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byn3s · 2 months ago

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I have this fear where if you show signs of liking me a lot I’ll try and please you in whatever way I can until those signs stop. Once you start acting disinterested I get scared that you don’t like me anymore and that im just not good enough

#my entire life has been a compition of me trying to win the affection of others so I can feel like I mean something #that’s why I get so upset when other people selfship with my f/os.#I feel like I’m not good enough for them so I try and be better then everyone else but at the end of the day it really doesn’t matter #because they aren’t real #I’ve always relied on fiction to love me because I could never find it in myself to love me #I’ve been bullied my whole life so now I think that im actually the worst person ever #that I don’t deserve anyone or anything #I just want to be loved 🙁#I wish people cared about me

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ionomycin · 3 months ago

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my favorite pieces from 2024

#artists on tumblr #thank you so much for all the support this year #it's been a rough one for so many i know #the fact that people still have the energy to care about my art #and support independent creators #makes me so happy #wishing the very best for all of you #if it's been a difficult year know you're not alone in that #hopefully next year will be kinder #spend time with your loved ones and cherish them #take time for the things you enjoy #if you're able to

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month ago

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For moment, you are home.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #granny wen #a-yuan #wen qing #wei wuxian #wen ning #wen bin bin #Si-shu #I had hopes to post this for Valentine's day - but I chose to practice self-love and get some sleep.#Instead I am here on the day of this blog's two year anniversary to reminisce and give thanks.#Not quite about blog stuff. That's for another post. I have quite a few treats to share for this anniversary!#Rather...I've been thinking about my own relationships and the bonds I've forged and broken.#The transition between environments...when you leave somewhere and hear about how all the people you were once close with-#-have been moving on without you? It's so bittersweet.#You want to be happy for them. You wish you were at their side. You cannot be at their side.#Relationships change like the tides. They ebb and flow. Sometimes they crash so hard into the shore it reshapes it entirely.#The truth is that we are more surrounded by love than we realize. Even when we feel utterly alone - there is someone who wants to help.#And to me this scene strikes a chord in that way.#This is the reminder than even though you feel like it is all burning down around you - you are loved.#There are people who miss you. People who are so thankful for your presence in their life.#And most importantly of all. And I say this from the heart: There are people you have yet to meet.#Remember this in the darkest of days: The future is full of loves you have yet to see. The present is also full of love you forgot to see.#Another reminder to go tell someone you care about how much they mean to you today. It matters.

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hilacopter · 1 year ago

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conflating diaspora jews with the actions of the israeli government is not okay, yes, but have you considered it's not okay to conflate israeli jews with them either

#listen. no hate to diaspora jews. y'all are suffering unimaginable antisemitism rn.#but as an israeli it makes me so mad how they're always the only ones leftists care about when it comes to antisemitism if even #“nooo guys we can't be mean to diaspora jews because of isnotreal it's antisemitic and wrong!”#“israelis? now those are completely fine to harass and wish death upon <3”#people just straight up don't see us as humans deserving of basic decency i think #when they at very least pretend to or believe they like diaspora jews #leftist antisemitism #antisemitism #israel #jumblr

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bunnieswithknives · 8 months ago

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Okay but does Peri KNOW that Dev has a robotic leg when he shows up? Something about the fact that Peri's wand is a cane and the fact that Dev could have kept his leg and just had a cane for the rest of his life instead tickles my brain.

I mean he doesn't know immediately, he wasn't like briefed or anything, but he basically lives in Dev's house so he definitely finds out. Peri doesn't comment on or react to it all though really, there's no reason for him to think anything of it, plenty of people have missing limbs, a lot of people are born without them, it doesn't necessarily mean anything sinister happened. He had no reason to pry or ask and I think Peri's lack of reaction to it helped Dev feel a bit more comfortable in his skin. (Not by much but.. a little bit.)

