#but I also tend to forget about it lol
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at the risk of sounding like really entitled….
does anyone else have a fic that is their most popular, but you don’t want it to be, because you don’t think it deserves it, and you have better stuff, and while ofc you are grateful that people like something you wrote, it’s almost annoying that for some reason That one is the most popular. lmao
#for me it’s this like time travel shenanigans ml fic called Why Are You Like This#which I had a ton of fun writing and I like the fic#but I also tend to forget about it lol#and then I see that it’s my most popular one and I’m like ‘not but this isn’t even in my top 5 favorite fics I’ve written. why’ hdjsjs#it’s probably closer to the bottom of the top 10? and I do not have that many fics hahaha#I remember rooting so hard for tell me something I don’t know to surpass it in kudos#which it eventually DID and I was so happy#but then later WAYLS passed up tms again lol#and I was slightly annoyed to realize that WAYLS was my first to break 5k kudos#while tms still hasn’t#it’s very close tho I need like. 2 more#ok ok sorry this definitely sounds super entitled DHDKDK#I promise I am VERY grateful for every fic interaction!! every kudos or comment I’ve ever received!!#thank you thank you to anyone who has ever read my stuff💜#I just think this is kind of funny#cause I keep scratching my head wondering why that one is the top fic#I think ppl just rly enjoy time travel stuff?#also I did it as a gift for yunyin based on one of her comics so that probably boosted it haha#anyway
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A nice way you can involve others in the joy of transition is to ask them to help you choose a middle name, I think.
My best friend chose my middle name, and that is honestly something I really cherish as an adult. She supported me before everybody else did, and it honestly helped save me. I think it's a great way to memorialize others, even if you grow apart.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#i say middle name because it seems like people always forget about choosing new middle names haha#i can't count the trans people i've seen being like 'wait shit maybe i should change my middle name...'#obviously you don't have to and this is just a niche piece of advice#shout-out to my bestie who decided on a name from a fucking MUSICAL lmao#it goes with the rest of my name though and that's what it legally is now so :p#i also think having them pick a middle name can be a lot less intimating because middle names tend to only be used for official purposes#so it isn't like you always come across it (which os probably why so many people completely forget to change theirs lol)
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You know what I noticed you like series that with older men as protags Yakuza, Dragon ball I feel like you’d like Golden Kamuy
ive seen many rgg fans also be a fan of golden kamuy so this is probably an accurate assessment
however, i havent watched anime or read manga sinnnnccceeee.........
#snap chats#erm. uh. LOL#im lying. ive read manga lately uhhhhhhhh fuckinnn our dining room table. blood on the tracks. that one magical girl corp manga.#none involving older men ..... a tragedy..... the corp magical girl manga is good tho i wish i remembered it LOL i just read the first issu#IDK i just dont watch things in general. only movies i can pirate off twitter or kissasia#also i like dragon ball being listed which- true !!! but damn you just forget everyones like 40-50 at that point 💀💀 they dont look it ...#tbh now that i think of it those are the only two series i like with older men as protags. bar comics but we dont talk about that#if anything my fave characters just tend to be Older Men LOLOLOL#but anyways.
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[staring out the window but it's just a sticker on the wall] i actually need to make something right now or i'll espode
#just me hi#didn't really do anything yesterday and i have some neat ideas that i haven't gotten around to because of the Sludge#but ouuuu Aura.....#yea..#//also think i want a sweet drink rn#prolly soda ngl. favorite poison :3#//i had to reset my computer (bugging out) and for some reason it signed me out of everything ? boop ??#anyway so that means ytm autoplay got turned back on. which i rarely enjoy but i don't have the power to turn it off rn so i'm just#tolerating everything that comes on loll#which i'd Like to say it's like the radio but i really really like the station i listen to often and i Understand it's gonna be a roulette#//OH YEAAA i forgot about my mp3 project !! !!!!#so i think i mentioned it can hold images too which is Sickkkk and you can put the images on a slideshow which is even cooler#and bc you can listen to audio while doing that at the same time i was thinking well this is just infinite potential here. this could be#everything khfbvshg :333#i wanna try a shorter + smaller story first.. prolly a short ghost story cuz spooky is just easier for me to do lol#ik what the visuals will prolly look like but the audio cues are where i'm a bit Hmmm abt em hfshg#i'm thinking i could put All of the audio in just like 2-3 files (for tutorials on how to use the machine for the story :) ) which isn't#hard#and cuz if you need to pause for whatever reason it's next to impossible to figure out where you are properly meant to be anyway#Yeaa i'll prolly do that :)#but if it turns out well i want to do some more complicated stuff!!#like i was thinkin and there's like a second between each pic where it could look like smth is just Kinda animated#which could be really cool and offsetting in the right spots :33#i'm really excited abt it hbfhsv - prolly cuz it feels like a new medium which always gets my gears moving lol :>#//anyway i'm gonna run out of tag space in a sec lol--#just realized the reason i tend to have my last tag cut off at the end is bc i forget to count my talk tag as. a tag. lmfvsfhvjsf#anyWay yea!!! toodles ^w^
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i love defending pete wentz against the mania haters who call him the music industry's mr krabs bc he sucks in other ways.
