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at the risk of sounding like really entitled….
does anyone else have a fic that is their most popular, but you don’t want it to be, because you don’t think it deserves it, and you have better stuff, and while ofc you are grateful that people like something you wrote, it’s almost annoying that for some reason That one is the most popular. lmao
#for me it’s this like time travel shenanigans ml fic called Why Are You Like This#which I had a ton of fun writing and I like the fic#but I also tend to forget about it lol#and then I see that it’s my most popular one and I’m like ‘not but this isn’t even in my top 5 favorite fics I’ve written. why’ hdjsjs#it’s probably closer to the bottom of the top 10? and I do not have that many fics hahaha#I remember rooting so hard for tell me something I don’t know to surpass it in kudos#which it eventually DID and I was so happy#but then later WAYLS passed up tms again lol#and I was slightly annoyed to realize that WAYLS was my first to break 5k kudos#while tms still hasn’t#it’s very close tho I need like. 2 more#ok ok sorry this definitely sounds super entitled DHDKDK#I promise I am VERY grateful for every fic interaction!! every kudos or comment I’ve ever received!!#thank you thank you to anyone who has ever read my stuff💜#I just think this is kind of funny#cause I keep scratching my head wondering why that one is the top fic#I think ppl just rly enjoy time travel stuff?#also I did it as a gift for yunyin based on one of her comics so that probably boosted it haha#anyway
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slowly I'm recovering the beauty of discovery
(creature by half•alive)
(textless + timelapse below cut)
#yellowart#subnautica#i feel like the timelapse is kinda long but also this did take a long time to make#anyways. let me yap about the meanings of all the panels <3#'i am creation' -> the ocean being the source of life and where shit evolved from also a good way to sort of 'set the scene' for subnautica#'both haunted' -> GHOST leviathan; in the BONE fields#'and holy' -> this one was a bit trickier. debated about using the emperor but i knew i wanted to use her elsewhere#also debated hoverfish because its cute and well liked so i thought that would be funny for 'and holy'#also something something jesus walking on water also makes it fitting. in the end though i decided on a peeper with the enzyme trail#and i *tried* to make it loop over its head like a halo but idk how well that imagery came through. still mentioned it in the alt text tho.#'made in glory' -> was REALLY torn about this one. on the one hand i wanted to have like a picture of the code because something something#divine machine and it being made out of code making it inherently holy or something; but i wasnt sure if that would be too#'immersion breaking' since most of the stuff in this is like in game stuff i wasnt sure if acknowledging that it was a game would be#too much. my other idea was to draw a couple of creature eggs like a stalker egg and a spadefish egg or something; but in the end i just#went with the one that i personally thought was cooler so if you think it does feel out of place uhhhh sorry i guess lmao.#also yes that is code from the game. idk shit about programming i just think code shit is cool so i poked though a modding tutorial til i#found what it is they use to look at that shit and started poking around. its pretty cool tbh. anyways the specific part i chose for the#drawing was something under the peepers; i think its the bit that tells the enzyme peepers to do the enzyme stuff like the trail obviously#but also some other stuff. not 100% sure though like i said idk shit about this sort of thing but everything in there seems pretty well#labeled its kinda impressive. and very helpful for navigating even if you dont know shit lol.#anyways. 'even the depths of the night cannot blind me' -> blood kelp trench is i think one of the darkest biomes in the game#possibly THE darkest so i thought it would be fitting. probably my least favorite panel though i dont think i did a very good job#representing the area or representing the bloodvines :/#'when you guide me' -> sea emperor but more specifically her messages to the player telling you to 'come here'#'creature only' -> not sure how well i can articulate this but basically the idea of humans beig animals with animal needs to eat and drink#and the idea of being a part of the ecosystem. modern life tends to make us forget that sort of thing but id imagine for ryley being on the#planet would violently remind him of this with things trying to eat him while he has to try to eat things as well. being part of the food#web. 'creature only' because he is only a creature not non-essential systems maintenance chief; but a creature living in an environment and#trying to survive. or something like that. does that make any fucking sense to anyone besides me? whatever.#anyways yapping over 👍
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1, 3, 4, 8, 23, 30, and/or 33 for Margim and Celeair, if any of these tickle your fancy?
ooh ok! that's a lot lol, but these look fun!
