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Why.. why does this always happen to me 😭
#I���m going to disappear for awhile#idk if I’m coming back#this one fucking hurts#I always give more than I get back from people#you don’t want to hurt.. but are hurting me rn? that makes so much sense#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#trans dating#trans dating sucks#trans woman#transwomen#trans women#trans women are beautiful#transexual#this is what trans looks like#i don’t want to live anymore#idk if I’ll make it past today#suicidal#I’m never good enough#why do i do this to myself#i wanna die#SoundCloud
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Someone ACTUALLY just tried to tell me that it’s more “morally acceptable” to ship Luffy and Hancock than it is to ship Sanlu. Are you for REALLLLLL
#AGAIN!!! FUCKING INSTAGRAM. It’s ALWAYS people on Instagram!!!#Hi please tell me how it’s more ‘morally acceptable’ to ship a 31 year old woman with a 19 year old boy than it is to ship two boys#Who are only 2 years apart.#WHO HAVE WAYYYY MORE ONSCREEN CHEMISTRY THAN LUFFY/BOA HAS EVER HAD PERIOD#THE BLATANT HOMOPHOBIA. GET OUT.#Listen age gaps are fine. Whatever. Lots of people ship Boa and Luffy#I don’t bc it makes me uncomfy. That’s fine too!#It’s fiction but I can draw the line somewhere if I want!!#Anyway if your excuse is just ‘Bc they’re both boys’ then that’s a YOU problem buddy. Not mine.#Homophobes? In MY Instagram comments? In MY 2024?#Unfortunately it’s more common than you think!!!#One Piece#Shima speaks#This one’s got me in a tizzy. Sorry. Lol I need to get angry for two seconds and then I’ll be over it
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No one is asking you to like cops IRL, not even the show. If you look at Arcane and what you see is copaganda, if you look at Cait and only see PoLiCe OfFiCeR and not the character, the problem is YOU.
1. I never said anyone asked me to like cops irl
2. I know that’s what I said.
#I was gonna make a long drawn out response specifying or whatever but the post is very self explanatory#idk if I see it as a#‘problem’ but like yeah that’s literally the point of the post#I already have to extend Grace sympathy and understanding to police irl being black in the south#I’m not doing it for a show I like for a character I tolerate#like the surface level analysis I do of Caitlyn has her as a well written character#I don’t care to delve any deeper than that unless it’s about how she interacts with or shapes characters I like lmao#And the characters I like are doing thing that I wish I could see more of irl#I think I made a post a while ago about how fandom as escapism for me is difficult bc the way I interact w/ media is shaped by my real life#and since fandom is majority white they just don’t get it and refuse to#this might be part of that#like idc about the redeemed bigot there’s enough of those in my spaces already#I’m sure they’re very sad and important and educational for you but I don’t care#one more time for anon I ME THATS JUST ME ALONE NOBODY ELSE JUST ME! I don’t care#uhm in conclusion cry about it?#WAAAAIT#I also never said arcane was copaganda#I quite literally specified my issues are w/ fans who can’t spare a single thought for a black characters that’s not ‘he’s so obsessed with#sad white girl 5’#again idc enough to think about the enforcers beyond what they mean to ekko or Mel#depends on s2 but so far#well now I’m thinking do I think it’s copaganda?#from a character standpoint maybe not but like any show that’s wants me to believe or root for a grown ass woman who didn’t realize cops#were bad. like there’s a lot of y’all irl but it’s a show yknow?#they diiid have that Caitlyn ekko fight and ekko was clearly correct but again the results of that are more fandom bias#um idk I’ll have to rewatch maybe! but I#did nooot say arcane was copaganda in the og post like I said I quite literally spoke on how I felt#oh but the way vi broke up that fight#hem hawwwww#conclusion vi wants to be copaganda for coochie but her common sense stops her from being completely stupid 💔 sad 💔
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pink typewriter finally got here :]
#townes talks !#not mash … or is it ?#i just wanted to show it off on here because i know you old souls will appreciate it#make anything pink and i’ll get it#the little girl who hates pink to woman who adores pink pipeline is real#in my heart i know margaret would have a pink typewriter#mash#mashposting#stuff#idk#typewriter
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BeaSig … come back too me …
The most blatant on panel gay relationship I have ever seen and DC still has THE GALL to say that Bea is straight.
