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princelucivaryaslana · 5 months ago

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Me: “You know what I could go for? Some cocoa pebbles (cereal).”

Me: -starts to eat a bowl of cocoa pebbles-

Me, not even done eating them yet, stomach in shambles, colon writhing like the fat snake it is: “Uuooouoiuououoiyiouiogh…”

Me, not even two hours later: “You know what I could go for?”

#I’m gonna die this way I think #worst part is this isn’t even a case of like #forgetting until it’s too late over and over #I’m fully aware and ignoring the dread in my gut each time because “maybe it’ll be different this time they’re so yummy”#basically I’m fucking stupid is what I’m saying

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spitedemon · 2 months ago

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i really don’t think it’s “typical dragon age fandom nonsense” for people to be genuinely upset about the world state choices. combat, level design, art direction, gameplay gimmicks, those have all varied across each dragon age game. the one thing that’s remained constant are nods to our previous choices.

i wasn’t expecting my HoF to come riding in on a griffon, but i can’t find a monument dedicated to warden tabris somewhere around the anderfels? lucanis couldn’t have some lines about the time that one arainai boy was stirring up trouble in antiva city? you’re gonna tell me that making a mage the new divine wouldn’t have some impact on nevarra and antiva? on the anderfels, the supposed most devout militant andrastian nation in thedas? you’re saying nobody in the north is paying attention to who rules orlais or ferelden? come on.

#dragon age #yes i’ve seen john epler’s explanation on only wanting to carry forward choices that they could ‘really do something with.’#and i understand what he’s saying and i’m curious to see how those 3 choices they brought forward will impact the story!!#but i’m still disappointed. and i think telling people why they shouldn’t be disappointed is just gonna make them More disappointed.#also don’t really appreciate dev comments like ‘careful what you wish for with cameos. it just gives us an excuse to find new and horrific #ways to kill your faves teehee 🤭🤭’ like okay???????? what???#alistair came back twice & could be fine both times. loghain’s inquisition cameo was so meaningful because who the hell expected to see him #again? leliana can straight up die in origins and yall brought her back anyways. like what are we doing out here.#also when i think of ‘typical’ nonsense for this fandom it’s people doxxing each other over fictional character opinions. or what #fictional side your fictional inquistor took in the fictional mage-templar war. or just plain old racism.#NOT ‘damn it’s fucking upsetting that this excited replay i’ve been doing of the previous games and all the recommending i’ve been doing #for new fans to play the other games before veilguard has turned out to be pretty fucking pointless.’#might as well tell someone to watch a let’s play of trespasser and that’s it.

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londoneh · 8 months ago

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Goofy lookin’ clock.

*❤️‍🔥*

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holographic-mars · 9 months ago

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(Wip) he was supposed to love me

#misery loves company #transformers #transformers prime #tfp #tfp soundwave #tfp ratchet #soundchet #now let me tell y’all something #I made the mistake of thinking soundwave was easy to draw #my fucking mistake won’t happen again #I’m so mad #anyways I’m not gonna finish this I just needed to get soundchet out of my system before I die #I love the ‘in love with someone who will never love them the same way so they find comfort in eachother turn lovers’ ykno #mars doodles #maccadam

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hyperfixationtimego · 1 year ago

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I love you fucked up tv shows I love you gorey movies I love you traumatized characters who perpetuate the cyclical nature of abuse while still managing to remain sympathetic I love you intentionally morally ambiguous media that exists specifically to pose questions about psychology, ethics, and human nature I love you unflinching examinations of what it means to dance the line between acceptable and unacceptable behaviors I love you I love you I love you

#I’m having a moment. happy sugar life was GOOD man #I’m just gonna. tag this with my favorite psychologically scarring media because MAN.#ode to them and the way they make me feel about life and living and the people around me fr <3 #happy sugar life #danganronpa #squid game #lolita #demon slayer #goddamnit there’s probably so many more that I’m forgetting #six feet under #<- currently watching that one with my mom and I truly cannot recommend it ENOUGH #future diary #<- MY FUCKING BELOVED. GOD IT’S SO FUCKING GOOD #sweet home #(except i’m ignoring the ending because i personally think it sucked and undermined the whole message of the comic)#feel free to add your own here too btw!! I need some good recommendations teehee :3 #your turn to die #FORGOT THAT ONE WHOOPS #saw franchise #corpse party

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sandersontheside · 4 months ago

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contrary to what you may think “I Won’t Say I’m In Love” from Hercules is not the Disney love song for prinxiety. the titular track from Beauty and the Beast is. not only because the lyrics hit:

“barely even friends/then somebody bends/unexpectedly/just a little change/small to say the least/both a little scared/neither one prepared”

“bittersweet and strange/finding you can change/learning you were wrong”

but also because Virgil is initially perceived by the other sides as a villain, as monstrous, and his arc is all about acceptance both from them and from himself, learning both to love and to be loved. Just like Adam/Beast. and because Roman is Belle coded—head in the clouds and obsessed with stories, craving adventure and desperately looking for something more than this provincial life. you get it.