1."are they associated with a certain color? what color do they wear the most?"
oh I color code most of my characters! once they've been around long enough they all usually get assigned one. Margim is burgundy and Celeair is silvery blue, I tend to draw them with outfits heavily featuring their respective colors.
3. "weapon of choice? any particular reason they chose their weapon?"
Margim's weapon is a spiked mace, suited to brutal attacks that kill quickly and messily. She didn't exactly choose it, but it was the only thing available to her in Thorzhaf so she just had to get good at killing with it. Really good at killing with it. Celeair has no weapon, as he's a pacifist with no combat skills. As a loremaster he occasionally requires a staff, but only rarely as he doesn't need it for healing (which is most of what he does), so he doesn't usually carry one with him unless to use as a walking stick.
4. "how crafty/resourceful are they?"
as far as fighting is concerned, Margim is used to doing battle in a controlled environment, the same bridge in the same setting day in and day out, so fighting elsewhere might have taken her a little getting used to. As such she's still getting the hang of using her environment to her advantage, as she tends to fall into the habit of seeing her foe through a kind of tunnel vision and not focusing on much else. She has a very blunt and uncomplicated approach to problem solving, usually being "hit it with a mace til it stops being a problem, and if that doesn't work, ask Celeair what to do."
Now I would say Celeair is very resourceful! Between the two of them, he's usually the one with ideas (though he always values Margim's input whenever she gives it). Very 'think on his feet' kinda guy rather than 'plan every part in advance' so he's pretty adaptable even when things go awry.
8. "do they have a nickname? who gave it to them? if it's not derived from their real name, what's the story behind it?"
well I know Margim is sometimes shortened to Mar by Elain, but there's not really much meaning behind it besides "we're friends and I shorten my friends names :>" (Margim certainly prefers it over any title she earned in Thorzhaf)
Celeair is sometimes called Cel (pronounced "Kel" bc this is still a Sindarin C) by his brother. I also feel like Elain would have a sort of nickname for him that isn't derived from his real name, maybe something that started out as a joke but kinda stuck, but nothing has jumped out at me yet.
23. "how would you describe their voice? can they sing?"
Celeair's voice is clear and gentle, and I think he can sing rather well! Margim's voice is quiet, low and almost rumbling at times. It can be a bit husky as well due to how little she speaks. I don't think she's ever tried to sing.
30. "do they smell like anything notable?"
hmm, I never gave much thought to how they would smell. I suppose Celeair would smell pretty strongly of medicinal herbs, but the exact composition can vary depending on what he's been working with. It'd range anywhere from the sweet and fresh (almost minty) smell of Athelas to bright fir needles and pungent poultices. The man basically smells like a walking herb store, which I guess makes sense considering he spends most of his time in such places.
As for Margim, first thing that came to mind was that she smells vaguely smokey? Can't think of a logical reason she would smell that way, at least post-Mordor, besides just *gestures vaguely* vibes™. Maybe smokey and spicy? (some of Celeair's herb smells rubbed off on her. from all the cuddling <3)
33. "if applicable, how would your other characters describe them? i mean specifically the people around them."
well considering Bitter Ash is written from both Celeair and Margim's PoVs, we kinda already know how they'd describe one another, so let's see what my other guys have to say about them! (they have at least met once after all)
Ethedis: likes Celeair a lot, sees him as a very capable healer with an agreeable demeanor. Instantly clocks that this dude has MAXED out his charisma stat, as it wouldn't be easy for just any Gondorian to be welcomed into Dunlanding village like this, and that he's much wiser than his easygoing exterior first lets on. Thinks he would be unstoppable if he honed his offensive Loremaster skills, but understands that hurting anyone would be against his principles. She wishes she could have gotten by on the same path, but the world demanded different things from them.