This is literally her coping after Tora’s death ( who she obviously was in love with ) by finding love in Sigrid instead !
I mean really ?? How can you claim that she didn’t love Tora romantically this is so absurdly clear I wonder how it was even allowed to pass in the 90s
#bea de costa#dc#dc comics#justice league#JLA#justice league of america#fire#beasig#beatora#I’ll make you the woman you want to be .
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decided that in my own personal canon, Santiago’s maker looked similar to Louis, simply because Ben Daniels stated that Santiago was very likely in love with his maker. and wouldn’t it be some kind of torture to fall in love with the man who murdered your first vampiric love? to then watch him fall in love with another, who bears an eerie resemblance to that first love? to be witness to something tender and affectionate blooming, every moment a memory of how none of those you’ve adored have ever wanted you back? it would be agony. it would be torture. god, you would just hate them to pieces, loathing even as you loved them. and you wouldn’t know peace - not until the whole pack of them learnt the horror of love, just as you have.
#I like to think that Santiago was courted by his maker. that it was a genuine interest#perhaps turned to be an immortal companion before his maker saw his mind and past and realised how dull he was#imagine being sold the beautiful dream of having an immortal companion who loves you and chose you out of everyone#to be the only they spend eternity with. forever in the arms of love#just for him to see you. truly see you as nobody ever has. and then instantly recoil#abandon you in disgust. he doesn’t care what you do. he doesn’t care where you go. he doesn’t care what you call yourself. francis.#santiago is a strange inverse of claudia#she is a grown woman struggling against her body - constantly being viewed as her past rather than who she truly is#but she is capable and knowing and refuses to pretend. she is Claudia the adult woman. she is Claudia the cage breaker. Claudia the killer.#while I think Santiago is still deep down Francis. lonely and needy and wanting someone to pick him. but nobody ever will#and so he covers himself up in lies and leather and performs on stage. and nobody thinks anyone is standing there but Santiago#I just LOVE torture. imagine how upsetting all of it would be#he’s still a foul cunt. but god the agony. Armand killing the man he loves. Armand falling in love with someone who looks so similar.#and Santiago can have none of them. will only be touched in anger. so make them angry. get them to touch him.#furious desire to hurt is a kind of desire. he’ll take what he can get. he’s going to get it.#he decides to become the new master of the coven when every part of him is clearly begging#please please please want me take me need me make me yours please don’t turn away don’t pick someone else#he’s so careless with the women because life’s not fair ladies! the powerful want you then they drop you after they’ve used you#if I’m a toy you’re all toys. if I’m used I’ll use up the lot of you.#exactly my favourite kind of guy. wants to be loved eternally would flinch if he received it because what even is this?#santiago iwtv#santiago#ldpdl#louis de pointe du lac#armand#armand iwtv#armand interview with the vampire#iwtv#interview with the vampire
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I really need more female characters who are reserved and rational without being heartless sociopaths and inherently evil, it would heal my introverted pathetic soul.
