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“it would be one hundred times easier…if we were young again.”
a rhaenicent inspired playlist; their story told in order <3
#hope yall enjoy!#can be enjoyed on shuffle too#or can be listened to in order for those not using the mobile app#or the richies who pay for premium lol#as always I would love to hear any song suggestions yall may have!#and yes I’ve posted this before on here 😭#but apparently it’s not showing up under my pinned tags so#I’m doing it again hahaha#my playlists#ship playlist#rhaenicent#house of the dragon#hotd#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#Iris’ music box#Spotify
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Ok I can’t choose so
#I’m finishing my Spotify wrapped edits today so I’m thinking about this again hahaha#one each person BUT you can ask that I make you something and ask one for a friend as a gift too 🫶#i don’t think doing different thing would be confusing for me I would just have to note everything cjdnjxnxn x#Alex.txt
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at the risk of sounding like really entitled….
does anyone else have a fic that is their most popular, but you don’t want it to be, because you don’t think it deserves it, and you have better stuff, and while ofc you are grateful that people like something you wrote, it’s almost annoying that for some reason That one is the most popular. lmao
#for me it’s this like time travel shenanigans ml fic called Why Are You Like This#which I had a ton of fun writing and I like the fic#but I also tend to forget about it lol#and then I see that it’s my most popular one and I’m like ‘not but this isn’t even in my top 5 favorite fics I’ve written. why’ hdjsjs#it’s probably closer to the bottom of the top 10? and I do not have that many fics hahaha#I remember rooting so hard for tell me something I don’t know to surpass it in kudos#which it eventually DID and I was so happy#but then later WAYLS passed up tms again lol#and I was slightly annoyed to realize that WAYLS was my first to break 5k kudos#while tms still hasn’t#it’s very close tho I need like. 2 more#ok ok sorry this definitely sounds super entitled DHDKDK#I promise I am VERY grateful for every fic interaction!! every kudos or comment I’ve ever received!!#thank you thank you to anyone who has ever read my stuff💜#I just think this is kind of funny#cause I keep scratching my head wondering why that one is the top fic#I think ppl just rly enjoy time travel stuff?#also I did it as a gift for yunyin based on one of her comics so that probably boosted it haha#anyway
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in stars and time is a good time loop game bc you rly feel Siffrin’s exhaustion, you start to skip through dialogue and lose touch with everyone as you try everything to win
majoras mask is a good time loop game bc you rly feel the anxiety and stress of trying to remember every little detail that will get reset every time you’re not fast enough
#i love both these games hi I was thinking abt them#majora stressed me out more bc the moon is falling brother#i can at least stop and breathe in isat#isat is so interesting bc it’s timed so well. i was speeding so fast in the last acts hahaha everyone out of my way !!! I’m going die again!#i turned on majora earlier and I was immediately stressed out like wait what do I do . what buttons ….. aughhhh
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Talks in later post about n trying to post semi-regularly, doesn’t post for another week or so-
Hihihi I’m back :DD so sorry abt not being that active, school is actually sucking the soul out of my body. But is okay RE4 DLC GOT ME GOING INSANE (I saw it like yesterday and I’m FERAL) so here’s sum re4 art I made a while ago, for funsies. (I’ll post more ace attorney stuff soon, imsorryy)
#I’m alive again hahaha#Re4r#resident evil#resident evil 4 remake#Leon S. Kennedy#Luis Serra Navarro#Serrenedy#yes I’m ‘that’ RE fan#Gay & sad#Luis is fine and alive I promise guys#See? He’s right here!#How tf do I tag this it’s complicated#Crying ovr them rn
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You blogging about One Piece Treasure Cruise is really making me want to play it…is it fun? Do you recommend? :D
FROTHING AT THE MOUTH UMMM HI YES you should get OPTC and play it it’s SO much fun. I’ve only been playing for about a month (?) or so and I’ve been having a TOTAL blast
I know that generally gacha games can be really hit or miss for a lot of people but I will highly recommend OPTC bc of the MASSIVE amounts of freebies they give out. I’ve played lots of different gacha games over the years and I’ve never seen a game give out as much freebies as OPTC has;; There’s multiple different game modes you can do and they all have different rewards where you can literally just. Choose the character you want. There’s some game modes where you can challenge the same boss over and over and get multiple of the same character to increase their level to the max. They’re stupidly generous with their rewards too like just by leveling up or beating a certain quest or doing a challenge x amount of times they’ll give you a sugo rare (basically a 6 star character, the best units in the game) for free! FOR FREEEEE!!! Also they give tons of unique rewards to rookie players as well so just by getting the game and starting it for the first time they will bury you in Stuff :)
A lot of gacha games are pay to win but honestly you don’t need to spend any money in OPTC to A. Have fun and B. Win harder challenges. It really just depends on how you build your crew and with all the free handouts you’re BOUND to get some really good recruits even at the very start. And if you don’t mind spending a little money they do have achievement packs that unlock whenever you hit a certain level, and the rewards are very generous.