She was initially wary of Margim, as most people are upon first meeting her, but seeing the genuine trust Celeair has for Margim put her at ease somewhat. She's actually not intimidated by her at all (though she might have been if they met earlier), and is heartened to find such an unexpected and powerful ally. She's difficult for even Ethedis to read, but she got the impression that Margim holds a lot of pain in her past and that Mordor is to blame for it. She'll be the last person in Dunland they need to worry about falling under the sway of the Enemy.
Tossdir: was very wary of Margim upon first meeting and was slower to trust her than Ethedis was, mostly due to past experience with a certain Man of Mordor (*cough* Mordrambor *cough*) messing with his head that one time. I think once he's certain she's on their side and hates the forces of Mordor as much as they do, he would see her as the archetypal 'shady loner with a mysterious past' but he can tell she cares a great deal for the people of the Stag-Clan, and for this random Gondorian who's here too for some reason (he does NOT clock that they are madly in love. so oblivious it's almost embarrassing). He's curious about her past, but understands she wouldn't take kindly to him trying to pry into it, so he keeps a respectable distance. Even if they aren't friends, she's still a foe of Mordor and Isengard, and that at least, makes them allies. Still kinda wishes he knew what her whole deal was...
Speaking of Celeair, I honestly think Tossdir was too distracted by Margim to pay much mind to him in the short time they spent in Trum Dreng lmao. He's a bit odd, like Ethedis in some ways, but seemed like a nice enough guy. Tossdir couldn't say much more about him than that tho.
#phew that was a lot of em lol#anyway that's the last of em!#fun stuff#many questions to chew and gnaw on#never thought too much about Eth and Toss' opinions on them before so this was helpful!#also these are my first thoughts on the matter so it *might* be subject to change if/when I ever write them interacting with each other?#we'll see we'll see#I do find the idea very funny that Tossdir just straight up forgets that Celeair is there lmao#he tends to fly under the radar sometimes so that makes sense. he has the luxury of an appearance less head-turning than Margim's#lotro#lotro oc#Margim#Celeair#also#Ethedis#Tossdir#they show up here too I guess lol#ask games#is anyone even gonna read this wall of text? lmao#well I had fun writing it at least
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You know what I noticed you like series that with older men as protags Yakuza, Dragon ball I feel like you’d like Golden Kamuy
ive seen many rgg fans also be a fan of golden kamuy so this is probably an accurate assessment
however, i havent watched anime or read manga sinnnnccceeee.........
#snap chats#erm. uh. LOL#im lying. ive read manga lately uhhhhhhhh fuckinnn our dining room table. blood on the tracks. that one magical girl corp manga.#none involving older men ..... a tragedy..... the corp magical girl manga is good tho i wish i remembered it LOL i just read the first issu#IDK i just dont watch things in general. only movies i can pirate off twitter or kissasia#also i like dragon ball being listed which- true !!! but damn you just forget everyones like 40-50 at that point 💀💀 they dont look it ...#tbh now that i think of it those are the only two series i like with older men as protags. bar comics but we dont talk about that#if anything my fave characters just tend to be Older Men LOLOLOL#but anyways.