#fop #fairly oddparents #fop a new wish #fop dev #dev dimmadome #dale dimmadome #fop dale #fop Nature AU #<- I might rename it to something else idk give me ideas #LITERALLY thinking about the ableism implications of my AU so hard #Dale doesn't even stop to think that his son might not want a prosthetic leg #(Within the context of the AU the technology is good enough its basically indistinguishable from a real leg aside from lack of sensation)#he's basically deciding FOR his son that having his leg fully replaced would be better than living with a mild disability #After being the cause of that disability!! Double traumatization whammy!#If he stopped even for a second to ask Dev what he wanted he'd have learned that this was absolutely not it!#Half the reason Dev is so secretive is because he thinks being visibly disabled is showing weakness and is some terrible thing #You need accommodations right now man!!! Tell people what you need!!#Dale doesn't actually care all that much about people knowing about the prosthetic leg as long as Dev is quiet about the cause #and doesn't make him look bad #tbh he's kinda proud of the prosthetic leg. Im sure half the reason he was so eager to push it onto his son was because his own company mad #it and wanted to try it out #I have so many thoughts this is getting so long

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smoothriverrocksrock · 3 months ago

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So a while ago I made a joke about what Skyfire’s tag looks like when Starscream’s is blocked, but I’ve decided a visual example is needed

#Skyfire #Starscream #This is all lighthearted btw no hate to my starfire shippers y’all doing good work #I just wish people cared more about Skyfire outside a shipping context #Transformers #maccadam #me shitposts mateys

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canisalbus · 7 months ago

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Your characters, Vasco and Machete, are huge inspirations to me as an artist and storyteller. They're OCs that (mostly) don't have a rigid medium to learn about them through, but they're still instantly recognisable and beloved by people from all over the internet. What you've managed to create with them is amazing.

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#thank you! you're too sweet ;-;#oh believe me I wish I had that rigid medium to present to you #I think about it often and lament my insufficient comic making skills #it means the world to me that people still care about them and remember them even if they lack that #uh #organized narrative? the product?#right now art and ramblings is the best I can do but hopefully I can make something a jit more cohesive one day #answered #anonymous

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mari-lair · 18 days ago

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Nothing make me click out of a Terukane fanfic faster than reading "Akane no longer loves Aoi, he realizes he never did, he just forced himself to believe it was love"

#cause it either mean the author genuinely believe that ----> so their akane take will be really bad #or it means they don't care about akane and aoi relationship AT ALL (when they are extremelly coodependent)#It would be like a fic making teru run away from home and the fic sparing a paragraph to go 'oh he'll miss kou and tiara' as a pleasantry #like no that boy is so coodependent he would crumble without his siblings.#call me a hater but i wish people would just make aus where akane doesn't know aoi if they want to jump to the boys kissing #tbhk #terukane

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loveipromiseimnotinsane · 11 months ago

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Just to throw this out there

#dont get me wrong i like vaultghoul but it is insane the way people are sidelining max #its just so funny people are like “nobody expects the ghoul to be the most popular” as it he isnt the most popular brand of white man #morally gray bad boy #and i like cooper!!! but i dont sideline max at his expense.#i wish more people would just reflect on hmmmm i wonder why im only caring about the white man #anyways asks are on if yall wanna send me death threats or whatever #i know im swinging a bat at a hornets nest #fallout show #fallout #the ghoul #cooper howard #lucy maclean #fallout maximus #vaultghoul #vaultknight #my posts love #stolen from tiktok

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chibishortdeath · 3 months ago

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Ya know, Castlevania tackled the concept that life after defeating Dracula could be difficult for a Belmont with Richter feeling like he’d lost all purpose and reason to go on living if not for saving others and fighting against something—

But, do you think any of them before him felt that way too?

I mean it sounds kind of miserable, being raised your whole life to be solely relied on for one moment… and then what? How do you handle the sudden shift to ‘not being needed anymore’? Evidently, most of them didn’t have very much happen to them after the events of their games since we don’t get to know—

But, do you think any of them ever got better? Do you think anyone before Richter ever learned how to live for themselves? Did Richter?

Anyway it’s 8 PM and I’m sitting around wondering if any of the Belmonts were still happy after their happy endings (debatable if certain ones got happy endings tbh but anyway), Konami can u check on them, I’m worried—