Anyway coughs now that I’m done ranting about how much free shit they’ll give you the actual gameplay is a lot of fun too, like I mentioned there’s lots of different game modes but they generally all revolve around the whole building your crew thing. And a few of these game modes will reset every couple weeks and let you get new characters/rewards so things are always changing and updating! They just had an event to get a free 6 star Bonney and then super evolve her into a 6+ star with her in her Egghead outfit and like.
Bro. That’s so RUDE,,
I will say they do dump a lot on you so it can be really. Confusing and complex lol. I wouldn’t say I know the ins and outs of this game QUITE yet but I have learned a lot of things since I started playing, so if you have any questions feel free to come ask me 🥰
Also the game’s 10 year anniversary is happening (Franky voice) SUPER soon so now is a great time to start playing bc they’re definitely gonna give all the players heaps of rewards ;)
Anyway I’m totally not obsessed with OPTC can’t you tell
#Shima answers questions#I love this game SO much……..#I literally just got like 3 free sugos today by doing Pirate Adventures. Again. FREEBIES!!!#OPTC#One Piece#One Piece Treasure Cruise#I’m p sure they’re giving out tons of free sugos depending on your alliance bounty too which I’m like. Hehehe. HAHAHA. YESS. YESSSSSS!!!!!!#My bounty is p decent and all the members in my alliance have high bounties too so#Anyway. ANYWAY.#Play OPTC I say pleadingly so I’m not alone 😭#I gotta ramble about it to SOMEBODY who understands
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Hit by an inconsolable sadness that I will probably never have an opportunity to appreciate modern Minecraft. To learn the new ways. It has evolved without me and I don’t feel the need to watch 1000 let’s-plays like I did when I was a kid.
#Like you get me?#My friends grew out of it. I grew out of it. I’d have to consult a billion tutorials to get back into it.#I’m stuck in this purgatory of appreciating it and loving it deeply and having no desire to play it.#It’s so incredibly boring to me… what is the objective. What do you win.#Ghuhhh.#I’m like kissing its corpse. I love you Minecraft. I’ll never see U again.#Multiplayer is out of the question lmao. Unless…? Jk hahaha.#Like nothing that kindled my love for it in the first place is relevant now and will not be for a long time or ever! Peaceee.
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Chasm: Curse of Kaine (Vol. 1/2024), #3.
Writer: Steve Foxe; Penciler and Inker: Andrea Broccardo; Colorist: Brian Reber; Letterer: Joe Caramagna
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Chasm: Curse of Kaine#latest release#Scarlet Spider#Kaine#Kaine Parker#Chasm#Ben Reilly#Hallows’ Eve#Janine Godbe#wow…I think this just about perfectly encapsulates why I’ve felt like this miniseries has been ever so slightly off#I mean beggars can’t be too choosey and don’t get me wrong I’m primarily glad somebody remembered Kaine even existed#it also warms my heart to see Kaine growing into a heroic role#(and maybe I’m just being nit-picky over dialogue but hey this is a medium with limited dialogue space so writers have to be specific#in how they want to convey things)#but this contrast is just so wild#at a stretch I can see Kaine stopping to help civilians#he’s grown quite a bit since he started out in Houston…but seeing him so blatantly gung ho about it is a little jarring hahaha#as for Ben…oh Ben…I know they’ve been trying to establish Ben as vaguely despicable ever since this series opened#with him shaking tourists down for loose change but they can never make me believe that’s the real Ben !!!!#so Ben’s decision here is even more jarring hahaha#remember how Ben Reilly: Scarlet Spider ended with Ben despondent and essentially soulless#only for him to be promptly put «back to factory settings» very soon after in a Spider-verse event? I don’t care if it’s lazy#I hope they do something like that again and we have a heroic Ben back hahaha
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The Air Again
by Joanna Newsom
June of ‘78 who are you, so arrayed on the banks of Lake Adair. Pale lacuna agape and like the moon in the lake you are not there, my poor canary.