#if you seriously think mania as an album was trend chasing then you must love being wrong.#it performed well commercially and all but it also like. bombed critically and with fans enough that#it's like almost a cult classic now lol.#'oh but it's not that old' 'oh but it debuted number one' and barberella was a hit in england. psychic blast.#dubstep was already on its way out of the mainstream as a trend by the time 'young and menace' dropped.#plus calling the reggae/reggaeton influence trend chasing is just incorrect. please listen to black cards.#p2 both are reggae/ska fans and them (especially pete as a bipoc of jamaican descent) taking influence from it isn't any more#trend chasing than them taking influence from rnb or modern pop. also most ppl hating on the genre experimentation here#were just being racist about it. looking at melon tnd for calling it 'white boy reggae.' i'd say he was probably just being ignorant#but also burna boy is right fucking there. directly contributing to the song in question. so that was just racist.#like there are genuine digs i COULD see ppl making about mania's. like. production. but it decidedly wasn't a sellout moment#if fob has one. i'm a pretty firm believer in them having been soldout since they formed but that's me#bc i believe 'selling out' really doesn't have to be a bad thing.#they formed fob to be more 'approachable' and 'softer' than the hardcore scene. and that does mean to the mainstream music world.#which is the definition. SUPPOSEDLY. of selling out: trying to be more popular all of a sudden. making more radio#friendly music all of a sudden. which fob has always done pretty much lbr.#i wouldn't call all (a lot even) of their songs radio pop or radio friendly but like.#did ya'll forget it's called pop punk or.#pete wentz#fall out boy#ALSO. people putting the sole blame on pete bc he 'controls' their image/presence.... there are other guys in the band.#btw. like yes it's his baby but it's theirs too.#it's so funny how ppl love to act like he contributes nothing to fob musically but then when it's time to critique their#genre experimentation the blame tends to fall solely upon pete.#i wonder why that is! /sarcastic.#ppl love to both delegitimize him and villainize him at the same time and it's like. so funny.#bc on one hand there is truth to him sucking and being evil but most ppl go about it all the wrong ways.#he's not even mr krabs he's like. plankton. MAYBE.
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for the writer ask
💭🚦💛 💌
💭 What inspires you and your writing?
this is a real marketing major-ass answer (from your local marketing major), but i love sharing knowledge and telling stories. writing’s one of those things that’s a bit of a compulsion for me—i’m always writing something. i took a five-year break from fiction writing before i stumbled ass-first into fanfic last year, but even in those years when i was focusing on my career, i was writing guides and trainings and a ton of other stuff—just not anything fun, lol.
writing is also so cathartic. sometimes i set out to tell a specific story, but at other times, a particular emotion gets me in a vice grip and i have to put it to words before it’ll go away. my stories tend to wind up as emotional dumping grounds as a result.
i don’t write things pulled directly from my own life, but there are bits and pieces of myself and things that have happened to me scattered throughout stuff i’ve written, and usually when i’m about 75% of the way through a piece, i’ll realize it’s absolutely related to something i’m currently going through. funny how art works that way, even when you don’t intend for it to.
and occasionally i just have a fire lit under my ass about an issue and i get so hot about it that i gotta compile my thoughts. looking at you, silver snow
🚦 What sort of endings do you prefer to write: ambiguous, bad, happily ever after, etc.?
look, i would love nothing more for them girls (pick whichever girls you please) to have a happy ending where they kiss and are stupid in love for the rest of forever. i love reading those kinds of stories. but in my heart of hearts, i love an ambiguous ending. i like when there are still questions after the story ends. i like thinking about where things could go or how the characters will go on after the events of the story. like, shared space could be read as having a happy ending, but i don’t really think it is. and with the victors; the vestiges, well. you’ll see :0)
come to think of it, i’m not sure i’ve ever written a happily-ever-after, but i don’t think i’ve ever written a 100% bad ending, either. i read too many bury-your-gays stories and watched too many sad european queer coming-of-age films in my youth to ever be happy putting that kinda thing out into the world. i want to write about love with all its ugliness, but not despair or hopelessness. i think what most appeals to me about an ambiguous ending is that lingering feeling of hope. it’s not the same as the kind you get from a happily-ever-after, and something about it speaks to me.
