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Whoagh…… it’s Mt Fuji…… just like in The Lost Future of Pepperharrow by Natasha Pulley……..
#mt fuji#natasha pulley#the lost future of pepperharrow#the watchmaker of filigree street#I’m being dumb I’m doing a bit#Fuji is so breathtakingly gorgeous#if u ignore ‘by Natasha pulley’ this is a haiku#Japan
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I do like the idea that stanley would punch the narrator if he ever saw him face to face but I also enjoy the idea that stanley would try to scamper off and hide from the narrator. the narrator tries to say hi and stanley scampers off like a hamster to get back to his office.
I don’t think he’s afraid of the narrator but I do think he would be weirded out by another physical person being around him after having been only around nonphysical entities for a good long while
#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#the stanley parable#tspud#tsp#sorry I’m putting all my thoughts right into the main tags#mom said it’s my turn to be annoying in the main tags and by god I’m about to be the most annoying crow#do I think the slapping or punching the narrator bit is overused? yea a bit#but I do think it’s funny sometimes. tho I think more people should make them have dumb slap fights#BUT ALSO I cannot help but imagine stanley doing everything in his very little power to get away from him#and the narrator being like STANLEY WHY ARE YOU RUNNING insert that one vine lol#my god that would be a fun lil comic to draw I should do that
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thinking about praising men into submission.
#feeling VERY dommy rn#i can see umemiya being weak to this — he loves praise and he’s always taking care of you#he’ll let you take the reigns for a moment won’t he?#he hardly knows what to do with himself and his brain turns to mush when your praise goes from#‘you make me feel so good’ to ‘you’re being so good for me’#i also think he’d be really fun to ask questions once he starts going dumb#and then. with chika. he is usually the one in control#he didn’t think words could affect him and you didn’t either#until you let slip a few phrases when you get a bit cockdrunk#OR. accidentally calling him good boy because you’re used to it with endo and you didn’t think before you said it it just slips out#ohhhh his hips stutter#i’m also thinking about kaji being really stubborn about it and acting like he doesn’t like it#and you tease him so bad because he’s painfully hard#and red in the face#sigh. i might write something#i wanna tie a man up so bad :(#venus beyond the grave — ♱
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replaying dragon age inquisition is just an exercise in “the rebel mages would not fucking do that”
#da#my posts#specifically the hostile ones hanging out in the hinterlands for no good reason.#at least they gave the crazy hostile templars a motivation. a really weak one but still. At least they have a goal.#‘kill at mages. don’t gaf about anyone else’ ok. fine.#‘kill everyone you see for some reason. we need to steal their belongings I guess????’ insane. what the hell.#the could have at least done some blood magic about it. it would have been a boring repeat of da2 themes but at least there would be themes?#it’s just so STUPID. especially coming off of a fresh da2 playthrough.#like there’s some dumb stuff in da2 to give you an excuse to fight both mages and templars as generic npcs don’t get me wrong.#but not this much. and unlike da2 you and your companions comment on it as if it makes any sort of sense lol#also I hate that they decided that the chantry explosion killed a bunch of people (which is not supported at all by either the environments#or dialogue of da2 btw. the game is mainly concerned about anders murdering elthina not randos lol)#but that will come in later.#anyway. every note I find in the game from the mages is so insane. just found the area where the templars burned down a house with mages#locked inside. but because both sides have to be bad for dai plot reasons#the mages killed the peasants that lived in the house for damn reason lmao. AFTER robbing them on the road earlier.#insane choices from the writing team on this one.#what were you trying to SAYYYY#like I’m ok with the mages being a bit brutal. that happens in war. but there’s like. reasons? usually?#like as much as orsino turning himself into a flesh beast is insane and weird both-sides-ism plot device.#at least they tried to give him a reason (even if it didn’t make sense in the context of hawke and co absolutely destroying the templars he#was so convinced were going to kill them all)#the hinterlands mages genuinely have no reason to attack random passersby.#ESPECIALLY SINCE IM PLAYING A MAGE.#like?????? hello I am one of you. how the hell do you even know I’m not one of the rebels.#sorry anyway I’m upsetti spaghetti.
