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psyche-reads · 2 months ago

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Can’t believe we got a new Mozart single before Alecto the Ninth

#girlypop’s been dead for centuries and manages but we can’t even get a release date #I’ll wait foreve but STILL #the locked tomb #alecto the ninth #alectopause #mozart

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stuckinapril · 2 months ago

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I’ll be a doctor one day and all the pharmaceutical reps will be waiting in the lobby for hours begging for a chance to speak with me to push their samples to patients and I’ll have pharmaceutical companies buying free lunch for my employees every day just so they can sit w me at lunch and speak to me and I’ll also have a housewife/husband but instead it’ll be an office wife/husband and they’ll run the managerial aspects of my hospital for me . Among other things

#And that’s a VOW #Also depending on how involved I’ll be in the biotech industry maybe I’ll also be a medical director and spearhead sick research projects #I’ll def be research leaning I really do love it #But I don’t wanna do that shit on the sidelines like when I’m older I want to be directing that shit #I for sure wanna be involved in drug discovery I think it’s so fun #So many goals 😞😞#Also I’ll have a high turnover for patients and patients won’t wait forever but my staff will still be pleasant and not pushy #I also hate the red tape around healthcare services so they’ll fs be a lot more accessible #I have a lot of goals that are patient oriented I was just trying to sound conceited but it goes beyond that tbh #It’s rly funny watching pharma reps grovel but there’s more to life than being groveled for

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months ago

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*pays for mona merch with the one and only chozetsu kawaii credit card*

#o n the other hand though it’d be a great way to control your spending #pov: you have to pay for your family’s fancy steak dinner with your mona credit card #i fear that i’ll lose face forever if it ever came to that lol (<-the type who hates sharing interests with family members)#but. man. wasn’t the last hw credit card released forever ago around the time of one of the gen 1 anime/movies?#cant rem if it was the nacchan movie or the harucouple anime though…#anyways!!!!! mona album soon™️ can’t wait~~~~~~~~#speaking of the mona album though. uh. does anyone here actually believe that you need the card from the first album to get the photobook?#bc as far as i can tell the photobook comes with every single limited edition album b u t i keep seeing people say that you need the card…#and. like. y’know. logically speaking who even has the time to selectively package photobooks only with the albums of those with the cards?#but the more people i see circulating this belief the more i begin to doubt if im even reading the album announcement correctly and. lol #ig we’ll have to wait for the crossfade to find out…#from past trends i think the crossfade will come out on august 14? since crossfades usually drop 2 weeks before the official release #11 more days till we get a c-kun hint ig lmaooooooooo #i wonder who’ll be the illustrator for zakenna’s mv though… maybe it’ll be another 1-3 image mv?#still manifesting mona’s outfit from the cover of idol sengen vol 5 to be her zakenna mv outfit (delusional)#bc i think it’s kind of a waste to have such a pretty outfit be used only once without even appearing in an mv…#though. well. it doesn’t hurt to be a little delusional about it… right…?#it’s almost as delusional as hoping that sora.maru of niconii fame gets to voice asuna frusu. but. like. a cretin can ✨dream✨#ok that’s enough delusions for one afternoon now back to the pkm bw grind

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floral-hex · 9 months ago

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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churrothezanyrabbit · 8 months ago

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so uh

i’m actively listening to a bbieal song (that’s what i do by axie) and

i all of a sudden had a hand slip

and made another au

for once not with churro

but with mortimer

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cant-get-no-worse · 7 months ago

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Your writing is always great, I need you to write something to either making us optimistic about the future of the club or to make us realize how much in deep shit we actually are please 😭