#sanders sides #roman sanders #virgil sanders #prinxiety #also Roman literally wears the beauty and the beast onesie (I know it’s the beast and I said he’s Belle coded but that’s not the point)#also the red rose motif #and the gothic vibes!!!!! Listen to me!!!! The beast’s castle is super gothic and Roman and Virgil both have connections to the gothic #Roman is literally named for the romantic era which has HUGE overlap with the gothic #see also: the Brontë sisters Percy Shelley Byron etc #and then Virgil’s patchwork look while Tim Burton inspired is also gothic bc where do you think Burton got it???#Frankenstein! plus his name and the poet and stuff. the connection is strong and purposeful.#so yeah they are soooo BATB coded #“here’s where she meets Prince Charming. but she won’t discover that it’s him till chapter three!”#anyways new hill I’m gonna die on just dropped #don’t get me started on Something There for them #“But he was mean and coarse and unrefined! and now he’s dear and so unsure! I wonder why I didn’t see it there before”#“no it can’t be. I’ll just ignore. but then she’s never looked at me that way before.”#like come on

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corneredcopia · 26 days ago

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If I said Robotnik will realize Gerald’s true plan and feel betrayed by what he desired the most but thought he couldn’t have, a familial relationship, (even though he had a real one all this time w/ Stone) and feel swayed to be the opposite of what his grandfather became by sacrificing himself for his real family like Maria had, WHAT THEN.

#a person who thinks all the time 🤫😈#y’all the possible endings for SM3 have been circulating thru my head for the past week #I WILL go insane #the high probability of Robotnik dying has me clutching my damn pearls #I’m gonna sob in the theatre #sonic movie verse #sonic movie 3 #jimbotnik #stobotnik #please let them live so I can die happy #thinking way too deeply into this probably

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camgoloud · 5 months ago

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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care

#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month #i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it #oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion #‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to #be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really #even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his #father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus #imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re #going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on #account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated #the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and #fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions #you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking #he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time #he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again #house md #robert chase #caseyposting

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icelogged · 2 months ago

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Psalm 73:26, Psalm 46:10

hey uh i’ve been extremely unwell recently, was at the hospital for 12 hours last wednesday. um i’m genuinely worried about about my body being able to withstand the what is dubbed the “escalation of my symptoms”. so i just want to thank everyone for making this tumblr experience the best yet. thank you for treating me like a person and for your encouraging words.

for all the bodies in the pit for the knees on the floor and in bush that sides rural highways for all those in the lake those frozen by winter or frozen by freezer for those whom cling to the rock the ones burnt and those who never stopped screaming

i love you and it was never your fault. god loves you and it is the free will of man, our greed that has allowed for great evils to brand our backs and infect our lungs. you are meant to be here in this moment so please live. i hope life unfurls like a rose for you. it takes time. don’t let your anxiety or shyness bar you from opportunities. find the divine in simple pleasures.

#evidence of life #i know this is quite glib but don’t know what’s next and if my physical body can make it there #sucks the purpose of this blog my project sea legs never got to be in its live / active phase #anyways again this is not goodbye this is i genuinely don’t know if i’m waking up tomorrow this isn’t 2 scare anyone this is 2 say thank you #what’s a chill way to say that i didn’t go into detail about my illnesses n kinda fading fast like it’s not even ~me it’s my body giving out #this isn’t a suicide letter or my final words or something silly like that it’s that medically and physically idk what’s next #if you pray i’d appreciate prayer or if you’re spiritual in any way or keep people in your thoughts in a special way pls do so for me #it’s the end of our holiday but it isn’t goodbye !!#mwah #yeah i really don’t know how to write this without it sounding like fluttershy i think i’m gonna die soon sorryyyyy

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atopvisenyashill · 6 months ago

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points for no

edwyn says he’s the only thing standing between the twins and black walder aka walda doesn’t count

she may be a bastard

she’s also a very young girl, and inheritance doesn’t always work well with very young girls

she’s got a shitton of much older male cousins who can usurp her claim themselves

points for yes

she’s the direct descendant of walder frey. line goes walder + perra royce (first wife) -> stevron + corenna swann (first wife) -> ryman + unknown wife -> edwyn + janyce hunter -> walda.

her father may have been discounting her specifically because of her age, not her gender or alleged paternity

being usurped doesn’t mean you are considered the heiress - alys karstark is nearly forcibly married to her great uncle, that doesn’t mean she’s not harrion’s heir