#Personal#If you’re not expressive with your emotions it doesn’t mean you don’t have them#If you’re rational it doesn’t mean you don’t think about others and are too cold#If you’re reserved it doesn’t mean you’re terrible with people and don’t know how to communicate#Why don’t I see it in media#Why are women like that ALWAYS villains 😭#I mean I adore Madalena for example but ajhdnfj#I just really want characters similar to her to be heroes too x)#You don’t need to be a human sunshine and laugh all the time to be a good person#You can be rational AND kind#You can be reserved AND don’t hate people#You can be good at understanding your emotions WITHOUT expressing them loudly#Someday I’ll create a character like this and insert her into WBTL it will make me the happiest person of all#Because for now I often feel like a horrible person for not being super outgoing and friendly on top being a woman :’D#Anyway you all should know that Lyudmila is a superior character
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i could not care less about yotsuyu right now I liked her awful messy end ……
#play game#this sounds very negative#know that it is all lighthearted. Said unseriously . Sure I’ll see where this goes it’ll probably be interesting#xiv has a way of making everything interesting#she is just a lot of character archetypes I don’t prefer………. All in one person… and sometimes I like when tragic characters die#stormblood spoilers#ffxiv spoilers#LISTEN I JUST. you position two characters as foils and have us hang out with both of them but u let me hang out with the one I like better#FIRST…. I just want to go back and see how fordola is doing#AND!!!! I liked yotsuyus story as it was#it was neat. it made me feel a shrimp emotion. Why she still alive#I liked that she threw out everything for petty nasty reasons#nasty woman#/pos#I’m excited about gosetsu#also I think it’s a sign of great self awareness and also funny that lyse is literally like yo. Raubahn should be here. So he IS#you did put him there!! Gg I’m sad he won’tbe with nanamo but pipin will do great
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ok how do I explain this. I hate being called a girl but I like being called a woman because it makes me feel respected. I don’t feel the need to change my appearance with makeup and whatnot to fit into a standard. I don’t like people affixing feminine stereotypes to me just because of my agab. I do not want to be perceived as any sort of gender if that means it’ll influence my interactions with people. I don’t really have a choice in how I am perceived. I only want to be seen as me. I do not think of myself as a woman, nor nonbinary, nor anything else. I see myself as just me. I like how they/them pronouns force people I don’t know that well to stumble a step before judging me. I like it when friends use varying pronouns for me, even ones they make up, because it makes me feel seen and appreciated. I love women so much, I fall in love a little when I notice the color of somebody’s eyes or wonder at what may have drawn her to the earrings she wears or see someone smile at me. I love being included in that world and because of that, like I am a sponge, I soak up womanhood and glow with it because I am so full of love
#a sponge isn’t defined by the water it carries but the water shapes it definitively nonetheless#a woman in a drag queen sort of way perhaps. but also not#I am a human being who loves being a part of this social group except for when it means people make assumptions about me based on how they#assume I have been socialized. like ‘well you’re afab so you must have insecurities about your looks’ motherfucker I’ll make YOU insecure#about YOUR looks once I knock out all your teeth!#like the whole ‘girl dinner’ thing. I’m going the extra mile in my refusal to have that me applied to me#gender as a revolutionary act! but also gender as in a literal ‘what the fuck do you mean you see yourself as being?? a man? woman?#nonbinary?? I don’t understand! I do not have this part of identity. I am literally just a Kelly like hello#cannot fathom how people see themselves as a certain gender but I love it and I want to absorb it in the same way I pick up my friends’#mannerisms and for the same reason too#it is love!#whimsical.txt
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Getting off my ass and downloading my favorite fics to put on a jump drive I bought with a fuck tonne more storage than the two I already had from when I was in school and, wow, this is actually so much easier than the rest of the stuff I’ve been downloading for various reasons (articles on stuff I want to have around but worry might be impacted by this new presidency). You just pick pdf (or whatever you like) and bam! It’s right there in your downloads ready to be stashed away, no annoying nitpicking where I have to delete stuff I don’t need in the document or huge blank spaces, it’s just ready! Like, listen. I love “print friendly and pdf” Firefox extension, but I always have to end up deleting some stuff that is just taking up space. It does its job! It’s just not going to be neat and tidy when the website doesn’t intend for you to do this. Archive of our own does that whole thing of making a pdf themselves! This is going to go so much faster than the other stuff I’ve been downloading as pdfs
Anyway, I love you as well Smithsonian magazine website for not only being free, but also just having that extension on all your articles! That’s actually how I found it in the first place. Before that I was copy pasting every paragraph into a pages document and it was way more tedious.