Babe, just browse through my La Liga 2022/2023 tag and mourn with me. 💕

#funnily enough I’d say this: we’ve been in deep shit since FOREVER.#the way Barcelona works (ie deep issues within structure and management) goes back DECADES.#we are spectacularly mismanaged and unprofessional on top of having a victim hood complex.#the environment - whether mediatic or politic - surrounding the club is an utter and disfunctional nightmare.#in every club’s environnement there has existed corruption and favouring friends in positions you want them in #but it is especially the case for this club.#needless to say I am not saying all of fcb’s issues stem solely from itself and no exterior factors have ever influenced it.#a historically left wing club / figure head for a region/independentism movement / opposing centralism which controls the league/refs etc.#however as culers we tend to majorly - and rightfully - highlight the latest part without ever daring to question our precious multimil club #both factors (internal and external) have to be taken into account to understand ‘the deep shit’.#that said now. as I’ve said this *is not new*. we’ve had those issues for DECADES and yet this club became what it is today.#we’ve reached highest of highs and lowest of lows while dealing with aforementioned factors.#so my very tired take this evening is to chill out; nothing we can do but watch unfold.#perhaps once again La Masia youngsters and lucky choices of coach will drag us up. perhaps new political president conflict still battling #over cruyff’s heritage or against it will bring forth a good one; perhaps not.#overall a very Chill to us all.#we’re facing greatness and decadence and been on both sides of the coin; and there’s reassurance in knowing in both case we still did great.#this club has been rotting since mid 50s and you just have to roll with it and wait for the cycles to come and go.#anon ask #sorry it doesn’t make much sense rn I’ll talk about it more later. or NOT

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mcybree · 9 months ago

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going to be having a mad at my blorbo day again for the foreseeable future but all this talk has me thinking about this again

#he talks about him like this even after he’s dead its really cool you guys #I dont have anything profound to say on this rn #im still stuck thinking about when meta character discussion applies to the themes of the source material and am disintegrating forever #anyways. scott thinking missing his dead husband is weird you will also always be famous #WAIT I GOT AN ASK DURING THIS DISCUSSION I FORGOTF #bree barks so fucking loud #<- ig. I’ll probably tack this back off later i dont have thoughts rn im just spinning jimmy and scott in my mind #Like microwave

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overculturedswine · 2 months ago

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I’ve been at work, so I have no idea what happened at conference yet, but I did just check the temples and

SANTIAGO IS GETTING A TEMPLE!?!?!?!!!! WHOOOOOOOOO!!!! GOOD FOR THEM THEY DESERVE IT!!

(Santiago wasn’t in my mission, but they were my neighbors. They don’t have a temple, so they had a big trek to make and now they won’t!)

#ldsconf #still waiting for the azua temple #i’ll be waiting forever - i don’t think they have a stake yet

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weezerlvr228 · 3 months ago

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flippin boobahs!

#weezer #rivers cuomo #brian bell #patrick wilson #scott shriner #OKAH HI CHAT #i’ve been thinking #this tag will be just a rant not really weezer related #yk laufey ?#i was listening to her song ‘letter to my 13 year old self’ and just started overthinking about myself when i was younger #i just think about my younger self and get so sad thinking about her; i wish i could’ve done more for her #i was a huge introvert and talking to anybody made me super super anxious; so much so that my teacher noticed and had me join a ‘social #emotional learning’ group where we spoke about low self esteem and how to raise it and everything like that #i only left it in 8th grade because i didn’t wanna keep missing class for it; but it made me so sad to think i thought so low of myself #i would wear hoodies all the time and jeans because i used to hate my body a lot #which is awful to do in socal heat!#i think it started because in my family i was always stereotyped as the fat one; yk how mexican families are? they called me gordita for #the longest time; which made me incredibly insecure and only in 10th grade did i start showing my arms 😭 IK ITS DUMB BUT ITS SO WEIRD #i still can’t do it entirely; i’ll wear shrugs and things like that because i still am insecure about my arms sometimes but ive been better #i only really had one friend but she had a different lunch; so i was alone for most of the time on the swings by myself or sitting at the #lunch tables alone waiting for lunch to end and this noon duty came to me a lot and would talk to me since she felt bad i was always alone #while everybody else played with each other ; and i don’t know why i just broke down thinking about how lonely i was at the time #i’d go to the school’s friendship room everyday after that because it was just a teacher who let kids come inside her room to play games if #they didn’t wanna be in the heat and soon i became friends w the teacher and she’d play uno with me everyday; mainly because the room was #relatively empty until they got loom bands! and i was an expert on loom bracelets so i would help others make them and that was a confidenc #e boost; i remember being proud of myself for socializing like that LOL #i just get sad thinking about that time; i like to think that if little Lyss saw me; she would be so proud because i have friends;#a boyfriend ; good grades ; and i’m well liked and regarded. i hope she’s proud of my progress socially because it was such a leap #i wish i could go back in time and tell her how much better things get and how she won’t be lonely forever #…and to not online date. definetly don’t do that one.