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Incredibly funny to me that I am so known for loving men with lots of body hair that me saying I don’t like when people give certain characters body hair shocked my friends
#my posts#like listen. i love chest hair. but we need some variety#also i feel like some people forget like#some races/ethnic groups don’t tend to have a lot of body hair#and it’s not even just about shaving or waxing or whatever#some people just genetically are less likely to have much body hair#and that’s ok. that’s the beauty of the human experience lol
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[staring out the window but it's just a sticker on the wall] i actually need to make something right now or i'll espode
#just me hi#didn't really do anything yesterday and i have some neat ideas that i haven't gotten around to because of the Sludge#but ouuuu Aura.....#yea..#//also think i want a sweet drink rn#prolly soda ngl. favorite poison :3#//i had to reset my computer (bugging out) and for some reason it signed me out of everything ? boop ??#anyway so that means ytm autoplay got turned back on. which i rarely enjoy but i don't have the power to turn it off rn so i'm just#tolerating everything that comes on loll#which i'd Like to say it's like the radio but i really really like the station i listen to often and i Understand it's gonna be a roulette#//OH YEAAA i forgot about my mp3 project !! !!!!#so i think i mentioned it can hold images too which is Sickkkk and you can put the images on a slideshow which is even cooler#and bc you can listen to audio while doing that at the same time i was thinking well this is just infinite potential here. this could be#everything khfbvshg :333#i wanna try a shorter + smaller story first.. prolly a short ghost story cuz spooky is just easier for me to do lol#ik what the visuals will prolly look like but the audio cues are where i'm a bit Hmmm abt em hfshg#i'm thinking i could put All of the audio in just like 2-3 files (for tutorials on how to use the machine for the story :) ) which isn't#hard#and cuz if you need to pause for whatever reason it's next to impossible to figure out where you are properly meant to be anyway#Yeaa i'll prolly do that :)#but if it turns out well i want to do some more complicated stuff!!#like i was thinkin and there's like a second between each pic where it could look like smth is just Kinda animated#which could be really cool and offsetting in the right spots :33#i'm really excited abt it hbfhsv - prolly cuz it feels like a new medium which always gets my gears moving lol :>#//anyway i'm gonna run out of tag space in a sec lol--#just realized the reason i tend to have my last tag cut off at the end is bc i forget to count my talk tag as. a tag. lmfvsfhvjsf#anyWay yea!!! toodles ^w^
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i love defending pete wentz against the mania haters who call him the music industry's mr krabs bc he sucks in other ways.
#if you seriously think mania as an album was trend chasing then you must love being wrong.#it performed well commercially and all but it also like. bombed critically and with fans enough that#it's like almost a cult classic now lol.#'oh but it's not that old' 'oh but it debuted number one' and barberella was a hit in england. psychic blast.#dubstep was already on its way out of the mainstream as a trend by the time 'young and menace' dropped.#plus calling the reggae/reggaeton influence trend chasing is just incorrect. please listen to black cards.#p2 both are reggae/ska fans and them (especially pete as a bipoc of jamaican descent) taking influence from it isn't any more#trend chasing than them taking influence from rnb or modern pop. also most ppl hating on the genre experimentation here#were just being racist about it. looking at melon tnd for calling it 'white boy reggae.' i'd say he was probably just being ignorant#but also burna boy is right fucking there. directly contributing to the song in question. so that was just racist.#like there are genuine digs i COULD see ppl making about mania's. like. production. but it decidedly wasn't a sellout moment#if fob has one. i'm a pretty firm believer in them having been soldout since they formed but that's me#bc i believe 'selling out' really doesn't have to be a bad thing.#they formed fob to be more 'approachable' and 'softer' than the hardcore scene. and that does mean to the mainstream music world.#which is the definition. SUPPOSEDLY. of selling out: trying to be more popular all of a sudden. making more radio#friendly music all of a sudden. which fob has always done pretty much lbr.#i wouldn't call all (a lot even) of their songs radio pop or radio friendly but like.#did ya'll forget it's called pop punk or.#pete wentz#fall out boy#ALSO. people putting the sole blame on pete bc he 'controls' their image/presence.... there are other guys in the band.#btw. like yes it's his baby but it's theirs too.#it's so funny how ppl love to act like he contributes nothing to fob musically but then when it's time to critique their#genre experimentation the blame tends to fall solely upon pete.#i wonder why that is! /sarcastic.#ppl love to both delegitimize him and villainize him at the same time and it's like. so funny.#bc on one hand there is truth to him sucking and being evil but most ppl go about it all the wrong ways.#he's not even mr krabs he's like. plankton. MAYBE.