At uncertain behest Maggie blown to the west in a shimmering dust of gold with her pale yellow hair they would call her ‘canary’. And I loved my Maggie so, and that is all you need to know.
But women here ain’t ever glad, not even Emma Nevada, coming back to share her wedding cake. Women here ain’t ever free (and Emma never left) we never leave, we never last we never ask we never stake a claim or complain or take.
Not till I made a play for a parcel that lay on the Amador county line. Had a notion that I’d find employ by-and-by at the Lonesome Willow Mine but they don’t enlist my kind. In the meantime, set to prospecting where I was able and laying my Maggie a table. And when it was warm we would pan, when it stormed play Fan-Tan, and when it was cold they’d come sniffin’ with gold in their hands.
On and on and again on and on and again, you do what you can.
Take an eighth of an ounce in allowance for the dance, only a dance, if you’re alone and abandoned and cast aside. You know, the pastor tried in vain to ask her hand, even him, everybody did.
And I had a plan but I had to sign away my mine and the deed left us free to scrape and bleed and go to seed and never marry not canary canary canary canary canary canary canary canary canary canary.
In the spring of that year when the tinker was here, gals would hire him to mend their tin. I heard ‘em swarm from afar like a storm in a jar, like a choir of cherubim, singing *him, hymn, hymns.
Whispering, ‘Maggie had gone must’ve skipped with someone’, sounded wrong though it did seem fair.
April turned into May and I looked every day for you, Maggie, ‘til I heard they found a whore with the golden hair on the shores of Lake Adair. On the sluice she was spread loose and languid and dead from the kindness that she had shown. Still she told me her tale lifting veil after veil to expose a grin a-honed, my yellow rose in the lode a-blown.
And though I long to believe as I muddied my sleeve, and I studied the wiccan hap, and I want to revive, she was never alive. But by the grace and the whim, and the wheel, and again, and the wickedness of men.
But what to do then? I hauled myself up from the shore and I called at the door of the foreman. I told him and he laughed.
So, alas, there was savagery there. Left a hole in his heart you could roll a cabbage in ‘A cabbage?!‘ “Oh, no no, just a little one, Maggie, just a little one.”
On and on and again ‘til they saw what I am and I am never done, I am never done.
Went inside for the light, got a paper and a pen, where to begin? Do you sue for the rights? Root* for the strike? Through the alluvium to where it heeds *for I’m putting my own ruin ‘til the end to lure o’er the deed. A noose on a live oak tree bent toward the saloon tent and meant for me and Maggie.
And though it wasn’t him, it could’ve been him, or anyone who had done what I know so many men intended when they came to win.
So arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant, arrogant.
Held a cloth to my hands taking stock of my plans, well, there was something I had to make right. I took his old buggy whip and I lowered a skip in the glow of the sodium lights with a load of dynamite.
Maggie said, “I am here.” And with a touch on the ear, “After thirty years down in the mine, help me lead out the mules help me free the poor fools, let them see for the very first time they were blind, blind, blind.”
Then we rode through the rift and we beckoned to moon reflectin’ and she opened her neck like a stream. I saw the Father appear, heard her sob in my ear like a mob of cherubim, howling “him, him. It was him. It was him.”