#emma posts#I feel like an old woman who figured out how to use her email#more and more every day#I am not bad at computers while also being bad at computers#I’m getting sidetracked here though#I really just keep developing tricks to solve my computer problems but then there’s an easy solution that I just don’t know about#like that Firefox extension#am I good or bad with computers? I think a secret third thing#I’ll think I’m bad with them and then I’ll see someone who is just straight up terrible with them and I’m like#‘well. im not great. but im also not that’#I won’t ever be able to download every fic I want to read#I’m sorting through my bookmarks to take what I think I should grab. but I have so much in the ‘want to read’ thing#I don’t know if my jump drive could pull that and all my non fanfiction off#I really haven’t purchased a jump drive in awhile though#I saw the storage on one of the first to come up and was like ‘holy shit!’#girlie has not purchased one since 2015 okay#I really hope I just end up doing this and then it turns out I didn’t need to#but if I didn’t do it and it turns out I needed it…#no. wouldn’t want that#I need sleep. I just started laughing at the thought of having illicit Wikipedia articles on a jump drive like some heinous shit#but it’s literally just an article about the history behind Yule or something#forbidden out of Africa Wikipedia article PDF#I don’t know what kind of stuff falls under the stuff in that project 2025#they have brains that work in ways I don’t understand#you know some of them would be like ‘you have to take down your article about ice age humans because creationism real I guess’#‘how dare you have information on the history of religion?!’ scandalous#and I know I can never afford to buy books on every single one of those things#but science magazines and Wikipedia articles? sure#I’m getting really sidetracked but this is making me feel like I can do something#it’s giving me some sense of control and distraction and if I don’t have those things to channel this energy I’ll just get worse
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joking about suicide: bad for your mental health, boring, predictable, overdone, harmful, triggering, encourages self hatred
joking about phanicide: gets to the heart of the issue, empowering, homophobic but in a fun way, warranted, justified, ethically permissible
#brought to you by ‘phamel toe’ making me want to end SOMEONE’S life and remembering it can’t be my own#i literally have a friend who says ‘nooooo don’t kill yourself kill dan and phil’#anyway phurder when#for legal reasons this is a joke fbi#like it’s completely a joke no phomocode or phurder or phanicide will be taking place#this cannot be used against me in a court of law#i once had a panic attack because i killed an ant ok i promise i am not a threat#tw suicide mention#pls no one actually k*ll dnp#i’ll never forget the 50 year old woman who wanted to kill phil in 2018 at ii because she wanted to fuck dan#genuinely terrifying like we truly have been through traumatic shit together#everyone stay safe#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#yeet my deet#yeet my deenp#danandphilgames#dip and pip#d&p#dapg
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having shri’iia thoughts as one does bc GUESS who’s save file completely died when the new patch came out nooo we have to replay her again 🤭 alas. just stewing on the thought of how she never got to fuck her Mistress even though she wanted to…!!!! like she was out there getting psychologically tortured and mind broken but she was just like WHY won’t you fuck me im literally doing everything for you. which is so bad for her, woman who already has an excruciatingly low self worth because she missed the mark on the standard for lolth’s children (and that’s worse than not fitting in the standard at all) by something out of her own control btw (not being born in a noble house) but she’s been recognised and blessed by her goddess, and she’s been invited to join a drow house so everything should be good right?? she should be desirable right?? finally everything is correct and well and good and the way it should be right????? but no..!! it’s not..!! and so she’s doing everything for this woman, no dignity left, literally doing anything to get her approval, to be told that she’s finally enough, and she’s finally fitting in - and she gets it sometimes, she gets ignored most times tbh and it’s just this painful excruciating stew of self loathing and insecurity that she’s in, and she’s in there for a century but the thing is she can’t even give up. it’s not in her nature to. and she’s done too much to just give up , and she’s been doing this for a long time that she can’t give up and lolth didn’t raise no quitters so she sticks by it, trying to achieve that hopeless praise. but then one day she gets dropped like nothing, everything she’s done and suffered and worked towards and sacrificed gets thrown out bc her goddess isn’t pleased with her and good luck going home btw you’re not welcome here anymore bc ur pathetic. the rug gets pulled under her feet and she’s left in this strange world that she can barely navigate in let alone speak the language and u expect her to b fine with that…?
