#I’m so tired and hungry

[noodleblade]

my game has to download and my food is being delivered *sigh* I GUESS I’ll write

[bucksangel]

mom went out for the night and isn’t responding to me and i can’t go grocery shopping because my bank account is locked so if anyone can send me like $10 so i can get a few snacks i would greatly appreciate it!

c*shapp - $honeyjexxy

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[master-jarrus]

I’m so freaking frustrated

My doctor put me on this diet because my blood sugar is high (diabetes runs in the family and I was taught to deal with stress by eating)

The diet allows for a wide variety of food but the people doing the grocery shopping (that doctor suggested should also be on this diet because I’m the only one willing to make doctors appointments so he’s going off of my data) are refusing to buy anything but fucking salad and chicken and stuff I’m not supposed to be eating, they won’t let me make food in different ways and wont let me food prep so it doesn’t take hour to make food probably longer because they will go no I need you to do this until I have a meltdown because I’m fucking hungry

I had made some food when everyone was sleeping because I didn’t the fucking pizza they had and someone didn’t even wait 2 fucking days before eating it all of it. They are 6 portions in one sitting!!!!

But if I blow up at them I’m being irrational and what are they supposed to do just not eat? They’re sorry but it had been a few days

[housecow]

y’all will never see me as an actual bbw model or making scenario/stuffing content of any sort because i am a TERRIBLE actor.

no i cant do a cute little moan and rub my belly after a funnel session, im literally about to pass out and need to be tucked into bed

[nicollekidman]

buffy knows spike loves her during season five. buffy knows spike loves her when she comes back and seeks comfort/silence in his presence. and as she comes back to herself and tries to make peace with the fact that she’s Here Again, she still knows he loves her. and i think part of the Big Bad Grabbing The Slayer For The Darkness routine they both cling to is that it allows them to pretend this huge thing isn’t between them so they can get what they both want (someone to stay).

and like obviously buffy cannot allow herself to believe that he loves her for many reasons, but she DOES believe it, she can’t make herself unknow it even though she tries so hard. which is partially where the breakdown with tara in 6.13 comes from because the cognitive dissonance of soulless spike loving her as if he has a soul while she is so lost within herself that the only way she can reach for him is to use him (which would be fine if he was the big bad grabbing the slayer for the darkness) which is hurting him! unfathomably! but he’s supposed to be the corruption! how can he??? any of it???

meanwhile spike has watched the woman he loves be brought back as a shell and he wants to see the light in her eyes and he can touch her now and sometimes that’s enough to make her laugh but he can’t linger in those moments or she’ll go away again! so he can play the role he needs to play so she’ll stay, as if he could keep her anywhere she didn’t want to be. as if he wants her to be in the dark instead of bringing him into the light. but how could he ask for anything more when he already got her back and he didn’t even need to kill her afterwards.

and so they hurt each other and he forgets himself and asks her if she even likes him and it’s too honest and he’s asking too much (he asks for nothing) so before she can throw her life away like it’s nothing, he puts the game face on, makes himself a target, and swallows it all. and she can’t unknow. and it would all be fine except he’s a vampire and she’s the slayer and how can he just say it like it’s nothing when she needs to beat his face in just to keep from screaming.

[fattributes]

Hello, lovelies! I hope you're all doing well. I hate to ask, but I could really use some help. My rent is due on August 5th, and I'm a bit short on cash. My work hours have been reduced by half, and my last paycheck was smaller than expected. As a result, I've been struggling to buy groceries, and I'm almost out of food. I feel extremely tired every day, and I believe it’s because I'm not eating enough.

If you're able and willing to help, I would greatly appreciate any assistance. It would also be wonderful if you could share this on your dashboard to reach more people. Thank you for your patience.

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[lastchr1stmas]

I have a friend that’s actually so fucking stupid It makes me want to rip out my insides

[sondheim-girly]

guys I just realized something about the costuming for Darry in the musical

so you know how in some scenes he’s wearing that green flannel?

well ya know who else is always in plaid? The socs.

so yeah even more symbolism jshfjsjhdhd I love the costuming for this show so much I could talk about it for hours (pun intended)

[robiinurheart33]

Johnny as not being able to accept or react to anything normally. (Clicks for Palestine)

He accepts things in breathless gasps, cold sweat tracing his spine, wide eyed and gripping his shirt in a frenzy.

He accepts love like a prayer, reverent and beautiful. Yes, yes, yes, let me see. Let me see all of you. Let me know that I am yours and you are mine. He loves with all his heart, gives his liking out scarcely. It eats him from inside out, the way obsession and possessiveness work. It’s a finniky thing, something soap always had trouble with. One day he could be in complete safety, knowing that he is loved, and he will love more. Others, he sobs in despair for all those who will never love again, for the love that he will receive that will never be enough, not enough, and too much. Two sides of his brain thread their fingers through his mind, grab on his hair and yank. It forces him to bear his throat, open and exposed, as if to say see? I will be vulnerable. Bite on me. Bite down. In hopes of the other trusting him enough to sink their canines into tainted blood.

He accepts joy with excitement, as if an addict returning into the safe embrace of its drug. A childish response, he guesses, but anyone would find themselves yearning to be happy as well. The highs are high, and the lows are real low. He knows when to accept joy on its own, pure form, and not think about anything else. It’s something sacred to him, precious and fragile as glass. But he knows no one needs his excitement. No one needs his explosive emotions and no one needs him. That’s okay. Soap has spent his entire life accepting that fact.

In the meantime, Johnny will wrap his hands around himself in a pathetic attempt at self-comfort, and repeats a mantra in his head. Less is more. Less is more. Less is more.

[lambmotifz]

truly the shittiest take in spn fandom is the 'sam is controlling and manipulative' take mostly because it comes from wincesties/bibros, like one would think they had understood and actually watched the show but no! i hate the way every part of the fandom mischatacterizes sam to fit their own preferences

ikr? the saddest thing is that you’d think sam’s character would be understood by the wincest part of the fandom because it’s sam’s ship as much as it’s dean’s

honestly it’s astonishing how most wincest shippers see him in the exact same way d*stiel shippers do

[teethbomb]

I wanna go back in my bed

[focsle]

Something about this little note a whaler added in the margins of his journal gets me.

224 [days out] My book is very damp ink spreads.

Can’t really articulate why but I think it’s something about…the process of reading it now in all its spreading ink, and seeing this little complaint he penned in the moment to explain the ink quality. It‘s a concrete physical link to a little moment in time when this book was new (yet damp) in a fellow’s hands 170 years ago.

[bapple117]

The air is starting to smell like isolating myself and avoiding all contact with everyone again and I’m not sure if I really want that but I am

o v e r w h e l m e d

[vanitythevantropist]

It's middle in the night i'm a break into your home

Hey Hey buddy it's time to make pancake

“I wasn’t sleeping anyways.”

[transmechanicus]

I’m allowed one (1) vent of the colossal amounts of pressure my body and mind are under per month and i usually do my best to bury it in the early hours of the morning, so now that i’ve provided this valuable and important context:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[fatalmorning]

Good Morning, here is Rasby. Don’t really have any rant or anything to say about it. TBH I was fighting for my life drawing this since 10 P.M. and it is currently 7:20 in the morning. I can barely stand the sight of it, he’s cute though, Live, Laugh, Rasby or whatever the fuck…