So I threw a charge down the shaft in the cart with the pastor who spat and evangelized. He was the last and the worst — canary always goes first — to sing where the waters rise, hear her sing – go on now, Maggie –
On and on, on and on, on and on, and again and on and on on and on and again on and on and again.
Then a knock on the wall and a knock and we all fall in and down and in, and down and in and we pass away. But we pass only the baton man to man, and so they return. Pull the pumps, fill the sumps, for they’re takin’ something; they will never learn, they will never learn. And even if the churn drill and the stamp mill and the Pelton wheel, and the smoking furnace all a-burning, overturning, learning she will never breathe the air again air again air again air again air again air again air again air again air.
Like a screech of a flare, or like they’re reaching for air beneath the smothering eiderdown. Veins of gold, still outstretched in a silent arrest for miles and miles abound.
And if I’m underground let me join in that line, let me toil in that mine, let me find what is hiding there, let me dig where I durst, let me drink when I thirst and let me breathe the peril air.
And breathe for my canary, and breathe. Let me breathe. Let me breathe for my canary, breathe for my canary canary canary, breathe for my — canary always goes first — breathe for my canary canary canary canary, breathe for my — canary always goes first — breathe for my canary canary canary canary canary canary, breathe for my — canary always goes first — breathe for my canary canary canary canary canary canary canary canary.
#joanna newsom#the air again#well that was a mighty task#made me do linguistics research too hahaha#she's a story teller extraordinaire#ok a few asterisks#'root for the strike' or 'route for the strike' both make sense just slightly different meaning but joanna loves a homophone#the same with 'him' or 'hymn' and here i think she's done it on purpose meaning in the official lyrics we might see both in different places#so there i wrote them both out#'for I’m putting my own ruin ‘til the end to lure o’er the deed' this one's a tough cookie i also hear 'open moon'#she does sing about the moon in a couple places here so it'd fit but it doesn't make sense so i'm sticking with the version i wrote out#this was fun thanks for indulging me <3#jnew5 lyrics#love joanna#jnew
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“Systemic Approach (Conclusion),” Avengers Unlimited (Vol. 1/2022), Infinity Comic, #65.
Writer: Mat Groom; Penciler and Inker: Caio Majado; Colorist: Pete Pantazis; Letterer: Joe Sabino
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Avengers Unlimited#Avengers Unlimited infinity comic#Moon Knight comics#latest release#Moon Knight#Marc Spector#Captain America#Steve Rogers#listen#I am not immune to stories where the message is ‘my friends and the resulting power of friendship make me stronger’#in fact I’m a sucker for it each and every time#I am a firm believer that for all the good an individual can do it can only be enhanced#by sharing the weight with friends and a good support system#so I love how that theme is woven in here#but also#Steve….was there absolutely no other way to get Marc conscious again aldhskaj#you had to go /straight/ to ‘unknown number of volts right to the chest’???? hahaha#also also in before ‘Marc wasn’t a soldier he was a marine smh’ jokes
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when i say. i audibly gasped. when i saw elektra!!! in deadpool and wolverine!!!! i fucking GASPED
#put my hands up over my mouth and everything#i was not expecting that AT ALL#always liked her and her movie#ngl never seen daredevil#i would only watch it for her#don’t like ben affleck though#but i do like the memes lmao#but yeah#deadpool and wolverine#fucking ROCKED#mmmmm#hugh jackman#as#wolverine#specifically#hot DAMN#fucking phenomenal#guardiangabtime#yeah i saw the movie today hahaha#what gave it away#might go again tomorrow ngl#SO fun#also rewatched the original x-men movie tonight for the first time in actual ages#hoooooly shit#saw a meme online that said yeah i watch x-men for the plot. the plot: [pic of logan in his tanktop]#yeah that about sums it up#he’s just sooooooo#i don’t wanna see him hurt but boy do i love to see him hurt. he heals right away usually so it’s fine…#he’s just literally SO FUCKING COOL#i’m just SWOONING. i love him sooooo much 😍😍😍
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Hey!! I just wanted to say thanks for all your hard work <3<3
I had been a little down when it came to creating more content or being involved in Zukka side of the fandom but seeing your update reminded me to just have fun. And okay this is going to sound bad but I swear I mean this as a compliment; I thought I was wasting my time working for months and years on the stuff I made, but then I realized your fic series brings me so much joy and I'd never, ever judge you for the amount of effort you put into your writing. Seeing it's actually inspiring, to see that someone holds that much passion and creativity and you are sharing it all for FREE. That a person could take all this time to intricately weave together a story, create memorable OCs, breathe new life and make the ATLA world so much bigger than it ever was in canon.