#I rlly want to. hmm maybe make a comic or draw something abt shri’iia in the tiefling party#^ bc that is the turmoil currently and she’s PANICKING …!!!!#but she can’t show it. she can’t give herself away. so she gets DRUNK. and she’s in her corner chugging down wine#also like the idea there that she undoes her braid bc her hands aren’t steady enough to put it back to her usual style#and maybe it keeps getting caught lol. so hair down shri’iia 🤭🥳 and her hair is wavy going down near her feet 🥳#hair down drunk shri’iia who looks like she’s having so much fun but if you look at her properly her eyes are rabid#and if u just watch her she’ll just stare at her hands with the most haunted expression#but if someone gets close to her she’ll go back to smiling and laughing and it’s so fun woohoo 🥳#but if someone invites her for a chat she doesn’t want that. just fuck her please the last woman she’s with never did even#though she always got her off. and when she does sleep someone she gets disarmed and bewildered that it’s mutual#and someone else makes her come after how many years#and that in itself is so dreadful that she can’t think about it so she’s like can you drain me again. like what u did before idc just go#for it idcccc and astarion is like. mid dissociating just going through his motions caught off guard bc this is the first time he’s#gonna be drinking someone and fucking them so . unsure what he feels about that chat let’s put a pin on it. does drink her albeit much more#demure than before. he doesn’t wanna go overboard. only doing What he Needs to Do. like hag romance first time rlly is about#the deceit and using each other for their own agenda. so when the act 3 graveyard comes around it’s like a redo of their first time bc#they’re both aware! and present! and there’s no pretense! and I like the idea that shri’iia actually confesses after like when they’re#holding each other. admits that she was actually scared of her own feelings bc it’s new. doesn’t know what to do with it. she’s very aware#of how she loves and her devotion and she doesn’t want to subject him to do bc it’s a Lot#but she wants to learn. and she wants to give her love if he wants it (just want to know if ur capable of love!!!!!)#and it’s this SWEET confession in my head augh aughhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭 maybe I’ll just do a comic of the graveyard scene lol#bc in my head. it’s a bit different. 🤭🤭 and I like it a lot heheheheh…..#shut up about bg3.#bg3 spoilers#oc: shri’iia.
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I wish the f/f shipping crowd would realize lots of people are motivated by engagement so if you just ENGAGE with the f/f content that IS available then you’ll naturally bring more people interested in sharing and creating.
