#I’m overstimulated and tired

[person4924]

if one more thing goes wrong i’m gonna start kicking and screaming in a ball on the floor

[toyogamii]

I love how my feelings are just completely ignored :)

[russilton]

hey how's it going? It may be a strange question, but do you think Lando Norris and Oscar Piastri are a good shippe? My writer side wants to step in. You are very, very talented.

Hey anon, it’s goin.

I can’t honestly say I’ve thought about them honestly. I’m not a lando fan, and my opinion on Oscar is entirely neutral, so I can’t say I’ve ever thought about shipping them with anyone, let alone each other.

But anon if that’s the ship your gut is calling you too, and it’s inspiring you to write, follow the feeling. It’s almost always good to follow your gut and even if you think no one else will like too- trust me someone will.

[mollywog]

My reaction to the most minor annoyance

[faithfromanewperspective]

what’s there not to understand about hypomania? you know when you get overtired, and like a toddler, you get all hyperactive and also want to cry or do Every Fun Thing you can think of and it actually becomes harder to sleep? like as a result of too much overwhelm or being so emotionally exhausted that’s how your body makes you able to cope, the aftereffects of too much adrenaline? just imagine being stuck like that. and every day it triggers itself more, overload of emotional whiplash and energy and you’ve lost all ability to think rationally and you can do anything at this point, because why not? you’ve got nothing left in you to hold back on any idea that could be exciting and stop you from falling into the void where the wiredness you feel has nothing to latch onto to burn off that nervous energy in a positive way, emotionally. for days or weeks or months on end. you don’t need to have ever experienced this fully to extrapolate and be like. yeah. I can see how it would suck eventually to get stuck like that

[skyblueartt]

Me when life

[beneathashadytree]

My requests are CLOSED guys. Please read my bio and literally the first sentence in every post I write: all I post are MONTHS OLD requests. I’m not taking any at all rn because I have hundreds of pages worth of material to study. And even if they were open, I am only comfortable writing for gender-neutral readers. I don’t wanna have to resort to switching off my ask box altogether ☹️☹️

[strawberrybyers]

lesson learned this week: if your teenage niece asks to throw a party at your house, say no because you might end up feeling trapped in your bedroom due to not wanting to encounter a group of teens in your own home so now you’re thirsty, and being thirsty triggers anxiety and anxiety triggers nausea and nausea triggers more anxiety which triggers stomach cramps which triggers more anxiety which triggers more nausea and i’m still thirsty on top of that. i am fighting for my life in here 😭😭 i think i could start crying i’m having so much anxiety 😭😭

[sunnibits]

update on how I’m doing I had a real roll of bread last night (while extremely exhausted from being awake for like 24+ hours straight) for the first time in half a year and I think I almost cried

[a-concert-just-for-me]

Why is it that my body’s default check engine light is brain fog/a headache

[blissfullydead]

Ooh boy I can’t wait to lie down after a long day of lying down

[ygodmyy20]

I had a one day (like 48 hours) trip to Vegas for work. First time in Vegas. Not gonna lie. I don’t want to come back.

[creampuffqueen]

i need to start keeping a tally of the dropped water bottles

[chromatasia]

:)

[birdy-bird27]

Man this day started Great but boy it’s been deteriorating quick today

[warsrage]

simeon definitely has a pronounced fear of emotional intimacy especially romantically, likely because he’s had much better luck with friends in his life, and some of it definitely has to do with fear of having his heart broken … but even more terrifying to him is that it quite literally almost killed him last time and he’s very afraid that it’ll be successful if he lets it happen again. this interacts poorly with his mental illness cocktail, though, because he’ll get in a high mood, which will get him reckless in some ways and make him feel untouchable and hopeful and optimistic, so he’ll get involved in something with good intentions, but then he’ll hit a downswing, get scared, and go ghost, and that’s one of the reasons he has a rep for breaking hearts even though he’s not trying to be cruel and he is in fact inherently good hearted despite his outbursts and emotional disregulation.