#like do you think Trevor ever stopped going out looking for stragglers #do you think he couldn’t convince himself it was ever really over after Curse of Darkness #what do you think Christopher thought about handing the whip over to his son #do you think ever he wished he didn’t have to— do you think he hoped somehow he’d stopped it forever that last time #do you think Soleil felt the same after he had to past it on #how long do you think Simon thought about how he could’ve done it differently— do you think he thought he didn’t do well enough #do you think Simon died feeling like the family’s second failure #do you think Juste felt like his encounter didn’t count #do you think he and Maxim felt similarly about needing to be important #hmm just a lot of things to think about #castlevania #castlevania games #akumajo dracula #text post #akumajou dracula #incoherent rambling #let me tell you when I say I have headcanons about tiny intricacies of characters #I have headcanons about tiny intricacies about characters—#like here’s one: Simon puts his hands on or scratches the back of his neck as a nervous tic—#he likes the color byzantine he puts his eartails back when fighting cause they get in the way he sleeps on his face cause his back hurts—#he jokes about the bad situations he’s in he idolizes people way too easily and he takes everything people say to heart but doesn’t show it #I think he probs didn’t take beating Dracula the first time very well if Richter’s possession being inspired by his Quest means anything—#aoouggh then I take the ending of CV2 the way I do and mannnnnnnnnn—#do you think he knew people would care about and look up to him so much after that?#does anyone else think about things like this?#ah the tragedy of the Belmont family #hmmm anyway—

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Good Morning, World.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #'Good Morning World' because to wwx the jiang household is what grounds him. It is his burrow and blanket.#The familiar soup and banter is his home. The familiar arguments and tension are also his home.#Notice how quickly he throws LWJ to the side once he has JC back in reach! 'He was so boring; I wish *you* were there!'#WWX is very quick to constantly remind himself that he fits within a very specific power structure and role.#He pushes boundaries but almost always only the boundaries that he knows he can push against.#Sitting here now and realizing that if WWX did take life more seriously and act more diligent he would totally usurp JC.#Because the contrast with Them (tm) is wwx is the one that gets in trouble and JC is the one that sticks to the rules.#That responsible appearance especially in contrast is the thin line that holds JC's self-esteem together.#And lets be fully honest. From JC's perspective the last week was also extremely intense and stressful.#It truly was a feat to travel so far so fast despite also being exhausted. Never knowing if it is all in vain.#JC said with his actions 'I would move mountains for you and dig through stone with my bare hands if it meant reaching you.'#and WWX said '[read]'#It's about wwx chronically asking 'why would someone care for me? I'm always tool to be used' than accepting that people love him.

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biowho · 4 months ago

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Every Dragon Age I have wanted the Dalish to have a rich culture that is not belittled or maligned and every Dragon Age I have been reminded that most of the writers are white and Canadian but at least in the previous installments there was a resemblance of a respectful veneer laid out before them

#I love you dragon age I just wish you didn’t make people I care about look like a joke in your portrayal of them #I’d bet money they would act like starlight tours weren’t a thing #A friend just sent me something about the residential school our grandfathers were imprisoned in and ohhhh okay #okay! okay!#I am angry about something better suited to be talked about elsewhere #Canadians reading this:#be better than the ones that came before you

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skyrim-forever · 3 months ago

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I don't really know how to express it in a way that doesn't make me cringe and delete but I Am Not Okay right now

Trying to tell myself it could be much worse but damn does that not make me feel better. I don't want to whine because it could be much worse and I should be grateful it's not but going through it while having my first PMDD episode in months is not helping me think properly!

#eve rambles #pmdd #i feel kind of insane #i feel bad complaining about having to pay out of pocket for dental care because i do have savings which can cover it #but i don't have a way to the dentist as there's no transit so im gonna have to call a cab/uber #don't have time off work so lost wages while i go to the dentist #but like i have savings so it's not like i can't go #i feel ungrateful because so many people don't have savings and past me ws screwed and lost a tooth because i couldn't afford it #now im just rambling but i feel bad for wishing i had pto sometimes because i don't have a hard job so i should be happy to be employed #i don't deal with the public and i am making more than i ever had by a lot #but it's contract work with no options for insurance benefits or stability #but so many people work jobs were they don't make enough to live and get treated poorly #so who am i to complain about anything

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robbyykeene · 5 months ago

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Anyway I wish this show was actually bold enough to give Miguel an arc exploring his feelings of entitlement over the captaincy spot. Throughout the show Johnny has repeatedly told Miguel that Robby is a lost cause but hey, It’s okay because he has Miguel now. That Miguel’s his champion, his Number One Boy. So how could Miguel not feel at least somewhat entitled to the captain spot? How could he not feel insecure about his place in Johnny’s life with Robby not just back in the picture, but now literally taking the number one spot? When Johnny has repeatedly put into both kids heads that when it comes to his love and attention its one vs. the other, how could there be no lingering feelings of resentment and jealousy?