#I want to go to sleep

[daffythefox]

i feel like people say "abuse is always intentional and a choice" because it helps them believe that they haven't and will never abuse someone so long as they believe abuse is wrong.

Do you think every abuser woke up and thought "today I will abuse someone on purpose"? Probably some of them, but not all. Some abusers genuinely think that abuse is just how relationships work. Sometimes kids abuse other kids before they grow up and realize what they did was fucked.

If you decide that abuse means "person intentionally abusing another", what about people who were abused by people who weren't intentionally abusing them? Is that not real abuse?

I'm not saying that you shouldn't be angry at your abuser. I think you should be angry at whoever you want to be angry at. But I think looking back at your actions and checking "was what I did okay? how did my actions impact the people I love?" is very important, especially for people with NPD, where having issues understanding how your actions impact others is a symptom.

Having NPD makes forming and maintaining healthy relationships way harder. I would know. It's also way harder to control emotional outbursts while you're having one (and emotional permanence issues mean once you stop having one, it's hard to imagine what it felt like).

Introspection about why you did the things you did, if/how you hurt someone you care about, trying to make it up to them, and minimizing the chances that it will happen again, are very important. In "npd abuse" spaces, this introspection is usually shut down by "well, if you think you might be a narcissist, you're not one". But I think this introspection can be very helpful, so long as the introspection doesn't begin and end with guilt/shame.

[bl4hai]

Here’s a bright im-a-gay doodle for you. Yes, you. You reading this post. 

I’m so tired.

[simplyghosting]

Having a moment and by moment I mean me I am doing not so good

[kimberly-spirits13]

why have the people outside of my dorm room been talking about their anal sex adventures for the past hour 😭- I'm pretty sure one of y'all have 100 std's at this point

[skyes51]

In the spiral that is my superhero brain rot… which was something that I enjoyed as a kid has now comeback as a vengeful force consuming all my waking thoughts. I have to give to X-men 97, that damn show wreslted me back into that life and it’s lead me to the rabbit hole of comics.

Through my scouring of books I have come to a conclusion that I will not be elaborating on at this time, I just need to get it out. So here it is… a hot take if you will.

I thoroughly enjoy and prefer the horror, body horror or freaky side if you will of The Hulk. Give me all that supernatural gobbledegook in the realm of superheroes.

Ps I haven’t read all the comics but I just can’t stop thinking about it ahhhh.

[aceing-on-the-cake]

I have apparently hit the part of the night where I am so tired things aren't making sense and accomplishing tasks is harder.

The good news! I'm stuck at work and can't head home till after 6 am because the buses do not run at this hour and so I am unable to sleep yet.

The bad news! I'm stuck at work and can't head home till after 6am because the buses do not run at this hour and so I am unable to sleep yet.

[jtownnn]

me when I work from 1 to 9:30 pm - asleep most nights by 3:00 am and awake at 11

me when I work from 2 to 10:30 pm - still awake???? at 5:00???????????? for the third night in a row???????????

[fluffypinkposts]

Live laugh love sleeping 8h+

[tiredgatt0]

Wanted to get my cat tired before going to bed and she ended up falling asleep in my lap - suffering from success

[sleep-nurse]

Patiently waiting till school ends so easter break finally starts

[dove-da-birb]

Brain.

Hey brain.

Brain!

IT'S NEARLY 2 AM WHY AREN'T YOU TIRED?!

[hamausagi]

im going to actually lose it i have no idea what the scale of this is supposed to be. what the fuck

[quarter-life-crisis2]

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[zmasters]

A Warhammer list that can fit three armies.

AKA: Oops, all Tzaangors!

The following is a legal army that can be played in three Warhammer armies: The Thousand Sons (10th edition), Disciples of Tzeentch, and Beast of Chaos. It’s not the full 2000 points (only 1425 for 10th edition), so you’d need to get a few more models.

That’s if you aren’t already broke.

(Prices based off of GW’s website for a delivery to America)

3x Tzaangor Shamans

$35 USD for 1

$105 for all 3

6 units of 20 tzaangors

$55 for a box of 10

You’d need 12 boxes, $660 in total

3 units of Chaos Spawns

2x each, 6 in total

$55 per box of 2 gets to $165 for all 3 units

3 units of 7 Tzaangor Enlightened

$60 for 3

It'd be 21 enlighted, or 7 boxes, in total. $420

That would cost you a total of $1350 before tax.

And once all bought, you'd have 150 individual models running around:

3 Shamans

6 Twistbray leading 19 tzaangors each

6 Chaos Spawn

3 Aviarchs

18 Enlightened lead by the Aviarchs

And guess how many Tzaangors needed?

114

Again, this barely fucking hitting 1500 points. This is all I can legally fit in 10th Thousand Sons.

Have fun with this information.

[leadmeastraylittlefairy]

i am so tired and my brain is so foggy and my coworkers are asking the stupidest fucking questions i’m not gonna make it

[urfav-mirrorball]

um so yeah it’s been a great morning so far!!! (i woke up at 5:00 AM and i grabbed my phone to turn off my alarm and i accidentally dropped it on my face and i wanted to cry) and now i get to go to cheer practice for and hour and a half and then school for 8 hours yayyy😭🥲