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on that post cy made in regards to problematic characters… tbh i don’t think i make problematic characters. not because they don’t do bad things but just the words “problematic” and “characters” do not exist in my mind or vocabulary in conjunction**. i have multifaceted fucks that make a variety of decisions that make sense for their arc and their story. they are also fictional people. yes they can kill people and be manipulative idc they’re not real lmao
#please remove the word problematic from your vocabulary it is stopping you from being able to do anything#let alone tell a story#my characters aren’t meow meows either i just hate this weird ass lang thats developed around multi faced characters#that seeks to dumb them down to their bare bones elements#it’s one thing to do it for a bit but so many of y’all say it with your whole chest and i’m like#*scooby do confusion noise*#because you can’t write a story if you aren’t willing to commit to your characters doing whatever it is to make the story go#you can’t sanitize what makes a story good#fuck#ren hot cakes
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Silly Game Time: Who are the protagonists of two stories you really enjoy? (could be from any media: movies, shows, novels, games, comics, etc.) (yes, OCs count) AND which of them is better with animals?
You know what? I’m feeling particularly dragony today, so I’m going with Lady Trent from A Natural History of Dragons, and Princess Cimorene from the Enchanted Forest Chronicles. And though I love Cimorene a lot, and do think she’d be good with animals, Lady Trent wins, as she is a naturalist and has to actively care for and study the dragons she has, as well as the fact that she loved animals when she was younger too, and with all the time she puts into her work I feel like she would have to be good with animals. It’s shown in the books too that she’s overall pretty good with animals, especially the dragons she studies.
#Chaos Answers#sorry for not responding for a while I’ve been a bit tired but I’m back lol#And both of these series are so under appreciated I swear#A Natural History of Dragons is such a fun series about this woman writing an autobiography about her life studying dragons#In a world where they evolved naturally. Not a magical world. But a world where dragons are just another kind of animal.#And she’s super fascinated with them and studies them and has to deal with people stealing her work or messing with it and government stuff#And it’s a really well written series. It’s kind of set in the past. Also she’s a well written woman. She’s written like a person.#Like she’s actually shown having her period and stuff and being annoyed by it getting in the way of her work and all that.#And she’s really determined and stubborn and smart but sometimes makes dumb decisions in the name of research (as most do)#And then the Enchanted Forest Chronicles. Oh my. It’s a really fun four book series following princess Cimorene#She’s strong and stubborn and smart and does NOT want to be a princess and deal with anyone’s bullshit#So she runs off to go live with dragons and work for one. And she ends up getting caught in several magical adventures and stuff#It’s technically a kid’s fantasy series but I have no idea how nobody else has ever heard of it or why it’s not more popular it’s awesome#So you know. If any of that sounds cool then look into them. (Please I need a bigger fandom please please please- /hj)#And that is where I’m going to conclude my extreme rambling because oh boy I can talk forever if you let me. You shouldn’t let me.
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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Dumb Thing
The stupid shit I do makes me question my existence sometimes
This was just a thought that came to my mind randomly I dunno why
#I’m just imagining a fanart of Alice being depressed while Nori just fucking leaves with Addison and Beau lmao#maybe I’ll do that later idk#I’m also working on a dumb FPE comic currently so it’ll be a little bit#but anyone else can take this idea I don’t give a shit#murder drones#murder drones meme#murder drones alice#murder drones nori#<- mentioned#nori x alice#purplemalice#this was just me fucking around with the Tupperbox in a private Discord server I made specifically for my stupid ideas#discord memes#tupperbox#keke’s shitpost
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2024 reads / storygraph
Greta & Valdin
contemporary fiction following two gay siblings who live together in central auckland
Greta, in her 20s, getting her masters and living on a shitty academic salary, getting over an unrequited crush, and exploring a new relationship
Valdin, in his 30s, who quit science for a tourism show, whose ex (he still isn’t over) is in his orbit again when work sends him to Argentina, and has to confront what he wants for his future
navigating adulthood, OCD, a messy eccentric Māori/Russian family
#Greta & Valdin#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#oh this is great. also so weird/familiar reading about people in nz especially cities i am familiar with#I enjoyed the quirky writing style and I really loved the central sibling relationship!#The plot is just kinda a lot of hanging out with various people and then having deep conversations with them. and repeat#(but also nothing ever getting SUPER in depth)#(often about things that they’ve somehow never talked about in the decades of being a family despite the amount of yapping they do?)#but not a criticism really that's kinda the point of the book i guess lol! I think it worked for the most part#It is quite unstructured which I didn’t mind for the most part but the end was a bit random?#there’s suddenly short chapters from other character’s POVs which was a bit whiplashy#especially being in first person (by the time I felt used to the new character’s voice the 3 page chapter would be over)#Also maybe I’m dumb and missed something but what was going on with their mum’s possible affair?#like they were talking about it at the end but… i was confused if there was any conclusion drawn there. lol#there’s a review that’s like i hated this and all the product placement why do we need to know you got kapiti ice cream & went to [x] gelat#i just need you to know that we are like that about ice cream. they all have different vibes & giving that detail is just like...flavour#anyway yeah i thought it was good overall!#wlw books#mlm books