💛 What is the most impactful lesson you’ve learned about writing?
honestly? how to take criticism. i took a creative writing class in high school where we had to read our work out loud and then receive feedback on it from the other writers in the class, and that did a lot for me. going into that class, i’d already been writing for forever and had won some little local writing contests and such, so i was a wee bit of a pretentious douche. but i’d never gotten real critique before beyond, essentially, spelling and grammar checks. it humbled me lol. it made me grow so much as a writer, and i could see where i needed to improve or where my head was wedged way too far up my own ass for others to follow. it also helped me recognize strengths i didn’t know i had, and that was huge. it’s easy to get into a self-doubt spiral when making creative work, and good, constructive criticism can do so much to help avoid that.
to this day i love critique. i like knowing what worked or didn’t work so that i can continue to improve as a writer and do better next time. did my themes land? did something really work, but another part fall flat? i’d love to know!! i try to treat everything i write as practice for the next thing, and frankly that’s helped take some of the pressure off so i don’t go into total Perfectionist Mode.
i know critique is kind of a sensitive topic in fan spaces, but i think that’s because a lot of people have gotten unsolicited criticism that is purely critical and isn’t constructive. but getting good, constructive criticism will do so much to help a person grow as a writer. it’s scary, and sometimes it hurts! writing is very personal for most people, and it stings when things aren’t received the way you think they will be. but i know i’ve grown more from having my failures pointed out (and, very importantly, having the good things about those efforts acknowledged) than anything else.
💌 Is there a favorite trope you like to write?
actually Just answered this in another ask!
#sterge.eml#foxyjeongin#thank you for playing my little game and letting me talk about stories (and about me lmao)#sorry this is kind of a long post#i talk too much#i think i sound pretentious in this ask whoops. sorry#unfortunately i kind of am. i’m working on it.#… i guess the short answer to that first question is ‘emotions and mental illness’ lol#if you follow me on twitter (not recommended as it’s just me complaining about the weather and not being able to ride my motorcycle)#you know that every time i bring up my writing in therapy my therapist rocks my shit by revealing the story is#in fact.#NOT about what i thought it was about#or more accurately it’s ALSO secretly about whatever’s going on with me in real life lmao#y’know what’s really fun? looking back at something you wrote in a manic or depressive episode and going ah. hm. interesting.#the signs were. in fact. there.#(this is in fact not fun and i don’t like it. but it always happens.)#everything i write is accidentally Also about being bipolar. no getting around that#i tend to have issues organizing my thoughts and feelings to even figure out how tf i’m feeling#(forget making any attempt at doing so verbally. i have chronic foot-in-mouth disorder and accidentally say shit i don’t mean all the time)#but writing stuff down has always helped me sort through whatever mess is going on in my noggin and i love it for that#learning how to take critique is my no. 1 piece of writing advice but no. 2 is to read#read the classics. find out why they’re classics. read weird shit. read shit you don’t like. find things you like about em anyway.#and importantly: figure out WHY you do or don’t like it#it’s funny to re-read a book i haven’t read in a long time and discover OH. that’s where i get that technique from.#or that’s where i got that idea. or that’s why i had X thing happen in this story.#or why i like this type of character or scenario#nothing’s truly new and original#we’re all an amalgamation of influences and that ruuuuules#celebrate it!!!
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What are some other favorite franchises of yours? Games, movies, shows, whatever you have an interest in.
