recently revealed that he and Pixie unbeknownst to either of them play with each other in this video game they both play and#absolutely hate each other’s guts in the gamer world#it’s like a reverse you’ve got mail situation and I’m so here for it#also Daisy is now suspecting Luan of being her secret admirer which is ridiculous like girl?? you know he’s into Pixie?? everyone and their#mom knows he’s into Pixie????#disney bia#I am so sorry to everyone who is sick of me talking about this show I shall make you a blockable tag#oh crap val’s telanovellablogging
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every now and then i get hit with the idea of what might happen if Joyce found out about the sins of s1&2 jonathan
#she would lose her shit#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU TOOK PICTURES OF THEM HAVING SEX????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KNEW THEY WERE TOGETHER AND SLEPT WITH HER ANYWAY???#things would go down in the byers house that night#nancy wouldn’t be excluded from the yelling either because she was the cheater and HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS#meanwhile steve is like please it’s fine it’s just me i deserved it#and she about gives herself whiplash to turn around and tell him that’s bullshit and he absolutely didn’t deserve it and#WHY THE FUCK WOULD HE SAY THAT#and then nancy would get all like sheepish and just leave and steve would end up with like an edible arrangement and shit a few days later#meanwhile jonathan is getting SCREAMED AT#she pulls out the i Am sO dIsApPoInTeD iN yOu#Will!!1!1!#i swear to good if you EVER do this to a someone you’re gonna regret it!#THEY GAVE STEVE A FUCKING COMPLEX#steve is like i can hear you i’m right here#sorry sweetie you know i’m right though#then she turns to argyle and eddie who have been sitting there the whole time#YOU TWO#argyle screams a little bit and eddie chokes out yes ma’am#(never forget this is the woman that punched a politician and took an ax to her own walls okay she’s CRAZY)#YOU TWO TAKE STEVE HOME. WAIT NO TAKE HIM TO BASKIN ROBBINS THEN TAKE HIM HOME#*angrily pulls cash from her wallet and hands it to them*#STEVE I LOVE YOU YOURE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME PLEASE COME TO DINNER ON THURSDAY#argyle mumbled good luck to jonathan on the way out and jonathan is like please don’t leave me here alone 😭😭😭😭
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was I the only one that thought season 2 of green eggs and ham was a total let down oooorrrr
#like I’m sorry but that season infuriated me#gave me the trope I hate most#the male character being a punching bag and being seen as in the wrong with ANYTHING#F-CK OFF WITH THAT#pretending season 2 never existed is the only way to feel better about it#erasing that baby from existing even though he’s the cutest thing imaginable cause I sorry little dude you’re cuteness isn’t enough to save#you from bad writing#r.i.p guy jr#you have a stupid f-cking name too(/j)#I’m soooo disappointed in the butter battle sh-t cause that was my favorite short as a kid#how was it butchered soooo bad#r.i.p Michellee you deserved better as well#Sam’s mom SUCKS#I’m sorry I kinda felt bad for her but that was quickly squished near the end#f-ck that woman honestly#Sam feels really dumb to me in this season too idk how to explain it but he just feels…..dumber#the visuals aren’t that impressive in season 2 either at least not from what I remember#the spy stuff was too much if I’m honest it clouded what the 1 season was even about and what made it so good#green eggs and ham#geah#critical#rant#my stuffy stuff#text#kinda hateful
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#manifesting that the guy i like who doesn’t like me back changes his fucking mind#i respect that he doesn’t id never be like oh actually he does he told me he doesn’t#but like i want him to yk#i’m delulu so i wish he’d change his mind and give me a valentine’s day thing being like im sorry i love you#but it’s not gonna happen#and i’m gonna be disappointed even though i already know what’s up#i just really wish he liked me yk#i like him so much it hurts#i know there are so many more useful things i could ask for a miracle for#like passing my classes#but this is the miracle i want pls
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The Traitors (US) 🤝 The Traitors (Australia)
Most interesting person is named Kate.