So thanks for accidentally giving me a kick in the butt to stop being judgy about my own work and making me realize you and every fan creator is AWESOME.
I hope you have a wonderful day, your writing is a blessing.
awwww I wanted to say thank you for sending me this ask! I know it’s not easy to put yourself out there, even on anon, so I think it’s cool you felt confident enough to come here and tell me about how you’re feeling.
I don;t think what you’re saying is bad at all haha, because honestly, I feel the same way. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wondered why the fuck am I still doing this? What’s the point? Do people even still care? What if it’s not good enough? What if people discover I have no fucking idea what I’m doing? Why am i spending so much of my time and effort doing this?? I mean… the self doubt is super real, and shiiiiiit let me discover one person that feeds into my self doubt and I’m full on spiraling haha. (Be nice to creators damn it! we are doing our damn best lol)
I’m really glad you think my fic is awesome, and if it weren’t people like you reminding me, I probably would have given up a long time ago haha. I do give my fic a lot of effort, and I hope you continue to give your creations the same amount of love and effort! I’m sure you’re amazing, and seriously don’t give up! I care about your creations and if I don’t get to stop neither do you! WOHOOO!!
Thanks for the ask anon sorry it took me so long to answer
#I am the kind of person who is like AWWWW NO ASKS…#then I get an ask and I’m like YAY ASK!!!#& then I;m like OH NO HOW DO I ANSWER THIS ASK!?!?!?#but then if I don’t get an ask in a while I assume everyone hates me and then the cycle starts over again when I get another ask#but seriously anon DON’T STOP CREATING!!!!!#I wish the voices in our head weren’t constantly trying to discredit us#I also think the pressure we put on ourselves to be good enough is fucking dumb#like who cares if people like reblog comment kudo all that stuff#but ugh we all care so much#I love that you see all my passion and creativity in LIAB because I do put a lot of effort into that stupid fic#and yeah it stresses me out but when I see that it brings people joy and its worth it#& its not even that it’s stressful to write#I fucking love writing it#but yeah don’t think you’re alone with the ‘what’s the point’ thoughts#I’m sure we’ve all been there#at least I know I have been there#and kind of still am in there hahaha#thanks for this ask anon I hope I didn’t ramble too much#I hope you show me when you create something new! I’d love to see it#LIAB#ask
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to knowis to be loved and to be known is to b eloved. I want transgender friends who will know me and love me in a way that cis people usually do not
#getting floored by transgendered feelings tonight. I went full femme last night in a way that I haven’t in a long time and it really made#it clear that what I enjoy about looking feminine is the ATTENTION. PEOPLE PAY SO MUCH GODDAMN ATTENTION TO PRETTY WOMEN#I will fully admit that I love getting positive attention for my looks irl. Like I’m not really pretty unless I#put a lot of effort into makeup and clothes so getting compliments on my clothes/appearance is like crack cocaine#which is not healthy. I don’t WANT to care about what I look like#but tbh one of the reasons I enjoyed cosplaying so much is that I got all that attentiob without the requisite feminity. Hahaha hhhhhhh#Last night as I was putting myself together for the charity dinner I felt like I was dressing up a doll. FULL out-of-body barbie vibes#I’m so disconnected from feminine feelings right now. But at the same time I had so much fun being pretty and getting compliments#idk. I don’t even know how to feel. I’m so goddamned tired of all this#if I could beam a perfect understanding of gender fluidity into the brains of everyone I meet I would have come out YEARS ago#I just don’t want to be alienated any more than I already am from the people around me#living in the us south means suffering alone in transness I guess.