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crossbackpoke-check · 4 months ago

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#lakes can cure everything right ?#<- if you know something about me it is that i will caption a post this on every webbed site forever.#HIIII i have service everyone say hello to the puppies. they are the lucky charm babies i would die for them #they are so small. in that picture they are one (1) week old!!!!!! i could cry just thinking about it!!!!!!!!!#liv in the replies #anyway this is my semi-annual ‘having unhinged emotional imbalances’ & then i go jump around in a lake and i’m cured. great lakes i love u #what i was actually going to say there was also. musher au my beloved i will never write you but you live SO fondly in my brain forever #there are many fics that are my great white whale but that one. that one is up there #currently the whale i am chasing is dewey^2 p2 but my cast is tearing up my computer keyboard and my work schedule has been hilarious #and. y’know. the aforementioned *** ****** countdown wreaking havoc so!! self-imposed deadline of dewey^2 p2 done by the time my cast’s off #also i wanted to put in a poll that said lakes? puppies? but tumblr said: no you still can’t have polls #WAIT HOLD ON I FIGURED IT OUTTTTTTT OH MY GOD WAIT THIS IS REVOLUTIONARY #i forgot to tell everyone the bargain that i made sorry to the eleven of u that voted already but. if puppies wins i will tell u their names #if lakes win idk i’ll name all the great lakes ig y’all can pick something else fun. i will give u fish pictures from work if u want them

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brandnewdress · 7 months ago

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I’m reaching the point where I’m starting to recognise some songs in the first few seconds when listening on shuffle

#and then there’s still a few where I have to wait for her to say something recognisable otherwise I’ll have no idea #lyrics are going to take forever to memorise though 😵‍💫

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napping-sapphic · 6 months ago

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I’m sure you get this allllll the time- but you are literally so adorable!!! My heart every time I read one of your posts just- 😩🥺<3

AGSHFJGKH???? Thank youuu😭😭❤️❤️ I’m happy you like my posts😭😭❤️❤️ I hope your day is good, I want you to have a good day today you deserve a good day <3!! :)!!!

#asks #this is SO— agshfkgllh??#thank you sm lil anon i <3 you so much #yall are all so good with compliments #and it really truly does make me smile so much and get so happy and flustered when i get asks like this #but i always feel so BAD because i never know how to properly express that or say thank you agshfklhh #so i really REALLY hope i manage to get it across #like im taking every lil ask i receive and im hanging them up on my brain refrigerator #so i can look at them and display them for everyone to see😤#and because the fridge is like THE accomplishment display place for me #all the important stuff goes on the fridge😤#unless you don’t want it on the fridge then i’ll carve out a little corner for it with a blanket #and maybe a beanbag #i havent sat on one of them since i was like 8 but like im POSITIVE they have to be SO comfortable #or maybe i just have a preoccupation with them because i had one with lizards on it once and it was SO cool and i STILL think about it #wait sorry i rambled😓#i am. So Sleepy.#and don’t feel like picking out what’s actually important in all of that rn #very sorry #so instead i’ll just sum up:#thank you for your very nice ask :) im wishing good things upon you now and forever💫

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luuney · 11 months ago

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being an extrovert is so pathetic because what do you mean you’d rather stay at the front of the shop than sit in the break room alone during your lunch break and that everything you do is actually to curb this perpetual underlying sense of loneliness and isolation from others (it’s me i’m pathetic)