#and they were both done SO dirty#spoilers#I guess#Kate sweetie I’m so sorry you didn’t deserve that#the traitors us#the traitors australia#us Kate was interesting and relatable#and let’s be real I root for someone who’s villainized#fairly or otherwise#Aussie Kate was so smart and played the game well#the American version of the show was better though#but any version is like catnip to me#like live action mafia? sign me tf up!#onto the British version#let’s see if it’s disappointing or not
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Should I give Overwatch another chance?
Honestly as much as I love the game I’d hold off on playing it until PvE comes out unless you have friends who are playing it with you. Ow2 reignited my actual love for the game (outside of how it scratched my competitive itch) so it *might* be worth a try even without friends if you loved “old overwatch” (like the “classic days” of 2016-2018?) and maybe lost interest around 2019 onwards. But for 99% of the players who left I’d advise you wait for what will hopefully be decent PvE
#I love the game so much and I’ve been playing with friends and LOVING it but I really feel like the best experience#would be casual play with friends#I’m sorry I don’t have a solid answer it really does come down to maybe just launching and playing for like… an hour of some qp? 1-2-2 is#fantastic and the best thing to happen to the game (sorry to the wonderful tank duos but this was necessary)#this is a total gamble I’m responding on mobile and it’s broken so it’s black text on a dark gray bg#c talks#but yeah. I’m having the most fun I’ve had since 2016/2017 as it is now#but it’s… something I worry people might try and dislike and then be unwilling to come give PvE a chance#we got a glimpse of some of the direction PvE gameplay will head with last halloweens gamemode and it was very promising#I just want people to not set themselves up for failure hence 1) try to play with friends and don’t be too serious & 2) if you’re not#in love with it as it is please keep an open mind for when PvE comes out#Lmk if you play and whether you like or dislike it because I’m always interested in returning players impressions#I’ve had a lot of people say they enjoyed it but I know a lot of that has to be influenced by people being more likely#to tell the overwatch player that they’re enjoying overwatch#but not even kidding if you dislike it dm me because I’d love to hear thoughts as to what may be disappointing#(even though I hope you like it if you give it a chance!)
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to post something positive I am really happy about what snw is doing with T’Pring and it makes so much sense and just in general I love the material they gave her in this episode
#snw#snw spoilers#strange new worlds spoilers#strange new worlds#it’s not that i dislike the love triangle it’s just the focus on it is inadvertently pointing out the massive flaws of this show#and this is coming after the ortegas centric episode that told us nothing new about her character#……I’m just so wildly disappointed like I’m sorry I don’t care if they can pull off a good court ep with Una that’s wrapped up in metaphor#it was great but it’s so easy when it’s not real!#and you don’t have to do a direct parallel to anything#or explore an actually marginalized character#the last two eps felt like a litmus test that was failed#and I’m so disappointed even though there was a lot of good in them
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mm. i probably SHOULDN’T be thinking about stuff at night when we should be asleep to be well rested for school in the morning but uhh. the brain
#mmn. i don’t like the fact almost everyone approaches some issue we have with uh. improperly done exposure therapy#which doesn’t exactly address the root problem and probably just makes it worse. or i make it worse? it’s… hard to tell.#“what do you mean you make it worse” i panic because their disappointment and potential for them to hurt me frightens me into#doing it more and more but in a way where i overthink it so hard to the point it mmight qualify for me possibly having ocd as i think it#turns into an obsession that i have to do everything i can about because otherwise it’s bad and i did it wrong and i failed and i didn’t fix#the issue they were trying to exposure therapy my way out of. mmaybe i’m being overdramatic though. pedantic? uh.#i’m. still thinking about this time where. i’m surprised either any of us remember this. we had a shutdown so severe we were… catatonic?#we couldn’t speak we were barely breathing if anyone adjusted any part of our body it would stay locked in that position… i don’t know#i feel like i should be concerned enough to talk to someone we know about this but why should i? i already know they’re just going to#dismiss it or say it’s for my own good or use it as blackmail to force and hurt me more.#i need to sleep but i can’t. i’m sorry
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