#I don’t want to be the first genderfluid/nonbinary person EVERYONE has ever met. I don’r want to have to justify my existence#but this cannot go on. but I’m afraid of T. I don’t want to go bald 😭#and I still want to wear dresses from time to time#maybe the solution is becoming a lolita lifestyler. dress myself up as a doll every day for the fucking compliments#leave no room for dissatisfaction with feminity. FUCK#I NEED A GENDER THERAPIST WORSE THAN ANYTHING#BUT IT’S THE SOUTH AND THE NEAREST ONE TO ME IS OVER AN HOUR AWAY#AND she’s out of network. FUCK#anyway I watched an episode of the new f*llout show and it was pretty good 😊#AND I’m playing st*rdew valley again on the new update and the update IS SO FUN#<-lil media update to lighten up this post.#this post was typed up not from a place of despair but from a place filled with the same emotions that a dog chasingits owntail experiences#I’m doing well enough mentally that I can deal with my transgender feelings again yknow. maslows heirarchy of needs with m#with transgender feelings at the top#weekend whining
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Send me a date (ex. June 1st 2022 or 6/1/2022 but just so you know I’m used to month/day/year) and I’ll post a picture I took that day 😌
#I saw someone else do this and I really liked the idea 💖#I want attention and want to post pics but I’m too indecisive on what ones to post#so here we gooooo#also probably not going to post any super hot gems cause I like to save them for actual posts#but maybe I’ll post some cute pics or random funny screenshots I took that day idk we shall seeeeee#also going to try and do the take a hit every time I answer an ask again#cause I mean I slept for 17 hours today#I think I should be good and not pass out anytime soon hahaha#also going to answer some other asks that I’ve been meaning to answer but my energy has not let me#cause I got some CUTE asks and I’ve been meaning to reply but every time I try I go akdbksnsksbdksns 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#rosie speaks#ask game
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OH MY GOD
“ooooh he’s being brave he’s so silly what a silly guy” YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
YOU KNOW WHERE THIS COURAGE COMES FROM??
LUKE
LUKE GAVE HIM EVERYTHING EVEN HIS COURAGE EVEN HIS BRAVERY IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS LUKE GAVE HIM THE HOPE THAT SOMEONE BELIEVED IN HIM
NOOOOOOUGH WHYYY
#if I was in the show industry#this is something I’d do#so I choose to believe the writing team put it in on purpose#disclaimer I have read the books and I’m not thirsting over luke#that would be weird#im just experiencing his tragedy for the first time all over again#hahaha#I haven’t gotten proper sleep in weeks#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#luke castellan
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oh my god you gave permission to send vids and i lasted all of 30 minutes before needing to send something 😂
BUT!!!
iv crying 🥺🥺🥺 the love for iii these last few shows has melted my heart and clearly the bands too
https://x.com/vesseltoken/status/1734391886901616999?s=46
i cannot suffer alone with this one i’m so sorry
Well, as I watch this and suffer. here, sleep token official instagrams account second to last pic…. Our boy AdamRosssi knows what we want, haha.
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Oh no……
#just. one photo of vessels hand close up hahahaha.#hihi!!!#friend Exie!!#(your new tag❤️)#welp. you’ve fucked me up good is what you’ve done here.#(also I do not care how many asks you send me in a day ok. I mean I do think there is a limit#so like. if you hit that that might be uhhh. something haha. gosh I’ve never hit post limit before?? wow)#(oh like. tumblr has a limit on how much you can post in a day and I think there’s a limit on asks too. if you didn’t know#idk how long you’ve been on tumblr now that I think about it… I’m assuming a while cause I figure you used to be a trc blog but I am unsure#hahaha. I have a feeling we where/are in different sides of the trc fandom tho🤣🤣. if you didn’t know I uhhh… used to write Ronan x Gansey#fics😅😂. I have some ideas for future ones too maybe but we’ll see.)#so you def know about post limit and I just… over explained.. but now I can’t delete the tags cause they lead up to trc talk#I’m so glad the guys know we care about them. idk I’m not very emotional#these tags.. dang. the adhd fingers strike again. *blows off my fingers like they are old timey smoking guns*
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