hmm, aside from the stuff I already mentioned (layton, pokemon, psychonauts, splatoon, be kind my neighbor, bugsnax)... hm... i will list Media in no particular order as my one brain cell fires off! spyro! crash band of coot! jak daxter! our flag means death! muppets! series of unfortunate events! lots of different cartoons!! picross! tetris! i used to listen to a lot of night vale & TAZ but haven't caught up in ages! mad rat dead! columbo! bake-off! i am planning to rewatch twin peaks with my partner soon!! aardman animation! MY CAT!! (she is not a media but i love her)
#anonymous puzzler answers#brookethebipolar#i've got the big adhd so i tend to fixate on stuff very intensely for anywhere from a Short While to a Long While#and then it lingers in the back of my mind waiting to ambush me anew#i'm sure i'm forgetting things too i just looked around my room and went 'where are things i like!!' LOL#there's a lot of media i like... i guess 'passively' too? things where it's like i'll gladly watch/read if it's around#but i don't go out of my way to look for or make content related to necessarily. if that makes sense#my the world really is. full of things#(note every time i say that i am thinking about the king of all cosmos)#(i also like katamari add that to the list)
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I’ve come to realize my harvest moon/story of season/time factory type whenever I play these games is just “your grandmother would probably approve of them”
#specifically talking about Rick Fritz Ash and Louis here#and also Cecilia. cant forget about my beloved#i tend to fall for these guys the hardest lol#i just like dorks#ELLIOT TOO#my stardew bachelor of choice was harvey btw
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You know how earlier this year I read that sapphic romance book about like, the woman who worked at a gym and the love interest who ghosted her fiancé on her wedding day and I hated it and hated pretty much all the characters and found it generally awful in terms of writing and well, everything? God. Everyone was so hateable in that one.
Lol. A month or two ago I got a YA book that I initially didn’t realize was by the same author (although I did learn early on), but it was like. So much better to me than the other, and now I kind of want to read her other YA books too lol. I think I just feel like maybe her writing style suits YA better or something bc whatever the fuck that gym one was was. Uffda. Tbf I was given it for free so I can’t complain a ton but.
#by bug#i admittedly don’t read a lot of modern romance stuff so it always makes me wince a little#historical romance I really tend to enjoy tho#esp sarah waters books or things that are similar to them bc they’re not like. fully romance but tend to have legit stories and twists#I recommend them very much for wlw romance#anyway. the one I just finished was ‘some girls do’ & it was a super fast read but kind of wholesome ig lol#i would recommend for the age range anyway. or ig ppl like me who didn’t get exposed to books like that earlier and want something cute#now I move onto something sadder called ‘forget me not’ which is also YA I think? but more depressing?#I think it’s about two girls who are planning to run away after school but one gets amnesia??? lol idk man#so far I do like the writing style a lot tho#I have higher hopes for this one
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Damn. So you know how I always say I have a headache? I JUST NOTICED it's my entire head that hurts. Like no wonder I don't understand when people ask "what part of your head?" Like bitch, all of it!
My eyes, my ears, my mouth, my entire skull, all of it
#my nose too but im so used to that honestly#that might be the problem actually#theres so so much pain that im just 'used to' which means i forget about it#i forget to mention even when its relevant. idk if this one of those scenarios but yeah#i am in pain#idk if this is a normal migraine experience or not#ive always seen articles say 'migraines tend to affect one side of the head' and im always like?? well sometimes yeah#but what about when my whole head hurts#i think its also worth mentioning that like. i do have migraines. i have auras and shit with them so its not normal or 'tension headaches'#although its entirely possible that i have migraines and tension headaches since migraines are stressful lol#ironic how that works
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Omg?? Did not expect a confession so 'soon'?!
#if by soon i mean 50+ chapters in with less than 25 to go#i wont lie i was so into the side charas shennanigan i tend to forget about the romance lol#theres tons of danmei where i loved the side chara but its my first time carrying more about them than the mcs (SORRY)#reading devil venerable also wants to know
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the thrilling conclusion to all my miserable rant posting yesterday: we talked about it and I got an apology and an admission that they made it about themselves and didnt listen to me, and that it was completely unfair to do any of that, and I was told I was completely right to be upset and angry and that they should've done better
#I feel a lot better#again. im very good at teaching emotional regulation#my emotional regulation is not very good#I knew logically this would be the outcome of me speaking up and saying 'hey you hurt me with this'#but when im caught up in my feelings I forget that#and I need to be angry and upset for a bit#before I can calm down and see the logic#my parents try their best and they fuck up sometimes which is human#its just when repeated fuck ups happen I tend to get. explosive#theyre working on it#im also working on trying to not get so heated and upset#its THE big reason im seeking medication#but for anybody following the saga my parents arent terrible people and they do try their best#they fucked up and they know that#well. my mom knows that#im not getting into anything about my dad on here lol just look at how attached I get to daddy issues characters#but regardless of that they DO try#and I know that but sometimes I get really upset and explosive and I need to rant