#polls #walda frey #edwyn frey #house frey #i mean i don’t think she’s GONNA inherit i think she’s gonna die lol BUT #doesn’t mean she’s not an heiress. i’m just not sure if Others see her that way #valyrianscrolls

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kaseyskat · 1 year ago

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why does everyone think normal would actually even TRY to hurt taylor like this boy literally just had an entire episode where he became convinced that he was right and his friends don’t care about him AND he just was reminded that it’s kinda his dads fault that taylor didn’t get to have a dad in his life you really think norm isn’t fully prepared to step down and let taylor win he literally said he only wanted to rule hell because it sounded angsty and he’s being angsty why would he get violent about it 😭😭😭😭😭

#dndads #dndads spoilers #i’ve seen several people say this now and i’m so confused like #normal was only enraged to the point of violence against a friend (scary) because she set his HOUSE ON FIRE #he only went into a typical oak rage when he just watched terry jr die in front of him!#normal does give into the family anger but it makes him snappy not violent why do y’all think he’d hurt taylor #HES NOT EVEN MAD AT TAYLOR #i get wanting self sacrificial taylor angst but y’all 😭😭😭#taylor just reconnected with his dad and grandfather and found out his other grandfather is in chains i think he’s a bit more motivated #and normal is already on the self sacrificial bullshit anyways! he thinks they don’t care about him #he’s not gonna fight for his life against TAYLOR of all people oh my god #sorry for the rant i’m just???? that’s not normals character at all #in fact it’s far more likely that he’s gonna magic bullshit his way through the fight instead

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legosreallyarekissable · 1 month ago

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I need you guys to know I’m NOT normal about them. Also awarness erm I use quequed cause this is gonna be a pinned post

INTROOO (outdated)

#ninjago #for a caard intro btw #watching clips of them healed me mental state went up that night!!#bruise shippers interact #bruise ninjago #bruiseshipping #bruise shipping #jay x cole #platonic either way <3333 #I LOVE HWOEVER MADE THE YT VIDEO OF JAY N COLE #BEST 22(?) MINS OF LIFE #i think I’m gonna lose fixtation on them like everything else but nooo I still get overwhelming joy when I see them #yes I will yap about them #die rant #Not even all of the photos I took #”what’s your personality” Cole and Jay. Bruise.#sparrowjay

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why-the-heck-not · 7 months ago

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Bought 2 two cans of monster ultra and an unlawful amount of gummy bears and I’m going to trick my anxiety-riddled brain with a simultaneous sugar and caffeine rush to get these presentation slides done

#perfect plan what could go wrong #but I have a 20min presentation next week that I haven’t started preparing for even a little bit bc presentations make me want to die and #even making the slides etc. gives me hella anxiety bc I know I’m gonna have to present this #but I need to start like yesterday and this is the only way I can think of #the plan B is alcohol but that can backfire even worse if u get the wring kind of drunk and alcohol makes my anxiety skyrocket for the next #2ish days and wouldn’t rly need that rn #as does sugar tbh but only for like a day so it’s fine-ish #could’ve just multitasked with buying normal sugary monsters instead but gummy bears are more fun #april 2024 #2024

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leonsliga · 9 months ago

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At the request of the wonderful @realmadrider, here’s some of my comfort footy vids 😁 happy watching!

All things DFB and Bundesliga:

Bayern Summer Games 2022 (especially the Guess the Song challenge)

Agility Challenge • Kimmich vs. Goretzka (AKA Kimetzka being an old married couple for nearly 7 minutes)

Wer kennt mehr? Leon Goretzka & Joshua Kimmich

Stadt, Land, Fußball - Thomas Müller and Leon Goretzka

Thomats Challenge: Bundesliga Edition

The big FC Bayern quiz with Manuel Neuer and Sven Ulreich

Google Autocomplete Challenge with Serge Gnabry and Leon Goretzka

Servus, Leon Goretzka!

Leon Goretzka vs. Julian Brandt: Buzzwire Challenge

Bundesliga Stars Try to Draw Their Team Logos - Witsel, Goretzka, and Co.

Mats Hummels vs. Thomas Müller: Me or Him Challenge

Pro vs. Pro:Direct with Thomas Müller

Read My Lips: 🇩🇪 vs. 🇫🇷

Close-Up with Leon Goretzka

60 Seconds Challenge: 🇩🇪🆚🇫🇷

Neuer, Müller, and Lahm making fun of Kramer’s memory loss during the 2014 World Cup final