#please don’t banish me into the silent break room just because my lunch break isn’t over yet and legally i have to take it in full #yes i turn on the tv when i get home because the silence is lonely what about it #being lonely is for the weak #help i’m the weak #solidarity for all the extroverts who thought they were introverts until their introvert friends ejected them from the community #let me into your introvert circles please #i’m an extrovert because i need to be not because i want to be #i swear it’s just a phase i’ll grow out of it #it’s not a phase i just want to be where the people are #i tell myself solitary confinement is nothing but then i think about it and cry #send help #just keep me in your pocket forever and i’ll be okay #i will act upon my constant urge to chime in but you’ll still love me right?#wait do i like people or do i just like talking about myself #it’s past 3am i can’t be doing this not now

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floral-hex · 6 months ago

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So if I cancel an appointment the day of, I’ll get charged $100, but the doctor can cancel the appointment an hour beforehand and I’m just shit out of luck. Very cool. Not a bother at all.

#‘connectivity issues.’ so your wifi is down?#if I said my wifi was down I’d probably get told to go to a Starbucks parking lot or just fork over the cancellation fee #they really have no backup plan for spotty internet? can’t afford to run a hotspot from your phone for 20 minutes #disappointing #not that I wanted a telehealth appointment anyway. I hate telehealth #but still. this was a meeting to get me back on antidepressants and now I’ve gotta wait another week #at least the rescheduled appointment is an in person one.#so… another week of… this… not that it would have been solved right away but the sooner you start the better #this is too much info #I’m grumpy!#my brain hurts and I’m hungry so once the tylenol kicks in and I eat I’ll be… less grumpy #whatever. who cares.#this don’t matter #none of this matters #but still! canceling an hour before! wow! I’m glad this was an online appointment or I’d be really pissed #I was just gonna do this in my pjs. imagine stressing and rushing to look nice and get there and all that for nothing #hey real quick let’s talk about how $100 as a punishment fee for canceling is kinda fucked up #like yeah I know they want to deter people flaking. these appts are in high demand. but that’s a LOT of cash for someone like me #sometimes shit happens… like ‘connectivity issues’… 😑 ya buttholes #ok this is too much #ok I love you forever #you can ignore this #text

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tirednapentity · 2 years ago

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I dunno man, maybe I’m just sick and tired of realizing how royally fucked I am in every aspect of my life and how badly I need to turn things around without actually knowing how to, while also constantly doubting myself. Or maybe I just haven’t slept in a while. Who knows.

#vent #Delete later #i am not having a good one ahahaha #i have so many things that need to get done and zero clue how to go about any of it and i hate it so much #it’s just. I feel out of the loop of normal human life #like i missed everything girls my age are supposed to know #half my friends are graduating this year.#And I’m trying so so hard to be okay with all that and all the other things that are changing soon #But it’s hard. It #feels like i can’t do it. Like i am wasting my time.#Like I’ll just be swept along and drowned forever #i feel younger than I really am. Time just keeps marching forward and I can’t keep up any more #i’m so tired. I’m so tired and worried and bored all the time. And i just wait for it to get better and it’s just not happening.#I’m standing still while the world goes on. And I’m sick of it #i just want to fall apart and drown and cry until there’s nothing left in me #i want to live and i don’t know how. I just don’t know how or why.#And i know I’m whining about trivial things. I know i should own up and be a fucking adult who can step up and take responsibility #but I’m not sure how.#i just want to rest #fuck This is another emotional breakdown isn’t it. Fuck fuck fuck.

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coolerfox · 21 days ago

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i finished the first TGAA game so now there’s only one game left and i’ll have played every AA games… man

#ace attorney #this feels so weird like i’ve been playing those games since june ??#and after that it’s over and i’ll have to wait for a new game ?#insane #i feel so sad already i wanna play those games forever :(#Oh i do have to play PLvPW but still

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