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ghh i hate the anxiety paralysis loop
#marzi speaks#i’m catastrophizing abt this email a bit bc of course i am#and i think part of the reason i’m so overwhelmed so easily rn is bc i’m due for a shower#but i don’t want to take the shower before i write the email because if i do then . i don’t know it feels Wrong#worst part of anxiety is when you can see that ur brain is clearly being irrational. but that does nothing to minimize the stress#like ur caught in some sort of trap and all you can think about is how stupid and dumb the trap is. but you still can’t get out#i need to look at my psych referrals again. but that’s for a later day one thing at a time
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Whoagh…… it’s Kiyomizu-dera….. I wonder if Lady Kiyomizu lives there…. I hope she’s having a fun time
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I really need to get serious about personal projects again
#I think I said something like this last year too lol#currently in a weird headspace about it#the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom#(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back)#so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom#and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason#it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully#I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff#but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me?#idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol#it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people#and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :(#and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom#which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do#im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air#so I really can’t afford to dawdle#there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have#but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself#I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️#anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those !#blahblahbills#delete later
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one of my favorite parts of rereading the republic is how fucking petty plato can be
sure, sure, there’s a lot else going on about what makes a good leader/governance/society but so much of it is plato going so anyway, fuck that cephalus dude in PARTICULAR (and ps this isn’t just my opinion so don’t come at me, this is SOCRATES talking hey guys, did i mention he was my mentor? anyway “socrates” says cephalus is a virgin who can’t even drive and we should all throw rocks at him)
#i’ve been marking up a new copy for yj reasons and it will never stop being funny#he’s just subtweeting okay#there is something very charming and comforting in how humanity does not change#we can be very smart and very dumb and so incredibly wonderful alongside truly horrifying#at the end of the day we are the same petty and amusing contradictions we have always been i guess#and i really do find some hope in that#plato was a messy bitch who loved drama AND a little bit of a genius#the duality of man! or something! whatever i’m feeling good about people tonight we are adorable sometimes
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“he let the intrusive thoughts win”
PLEASE for the love of god learn what intrusive thoughts are I hate it when people say this oh my god
#intrusive thoughts#my sibling and I were just talking about how frustrating it is#like no eating an entire tub of ice cream is not ‘letting the intrusive thoughts win’ please be serious#my sibling was comparing it to ppl being like ‘I’m a little bit ocd’ or whatever like that shit is so dumb#‘I’m a little obsessive compulsive disorder’ is what you’re saying like do you even hear yourself????#words have meanings btw#I get that the ppl saying this stuff don’t have bad intentions or anything tho#it’s not like if you do this then you suck and I hate you lol#I just wish ppl would think a little bit more about what they’re saying sometimes
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got my little aro hopes up on a bridgerton of all people but that’s ok cause my little bi hopes are doing GREAT
#yes this is about francesca#i heard people were upset about the michaela thing and was like ‘ok makes sense’#and THEN i heard people were upset because she was a girl??? besties that’s the only good part of this?????#i have NOT read the books so idk what happens but i was literally just enjoying the ‘love doesn’t have to be dramatic’ message and being#pleasantly surprised that The romance show would do that#i can acknowledge that was kinda dumb of me#but also Why did they spend so much time on said message if they were gonna completely 180 at the last second??#bridgerton#also i’m using aro as a loose term here i haven’t totally figured that bit out yet don’t come for me if i change my mind later
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Me: Okay so what are we gonna do tonight brain
Brain: we’re gonna do that work that we really need to get done
Me: Right, so what’s the first step
Brain: We’re gonna listen to some music
Me: Uh hm well okay but that’s not what I-
Brain: And we’re gonna think about that fanfic you want to write
Me: We’re gonna what
#I’m so dumb#Between my dndads hyperfixation and just being kinda burnt out from school#I’m drowning a bit this semester ngl#So the fic is a non-magical au sort of enemies to lovers Grant x Lark road trip fucking mess#Also gonna throw Nicky in at some point and he’ll be lovable but absolutely unhinged#And he and Grant are exes#I’m so dumbb#😭😭😭 I don’t want to do school anymore#I think if I wasn’t starting my masters in fucking May I’d have a bit more motivation#But no#😩 And I’ve been DYING to draw more#And write some analysis pieces…#Maaaaaan#But I stay silly :3#but I stay sillly#But I sta#BLUGH WHY IS THIS SHOWING UP IN THE DNDADS TAG NO TUMBLR THIS WAS FOR THE BESTIES
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