One gotta go with Marco Reus and Julian Brandt

Manuel Neuer and Bastian Schweinsteiger dancing on the beach

Don’t get distracted! With Julian Brandt and Marco Reus

Müller & Co. Decorating the Christmas Tree

Hummels & Brandt: Which of You…

FC Bayern Teammate Insights

Neuer, Martínez, and Hernández Carpool Q&A

EURO Taxi with Thomas Müller and Mats Hummels

Manuel Neuer vs. Thomas Müller

New Season, New Berni ft. Müller, Neuer, Sané, and Davies

So feiern die Bayern das Triple

Neuer, Piszczek & Co. Try to Draw - Who is the Best Artist

Take it easy | BVB-Challenge with Marco Reus and Julian Brandt

Kimmich vs. Gnabry | Copy the Penalty Challenge

Chunkz vs. Neuer | YouTuber vs. Pro Keeper Penalty Shoot Out Challenge

Manuel Neuer im Interview

Who am I? BVB-Challenge with Mats Hummels and Marcel Schmelzer

Manu lifting up a jar of Nutella like it’s Simba

DFB Nutella Commercial

Will Grigg’s on fire! Is Mats Hummels terrified?

Bayern Summer Games 2021

Thomats Christmas Challenge

Serge Gnabry: Unlocked feat. Yung Filly

Who knows more? Marco Reus vs. Mario Götze - 2018 edition

Who knows more? Marco Reus vs. Mario Götze - 2019 revenge

Netradio Newcomer with Marco Reus and Julian Brandt

Best of Radio Müller

Thomats dieses Mal olympisch - eng subs

Don’t get distracted! With Mats Hummels and Marcel Schmelzer

Cow-Milking and Welly-Throwing | Team-Building Fun at FC Bayern

Shell Game w/ Manuel Neuer

Pantomime w/ Manuel Neuer

Drawing w/ Manuel Neuer

Marco Reus vs. Mats Hummels - Buzz Wire Challenge

Manuel Neuer reveals the results of his doping test (spoiler alert: it was urine)

Thomats Basketball Challenge

Thomas Müller “JAAA” compilation

A Spanish Lesson for Neuer with Thiago - Repeat after Me Challenge

Fußball-Dart: Goretzka gegen Burgstaller

You Have to Answer - Marco Reus

Bayern Team Photo Vlog

Who knows more 2.0: Brandt vs. Hummels

Thomats Tangram Challenge

FC Bayern wish you a Merry Christmas

Mario Götze’s Most Famous Picture

Mats Hummels pranks Gio Reyna

DFB Water Polo Teambuilding

Erling Haaland being a funny guy for 3 minutes straight

Bromance: Manuel Neuer & Leon Goretzka

Manuel Neuer, Per Mertesacke, & Arne Friedrich - Sky ad

Neustädter vs. Reus

Literally anything else:

50 most shocking moments of the 2010 World Cup

Jose Mourinho explains football to a baffled Ted Lasso

Timo Werner being the funniest German for 2 minutes (because he’s an adorable bean)

Lingard and Rashford | Roommates

Ney…freezin innit

Wingmen: Bruno Fernandes and Jesse Lingard

Manchester United x Stone Roses

I am Jose Mourinho 😎

Sergio Ramos drops the Supercopa under the bus

Marcelo, Bale, Ramos, & Co. joking around on a plane because why not

Lies | Toni Kroos & David Alaba

Kroos & Modrić | Teammates

Toni Kroos’s fantastic interview after RMA beat Liverpool in the UCL final

Luka Modrić taunting Gerard Piqué like the girlboss he is

Real Madrid x NFL with a heavy dose of Modramos

Roy Keane’s angriest moments discussing Manchester United - very validating as a United fan in the modern era tbh 😭

THE Kunessi stream - eng subs (55 minutes in all its glory)

When Kun met Leo

Kun calling Leo on stream

Sergio Agüero interviews Lionel Messi

Honestly every episode of the Champions

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ashmp3 · 3 months ago

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you know when that wave of loneliness comes like i really am trying to be normal but can’t help feeling so alienated and unlovable i should’ve killed myself when i was 18 it really wouldn’t make that big of a difference but my fuckass dad had to die first

#anyway almost done with queue and i’m gonna go on a run (at the gym boooo it’s too hot outside) and hope for the best #for the glimmer of hope etc etc but yeah it’s hitting me like. No one likes me everyone thinks i am stuck up bitch and i will die alone #and i am terrified of change and putting myself out there why is everything so embarrassing #only way out is through i tell myself but sometimes it looks like too much work i wish i could die in a tragic accident so i wouldn’t have #to feel bad for dying and people would be like Ah what a shame but i would be chilling #tt

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lenakluthor · 2 months ago

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started crying about how lonely i am (again) and jack immediately perked up and started licking the tears off my face and now i’m SOBBING i don’t deserve him

#katie speaks #anyway i think this is the kind of loneliness that’s all consuming #because it honestly feels like it’s gonna swallow me whole #i tried downloading a dating app #and couldn’t even get past user registration #bc what do i even say in my bio #‘hi i’m so desperately lonely and touch starved i think i might actually die and this is the only way i can think of to finally meet people #like yeah that’ll attract ‘em

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