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my biggest problem w internet fandom discourse im realising is the fact its easier for people to default to black & white, one person is right one person is wrong bc its more simple to make ur posts minus any of the nuance. its easier to villainise an individual bc saying 'x is a villain and abuser' is more snappy and punchy for a post then saying 'yes, x may havr made a stupid and bad decision, but we need to consider y & z as well'
#if people start asking if ur team orym or team laudna im going to pull out all the centrist memes lol#like w ml we should adknowledge how fucking stupid the class was in chameleon#but acting like marinette is perfect and flawless and did nothing wrong is not the go#also people tend to forget that a lot of these works are written by people who#mightnt have knowledge of things you picked up and project onto the situation#like is marisha or liam aware of laudna's story ringing all these#addiction bells? idk bc i dont know them#but dear god i might make a post about how pissed off the whole#'replicating abusive behaviour' bullshit pisses me off#looking at you believers of 'mutual abuse'
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its always a little funny looking at some of the old marketing copy for Genbu because a lot of it emphasizes his voice as gentle and soft AND LIKE i understand why: his strong enunciation and power was still very much there in his 2018 version BUT it wasn't quite as intense as his standard bank update a couple years later - and you can see in this early demo how with some simple bends here and there in the tension parameters, you can really make his r1/r2 versions have a lovely ballad-y tone:
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but also since the update from sv editor to sv studio changed his multipitch-situation into more of a "kire"/powerscale type of voicebank (gets more power the higher he gets, although he also has some really nice soft and falsetto special pitches i keep forgetting about! i gotta use em more), his power combined with the, like, serious? or sort of dark tone in his voice makes people tend to use him to scream and cry and throw up instead of singing a soft ballad LOL so it always makes me laugh a little when i see his official product descriptions. he can be soft and gentle! but no one uses him that way orz
#in general a lot of the best covers ive heard with him tend to be moody rock - like i said he has a kind of dark tone to his voice#and theres that one love is war remix cover. he sounds great in dark electronic stuff too#OH and the other day i heard a ch4nge cover that was fantastic. not just dark electronic stuff but also like.#aggressively slutty electronic music too? songs that tell you to sit down sit down HJKDSJKFDS#but he really could work for some softer songs.... youd need to do a lot of extra work#compared to just pitchbending and calling it a day - most of the magic with genbu happens in the tension and breathiness parameters#and those special pitches that i keep forgetting about! g3 soft and f4 falsetto!!#remember them.... please.... because i keep forgetting LOL#but yknow that makes me think. i should see what ballads id like to hear with him. something that works with his strong enunciation#he has a lot of clarity in his voice. sometimes too much clarity for a lot of people LOL but i think its charming#Youtube
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Rarity and Applejack in my style! 💎🍎
At the moment these are the only main 6 I’ve drawn in my style, I have a little of a tunnel vision when it comes to them if you haven’t noticed already lol
I prefer more subtle and simple changes because I love their canon selves and second because I tend to forget details of my own designs when I make them too fancy.
For Applejack I went for the beefy work horse route, and added a speckled coat. I always loved her little freckles in canon so! I think her design feels more completed with it.
As for Rarity I just added some classic unicorn anatomy like the long tail and cloven hooves! She’s also fluffier, I like fluffy animals. (Surprise!)
By the way, anyone is free to use these designs for art if they want, credits are appreciated but not needed. It’s not like they look super different or that I thought long and hard about them anyway!
#mlp#mlp fim#my little pony#my litte pony friendship is magic#rarijack tag#rarijack#rarity#applejack#mlp rarity#mlp applejack#mlp g4#mlp redesign#pony#my art
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Reo's Reactions to People Getting Hurt
Igaguri: 👨🦯😴
Kunigami: 😨😠
Rin: 🥱🙄
Himself: 😇✌️
Nagi (accidental): 😧🥺
Nagi (intentional): 💀🔪🤬💥
Bonus
Raichi coughing in the background
#this boy really couldn't care less about igaguri and rin 😭 anyway the reason why I wanted to make a post like this was because usually#when we say violent bllk character we tend to think of shidou which is fair but let's not forget the fact that he's not the only kid who#has anger management issues. there's hotheaded king barou. nagi who almost threw hands with him and actually pulled isagi's hair (foul!)#and then there's reo who straight-up elbowed raichi in the neck (tbh though this is what I wish rin had done to luna)#also can we pause for a second to appreciate how funny it is for anyone to be calling MIKAGE reo a peasant lol 7 billion go brr#blue lock#bllk#mikage reo#manga spoilers#what even is this post though
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