#like pls I understand wanting content you didn’t make!!!!#at the same time literally just scrolling the TL I’ll see Fanart for an f/f ship with lots of likes and retweets#but like 2 replies#and ZERO QUOTES#like??? fuckers??? TALK TO THE CREATORS!!! TELL THEM WHAT YOU LOVED!!!!!#MAKE THEM FEEL INCLUDED AND NOT LIKE A MACHINE CHURNING OUT MATERIAL#AND THEN PEOPLE WILL WANT TO STAY/JOIN#speaking as your local woman leaning bisexual#also a LOT of women just like m/m purely because it’s so easy to not project into the characters#I know I was one of those people#when I wasn’t comfortable in my sexuality#so I also think just this convo isn’t fair in that regard#cuz people have all kinds of reasons for their preferences#and it’s fucking fiction#of all the things to do some soul searching over#your fictional preferences is pretty low on that ladder#especially since none yall discuss why so many of y’all are anti masc women
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#maybe I’ll make a legit post about this but I’m afraid of posting#a nuanced discussion on the pissing on the poor website#but…. white leftists have been getting awful entitled to the votes of black and brown people#and honestly? no. I’m sick and tired of white leftists telling black and brown people that we owe our votes to Jo fucking Biden#‘if you don’t vote for Biden just say you hate trans people’ yeah? what about all the Palestinian queer trans people#like…. actually I- a QUEER WOMAN - do not ‘owe’ my vote to anyone#I am Levantine arab American … i actually do not ‘owe’ my vote to a man who is trying to eradicate my culture#black and brown people are being massacred in this country and overseas and our blood is on Joe Biden’s hands.#for us it ISNT a lesser of two evils situation.. they are both slaughtering us#and I’m not saying that trump is better but I’m saying that I’ve SEEN what is happening to my black and Hispanic students I’ve SEEN the#inflated police budgets. I’ve SEEN my clulture on the news every fucking day for eight months being genocide#a fucking genocide of my people isn’t something you ‘get over’ because Joe Biden is the lesser of two evils for white momen and white queers#and if I do vote for him in September- which i probably will - then great. fantastic. but there is not a single person of color in this#country who is entitled to give that man their vote#every time I see one of my friends say they aren’t voting for either of them I say good fucking riddens.#white leftists need to sit down on this one. if you want our votes in November then tell your president to do something about it.#but dunking on cardi b on Twitter for saying she won’t endorse Biden isn’t the own you think it is#((I made a typo and said September not November)
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I just drew the most tragic thing I’ve ever drawn in my life
#Ugh Winstonnnnnnnnnnnnnn! I’ll break you and Julia out of there and spoon-feed both of you whatever foods you want#His poor knees#oh my god what have I done I’m a sick sick woman#I have such a high threshold for disturbing imagery that even if what I did rationally is sad; it doesn’t feel like it to me#so I keep making it worse and worse until I practically have myself in tears over how pitiful the character is#Therefore every sad or scary thing I ever do is not only sad or scary; but absolutely horrific gut-wrenching and almost traumatizing#You see I want to rip people’s hearts out and CRUSH them and STOMP on them and STAB them with a KNIFE and— and— and—#I end up doing precisely that to myself in the process sjshsjddjjddndjdjdjdk#Anyway the camera will start at his face and slowly pan down as O’Brien proceeds to be a complete asshole to him#(have I mentioned that I want to beat the shit out of O’Brien?)#“You have almost no teeth and the ones you have are falling out.” [plucks one out] You’re filthy and smell like a goat.” Fuck OFF
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“Darkness at the Edge of Town (Part Two),” Avengers Unlimited (Vol. 1/2022), Infinity Comic, #34.
Writer: Alex Segura; Artist: Jim Towe; Colorist: Andres Mossa; Letterer: Joe Sabino
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Avengers Unlimited Infinity Comic#Moon Knight comics#Moon Knight#Marc Spector#Spider-Woman#Jessica Drew#Captain America#Steve Rogers#Mr. Segura I hope you know that I ardently wish to shake your hand for writing Cap and Marc as having a mutually respectful relationship#and for acknowledging Marc’s time as an Avenger#I’m sorry I just don’t think I’ll ever shut up about the potential of Marc and Steve’s dynamic#Anyone remember that moment during Civil War where Peter Parker remarks that Frank Castle is just Steve from a different war???#(or at least I think I’m remembering correctly how that went down)#it’s a little bit of that#I know Frank and Marc’s backstories have been updated but in my mind they’ve always represented the quintessential#Vietnam and Cold War mercenary veterans respectively (or GWOT vet if you want to use the Lemire origin)#which can just make for some really interesting contrasts and comparisons with Steve the quintessential WWII vet you know?#Just based on how those different conflicts were perceived and the drastically different veteran experiences
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