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I’ve come to realize my harvest moon/story of season/time factory type whenever I play these games is just “your grandmother would probably approve of them”
#specifically talking about Rick Fritz Ash and Louis here#and also Cecilia. cant forget about my beloved#i tend to fall for these guys the hardest lol#i just like dorks#ELLIOT TOO#my stardew bachelor of choice was harvey btw
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You know how earlier this year I read that sapphic romance book about like, the woman who worked at a gym and the love interest who ghosted her fiancé on her wedding day and I hated it and hated pretty much all the characters and found it generally awful in terms of writing and well, everything? God. Everyone was so hateable in that one.
Lol. A month or two ago I got a YA book that I initially didn’t realize was by the same author (although I did learn early on), but it was like. So much better to me than the other, and now I kind of want to read her other YA books too lol. I think I just feel like maybe her writing style suits YA better or something bc whatever the fuck that gym one was was. Uffda. Tbf I was given it for free so I can’t complain a ton but.
#by bug#i admittedly don’t read a lot of modern romance stuff so it always makes me wince a little#historical romance I really tend to enjoy tho#esp sarah waters books or things that are similar to them bc they’re not like. fully romance but tend to have legit stories and twists#I recommend them very much for wlw romance#anyway. the one I just finished was ‘some girls do’ & it was a super fast read but kind of wholesome ig lol#i would recommend for the age range anyway. or ig ppl like me who didn’t get exposed to books like that earlier and want something cute#now I move onto something sadder called ‘forget me not’ which is also YA I think? but more depressing?#I think it’s about two girls who are planning to run away after school but one gets amnesia??? lol idk man#so far I do like the writing style a lot tho#I have higher hopes for this one
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thinking about that time a girl said to me that i had big front teeth and i told her maybe she had small ones and she shut up & went to the bathroom to look at herself in the mirror
#gurl#anyway she wasnt a great person lets just say that#losver infodumps u without ur consent#also idk about her but i still remember that (and i tend to forget about this typa shit lol)
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on day, i will finish and post the little book reviews I had planned for last year but forgot about after the first two, but in the meantime, I'm just gonna read more books :)
#dania rambles about shit#finally got my hands on a copy of piranesi time to read it for the first time since sixth grade LFGGGGG#also listening to the audio of after oz#audio books are sort of like lessons yk? i listen and take notes as it goes along#a bit different from having the book in front of me because i will literally not take notes at all and just read and read and read#which is nice just reading for fun#but then i go for a second read and sort of notice the details i forgot as i got deeper into the story and yeah#two different ways of interacting#audiobooks also help me remember how to pronounce words outloud lol because then i go back to old habits#yet with the physical book I will read aloud just to hear my own voice and practice it because i tend to forget the natural tune of it#when its not affected by the voices of my surroundings (the whole mirroring gets a bit tiring)
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Omg?? Did not expect a confession so 'soon'?!
#if by soon i mean 50+ chapters in with less than 25 to go#i wont lie i was so into the side charas shennanigan i tend to forget about the romance lol#theres tons of danmei where i loved the side chara but its my first time carrying more about them than the mcs (SORRY)#reading devil venerable also wants to know
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the thrilling conclusion to all my miserable rant posting yesterday: we talked about it and I got an apology and an admission that they made it about themselves and didnt listen to me, and that it was completely unfair to do any of that, and I was told I was completely right to be upset and angry and that they should've done better
#I feel a lot better#again. im very good at teaching emotional regulation#my emotional regulation is not very good#I knew logically this would be the outcome of me speaking up and saying 'hey you hurt me with this'#but when im caught up in my feelings I forget that#and I need to be angry and upset for a bit#before I can calm down and see the logic#my parents try their best and they fuck up sometimes which is human#its just when repeated fuck ups happen I tend to get. explosive#theyre working on it#im also working on trying to not get so heated and upset#its THE big reason im seeking medication#but for anybody following the saga my parents arent terrible people and they do try their best#they fucked up and they know that#well. my mom knows that#im not getting into anything about my dad on here lol just look at how attached I get to daddy issues characters#but regardless of that they DO try#and I know that but sometimes I get really upset and explosive and I need to rant
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my biggest problem w internet fandom discourse im realising is the fact its easier for people to default to black & white, one person is right one person is wrong bc its more simple to make ur posts minus any of the nuance. its easier to villainise an individual bc saying 'x is a villain and abuser' is more snappy and punchy for a post then saying 'yes, x may havr made a stupid and bad decision, but we need to consider y & z as well'
#if people start asking if ur team orym or team laudna im going to pull out all the centrist memes lol#like w ml we should adknowledge how fucking stupid the class was in chameleon#but acting like marinette is perfect and flawless and did nothing wrong is not the go#also people tend to forget that a lot of these works are written by people who#mightnt have knowledge of things you picked up and project onto the situation#like is marisha or liam aware of laudna's story ringing all these#addiction bells? idk bc i dont know them#but dear god i might make a post about how pissed off the whole#'replicating abusive behaviour' bullshit pisses me off#looking at you believers of 'mutual abuse'
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its always a little funny looking at some of the old marketing copy for Genbu because a lot of it emphasizes his voice as gentle and soft AND LIKE i understand why: his strong enunciation and power was still very much there in his 2018 version BUT it wasn't quite as intense as his standard bank update a couple years later - and you can see in this early demo how with some simple bends here and there in the tension parameters, you can really make his r1/r2 versions have a lovely ballad-y tone:
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but also since the update from sv editor to sv studio changed his multipitch-situation into more of a "kire"/powerscale type of voicebank (gets more power the higher he gets, although he also has some really nice soft and falsetto special pitches i keep forgetting about! i gotta use em more), his power combined with the, like, serious? or sort of dark tone in his voice makes people tend to use him to scream and cry and throw up instead of singing a soft ballad LOL so it always makes me laugh a little when i see his official product descriptions. he can be soft and gentle! but no one uses him that way orz
#in general a lot of the best covers ive heard with him tend to be moody rock - like i said he has a kind of dark tone to his voice#and theres that one love is war remix cover. he sounds great in dark electronic stuff too#OH and the other day i heard a ch4nge cover that was fantastic. not just dark electronic stuff but also like.#aggressively slutty electronic music too? songs that tell you to sit down sit down HJKDSJKFDS#but he really could work for some softer songs.... youd need to do a lot of extra work#compared to just pitchbending and calling it a day - most of the magic with genbu happens in the tension and breathiness parameters#and those special pitches that i keep forgetting about! g3 soft and f4 falsetto!!#remember them.... please.... because i keep forgetting LOL#but yknow that makes me think. i should see what ballads id like to hear with him. something that works with his strong enunciation#he has a lot of clarity in his voice. sometimes too much clarity for a lot of people LOL but i think its charming#Youtube
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Rarity and Applejack in my style! 💎🍎
At the moment these are the only main 6 I’ve drawn in my style, I have a little of a tunnel vision when it comes to them if you haven’t noticed already lol
I prefer more subtle and simple changes because I love their canon selves and second because I tend to forget details of my own designs when I make them too fancy.
For Applejack I went for the beefy work horse route, and added a speckled coat. I always loved her little freckles in canon so! I think her design feels more completed with it.
As for Rarity I just added some classic unicorn anatomy like the long tail and cloven hooves! She’s also fluffier, I like fluffy animals. (Surprise!)
By the way, anyone is free to use these designs for art if they want, credits are appreciated but not needed. It’s not like they look super different or that I thought long and hard about them anyway!
#mlp#mlp fim#my little pony#my litte pony friendship is magic#rarijack tag#rarijack#rarity#applejack#mlp rarity#mlp applejack#mlp g4#mlp redesign#pony#my art
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